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_Avery_
02-19-2011, 08:16 AM
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kaiarose
02-19-2011, 01:08 PM
LOL, I just noticed your location Avery... A house. :D Don't know why it was so funny... maybe it's the weird emotional state I'm in right now.. sigh..
My confession: I went on the Postsecret.com site and at the very bottom of the page was a secret that said "I keep voicemails from the people I love just in case they die tomorrow and this is the only way I can hear their voice again." Then someone else must have read that and sent in a voicemail that they had kept of their grandma singing "It's somebody's birthday"... this person's grandma had passed in Oct 2009. It was just really sweet and it's making me choke up :'(
4everresolutions
02-19-2011, 04:39 PM
Aw, that's sweet and sad. I do that too though - I have a voicemail kept from each of my loved ones...I switch them out every now and again so that they're fairly recent. I have one from my Dad, Mom Boyfriend, brother; I can't delete them for good now because it feels like the second I do I'll jinx something and cause one of them to die or something. I have an unhealthy preoccupication with the deaths of my loved ones. Whenever I send my boyfriend out to the store I freak right before he leaves in case he never comes back - gets hit by a car or mugged....
I've also only told one other person about that before.
charlie61
02-19-2011, 04:47 PM
i wait til my bf leaves n I watch tv shows that he HATES...all night too. Real Housewives, Jerseylicious, Platnum Weddings, oh and I masturbate like 3 times a day. lol that about sums it up
Fabulous!!
kaiarose
02-20-2011, 12:19 PM
i wait til my bf leaves n I watch tv shows that he HATES...all night too. Real Housewives, Jerseylicious, Platnum Weddings, oh and I masturbate like 3 times a day. lol that about sums it up
Omg! I love when the hubby leaves me alone because I jump right on the masturbating bandwagon as well }:D
kaiarose
02-20-2011, 12:20 PM
Aw, that's sweet and sad. I do that too though - I have a voicemail kept from each of my loved ones...I switch them out every now and again so that they're fairly recent. I have one from my Dad, Mom Boyfriend, brother; I can't delete them for good now because it feels like the second I do I'll jinx something and cause one of them to die or something. I have an unhealthy preoccupication with the deaths of my loved ones. Whenever I send my boyfriend out to the store I freak right before he leaves in case he never comes back - gets hit by a car or mugged....
I've also only told one other person about that before.
I have the same morbid thoughts 4ever :'( Maybe I will start saving those messages..
Ashly06
02-20-2011, 12:51 PM
I confess to NEVER going back to a 9-5,minimum wage job!! I am in love with this industry. I don't know what I love most about being a camgirl. The money or the attention. Oh how I LOVE the attention...sigh :flirt:
charlie61
02-20-2011, 05:23 PM
Maybe I already confessed this...
I stalk strip clubs online. I love looking at photos of beautiful strip clubs!
BlondyJJJ
02-20-2011, 05:31 PM
Maybe I already confessed this...
I stalk strip clubs online. I love looking at photos of beautiful strip clubs!
haha I love looking a photos of beautiful strippers }:D
GlitterBexie
02-20-2011, 07:52 PM
I am worried about my mental health
I do not trust anyone
I hate the people i live with
I kinda want to just disapear just to see if anyone notices
I feel sorry for myself and i dont like feeling like this.
4everresolutions
02-25-2011, 11:15 AM
I am worried about my mental health
I do not trust anyone
I hate the people i live with
I kinda want to just disapear just to see if anyone notices
I feel sorry for myself and i dont like feeling like this.
I've had times where I felt very similar to this. I go into deep depressions and I have a tendency not to trust myself or anything I think. I don't know what your situation is, but I'm sending hugs your way! :)
cherryblossomsinspring
02-26-2011, 03:07 AM
LOL, I just noticed your location Avery... A house. :D Don't know why it was so funny... maybe it's the weird emotional state I'm in right now.. sigh..
My confession: I went on the Postsecret.com site and at the very bottom of the page was a secret that said "I keep voicemails from the people I love just in case they die tomorrow and this is the only way I can hear their voice again." Then someone else must have read that and sent in a voicemail that they had kept of their grandma singing "It's somebody's birthday"... this person's grandma had passed in Oct 2009. It was just really sweet and it's making me choke up :'(
I confess I have 4 messages from my ex that I keep saving. I dumped him over a year ago. I just love hearing his pleas to call him back after a fight we had. The messages start out where he's got his ass on his shoulders and doesn't want to give an inch but by the 4th message he has realized that he messed up and this may be the end since I wasn't picking up the phone. He sounds so damn cute on the last message. His voice is soft, sweet and so apologetic. I did dump him 4 days later for there wasn't a point and working things out any longer.
I also do this with my mother. I keep her random messages and especially ones where she calls to say " I love you". I keep these as long as I can and yes I have some that are almost 4+ years old.
Spinnerette
02-26-2011, 08:22 PM
i wait til my bf leaves n I watch tv shows that he HATES...all night too. Real Housewives, Jerseylicious, Platnum Weddings, oh and I masturbate like 3 times a day. lol that about sums it up
Tee-hee, I do this too. Vh1 reality shows are my guilty pleasure. And I like being able to get myself off without hearing him be butt-hurt or pop a boner and then guilt me in to taking care of it.
And on that note, I confess that I really enjoy when he's not here. Just me and my thoughts. I miss the hell out of him, but lately it seems like he's just some little raincloud waiting to downpour on my parade and I need to focus and keep my confident mindset with what I want to do. Just now he left to go distract himself from our "money problems", and my pride has taken a hit and I'm all in "Oh shit, what if he's right and I can't do this?" mode now. >:(:(:-\
Fucker.
HollyInSeattle
02-27-2011, 08:33 AM
I confess that when I went to my friends house to feed her fish when she was gone on a trip, I snooped around her bedroom and found her sex toys and kink gear. I love knowing a secret about part of her she doesn't share :)
I used to snoop at my friends' houses too when I was younger and started to get curious about sex and masturbtaion. Its a guilty pleasure and kind of a rush.
Glamgirl
02-27-2011, 12:39 PM
I worry about my bf spending too much time with one o his housemates.
She is female and good looking. He has been consoling her after a bad breakup, he told me there as nothing to be worried about as he would never try anything.
But he told me how they had got mega drunk one night when she was upset. Again he told me that he would never do anything with her...but i still worry.
Glamgirl
02-27-2011, 02:34 PM
Thing is he has been so great to me and hasnt done anything to show he would do wrong. It is just past experience with guys that make me paranoid :(
But yea im sure he wouldnt be too keen on me getting wasted with a hot guy friend!!!
Yea ive met her lots and shes nice enough, its just my paranoia thats imagining bad situations. I live about an hour away from him and sometimes i feel that he may want a gf who lives close by. Again he hasnt done anything to make me think any of this.
He is even talking about us having a holiday together next year...i feel awful for thinking these thoughts as i love him so much but i cant let go from the past.
CherryBomb954
02-28-2011, 03:13 AM
Maybe I already confessed this...
I stalk strip clubs online. I love looking at photos of beautiful strip clubs!
Guilty!!! :wave:
Lilian
02-28-2011, 07:57 AM
I'm crushing obscenely hard on a sweet British guy I met at the strip club; normally I don't even take people home from regular clubs, let alone work, but there's something about this geeky, shy, heartbreakingly pretty and ever-so-sweet guy that's turned me into a fricking thirteen-year-old girl again. The awkward drunk (on his part) sex we had was actually the best sex ever, and then we cuddled for hours after.
Confession part: he has a girlfriend, and I have no idea if he's going to break up with her or not. I only found out after we slept together, and she sounds like a real piece of work, but I still feel really bad for not feeling bad about wanting him to dump her and be with me instead. I've never felt this much for a guy before: we're going to have coffee/hot chocolate this week and I'm looking forward to that more than sex, which never happens. I really hope he breaks her heart.
firemaiden04
02-28-2011, 10:50 AM
I am passionately in love with money.
Kellydancer
02-28-2011, 11:39 AM
I am going to have sex with a fwb this week. Since I can't have the guy I want I'll go back to slutting around. At least this guy will go down on me, unlike my ex who thought it was gross.
charlie61
02-28-2011, 10:18 PM
Also, I think I come off as uptight. I sware, I don't bitch this much in real life :'(.
I can relate! I write like such an uptight academic, even online. But I'm so much more chill in person.
Glamgirl
03-01-2011, 05:11 AM
^^^^Same!!! Some of the stuff i post on online makes me sound so neurotic!
kitinboots
03-01-2011, 07:08 AM
I stole a drunk custies belt last night. I was using it to tie up his hands and spank him and things, and then I failed to give it back when he left :)
GlitterBexie
03-01-2011, 12:35 PM
i would still go back.
Tasha_xoxo
03-01-2011, 12:47 PM
I am passionately in love with money.
Amen! lol.
tempest666
03-01-2011, 03:37 PM
He has vetoed the following pets: marmosets, caymans, and ferrets. 1 is illegal, 2 stink according to him! >:(
Fenriswolf
03-01-2011, 05:39 PM
Boo! Ferrets are awesome! You can get their scent glands removed if you really can't handle the smell. :-\
sananeko
03-01-2011, 06:40 PM
I don't mind ferrets.. as long they are not trying to eat my cat..
4everresolutions
03-01-2011, 11:00 PM
@ Tempest - What about a Chinchilla? They're adorable!
Oh! Or Sugargliders - they're sensitive little buggers, but they're cute and lots of fun. They're so social and bond with their owners - they like being carried around in pockets all day too apparently.....
charlie61
03-01-2011, 11:19 PM
^ I have flying squirrels in my walls.
Kellydancer
03-01-2011, 11:47 PM
^^^^Same!!! Some of the stuff i post on online makes me sound so neurotic!
Me too. I know when I get upset about my ex I sound like this wedding obsessed person but he just frustrates me to no end and it shouldn't bother me. I'm usually very laid back until pushed.
Spinnerette
03-02-2011, 06:18 AM
I am full of resentment and the way he keeps backing down for fear of enraging me isn't helping. He needs to be more candid. I don't want to go see this therapist and have him clam up and go into long-winded explanations to try to explain himself out of his own POV like he does now because his greatest fear is looking like an asshole and he doesn't like the guilt he feels when he thinks he's done it. He has nothing to be guilty about. Yeesh.
Nice guys, I swear...
GlitterBexie
03-03-2011, 05:02 PM
I am on the path to complete self-destruction.
sananeko
03-03-2011, 06:52 PM
I have been working all month and its time I take a real night off... Tomorrow night I'm going to dress up and dance the night away.
Kellydancer
03-03-2011, 11:05 PM
I confess that my goals are to make friends and to have a boyfriend (one worth having of course!!!) by next year. :D
Me too. I am feeling a lot better after going tot church tonight. I am going to really pursue looking for a man this year and will do things differently. No more contacting them, let them contact me. People often say not to look for mates but the reality is as you get older you need to actively search or you won't find. Oh and another thing this time I want to find a single guy who will actually go down on me and wants to get married! I will broach these topics early so I don't go through this again.
DesuvsDeath
03-03-2011, 11:34 PM
My social anxiety is really getting in the way of my current progression in life. I'm never going to hit lvl 85 at this rate.
livingdeadgirl
03-04-2011, 08:19 AM
I think I have a crush on my best friends twin sister's ex husband.
:seesaw:
This has bad news written all over it.
Glamgirl
03-04-2011, 09:06 AM
Me too. I know when I get upset about my ex I sound like this wedding obsessed person but he just frustrates me to no end and it shouldn't bother me. I'm usually very laid back until pushed.
Yea i have a lot of insecurities and worry about my bf leaving me and stuff,obs i never say anything to him cos i sound like a nutter. But somehow putting it online and getting it out of my head makes me feel so much better. It is like therapy.
Kellydancer
03-04-2011, 12:36 PM
Yea i have a lot of insecurities and worry about my bf leaving me and stuff,obs i never say anything to him cos i sound like a nutter. But somehow putting it online and getting it out of my head makes me feel so much better. It is like therapy.
Online has become my therapy where I can say things I never would offline. Offline if I said some of the things I say online people would think I am nuts.
kaiarose
03-04-2011, 12:47 PM
I think I have a crush on my best friends twin sister's ex husband.
:seesaw:
This has bad news written all over it.
Omg, I love that smilie!!!!
My confession: As soon as my hubby leaves me alone to run an errand, I hop right onto Redtube and masturbate :P
charlie61
03-04-2011, 04:01 PM
^ You sexy. :flirt:
*Jade*Love
03-04-2011, 05:03 PM
I went dancing last night and spent the whole night making out with this hot girl my friend introduced me to. Guys were trying to cut in left and right but we danced with each other the whole time and told them to get lost.
I am sooooo smitten and we're already making plans to hang out again soon...! ;D
charlie61
03-04-2011, 05:13 PM
^ Awww!
DesuvsDeath
03-05-2011, 03:07 PM
Food confession: I walked all through the kitchen... thought about grabbing the nuts and some fruit... then decided on buttery toast and cereal instead.
sananeko
03-05-2011, 03:48 PM
Last night was what I really needed to break my depression. I'm ready for everything now.
Miss_McKenna
03-05-2011, 11:30 PM
My roommate is younger than me and this is her first "proper" apartment out her parents house. She thinks we're bff's and keeps talking about how we're gonna live together forever... she's a fucking nightmare to live with!!!
I nod and smile, and quietly look up new places on craigslist daily lol
kaiarose
03-06-2011, 11:58 AM
I went dancing last night and spent the whole night making out with this hot girl my friend introduced me to. Guys were trying to cut in left and right but we danced with each other the whole time and told them to get lost.
I am sooooo smitten and we're already making plans to hang out again soon...! ;D
Damn that's one lucky girl!!! You are beyond gorgeous Jade... I'd give my left tit to make out with you :D
Felons_Felony
03-06-2011, 12:33 PM
My confession: I can't shake the feeling -- delusion, really -- that my boyfriend secretly wishes he'd just stayed with an ex-girlfriend of his he cheated on, that I'll never measure up. He says I'm the girl of his dreams, but I'm still pretty sure I can't be the girl of anyone's dreams. Daydreams, perhaps -- but I'm formally uneducated, didn't attend good schools, not verbally articulate, constantly saying & doing stupid things, younger than everyone, neurotic, not particularly talented at anything but writing (and I'm pretty sure that's only the case because I've never been measured up to decent writers, have never had the opportunity), probably attract people only through my looks, etc. etc. etc. Ugh.
On a lighter note, everyone at the club last night complained that I make the place smell like hippies. Well, I -am- a hippie...
Felons_Felony
03-06-2011, 12:38 PM
My roommate is younger than me and this is her first "proper" apartment out her parents house. She thinks we're bff's and keeps talking about how we're gonna live together forever... she's a fucking nightmare to live with!!!
I nod and smile, and quietly look up new places on craigslist daily lol
UGGHHH SAME PROBLEM, WTF. I keep trying to convince my brothers to move in with me & my boyfriend, at least to offset how annoying our current roommate in. AT LEAST I'LL HAVE SOMEONE TO HANG OUT WITH WHEN OUR CURRENT ROOMMATE COCKBLOCKS ME BY INSISTING HE & MY BOYFRIEND PLAY COMPUTER GAMES FOR EIGHT HOURS. Seriously, does he not get how detrimental to my psyche it is to not have sex ever because I'm being cockblocked by Civ IV? "Oh, you're working days and your girlfriend is working late shifts? Well, why don't I ensure you guys NEVER, EVER have sex by pestering you to play Civ IV with me? DOESN'T THAT SOUND GREAT?! }:D"
Fucking hater.
Sorry, I needed to vent.
Felons_Felony
03-06-2011, 12:41 PM
Omg! I love when the hubby leaves me alone because I jump right on the masturbating bandwagon as well }:D
You girls are lucky as fuck. I can't get off by masturbating anymore; I need to have someone I love -- or, at the very least, whose company I enjoy -- with me in order to feel anything. I tried masturbating in the shower after work not too long ago and all I could think of was, "Fuck, I'm wasting our hot water..."