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Dreamqueen
09-05-2022, 08:43 AM
Doesn't he though? I get a sense of soft, sensual and very caring soul from him. Not to mention he's hot AF haha ;) I'm not sure if we'll ever meet honestly, I'd love to when I visit the U.K . He also has a gf that he lives with so ya I don't have too high of hopes of anything happening other than a friendship maybe? He obviously thinks I'm hot bc he is always complimenting my pics & is very interested in my life, etc. It's a lovely fantasy of mine, I must admit. I can't decipher whether he's just friendly or flirting with me. He's never mentioned anything of her to me in the 3 months we've been messaging each other so who knows.

Fingers crossed for you to meet up.:crossfing

miss.a.p1600
09-05-2022, 11:12 AM
My vagina is sad when I have to have sex with my partner.

He does not have the capacity to engage in variety of sexual activities.

It usually consists of waiting until the end of the night (once IÂ’m dead ass tired and just want to sleep), going through the motions, etc.

THE EXACT same place, the same way, every single time.

Then when I suggest doing it MY way (cause dudes are gonna nut regardless), different positions, different places, blindfolding, handcuffing, gagging him - using toys - lube - etc he acts like IÂ’m asking him to jump off a bridge.

Shit! I cannot.

Pussy been on lockdown for weeks until he learns

kimbe
09-06-2022, 04:00 AM
I offered T head on the way back home tonight, and I ended up spending a lot of time. He greatly appreciated it.

smeca
09-06-2022, 09:14 AM
So I know I was whinging about learning to ride a bike and didn't want to spend money on one this year, but it was fun and here I am potentially buying one this weekend, and of course it's not a cheap pos because I only purchase quality items that are made to last lol

Dreamqueen
09-06-2022, 10:52 AM
So I know I was whinging about learning to ride a bike and didn't want to spend money on one this year, but it was fun and here I am potentially buying one this weekend, and of course it's not a cheap pos because I only purchase quality items that are made to last lol

What kind is it?
Electric or?
I'm thinking of buying one, because cars ( driving) give me too much anxiety.

smeca
09-06-2022, 12:47 PM
^^^standard petrol, geared 125cc. Just to use for a while to practise before doing my full licence and getting a bigger bike.

I did my basic training day along with a guy who was just renewing his certificate, he worked deliveries on his automatic scooter. It seems super easy in comparison. I get how it could lack the car anxiety, more peripheral view, sense of what's going on, no learning how big the car is.

DonaDiabla
09-06-2022, 09:18 PM
I really respect that one cam model that has a grim reaper animatronic. That chick has an cool cam and video style. Her room looks an 1980s Italian horror movie set. Either way, that's awesome look to me.

Dreamqueen
09-07-2022, 12:43 AM
^^^standard petrol, geared 125cc. Just to use for a while to practise before doing my full licence and getting a bigger bike.

I did my basic training day along with a guy who was just renewing his certificate, he worked deliveries on his automatic scooter. It seems super easy in comparison. I get how it could lack the car anxiety, more peripheral view, sense of what's going on, no learning how big the car is.


Thank You for the info.
The temps will hopefully be cooler by the end of next month, so it's a perfect time for bike riding.

Harlo
09-07-2022, 02:06 AM
I really respect that one cam model that has a grim reaper animatronic. That chick has an cool cam and video style. Her room looks an 1980s Italian horror movie set. Either way, that's awesome look to me.

do you know her cam name? would love to see her set up

DonaDiabla
09-07-2022, 12:29 PM
Sorry, I don't remember her name but I believe she's an Italian domme on IWC.


do you know her cam name? would love to see her set up

indiegirl
09-08-2022, 06:25 AM
I purchased a lovense toy for camming. LOL I just realized I am turning this SOOO into how I did when I started escorting. I even bought tooth brushes for my customers, had male shampoo, new sheets I brought to my hotel room for appointments. Cut to now, I only have 1 pair of lingerie and no sex toys when escorting. You pro cammers are probably laughing at me right about now. LOL!! I totally would be lol! Like just do it already lol!! I am planning out the logistics of what time of day to start, if I need another ring light, figuring out how to deal with the technology side of this all, and how to figure out how I get paid. I don't want to get taken advantage of when I'm new and learning :P.

smeca
09-08-2022, 08:45 AM
^:D lol girl I started camming when dancing was leaving me in debt. I was using a borrowed old ass laptop my friend had spare, a borrowed webcam from a housemate. My room just had a bare light bulb and I was sitting on the floor bc the bed was too small and crap!! One guy asked why I was on the floor and took the piss out of the carpet pattern haha

indiegirl
09-08-2022, 10:32 AM
^:D lol girl I started camming when dancing was leaving me in debt. I was using a borrowed old ass laptop my friend had spare, a borrowed webcam from a housemate. My room just had a bare light bulb and I was sitting on the floor bc the bed was too small and crap!! One guy asked why I was on the floor and took the piss out of the carpet pattern haha

hahaha see I feel so embarrassed now LOL! I'm gonna look back on my post and cringe once I'm comfortable. LOL.

carmen_b
09-08-2022, 11:34 AM
^ I bet your “ natural “ vibe will be new girl money.

I feel like we’ve all been there in our one outfit and scrounged up heels still getting that cash lol !

LoveyD
09-08-2022, 12:12 PM
Part of me just wants to say screw it and start camming from my car. I can make it my shtick, too. Car date, anyone? Lol

carmen_b
09-08-2022, 01:20 PM
^ So... there is a platform for digital nomads called radius .
Check it out. AirBnBs with last minute openings offer day use .
You could “ work online “ from a bedroom maybe. Just change the background enough to not get caught easily ha.

LoveyD
09-08-2022, 01:45 PM
^^ Interesting! For those days when I have online Zoom interviews and focus groups, maybe I could use one. As far as chat rooms go, I was just joking. My son is 21 and if he found me on one of those sites, I know he would not be cool with it at all. Otherwise I totally would!

Cutie101
09-08-2022, 08:03 PM
^^ Interesting! For those days when I have online Zoom interviews and focus groups, maybe I could use one. As far as chat rooms go, I was just joking. My son is 21 and if he found me on one of those sites, I know he would not be cool with it at all. Otherwise I totally would!

You can be a faceless cam model, there are a few top models on streamate that are faceless, also OnlyFans creators, so you can definitely try!

Cutie101
09-08-2022, 08:04 PM
I purchased a lovense toy for camming. LOL I just realized I am turning this SOOO into how I did when I started escorting. I even bought tooth brushes for my customers, had male shampoo, new sheets I brought to my hotel room for appointments. Cut to now, I only have 1 pair of lingerie and no sex toys when escorting. You pro cammers are probably laughing at me right about now. LOL!! I totally would be lol! Like just do it already lol!! I am planning out the logistics of what time of day to start, if I need another ring light, figuring out how to deal with the technology side of this all, and how to figure out how I get paid. I don't want to get taken advantage of when I'm new and learning :P.

Haha, it's ok, just go get your info from the camming connection thread and feel free to ask anything there!!! Many cammers will be happy to help (me included),

indiegirl
09-08-2022, 10:11 PM
^ I bet your “ natural “ vibe will be new girl money.

I feel like we’ve all been there in our one outfit and scrounged up heels still getting that cash lol !

not gonna lie, I am held back due to how to get paid? I know it is lame. But a link for chaturbate would be helpful for newbs? Going totally profesh over time but I don't get it lol. How do I get paid!!!??

indiegirl
09-08-2022, 10:21 PM
not gonna lie, I am held back due to how to get paid? I know it is lame. But a link for chaturbate would be helpful for newbs? Going totally profesh over time but I don't get it lol. How do I get paid!!!??
Working on it. lol

indiegirl
09-08-2022, 10:27 PM
Working on it. lol

GAH it got busy too fast and I cancelled my first live post during it. I don't know how to get paid ?

Cutie101
09-08-2022, 11:11 PM
GAH it got busy too fast and I cancelled my first live post during it. I don't know how to get paid ?

You need to get verified, so you can add a payment option. Here's how: https://support.chaturbate.com/hc/en-us/articles/360048893411-Get-Age-Verified

indiegirl
09-11-2022, 10:24 PM
You need to get verified, so you can add a payment option. Here's how: https://support.chaturbate.com/hc/en-us/articles/360048893411-Get-Age-Verified

I figured out how to get paid. I have 2 things I need to figure out... one of them includes how to do the tip goal thing, have a tip list thing in my chat box and then I'm all set to cam! Do I need one of those DMCA things to avoid people stealing my content?

On a side note, I feel so damn depressed right now. It's always on Sundays when I'm forced to study after coming home from work. I hate this. I want to graduate already.

Cutie101
09-11-2022, 10:59 PM
I figured out how to get paid. I have 2 things I need to figure out... one of them includes how to do the tip goal thing, have a tip list thing in my chat box and then I'm all set to cam!

On a side note, I feel so damn depressed right now. It's always on Sundays when I'm forced to study after coming home from work. I hate this. I want to graduate already.

Scroll under your chat and at "apps and bots", set one app for tip goal and another app called "the menu", where you put the things you do for tips and the tip amount.

smeca
09-12-2022, 03:25 AM
I felt too full going to bed, we had dessert, i just cant eat that much. fell right asleep on him. And for some reason slept badly and woke up with a headache. Wasted an amazing morning wood that he had!! >:(
It's been too long, I'm going to have to suggest a change of pace romantic night to get back into it.

whirlerz
09-12-2022, 04:58 AM
^ So... there is a platform for digital nomads called radius .
Check it out. AirBnBs with last minute openings offer day use .
You could “ work online “ from a bedroom maybe. Just change the background enough to not get caught easily ha.

She can use a VPN! Mfc u can cam from phone

smeca
09-12-2022, 08:32 AM
I'm annoyed at how often I struggle to not have any alcohol with dinner. Its just gotten habit since living with my bf, bc he always has a drink. I never used to drink at home, living alone, unless I really felt like it after a big day. It's not a lot, but it takes away the enjoyment a bit when it's so routine, and it's just empty calories. Going to try getting to the weekend without one! Its fine if he's working late and I eat alone, or we end up eating after 8pm, I've relaxed by then and dont want anything. Every meal is a small occasion which makes it harder

kimbe
09-12-2022, 11:58 AM
She can use a VPN! Mfc u can cam from phone

Actually, a don't understand why anyone gets online today without using vpn. I mean, you never know who's watching you..

charlie61
09-12-2022, 06:18 PM
Sorry for being MIA on cleaning up threads, guys! I quit Amazon after about six weeks (working two jobs was killing me, as expected!), and I'm still readjusting after that stint! I'll try to do better with staying on top of reported posts and whatnot. ♡♡

Aurora_Sunset
09-13-2022, 05:35 AM
I slept in today and am purposely going into work late. I won't miss the whole day, because I need the money, but I was already sleep deprived yesterday and just couldn't pull myself out of bed at 6am today.

I could have left already, but I keep debating myself on what time I should actually get there. As long as I'm there before 12:30, it's 1 attendance point no matter when I show up. So, the only motivation is that I'm not getting paid until I go in. But I've hit that point where my finances are so messed up already, I know it's not like an hour or 2 is gonna save me, so the mental motivation is just blah.

I think I'll shoot for being there around 10, right after first break. That way, I can avoid the tail-end of rush hour as well.

ETA: There, I added a half shift tomorrow to make up for it. Now I don't feel so bad lol

Dreamqueen
09-14-2022, 01:11 PM
I confess that I need to let go of a girlfriend I've had in my life for over 25 years.

She's just so draining whenever we speak on the phone.
All she does is complain.
I try to be supportive, but I never get the same support back.

We have sex work in common, so I've always tried to overlook her negatively, because I don't have any other sex workers in my life anymore.
This week was the final straw.
We haven't spoken in a couple of months, so I reached out to ask what days/times she had available.
We agreed that it would be Tues or Wed ( today).

Nope.
She now wants Friday, but I have my therapy and work then.
She does her usual pissy rant and says that I should be there for her.
Huh?

I've already explained how I'm working 2 jobs non stop to get money for bills and a new car.
How I TALK for a living, and am suffering with health issues on top of it.

She only sees 1 or 2 clients at most during the week.
I'm just trying to figure out how to do this.
She's a Scorpio and has flipped out on me many times in the past if she feels I'm not available for her.
Any suggestions would be appreciated.

xxxGothBarbie
09-14-2022, 01:32 PM
I confess that I need to let go of a girlfriend I've had in my life for over 25 years.

She's just so draining whenever we speak on the phone.
All she does is complain.
I try to be supportive, but I never get the same support back.

We have sex work in common, so I've always tried to overlook her negatively, because I don't have any other sex workers in my life anymore.
This week was the final straw.
We haven't spoken in a couple of months, so I reached out to ask what days/times she had available.
We agreed that it would be Tues or Wed ( today).

Nope.
She now wants Friday, but I have my therapy and work then.
She does her usual pissy rant and says that I should be there for her.
Huh?

I've already explained how I'm working 2 jobs non stop to get money for bills and a new car.
How I TALK for a living, and am suffering with health issues on top of it.

She only sees 1 or 2 clients at most during the week.
I'm just trying to figure out how to do this.
She's a Scorpio and has flipped out on me many times in the past if she feels I'm not available for her.
Any suggestions would be appreciated.

Sounds to me like she is taking advantage of you and your energy :(
Some people just don't get it unfortunately.
I think you're right for wanting to cut ties. In this business, it can be so draining for us and yet people say they understand but then act out when you try to assert boundaries. My little half sister is like this. She tried texting me a few days ago and I literally didn't have any energy left for just that so I stopped responding and would you believe that she just kept on ?!? Ugh!

xxxGothBarbie
09-14-2022, 01:35 PM
My confession is that I absolutely hate that my u.k crushy takes a week to respond to me lately. I feel like he may be early ghosting me but who knows. I know he's an artist and they always need their "space" but damn dude , I enjoy our conversations so much. Maybe I'm getting too attached to someone that clearly doesn't feel the same? It just sucks :(

chanzep
09-14-2022, 07:53 PM
Dreamqueen don't feel bad about your friend. She should be more considerate. Don't let anyone drain you .

LoveyD
09-14-2022, 08:59 PM
DQ if she drains you, she is not for you. It sounds like she just needs someone to listen to her complain.

So I'm going to be 49 next month. I was thinking about turning 50 next year. I'm so glad I'm single. I've always wanted a three-way with two men and I'm wondering if I could make it happen for my 50th birthday. I'm so glad I'm single right now so that this is a possibility.

kimbe
09-15-2022, 12:01 AM
I confess I feel bad for overplaying the fact that I felt a little sick this evening, and used that as an excuse not to give T head. He of course respected that but I don't feel well doing it. I should just have said I didn't want, and it would have been OK, although uncommon.

Dreamqueen
09-15-2022, 02:41 AM
Sounds to me like she is taking advantage of you and your energy :(
Some people just don't get it unfortunately.
I think you're right for wanting to cut ties. In this business, it can be so draining for us and yet people say they understand but then act out when you try to assert boundaries. My little half sister is like this. She tried texting me a few days ago and I literally didn't have any energy left for just that so I stopped responding and would you believe that she just kept on ?!? Ugh!


Dreamqueen don't feel bad about your friend. She should be more considerate. Don't let anyone drain you .


DQ if she drains you, she is not for you. It sounds like she just needs someone to listen to her complain.

So I'm going to be 49 next month. I was thinking about turning 50 next year. I'm so glad I'm single. I've always wanted a three-way with two men and I'm wondering if I could make it happen for my 50th birthday. I'm so glad I'm single right now so that this is a possibility.

Thank You ladies for your feedback.
I really appreciate it.
Add to her antics, she is always so hyper, and her high pitched voice screeching makes my ears bleed.
I tried to make it work, because her mother abandoned her as a child.
But,enough is enough.
Once I'm done, I'm done.
There's no turning back.

carmen_b
09-15-2022, 07:51 AM
I'm pretty sure you could make this happen. :)


DQ if she drains you, she is not for you. It sounds like she just needs someone to listen to her complain.

So I'm going to be 49 next month. I was thinking about turning 50 next year. I'm so glad I'm single. I've always wanted a three-way with two men and I'm wondering if I could make it happen for my 50th birthday. I'm so glad I'm single right now so that this is a possibility.

indiegirl
09-15-2022, 06:47 PM
OMG. I was squeezing in a second fart in the middle of my appointment with a return customer and sure enough he dives in to do light butt play when I least expect it was his finger. LORD. I don't know if that fart expressed itself HAHAHAHA but damn I was like NOOOOO in my head. I normally never allow butt play but today was a rare day because he has ED or flat out couldn't cum today??

I'm in the okay zone, he talked about me coming to him for 3 hours soon.

*Sigh thank god*

LoveyD
09-15-2022, 07:08 PM
I'm pretty sure you could make this happen. :)


I have a feeling I can too hehe

moneybags
09-15-2022, 08:53 PM
Told my doctor I’m a stripper. Ha ha ha. I had to! I kept getting unexplainable injuries! He handled it really good. I almost feel bad for him. Nah. Nevermind. He already had an idea.

DQ: that sucks. Telling the doctor I had a crush on I’m a stripper sucked too. It always sucks when you like someone more than they like you.

LoveyD-good luck with your threesome. I’ve always wanted to do one to. It’s hard to find the right people. Shit I can’t even find 1 good guy to fuck.

neverendingkneebruises
09-15-2022, 09:51 PM
I purchased a lovense toy for camming. LOL I just realized I am turning this SOOO into how I did when I started escorting. I even bought tooth brushes for my customers, had male shampoo, new sheets I brought to my hotel room for appointments. Cut to now, I only have 1 pair of lingerie and no sex toys when escorting. You pro cammers are probably laughing at me right about now. LOL!! I totally would be lol! Like just do it already lol!! I am planning out the logistics of what time of day to start, if I need another ring light, figuring out how to deal with the technology side of this all, and how to figure out how I get paid. I don't want to get taken advantage of when I'm new and learning :P.

Girl here ya go lol (https://knowingless.com/2018/11/19/maximizing-your-slut-impact-an-overly-analytical-guide-to-camgirling/)

miss.a.p1600
09-16-2022, 09:35 AM
I LOATHE when L is off work AND lingering around at the house.

Go complete some masculine tasks dude!

Can’t wait till I’m off and he’s at his 9-5 so I can chill in peace.

miss.a.p1600
09-16-2022, 09:38 AM
My relative (who sold weed to me numerous times years ago) I thought would be a good person to joke about taking a drug test and how to pass it for nosy employers.

Nope.

They turned right around and told my dad what I said.

Next thing I know, I’m asking him about a weight loss detox tea and his ass is like “only people I know who take detox are trying to get off drugs to get a job”

Bruh I’m not even talking about THAT kind of detox.

Whatever.

Haters gone hate.

smeca
09-16-2022, 11:46 PM
Girl here ya go lol (https://knowingless.com/2018/11/19/maximizing-your-slut-impact-an-overly-analytical-guide-to-camgirling/)

Ooh this was an amazing read!

indiegirl
09-18-2022, 10:44 AM
I confess I am sick to death of school. So effing done and it is only the beginning. LORD. I hate Sunday's now. I'm tired of studying.

Lol I had a potential client say "it's Sunday, schools aren't open" when he requested to meet today. Like OHHH! so all I do is show up to class to get straight A's? Noo! I bust my ass at home studying!! lol.

whirlerz
09-18-2022, 11:11 AM
Sorry for being MIA on cleaning up threads, guys! I quit Amazon after about six weeks (working two jobs was killing me, as expected!), and I'm still readjusting after that stint! I'll try to do better with staying on top of reported posts and whatnot. ♡♡

Ur AWESOME, charlie, I sure missed I!!! :)

whirlerz
09-18-2022, 11:17 AM
Girl here ya go lol (https://knowingless.com/2018/11/19/maximizing-your-slut-impact-an-overly-analytical-guide-to-camgirling/)

Thanks! :)

miss.a.p1600
09-18-2022, 11:24 AM
I accidentally missed my therapist appointment. She was stern about possibly paying missed appt fees so now I’m scared to book with her. I feel a bit emotionally fragile because the person I live with is acting like a complete tool and douche. told my dad (and pretty much anyone who would listen) about L’s recent dickhead man child behaviors.

My dad was like “well it’s probably time to go then” and surprisingly offered his tiny apartment.

I don’t want to intrude so I’ll just put on a fake face and deal with it until I am more prepared to leave a step up and ahead.