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moneybags
11-29-2022, 09:47 AM
My online friend is from the Middle East. She wants to be a model so I suggested she get a visa and dance to get into to modeling that way She automatically said she’s “not going to do THAT”. It kinda hurt my feelings.
I think it was good advice. She could get a work visa and make enough money to support herself until she could start modeling. Unless you have a STEM degree I can’t think of another way to get out the Middle East as a woman other than to pack your bags and leave. Scary I know.
She’s probably just too scared to leave everything she knows behind. I hope she reconsiders. At least I gave her an out. It’s up to her to make the decision.
miss.a.p1600
11-29-2022, 11:47 AM
Also, I have no idea why but I'm unnaturally horny today. I've masturbated 6 times. Honestly, that has to be a record for me.
Reminds me of the time I came to the magic epiphany that people (women) can have more than one orgasm
for some reason I always thought like the movies you just have an orgasm and that’s it for the day. Like there’s some cutoff limit for the day … one! Lol!!!
Aurora_Sunset
11-29-2022, 05:57 PM
Reminds me of the time I came to the magic epiphany that people (women) can have more than one orgasm
for some reason I always thought like the movies you just have an orgasm and that’s it for the day. Like there’s some cutoff limit for the day … one! Lol!!!
I am often very "one and done." I still don't genuinely understand women being able to have multiple orgasms in the same session without being oversensitive or just needing to 'recover,' because I can't do that. I think my previous limit for orgasms in a day while masturbating was 3, maybe 4, with hours apart. I ended up hitting a 7th yesterday - with a lot of effort, but I got there - and I finally feel DONE today. Goddam. Idk. My menstrual cycle has been screwed up since July so I'll just blame it on wacky hormones.
Anyway, enough about me... lol
smeca
11-30-2022, 12:33 AM
Reminds me of the time I came to the magic epiphany that people (women) can have more than one orgasm
for some reason I always thought like the movies you just have an orgasm and that’s it for the day. Like there’s some cutoff limit for the day … one! Lol!!!
Haha ikr. If I ever have one during sex (sad huh) imma be like "again again!"
smeca
11-30-2022, 01:17 PM
Bf is away and I'm tempted to let the cat* stay inside for the night with me... she'll probably wake me for something at 3am though so idk.
*this is a neighbours cat but it was already hanging at the house before we moved in, and she chose to move in too >.<, but we put her out at night
miss.a.p1600
11-30-2022, 04:29 PM
I certainly hope all this new position is requiring is a background check and nothing else. Squeaky clean and high credit
I hate invasive employers requesting my bodily fluids. NO and no.
Im dying to have the best weekend SOLO and take my secret stash but I’ll sadly give it up temporarily if easy money is on the line. Still going to have a FNF weekend and live my best life while dude is running around taking care of his kids
miss.a.p1600
11-30-2022, 05:57 PM
Right after I removed dude from my card as authorized user so he could have good credit like me
He was like - I noticed my score dropped.
But he couldn’t figure out why.
I felt a slight twinge of guilt but I had to stick it to him for constantly invading my boundaries (of space in my home) with those kids. Let those kids get jobs and get it in the mud with you and help you build your credit.
I am the Queen of MY home. And I’m not helping any man who disrespects me.
You gone learn today
WendiStarr
11-30-2022, 06:36 PM
I plan on doing some work with this guy and I was totally expecting an ugly dude. He's sexy though. My right ovary is hurting. I need to stay away from men right now or start carrying condoms in my purse.
Aurora_Sunset
11-30-2022, 07:26 PM
I just told my husband to pause his movie, because I thought I could hear my neighbors yelling, and I wanted to eavesdrop. I even turned off my space heater so I could hear better.
Ya know what, I don't even care that I'm becoming that nosy neighbor person. I gotta find entertainment somewhere.
miss.a.p1600
11-30-2022, 07:35 PM
^inused to do the same thing
I’d listen in, peep out the window with binoculars and popcorn, and sometimes call police after 10pm when people were drunk in the parking lot yelling and fighting and acting a fool.
miss.a.p1600
11-30-2022, 07:37 PM
I confess.
L is allegedly with his family after work.
For all I know he could be lying and out with his mistress
Oh well
At least I have peace in my home for another couple hours and I don’t have to deal with him burping, talking loud, having nonstop FaceTime chats with his daughter on speaker phone and just generally being annoying af when im trying to relax
I’m not gonna remind him till last minute that I’m going out of town. Im going to pack my suitcase while he’s gone and store it in the car bc I don’t want him seeing me pack and acting a fool while I’m trying to enjoy my first SOLO trip
I claimed it several months ago and I’m making it happen.
Yasss!
Aurora_Sunset
11-30-2022, 09:02 PM
It still strikes me as weird that I'm the person that got 2 of my most straight-laced friends from high school into smoking weed. They both smoke SO much more than I ever do, but I don't know if they would have been comfortable enough to ever even try if I hadn't talked them into it. Frankly, they both trust my opinions and advice way too much. (Not that weed is bad, just that they generally have way too much faith in me knowing what I'm talking about when I mostly just talk out of my ass).
smeca
12-01-2022, 12:43 AM
I let the cat stay overnight, I wanted company hehe. She didn't move an inch until I woke up for the toilet at 3am, ugh, and she thinks it's snack time. Nah I put her out until it was time to get up. I swear she would sleep 23 hours a day. She's practically an ornament XD
carmen_b
12-01-2022, 08:57 AM
^ I love sleeping with my dog in the bed. He sleeps on me ( if I'm on my side he's in a little roll in my middle ). Or he smashes up against my back in his little roll.
Aurora_Sunset
12-01-2022, 11:49 AM
I admit, I'm actually very jealous of my coworker who moved today. I know the process of moving is stressful, but the thought of packing my entire life into a Uhaul, towing my car, and heading across the country to a whole new state and city is very appealing. Granted, she's still working at Amazon (for now), but it is cool that you can just transfer to a different facility if you want. I think she'll be happier away from here and with a fresh start on life. I wish I could do that.
miss.a.p1600
12-01-2022, 05:18 PM
It still strikes me as weird that I'm the person that got 2 of my most straight-laced friends from high school into smoking weed. They both smoke SO much more than I ever do, but I don't know if they would have been comfortable enough to ever even try if I hadn't talked them into it. Frankly, they both trust my opinions and advice way too much. (Not that weed is bad, just that they generally have way too much faith in me knowing what I'm talking about when I mostly just talk out of my ass).
L claims he only tried weed once. And never got high.
then i told him to smoke a blunt and this fool wasted my weed playing around not even inhaling right.
so I said to myself “I’ll fix that” and bough some cbd and thc edibles.
then he got high (edibles leave no room for inhalation error) and was like “Now I see why people like weed”
Lol!!!
then he went through a period of like every weekend for a month where he would buy edibles and get high then in his state of intoxicated ramblings he had the gall to say “you introduced me to weed/edibles/thc”
i was like “boy bye!” - I never put a gun to your head and you never ran any guilt trips on the people who introduced you to booze and sex so stfu!!!
I don’t allow him to get high or use edibles because he talks reckless af and blows MY high.
indiegirl
12-02-2022, 12:19 PM
When a customer only gives women 4.5 stars out of 5 on the review system despite wanting to spend 1800 on me feels like......take your money elsewhere. Why should I put in the effort at all during that appointment if your sole goal is to ruin my current livelihood to feed and shelter myself when future customers read these reviews?? I'm no longer responding to him to avoid a bad review. There is such a term that not all money is good money.
I had my regular come to my house recently and it always surprises people when they see how well I have done for myself in this industry like they were expecting us to all be poor. It is like these men perceive us to be living on the streets. I am a saver not a spender.....despite my recent candle sale purchase :)
WendiStarr
12-03-2022, 08:30 AM
"Guy" came over again last night with dinner that he had cooked for us, brought a Christmas tree and toys for the kids, and we ended up having hours of mutual oral pleasure again and sex. I had 5 orgasms! Wtf? He ended up staying the night. He helped me with the kids and was playing with their toy train with them and helped get rock them to sleep at bedtime. I don't even know what the hell this is but the sex and cuddling is great. I have a feeling that I'm going to have to scale this down a bit though. Having someone to fuck is one thing if all we're doing is fucking. Having someone that I feel has the potential to make me catch feelings is another. I'm still in too fragile of a mental state to do the latter.
LoveyD
12-03-2022, 08:43 AM
^^ Feels to me like he may want something more. What a sweetheart, though! It's understandable that you may not be ready for anything yet given what dickwad BD put you through. I don't blame you. I'm happy you found a guy friend who treats you and the kids with kindness.
carmen_b
12-03-2022, 08:59 AM
I'm liking this guy Wendi.
Delish.
I once read somewhere where a Mom was telling how to date her and she said " BRING DINNER " .
It is the most obvious and helpful thing to offer and he nailed it.
lurkingtitties
12-03-2022, 09:14 AM
Wendi who is he and how did you meet him? He totally likes you…
indiegirl
12-03-2022, 11:51 PM
I sound FAR too meant to be in this surgical program. I sounded elated over someone in a medical crisis with EMS was next door and I flipped out excitedly. I called my mother excited. LOL I would love to help. I'm excited for being part of this medical field.
kimbe
12-04-2022, 12:51 AM
Confess that my partner is the better cook, he makes an excellent pepper sauce (pepper steak)!
Aurora_Sunset
12-04-2022, 04:47 AM
Taking my time getting to work today. I have a little PTO left to stroll in 15-30 minutes late and hope that all the critical roles are filled and I can just keep to myself today. I can't wait to go back to not working Sundays. But they're offering premium pay for weekends during the holidays cuz no one wants to work them.
Aurora_Sunset
12-04-2022, 06:07 PM
Taking my time getting to work today. I have a little PTO left to stroll in 15-30 minutes late and hope that all the critical roles are filled and I can just keep to myself today. I can't wait to go back to not working Sundays. But they're offering premium pay for weekends during the holidays cuz no one wants to work them.
So, apparently it doesn't matter WHEN I show if I'm the ONLY one who fucking shows up...
I really thought the whole "no one wants to work Sundays" thing wouldn't be that much of an issue during Peak season when most of these assholes are supposed to be on mandatory overtime. The crack team I managed to assemble was practically useless.
Fuck this entire day. I barely got a half-assed thank-you for stepping in all day and leaving LATE.
carmen_b
12-05-2022, 04:07 PM
Broke my streak of no touch last night with N ..... :)
We snuggled and made out on the couch for like 4 hours.
charlie61
12-05-2022, 05:51 PM
Broke my streak of no touch last night with N ..... :)
We snuggled and made out on the couch for like 4 hours.
Did i miss something??? Who is this??? Lol!
kamiliam
12-05-2022, 10:53 PM
I admit, I'm actually very jealous of my coworker who moved today. I know the process of moving is stressful, but the thought of packing my entire life into a Uhaul, towing my car, and heading across the country to a whole new state and city is very appealing. Granted, she's still working at Amazon (for now), but it is cool that you can just transfer to a different facility if you want. I think she'll be happier away from here and with a fresh start on life. I wish I could do that.
As someone who just picked their life up and moved somewhere brand new. I confess that the follow through is still daunting and exhausting. Moving even with all the stressors is the easiest part.
whirlerz
12-05-2022, 11:51 PM
My crush is now moving..
Trying not to spy.. :(
moneybags
12-05-2022, 11:57 PM
^^^awe. Probably for the best.
I’m super excited! The textbook company I wrote to said they took the word prostitute out and updated it with sex worker. Yay!!!!!
I don’t think anyone likes being called a prostitute.
whirlerz
12-06-2022, 01:12 AM
^^^awe. Probably for the best.
I’m super excited! The textbook company I wrote to said they took the word prostitute out and updated it with sex worker. Yay!!!!!
I don’t think anyone likes being called a prostitute.
Yeah, it is. Still hurt tho, stupid me.
I'm just going to ignore if I do see him again, he still has some stuff here, unless he's just leaving it
Dreamqueen
12-06-2022, 09:05 AM
Yeah, it is. Still hurt tho, stupid me.
I'm just going to ignore if I do see him again, he still has some stuff here, unless he's just leaving it
Can't you just fuck him so you can get it out of your system?
Like...a special send off.
carmen_b
12-06-2022, 11:55 AM
I put the deets in the new dating thread.
He's an engineer / yogi / singer in the new city I'm in .
Did i miss something??? Who is this??? Lol!
whirlerz
12-06-2022, 03:37 PM
Can't you just fuck him so you can get it out of your system?
Like...a special send off.
No.
He's an ASSHOLE who doesn't deserve to even speak to me (even tho I still care, working on that) let alone that!
Here's a song about how I feel about this
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=G33-DQT_OVM
whirlerz
12-06-2022, 03:44 PM
I'm really concerned about getting out of my storage by tomorrow, 2pm..even though I've made somewhat good progress, still, a lot of delays today, brought stuff w/me to the new place, they insisted on a circular lock (which was fine, how about letting me know at the time)
I had to make an extra trip, + wasted time & $ at this other place that didn't work out, didn't sleep well last night either.
Waiting for rush hour to die down, then back at it, hopefully some sleep, then camming later.
Really fucked up my $ too, lots of trips costing gas money in my small car.
indiegirl
12-07-2022, 12:55 PM
One more hour of class before I get to sleep. Let this hell hurry up. I need a nap.
WendiStarr
12-07-2022, 03:53 PM
"Guy" has been back around, twice more now and both of those times we didn't even have sex. He hung out with us and played with the kids and their toys with them. Today we took my 2 youngest to the park and he went up and down the slides about 100 times with my 2 year old, before he had to go pick his son up from school. Afterwards he sent me a text that said,"I just know that I'm going to fall in love with you and that's pretty awesome ". So, there's that. You guys were right. I wish I was in a better place in my life for that. I'm confused. I really like this guy but I keep getting scared that he's going to suddenly change and become abusive like BD.
carmen_b
12-07-2022, 05:51 PM
The Aviator wrote back to my FB message.
I thought he wouldn't see it for a year and wrote it off lol .
We live in the same city.
Should I write haha ?
I panicked and closed it lol.
charlie61
12-07-2022, 06:59 PM
"Guy" has been back around, twice more now and both of those times we didn't even have sex. He hung out with us and played with the kids and their toys with them. Today we took my 2 youngest to the park and he went up and down the slides about 100 times with my 2 year old, before he had to go pick his son up from school. Afterwards he sent me a text that said,"I just know that I'm going to fall in love with you and that's pretty awesome ". So, there's that. You guys were right. I wish I was in a better place in my life for that. I'm confused. I really like this guy but I keep getting scared that he's going to suddenly change and become abusive like BD.
Does he know about the abuse? I think having that conversation now could be useful... voicing those concerns and opening up the conversation.
charlie61
12-07-2022, 07:04 PM
I'm in interview mode this week for internal roles. Wouldn't be a huge promotion for me, just one step up, but it would get me very close to $100k, and I'm sure I'll be over that in the next couple of years. Similar to my current gig...relaxed individual-contributor stuff, 10% yearly bonus, salaried, never working over 40 hours a week. Just a few years ago, i was making $13/hour at this company. Corporate can really pay off if you're built for it and stick with it.
Hoping i land something. Just in the screening phase for a few positions right now, so really too early in the process for me to even be talking about it lol..
miss.a.p1600
12-07-2022, 07:58 PM
^ that’s awesome to hear!
I was just thinking about similar things about career ladder, women in workplace, leadership, earnings, etc.
I used to be so anti- work for “the man” but having an employed position has been wonders in moving towards my goals. I still do my gig/independent work too so for now it’s both. If I’m being honest relationship uncertainty channeled into career and personal development (and the positive space on the forum) has helped me grow.
charlie61
12-07-2022, 09:30 PM
^ that’s awesome to hear!
I was just thinking about similar things about career ladder, women in workplace, leadership, earnings, etc.
I used to be so anti- work for “the man” but having an employed position has been wonders in moving towards my goals. I still do my gig/independent work too so for now it’s both. If I’m being honest relationship uncertainty channeled into career and personal development (and the positive space on the forum) has helped me grow.
Right!! It's crazy how much money you can make in corporate doing low-stress, individual contributor work (non-management). The most stressful jobs in corporate tend to be those entry-level jobs (i did my time! Invaluable experience) and management jobs (i have no interest in management).
Companies are putting a lot of money into risk / control / QA stuff these days. You don't even need a degree; they will pay for your experience at the company over time and proprietary systems/process experience. Just move up here and there as you get more comfortable. Pay attention to what you enjoy and what you want less of in your job, and look for roles that involve less of the stuff that you don't enjoy (maybe you hate meetings, team projects, whatever).
charlie61
12-07-2022, 09:44 PM
As long as you're working at a big company that has diverse job opportunities, and as long as you aren't geographically limited, you'll be able to move up quickly if you stick around, learn/absorb, and make strategic moves.
I honestly 'should' be making more money...i stuck around in the entry-level role for longer than necessary. And i have fewer opportunities geographically than folks at my company who work in major hubs. But it's all right, i feel like I'm on a good path.
charlie61
12-07-2022, 09:45 PM
Okay, I'll shut up now lol! Just throwing info in here for anyone else who is working the system! ♡
carmen_b
12-07-2022, 10:10 PM
^ Even approaching that " mark " you described is HUGE ! You should be so proud !
charlie61
12-07-2022, 10:29 PM
^ Even approaching that " mark " you described is HUGE ! You should be so proud !
Thanks for the good vibes!! ♡
carmen_b
12-07-2022, 10:44 PM
I wrote back and asked if he was single these days ha.
Fuck it. Closed mouths don't get fed.
The Aviator wrote back to my FB message.
I thought he wouldn't see it for a year and wrote it off lol .
We live in the same city.
Should I write haha ?
I panicked and closed it lol.
smeca
12-09-2022, 12:12 AM
I haven't done any Christmas shopping yet. I was gonna phone in the family again with household gifts (hamper or something) but haven't even looked for bf. I'm too busy with work, I don't have the energy to think about this. I can't wait for my week off, i just want to stop having things that need thinking about.
Jucie
12-09-2022, 08:13 AM
I haven't done any Christmas shopping yet. I was gonna phone in the family again with household gifts (hamper or something) but haven't even looked for bf. I'm too busy with work, I don't have the energy to think about this. I can't wait for my week off, i just want to stop having things that need thinking about.
Me neither but I’m going to shop today and I have a pretty good idea what I need to get :)
Dreamqueen
12-09-2022, 09:02 AM
I confess that I'm thinking of starting an Only Fans to promote on my YouTube channel.
Even though my subject matter is spiritually, Tarot, metaphysics, and make-up, all guys want is to see me naked.
I have over 500 subscribers and growing every day.
All men.
I have never even shown below my neck, yet every email is that they want to see me naked.
Um, ok.
Gotta give the people what they want.
Lol
If someone were to tell me that I'd still be a sex object at 63, I'd tell them that they were crazy.
But, here we are.
When God gives you (big) lemons ( pun intended), it's best to make lemonade.:D