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DesuvsDeath
05-27-2011, 06:08 PM
I confess I haven't been eating because somehow all of the sudden... Nothing seems appealing enough for me to care enough to feed myself.
I'd rather sit around for 10+ hours whining about being hungry than get up and go throw something together that I don't really want.
mediocrity
05-27-2011, 08:17 PM
I confess I haven't been eating because somehow all of the sudden... Nothing seems appealing enough for me to care enough to feed myself.
I'd rather sit around for 10+ hours whining about being hungry than get up and go throw something together that I don't really want.
I did the same thing today. Nothing appeals to me. It goes in cycles, like my palette gets bored or something and food seems boring and/or gross.
sananeko
05-27-2011, 09:00 PM
Also... I confess I have a tattoo idea that is absolutely PERFECT for me and I really want it. But I'm terrified of needles, I cry when I get my blood taken, I have a pathetically low pain tolerance. :( So it'll probably never happen...
Don't be. Believe me its not the same. I loved getting my tattoo but its still very hard for me to get my blood taken.
charlie61
05-27-2011, 09:02 PM
I did the same thing today. Nothing appeals to me. It goes in cycles, like my palette gets bored or something and food seems boring and/or gross.
When my testosterone levels were higher (pre-spironolactone for my acne), I used to go for a week at a time without any appetite...I'd go days without eating much at all. I wouldn't lose weight or anything...just no appetite. My experience with that makes me think it's a hormonal thing.
4everresolutions
05-27-2011, 09:34 PM
My father just asked me if he should get a divorice. WTF kinda question is that?
My knee-jerk response was "No, becasue I don't want to have to look after her".
How terrible is that?
I was so much happier when my parents were not in my life. I'm seriously thinking about going back to that.
4everresolutions
05-27-2011, 09:58 PM
T'was a bit much.
mediocrity
05-27-2011, 10:27 PM
My father just asked me if he should get a divorice. WTF kinda question is that?
My knee-jerk response was "No, becasue I don't want to have to look after her".
How terrible is that?
I was so much happier when my parents were not in my life. I'm seriously thinking about going back to that.
I get it, really.
Sometimes the best choice for you is the hardest one. It was tough when I cut my mother out of my life for the first little while. It's been almost a year now and I hardly think of it at all.
You know I'm thinking of you.
Kellydancer
05-27-2011, 10:53 PM
Shiiiiiiiit. I'm sure all of us have thought about it.
And I'm not sure if that does make you a prostitute. He GAVE you the money, even after you refused it. I think that if you had ASKED for the money, that would make you one....
I don't think someone who has sex for money is always a prostitute. I think to some extent most women have done things that could be borderline prostitution. For instance I had a friend who would cut down hookers but she would pretty much sleep with any guy who bought her dinner. It could be argued she's prostituting because she's getting something of monetary value. Another friend would sometimes sleep with men so they would buy her presents. Another would give blowjobs because she loved them with the expectation the guys would give her money. None of them did this often but I wouldn't say they were hooking. Certainly poor choices though.
sananeko
05-28-2011, 03:49 PM
I believe its official...
My family is trying to kill me..
Spinnerette
05-28-2011, 05:26 PM
I just had naughty "office" sex w/ thee husband. It's not a legit office which makes me sad (his actual office has cameras. Eep), but it was quite nice pouncing on him and watching the cars drive by 50 yards from the store front. If people only looked left...
What a rush! I want an after sex burrito.
I confess that I also STILL really miss my FB. I actually begged the universe in a half sleepy haze to send me another guy with amazing tongue skills. Like damn.
I'm a horny bugger today.
GlitterBexie
05-28-2011, 06:57 PM
I fucking hate him, i really want to torture him and make his life a living and absolute hell, i would quite happily smash him accross the face with a brick right now and laugh while he cried! Too little too fucking late yoi roided cunt! Dont give me all this shit about loving me, needeing me, seeing the drunk skanks for what they are! Its all bollox! You ditched me for your little genuine porn star, and then told all your mates, i hope you made her day! I hope you realise just how badly youve fucked up and how i am NEVER EVER EVER coming back to you! You make me fucking sick! Stop trying and leave me the fuck alone you ugly fuck! You were trying to fuck at least three girls before id even got home (or so you thought!) before we'd even broke up! DOnt give me the shit about how youll delete your facebook, i can have your phone, youll take me out and treat me like a princess and love me like i should be loved! Too little too late! You should have done that from the start instead of giving me shit for being a stripper, instead of giving me shit for coming home with you, for forgiving you and giving you chance after chance, i fucking hate you! As soon as my back was turned you did all the things ive been wanting you to do for a year, you took nights off work, you took them out, for dinner, to the cinema, and no they dont fucking match up to me, no theyre not as pretty as me, and no they will never ever ever be ME! But you fucked me over one too many times! You made your bed, now lie in it with one of your little tramps, im sure you can bed hop all over town, but you will never ever ever be in one with me ever again! Ive cried too many tears, ive forgiven you too many times, ive tried so hard to make everything good and i am NOT going to be responsible for what i might do if you ever try to hurt me again, cause i cant promise i wont kill you, you think im just gonna come back all meek and mild like a lamb, ready to rub your feet, do as im told and fall back into the same pattern of being fucking miserable! NEVER AGAIN!! Just because youve decided youre ready now doesnt mean i want you! DOesnt mean i can forgive you, doesnt mean i still love you, you think id even consider being near you again, youre going away for three months to a holiday isle, you think i believe for one second your not gonna stick it in every hole which makes itsself available to you!? Fucking bollox! Load of shit! You think youre so good, all you care about is getting your own way, telling me youve cried over me, telling me i have the chance to have the best boyfriend ever....Now?? Now its too late! You should have done this a year ago, you should have done this 6 months ago, fuck, when i was 3 months pregnant, scared to death and you were calling me "fatso" and telling me i was incredibly unnatractive, going round to girls houses to spend time with them while "fatso" at home made your dinner, while i went without because i didnt have any money to eat, and you used to bring it up every time i put something in my mouth! You wouldnt let me work anywhere! I had to have "approval" to leave the house, if i went out without asking you, you would cheat on me, you held me face down and raped me dry in the arse because i needed to be "punished for making you angry" that time, my crime? Id tried to make friends with the girl who had known me for 14 years, and who had tried to defend me because i was upset that you had cheated on me! i couldnt walk, i was screaming and crying and it turned you on, you made me bleed. How can you even think that i would love you again??!! You ruined me, you nearly destroyed me, and even when im saying im strong, youre trying to tell me that im not, you think taking me out a couple of times before you revert to your old ways is good enough, now everyone has seen how much you have humiliated me, you think ill just take you back with open arms, you make me SICK! I hate you! Ive never hated anyone in my life but i hate you, for everything yo uhave put me through, for everything you have done, you were prepared to let me go and have an abortion on my own because you didnt want to go, you didnt want to get up early! It fucking destroyed me! You wernt there, you didnt see, you didnt care!! Its too late for caring now!! TOO FUCKING LATE!! DOnt try and threaten me, dont try and take the piss, accept your losses, go fuck all your tramps and dream of what you have lost forever you sanctemonious, arrogant, loser prick! And leave me the fuck alone!!
*Phew, uber rant, sorry, had to get that off my chest! I cant settle to sleep at all tonight im so angry!*
lecoeurnoir
05-28-2011, 07:04 PM
If you aren't fat, then you should just own it. Before I quit birth control, I weighed about 155 (5'7"). I was super muscular and couldn't lose weight for the life of me. Raw food + IUD --> Charlie weighs 138.
Charlie, have you written anywhere else on the site about your transition to raw food?
Sorry, not trying to divert this thread!;)
mediocrity
05-28-2011, 11:41 PM
When my testosterone levels were higher (pre-spironolactone for my acne), I used to go for a week at a time without any appetite...I'd go days without eating much at all. I wouldn't lose weight or anything...just no appetite. My experience with that makes me think it's a hormonal thing.
That's a good theory, but it's not hormonal- it's something that accompanies my body dysmorphia, unfortunately.
charlie61
05-29-2011, 02:00 PM
Charlie, have you written anywhere else on the site about your transition to raw food?
Sorry, not trying to divert this thread!;)
I started eating raw while on my search for the cause of my acne (turned out to be mostly hormonal). Instead of curing my acne, I ended up finding the causes for a number of other problems I've had (gluten = foggy-headedness and vision problems, sugar = random breakouts, cheese = bloating / gas, etc.). I started cutting foods out of my diet (first gluten, then dairy, then transitioned to 'simple ingredient' foods, then to more raw, then to raw) and adding in more fruits / veges.
I still have the occasional non-raw food (sushi once a week!!), but I at least know exactly what I'm choosing to do to my body whenever I eat something that's less healthy.
For me personally, eating raw is easier and less expensive than trying to find gluten / dairy / processed sugar / processed ingredient-free foods. So it's less about the "raw theory" and more about how much easier it is to eat simple, whole, fresh foods. I now eat mostly organic as well.
The less healthy foods I keep stocked right now are goat cheese (small amount) that I spread over organic, gluten-free, whole-grain crackers. Oooh...and garlic-stuffed olives. OMFG...amazing. I eat a lot of raw 'cereal' (tastes better than cooked cereal), salads, and vegetables.
My tastes have changed since going raw. I used to have such a sweet tooth that I'd (literally) sit down and eat a pound of honey at a time (especially if it was raw honey...which is fucking orgasmic). These days, I'm not much of a sugar fiend anymore. I have no soda cravings (sparkling water is so much better!) or anything. This coming from a meat & potatoes girl. When I first started going raw, I'd often have food crisis moments when walking into the store. Like, "What the fuck do I eat? An apple?" Raw seemed so restrictive at first. Now, it's the opposite. I've found so many new foods that enrich my life.
Whenever I do eat meat, it's almost always fish. I never realized (pre-raw) how awful meat is for the environment (1 lb of beef = almost a year's worth of showers in water usage), for your health, for the animals, and for the global food crisis. When I started reading about food and health, I couldn't avoid the 'meat topic,' so I ended up learning a lot about all of that shtuff.
Right now I'm super excited...I have raw, organic hemp seeds coming in the mail that I'll be adding to my smoothies / cereals / salads / etc. High in protein, omega 3 and 6 balanced, etc. 8)
Blah blah blah. Does that answer your question? Are you a raw foodist?
4everresolutions
05-29-2011, 02:07 PM
I confess I smell kinda weird right now. Not sure exactly what the scent is... Figs???
This Jergen's Natural Glow moisturizer feels good but smells funky, oh well, as long as I'm glowing after this. :O
I just bought the same stuff yesterday. I think it smells kinda fruity too - like prunes maybe? The facial tanner smells odd as well, but more...bitter? Or Yogurt-y?/:O
xoAnnaBanana
05-29-2011, 02:14 PM
Hm now I'm really interested about eating raw... that's some great info.^ but I'm still a little curious about what you'd eat on a daily basis. Would you mind outlining what you would typically have for breakfast, lunch, dinner, and any snacks in between?
I'm still dealing with some light acne even though I cleanse my skin and apply my toner and topical acne meds meticulously. Also I suffer from some gas/bloating especially badly when I have a lot of dairy on a given day.
I'm getting so bored with what I've been eating for the past few months and although it's healthier than I've ever eaten before, I still don't feel like I'm eating as well as I could. I'd love to start incorporating more raw foods into my diet, I already include a lot of fresh fruits and veggies though so I think I'll research some other options.
xoAnnaBanana
05-29-2011, 02:17 PM
I just bought the same stuff yesterday. I think it smells kinda fruity too - like prunes maybe? The facial tanner smells odd as well, but more...bitter? Or Yogurt-y?/:O
Yes to prunes!!!
charlie61
05-29-2011, 03:56 PM
Hm now I'm really interested about eating raw... that's some great info.^ but I'm still a little curious about what you'd eat on a daily basis. Would you mind outlining what you would typically have for breakfast, lunch, dinner, and any snacks in between?
I'm still dealing with some light acne even though I cleanse my skin and apply my toner and topical acne meds meticulously. Also I suffer from some gas/bloating especially badly when I have a lot of dairy on a given day.
I'm getting so bored with what I've been eating for the past few months and although it's healthier than I've ever eaten before, I still don't feel like I'm eating as well as I could. I'd love to start incorporating more raw foods into my diet, I already include a lot of fresh fruits and veggies though so I think I'll research some other options.
Link! http://forum.stripperweb.com/showthread.php?p=2129567#post2129567
:-*
Kellydancer
05-29-2011, 09:09 PM
I have to confess I am considering having a threesome to some extent. Basically there is this hot 25 year old guy who wants to have sex with me and one of my ex fwbs re appeared in my life also wanting sex. As it turns out both are bi so I am going to see if they will act out my fantasy: watching two men have anal sex. I know both of them will suck each other off but not sure if they will have anal. The one guy will but not sure about the other. This gets me hot thinking about it. I won't have full blown sex with them but possibly allow one to eat me out.
4everresolutions
05-29-2011, 09:23 PM
^DO ittt!!!! You never know when another opportunity will present itself! Go for it! Have fun!
Kellydancer
05-29-2011, 09:41 PM
I just emailed them both and see what they say. I'm not interested in having regular sex, but I am open to oral sex because that to me I love more than regular sex. The idea of two men having sex turns me on big time.
lecoeurnoir
05-29-2011, 11:20 PM
Blah blah blah. Does that answer your question? Are you a raw foodist?
Now yet, but I've been looking for new (healthy!) ways to eat. I was inspired to ask you about your diet because I saw your post about how it helped you shed a few pounds and I'm looking for a way to do that but also be able to maintain the lifestyle after reaching my goal weight.
My confession: I'm SO tired of yo yo dieting and struggling with bulimia. I so desperately want to look in the mirror and see the same thing my significant other sees....someone he thinks is truly gorgeous and perfect.
HollyInSeattle
05-30-2011, 11:52 AM
I did a roadtrip with a friend from the SC to try dancing somewhere new (in Portalnd instead of Seattle) and I masturbated in the backseat while my friend drove. I totally got off on her eventually seeing me in her rearview mirror and taking looks. The idea of going past people and they don't know was really a rush and made the trip fly by. It took Meg until like 3hrs after the drive to say anything, but at least she now knows I like girls more than guys :)
charlie61
05-30-2011, 04:30 PM
I confess I don't feel like working anymore :O...
I have enough money saved really. And I'm kinda dreading going into work even though I don't work many shifts to begin with (3-4) and it's not like anything bad has happened or anything.
Hm?
Are you burned out?
My advice--keep working like 1x/week until you can't stand it anymore and save all of your money. Set a date for when you want to quite, and set a goal for an amount of money you want to have saved up. What makes it even more motivating is if you calculate your monthly expenses so you know exactly how much money you'll have to live off of when you quit.
Or, if you feel like it's just a phase, stop working and set a date for when you'll go back.
charlie61
05-30-2011, 04:31 PM
Now yet, but I've been looking for new (healthy!) ways to eat. I was inspired to ask you about your diet because I saw your post about how it helped you shed a few pounds and I'm looking for a way to do that but also be able to maintain the lifestyle after reaching my goal weight.
My confession: I'm SO tired of yo yo dieting and struggling with bulimia. I so desperately want to look in the mirror and see the same thing my significant other sees....someone he thinks is truly gorgeous and perfect.
Here's a link to a raw food thread: http://forum.stripperweb.com/showthread.php?p=2129567#post2129567
noelle
05-30-2011, 06:02 PM
Not only have I lost my libido, but I actually squirm when my SO tries to touch me sexually. I don't know what to do...but I can't stand having sex right now. It feels very violating. Hopefully this will all be fixed after my dr. appointment Friday.
I know how you feel... My issue is different but my libido is almost down to nothing and I'm a little freaked out by the idea of having penetrative sex with my husband right now. We've been doing other stuff but yeah. On our first wedding anniversary I started having these horrible pains after sex and it turns out I had an ovarian cyst that ruptured when we were boning. Now I'm just worried something like that will happen again :(
noelle
05-30-2011, 06:04 PM
Which brings me to my other confession... Just got the bill from my hospital visit when my ovarian cyst ruptured... It's over $5,000!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I didn't have insurance. I just started a new job and will have insurance soon, but, jesus, over $5k?!?!?!
Anyone who doesn't believe in universal healthcare can suck my dick.
Mindy Bares All
06-01-2011, 02:57 PM
Yeah. I had an ER visit a few months back that was around that price.
Collections calls me all the time but I'll be damned if I'm paying for a visit where they left me vomiting and sobbing on the floor of the waiting room (I was in THAT MUCH PAIN) for TWO HOURS while taking people who seemed perfectly healthy (walking, talking, loling) in ahead of me... THEN I spent another several hours doing the same thing in a hospital bed while they were "getting something for the pain right now"... for HOURS.
They basically didn't do anything for 5 hours... then gave me a shot of morphine... did some "inconclusive" tests and sent me home.
So. No. Fuck that. I am not paying that bill. Ever.
Send them $50 for the morphine. ::)
MistyRose
06-01-2011, 03:06 PM
I confess that my roommate's (non) cleaning habits drive me crazy. She cooks almost every day, washes dishes never, yet fails to notice dishes magically clean themselves. Last time she cleaned the bathroom she left me a note how she did it...that's been over a month ago. She hasn't cleaned the bathroom once since, and judging by the past, she won't either. I COULD just stop cleaning and wait for her to do it, but I don't fucking want to brush my teeth above a sink layered with quarter of an inch of dirt. I hate it when I do the dishes and she just takes out a pile of 8-9 dirty plates and appending cutlery and just leaves them on the kitchen table. It makes me think of very creative things I'd like to do with her head, a bucket and those dishes. I hate conflicts...so I don't want to have a discussion over it. She's almost fucking thirty, how can you be such a slob at thirty when you know there's another person living with you? Also. Her BO smells to the point I gag when I walk into the apartment if it's been hot outside.
There.
lokikola
06-01-2011, 03:08 PM
I UPLOADED SOME GIRL'S NAKED PICTURES TO THE INTERNET!!! BAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Plus, I don't feel bad about it, I'm only concerned about getting in trouble with the law. Yep!
Mindy Bares All
06-01-2011, 03:09 PM
I confess that my roommate's (non) cleaning habits drive me crazy. She cooks almost every day, washes dishes never, yet fails to notice dishes magically clean themselves. Last time she cleaned the bathroom she left me a note how she did it...that's been over a month ago. She hasn't cleaned the bathroom once since, and judging by the past, she won't either. I COULD just stop cleaning and wait for her to do it, but I don't fucking want to brush my teeth above a sink layered with quarter of an inch of dirt. I hate it when I do the dishes and she just takes out a pile of 8-9 dirty plates and appending cutlery and just leaves them on the kitchen table. It makes me think of very creative things I'd like to do with her head, a bucket and those dishes. I hate conflicts...so I don't want to have a discussion over it. She's almost fucking thirty, how can you be such a slob at thirty when you know there's another person living with you? Also. Her BO smells to the point I gag when I walk into the apartment if it's been hot outside.
There.
I have been here.
SHE WILL NEVER CHANGE.
GET OUT OF THERE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
4everresolutions
06-01-2011, 03:54 PM
MIndy - DUDE?!?! You bought a house?!? Awesome!
Mindy Bares All
06-01-2011, 04:34 PM
MIndy - DUDE?!?! You bought a house?!? Awesome!
Aw. Now I have to make it seem less awesome.
MY MOTHER and I bought a house.
But thank you. ;D
Though I am hoping to buy my own house in the next 5 years. :)
noelle
06-01-2011, 05:52 PM
Yeah. I had an ER visit a few months back that was around that price.
Collections calls me all the time but I'll be damned if I'm paying for a visit where they left me vomiting and sobbing on the floor of the waiting room (I was in THAT MUCH PAIN) for TWO HOURS while taking people who seemed perfectly healthy (walking, talking, loling) in ahead of me... THEN I spent another several hours doing the same thing in a hospital bed while they were "getting something for the pain right now"... for HOURS.
They basically didn't do anything for 5 hours... then gave me a shot of morphine... did some "inconclusive" tests and sent me home.
So. No. Fuck that. I am not paying that bill. Ever.
Ugh, that's ridiculous. I wouldn't pay that either. You should complain to... whoever you complain about hospital care to, I'm not sure.
I will say that I did receive excellent care (was seen almost immediately, the doctor was very attentive and they weren't stingy with the morphine at all), but it's just incredible how fast the bill adds up. I do sort of feel like they did several tests they didn't need just to raise the bill though, and they asked if I wanted to stay overnight, which would have probably tripled the bill! I was really in pain but I'm not stupid. Of course I went home.
Desu I hope you are feeling well now and the issues that were troubling you then are resolved. :hug:
I have been thinking about sex nonstop..... I masturbated 4 times in a 24 hour period. That's from someone who usually masturbates about 5 times a year. WTF.
4everresolutions
06-01-2011, 07:44 PM
UrbanOzz is in chat and I want him to leave.
NVM he's cool.
Miss_McKenna
06-01-2011, 08:38 PM
I have been thinking about sex nonstop..... I masturbated 4 times in a 24 hour period. That's from someone who usually masturbates about 5 times a year. WTF.
I have that too sometimes... I'll be bugging my SO for sex several times a day, to the point where he's like "you're wearing me out!!" lol. Yay for hormones, or something
Jessie_tinydancer
06-02-2011, 02:17 AM
I went to the gym twice today... and I am now about to drive to mcdonalds and have a delicious big mac meal... dont hate. I have my period ok? :D
whirlerz
06-02-2011, 11:34 AM
Fun!^
_________ sucks, I hate it! &, I am sorry, I do NOT believe what people say there are making.
whirlerz
06-02-2011, 11:40 AM
To my 'friend'
I think you were way out of line yesterday. Absolutely you have no place saying that crap to me, & I wish I'd dumped you a long time ago.
LexyNYC
06-02-2011, 01:31 PM
This morning after a horrible meeting with a customer, I have decided to never have any contact with anybody I meet at the club ever again. I should have followed that rule since day 1 but I guess I had to learn the hard way.
Kellydancer
06-02-2011, 08:25 PM
To my 'friend'
I think you were way out of line yesterday. Absolutely you have no place saying that crap to me, & I wish I'd dumped you a long time ago.
You are better off ditching that friend. I had a best friend of over 25 years and I finally ditched her a couple of years ago. I should have years ago in high school after she got flakey but didn't. In the meantime I endured being beat up by her boyfriend's friend, her taking me to court because I hit her boyfriend after he attacked me, her stealing from me, her being an embarassment in public because she was usually drunk or stoned and dressed skanky. My family hated her because she was an embarassment and would be in front of my parents yard and scream she had sex with my brother's soccer coach. She would make up outlandish lies, including one that she partied with Bon Jovi after a concert. This one I happen to know is a lie because I attended that concert with her because she had an extra ticket and wanted someone to go. I finally had enough when she threatened to beat me up at her son's high school graduation. I wish I had dumped her as a friend years ago.
Mindy Bares All
06-03-2011, 11:51 PM
I actually have an HONEST-TO-GOD date tomorrow.
I'm so nervous. I'm afraid that he'll have a weird voice, or he'll be short, or that there'll be something about him that I can't stand.
PLEASE LET HIM MEET MY STANDARDS!! I want this to work!
4everresolutions
06-04-2011, 12:52 AM
^Awesome!
Don't try to put too much pressure on the date, just let go and have fun! And he's an ass/cheap/rude then leave asap.
Good luck!
Mindy Bares All
06-04-2011, 11:59 PM
^Awesome!
Don't try to put too much pressure on the date, just let go and have fun! And he's an ass/cheap/rude then leave asap.
Good luck!
It was a really good date. :) Oddly he reminds of an ex of mine-- the only one I would have dated over again. They have a number of similarities, and I really felt like I've known him forever. :)
AND DAMN! The boy's pictures don't do him justice. ;D
noelle
06-05-2011, 12:19 PM
I rode my bike a lot yesterday for the first time in quite awhile and my vagina hurts :(
Glamgirl
06-05-2011, 12:22 PM
So my ex is now going out with his ex flatmate...the one who he assured me he didnt like that way. I was cool about the being friends but he kept going on about how nothing was going on. Like he was trying to tell himself....no wonder she looked shocked to see me last time i saw him. And the fact that he had barely spoken to me yet rushed off to see her when she got in to "talk about work"....yea fucking right more like "shit my gf is here and i havent had chance to break it off"
The best part is when we broke up he said i was paranoid and suspicious....i really wasnt!! Now i know it was his guilt coming out about it.
What an asshole and what a bitch!! Her ex is his best friend and he cheated on her and she was so distraught about it all...now she has gone and been "the other woman"........well things that start this way rarely work out so i hope it all goes to shit.
At least now i know that it definately wasnt something i did and it was him not being able to keep his dick in his pants.
DottieMay
06-06-2011, 06:07 PM
i rode my bike a lot yesterday for the first time in quite awhile and my vagina hurts :(
i hate that!
DottieMay
06-06-2011, 06:08 PM
Just had a new client who was pretty rough. Pays well but I dunno if I wanna see him again :-/
kitinboots
06-07-2011, 06:42 AM
In a new club. It's really quiet so I'm pr-ing instead of dancing, and tbh I think I don't want to dance here. I'm happy being paid to hand out fliers. The other girls here are perfect 10s and have that uber-glamourous thing going on where you just want to throw money at them. I don't feel I compare.