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Kellydancer
04-16-2011, 11:11 AM
I am 40 and still sleep with several stuffed animals. I would get lonely otherwise. Sad, I know.

GlitterBexie
04-16-2011, 02:15 PM
Trying to decide what to do about my marriage, he's been cheating sine the begining and I just met a guy I really like, I don't know what to do and I'm so torn. And heart broken.

If he cheats hun, he isnt worth it, i know its a marriage but, is it worth being unhappy for? xx

Susan-Va
04-16-2011, 03:03 PM
If he cheats hun, he isnt worth it, i know its a marriage but, is it worth being unhappy for? xx

I know that but it's hard to walk away from 12 years....... it's just not an easy decision to make, either way.

Thanks <3

Kellydancer
04-16-2011, 04:05 PM
^I don't think that's sad. I hated sleeping alone too :(...

When my ex-boyfriend broke up with me I slept with a stuffed candy bar identical to this one for months... I would literally cuddle with it.

Oddly enough now I love sleeping alone LOL. I like having a queen sized bed to myself and to roll around in. And I don't get as sweaty because no one else's body heat is trapped beneath the comforter with me.

I have a stuffed animal identical to that except it's a Hershey Bar. My parents bought it for me when they went to Hershey Pa for vacation several years ago.

whirlerz
04-17-2011, 03:33 PM
I wish I was dead, & so to make everyone happy

sananeko
04-17-2011, 03:37 PM
I wish I was dead, & so to make everyone happy
What a mean thing to say about yourself.. Just cause they are not good enough to have you doesn't mean we will not love you.

Kellydancer
04-17-2011, 05:59 PM
I wish I was dead, & so to make everyone happy

That's very sad. If you are anything like you are online, you are very cool and would leave a void if you killed youself. I understand how you feel though. I have severe depression lately because of everything happening to me.

sananeko
04-17-2011, 06:06 PM
I confess I'm doing better today with being active.. I been lazy alot cause it feels like no one is caring but I have a family to run and alot of men to piss off today..

Susan-Va
04-17-2011, 09:16 PM
The more time I spend with the boy, the more I hate my life.

_Avery_
04-18-2011, 11:30 AM
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kaiarose
04-18-2011, 11:56 AM
^ I think my hubby feels that way about me! I'm always on the computer and I just don't feel like having sex lately. Absolutely no sex drive at all. So then he gets mad and asks "Well why in the fuck did you get tits if you're not even going to fuck me?!!" LOL, it sounds kinda funny typed out..
I'm sorry you're feeling that way Avery :( It is depressing, especially after you've moved from a place where the sun is always shining.. WI can be such a gloomy place :/

Kellydancer
04-18-2011, 02:08 PM
I heard we are getting snow too so I definitely can relate to Wisconsin getting snow. The joys of living in the midwest.

Susan-Va
04-18-2011, 08:25 PM
I so need to have "The" conversation with my husband about our marraige and I'm scared to death to do it.

charlie61
04-19-2011, 07:07 PM
^ What are you afraid of? That he'll say he feels the same? That he'll be angry?

noelle
04-19-2011, 08:17 PM
I'm driving myself crazy waiting to hear back about this job... If I don't get it, I'm probably going back to dancing, and I don't really want to...

whirlerz
04-20-2011, 10:39 AM
Noelle, I hope you it, luv^

On to me: How dare you talk to me like that yesterday, with all I'm going thru now? I know you don't feel well, but don't take it out on me! Whatta bitch, I don't even know your friend & her ex, why you're telling me about them (repeatedly yet) & I just said, o that's how some men are, you say to me w/this shitty tone, "well she didn't deserve that" Did I say she did, NO.
You're a BITCH, I wish I'd never set eyes on you.

kaiarose
04-20-2011, 10:53 AM
Going back to work sooner than I anticipated... Mentally I don't know if I'm ready. I'm so nervous! Physically, I'm 90% ready.. I will take it easy. Hopefully my boss will be cool and work with me if my body starts protesting.. I have to spray tan or put makeup on my incisions so that's definitely worrying me. I hope to god they're healed up enough to handle that. I wouldn't go back if I didn't have to but I gots to do what I gots to do.

Mindy Bares All
04-20-2011, 01:15 PM
^^^ Don't push yourself too hard!

kaiarose
04-20-2011, 01:21 PM
^^^ Don't push yourself too hard!

I know, I know! LOL... Everyone is telling me that.. But it's good to get reminded ;) It'd be great if I just got VIP rooms all night!

Mindy Bares All
04-20-2011, 01:31 PM
;D Wouldn't it, though?

DesuvsDeath
04-20-2011, 04:50 PM
OH MY GOD I do too! I have a stuffed Peter Rabbit that I got a few years ago. He is named Bunny and he sleeps with me every night.

Hah. Mine, also, is named Bunny.
Well. Really he's name Desu... but I CALL him Bunny.

Mindy Bares All
04-20-2011, 04:54 PM
I'm 22, live with my boyfriend and I still sleep with my teddy-bear. :-[


^ I have to chime in, I sleep with a stuffed toy too! Have for 12 years! I had a doll similar to chucky dumdumdum with white hair and "better" looking but after watching that movie, I hid it in the closet and got a stuffed toy! I even slept with it while I had a bf in bed! ha


OH MY GOD I do too! I have a stuffed Peter Rabbit that I got a few years ago. He is named Bunny and he sleeps with me every night.


I am 40 and still sleep with several stuffed animals. I would get lonely otherwise. Sad, I know.


^I don't think that's sad. I hated sleeping alone too :(...

When my ex-boyfriend broke up with me I slept with a stuffed candy bar identical to this one for months... I would literally cuddle with it.

Oddly enough now I love sleeping alone LOL. I like having a queen sized bed to myself and to roll around in. And I don't get as sweaty because no one else's body heat is trapped beneath the comforter with me.

Oh my god. I seriously thought I was the only one! This makes me feel sooooo much better! I'm still not sure if I would admit it to a potential date, though.

kaiarose
04-20-2011, 05:47 PM
When I was little I used to put stuffed animals in my pants and grind on them :-[

DesuvsDeath
04-20-2011, 06:32 PM
When I was little I used to put stuffed animals in my pants and grind on them :-[

My old Mormon roommate confessed to me that she used to do that.
Guess it's likely more common than you'd expect.

charlie61
04-20-2011, 06:42 PM
I'm driving myself crazy waiting to hear back about this job... If I don't get it, I'm probably going back to dancing, and I don't really want to...

I was in the same situation when I got the job. I'm crossing my fingers for you!

kaiarose
04-20-2011, 06:53 PM
My old Mormon roommate confessed to me that she used to do that.
Guess it's likely more common than you'd expect.

LOL!! Really?!! Maybe it was their hard little noses placed just...right... }:D

Arianna419
04-20-2011, 07:14 PM
When I was little I used to put stuffed animals in my pants and grind on them :-[

Its actually pretty normal early masturbation and is a more common method in younger kids than "actual" masturbation. Learned it in my human sexuality class in college, I thought I was the only one too. :P

DesuvsDeath
04-20-2011, 07:24 PM
That's what she said, too. It never occurred to me, though. LOL
Idk. I never masturbated till I was like, in highschool, sooo.

4everresolutions
04-20-2011, 08:07 PM
When I was little I used to put stuffed animals in my pants and grind on them :-[

Also guilty. :-[

noelle
04-21-2011, 11:43 AM
When I was little I used to put stuffed animals in my pants and grind on them :-[

Me too!

noelle
04-21-2011, 11:44 AM
I was in the same situation when I got the job. I'm crossing my fingers for you!

Thanks Charlie and Whirlerz! Charlie, I really hope I get it even more now... we could hang out IRL!

Kisca
04-21-2011, 12:41 PM
I confess... I missed my final exam. Didnt sleep good at all, woke up to no hot water - it was barely warm so shower was no option. Was already in a bad pissy mood.. get to the station and start freaking out and crying... Sat in my car freaking for an hour... that I knew I already missed my exam.. What a horrible choice... Im so mad at myself. Now at home, feel all dizzy.. Ugh still mad at myself for doing this!!!

noelle
04-21-2011, 12:47 PM
Kisca, is it possible you could retake the exam if you said you had an emergency?

_Avery_
04-21-2011, 05:53 PM
Jealous of those who have family to help them. To be there for them.
Although my mom supports me in everything, it's been over 2 years since I've seen her, and today, I wanted to cry to her on the phone. I felt like she kinda cut me off.... :/
I wish she could be HERE with me when I need her.

Jealous of those whose families are able to help them in times of need. I am not asking to be supported, it would just be nice, when times are rough (like now) to be able to have a crutch. I don't have that. I have no one.
My grandparents are dead.
My family isn't in any situation to help me out. Although, if they could...even if it was their last dollar, they would help me.

Husband is "too proud" or whatever to ask his grandpa (who is loaded) for help. We need it right now. We never ask for help, but right now....there's too much too soon...and....I can't handle it.
I know we will find a way...as we somehow always do....but it still doesn't stop the fact that I am jealous of people with families to help them.

Not even just in a rough financial situation, but gosh...I mean, I can't even go out to dinner with just my husband. Don't have family around to babysit for a night once in awhile. I think a lot of people take their families for granted...and...I dunno....it just sucks sometimes.
I know I'm not alone, I have a good husband and the best fucking kid in the world, but....ugh...I just wish MY family was a little closer.

I guess I took for granted and didn't take advantage of the fact that we only lived 5 hours away when I was in Vegas. I was too busy being stupid to take some time to drive or fly down to Phoenix once in awhile.

It's always all about my husband's side of the family. We're closer to his grandparents now. They're good people, but I hate going over there sometimes. Dreading Easter because I always get bitched at about how I choose to do my son's hair. His grandpa doesn't like it spiked, sorry...I do. I'm not comfortable there. Going to be even more awkward Saturday with his wive's kids and their kids. Don't like being forced to associate with people who I don't know. Gage will have fun with the kids at least, and I will deal being forced to socialize with people I don't know.

HIS mom comes down twice a year. It was HIS mom in Vegas. Sick of hearing, "Wow, you sure Gage is yours, he looks EXACTLY like Jay." Sick of HIS family pulling out HIS baby pics and comparing how much they look alike. I FUCKING KNOW ALREADY!!!
I don't have any baby pics...I don't have any family to talk about my past.....

I'm probably being selfish.....just would be nice for my son (kids) to know a little about MY past and MY side of the family.

mediocrity
04-21-2011, 06:39 PM
Avery-

Even though I don't have kids, I know how you feel. The only person I have left is my dad, who is fantastic- but he lives far away. My husband has this big, huge, loud, inquisitive family. Although they mean well, I'm not comfortable around them and I don't think I ever will be; often I feel left or confused by their actions.

I know I don't have any advice, I just wanted to let you know that you aren't alone.

4everresolutions
04-21-2011, 08:18 PM
Avery,

I'm in a similar boat. My family immediate family is spread out over 2 countries. I don't have those fuzzy warm get-togethers. My BF's side of the family are always great to me, but I can't help but feel that I don't belong sometimes. I'm sure they wonder where my parents are.

I can't call my mom and talk or seek consolation about anything - emotionally, she's just not up to it. My dad is a bit better about emotional support, but often cuts me off short because he just can't deal with any more stress right now (he gets it from my mother and brother too). Also, financially they're not able to help me out. At all. I've been so broke I couldn't afford groceries or medicine when I was sick...and they couldn't help.

I wish I had one of those nice normal families. Or even a 'normal dysfunctional' family that some people complain about all the time - y'know, the ones with the crazy drunken aunt and the bitter ex-wife. But I don't have even that. I get why you're upset, it's totally understandable. Try and remedy it the best you can by saying that when your kids are young adults you'll have created a supportive, helpful environment for them to always come home too.

Cheer up lovely. You'll get through it.

DesuvsDeath
04-21-2011, 08:22 PM
Avery if it makes you feel any better... we live NEXT DOOR to the SO's family... and my family lives several states away.

His dad hardly works so he can just pop by whenever... I haven't seen my family in over a year. It feels really unfair.

4everresolutions
04-21-2011, 11:53 PM
I confess: I'm still secretly waiting for my Hogwarts acceptance letter.

Glamgirl
04-22-2011, 09:22 AM
I realise that am better off without my ex and that a guy who wont even contact me to bring me my stuff(few dvds and a book and toiletries) isnt worth my time.

charlie61
04-22-2011, 01:54 PM
^ I thought that was going really well? :(

sananeko
04-22-2011, 04:06 PM
I confess I love my alone time.. but when I say I need help I usually mean it and don't need my time wasted and my temper flared..

Glamgirl
04-23-2011, 05:24 AM
^ I thought that was going really well? :(


No he ended it out the blue....i was so shocked as everything was great. I think its another girl to be honest.

LuckyLane
04-23-2011, 02:20 PM
I've never been so stressed or worried about an exam. This is my last class before med school, and I don't want to screw it up now! It's one of those classes where no matter how prepared you feel, you have no idea how you'll do. It's known at my school as the GPA wrecker.

I'm so anxious I'm having trouble concentrating on studying. I know it's counterproductive, but I feel like I just can't calm down :'(

Anastasia Foxx
04-24-2011, 04:54 PM
I confess I'm sitting here with my tits out, eating popcorn, waiting to hear back from Princess Jenny about MFC daily pay and watching something about ancient Egypt.

I also want to go to sleep, since I worked as "door whore" at the club last night, which means I didn't get home until 5, got laid, then had to get up early with hubby to get him to the airport to send him off on a tour that will keep him gone for 3 months.

Still, I'm enjoying having my boobs out, and not having guys trying to grab my nipples!

kaiarose
04-24-2011, 05:10 PM
^ I enjoyed reading that :)...LOL

kaiarose
04-24-2011, 05:11 PM
I confess:
It's Easter and I'm stoned. Feeling good :D Pot is my happy pill. A natural remedy for my moodiness...

Mindy Bares All
04-24-2011, 11:25 PM
I still don't think I'm pretty at least 50% of the time.

Glamgirl
04-25-2011, 03:10 AM
I love okcupid!!
I have got chatting to a guy whos like Noel Fielding!! He seems really keen and has given me his number!!
Shame he isnt local though, he lives about an hour and 40 mins away. Not that far but my ex was hour away and that seemed long enough!

kaiarose
04-25-2011, 07:19 AM
I still don't think I'm pretty at least 50% of the time.

:(

I think most women are like that. I only feel pretty at work because I wear sexy outfits and makeup. At home I'm usually in my bathrobe or sweats, hair up, no makeup, eyebrows need plucking...

Arianna419
04-25-2011, 09:07 AM
^same here. work is amazing for my confidence. the hair, makeup, outfits... at home i'm generally in sweats and no makeup 99 percent of the time. being off work has made me feel so yucky!