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mediocrity
05-02-2011, 02:38 AM
I freaked out and snapped at my boss today. It's the second week he's been late on pay checks, so I said "Tomorrow would be good because I have NO money and NO food!" and kinda stormed out.
Things have been really slow. I'm glad I get a base wage because my tips last week were pitiful. To be honest, I blame the whole thing on him.
chanzep
05-02-2011, 07:38 AM
It has taken me 2 weeks to read this entire thread!
I hate living with other people!, but 2 live alone is out of the question right now!
I wish my flatmates would go on holiday!, I try to avoid them as much as I can grr!
DesuvsDeath
05-02-2011, 02:51 PM
OMG me too! Since I started dancing a few months ago EVERYONE has been commenting on how much weight I've lost...but that fucking number hasn't budged at all. My parents, my friends, the girls at work all tell me how much smaller i am, but according to the scale there's no change. Is it too much to ask for a measly 3 lb loss???
I know, right.
People are always like "Oh but you're so curvy and sexy, you have the perfect body"... is it so much to ask that you stfu and sympathize with the fact that I can't just lose a few pounds and instead have to measure myself/my body fat CONSTANTLY to make sure I'm not gaining weight. >.<
papillonluvr
05-02-2011, 04:24 PM
Desu, I am feeling the same damn way right now. Thank god Im going for lab tests tomorrow for a thryoid panel, and dr appt on Fri for it. I hate hate hate being hypothyroid-ish and muscley...
sananeko
05-02-2011, 04:38 PM
I hate my family.. I have lost 20 pounds.. and for some odd reason they are now buying me XXLs.. Either my family is trying to make me feel bad cause they are lazy.. or I'm gaining mass while losing weight..
charlie61
05-02-2011, 04:53 PM
Ugh. I'm not even fat. I just hate having so much muscle and such a high number on the damn scale.
If you aren't fat, then you should just own it. Before I quit birth control, I weighed about 155 (5'7"). I was super muscular and couldn't lose weight for the life of me. Raw food + IUD --> Charlie weighs 138.
SpeedDial
05-02-2011, 06:57 PM
Cool a confessions thread.
The moment we laid eyes on each other I knew sooner or later we were going to have sex. We were both working a 9-5 office job. We were both let go.
I recently found him on facebook and we messaged each other and thats when he told me he told me he knew it was only a matter of time.... and that Im playing with fire and to let him know when Im ready for him.
I've been ready for his ass and I cannot wait to have him to try out my new tongue ring.
Once he has a piece of me, its a wrap! Im just that confident!
I wonder when he has sex with his wife would he be wishing it was me after our first encounter together..
Only time will tell once my tongue heals ;)
Susan-Va
05-02-2011, 07:19 PM
I think I'm dating again. I went out to dinner with the new boy and had a great time. The more time I spend with him the more I like him.
noelle
05-02-2011, 08:23 PM
^I don't ever bother with the scale... that number doesn't mean anything to me. :) I just like being able to see my results in the mirror, how my clothes fit, and how I can push myself a little bit harder each time I go to the gym.
I agree, I don't own a scale anymore because I found I would really fixate on it instead of looking at how fit I was or how I really looked. I know for a fact I weighed less before I started working out a lot, but I look a hell of a lot better!
4everresolutions
05-02-2011, 08:30 PM
^ Would taking measurments work? Bust - Waist - Hips?
Insulinshock
05-02-2011, 09:07 PM
I've done really well the last couple of weeks with jogging and working out but now that I'm seeing a difference, it's hard to get off my ass and work out. Isn't it supposed to be that once you see results, you get really into keeping in shape? Wtf?
Jessie_tinydancer
05-03-2011, 05:59 AM
I don't think I like the person I am which scares me. But im not sure if it's my true feelings or the damn birth control pill making me crazy again.
sananeko
05-03-2011, 08:26 AM
I think I'm starting to go down that path where you buy things to make you happy.. I just want something pretty once in a long while... Having to take care of a whole family.. being the only one working.. and all I get is yelled at.. I need something to make me smile.
Kat w
05-03-2011, 08:30 AM
>:(
THE SCALE.
Haha, the scale is seriously my enemy. I have an eating disorder history with two years of on and off recovery under my belt.
Numbers on the scale are very meaningful to me and obviously to lots of other women eating disordered and otherwise. One of my most serious relapses came when a nurse at my doctor's office accidentally told me my weight after I specifically stepped on the scale backwards.
It's hard enough accepting the way your body looks and feels without adding numbers into the mix, stupid numbers and their stupid imaginary conotations.
End rant, sorry.
Mindy Bares All
05-03-2011, 12:55 PM
Last night, I realized just how funny phone sex and sexting are. Good thing we were sexting, because I couldn't keep from laughing, this time. Best part- the boy's a lefty so he was jacking off with his left hand and texting me with his right. LOL. Wish I could've seen it. ;D
It's amazing the silly things we do when we're horny. ;)
LexyNYC
05-03-2011, 02:29 PM
I had a date with this guy yesterday and I reallyyyyy want to be with him. But he's got 2 kids, pretty sure he just wanted to get some, pretty sure he just wants to get some from every girl and every girl is willing to give it to him sooo it'll never work between us =[ I'm sad cause I usually don't genuinely like people but I really like him. Maybe I only like him because I know I can't have him. *cries into pillow*
*Jade*Love
05-03-2011, 04:54 PM
Sprinkles Cupcakes is slowly ruining my life. My SO brought home six, yes SIX cupcakes this wknd and they've been torturing me ever since. I've taken several bites out of each, stared at them, opened the fridge to look at them and then put them back, invited my sister over to have some and took more bites..OMG it's driving me crazy! They are just too damn good. My advice to those who live in socal is: if you haven't been to Sprinkles, never go. Ever. Once you find out how good they are you just can't stop :(
Mindy Bares All
05-03-2011, 08:59 PM
Sometimes, I really want to share my photography with you guys, but all of the stuff I have online is connected to my real name/life. :(
4everresolutions
05-03-2011, 09:20 PM
Aw! Can you post it on another image hosting site for a short while and send us a direct link? You could make it private or password protected so no one else would stumble upon it, then take it down in a few weeks.
Mindy Bares All
05-03-2011, 09:50 PM
^^^ Now there's an idea. :)
ZePeanut
05-04-2011, 12:20 AM
I was actually surprised when my #1 regular for years stopped coming into see me when I started dating him.
DAMN IT=\
chanzep
05-04-2011, 05:45 AM
I wana stop taking my birth control pill, but its the only thing that controls my acne, ive been taking it 10 yrs now:( dont know what to do don't want acne again its too much!
Anastasia Foxx
05-04-2011, 09:29 AM
I am so aggravated at the moment. This is ridiculous.
!
Oh, and I love these new Green Giant individual steamers! So yummy
Mindy Bares All
05-04-2011, 10:33 AM
I keep telling myself to snap out of it! But I feel unhappy more than I feel happy. And that's obviously not healthy. I've been depressed off & on for over a year now. I just can't cope with stuff I should be able to get through... :( I just want to feel normal again.
This used to be me. If it's as bad as you think it is, get help. Don't put it off.
kaiarose
05-04-2011, 01:34 PM
Woo hoo!! Boys can't see this!! I confess that I'm quite happy about this. I had someone come and visit me from this site and they started bringing up things I wrote in here. I didn't like that at all.. Oh and he was incredibly cheap. I got him in for free, got him into VIP for $100 (none of that went to me btw..) for 3 hours and wasted alot of time with him, only to barely make $200. Let me tell ya, he was grabby as well... Ahhh felt good to get that off my chest!
DesuvsDeath
05-04-2011, 02:10 PM
^I'm so nosey. Lol
I'm reading it going "whoisit?whoisit?whoisit?whoisit?"
Kellydancer
05-04-2011, 02:15 PM
Woo hoo!! Boys can't see this!! I confess that I'm quite happy about this. I had someone come and visit me from this site and they started bringing up things I wrote in here. I didn't like that at all.. Oh and he was incredibly cheap. I got him in for free, got him into VIP for $100 (none of that went to me btw..) for 3 hours and wasted alot of time with him, only to barely make $200. Let me tell ya, he was grabby as well... Ahhh felt good to get that off my chest!
Wow. Is it a regular poster? I too am glad ladies only can be viewed only be ladies.
kaiarose
05-04-2011, 02:29 PM
Wow. Is it a regular poster? I too am glad ladies only can be viewed only be ladies.
Yep... I will give a hint : They're screen name has an animal in it ;)
Kellydancer
05-04-2011, 02:54 PM
Yep... I will give a hint : They're screen name has an animal in it ;)
I had a feeling that's who you meant. I have exchanged pms back and forth with the person you mention and it was mentioned they met you.
DesuvsDeath
05-04-2011, 04:26 PM
Seriously, though... who brings up things you wrote on on the internet when they meet you?
Oh hallo Kaia, in order to prepare for our visit, I've taken the liberty of researching you on Stripperweb. Now then... *reaches into bag to pull out print outs* I see here that you've been working here for 5 years, start in September of 2006. Have you ever considered working elsewhere? Like my hotel room!?!?!?!?!?!
Kellydancer
05-04-2011, 04:31 PM
I think this is why would be reluctant to date a man off this site. While I talk to many via pms and they seem cool, the reality is most of them are customers and I am a retired stripper so there's always going to be something that makes it obvious if that makes sense. Actually, I would be a little reluctant to date men that I know frequent clubs. I am not surprised when people bring up things from the internet because I've seen people mention things I've posted from a year or so ago.
ZePeanut
05-04-2011, 05:05 PM
I really really really hope this club hires me tonight...
kaiarose
05-04-2011, 05:10 PM
Seriously, though... who brings up things you wrote on on the internet when they meet you?
Oh hallo Kaia, in order to prepare for our visit, I've taken the liberty of researching you on Stripperweb. Now then... *reaches into bag to pull out print outs* I see here that you've been working here for 5 years, start in September of 2006. Have you ever considered working elsewhere? Like my hotel room!?!?!?!?!?!
LMAO!!!! He even told me "don't you even TRY to use any of those techniques in Hustle Hut on me." Lordy... Well, yep, loving this new privacy!! ;D
sananeko
05-04-2011, 05:22 PM
Now I want to know who your talking about.. I don't pay much attention to the names around here..
charlie61
05-04-2011, 05:57 PM
Woo hoo!! Boys can't see this!! I confess that I'm quite happy about this. I had someone come and visit me from this site and they started bringing up things I wrote in here. I didn't like that at all.. Oh and he was incredibly cheap. I got him in for free, got him into VIP for $100 (none of that went to me btw..) for 3 hours and wasted alot of time with him, only to barely make $200. Let me tell ya, he was grabby as well... Ahhh felt good to get that off my chest!
Barftastic. And hardly surprising.
kaiarose
05-04-2011, 05:58 PM
I don't want to sound mean or anything either, ladies but I hooked this guy up!! And I didn't even get a thank you for any of it so...
And I've met Tdonuts from here and let me say he was super awesome!
charlie61
05-04-2011, 06:00 PM
I don't want to sound mean or anything either, ladies but I hooked this guy up!! And I didn't even get a thank you for any of it so...
And I've met Tdonuts from here and let me say he was super awesome!
Nothing you said sounds mean, or even in the same neighborhood as mean. Kind of just sounds like the truth.
DesuvsDeath
05-04-2011, 06:04 PM
You don't sound mean at all. If I hooked someone UP I'd expect a whole lot more than $200. I'd expect $200 just for getting them in the club for free.
LMAO!!!! He even told me "don't you even TRY to use any of those techniques in Hustle Hut on me." Lordy... Well, yep, loving this new privacy!! ;D
Omg. UGH.
When people start in with that "I know how strippers work" nonsense... I just cut them off with "Shut up and buy a dance, ******!" LOL <--- self censored.
I TOTALLY would've done that to him.
It's so funny, they always think I'm joking and they're like "Ohh, I guess we better get back there then! <333" LOLOLOLOL
(Seriously, this is why I rarely post anything other than common sense in HH... no one should ever try MOST of the things I do.)
*Jade*Love
05-04-2011, 06:25 PM
LMAO!!!! He even told me "don't you even TRY to use any of those techniques in Hustle Hut on me." Lordy... Well, yep, loving this new privacy!! ;D
Wow. You'd think after his extensive research on everything you've ever posted he'd have read somewhere along the way all about how we don't like grabby, cheap, douchey customers, lol.
charlie61
05-04-2011, 07:23 PM
I have been sucking at moderating OW. I didn't realize how much work taking on that board would be. So sorry to all of you ladies who have been disappointed by my lack of involvement there. With my new job and going through training, I just haven't had the mental energy to handle it.
We're working on getting that situation fixed--soon!
Woo hoo!! Boys can't see this!! I confess that I'm quite happy about this. I had someone come and visit me from this site and they started bringing up things I wrote in here. I didn't like that at all.. Oh and he was incredibly cheap. I got him in for free, got him into VIP for $100 (none of that went to me btw..) for 3 hours and wasted alot of time with him, only to barely make $200. Let me tell ya, he was grabby as well... Ahhh felt good to get that off my chest!
That sucks! You'd think that a guy from here would know that we're at work to make money. What a dick. >:(
4everresolutions
05-05-2011, 12:05 AM
Charlie - would it be allowed to have a "Post Trip Reports Here" thread, like the Blue side has, but instead about us dancers view of meeting the bluesers? I know several ladies have met several guys from SW and I'd like to hear stories about who is great to meet, and who it might be better to avoid. Plus it's just fun to read!
charlie61
05-05-2011, 06:37 AM
^ Why not just have a thread of that in Ladies Only? LO is now invisible to blues and pinks with under 20 posts.
princessjas
05-05-2011, 06:47 AM
I think I'm dating again. I went out to dinner with the new boy and had a great time. The more time I spend with him the more I like him.
Charlie - would it be allowed to have a "Post Trip Reports Here" thread, like the Blue side has, but instead about us dancers view of meeting the bluesers? I know several ladies have met several guys from SW and I'd like to hear stories about who is great to meet, and who it might be better to avoid. Plus it's just fun to read!
I like this idea, but am leery of it. Most of you know Daddy is a reg here. he has met a certain ex-member who wasn't his type (she's curvy like me and he normally likes stick thin). She totally flamed him on another board for only spending a couple of hundred on her and then spending the rest of the night on a girl more to his taste.....thhen the story got embellished till it was ridiculous. Not his fault at all, everyone is allowed preferences.....it just makes me worry this might turn into a dramafest.
Susan-Va
05-05-2011, 07:04 AM
Tonight I'm going to tell my husband that I want a divorce.
princessjas
05-05-2011, 07:13 AM
Tonight I'm going to tell my husband that I want a divorce.
Congrats and good vibes going your way! It is a hard road, but you'll come out a stronger and happier woman!
Mindy Bares All
05-05-2011, 02:05 PM
I like myself. I love myself, even.
But last night, I broke down and cried for two hours about how it feels like no men like/want me. I just couldn't stop crying. I have no friends here, save one. And I haven't had a boyfriend since my sophomore year in high school. Finally, I actually want one, and I can't find a decent guy.
All the guys that show interest in me are way too old/married, interested in just sex/ look like Pauly D, or fat and ugly.
Worst yet-- I honestly have NO CLUE of where to meet people. For friends and for a potential mate. And quickly I'm growing tired of online dating. Ugh.
It's hard to keep convincing yourself that you're a catch, when no one else seems to think so.
Kellydancer
05-05-2011, 02:16 PM
I like myself. I love myself, even.
But last night, I broke down and cried for two hours about how it feels like no men like/want me. I just couldn't stop crying. I have no friends here, save one. And I haven't had a boyfriend since my sophomore year in high school. Finally, I actually want one, and I can't find a decent guy.
All the guys that show interest in me are way too old/married, interested in just sex/ look like Pauly D, or fat and ugly.
Worst yet-- I honestly have NO CLUE of where to meet people. For friends and for a potential mate. And quickly I'm growing tired of online dating. Ugh.
It's hard to keep convincing yourself that you're a catch, when no one else seems to think so.
This is sad Mindy, but I know how you feel. Too bad you don't live by me because I'm finding a few places with single men. I agree with you about online dating, way too many losers. The guys I like reject me and the guys who contact me for the most part, ugh. I get obese men, old men, married men, and men with kids (though my profile states no dads). The single men around my age (I look for 35-50 or so I am 40) often reject me for "too old" and because "I am going through menopause" (a lie).
Mindy Bares All
05-05-2011, 02:20 PM
This is sad Mindy, but I know how you feel. Too bad you don't live by me because I'm finding a few places with single men. I agree with you about online dating, way too many losers. The guys I like reject me and the guys who contact me for the most part, ugh. I get obese men, old men, married men, and men with kids (though my profile states no dads). The single men around my age (I look for 35-50 or so I am 40) often reject me for "too old" and because "I am going through menopause" (a lie).
:)
I wish we lived closer too. Through the things you post, I really feel like we're cut from the same cloth, you know?
It's only slightly comforting that I'm not the only one. But still, I would NEVER wish this feeling on ANYONE. EVER.
Kisca
05-05-2011, 02:28 PM
I like myself. I love myself, even.
But last night, I broke down and cried for two hours about how it feels like no men like/want me. I just couldn't stop crying. I have no friends here, save one. And I haven't had a boyfriend since my sophomore year in high school. Finally, I actually want one, and I can't find a decent guy.
All the guys that show interest in me are way too old/married, interested in just sex/ look like Pauly D, or fat and ugly.
Worst yet-- I honestly have NO CLUE of where to meet people. For friends and for a potential mate. And quickly I'm growing tired of online dating. Ugh.
It's hard to keep convincing yourself that you're a catch, when no one else seems to think so.
Aw that made me sad reading that! Dont say that about yourself, youre a pretty girl with an awesome personality, dont kick yourself! Dont jugde yourself downwards, but upwards, dont give those assholes a time of day and let them know this is you, you are good and deserve a good guy! Im on a online dating site, even though you MAY not meet the perfect guy there will be normal guys out there, go out and have fun. Dont let the guy think your not good, dont let yourself feel that way! Have an ice-cream movie day and treat yourself! Hope you get better girly :)