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Mindy Bares All
05-20-2011, 09:01 PM
It bothers me, not that my SO looks at porn, but that he looks at UGLY GIRLS.
Why does he care enough to look at other women... who look. like. shit?
The phrase is "Pearls before swine..."
Kellydancer
05-20-2011, 10:08 PM
I feel somewhat down now. I had been talking to a guy on a dating site and he sounded good. He liked the same things and was into athletic girls who play sports which I do. I sent him a long message and he responded back stating he lost interest in meeting me because he doesn't think we have enough in common.
This is why I hate online dating, the guys I like don't like me and the repulsive ugly fat men love me. Sometimes I feel I'll end up marrying the most repulsive guy I can find and be miserable or be alone.
Spinnerette
05-20-2011, 11:58 PM
I confess I'm starting to drink too much again. I am glad that it's shit I don't have to chug. It tastes great.
_Avery_
05-21-2011, 06:06 PM
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Susan-Va
05-22-2011, 06:30 AM
I really need to stop drinking.
4everresolutions
05-22-2011, 07:26 PM
Was it the pill? I've heard it just doesn't work for some women.
Sorry babe, that sucks.
Good luck with it all!
Kellydancer
05-22-2011, 07:30 PM
That really sucks. While I'd be thrilled to have that happen now, in my 20's it would be a nightmare. I've never taken the pill (I can't) but have heard more women who got pregnant with it than any other form of birth control.
4everresolutions
05-22-2011, 09:04 PM
^ *hugs!*
Get this cleared up, and if you can try and figure out a way to get that IUD. Even if you gotta take a few days to bus it down to Sacramento, I think the investment in yourself is worth it.
Kellydancer
05-22-2011, 09:08 PM
I want to confess 4ever showed me a photo of her and she is very beautiful.
4everresolutions
05-22-2011, 09:20 PM
^Aw, Thank you! You just gave me a Happy!
4everresolutions
05-22-2011, 09:35 PM
I have to confess that I'm getting more and more pissed off by many of the blue contributers. It's getting the point that I don't enjoy this forum much anymore when they post in any topic I'm subscribed to.
I know there's an ignore feature, but still.....
Mindy Bares All
05-22-2011, 09:38 PM
I have to confess that I'm getting more and more pissed off by many of the blue contributers. It's getting the point that I don't enjoy this forum much anymore when they post in any topic I'm subscribed to.
I know there's an ignore feature, but still.....
No, I totally agree.
_Avery_
05-23-2011, 04:25 PM
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4everresolutions
05-23-2011, 06:12 PM
^ I confess that I find it amazing that you have regulars who will buy you such awesome stuff! You go girl!
Christany
05-23-2011, 06:17 PM
I know there's an ignore feature, but still.....
This is why I'm so glad there's finally a Ladies Only. (I just now noticed it actually). For the most part I like how there's a lot of action on the front, because it keeps things interesting for the attention span. But it's nice to have a small space for just 5 minutes of woo-sah.
Also, I confess I ran into my ex this weekend. }:D
God he's so fucking hot.
noelle
05-24-2011, 10:17 AM
Huuuuuuge sigh of relief. I got a job and they want me to start tomorrow. It will be so wonderful to get out of the house and make some money... especially since my husband and I are about to go into debt and he doesn't want me to dance anymore.
_Avery_
05-24-2011, 01:48 PM
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kaiarose
05-24-2011, 01:58 PM
^ You haven't signed anything, have you?? You shouldn't feel like you "have" to do something because you don't want to disappoint someone. I'm sure they have a backup plan. If you don't feel right about this Avery and you feel like they're portraying you negatively then back out now! I can always talk to Micheal and explain to him the situation.
DesuvsDeath
05-24-2011, 02:45 PM
Edited for Avery's privacy
_Avery_
05-24-2011, 03:11 PM
I'm messaging her right now about everything and telling her exactly how I feel and that I might not be the right person for all of this....
see if that changes anything at all. If not, I can't do this.
DesuvsDeath
05-24-2011, 03:21 PM
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_Avery_
05-24-2011, 03:25 PM
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Thank you for your help and input. <3
DesuvsDeath
05-24-2011, 03:31 PM
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_Avery_
05-24-2011, 03:41 PM
Thanks for letting me vent.
We'll see where everything goes.
mediocrity
05-24-2011, 06:45 PM
After last night's clusterfuck, I realize this new career is way, way harder than I ever gave credit for. I ended up consoling a crying girl last night who is being worked so much she was falling asleep in her chair on the floor. Initially, I thought she had been drugged because she kept nodding out.
Poor baby. I hate it when girls say "I'm parading my naked body for $[low amount of money because she is new and shy] because I want to pay for school and it makes me feel cheap.". I'm really bad with comforting and emotions- hopefully I will learn as I go because I felt like I was in uncharted territory.
Ugh this would be easier if I was warm and fuzzy.
GlitterBexie
05-24-2011, 06:46 PM
Im proud of myself :-) Feel like im actually breaking the spell :-) Im going to do this :-) Even though im being a bad girl in some ways...hehehe
Tonight I intentionally kicked a beer into a dude's lap that had been irritating me all night. It was a satisfying way to end a shitty Tuesday.
ScarlettJanuary
05-25-2011, 12:32 AM
Tonight I intentionally kicked a beer into a dude's lap that had been irritating me all night. It was a satisfying way to end a shitty Tuesday.
*sigh* ^That would be oh so satisfying right now.
I just wrote a pretty long confession and for some reason when I went to post it the server told me my message was "too short" and the whole thing was gone. WTmotherfu%kinF?!
Here we go again.
I confess: I'm lonely, despite having friends...I've ALWAYS felt alone.
I'm obsessed with Lindsay Lohan. I'm also newly obsessed with SW.
Sometimes I think there must be something wrong with me that I like stripping, cuz it's something that most people think of as degrading/dirty/slutty/insert derogatory word of choice here.
I secretly have a brief moment of terror when I see that Tempest or DesuvsDeath have responded to one of my comments or threads cuz I'm scared they might tear me a new asshole...but, lucky me, I'm still rockin' my "one asshole only" status! ;)
My current boy toy is on his way over to install my new pole....but I really hope he doesn't wanna have sex cuz I'm just not really feelin' him any more.
Did I mention I'm lonely...yeah. I'm lonely.
kaiarose
05-25-2011, 06:17 AM
Ever since I got boobs I've been eating everything! I have probably gained 5 lbs that I didn't need and it's all gone to my tummy :( I keep telling myself that as long as my stomach isn't bigger than my tits than it's all good. I know it's not. I need to get into tiptop shape dammit!
Mindy Bares All
05-25-2011, 07:06 PM
Ever since I got boobs I've been eating everything! I have probably gained 5 lbs that I didn't need and it's all gone to my tummy :( I keep telling myself that as long as my stomach isn't bigger than my tits than it's all good. I know it's not. I need to get into tiptop shape dammit!
Your body is probably still trying to recover from the surgery.
It's not the same, but when I had my wisdom teeth taken out-- after I could manage solid food again, I wanted to eat everything that didn't eat me first. And I did gain some weight from that. But I just started running again and the weight just slid right off.
It's only 5lbs, and you'll be able to shed it easily. You know the problem, and you can now take steps to fix it. :)
Mindy Bares All
05-25-2011, 07:10 PM
My mom just told me that my PERFECT COUSIN is pregnant-- 3 months along. I look up to her so much, and I think she's perfect in every way, including her perfect seven year relationship that lead to her perfect marriage.
I don't want kids. And for her to want children, and for her to be with child, makes her less perfect in my eyes. And I feel like I'm losing her and her husband as friends, to this yet unborn baby.
I actually cried when I found out.
I'm so fucking sick of babies and kids and children and teens.
GlitterBexie
05-25-2011, 08:31 PM
Bollocks....i fancy him....bugger.
DesuvsDeath
05-25-2011, 08:46 PM
I secretly have a brief moment of terror when I see that Tempest or DesuvsDeath have responded to one of my comments or threads cuz I'm scared they might tear me a new asshole...but, lucky me, I'm still rockin' my "one asshole only" status! ;)
Awww. Don't be scurred! We're really quite nice... especially Tempest.
I don't often tear people new assholes unless they post something really, REALLY dumb. <3
Even then... it' a 50/50 chance I'll just LOL at you via comment.
ScarlettJanuary
05-26-2011, 03:39 PM
Awww. Don't be scurred! We're really quite nice... especially Tempest.
I don't often tear people new assholes unless they post something really, REALLY dumb. <3
Even then... it' a 50/50 chance I'll just LOL at you via comment.
*sigh of relief* Lol. :)
So, I confess, I'm still getting a hang of the acronyms used on this site. (When I first joined I couldn't even figure out what "SW" stood for :blush:. Haha.) Sooooo, I just realized that SO probably stands for "significant other" when all along I've been reading it as "sex object"! ;D
DesuvsDeath
05-26-2011, 04:54 PM
^Sex Object is probably equally as accurate in my case. ;D
I confess that I'm super pissed off that all the posts from Other Work about using paypals with your 'work name' are completely fucking misleading and useless... and now getting my money out of that account is going to be this giant undertaking.
I'd rather have just used my real paypal and had the guy know my real name than go through all this bullshit.
DesuvsDeath
05-26-2011, 06:53 PM
all of the advice about paypal in OW that I've seen is "don't ever, ever use it." what are you having troubles with?
Oh it's retarded, I'll PM you about it.
And I was referring to the advice from those who DO use it.
LexyNYC
05-27-2011, 12:14 PM
This morning I had sex with this rich guy that I really liked and when we were done, he gave me money. I told him not to. Said I didn't want it. He ended up slipping it in my purse and I saw it when I got in my car. I guess that makes me a prostitute.
I would have and intended to do him for free but I'm not gonna lie, it's kind of crazy to think that I've been having sex for free all this time when there's guys like him around that will give me thousands each time for it.
kaiarose
05-27-2011, 12:32 PM
^ Did you meet him at the club?? And how much did he give you??
<-------Nosey
LexyNYC
05-27-2011, 12:52 PM
Yeah I did. And $2500
kaiarose
05-27-2011, 01:00 PM
Damn! Well thanks for answering me :)
LexyNYC
05-27-2011, 01:29 PM
no problemo =]
Anastasia Foxx
05-27-2011, 01:42 PM
I confess that I actually enjoy talking to our club junkie. She's dumb as a bag of hair and she knows it and owns it, and she says the funniest things EVAR!
Last night, she was telling me about inflatable sheep, because "I need to talk about something cuz I'm so dope sick and don't wanna go find a hit." <3
Then she asked me for the name of a good song by the Who, so I said "Baba O'Reilly." She heard "Barber O'Highly" and promptly requested it from the DJ.
OMG, she makes me LOL and I really hope she manages to get clean and stay that way, just because . . .
_Avery_
05-27-2011, 02:38 PM
Yeah I did. And $2500
Hell yeah girl!
Damn, that makes me not wanna be married...lol
LexyNYC
05-27-2011, 02:45 PM
^It makes me want to become an escort. I thought stripping was easy money but that has opened my eyes to what I've been missing. I'm just going to keep telling myself that he was the exception and not the rule to how 'johns' (is that the right term? idk) are.
_Avery_
05-27-2011, 04:53 PM
^^Why not do both?
--
My confession today:
I've been on a complete junk food binge today.
I ate a greasy McDonald's cheeseburger. The first one I've ate in MONTHS...like, 6 months maybe. I am now finishing off this bag of Chips Ahoy. :(
I've just been completely stressed lately, and today, life just fucked me again.
If I could, I would have just drank the day away, but obviously can't do that.
So I stuffed my fat face with all these fattening foods. Now I just created another regret in my life. At least these cookies are gone, so I don't have to worry about eating anymore of them. :/
and I've at least learned that eating crap doesn't make shitty times in life any better..lol :/
MistyRose
05-27-2011, 05:02 PM
I confess I'm dumb for thinking I can buy Nutella and eat just a spoon. I ate HALF A JAR. Luckily, the small jar, but...still. HALF A JAR? SRLSY?
*sigh*
LexyNYC
05-27-2011, 05:04 PM
^ I have a hard enough time letting customers get close to me at the club, I would never be able to let strangers have sex with me. I'm really stuck up and think 99.98 percent of men aren't worthy of being in my presence, let alone fucking me.
This guy was in that small .02 percent and I realllllllly like him but he's going back to London today. He'll be back here in 3 weeks and hopefully we hang out again but I'm not holding my breath. =[
And I lol'd at "At least these cookies are gone, so I don't have to worry about eating anymore of them." I think we've all had those days but you'll burn them off in no time at work so no biggie.
4everresolutions
05-27-2011, 05:12 PM
I confess I'm dumb for thinking I can buy Nutella and eat just a spoon. I ate HALF A JAR. Luckily, the small jar, but...still. HALF A JAR? SRLSY?
*sigh*
WHY does that stuff have to taste so GOOD!
Blame the Nutella! lol!
MistyRose
05-27-2011, 05:21 PM
WHY does that stuff have to taste so GOOD!
Blame the Nutella! lol!
LOL, in all honesty, the only one to blame is my lack of discipline. I once got pissed at my mom because she told me being fat is a character flaw. Come to think of it...she has a bit of a point there, even if tangential.
But Nutella DOES taste soooooooooo good!
Mindy Bares All
05-27-2011, 05:32 PM
^It makes me want to become an escort. I thought stripping was easy money but that has opened my eyes to what I've been missing. I'm just going to keep telling myself that he was the exception and not the rule to how 'johns' (is that the right term? idk) are.
Shiiiiiiiit. I'm sure all of us have thought about it.
And I'm not sure if that does make you a prostitute. He GAVE you the money, even after you refused it. I think that if you had ASKED for the money, that would make you one....