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Staci
05-24-2022, 05:57 PM
I feel like I got that vibe. You didn't say much about HIM here. :)
BUT I don't think anyone on this site is going to judge for that . They are in the wrong place if they are .
He was a " mystery " man. All we knew about him was the annoying mom and neglected cat ! Ha.
Don't forget his foot fetish! lol

miss.a.p1600
05-24-2022, 08:17 PM
I got a third interview

Salary is $56-$75k first year

I did NOT tell him because I didn’t want him asking “how much will you be making”

None of your cotdamn business.

I am praying for better opportunities. This dude is turning into a petty passive aggressive bitch and I am so unsatisfied right now.

Can’t wait to get rid of all the dead weights

chanzep
05-24-2022, 08:57 PM
Yes girl! Tell him nothing until you get. I wrote evil advice in the other thread in regards to him asking about your money.
I'm happy for you. This will help you a lot to get new place etc.

xxxGothBarbie
05-24-2022, 09:15 PM
Don't forget his foot fetish! lol

Oh ya ... that nasty shit ..gross

indiegirl
05-24-2022, 09:46 PM
Pray for me. I waited last minute to study for anatomy and physiology......I don't know SHIT. Test is tomorrow on chemistry. LAWWWWDDDD.

chanzep
05-24-2022, 11:56 PM
Praying you do well.

miss.a.p1600
05-25-2022, 10:42 AM
Pray for me. I waited last minute to study for anatomy and physiology......I don't know SHIT. Test is tomorrow on chemistry. LAWWWWDDDD.

Can you get a one-on-one tutor really quickly before the test?

miss.a.p1600
05-25-2022, 10:51 AM
I am glad L is taking his kids OUT and not defaulting to bringing them back to this house.

carmen_b
05-25-2022, 10:56 AM
^ Awesome. :)

J is too on Thursday. They have tickets to a play and I get like 3 hours solo here. :)

I can not figure out what I like MORE .....a quiet house in the DAY or a quiet house 5-9 p.m.
I like BOTH haha !

Dreamqueen
05-25-2022, 09:33 PM
Pray for me. I waited last minute to study for anatomy and physiology......I don't know SHIT. Test is tomorrow on chemistry. LAWWWWDDDD.
I prayed for you.
How did you do?
Did they teach you that the heart, kidneys, and many other alterations have been made to the human body?

indiegirl
05-25-2022, 09:40 PM
I prayed for you.
How did you do?
Did they teach you that the heart, kidneys, and many other alterations have been made to the human body?

It was horrible. I studied for MANY hours about 8-9 hours? Didn't count. I was SOOOOO confident on passing (I've already complained to the main person because of the teachers lack of ability to write questions correctly since she is foreign. Other students complained to me but don't say anything).....I actually took an uber there and almost fell asleep. I was shaking out of anger after the test. I read that book, had more notes to study than ANYONE, and got a D. I was seeing red and shouted "Shit!" under my breath when I saw the grade. Slammed my laptop and left the room. I KNEW this information. She is a foreigner and I can't hack her..

Dreamqueen
05-25-2022, 11:30 PM
It was horrible. I studied for MANY hours about 8-9 hours? Didn't count. I was SOOOOO confident on passing (I've already complained to the main person because of the teachers lack of ability to write questions correctly since she is foreign. Other students complained to me but don't say anything).....I actually took an uber there and almost fell asleep. I was shaking out of anger after the test. I read that book, had more notes to study than ANYONE, and got a D. I was seeing red and shouted "Shit!" under my breath when I saw the grade. Slammed my laptop and left the room. I KNEW this information. She is a foreigner and I can't hack her..

I'm so sorry to hear that.
Can you do it over?
It's tough to remember it all.
I had to take a similar test at massage school.

Cutie101
05-26-2022, 01:52 PM
It was horrible. I studied for MANY hours about 8-9 hours? Didn't count. I was SOOOOO confident on passing (I've already complained to the main person because of the teachers lack of ability to write questions correctly since she is foreign. Other students complained to me but don't say anything).....I actually took an uber there and almost fell asleep. I was shaking out of anger after the test. I read that book, had more notes to study than ANYONE, and got a D. I was seeing red and shouted "Shit!" under my breath when I saw the grade. Slammed my laptop and left the room. I KNEW this information. She is a foreigner and I can't hack her..

Can you do it all over again? I mean, I failed a few tests in college and I was able to pass last minute, I had to take them 2 more times. It's annoying when the teacher is incapable of making the questions, altough, being a foreigner, she was supposed to be supervised by someone, to make sure she's making everything ok. I hope you can solve this!!

indiegirl
05-26-2022, 03:44 PM
My hair looks like I'm in a crisis in the way I tied it up when I got home. The higher the bun the higher my issues. LOLLLL

xxxGothBarbie
05-26-2022, 09:10 PM
I started working cam again after slacking off for 3 whole weeks. I'm so damn lazy but meh whatevs, I'm not hungry or going without.

miss.a.p1600
05-26-2022, 09:17 PM
^same. I’ve slacked on my work for a good month. But now it’s time to stack.

indiegirl
05-26-2022, 09:46 PM
I was supposed to get time with my mom and go to a hospital to learn 30 surgical instruments for my test but since I'm not vaccinated I can't go. So annoyed. I'm waiting on the damn vaccine in case I suck at this and don't pass. Worried about side effects.

I WORRY too much.

kimbe
05-27-2022, 12:10 AM
I want to go back to that Miami Beach place (or similar) we visited earlier this winter, but it's so pricey now >:(
Might have to use my ultimate negotiation skills and ask T while well into giving him head :D

miss.a.p1600
05-27-2022, 05:49 AM
^lol…. Funny how some quick 3 minute oral sex can make them do whatever tf a lady wants

carmen_b
05-27-2022, 07:17 AM
May have to do a little of this myself. :)
We have held time open for Hawaii but it isn't BOOKED and I want it to be.
I don't want any " oh maybe we wait a week or two or maybe we wait ( on the trip ) in July.
Lets BOOK the big stuff and we will figure out all the other details around it. :)


I want to go back to that Miami Beach place (or similar) we visited earlier this winter, but it's so pricey now >:(
Might have to use my ultimate negotiation skills and ask T while well into giving him head :D

kimbe
05-27-2022, 12:45 PM
^Yeah, I hate whenever something is not set, anything perhaps, maybe, we'll see etc etc is just annoying to me. I have a schedule to set so I definitely like decisions to be firm.

carmen_b
05-27-2022, 01:12 PM
There's gonna be a lot of firmness going down in this house in about two hours. :)

He needs to make that $$$ so I'm not going into his office now ..... I'm waiting till 4:30 hahaha.
Or trying to anyway .

ravenskyy
05-27-2022, 01:49 PM
I just finished getting plowed by my husband and now I don't wanna get out of bed. He's downstairs in his office, and I'm just lying here, in the wet spot. Lol

charlie61
05-27-2022, 07:05 PM
I'm getting a part-time job on the weekends just to increase my appreciation for my free time and my money. Also because I'm sick of inflation... it's really cutting into my fun money. Groceries are 2-3x more expensive than they used to be, I'm spending more on gas now that I'm going into the office 3x/week...

I'm sure I'll burn out pretty quickly, but hopefully I'll make a bit of money and feel a bit more gratitude for my full-time job as a result.

carmen_b
05-27-2022, 08:16 PM
^ Nice. Sometime we just need a little $$ boost ..... a few bucks to sit there for a rainy day .... it gives peace of mind !

carmen_b
05-27-2022, 08:18 PM
Me at 7p.m. :
So .... " do you want to go upstairs "?

J : " Yes "

Me ..............." to open up Expedia on our computers " ?

He was not amused haha.

lynn2009
05-27-2022, 08:24 PM
I'm getting a part-time job on the weekends just to increase my appreciation for my free time and my money. Also because I'm sick of inflation... it's really cutting into my fun money. Groceries are 2-3x more expensive than they used to be, I'm spending more on gas now that I'm going into the office 3x/week...

I'm sure I'll burn out pretty quickly, but hopefully I'll make a bit of money and feel a bit more gratitude for my full-time job as a result.

I've been thinking about it too. I rarely pay attention to the cost of things, since I'm inherently thrifty, but inflation has really gotten out of hand.

carmen_b
05-27-2022, 08:36 PM
Well I wanted to connect reconnect with him haha.

I wasn't going to cut him off until the booking but it IS making me nervous.

I think we have June 20-25 scheduled with his ex.
I am super confused why he hasn't asked his Mom or Sister for the other two days of coverage ( June 26 and 27 ).
But at least it's at the end ? If he asks tomorrow I guess it's 29 days ahead ?

I'm kind of mad he hasn't asked already.
Why leave something large scale to chance ?
I'll try to stay calm about this.
It may take a valium in the next couple days.

kimbe
05-28-2022, 12:00 AM
I'm getting a part-time job on the weekends just to increase my appreciation for my free time and my money. Also because I'm sick of inflation... it's really cutting into my fun money. Groceries are 2-3x more expensive than they used to be, I'm spending more on gas now that I'm going into the office 3x/week...

I'm sure I'll burn out pretty quickly, but hopefully I'll make a bit of money and feel a bit more gratitude for my full-time job as a result.

Agree, it's always good to have several sources of income! I usually have one part time job (as flexible as possible though) in addition to my own litte business. Which in total makes three sources of income, the most profitable being my partner though... :D

xxxGothBarbie
05-28-2022, 09:44 AM
Wooot! That evil woman leaves In less than 24 hours and ima take over that damn kitchen for a whole 2 weeks woooot

indiegirl
05-28-2022, 11:18 AM
I have to remind myself that comparison is the theft of happiness daily. I hate when people are doing better than me in life. Lately it's been, hahahaha, Camille Vasquez (Johnny Depp's attorney)....I'm fucking bitter I'm not as good as she is at her job. Hell I've already been talked to in lab class about panicking or shaking during tests and causing me to lose points when scrubbing in. I do it to myself during tests. It's a fucking nightmare.

Cutie101
05-28-2022, 12:32 PM
I have to remind myself that comparison is the theft of happiness daily. I hate when people are doing better than me in life. Lately it's been, hahahaha, Camille Vasquez (Johnny Depp's attorney)....I'm fucking bitter I'm not as good as she is at her job. Hell I've already been talked to in lab class about panicking or shaking during tests and causing me to lose points when scrubbing in. I do it to myself during tests. It's a fucking nightmare.

With practice comes the perfection, soooooo... don't worry, doing it again and again will make you be less nervous. She probably was nervous too, when she was a student or at her first jobs. Don't compare yourself to someone with years of experience, instead, use a cold neutral emotion to analyze what she's doing and learn from it.
Confidence also comes from knowdlege. When I had my presentations, when I was in college, omg... I screwed bad at those subjects where I wasn't properly prepared, it happened to me what happened to you. Comparing with some subjects where I was better prepared, it was easier for me to focus and not get lost.

You will do great eventually, with pracice and getting prepared better.

carmen_b
05-28-2022, 12:59 PM
^^ Jealousy is an indicator of where you want to be and given your high hustle you will have have no issues when you get going in your career path. :)

carmen_b
05-29-2022, 09:02 AM
I'll admit I'm upset about the trip planning. I would like to book today ( yesterday would be been better ) .
I asked outright if he would ask his mom and sister to cover June 26 and 27 today.
He wants to wait until tomorrow to ask ( when his mom is here in person and when sister is not on a plane like she is today ).
Ok .... I guess that makes some logical sense.
I'd would prefer he just ask via messages or phone calls today. :/

I have brought it up verbally enough though.
The message has been sent crystal clear and the message is DO NOT FUCK THIS UP.

His mom gets on these kicks of " oh I can't watch your daughter alone my eyes are not good enough to drive " which is probably somewhat true ........ then USE UBER. I told him to get it on her phone and load up $100 on it. I also literally saw her driving a car the other day so .........

carmen_b
05-29-2022, 09:07 AM
Admittedly we have come a long way though.
We used to not be able to get out of town even for a week as recently as even 6 months ago ( at that time it was a max of 4-6 days we were working with ).

We did a full week trip earlier in May so it's getting smoother.

indiegirl
05-29-2022, 01:12 PM
I'm taking a week long Ho-break. Weeeeeew! I've reached the point where I need a break or I'm going to be disappointing people and sleeping. Mental health break time. Please let this week pass so I can return back to normal.

carmen_b
05-29-2022, 01:14 PM
I'm doing a little self talk today giving myself that mental warning that someone will be in my house tomorrow. Haha.
J's Mom.
When his family comes to town they have a habit of around 80% lingering here and only 20% doing activities outside the house.
They do this despite knowing we both work from home remotely during typical M - F business hours.
:/

Anyway ...... the confession part is that I took a little Peek-A-Roo at the AirBnB calendar just now and it's open all day tomorrow. :)
Doggie and I might be headed that way haha. I'm not going to block time off ( it is a holiday so it could still get a short notice sale ). I will just see what is going on with it around 10 a.m. tomorrow. It would be a good office for me until 5.

indiegirl
05-29-2022, 01:26 PM
I'm doing a little self talk today giving myself that mental warning that someone will be in my house tomorrow. Haha.
J's Mom.
When his family comes to town they have a habit of around 80% lingering here and only 20% doing activities outside the house.
They do this despite knowing we both work from home remotely during typical M - F business hours.
:/

Anyway ...... the confession part is that I took a little peek-A-roo at the AirBnB calendar and it's open all day tomorrow. :)
Doggie and I might be headed that way haha. I'm not going to block time off ( it is a holiday so it could still get a short notice sale ). I will just see what is going on with it around 10 a.m. tomorrow.

Yep things are super busy in the rental business for the holiday. For 2 days I haven't been allowed a late checkout because of them being sold out in both Newport Beach and when I was in Pasadena. Some people were checking in at 8am!!!!!!

carmen_b
05-29-2022, 01:29 PM
^ I would say this is the only holiday I haven't sold in about 10 months.
That business is definitely back. It's odd it hasn't sold which is why I'm just leaving it open not officially blocking it for an overnight for myself.
I would block it now for 24 hour stay if it wasn't a holiday. I saw your post about the price peak in hotels tomorrow .
I am staying away from Vegas that day too for the same reasons.

carmen_b
05-29-2022, 01:43 PM
" Someone is going to be in the house tomorrow Carmen and YOU are not going to be an ass " .

( today's mantra on repeat )

I should probably just plan to be gone 10-5.
I have 1:30 and 2:40 movie options picked out in case I get stuck for ideas and don't want to drive the 35 min. over to the AirBnB.

carmen_b
05-30-2022, 09:17 AM
Hmmmm
The day seems to be getting easier than I formerly thought.

His daughter is late to arrive today ( closer to 1 ) AND he plans to take his mom OUT of the house for lunch just the two of them.
Nice.

Leaning towards one of those movies for sure and I'll put my suit in for the pool at the gym ( and hot tub / sauna ) .
I kind of feel like I'm wasting the day just desperately seeking quiet but I am pre-period and my idea to work at the club today .... eh. I really don't want to display my swollen mid section today.

I think I'll join everyone for dinner wherever J picks.

carmen_b
05-30-2022, 12:53 PM
Success ....
His mom agreed to cover June 26 and 27 for us !
:)
Very pleased to hear . :)

miss.a.p1600
05-30-2022, 01:55 PM
^Yasss!

carmen_b
05-30-2022, 04:43 PM
So I went out an entertained myself on the town Noon to 5:50.
Maybe when I get back at 5:50 they would *also* be out doing something right ?
^^ NO of course not ! They are lingering and probably have been all day ! hahaha

I mean why would you go in out in this place that thousands of tourists pay to visit every week?
Nice pick J choosing the dinner place ( I was in a movie watching hot viking men ).

UPDATE : Hmmmmm I know I talked a lot of trash on this subject but I have to say last night was really nice. We did a nice family dinner and then his Mom took his daughter for a sleepover at a family members home who lives nearby. So J and I got a bonus night of just us for a couple hours after dinner. I felt SURE his sister would invite herself to stay at our house but she didn't. She also stayed with the Uncle nearby. So maybe my " I'm a nice person I promise but I don't like my space over crowded " messages are getting through OR it was just a coincidence. Whatever is was I'll take it !

kimbe
05-31-2022, 11:03 AM
I want to go back to that Miami Beach place (or similar) we visited earlier this winter, but it's so pricey now >:(
Might have to use my ultimate negotiation skills and ask T while well into giving him head :D

I finally fixed the Miami trip challenge..
Giving head, got him to the stage where his thighs starts to shiver, then I stopped and asked about the trip. He was like "you’re about to become fucking expensive"..
I then gave him a couple of minutes of intense pleasure stopping just before he got over the edge, asking him if "isn’t this fucking good and worth it"? He laughingly said something like "you fucking bitch" before his hand
pushed me on to finish him.
When he was laying down getting himself together he threw his card over and asked me to book whatever I wanted…

moneybags
05-31-2022, 08:20 PM
I’m sorry. I still love you, but I love me more. I’m not willing go through it again. I gave you chance when I don’t even date. It’s too little too late. All I care is my money and my dreams and men are just a waste of my time and energy. I’m not willing to invest or take the risk of getting in a relationship. You had your chance and you blew it. It’s gonna be hard to stay strong, but I have to.

carmen_b
05-31-2022, 08:34 PM
Kimbe : I am fascinated because I feel like it would totally backfire on me if I asked *during*.

kimbe
05-31-2022, 11:51 PM
Kimbe : I am fascinated because I feel like it would totally backfire on me if I asked *during*.

I can totally see that!
When he started his rant about me being so expensive etc, I thought for a few seconds I had misjudged him and that it had taken a wrong direction..

moneybags
06-01-2022, 12:03 AM
I finally fixed the Miami trip challenge..
Giving head, got him to the stage where his thighs starts to shiver, then I stopped and asked about the trip. He was like "you’re about to become fucking expensive"..
I then gave him a couple of minutes of intense pleasure stopping just before he got over the edge, asking him if "isn’t this fucking good and worth it"? He laughingly said something like "you fucking bitch" before his hand
pushed me on to finish him.
When he was laying down getting himself together he threw his card over and asked me to book whatever I wanted…

:rotfl:

You need to start coaching women

LoveyD
06-01-2022, 12:05 AM
I’m sorry. I still love you, but I love me more. I’m not willing go through it again. I gave you chance when I don’t even date. It’s too little too late. All I care is my money and my dreams and men are just a waste of my time and energy. I’m not willing to invest or take the risk of getting in a relationship. You had your chance and you blew it. It’s gonna be hard to stay strong, but I have to.

I relate with this a lot. I just want to build myself up in a way that nobody can ever knock me down again. No more boyfriends for now. Time to focus on achieving goals.