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indiegirl
07-28-2022, 10:55 PM
What kind did you get? ^

These Baddies!!! :). I'm so psyched! The price was hard for me to push to pay but I want to feel safe and I want to stop worrying and feel at peace.

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07T8ZDTTP?psc=1&ref=ppx_yo2ov_dt_b_product_details

miss.a.p1600
07-29-2022, 12:40 PM
I confess that I’m DYING to get back to my beloved thc edibles.

Im depressed, anxious, frustrated, irritated and unmotivated. And a dose of thc would relieve all of that.

I’ve been free n clear for about a week.

Im stressed over the results and don’t know if I should just call the lab so I can just get rid of my anxiety.

I keep trying to do positive affirmations but my mind goes right back into these negative thoughts of how I wished I would have found an excuse to postpone the test or use 2 detox kits instead of just one or if I hadn’t taken that bite of pizza or I should have taken those multivitamins or I should have used synthetic pee instead of trying to detox my own pee and hundreds of other “what ifs”

Add to this my partners kids are going to be here shortly and I really want to just chill out wallow in self pity by myself

Im really struggling rn.

indiegirl
07-29-2022, 12:47 PM
I confess that I’m DYING to get back to my beloved thc edibles.

Im depressed, anxious, frustrated, irritated and unmotivated. And a dose of thc would relieve all of that.

I’ve been free n clear for about a week.

Im stressed over the results and don’t know if I should just call the lab so I can just get rid of my anxiety.

I keep trying to do positive affirmations but my mind goes right back into these negative thoughts of how I wished I would have found an excuse to postpone the test or use 2 detox kits instead of just one or if I hadn’t taken that bite of pizza or I should have taken those multivitamins or I should have used synthetic pee instead of trying to detox my own pee and hundreds of other “what ifs”

Add to this my partners kids are going to be here shortly and I really want to just chill out wallow in self pity by myself

Im really struggling rn.

How does it work with jobs? Are you allowed to check your results personally or does the job call you up and let you know if something is wrong with the results?

miss.a.p1600
07-29-2022, 12:56 PM
^yeah they told me results in 1-2 days

And they’d give results direct to employer. So answer your question - both. I guess if I want to know I have to either call the lab and/or wait to hear back from employer.

I went Wed evening so i think the lab has them by Monday

Im too scared to call.

I just want to take some thc and manifest something positive whether it’s a job, a windfall of money, a call from an ex sugar daddy or whatever!

indiegirl
07-29-2022, 01:07 PM
^yeah they told me results in 1-2 days

And they’d give results direct to employer. So answer your question - both. I guess if I want to know I have to either call the lab and/or wait to hear back from employer.

I went Wed evening so i think the lab has them by Monday

Im too scared to call.

I just want to take some thc and manifest something positive whether it’s a job, a windfall of money, a call from an ex sugar daddy or whatever!

I'd call now. I'm too impatient. That's like waiting for doctor test results. I can't do it. I call in too much because I worry and have no shame doing so LOL. Plus if you pass, you can celebrate with some edibles! LOL.

I confess I completely cleaned out my garage and had a trash company pick it all up. My security cameras arrive today, and I put all of the toilet paper in my room so my thief roomie doesn't steal it whenever she moves out. Obviously she will wait until the bitter end in my head. My mom is guessing the 1st but I can't see that happening. I'm READY Beeccchh! Bahaha my mom's been talking to another woman who works in the hospital about my roommate. She's a very loud/opinionated woman and she said "OF COURSE SHE's STEALING! You need to go through her mail, read it, and rip them shit's up after your done. Even if she lives there still!" hahaha hilarious.

Aurora_Sunset
07-30-2022, 06:05 PM
My friend wants me to contact this guy we used to be mutual friends with, give him her new information, and tell him to call/text her. She's been getting increasingly angry the last few months, bringing up how mad she is that he doesn't talk to her anymore "for no reason."

The thing is, I know exactly why he doesn't talk to her anymore. The last time I contacted him for her, 2 years ago, he told me that he purposely blocked her number. She only ever talked to him when she was drunk, and they would go from having a perfectly fine conversation to her suddenly getting mad and cussing him out for no reason. If he ever tried to bring it up later, she would barely acknowledge it. Just shrug and say, "Ok?" No apology. He got tired of being treated like crap every time she called him drunk, so he blocked her.

I don't know what to do, honestly. Do I text him anyway, even though I know he has no interest, and say "Well, I tried?" Do I lie and tell her he never got back to me? Do I just tell her the truth about why he stopped talking to her? I honestly can't see her self-reflecting on it rather than just getting pissed.

indiegirl
07-30-2022, 09:08 PM
Please god, don't let me go down this money hell hole again like I did with the last site. I'm not asking for too much having to work at least 2 times a week. Shit is getting too pricey out there.

SnuffleUffleGrass
08-01-2022, 08:25 AM
My friend wants me to contact this guy we used to be mutual friends with, give him her new information, and tell him to call/text her. She's been getting increasingly angry the last few months, bringing up how mad she is that he doesn't talk to her anymore "for no reason."

The thing is, I know exactly why he doesn't talk to her anymore. The last time I contacted him for her, 2 years ago, he told me that he purposely blocked her number. She only ever talked to him when she was drunk, and they would go from having a perfectly fine conversation to her suddenly getting mad and cussing him out for no reason. If he ever tried to bring it up later, she would barely acknowledge it. Just shrug and say, "Ok?" No apology. He got tired of being treated like crap every time she called him drunk, so he blocked her.

I don't know what to do, honestly. Do I text him anyway, even though I know he has no interest, and say "Well, I tried?" Do I lie and tell her he never got back to me? Do I just tell her the truth about why he stopped talking to her? I honestly can't see her self-reflecting on it rather than just getting pissed.

Stay out of it. She needs her "nose rubbed in" her behavior, so to speak.

Ugh I loathe how alcoholics never take responsibility for their actions.

My confession- ate breakfast in bed, I earned it.

WendiStarr
08-01-2022, 12:48 PM
Totally peed my pants a little bit. I had to pee so bad at doctor's office. :-/

whirlerz
08-01-2022, 01:05 PM
Sorry Wendi, it does happen to us ladies ^!

xxxGothBarbie
08-01-2022, 01:15 PM
I'm starting to feel like Adrienne Barbeau's character in two evil eyes lol. Just bc I've only been using BFF for a free place to stay & free food plus never having to pay for anything when we go out clubbing.

carmen_b
08-01-2022, 06:55 PM
^ You must be wanting a change though ...

I get that sense anyway....

xxxGothBarbie
08-01-2022, 08:37 PM
^ You must be wanting a change though ...

I get that sense anyway....

Oh, I really do but I may as well live it up while it lasts. I'm still searching for a place to go within my budget.

Aurora_Sunset
08-02-2022, 06:09 AM
Stay out of it. She needs her "nose rubbed in" her behavior, so to speak.

Ugh I loathe how alcoholics never take responsibility for their actions.

My confession- ate breakfast in bed, I earned it.

I ended up shooting him a single text, saying I had no idea how he had decided to handle things with her but I was just delivering the message that she wanted to talk and here's her new number. He never responded. For all I know, he blocked my number as well to cut all affiliations. lol Oh well, I'm not mad about it like she is.

I'll just end up telling her the truth - that I texted him the info and got no response.

miss.a.p1600
08-02-2022, 06:25 AM
This past day has been GREAT not having to deal with my partners constant neediness and smothering.

I have been sleeping well by myself, viewing stripper webs anytime I want and not worrying about him looking at what I’m doing, and just being free from his overbearing presence

lynn2009
08-02-2022, 07:56 PM
...........

kimbe
08-03-2022, 05:13 AM
I’m in so much better mood when I get breakfast and coffee delivered compared to when I have to get up and make it myself..

xxxGothBarbie
08-03-2022, 03:00 PM
For the first time in history, yesterday I spent $20 on popcorn & a large coke at the movies. Never again!

miss.a.p1600
08-03-2022, 03:54 PM
^Lol! Every now and then I splurge on over priced food at movies but I legit 90% of the time will smuggle in my own bottled soda. And popcorn. Either that or I will borrow an well behaved kid and get two kids combos.

My aunt was ruthless.

Back in the day she took me my siblings her adopted daughter and herself to the movies and would bring an extra large tote with hotdogs, popcorn, candy, and drinks for 4

LOL!

miss.a.p1600
08-03-2022, 04:06 PM
This past day has been GREAT not having to deal with my partners constant neediness and smothering.

I have been sleeping well by myself, viewing stripper webs anytime I want and not worrying about him looking at what I’m doing, and just being free from his overbearing presence

I wish the quarantine period was still 2 weeks

Hes going stir crazy and it’s only been Monday since he tested positive.

Anyways me and my pussy enjoy sleeping ALONE

xxxGothBarbie
08-03-2022, 08:35 PM
I'm legit lying here fantasizing about my U.K crush that just sent me more hot pics of his sexy goth ass while bf sleeps lol. I feel totally justified doing so. I'm not holding my breath on anything really happening between us bc it's just insta but you never know. Dam , this guy is hot AF ;)

Aurora_Sunset
08-04-2022, 09:45 AM
I feel like I'm becoming kind of agoraphobic lately. Beyond going to work or leaving the house to do something specifically fun, like a date night, I don't want to leave to go anywhere. At this point, I've lost track of the weeks I've put off grocery shopping and just existed off of telling my husband to pick up toilet paper or picking through the last few frozen meals or ramen packs we have here instead of going and getting more food.

I don't know if it's truly "agoraphobia" (maybe some of it - just ruminating thoughts about car accidents or random mass shootings), or if it's just burnout - like, I'm too tired to do anything I don't absolutely have to outside of this home. When I think about having to talk to people or ask for help with something, my social anxiety also shoots through the roof.

I really hate this, because I remember how independent I used to be.

carmen_b
08-04-2022, 09:59 AM
^ I'd highly recommend grocery delivery.
I have the Walmart one where it's $105 for the year ( I got the free trial for 30 days but loved it and got hooked ha ).
Tip the driver of course and just figure that cost every 2-3 weeks balances out when you factor in your time walking through the store, the dread of being there, even your own gas money.
Even if you forget something and run into the store for 1-2 things it's so much easier than the whole batch.
Taking advantage of something that can make life a little easier by saving an hour or two can be helpful.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
08-04-2022, 11:17 AM
Last Sunday we had a dinner party with one of my close friends and her new boyfriend. This was the very first time we met him and I was so impressed, plus my homegirl is in LOVE! Unfortunately after they left my husband told me while he and her new guy were in another room he began to talk about his favorite porn. She told me that he was a huge anime nerd and hubby is to an extent. Remember this is the first time we're meeting him and even showed my husband the stuff he had on his phone.

It was all loli type stuff and she doesn't know about this because he asked my man to keep quiet about it. If she knew wouldn't have asked him to keep it on the low once he realized he was uncomfortable. I feel like I need to tell her about this but I don't know where to begin because she is so into him.

We finally told her about that incident and it went better than I thought it would. As much in love with him as she is, she was able to see certain signs on her own. Therefore when we told her she wasn't surprised at all because she'd already noticed a few things. What she does going forward is no longer my business. I love her to pieces but I honestly feel freed from this situation.

miss.a.p1600
08-05-2022, 04:31 AM
Gawking at a bunch of DILF’s cycling in the rain. Wtf though?!?

All I can think is “damn your ass gonna be really wet”

indiegirl
08-05-2022, 05:36 AM
I totally dropped the ball and missed out on 2 appointments last night. I haven't been able to sleep 100% for 3 days due to school and I napped the fuck out after my 3rd appointment. One man was so kind about it. Mann I was so exhausted but better now. 2 of my clients brought me incredibly nice flower bouquets. It was super sweet of them. They looked really expensive lol.

Aurora_Sunset
08-05-2022, 06:31 AM
I'm feeling really sensitive about my appearance lately. Which is kinda whack since I've actually been taking better care of myself than I used to. Even though I've been tanning, taking care of my hair, and doing my nails now, I still feel... frumpy if I don't wear certain clothes, put on a full face of makeup, and style my hair in a certain way. I miss the days of feeling like I could just go anywhere in pajamas, no makeup, and rumpled hair, and I still thought I looked young and cute enough to get away with it.

In fact, I went through a whole "deconstruction" thing after I first retired from escorting where I got myself used to NOT doing my hair and makeup and thinking I still looked fine, because I was so used to needing to do it every day that I wasn't used to what I looked like without it.

Now, I just feel feel old and, like I said, "frumpy." I know part of it is gaining back some weight, but I'm not even back up at my heaviest or anything. I just hate looking in the mirror now.

charlie61
08-05-2022, 07:12 AM
Getting Lasik today, for my garbage vision! I've worn glasses or contacts since i was 7! Hoping for great results. It's a little nerve-wracking.

miss.a.p1600
08-05-2022, 08:07 AM
I'm feeling really sensitive about my appearance lately. Which is kinda whack since I've actually been taking better care of myself than I used to. Even though I've been tanning, taking care of my hair, and doing my nails now, I still feel... frumpy if I don't wear certain clothes, put on a full face of makeup, and style my hair in a certain way. I miss the days of feeling like I could just go anywhere in pajamas, no makeup, and rumpled hair, and I still thought I looked young and cute enough to get away with it.

In fact, I went through a whole "deconstruction" thing after I first retired from escorting where I got myself used to NOT doing my hair and makeup and thinking I still looked fine, because I was so used to needing to do it every day that I wasn't used to what I looked like without it.

Now, I just feel feel old and, like I said, "frumpy." I know part of it is gaining back some weight, but I'm not even back up at my heaviest or anything. I just hate looking in the mirror now.

Im the same way.

I used to take so much time and effort to keep my appearance impeccable to the level I felt most beautiful.

Then somehow I felt like “damn this is a lot of effort time and money” and gradually slacked off the the point I feel less like myself. Like those people who get in relationships and their appearance starts slipping and the weight starts creeping up.

Anyways I gotta get back into my beauty Regimens

carmen_b
08-05-2022, 08:56 AM
^ I think even the difference in your looks / bodies when you work OFTEN at the club ( and therefore have to maintain yourself to a high level ) and even " looking nice " in normal life can be very drastic.

Maybe something like a cute new dress or a quick refresh of makeup ( a couple new items ).

Think about how clothes fit too. If there are " odd " fits kicking around get that stuff tailored because it makes a huge difference.
Wear the stuff that fits perfectly more often and the imperfect fits shove in back of closet.

xxxGothBarbie
08-05-2022, 09:46 AM
There's been days I've hopped on cam looking frumpy imo but I still made $. I think we get so used to dolling up constantly, we feel weird when we don't. I literally feel ugly AF when I throw on clothes and no makeup leaving the house. The humidity and heat Def don't help!

buttonpop
08-05-2022, 10:12 AM
I confess that I didn't tip my tattoo artist and I'm feeling guilty and embarrassed about it. His hourly rate was $375 which is INSANE (most artists are 150-225 for context). He is an incredible and well-known artist, but I just couldn't bring myself to tip on top of a $1500 tattoo (twice the price of my other similar-sized tattoos). When I left I saw that he was driving a freaking Porche.

ugh I still feel guilty but also outraged at his hourly rate at the same time.

Aurora_Sunset
08-05-2022, 10:48 AM
I've made a long list of the things I want to accomplish and work into my life in order to get myself out of my funk and start building a life I'm excited about again. I feel optimistic that if I actually do the things, I'll feel much better and actually get somewhere. The hardest part has been just starting. Every time I have a day off, I squander the entire morning, then do some general housekeeping and maybe workout in the afternoon. Then, I get caught up in this idea that if I shift my focus to "productivity" for the rest of the day, I'll miss out on the freedom of not doing anything on my day off.

carmen_b
08-05-2022, 11:01 AM
^ Nothing wrong with a life "refresh " .
We can all get into a " meh " rut here and there !

Aurora_Sunset
08-05-2022, 11:08 AM
^ Nothing wrong with a life "refresh " .
We can all get into a " meh " rut here and there !

Exactly! I need one right now.

I have the energy and optimism for it most days - if I could just get my brain to FOCUS.

A few years ago, I took myself on a week-long trip out of state, even though I basically just sat in my hotel room 80% of the time, aside from going out to get food once in awhile. All so that I could have some physical distance and mental solitude to work through a plan for the next phase of my life. I was able to just focus while pretending nothing in the outside world existed, and came back to town refreshed and pumped. I wish I could do that again... It's kind of an expensive psychological trick to pull off lol

indiegirl
08-05-2022, 12:27 PM
^ I think even the difference in your looks / bodies when you work OFTEN at the club ( and therefore have to maintain yourself to a high level ) and even " looking nice " in normal life can be very drastic.

Maybe something like a cute new dress or a quick refresh of makeup ( a couple new items ).

Think about how clothes fit too. If there are " odd " fits kicking around get that stuff tailored because it makes a huge difference.
Wear the stuff that fits perfectly more often and the imperfect fits shove in back of closet.

I embrace the homeless or the gym look after sex work. I don’t need to please anyone. Hell my sister taught me a lot in regards to self love even though we don’t speak anymore because I ended it. She has totally cut all her hair off recently due to practicality, never wears makeup around her husband, and he is not an ugly guy. They have their 3rd son arriving soon. Sometimes it’s okay to be comfortable in clothes and in life. Who gives a damn unless your appearance is for a professional setting. It’s nice being your natural, authentic self when not working.

carmen_b
08-05-2022, 12:39 PM
^ Yeah I've done that no make up phase too.

My partner actually prefers only light makeup which is so nice ( I was working heavily in clubs just months before meeting him ).

I personally don't love the way it looks though. I prefer more makeup and effort especially in pictures haha .

Dreamqueen
08-05-2022, 12:42 PM
I feel like I'm becoming kind of agoraphobic lately. Beyond going to work or leaving the house to do something specifically fun, like a date night, I don't want to leave to go anywhere. At this point, I've lost track of the weeks I've put off grocery shopping and just existed off of telling my husband to pick up toilet paper or picking through the last few frozen meals or ramen packs we have here instead of going and getting more food.

I don't know if it's truly "agoraphobia" (maybe some of it - just ruminating thoughts about car accidents or random mass shootings), or if it's just burnout - like, I'm too tired to do anything I don't absolutely have to outside of this home. When I think about having to talk to people or ask for help with something, my social anxiety also shoots through the roof.

I really hate this, because I remember how independent I used to be.

I can definitely relate.
For me it started when I moved here to the desert.
Too hot to go out for 6 months does a number on my head.

Add to that, working from home, and social anxiety.

I belong to a few agoraphobia and anxiety forums, and lots of the participants haven't left their homes in YEARS!
Yikes.

For me it's just not fun to be out.
Nothing about it appeals to me, because I don't like being around people or crowds.
I do miss taking drives though....kinda.
Even that was stressful due to bad drivers.
I remember loving taking long walks or going to parks.
If I'm still like this after I move to the coast (whatever century THAT will be), I'm going to get counseling.


All that being said, I am a homebody.
Everything that I want is here, and what isn't I order online.

carmen_b
08-05-2022, 12:44 PM
Damn it.
I am SO tempted to cancel therapy so I can go to Olive Garden at 2:30 or 3 when it's more quiet haha.
I'm fighting the urge to haha.

Edit : Made it to BOTH haha !

carmen_b
08-05-2022, 12:49 PM
I find that if you are home a lot you have to really watch for depression patterns.
It's comfy so it seems like you don't need to leave ..... but you do if you are seeing patterns of " blahs ".
I do anyway ! I'm similar . It's hot where I am now ( for another month ). I work from home too.


I can definitely relate.
For me it started when I moved here to the desert.
Too hot to go out for 6 months does a number on my head.

Add to that, working from home, and social anxiety.

I belong to a few agoraphobia and anxiety forums, and lots of the participants haven't left their homes in YEARS!
Yikes.

For me it's just not fun to be out.
Nothing about it appeals to me, because I don't like being around people or crowds.
I do miss taking drives though....kinda.
Even that was stressful due to bad drivers.
I remember loving taking long walks or going to parks.
If I'm still like this after I move to the coast (whatever century THAT will be), I'm going to get counseling.


All that being said, I am a homebody.
Everything that I want is here, and what isn't I order online.

miss.a.p1600
08-05-2022, 12:52 PM
Getting Lasik today, for my garbage vision! I've worn glasses or contacts since i was 7! Hoping for great results. It's a little nerve-wracking.

I got it and love it. Fuck those glasses n contacts! Lol.

It was like a damn miracle waking up the next day and being able to actually see without having to do this lengthy morning prep (aka feel around for glasses or solution cleaning and poking my eyes out daily)

It IS nerve wracking…. I won’t go into to many details since you already expressed how you feel about it but if you take anti-anxiety medication beforehand (they may even give you a small dose there) it will help tremendously.

chanzep
08-05-2022, 01:52 PM
When you dance or Escort you become very conscious of your body and looks because you are in close contact with the guys and your looks make your money. I remember not being able to eat certain things because they are strong smelling or boat you etc. I didn't realise how much I obessed over my looks until I stopped. It was weird at first not having to obsess over things. I imagine it's easier for the Cam girls being on camera and having lighting etc. Not sure about the vanilla girls.
I feel unkempt compared to how I used to be.

kamiliam
08-05-2022, 03:50 PM
I have developed pretty bad agoraphobia, more specifically Enochlophobia since the pandemic and personally losing family, all that fun stuff. I guess it is understandable but it pisses me off. Getting rid of my favorite social lubricant doesn’t help. So those in my life are understandably concerned and frustrated so I have been making moves to find my happy place in public places. I’m still outgoing and talkative but in crowds I just stay to myself. Looking like a hot bitch but still unapproachable. This brings me to latest attempt to be apart of groups.

I went to a live show of one of the political podcasts I listen to. The audience is mostly white dudes in their 20s/30s. They are critiqued for this often so I knew what I was getting myself into. These are people I have plenty of experience with; being a political young girl into woman see them everywhere. They aren’t too fond of me. At least at first, eventually they develop weird parasocial like relationships with me. Flashback to hs/college. I actually don’t really “date” people with my same political beliefs or people who are as passionate as me at least.

It was sold out but I had the 2 out of 3 empty seats next to me. I assume because I went by myself and in this crowd the women only came as a part of a couple. Still got some quality eyefucks with the hot one on the podcast. Show was funny and I kept my anxiety down ok. Didn’t talk to anyone beyond small talk proving I am still not quite myself yet and I need to do some work on that. I feel bad because it always takes people by surprise how anxious I can get, because one on one I’m fine and open.

miss.a.p1600
08-05-2022, 04:47 PM
L is going back to work tomorrow.

Yassss!

Quarantine yourself at your job and let me have this house to myself in peace without worrying about you roaming around and possibly spreading pathogens.

What part of “I don’t need to see you until you are not contagious” is not registering?

WendiStarr
08-05-2022, 06:37 PM
I still have like zero sex drive for 3 months now. I swear I think that I could be happy with just masturbating most of the time and maybe mutual oral every now and then. I have no interest in anything going inside my v. I used to have a high sex drive. Now all I feel is turned off by pretty much all men.

indiegirl
08-05-2022, 07:12 PM
Welp Kim K and Pete Davidson broke up.... I thought he was perfect for her BUTTTTTTTTT he's in his 20's. All fun times come to an end.

charlie61
08-05-2022, 09:00 PM
Getting Lasik today, for my garbage vision! I've worn glasses or contacts since i was 7! Hoping for great results. It's a little nerve-wracking.


I got it and love it. Fuck those glasses n contacts! Lol.

It was like a damn miracle waking up the next day and being able to actually see without having to do this lengthy morning prep (aka feel around for glasses or solution cleaning and poking my eyes out daily)

It IS nerve wracking…. I won’t go into to many details since you already expressed how you feel about it but if you take anti-anxiety medication beforehand (they may even give you a small dose there) it will help tremendously.

Yes!! I got it done, took a nap, and I'm already seeing clearly. It's unbelievable. Will take some time to heal, of course. I wasn't super nervous about the procedure, but the procedure itself kind of scared me. I have thin corneas, so the surgeon warned me to stay super still. And the smell of my burning eyes plus the loud sound of the machine scared me. It also scared me that it went so quickly... it felt like there was no way that they could accurately adjust my vision and astigmatism in just a few seconds.

I'm full of hope now that i can actually see. My vision was about a -6 in contacts before. I'm shocked. And i think it'll only get better with time. Just some inflammation and whatnot to clear things up completely.

JGB2009
08-06-2022, 02:57 AM
I confess that sometimes I zone out when people talk to me non stop. I don't like that about myself.

miss.a.p1600
08-06-2022, 06:30 AM
I still have like zero sex drive for 3 months now. I swear I think that I could be happy with just masturbating most of the time and maybe mutual oral every now and then. I have no interest in anything going inside my v. I used to have a high sex drive. Now all I feel is turned off by pretty much all men.

Welcome to my world.

I got tired of dealing with mediocre dick, men who are piss poor at taking directions and making me waste my time and pussy on them, etc.

The only pleasurable dick is on mfs who are stone cold male freaks (usually married or just not relationship material) so the good dick isn’t worth the headache it’s attached to.

It’s easier and safer to please myself. And I enjoy this much better than the mental gymnastics, stress, etc that comes along with trusting men for my pleasure when most of them can’t get it right.

I ration pussy like no other. I do like Lisa Vanderpump and fuck only on birthdays and holidays. And mf better come correct and compensate me.

If you like clit stimulation, Get the clit sucker asap…….you will thank me later. Lol!

miss.a.p1600
08-06-2022, 07:50 AM
Yes!! I got it done, took a nap, and I'm already seeing clearly. It's unbelievable. Will take some time to heal, of course. I wasn't super nervous about the procedure, but the procedure itself kind of scared me. I have thin corneas, so the surgeon warned me to stay super still. And the smell of my burning eyes plus the loud sound of the machine scared me. It also scared me that it went so quickly... it felt like there was no way that they could accurately adjust my vision and astigmatism in just a few seconds.

I'm full of hope now that i can actually see. My vision was about a -6 in contacts before. I'm shocked. And i think it'll only get better with time. Just some inflammation and whatnot to clear things up completely.

That’s what I was going to say but since you said you were nervous I didn’t want to freak you out even more.

Mine felt like he was sucking my eyeballs out and I went temporarily blind.

That shit was scary as hell but the results afterwards are magnificent