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firemaiden04
04-24-2010, 06:24 PM
I've been seeing this guy for a few weeks, and I fucked him on Tuesday night after I found out I'd been fired from my club. This was the first new guy I've fucked in years. The LAST time I fucked a guy for the first time, it was my ex Noah and we were together for about 2 years. That happened in October 2007. Recently, I'd also been sleeping with a good friend of mine, but Jon and I had been friends-with-benefits back in 2006, so I wasn't adding to my numbers. This new guy is just that: a NEW guy. Met him a few weeks ago through mutual friends. And for some reason, the whole discovery phase is scaring the shit out of me. I don't know this guy like I knew my ex Noah, or like I know Jon. I'm constantly finding out new things about him. I don't know what he would be like in a movie theater, or out at a bar, or home chilling. And everyone's telling me, "Ooooh, the discovery phase is the most exciting part of a relationship." Then why the fuck am I not excited? This whole not-knowing-shit-about-him thing is scaring the hell out of me. He's a great guy, and there seems to be some long-term potential there, but...I don't know. I'm afraid I'm subconsciously using him. Not quite sure how or why, but still, the feeling is there. And I'm so terrified of this whole discovery thing I can't wrap my head around anything else. I'm scared there will be some terrible quirk that I can't stand that's about to surface. Why the fuck is this bothering me so much?
M3wlove
04-25-2010, 12:56 AM
i dont ever want to have kids. ive felt this since i was little, and its funny that my parents have no memories of me playing mommy.
i snuck into a few casinos at atlantic city when i was 17 and played the slot machines :D
Su Su
04-25-2010, 07:04 AM
Hahahha I played slot machines before I was 18..
Though I did turn 18 2 weeks ago.
Anyway, I have a crush on this 35 year old.
We just have stuff in common!
Though he does live in another city, guess that doesn't count as anything :P
a guy was on shrooms at work last night. He mooned me, so I grabbed the straw out of his drink and stuck in his ass, I poked it right between his butt cheeks really deep, and he then pulled it out and stuck it in his mouth. Pretty sick, but very entertaining.
Glamgirl
04-25-2010, 09:23 AM
My friend has pissed me off!
It is my very best friend's sons christening today and she has known about it for weeks and i text her today to tell her what time im picking her up. She texts back for me to tell my friend she cant make it!!!!!!!
I know for a fact she is going to a food and drink show today and she had planned to go to that after the ceremony. I thought that was pretty rude of her!! She couldve txt my friend to let HER know but yet shes texts ME so i have to tell her she cant go!!!
My best friend isnt really bothered as she doesnt really like her much but its still not the point!
mediocrity
04-25-2010, 09:34 AM
a guy was on shrooms at work last night. He mooned me, so I grabbed the straw out of his drink and stuck in his ass, I poked it right between his butt cheeks really deep, and he then pulled it out and stuck it in his mouth. Pretty sick, but very entertaining.
Only you could pull this off.
Last night, I bled a guy dry with my hustle buddy and then at the end when he asked for a date, I told him I was married. It was fun to see all the hope drain out of his eyes. Haha.
Only you could pull this off.
Last night, I bled a guy dry with my hustle buddy and then at the end when he asked for a date, I told him I was married. It was fun to see all the hope drain out of his eyes. Haha.
I know! It is fun to totally destroy a guy's hopes and dreams. :D
I hooked up with a DIFFERENT rich doctor and he was making funny Zoolander faces the whole time.
Glamgirl
04-25-2010, 10:10 AM
Like this?
http://graysmatter.codivation.com/content/binary/zoolander_face.jpg
Yeah, but with the mouth open. LMAO!
Glamgirl
04-25-2010, 10:28 AM
Now the friend is posting pics on fb saying how shes had a fab day!!!!! Thats not on at all!
Miss_McKenna
04-25-2010, 01:06 PM
^^ Thats totally out of order. I had a friend like that and after one too many bitch-moments I was like 'its the curb for you, chica'
Glamgirl
04-25-2010, 01:08 PM
Yea its nothing to do with me but it still pisses me off!
mediocrity
04-25-2010, 01:13 PM
I never understood why people got irritated with me for sleeping so long until I got married to the sleepiest person on the planet. I now get it. What a revolution. Its 80 degrees, not humid at all, and beautiful! I want to go out and play!
Glamgirl
04-25-2010, 01:28 PM
Yeah, but with the mouth open. LMAO!
Haha the first guy i slept with sounded like he was crying when he came;D
jennsweet
04-25-2010, 01:34 PM
lol, my bf right now cums and it sounds like a lion.... lol, like srsly ~tone it down, and try not to hurt yourself lol
charlie61
04-25-2010, 01:36 PM
^LOL!!
fay honeywill
04-25-2010, 02:17 PM
i love animals and i love my dog but sometimes he annoys me so much i want to kick him. i feel bad for even having thoughts about abusing my dog, but sometimes i just want him to get out of my face when im angry, i know he cares and is trying to make me feel better but there's that thought that crosses my mind about how i'd really just like to kick him.
ok god i feel like a bad person and a weirdo, i think of my dog is a real person. i also think im starting to lose it.
and kelly: i want to do the same thing, i can't get back at my ex cause he's too far but i just want to fuck a guy over from being so hurt from the ex. so i feel ya.
OMG. this is so funny i nearly fell out of bed laughing...the more i read it, the more i laugh. I love pets but know how you feel, my boyfriend makes me feel like that sometimes :)
jennsweet
04-25-2010, 05:25 PM
RAWR!!
Kellydancer
04-25-2010, 05:48 PM
Here's my confession and it's pretty cheesy. Even though I own both shows on DVD, I watched both the Brady Bunch and the Partridge Family on tv this afternoon and never miss them on tv. I am a pretty hip person, yet I absolutely love these silly wholesome sitcoms from my childhood.
Actually here's another, more "adult" confession. I like this one guy but not sure if/when he'll get his act together. I love him, but am not going to wait around for him. Instead, I have another friend who wants a FWB situation but doesn't want a relationship with me, nor do I want one with him. Instead we are talking about the possibility about either mutual masturbation or oral sex. Did I mention that the guy I really like has an aversion to oral sex yet I love it? Yep, that's another thing he has to work through. If I do this I will not have intercourse because I am saving that for a serious relationship (as in engagment). Why wait around for a guy who may never come around?
rubyredlipsss
04-25-2010, 06:03 PM
ok if we're gonna do a cheesy confession: i still watch roseanne whenever it's on tv...which is a lot. and i get mad when it's supposed to be on and isn't. i've probably seen every episode like 300 times but god damnit if i don't get to watch an episode at least 4 times a week i am not a happy camper.
M3wlove
04-25-2010, 06:26 PM
once i told the friends i was hanging out with that i had to go home, but really i went to sleep with a cute guy id wanted to have sex with for months. one of them was a judgemental person, so i didnt feel bad at all for leaving xD
miablossom
04-25-2010, 06:38 PM
I have my first audition tomorrow. To prepare, I've been wearing thongs for the past couple of days. They bothered me SO much at first but now it feels odd not to wear one and not feel something between my ass hahaha! I'm becoming stripperfied.
Zinaida
04-25-2010, 08:05 PM
LOL!!! The things we must do for our jobs... :D
rubyredlipsss
04-25-2010, 08:58 PM
when i was first preparing for my audition i was messing around in my heels in my plush carpet and kept falling. it got quite frustrating but definitely prepared me to walk around the club with complete ease.
okay i have a new confession: today i'm feeling pretty angry and aggressive and it's my ex's birthday today and i feel like sending him a really really nasty email or leave a really nasty voice-mail. i thought i was at peace with our break-up but apparently i am not. all i want to do is give him a big kick in the balls and tell him how fucked up he is and how used he made me feel and how much he broke me down. i also want to tell his new girlfriend i hope he leaves her conniving ass for trying to make me feel bad about trying to maintain a friendship with him (when i thought he was a good guy) now i'm off to cry for like the 4th night in a row. god damnit.
i also feel like breaking everything in sight. i just wanna smash all my dishes in hopes of getting this anger that's boiling inside me.
when i was first preparing for my audition i was messing around in my heels in my plush carpet and kept falling. it got quite frustrating but definitely prepared me to walk around the club with complete ease.
okay i have a new confession: today i'm feeling pretty angry and aggressive and it's my ex's birthday today and i feel like sending him a really really nasty email or leave a really nasty voice-mail. i thought i was at peace with our break-up but apparently i am not. all i want to do is give him a big kick in the balls and tell him how fucked up he is and how used he made me feel and how much he broke me down. i also want to tell his new girlfriend i hope he leaves her conniving ass for trying to make me feel bad about trying to maintain a friendship with him (when i thought he was a good guy) now i'm off to cry for like the 4th night in a row. god damnit.
i also feel like breaking everything in sight. i just wanna smash all my dishes in hopes of getting this anger that's boiling inside me.
It's not easy, but you need to learn to let go of it. Why waste your energy on this? What will come out of it? You need to get something positive out of this, so here's what worked for me: Ball up all that anger and negative energy inside you and focus intensely on a goal. Whether it is saving X amount of dollars, working out everyday (my personal favorite goal) or eating healthy, just something that will improve your life. Use your hate and pain to fuel your energy and drive towards something positive.
jennsweet
04-25-2010, 09:17 PM
ya stay strong ruby... ~move on and focus that energy into positive stuff
rubyredlipsss
04-25-2010, 09:18 PM
i know. it's why i'm not going to. i keep thinking i'm over it and then boom it hits me one day and i get upset all over again. i'm going to start a running routine again and focus on the positive things i need to do in my life. i've debated internally about emailing him but like you said what am i going to get out of it? nothing, if anything it would just make me feel worse. i need to focus on me. thank you for the supporting words of encouragement.
jennsweet
04-25-2010, 09:18 PM
and fuck him... he'll get what he deserves eventually (u dont have to be the one giving him what he deserves)
Zinaida
04-26-2010, 12:05 AM
I just now almost bitched out my ex via text for similar reasons but I just put my phone down and told myself to let it go. It's not worth it, it wouldn't be conducive to moving on. Oh and btw; I hate men. I think I am going to change my name to I hate men. "Hi, I'm Ihatemen."
Athenathefabulous
04-26-2010, 04:13 AM
I think I am going to change my name to I hate men. "Hi, I'm Ihatemen."
lol! :rotfl:
Violet_Dawn
04-27-2010, 02:53 PM
i thought about dancing for a) the money and b) a way to get male attn while the FH is deployed
i wish i had a figure like christina hendricks, esp. the boobs. and the hair.
sxcbbw
04-28-2010, 07:55 AM
I was secretly glad when my boyfriend cancelled yesterday because I felt too sluggish to clean up. >_<
firemaiden04
05-02-2010, 02:15 PM
I did something REALLY REALLY bad last night, and I don't fucking regret it in the least. Neither does the other person involved, AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. We're both going straight to hell. But it was fucking WORTH IT.
charlie61
05-02-2010, 02:26 PM
^ You must share!!!!!!!!!
Kellydancer
05-02-2010, 03:14 PM
Here's a confession I only shared with one other person because it sounds more risque then it is. Basically that I learned oral sex from my cousin's stepbrother.
Let me explain further. I met him at the wedding of my aunt (dad's sister) and his father (my now uncle by marriage). We were the same age (17) and both were attractive teens (he looked like John Taylor of Duran Duran, my fantasy man as a teen). We spent all night at the wedding and later on decided to take a walk around the reception. We started teasing each other about stepping on each other's toes and we looked at each other and kissed and couldn't stop. I literally saw fireworks it was that explosive. I had never kissed such a hot guy. So later on we made plans to spend Sunday together.
So on Sunday he came over to my house to swim. We spent all day in the pool and he brought over his suit and towel. Later on when my parents had gone out for awhile we went downstairs and started kissing. He asked me to go all the way but I was afraid of getting pregnant because I was on the Cross Country team and practice started a couple of weeks later. When I declined, he goes "there's always oral". I told him I had never done it before and he showed me how to give a blow job without using my teeth. He then showed me how men can give me pleasure orally by playing with the clitoris. I have to admit I enjoyed all of this tremendously and couldn't wait to do it again with him.
Sadly, there never was another time. Because he didn't get what he really wanted (regular sex) he never came back. My family later told me he was a player and not to get involved (he stole my cousin's girlfriend). He later on did get a girl pregnant and was pretty much forced to marry her. He's since been married several times and is now fat and very unattractive. He also forgot the towel so it's now a towel used by my parents to cover their birds at all. Most importantly I learned a trick (and received a treat) that later boyfriends appreciated. ;D
inThePine
05-02-2010, 03:52 PM
^hey you got to learn sometime! I had this one cousin who would flash me all the time during our teen years, it was funny at first but then it just got old. And he would always tell me "if you weren't my cousin I'd make out with you." Haven't seen him in a long time though.
Anyway my confession is that I spent a beautiful day by myself today and took a short road trip to hike at a national park. But I spend all my time alone and I really want to make a conscious effort to put myself out there and make friends. I guess my real confession is that I am not tolerant enough of qualities I don't like in other people. Some people are doormats and will put up with anything; and I'm the exact opposite because I jump ship as soon as something happens that I'm not down with.
rubyredlipsss
05-02-2010, 04:34 PM
I did something REALLY REALLY bad last night, and I don't fucking regret it in the least. Neither does the other person involved, AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. We're both going straight to hell. But it was fucking WORTH IT.
yeah it's not called the confessions thread for nothing!! ;D
pixierocksonthepole
05-02-2010, 11:48 PM
I admit that I sometimes want to just tell my husband "I want to get pregnant, right now. I don't want to wait." But generally most of the time, I do want to wait. It's just those few fleeting moments that it seems to happen.
Su Su
05-04-2010, 08:34 AM
I kind of like this customer that I've been exchanging emails with (not my personal email).
He just seems different, honest from the other guys!!
But FUCK i shouldn't right?? Seeing someone you met during your work is just wrong...
Gotta focus of the game/job....
That is my confession for the day, ladies.
pixierocksonthepole
05-04-2010, 03:08 PM
I kind of like this customer that I've been exchanging emails with (not my personal email).
He just seems different, honest from the other guys!!
But FUCK i shouldn't right?? Seeing someone you met during your work is just wrong...
Gotta focus of the game/job....
That is my confession for the day, ladies.
hey when the chemistry is there it doesn't matter where you two met. I met my husband at the club when I was still dancing. ^_^
Sometimes it works :D
M3wlove
05-08-2010, 01:39 PM
the longest ive ever gone without sex is about 3 or 4 weeks..i just always had a close girl or guy friend (or 2 or 3 ;D) that i could hook up with and we'd have no awkwardness between us. i got out of a long term relationship awhile back and i have none of those friends anymore! my confession is im terribly horny and dont know what to do about it since casual hookups scare me. being a horny girl in springtime is a sad thing..
CKXXX
05-08-2010, 03:51 PM
I care more about animals than I do about humans. If I saw a person and a cat about to get hit by a car, you can bet I'd save the cat. There are literally only maybe 5 people I care about enough in this world to even START to consider liking them more than I like my cats. :O
Me too. Barring maybe a child...I'd run for the animal first.
Kellydancer
05-08-2010, 04:28 PM
I too would run for the animal before a person (except a child likely). Screw most people. I love animals more than people.
Baddabinggurl_80
05-08-2010, 06:02 PM
I had sex on a roommates bed once, couple years ago. Told the guy it was my room when it wasn't. That's it. I'm done. No more confessions until a few years later lol.
Kellydancer
05-08-2010, 08:58 PM
hey when the chemistry is there it doesn't matter where you two met. I met my husband at the club when I was still dancing. ^_^
Sometimes it works :D
Agreed. While we know it's a bad idea in most instances, there are exceptions to the rule. The one I love was a customer at a club I danced at many years ago. Unfortunately we are having problems (rather, he is due to a bad previous relationship). Right now I can only wait to see where it goes and pray we end up married.
asianlady
05-09-2010, 01:32 PM
my confession is I fuck my lover more than I tell my husband I doke knows I would bet but I like to keep him guessing my last lover we shared time to gether all of us this one is all mine they have not even met my lover is more jelous than my husband.
Glamgirl
05-09-2010, 01:59 PM
Every time i go out partying i always feel mega guilty the next day. Like i have done something wrong. I wasnt even drunk last night yet i feel really guilty about something and i dont know what! It is starting to put me off going out :(
Kellydancer
05-09-2010, 04:44 PM
Confession: I am extremely depressed right now because the guy I like is playing games. I thought for sure he was the one but he's treating me terribly. I know I should move on, but it's hard because I love him. Because of this, the idea of screwing over a random guy has returned and I can't stop this feeling.
I feel guilty posting this because I know it's wrong. I just hope I don't go through it. I'm just tired of being mistreated by men. I do know that next time I won't be so quick to fall. Let a guy really work to make me fall for him.
Su Su
05-16-2010, 06:15 AM
Confession: I am extremely depressed right now because the guy I like is playing games. I thought for sure he was the one but he's treating me terribly. I know I should move on, but it's hard because I love him. Because of this, the idea of screwing over a random guy has returned and I can't stop this feeling.
I feel guilty posting this because I know it's wrong. I just hope I don't go through it. I'm just tired of being mistreated by men. I do know that next time I won't be so quick to fall. Let a guy really work to make me fall for him.
I've been through what you've been through so many times.
Keep your chin up hun, it hurts but time will heal it all!
Cry it out, listen to some moving songs, take a walk, have a chat with someone - what ever that's best for you.
Just leave it behind because he's already left/forgot about you.
There's always someone else out there! ;)