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tempest666
03-22-2011, 11:38 AM
I do bad things!}:D

kaiarose
03-22-2011, 11:46 AM
I do bad things!}:D

Oh we know ;) But you're so damn GOOD at being BAD!!

Mindy Bares All
03-22-2011, 07:21 PM
I drank a bottle of vodka, took drugs and got a tattoo last night.
I already regret the decision i just made, (not the tattoo/hangover combo)

Oooh. What's the tattoo of?

Camateur
03-23-2011, 03:22 AM
Originally Posted by allison9990
my boyfriend and i recently recently moved in with his cousin who is 14 years older than me, hes 32 im 18. and ever since we moved in with him ive have a little crush on him. not i want to have a relationship with him type of crush, just i wanna bone type of crush. well anyways i never thought that he would consider me due to our age difference but the first day my boyfriend left me alone with his cousin, he came in while i was camming at work and started telling me how much he wanted to fuck me but didnt want my boyfriend to find out since there family.. me and the cousin havent done anything yet... however thats only because my boyfriend hasnt left us alone since but i think im going to take my shot next time he leaves


OMG did you ever think the brother is just testing you so that he can tell his brother you went for it? Be careful.

DottieMay
03-23-2011, 11:50 AM
I occasionally cheat on my long time fiance (6 years together). I don't generally feel bad about it and then that is what makes me feel bad haha. I've even tried to convince him to swing with another couple just so i don't have to cheat on him. Or sometimes I'm mean to him in hopes of him leaving me. I do care about him, he's my best friend and a great person but we don't have that sexual spark anymore. I just can't bring myself to tell him about my unhappiness. He's read emails that I've sent with the intent of meeting someone and having sex but when he says something to me about it, I stick to, It wasn't me.

DottieMay
03-23-2011, 11:56 AM
HELL YES!!!!!!!!
I'd LOVE to be a pro domme! My niche at the club, since I have piercings & dark hair, tends to be "that tough chick in the boots." But I'm really tiny, so it'd be really awkward and horrible for everyone involved. Erg.

I used to work with a very short and tiny woman who was the best domme I have ever met. She was such a sweetheart with this cute little voice. I remember the first time she had me come into a session. I could not believe it. This giant guy tied to the wall having his penis abused by this tiny little girl. haha still makes me laugh.

Ashly06
03-23-2011, 01:54 PM
Originally Posted by allison9990
my boyfriend and i recently recently moved in with his cousin who is 14 years older than me, hes 32 im 18. and ever since we moved in with him ive have a little crush on him. not i want to have a relationship with him type of crush, just i wanna bone type of crush. well anyways i never thought that he would consider me due to our age difference but the first day my boyfriend left me alone with his cousin, he came in while i was camming at work and started telling me how much he wanted to fuck me but didnt want my boyfriend to find out since there family.. me and the cousin havent done anything yet... however thats only because my boyfriend hasnt left us alone since but i think im going to take my shot next time he leaves


OMG did you ever think the brother is just testing you so that he can tell his brother you went for it? Be careful.
Oh my goodness!! I was thinking the exact same thing,but chose not to say a word. I hope she takes your advice and be careful!

Mindy Bares All
03-23-2011, 09:18 PM
my boyfriend and i recently recently moved in with his cousin who is 14 years older than me, hes 32 im 18. and ever since we moved in with him ive have a little crush on him. not i want to have a relationship with him type of crush, just i wanna bone type of crush. well anyways i never thought that he would consider me due to our age difference but the first day my boyfriend left me alone with his cousin, he came in while i was camming at work and started telling me how much he wanted to fuck me but didnt want my boyfriend to find out since there family.. me and the cousin havent done anything yet... however thats only because my boyfriend hasnt left us alone since but i think im going to take my shot next time he leaves:)

DON'T DO IT!!!! It's a trap! I can feel it.

He may only want you because he knows other men want you. Be very careful with this. I've been in those shoes before and the outcome is never pretty!

Pure
03-23-2011, 10:34 PM
I have a secret and I really want to tell somebody. Ugh!!! Usually my mom would be my go to confidant but I think this one needs to not be shared with her at least for now. I wish there was someone I could tell, without judgement. I am a person who likes to share and articulate my feelings so to be on this new endeavor and have all ofmy feelings about it in my head is driving me CRAZY!! I feel some type of way.....

MistyRose
03-24-2011, 03:05 PM
I confess I'm still nervous every time before I go on cam. Ugh!

kaiarose
03-24-2011, 03:18 PM
Meeting Redwolf tonight..... He's coming into town for a convention and coming to my club... I confess, I'm nervous!! It's always nerve wrecking meeting people from the site. Bt it's a good nervous :)

DottieMay
03-25-2011, 05:49 AM
I confess I'm still nervous every time before I go on cam. Ugh!

I do too. I have to drink a beer or a glass of wine before I get on. Except for the morning because I just can't drink that early lol

MistyRose
03-25-2011, 06:45 AM
I do too. I have to drink a beer or a glass of wine before I get on. Except for the morning because I just can't drink that early lol

It's funny, because 3 mins after logging in, I'm already fine and dandy, but there's always that silly stage fright! :D

DesuvsDeath
03-25-2011, 02:03 PM
*********************

Kisca
03-25-2011, 02:22 PM
^ I hope your ok girl... Be safe wherever you are going to.

Kellydancer
03-25-2011, 02:54 PM
Meeting Redwolf tonight..... He's coming into town for a convention and coming to my club... I confess, I'm nervous!! It's always nerve wrecking meeting people from the site. Bt it's a good nervous :)

I was hoping to meet him because he seems cool. Unfortunately, I have this terrible flu and looks like I will be on bedrest, ugh. Last night I had a 102 fever, which was not fun.

I will confess related to this that one day I am considering making a trip to that club to meet several of you. That's only a couple of hours away and seems like there's lots of cool people at the club. Too bad I can't get in touch with my one guyfriend who loves nice clubs and spends a lot. He would be up to doing this and would be generous.

kaiarose
03-25-2011, 03:34 PM
I was hoping to meet him because he seems cool. Unfortunately, I have this terrible flu and looks like I will be on bedrest, ugh. Last night I had a 102 fever, which was not fun.

I will confess related to this that one day I am considering making a trip to that club to meet several of you. That's only a couple of hours away and seems like there's lots of cool people at the club. Too bad I can't get in touch with my one guyfriend who loves nice clubs and spends a lot. He would be up to doing this and would be generous.

That'd be awesome! Just wait til Avery comes back!! LOL

Kellydancer
03-25-2011, 03:58 PM
That'd be awesome! Just wait til Avery comes back!! LOL

I will do that because I'd love to meet her too.

charlie61
03-25-2011, 07:13 PM
I confess that it makes me both sad and happy that my mom is so openly proud of me for getting a legitimate job. Sad because she refuses to recognize how transformative, powerful, positive, and negative stripping was. She will never understand that four year period of my life. Happy because it feels good to make her proud.

She was taking photos of me in my office today, because she wants to think of me that way, and it felt good. But I still felt the twinge, ya know? Like, I will always identify with the beautiful, strong women I met dancing. Part of me will always be in the club with them, hustling, sweating, hurting, laughing, and rolling around in piles of money. I don't want to forget that part of myself.

venividibitchy
03-25-2011, 08:00 PM
I wish I knew how to show you this sexual side of me.

But even more so, I wish I understood it myself.

DesuvsDeath
03-25-2011, 10:00 PM
My attempt to style my hair like Mana:
http://www.sabi-n-tats.com/sabi/characters/mana-face.jpg
wound up looking more like Courtney Love last night... and there was not enough time to fix it before leaving.
I'm 100% confident that every/all compliments I received were really people LOLing at me... and I'm not happy about how that made me feel. It's not what everyone else though, because they can get fucked... but I shouldn't be so bothered by going in public not looking my best.

Glamgirl
03-26-2011, 04:39 AM
I am single as off yesterday :(

charlie61
03-26-2011, 08:00 AM
^ No! What happened????

Glamgirl
03-26-2011, 09:26 AM
He was major hot and cold with me all weekend and didnt like it when i got upset with him for being off with me.
He wanted a break then decided we are better off ending things. I know hes right really because i never felt like i was good enough, like i was just someone he was settling with until someone better came along.
He said he still cares about me a lot and wants to see me anyway plus he has some of my stuff. He doesnt want me out of his life. I told him to give it a couple of weeks.
Im ok if i try not to think about it, meeting up with an old friend tonight so that should be nice.
I was realy civil with him about and i think it suprised him as he expected me to be all pleading and stuff, but why should i try to fight for something when he is unwilling to do it?
We had never argued and still havent yet he didnt like it when we both werent happy for one weekend?!

4everresolutions
03-26-2011, 09:40 AM
I love being a girl, but sometimes I hate the things that go along with being a woman.

Dying of cramps right now. Ughhnnnggghhhh...........

Felons_Felony
03-26-2011, 04:15 PM
I confess that it makes me both sad and happy that my mom is so openly proud of me for getting a legitimate job. Sad because she refuses to recognize how transformative, powerful, positive, and negative stripping was. She will never understand that four year period of my life. Happy because it feels good to make her proud.

She was taking photos of me in my office today, because she wants to think of me that way, and it felt good. But I still felt the twinge, ya know? Like, I will always identify with the beautiful, strong women I met dancing. Part of me will always be in the club with them, hustling, sweating, hurting, laughing, and rolling around in piles of money. I don't want to forget that part of myself.
Word the fuck up. I just got into an art school in another country, though I really don't want to go, and refuse to tell my mother because I know that not going will only "disappoint (her) again like (I) do so much." I'm the girl that chose stripping over a science internship that could've led me down the path to pharmacy school, racking up credits possibly to serve as prereqs to a pre-med. degree, got accepted into schools and rejected all of them, etc. etc. etc. As much as I love making my mother proud, it'd be a lot easier to do so if she & I had at least similar standards of success.

Kellydancer
03-26-2011, 10:13 PM
I confess that I feel better with the way things are working out. I have been finding several guys with the requirements I want datingwise, and they are all better looking and better jobs than my last guy. I'm starting to feel good about him disappearing. In fact if he came back today I'd tell him to fuck off.

Sort of related to this, but my interest in having kids is sort of waning and not sure if this is temporary or not. The other night in class one of the guys was showing us photos of his new baby and while the baby was cute, I wasn't "aw, how cute". Then when he was talking about how his wife was doing all the work for the baby (nursing, diapers, etc) with help from her mom while he goes to work I knew I wouldn't like that at all. In fact I'd probably dump a guy who expected me to do all the babywork and he didn't even take time off from work! The baby was born Saturday, came home from the hospital Monday and this was Thursday he was telling us this. I am very much a modern woman in that I'd hope my husband took off time from work, even if not the full leave and would be equally involved in baby care. Otherwise, I am not interested in being a mom. Maybe I never was until my last ex, knowing he used to be into babies. Maybe I'll meet a new guy who's a modern man and I will have a kid.

tempest666
03-27-2011, 07:32 AM
He left his myspace logged on and I "accidentally" deleted some pics....::) oops

sananeko
03-27-2011, 07:52 AM
He left his myspace logged on and I "accidentally" deleted some pics....::) oops
... remind me to never date you..

tempest666
03-27-2011, 08:27 AM
^^^^^^ LOL they were only of That Fat Bitch We Do Not Mention :D

sananeko
03-27-2011, 08:37 AM
^^^^^^ LOL they were only of That Fat Bitch We Do Not Mention :D
But what if your deleting photos that remind him why he will never want to see that bitch again.. Or have you replaced them?

tempest666
03-27-2011, 09:31 PM
But what if your deleting photos that remind him why he will never want to see that bitch again.. Or have you replaced them?


Oh I replaced them with hot ones of me ::)

Glamgirl
03-28-2011, 02:34 AM
So my bf broke up wit me on friday....i had been really good and not got in touch with him.
Before we split we had been playing online scrabble against each other, it had been going on for weeks as he hardly ever added a word.
Well late last night i heard a little bleep..he has added a word!! WTF You broke up with me, why are you suddenly wanting t play scrabble with me?
Didnt he like the fact that i was so cool and civil about the break up? Did he expect me to be calling and txting him begging him to think it over??

_Avery_
03-28-2011, 07:54 AM
deleted....

DesuvsDeath
03-28-2011, 03:13 PM
He left his myspace logged on and I "accidentally" deleted some pics....::) oops

Why'd he still have pics of her, anyway?

zoecamgirl
03-28-2011, 03:49 PM
This isn't something I've done yet, but intend to if things don't go my way. Right now I am having issues with the guy I have liked for years. I am crying inside because I really like him, always have, but for now he's afraid of falling in love because it's "painful". I really hope he does come around but if he doesn't, I plan to do this heinous thing: use innocent men

My plan is to either go to an online dating site or maybe a singles group. Get some needy guy to fall for me by buying me things. Make him think I have an interest in him, but I really won't (I refuse to fall in love again). Then when he falls madly in love, I'll dump him cruelly. I really hope it doesn't come down to this but I am so angry now.

- they are begging for it.

tempest666
03-28-2011, 03:58 PM
Why'd he still have pics of her, anyway?


He hardly ever goes on the last time was like 6 months ago.

carmen_b
03-28-2011, 04:05 PM
I had a date last Friday and he dropped me off at work Sunday. Lol.
Art opening friday , then drinks with a group at his house , then we started making out and didn't get out of bed for three days. We cooked, I met a bunch of his friends on skype, there was some swimming, bubble bath together, massages, a movie, him bringing me coffee in bed, and lots of cuddling/napping. It was crazy because I felt REALLY cared for and taken care of. He's VERY smart and well traveled. In defense of me not being a slut, the sexual stuff didn't happen till Sunday. A three day date is sort of like a third date by day three no ? I will try to keep my " and this is how I was a slut this week ! " confessions out of the thread but I can't never resist.

I do want to get something more stable going relationship wise, but I do have to admit that having a couple / multiple guys in rotation is sort of working. I can kind of see why men do this. I was stressing that I'd ruined it with the new addition by just doing too much too fast but he was there too and could have taken me home anytime.

carmen_b
03-28-2011, 04:26 PM
Damn. You might be right. My " low libido man" is on one and I feel bad and want him to be healthy, but he isn't capable of offering a woman anything other than listening to him bitch. I wish I knew who he was in touch with so I could sent out a warning to everyone. Who knows though . Maybe it will work out with someone on there . You never know.


^^^What about the deppressed ones? I think there is a high percentage of deppressed guys on these sites

carmen_b
03-28-2011, 04:31 PM
Where are you ? There are dive clubs everywhere that accept women with not perfect bodies . From your photo, you seem like you would do ok.


I want to try my hand at stripping, but I'm still jiggly in the middle and my boobs are atrocious. And I don't know how to dance worth a damn.

carmen_b
03-28-2011, 04:34 PM
Yuck. Most of my friends don't know that I dance and one called me and was like " I'm at a strip club ! " so I tried to feel out the club by asking if he got a dance ect. and he was like " Oh, I didn't get one " . I just kind of went " oh, well pick your favorite and get one at least because I heard that is how they girls make their money ". It pissed me off that he was there and not getting dances.


I am so disappointed of my friend who went to 2! strip clubs last night and only spent $35!

I mean, REALLY?!

carmen_b
03-28-2011, 04:38 PM
Aw .... you just sound young. I was always like " oh, I just can't measure up to other women " in my early 20's . I'm 31 now and my take is now " Well, he should clearly see that I'm fucking amazing. " Haha. There is something about getting to know yourself and just gaining your confidence! Seriously!
If you are a good writer, I'm sure you can become verbally articulate with more practice too ( if you want to ).


My confession: I can't shake the feeling -- delusion, really -- that my boyfriend secretly wishes he'd just stayed with an ex-girlfriend of his he cheated on, that I'll never measure up. He says I'm the girl of his dreams, but I'm still pretty sure I can't be the girl of anyone's dreams. Daydreams, perhaps -- but I'm formally uneducated, didn't attend good schools, not verbally articulate, constantly saying & doing stupid things, younger than everyone, neurotic, not particularly talented at anything but writing (and I'm pretty sure that's only the case because I've never been measured up to decent writers, have never had the opportunity), probably attract people only through my looks, etc. etc. etc. Ugh.

On a lighter note, everyone at the club last night complained that I make the place smell like hippies. Well, I -am- a hippie...

Kellydancer
03-29-2011, 12:24 AM
www.wealthymen.com - they are begging for it.

I may check that out but have lost an interest in doing that. It wouldn't make me feel better, I'd just feel worse hurting an innocent man. I guess this means I am over him.

4everresolutions
03-29-2011, 12:33 AM
^Hurrah!

Focus on you now!

kaiarose
03-30-2011, 10:22 AM
I'm soo worried right now that I could scream! My nipples and boobs which NEVER hurt EVER!! Are sore. My nipples are extremely sensitive and have been the last 2 days. I'm scared I might be pregnant. If I'm pregnant that means I don't get my boobs. My surgery is in 5 days. I haven't exactly been safe when it comes to sex with the hubby because I haven't gotten my period in almost a year so I figured my pipes were too fucked up to conceive. I'm going to get a pregnancy test here in a little bit... If I'm pregnant, I confess that I will be beyond disappointed, angry, sad, etc...
Last night I told my work bff that I may be pregnant and I expressed my feelings about it. She looked at me and goes "Karma" and walked out of the bathroom. I didn't think I was that much of a bitch to deserve to have my happiness shit all over. *sigh* I am hoping to the bottom of my soul that maybe all this stress and anxiety is causing my period to just come back around and that's why my boobs are sore. I'll keep you girls posted..


***UPDATE****
I am NOT pregnant... Thank god!

Ashly06
03-30-2011, 10:36 AM
^^Whats so wrong with being pregnant? :(

DottieMay
03-30-2011, 10:38 AM
I'm soo worried right now that I could scream! My nipples and boobs which NEVER hurt EVER!! Are sore. My nipples are extremely sensitive and have been the last 2 days. I'm scared I might be pregnant. If I'm pregnant that means I don't get my boobs. My surgery is in 5 days. I haven't exactly been safe when it comes to sex with the hubby because I haven't gotten my period in almost a year so I figured my pipes were too fucked up to conceive. I'm going to get a pregnancy test here in a little bit... If I'm pregnant, I confess that I will be beyond disappointed, angry, sad, etc...
Last night I told my work bff that I may be pregnant and I expressed my feelings about it. She looked at me and goes "Karma" and walked out of the bathroom. I didn't think I was that much of a bitch to deserve to have my happiness shit all over. *sigh* I am hoping to the bottom of my soul that maybe all this stress and anxiety is causing my period to just come back around and that's why my boobs are sore. I'll keep you girls posted..
I don't always get my period too and when it finally comes it makes my boobs seriously sore. Karma? what kind of reply is that? Sounds like this "friend: doesn't really have a great opinion of you. Good luck with everything, you never know, if you are preggo it may be a blessing in disguise. Hope everything turns out in your favor tho.

kaiarose
03-30-2011, 10:47 AM
^^Whats so wrong with being pregnant? :(

Well for starters, if I'm pregnant I can't have surgery. I've wanted boobs forever and it's only 5 DAYS away! Second, I don't want to be pregnant. I have a 6 year old and this isn't a good time in my life to have a baby. If I am pregnant then unfortunately I will have an abortion anyways so let's hope I'm not. I'd really hate to have to do that.

tempest666
03-30-2011, 01:12 PM
Well for starters, if I'm pregnant I can't have surgery. I've wanted boobs forever and it's only 5 DAYS away! Second, I don't want to be pregnant. I have a 6 year old and this isn't a good time in my life to have a baby. If I am pregnant then unfortunately I will have an abortion anyways so let's hope I'm not. I'd really hate to have to do that.


I wonder what cute little spawns of satan me and chris would have.......hmmmmmm}:D

tempest666
03-30-2011, 01:12 PM
but not now....boobies!