Log in

View Full Version : Confessions Thread!



Pages : 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 116 117 118 119 120 121 122 123 124 125 126 127 128 129 130 131 132 133 134 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 142 143 144 145 146 147 148 149 150 151 152 153 154 155 156 157 158 159 160 161 162 163 164 165 166 167 168 169 170 171 172 173 174 175 176 177 178 179 180 181 182 183 184 185 186 187 188 189 190 191 192 193 194 195 196 197 198 199 200 201 202 203 204 205 206 207 208 209 210 211 212 213 214 215 216 217 218 219 220 221 222 223 224 225 226 227 228 229 230 231 232 233 234 235 236 237 238 239 240 241 242 243 244 245 246 247 248 249 250 251 252 253 254 255 256 257 258 259 260 261 262 263 264 265 266 267 268 269 270 271 272 273 274 275 276 277 278 279 280 281 282 283 284 285 286 287 288 289 290 291 292 293 294 295 296 297 298 299 300 301 302 303 304 305 306 307 308 309 310 311 312 313 314 315 316 317 318 319 320 321 322 323 324 325 326 327 328 329 330 331 332 333 334 335 336 337 338 339 340 341 342 343 344 345 346 347 348 349 350 351 352 353 354 355 356 357 358 359 360 361 362 363 364 365 366 367 368 369 370 371 372 373 374 375 376 377 378 379 380 381 382 383 384 385 386 387 388 389 390 391 392 393 394 395 396 397 398 399 400 401 402 403 404 405 406 407 408 409 410 411 412 413 414 415 416 417 [418] 419 420 421 422 423 424 425 426

trustfundkiller
10-31-2022, 02:02 PM
I'm thinking about sending my ex one of those glitter pranks where you open a letter and it explodes glitter all over you and your house. Because I feel like being a petty bitch. I just don't even think he's worth spending the money to carry out such a plan.

WendiStarr
10-31-2022, 06:03 PM
I must be ovulating because when I took the kids out trick or treating, I was looking at the dads and was thinking that some of them looked sexy.

carmen_b
10-31-2022, 06:31 PM
^ Same. I'm passing out candy solo tonight and I'm like " oh I should post that if any uncles are out with neices and nephews to have them come by for HANDFULLS of candy not just one or two peices ."

I was dissappointed too that some of men had masks or something on.
Like ..... if I see you are tall ..... I want to SEE you lol !

indiegirl
11-01-2022, 01:56 PM
DAMN! ^

Shit, no renters either? One of the tenants in one of the other houses owned died (booze), 2 are behind in rent here, +the one couple moved out..

If you were in my state, I'd ask my crush to do that, he's an electrician, (btw he's one of the 2 that owes, he's working, but very far, prop Mgr asked if I could get in touch w/him, I texted him but no answer, so Idk).

I do have 2 people renting the room which is why I was concerned about the electricity needing to be on. It's even worse, I was told by two people the electrical circuit breaker system is so old it's a hazard and needs to be replaced before someone gets electrocuted from it. Each quote was for $3,500 total!! Soooo that's gonna be expensive :(!!

kimbe
11-02-2022, 11:53 PM
I confess I struggle to tip at my usual rate as the inflation accelerates..

indiegirl
11-03-2022, 01:39 AM
Mr. Needy likes to wake me up on my days off at the crack of dawn because he wants a snack after he was fed his dinner already. So now, I repayed him the favor when I'm up all night studying and woke him up with a cuddle. He looks so annoyed and tired at me for disturbing his slumber bahahaha. Now he knows how it feels.
https://i.ibb.co/kGdRFw2/Screen-Shot-2022-11-03-at-1-35-49-AM.png (https://imgbb.com/)

WendiStarr
11-03-2022, 06:14 AM
I'm wearing men's cologne because I love the smell and it calms me down.

Dreamqueen
11-03-2022, 09:36 AM
I confess I struggle to tip at my usual rate as the inflation accelerates..
I hear ya. Just read an article yesterday saying how people are now tipping 25%. In what reality is THIS happening??


I'm wearing men's cologne because I love the smell and it calms me down.

I used to wear Cool Water men's cologne because it was what a lover of mine used to wear.
He was a shit lover, but a great kisser and so handsome. Lol

JenniferNorth
11-03-2022, 10:27 AM
^ Tipping, I have this issue as well. I tip well for the DoroDash person that brings Walmart delivery because if I'm stuck at home with kids and I need milk, medicine or pullups, I don't want to be blacklisted. but I'd like to know how exactly people are finding it sooo easy to tip when eggs are over $3 a dozen.

miss.a.p1600
11-03-2022, 12:58 PM
I confess I struggle to tip at my usual rate as the inflation accelerates..

I saw somewhere that in European countries the tip rate is only 10%

Shit if America paid their workers a LIVABLE wage and quit relying on customers to subsidize their income then we wouldn’t have to tip out the nose.

kimbe
11-04-2022, 12:11 AM
I confess that getting good reviews is inspiring :)

LoveyD
11-04-2022, 09:14 AM
I saw somewhere that in European countries the tip rate is only 10%

Shit if America paid their workers a LIVABLE wage and quit relying on customers to subsidize their income then we wouldn’t have to tip out the nose.

OMG this. These grocery delivery and food delivery apps I work for really make it clear how much they don't value what their shoppers do. I am so tired of instacart offering less than $10 on a 25 item order. Say you don't value us without saying you don't value us!

It shouldn't be on the customer to provide most of our income. Honestly, some of these customers tip way more than the app offers us. Not fair to the customer.

Dreamqueen
11-04-2022, 10:06 AM
^ Tipping, I have this issue as well. I tip well for the DoroDash person that brings Walmart delivery because if I'm stuck at home with kids and I need milk, medicine or pullups, I don't want to be blacklisted. but I'd like to know how exactly people are finding it sooo easy to tip when eggs are over $3 a dozen.

$3 a dozen?
I might have to move where you live.
Eggs are over $5 here, and a pound of red meat is at $39.99 per pound.

indiegirl
11-04-2022, 10:10 AM
I went shopping last night at a customers house and asked him if I could have one of his hats LOLLL. Soooo, now I have a new hat. :D

JenniferNorth
11-04-2022, 12:52 PM
$3 a dozen?
I might have to move where you live.
Eggs are over $5 here, and a pound of red meat is at $39.99 per pound.

Damn girl, where you at?! Is this red meat at a butcher or a normal grocery store?

Eggs used to be like 1.98 or so over here, but this was pre bird flu and inflation. They were .99 a dozen in 2019.

I confess I did jackshit earlier and I just slept. I started my period and I really needed the rest, plus my head was killing me.

Dreamqueen
11-05-2022, 09:48 AM
Damn girl, where you at?! Is this red meat at a butcher or a normal grocery store?

Eggs used to be like 1.98 or so over here, but this was pre bird flu and inflation. They were .99 a dozen in 2019.

I confess I did jackshit earlier and I just slept. I started my period and I really needed the rest, plus my head was killing me.

57769

I'm in price gauging hell, that's where I am.
I took this photo in July.
I haven't been there since.
God only knows how much it is now.

smeca
11-07-2022, 12:30 AM
I really like doing laundry. Not particularly the physical steps but choosing what's getting done, seeing it hanging all clean, knowing the basket is way emptier. It's satisfying haha.

kimbe
11-07-2022, 01:02 AM
I confess I enjoy weekends without too much scheduled..

WendiStarr
11-07-2022, 07:19 AM
My bank account is getting lower and I'm seriously going to go back to escorting even though I don't even like sex anymore. This is the only job I know where I can jack up rates and still make bank. It would take too long doing fbsm to make back the amount that I need. I'm not thrilled about it at all but I need to survive.

Dreamqueen
11-07-2022, 09:59 AM
I really like doing laundry. Not particularly the physical steps but choosing what's getting done, seeing it hanging all clean, knowing the basket is way emptier. It's satisfying haha.

I love that part too.
My portable washing machine broke, but it's so satisfying to get quarters for our communal laundry room.
Two weeks ago I got enough to do loads until April.
Yesterday I bought that new scent booster for the wash.
The sample I had was so yummy smelling that my clothes and towels didn't seem the same without it.
Have you tried it yet?

buttonpop
11-07-2022, 12:05 PM
For the past two weeks I have been having the hardest time getting my shit done. I'm usually extremely motivated so this is really unusual for me. I hope it passes because I have a to-do list a mile long and I need to stop wasting time and procrastinating. Maybe its hormonal or related to quitting sugar/ going keto? idk.

Aurora_Sunset
11-07-2022, 02:28 PM
I really don't want to work tomorrow. I promised them I'd be there Tuesday to help train someone, but ya know - I didn't even really agree to train her in the first place. They just kinda threw her at me. And I could have finished and been done with it on Thursday, but they fucked up how they were going to justify the "training hours" so pulled her off shadowing after only 2 hours. There's other people she could train with, but she wants to finish with me. Why? I don't even like this task I'm training her to do. The last thing I want to do right now - even less than going to work just to do a standard job all day - is to not only do this particular loathsome job, but to have someone watching me and asking questions the whole damn time. Fuck. I may still drop it, and just tell them, sorry, I was sick.

chanzep
11-07-2022, 05:15 PM
Don't go, your not feeling good fuck them.

indiegirl
11-07-2022, 07:42 PM
My sister had her 3rd baby today.......This woulda sent me into a spiral downward in the past for her having that life of being a stay at home mom, not having to work because her husband is financially well off (hell she's always been lazy, etc.). Everyone is focused on her kid today and I haven't talked to her in so many years

....I'm at a point oddly that I felt that feeling of "this should really upset me....but it doesn't anymore. I would not want to be home with her 3 children under 5yrs old 24/7 all day long. It may be what she wants but I'm hoping to continue focusing on myself, finish school, and pave my own path while living in the present.

carmen_b
11-07-2022, 08:12 PM
^ That doesn't sound great ....

I mean .... I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't say that. Maybe she has a nanny here and there or the dude is awesome or something !

Daniellaa
11-08-2022, 12:22 AM
I love love love that flat tummy look after a stomach bug or food poisoning lol ��

WendiStarr
11-08-2022, 10:45 AM
I love my toddler but I cannot stand her today. She has had tantrum after tantrum about every little thing since 6am. I'm so looking forward to next week when I will have a babysitter for 3 days so I can work. I don't remember my oldest being this difficult and my youngest is easy compared to her. I'm not enjoying motherhood at all today.

miss.a.p1600
11-08-2022, 08:43 PM
My sister had her 3rd baby today.......This woulda sent me into a spiral downward in the past for her having that life of being a stay at home mom, not having to work because her husband is financially well off (hell she's always been lazy, etc.). Everyone is focused on her kid today and I haven't talked to her in so many years

....I'm at a point oddly that I felt that feeling of "this should really upset me....but it doesn't anymore. I would not want to be home with her 3 children under 5yrs old 24/7 all day long. It may be what she wants but I'm hoping to continue focusing on myself, finish school, and pave my own path while living in the present.

oh trust n believe she still works.

her husband is now her employer. Taking care of that house / all those kids is hella work even with a nanny. Hope he pays her well.

I remember seeing these women on YT talking about being a housewife n not working but then wondering why they’re on YT hawking their wares.

oh well to each her own!

Aurora_Sunset
11-08-2022, 09:01 PM
I think I'm a very selfish person, and that I realized this about myself a few years ago, but tried to ignore the revelation.

chanzep
11-08-2022, 09:14 PM
I think most people are selfish to a degree. Some more than others. From what you write on here you don't seem selfish quite the opposite. You seem like you give a lot to your husband / kids and job.

lynn2009
11-08-2022, 09:34 PM
So, I have been escorting off and on for a few years now. First with an agency (which is a scam BTW no one should do it) then when I moved to Maryland independently. It was never life changing money since so many men need to meet during the week days which I could not but nice to have.

The guy tonight was the biggest asshole!! I drove myself into the city tonight because it was so late (9:30pm) so no traffic and Ubers are expensive. Once I parked, my phone was not connecting to the mobile data so I duck into a Target before they close to use their Wi-Fi and send him a message that I will not be able to use my phone while I am walking over and might be a few minutes late. It's a 5 star hotel, so once I get there, their fucking lobby Wi-Fi is password protected. I am getting stressed out, one because I was looking forward to 900 dollars, he is going to think I no showed because I cannot send one simple message and I cannot even get home without GPS. I think to restart my phone it takes a while but finally loads and the 5G is working. His reply comes through and HE IS NOT THERE. He says I should have confirmed and his flights are delayed by 2 hours. I respond just by saying had anything changed from our originally planned day/time/place I would have notified him, I cannot sit around for 2 hours and leave. He send me a barrage of emails saying I should get a drink and he'll pay for it when he gets there, I'm being dramatic, I don't need to leave, it's my fault anyway. This probably sounds whiny, I mean I made it home safe fine but it's a long drive, and his whole attitude bothered me, like I have never dealt with someone before who seems to see money as an out for treating people poorly.

And I'm upset in general, I still talk to my aunt and she recently moved in with my parents and I am getting some current info on the family from her. Apparently my brother who choked me has an idyllic five bedroom house with his family, my older sister has twins now and I'm so glad for these people they were able to grow into adulthood appropriately while I was busy in my 20s being a slut to take responsibility for myself and developing an inability to form real connections. I have another appointment planned for Thursday that is a 3 hour dinner date, I actually already took the afternoon off from my day job, but I think I'm going to cancel.

charlie61
11-08-2022, 10:10 PM
Lynn, I'm so glad you're okay - when you said it was a bad date, i thought maybe you'd been assaulted. Sorry to hear about the money, of course, i don't mean to minimize that! Just glad you're okay. ♡

lynn2009
11-08-2022, 10:13 PM
Lynn, I'm so glad you're okay - when you said it was a bad date, i thought maybe you'd been assaulted. Sorry to hear about the money, of course, i don't mean to minimize that! Just glad you're okay. ♡

Thanks, I know I'm very lucky really and I was trying to tell myself that as I was leaving, I have never had any safety issues and am very grateful for that. I'm going to edit it.

indiegirl
11-09-2022, 04:03 AM
I wish there were more 24 hour Starbucks or at least the McDonalds nearby being open 24 hours again. They started opening at 5am and 4:30am for Starbucks for coffee when I'm studying all night for tests. I don't keep coffee in the house because every time I make it, it somehow manages to be too strong and I wind up with an anxiety attack lol.

I ended up going to the gas station for coffee and bringing doggo along for the ride at 2:30am this morning lol.

miss.a.p1600
11-09-2022, 05:11 AM
I believe that if you’re dealing with men, you HAVE to be selfish.

Men are so male privileged and ruthless that using up women and their youth for their sinister benefit comes second nature to them. They’re constantly trying to get over.

If you are in a relationship with a man and you’re not selfish then you risk getting used and abused.

Be selfish. Treat yourself first! It’s the only way to thrive when you’re dealing with a good majority of these men out here.

indiegirl
11-09-2022, 05:21 AM
oh trust n believe she still works.

her husband is now her employer. Taking care of that house / all those kids is hella work even with a nanny. Hope he pays her well.

I remember seeing these women on YT talking about being a housewife n not working but then wondering why they’re on YT hawking their wares.

oh well to each her own!

True and if it doesn't work out in the future, she is screweeeeed financially because she was the broke one who signed a pre-nup lol.

miss.a.p1600
11-09-2022, 06:13 AM
^lordt…..I would NEVER sign a prenup - especially as you get older in age and have hella kids cause men STAY trying to get over.

Hope she learns how to discreetly invest and invest WELL cause she’s gonna need it especially if it goes south

Aurora_Sunset
11-09-2022, 07:35 AM
I'm sorry, lynn. That's infuriating. He should have contacted you the second he knew his flight was going to be delayed. How dare he make it seem like YOUR fault for not checking with him, when he should have been responsible for an update on his own schedule.

carmen_b
11-09-2022, 09:48 AM
Glad you are safe Lynn !
I remember my massage outcall days and I always hated those around 9:30 - 10 p.m. customers !
Just call a little earlier ! Ugh !

It can be a mess getting through flight delays but you know he's literally sitting there on his phone because they is nothing else to do when delayed so that is crazy he didn't message you!

carmen_b
11-09-2022, 09:50 AM
It can really depend on what she signed. Some of them just outline that you get *some* money v.s. going after MORE ha !
But yeah , I hope she gets an allowance of some sort and can funnel it into a savings just in case .


True and if it doesn't work out in the future, she is screweeeeed financially because she was the broke one who signed a pre-nup lol.

smeca
11-11-2022, 07:45 AM
All maternal FOMO that's been fogging my brain the past few years is gone after longer step kid visits this past year. They are just so much work, and the reality would be far from a dreamy ideal. If he wanted any I could probably be easily seduced but he doesn't so i think I'm ok!

carmen_b
11-11-2022, 07:56 AM
^ Well you've seen me in the other thread.
I often felt like I was melting down internally by day 3 and the 4 or 5 day visits .... omg .
I would do pretty good for a couple days.

You seem like you are good with her !

There is something so LUXURIOUS about just wrapping your day at 5:30 and then just getting to relax with no one needing anything! Something I was working on with my therapist is that I just felt like my quality of life was reduced so much during the visits. I didn't know what to do. It was more about accepting the fact that yes .... it's reduced during the visits. There wasn't a " magic " fix. I would be at a 8-10 on a 1-10 happiness level when it was just us and I could rarely get above a 5-6 during the visits. I didn't talk openly about it with my partner but I was trying to do my own therapy first.

indiegirl
11-13-2022, 01:48 PM
I accidentally slammed my laptop shut on my nipple while laying in bed this morning. It was so painful LOL!!!

Aurora_Sunset
11-16-2022, 08:16 AM
Feeling very unsupported right now.

carmen_b
11-16-2022, 09:01 AM
Where do you need support ?

WendiStarr
11-16-2022, 11:55 AM
I'm so looking forward to a break from the kids this weekend, even if I'll be working instead of relaxing.

Aurora_Sunset
11-16-2022, 12:48 PM
Where do you need support ?

I told my husband earlier that my depression was getting really bad. I've never been so bad that I've missed this much work, even though I know I need the money. He initially didn't seem to take it very seriously, and just kinda laughed and said, "Yeah, I noticed you're burned out on work."

Like, no, this is beyond burnout.

But I told him later that it seemed like he wasn't taking my depression seriously, and he said he just didn't know how to help. We ended up talking for a long time about our finances and plans for the future and how he's going to help with more things. There's also actual momentum to me being able to go back to school next year for medical coding which Amazon will pay for. Having something that could be a way out makes it seem brighter.

Feeling a little bit better now. I just hate the feeling when I try to tell people how bad my depression is and they just kinda shrug it off without really asking about it or seeming to care. It makes me feel like I shouldn't have bothered being so vulnerable. And it was especially sucky to get that attitude from my spouse. But he apologized and we talked it out.

carmen_b
11-16-2022, 01:33 PM
^ I’ll be a slight drug pusher ha.

Wellbutrin made a huge difference in my “ exhaustion “ presenting depression.

( May delete please don’t quote )

miss.a.p1600
11-16-2022, 02:58 PM
I told my husband earlier that my depression was getting really bad. I've never been so bad that I've missed this much work, even though I know I need the money. He initially didn't seem to take it very seriously, and just kinda laughed and said, "Yeah, I noticed you're burned out on work."

Like, no, this is beyond burnout.

But I told him later that it seemed like he wasn't taking my depression seriously, and he said he just didn't know how to help. We ended up talking for a long time about our finances and plans for the future and how he's going to help with more things. There's also actual momentum to me being able to go back to school next year for medical coding which Amazon will pay for. Having something that could be a way out makes it seem brighter.

Feeling a little bit better now. I just hate the feeling when I try to tell people how bad my depression is and they just kinda shrug it off without really asking about it or seeming to care. It makes me feel like I shouldn't have bothered being so vulnerable. And it was especially sucky to get that attitude from my spouse. But he apologized and we talked it out.

Men are notorious for dismissing womens physical or emotional ailments

I told L I was feeling depressed and he sat here and dismissed it, pretended I wasn’t struggling financially or otherwise and still expected sex, help with bills, etc.


Anyways hope you’re feeling better soon - it’s common to have seasonal depression when winter and less daylight hits.

good thing he apologized

Aurora_Sunset
11-16-2022, 03:20 PM
^^Thanks, guys. I have an appointment in about a month with my doctor. She told me a few months ago to let her know if I wanted to try antidepressants, so I'm going to talk to her about it.