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DesuvsDeath
03-30-2011, 03:03 PM
***UPDATE****
I am NOT pregnant... Thank god!

Whooo! Grats!

kaiarose
03-30-2011, 03:23 PM
Whooo! Grats!

LOL, thank you :)

I mean 5 days away from my big day and that were to happen??! I'd be quite... I don't even know how I'd feel.. Just glad I didn't have to get a different type of surgery :/

Arianna419
03-30-2011, 04:51 PM
^Dude! Same thing here! Thats gotta be some weird phenomenon with getting a BA or something. Just some last minute thing to fuck with our heads or something. Mine finally came 6 days late but I seriously took 3 pregnancy tests and almost started looking up clinics.

kaiarose
03-30-2011, 06:11 PM
^Dude! Same thing here! Thats gotta be some weird phenomenon with getting a BA or something. Just some last minute thing to fuck with our heads or something. Mine finally came 6 days late but I seriously took 3 pregnancy tests and almost started looking up clinics.

No shit?!! That's really weird :O Must be the stress messing with our heads..

charlie61
03-30-2011, 06:19 PM
I confess that this made me tear up a little.

:hug:

MistyRose
03-30-2011, 06:41 PM
I confess that I'm really lonely and sometimes camming is good because that way I have company. God, I'm lame.

4everresolutions
03-30-2011, 09:09 PM
^ Oh love, it's not lame - totally understandable.

I leave on youtube tutorials in the background just so I feel like someone else is in the room with me.

I gets ya.

velvet
03-30-2011, 11:33 PM
LOL, thank you :)

I mean 5 days away from my big day and that were to happen??! I'd be quite... I don't even know how I'd feel.. Just glad I didn't have to get a different type of surgery :/

an ex friend of mine was 4 days from getting hers and her loser boyfriend totaled her car so she had to get a car instead of boobs.

Kellydancer
03-31-2011, 12:05 AM
^Hurrah!

Focus on you now!

That's what I am doing and it feels better. I just finished a music database and making a list of every CD I own (I own over 5,000). In a few weeks I am going to a singles group and it may be a bummer but might be great. I knew I was over him because today I was shopping with my mom, saw all the baby stuff and didn't care. Last time I was shopping with her was around Christmas and that sent me into a spell realizing I may never have a child with him. Now I wouldn't even want to be wth him unless he got his act together and that may never happen. I've also lost a lot of interest in having a baby because many guys are chauvinist when it comes to babies and I'd rather be childless than have a baby with them. I am somewhat reluctant to fall again unless he's a very special guy and refuse to allow another man to break my heart.

MistyRose
03-31-2011, 12:12 PM
^ Oh love, it's not lame - totally understandable.

I leave on youtube tutorials in the background just so I feel like someone else is in the room with me.

I gets ya.


I listen to old episodes of Loveline and The Adam Carolla show all the time and I think part of the reason is because I like listening to people talk, as though I'm in the same room with them.

Thanks, girls. :) It's nice to know I'm not the only one. It's funny, though, because I am one of those people who really need some time alone every day, yet I love company. It's all in the balance. :D

noelle
03-31-2011, 07:21 PM
My confession is the exact opposite of yours MistyRose... I haven't had more than probably an hour of alone time since October and I AM GOING INSANE!!!!!!! My husband is driving me CRAZY!!!!!!!!!

charlie61
04-01-2011, 03:44 PM
Sometimes I daydream about visiting stripclubs and spending lotsa money on the SW girls. And then hitting on them massively...}:D

livingdeadgirl
04-02-2011, 06:49 AM
I confess I want to spend spend spend. I feel like buying a few new outfits today plus shoes and make up. Mostly shoes.. :)

Instead, Ill pay the rent. mehh.

kaiarose
04-02-2011, 01:02 PM
Sometimes I daydream about visiting stripclubs and spending lotsa money on the SW girls. And then hitting on them massively...}:D

Hurry! Come down by me tonight before I get big boobs! (Cuz I know how much you like bite size boobies ;) )

charlie61
04-02-2011, 01:30 PM
Hurry! Come down by me tonight before I get big boobs! (Cuz I know how much you like bite size boobies ;) )

Nom nom! }:D

I'm sure you'll be just as stunning with your new boobies.

DottieMay
04-03-2011, 12:42 PM
I confess that I feel like I am trying to destroy my whole life. This past month I've been really depressed and doing very self destructive things. I have not been current with my school work, haven't been current with my camming, destroying my relationship with my BF and drinking more than I ever have before. Last night I went to the bar, got way too drunk to drive, but decided to drive anyway. Then I hit a mailbox while trying to text some guy who I was trying to cheat on my bf with. Thank god it was not a person and just a mailbox, what was I thinking?!? Well, I got home. Immediately passed out, woke up at 3 A.M. to my BF freaking out on me, because this guy texted me back and I was too drunk to think, hmm let me turn off my phone or delete these messages. I never ended up even meeting up with this guy, so that's good at least. But looking through my emails and phone I gave like 4 other guys my number, so now I'm afraid to even turn it on. So I woke up today hung over and everything start to really hit me. I feel horrible about everything but in the same light I feel like if I give it enough time, I'll do it all over again. I feel like there is something seriously wrong with me but I have no idea how to fix it.

GlitterBexie
04-03-2011, 02:20 PM
do i ring the number, do i text the number? not off my phone but another sim,. just to find out who it is, will it do any good?...doubtful, will it settle my mind? maybe.

Kellydancer
04-03-2011, 02:42 PM
I confess that I am obsessed still with the one guy I wanted and no idea why. This isn't like me at all but it's ruining my life. I have no interest in anything with another guy. I finally created a profile on a free site, posted my photos, had several guys contacted me but I really don't think I want to meet many of them. Most are ugly and fat and the few that aren't are more than likely fake profiles or photos from years ago. I keep having sex dreams about him but if I think about sex with someone else I am not interested unless it's no strings attached. I desired to have a baby with him but the idea of it with someone else repulses me. Normally I am sane but this is making me crazy.

Mindy Bares All
04-04-2011, 12:46 AM
^^^^^

Boy, have I been there.

It sucks, but time heals all wounds. Just remind yourself of the bad times, and try to focus on that, and how you're so much better without him.

The other guy thing...He may still be your ideal for a while. But if they're ugly or fat, don't bother. Don't think that's because of him. If you don't like ugly or fat, then you don't like ugly or fat.

Kellydancer
04-04-2011, 01:44 PM
^^^^^

Boy, have I been there.

It sucks, but time heals all wounds. Just remind yourself of the bad times, and try to focus on that, and how you're so much better without him.

The other guy thing...He may still be your ideal for a while. But if they're ugly or fat, don't bother. Don't think that's because of him. If you don't like ugly or fat, then you don't like ugly or fat.

I try that a lot lately and it's been working. I know he's a bad choice but I keep looking at the morals he used to have and wondering if I'll meet another guy who feels the same (doesn't sleep around but isn't a chauvinist, wants a family, but doesn't want a housewife, etc).The ironic thing is he's not attractive yet I've turned down guys less ugly for being unattractive. My mother tells me to give a slightly homely or overweight guy (not fat) a chance because "you never know" so I may, but these guys on the sites I'm seeing are extremely obese and that's a definite no with me.

Kisca
04-04-2011, 02:23 PM
I have been lazy this week. I need to work. I want to work work work but my body is being strange and being lazy. But money is a strong motive.. I want my dog, I want a safe, I want to save up more... Erk work on Wednesday. Thats right.

DesuvsDeath
04-04-2011, 06:38 PM
Fed up! Going to become a hermit or a serial killer and move out into the woods in the Pacific NW or something.

Ashly06
04-05-2011, 02:39 PM
^^Can I come? For some reason I'm in the killing mood lately!! >:(

GlitterBexie
04-05-2011, 06:30 PM
^^Can I come? For some reason I'm in the killing mood lately!! >:(

Me too please, ill bring murder themed snacks?

I cannot wait to have this reminder of him removed and then get blazed of my hippo tits tomorrow night, grown up i know :) but i hate him so much right now, evil selfish arrogant prick. *end rant*

Mindy Bares All
04-05-2011, 07:46 PM
I AM SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING NOT DOING MY TAXES.

I don't want to have to owe the IRS anything. I SHOULD BE GETTING MONEY. Not paying it.

Mindy Bares All
04-05-2011, 07:48 PM
I try that a lot lately and it's been working. I know he's a bad choice but I keep looking at the morals he used to have and wondering if I'll meet another guy who feels the same (doesn't sleep around but isn't a chauvinist, wants a family, but doesn't want a housewife, etc).The ironic thing is he's not attractive yet I've turned down guys less ugly for being unattractive. My mother tells me to give a slightly homely or overweight guy (not fat) a chance because "you never know" so I may, but these guys on the sites I'm seeing are extremely obese and that's a definite no with me.

Shit. As far as the morals go, you'll definitely be able to find someone like that-- possibly even better looking! They're around, and you just gotta keep your head up, and heart open.

creolekitty
04-05-2011, 07:50 PM
I turned down this guys advances and then he insulted me. I'm now pretending to be a masochist who loves his abuse, and have been warming up to him but my only intentions are to massively fuck him over.

I think I hate men.

sananeko
04-05-2011, 08:01 PM
I can't stop laughing today.. I was called a material girl. I couldn't keep to a smile cause yes I am a material girl.. I have a room full of materials to make things. Now I know that isn't the same but it stuck me funny..

*Jade*Love
04-05-2011, 08:33 PM
Can always use snacks on a killing spree! No time to do the grocery shopping, you know!

I just imagined you slowly and viciously killing someone then taking a time-out to eat a Nature Valley granola bar :D

livingdeadgirl
04-06-2011, 07:24 AM
I confess Ive been trying to cut down to one SMALL starbucks a day. Damn you bestie and your wonderful starbucks reward points! Stop bringing me free iced beverages!

firemaiden04
04-06-2011, 09:28 AM
I spent waaaay too much money yesterday. I bought a new HD widescreen matte HP monitor, six shirts (the same exact shirt in six different colors), four books, a set of 72 Prismacolor colored pencils, lemon body wash, facial serum, lemon Primal Elements soap, three candles, a room spray, lip gloss, a pair of earrings, a pair of running shoes for my fiancee, and a rather large dinner at Cheesecake Factory. I feel accomplished :)

whirlerz
04-06-2011, 01:21 PM
I REALLY Hate myself right now

Mindy Bares All
04-06-2011, 09:45 PM
^^^^^ Oh noes!

_Avery_
04-10-2011, 01:01 PM
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Kellydancer
04-10-2011, 01:15 PM
Avery, you'll be fine once it's over. The physical reasons are why I've avoided pregnancy.

I confess, I have two ultimatums I am working on. The first is my job situation. I am writing business cards to start a business. I am having a hard time finding a full time job in this economy so I am considering other avenues, including starting another business. I have reconsidered relaunching my exotic dancer agency. I have several former employees who have told me they would come back to me. I've also gotten several pms here from dancers interested in working for me as well. We'll see what happens because if truth be told I hate working for others, which is why I became a model and dancer.

My second confession is that I have launched operation marriage. I really want to get married and plan to do it within 2 years. The only problem is that I don't have a guy and the one I wanted is gone. So next week I am checking into both online dating (ugh) and several singles groups. No more playing around with men who don't want marriage. I am going to go on several dates and date several guys for a few months until I know I want to be married to someone. Then my goal is to get engaged by next Valentines Day and get married the following fall (I like September or October), or at the latest the following spring. Will it happen? Only time will tell and I could be here next year complaining about the lack of men who want to marry.

Miss_McKenna
04-11-2011, 09:27 PM
My second confession is that I have launched operation marriage. I really want to get married and plan to do it within 2 years. The only problem is that I don't have a guy and the one I wanted is gone. So next week I am checking into both online dating (ugh) and several singles groups. No more playing around with men who don't want marriage.

Me too!! I told my friends the same thing, and called it Operation Find A Husband 8)

My other confession is that I can't wait to MOVE OUT OF THIS FUCKING APARTMENT!!! One of my roommates is a crazy-ass, dirty, badly-raised BITCH who abuses both her dogs and thinks the rules of both law and just general society don't apply to her. I could tell her in advance that I don't plan to renew my lease come July, but where's the fun in that?! I'd much rather wait until she runs into me carrying out the last of my boxes, and realizes she just a renewed a lease on a pricey three-bedroom that doesn't have any other roommates to split the costs with }:D

/end roomie rant.

Kellydancer
04-12-2011, 11:09 AM
Me too!! I told my friends the same thing, and called it Operation Find A Husband 8)

Too bad you don't live by me because then we could go to these events together. I am going to go to several singles groups but since I don't have a lot of single female friends now I am going alone. I don't know how well these will work, but I am going to husband hunt the same way I search for jobs

Mindy Bares All
04-15-2011, 06:13 PM
Avery, you'll be fine once it's over. The physical reasons are why I've avoided pregnancy.

I confess, I have two ultimatums I am working on. The first is my job situation. I am writing business cards to start a business. I am having a hard time finding a full time job in this economy so I am considering other avenues, including starting another business. I have reconsidered relaunching my exotic dancer agency. I have several former employees who have told me they would come back to me. I've also gotten several pms here from dancers interested in working for me as well. We'll see what happens because if truth be told I hate working for others, which is why I became a model and dancer.

My second confession is that I have launched operation marriage. I really want to get married and plan to do it within 2 years. The only problem is that I don't have a guy and the one I wanted is gone. So next week I am checking into both online dating (ugh) and several singles groups. No more playing around with men who don't want marriage. I am going to go on several dates and date several guys for a few months until I know I want to be married to someone. Then my goal is to get engaged by next Valentines Day and get married the following fall (I like September or October), or at the latest the following spring. Will it happen? Only time will tell and I could be here next year complaining about the lack of men who want to marry.

Kelly, what about opening an stripper clothes/adult store?

And Okcupid is free and actually pretty decent. :)

Kellydancer
04-15-2011, 08:54 PM
Kelly, what about opening an stripper clothes/adult store?

And Okcupid is free and actually pretty decent. :)

I've thought about opening something stripper related but not sure how I could get a loan to open a store. I've been throwing around the idea of teaching stripping classes though because every so often I get questions about it.

I've tried Ok Cupid and never had luck. The guys were either too young, too fat, or had kids. I can go young but a guy 20 and me wouldn't have much in common. Fat men repulse me, and dads have way too much drama. I may try it again because you never know.

Mindy Bares All
04-15-2011, 09:10 PM
^^^^ I said it's decent for being free. ;) But yeah, I totally agree. And then there are the cute ones that have a shiiiittttlooooaaad of issues...

I've been playing with the idea for a while of opening up a pole studio/adult store- like the kind of store that has everything a stripper could ever need, plus some. And a non-scary/seedy adult store. A classy one. :)

I have NOOOOO clue about the loan- I still haven't figured that one out. But what about opening up an online store?

DesuvsDeath
04-15-2011, 10:21 PM
I sleep with a stuffed rabbit. <3
Mostly because it's COMFORTABLE to have a small round pillow-like object.
Partially because I like to make my sexual partners feel like pedophiles.

Mindy Bares All
04-15-2011, 10:28 PM
I sleep with a stuffed rabbit. <3
Mostly because it's COMFORTABLE to have a small round pillow-like object.
Partially because I like to make my sexual partners feel like pedophiles.

I still sleep with the same doll I've had since I was almost a year old.

Sadly, I'm 20.

Kellydancer
04-15-2011, 10:47 PM
^^^^ I said it's decent for being free. ;) But yeah, I totally agree. And then there are the cute ones that have a shiiiittttlooooaaad of issues...

I've been playing with the idea for a while of opening up a pole studio/adult store- like the kind of store that has everything a stripper could ever need, plus some. And a non-scary/seedy adult store. A classy one. :)

I have NOOOOO clue about the loan- I still haven't figured that one out. But what about opening up an online store?

I wouldn't even know how to begin with an online store so for me I don't think it would be a good choice. Plus there's already a lot of competition. I think a stripper store would be cool though.

Maybe it's my age but the decent looking guys my age want much younger (I am 40). The guys who seem to be open to dating someone my age are either fat slobs or dads. I think this is why I held on to hope the last man I wanted would come back. Unfortunately he unfriended and blocked me on Facebook and Yahoo (just found out about Yahoo) so guess he's not coming back. Looks like as of now my options are to either give a fat slob a chance and hope I fall (and in the process get presents), or be alone (I will not date dads ever).

4everresolutions
04-16-2011, 12:50 AM
I still sleep with the same doll I've had since I was almost a year old.

Sadly, I'm 20.

I'm 22, live with my boyfriend and I still sleep with my teddy-bear. :-[

Kisca
04-16-2011, 12:59 AM
^ I have to chime in, I sleep with a stuffed toy too! Have for 12 years! I had a doll similar to chucky dumdumdum with white hair and "better" looking but after watching that movie, I hid it in the closet and got a stuffed toy! I even slept with it while I had a bf in bed! ha

4everresolutions
04-16-2011, 01:03 AM
^ I'm not alone in my freaky tendancies!

My BF crawls into bed and I'm cuddling with my freaking teddy bear! Poor guy gets no love.

Glamgirl
04-16-2011, 06:15 AM
Isnt it funny how exes true colours come out!! Mine is a total asshole!!!!!!

firemaiden04
04-16-2011, 08:28 AM
I sleep with a stuffed rabbit. <3

OH MY GOD I do too! I have a stuffed Peter Rabbit that I got a few years ago. He is named Bunny and he sleeps with me every night.

kaiarose
04-16-2011, 08:39 AM
I confess: I have a heart and a conscience. Many people feel that with these 2 things I can't be a stripper. So be it. I love money as much as anyone but I sure the hell won't let it come between friendships.

Susan-Va
04-16-2011, 09:30 AM
Trying to decide what to do about my marriage, he's been cheating sine the begining and I just met a guy I really like, I don't know what to do and I'm so torn. And heart broken.