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Mindy Bares All
06-07-2011, 12:47 PM
In a new club. It's really quiet so I'm pr-ing instead of dancing, and tbh I think I don't want to dance here. I'm happy being paid to hand out fliers. The other girls here are perfect 10s and have that uber-glamourous thing going on where you just want to throw money at them. I don't feel I compare.
I'm sure that when you take off their makeup they're only 6's. ;) You probably are a 7 with no makeup.
LondonJones
06-07-2011, 06:41 PM
I have been dating this amazing guy but i am being a huge commitment phobe and kind of a slut! Instead of talking about exclusivity with him, I keep avoiding the conversation and sleeping with other people, or getting dirty on webcam with them... I think I'm about to do the same again tomorrow...
He's so great, but hes just that great that if I fall for him he might completely break my heart if turns out to be exactly like most of the losers out there and is just putting on an act.
I wish I wasn't such a control freak sometimes lol!
DesuvsDeath
06-08-2011, 12:14 AM
Is it too late in life for me to just move into my parent's basement and be a shut-in loser?
4everresolutions
06-08-2011, 12:43 AM
Is it too late in life for me to just move into my parent's basement and be a shut-in loser?
No. You can't. Because the world needs more Desu.
And out skype chat needed Desu too. :(
DesuvsDeath
06-08-2011, 01:09 AM
I think it needs less.
mediocrity
06-08-2011, 01:20 AM
I think it needs less.
Wrong.
Jessie_tinydancer
06-08-2011, 05:21 AM
My husband wants me to quit stripping by mid-august. (after I pay my next round of tuition). I said I would but Im so scared of being poor. :( I think I might suggest that he also get a weekend job to help on top of his 60 hour work week...
anouk.oui
06-08-2011, 07:07 AM
^ orly? but you have ages left to go on your course dont you?
i would totally quit if i wasnt studying either
oh well. hugz xx
let us kno how it goes
MistyRose
06-08-2011, 02:38 PM
Past few days have been sort of bad. His birthday kicked me off balance. I haven't been doing much of anything.
Today I was walking back from the grocery store, looking dreadful, my hair up in a ponytail, blue circles under my eyes...just bad. There was a 4-5 yo kid walking towards me with his dad/older brother holding his hand. As usual, I automatically thought: Gah, don't look at me, people, I don't wanna be seen. As they came very close, the kid said: "Look what a pretty lady." Yes, I was the only other person on the street. :P It made me giggle at least 3 times today. So, thank you, little kid, for putting a smile on my face.
I'll never not be fat.
Since childhood, I have had a secret desire of possesing a power of waving my finger and making everything clean and tidy.
4everresolutions
06-08-2011, 04:21 PM
Past few days have been sort of bad. His birthday kicked me off balance. I haven't been doing much of anything.
Today I was walking back from the grocery store, looking dreadful, my hair up in a ponytail, blue circles under my eyes...just bad. There was a 4-5 yo kid walking towards me with his dad/older brother holding his hand. As usual, I automatically thought: Gah, don't look at me, people, I don't wanna be seen. As they came very close, the kid said: "Look what a pretty lady." Yes, I was the only other person on the street. :P It made me giggle at least 3 times today. So, thank you, little kid, for putting a smile on my face.
I'll never not be fat.
Since childhood, I have had a secret desire of possesing a power of waving my finger and making everything clean and tidy.
*hugs!* You've been doing great with everything from what I've seen. If you have a bad day and need to talk let me know. I can listen well when I bother to shutup for a moment (haha, I'm a Chatterbox).
You are a very pretty lady! And not a fat one at that!!! >:(
Ughh....I'm so lazy about cleaning lately. If only we could be like Samantha from Bewitched! Twinkle out noses and poof! Tidy house!
mediocrity
06-08-2011, 04:22 PM
^^ you'll never not be awesome and beautiful either.
I would write something uplifting about the birthday thing, but I can't think of anything AND I think it's ok to be sad. You know we are all here if you need to talk, or simply to keep you company. <3
Jessie_tinydancer
06-08-2011, 04:55 PM
^ orly? but you have ages left to go on your course dont you?
i would totally quit if i wasnt studying either
oh well. hugz xx
let us kno how it goes
Ya its fucked up but I have to play along right now. Im gonna have to become a citizen and put it all on HECS and hopefully Ill move to Canada one day and not have to pay it back ahahaha. Or hopefully he just comes to senses and realises $20/hr is bull shit and we wont be able to even rent a movie let alone go to one and send me back to the P!
MistyRose
06-08-2011, 05:46 PM
*hugs!* You've been doing great with everything from what I've seen. If you have a bad day and need to talk let me know. I can listen well when I bother to shutup for a moment (haha, I'm a Chatterbox).
You are a very pretty lady! And not a fat one at that!!! >:(
Ughh....I'm so lazy about cleaning lately. If only we could be like Samantha from Bewitched! Twinkle out noses and poof! Tidy house!
^^ you'll never not be awesome and beautiful either.
I would write something uplifting about the birthday thing, but I can't think of anything AND I think it's ok to be sad. You know we are all here if you need to talk, or simply to keep you company. <3
Thank you! You're both such dolls. :-*
DesuvsDeath
06-08-2011, 05:46 PM
^You know what would probably make her feel better, guys.
Tits.
Now post them or gtfo.
MistyRose
06-08-2011, 06:00 PM
^you know what would probably make her feel better, guys.
Tits.
Now post them or gtfo.
lolol
<33
4everresolutions
06-08-2011, 07:41 PM
I confess: I like my boobs.
For Misty Rose. And Desu, cuz her dick probably will like it too.
Edit:Misty has been cheered and Desu splooged. Tits are gone.
MistyRose
06-08-2011, 07:47 PM
^ LOVE <33333333
I confess, I love 4ever's boobs, too. ;D
DesuvsDeath
06-08-2011, 07:54 PM
I confess I want to alternate burying my face in Ev's tits... and then Misty's tits.
Hilariously enough in a totally non sexual way... I just like to feel some titties sometimes.
4everresolutions
06-08-2011, 08:12 PM
^I'm here when you need me.....To uh....help a friend. Yeah. Friend. That's it.
*Produces titties for snuggleing*
Mindy Bares All
06-10-2011, 04:52 PM
Is it too late in life for me to just move into my parent's basement and be a shut-in loser?
I feel like this. All the time. :(
I mean, that I am a shut-in loser...
anouk.oui
06-10-2011, 07:54 PM
Ya its fucked up but I have to play along right now. Im gonna have to become a citizen and put it all on HECS and hopefully Ill move to Canada one day and not have to pay it back ahahaha. Or hopefully he just comes to senses and realises $20/hr is bull shit and we wont be able to even rent a movie let alone go to one and send me back to the P!
:( yeh switching back to 'regular uni student jobs' will be a nice contrasting pay difference to play in your favour
DesuvsDeath
06-10-2011, 11:29 PM
I feel like this. All the time. :(
I mean, that I am a shut-in loser...
Nothing wrong with being a shut-in loser.
Honestly... I miss being a shut in. Things were so much easier back then.
Nothing wrong with being a shut-in loser.
Honestly... I miss being a shut in. Things were so much easier back then.
Lol. A fellow dancer asked me the other night what I do on the weekends when I'm not working. Me: "Um, I stay at home....."
Honestly though, I love being at home with my hubby and dogs. Or hanging out at my parents' house. Lol, I'm a loser and I love it. ;D
anouk.oui
06-13-2011, 08:21 AM
watching almost famous and the runaways
can you really miss a time you never lived?
i wanna go back to where there were no ipones, ikea, cable tv... people focused on each other, talked, threw each other in the pool n shit not sit around on individual laptops comparing funny youtube links.
can overaccessibility be really pushing us away?
i think its time for me to time travel on acid again :D
Mindy Bares All
06-13-2011, 10:18 AM
I had a dream last night/this morning that my old flame came to visit me, and he was back together with his ex-wife, followed by a dream that I lost my virginity to Cory Monteith.
A strange, strange set of dreams indeed...
kitinboots
06-13-2011, 01:38 PM
watching almost famous and the runaways
can you really miss a time you never lived?
i wanna go back to where there were no ipones, ikea, cable tv... people focused on each other, talked, threw each other in the pool n shit not sit around on individual laptops comparing funny youtube links.
can overaccessibility be really pushing us away?
i think its time for me to time travel on acid again :D
I LOVE those films.
And yes yes yes yes everyone's too distracted now. I can't wait for July - I'm off to the Czech republic for a week to live in a van, go to a festival, take acid, piss in a field, wash in a lake and not give a shit about the outside world. I cannot wait!!!!
noelle
06-13-2011, 03:15 PM
All I care about is yoga, knitting, cats, riding my bike, and working in my garden.
MistyRose
06-13-2011, 03:26 PM
^ You knit, too? Knitting rocks. <3
anouk.oui
06-13-2011, 06:08 PM
I LOVE those films.
And yes yes yes yes everyone's too distracted now. I can't wait for July - I'm off to the Czech republic for a week to live in a van, go to a festival, take acid, piss in a field, wash in a lake and not give a shit about the outside world. I cannot wait!!!!
noiiice one
theres always a few good ones in europe
heh im happy for my half sheltered eastern european life, i been playing in fields till i was 12
miss those times, when there were no buzzkills with iphones in the playground
anouk.oui
06-14-2011, 09:38 AM
i kinda promised my SO we would move out together for the first time in a few months but since i moved home from my psycho flatmate and got into uni i feel so comfortable on my ass. i love my mum and my mums house im not sure i wanna leave now.... :$
chanzep
06-14-2011, 04:30 PM
I hate my new club makes me wanna quit.
4everresolutions
06-15-2011, 12:53 AM
I'm in agony. Ohmigod ohmigod ohmigod.
Kellydancer
06-15-2011, 09:06 PM
Wow, it has been men galore, which is bizarre. I went out on two dates last week and have a few set up next weekend. Both of the guys I went out with told me they are looking for relationships, which is good I suppose. Both of them I met through people. The bad part is that I'm not sure I like either one or that I want to get involved. I don't get this at all, I wanted a relationship but now that I may have a possible one I get scared. In reality I am terrified of getting hurt again so I am sort of backing away from both guys because I just don't know. Something keeps telling me not to let my heart get broken again so I've been avoiding them. In fact I have several people both on and off line who want to set me up with great sounding guys (including a few here) yet I am scared. Then I am thinking again of the last guy and missng him. I think this is my subconscious telling me not to get serious too soon with anyone. I know he's not a good match, I know he's not coming back but I think he's become a crutch of some sort so I don't have to deal with finding someone.
Mindy Bares All
06-17-2011, 03:49 PM
Dildo shopping reminds me of my old flame. And as I dildo-shop now, I'm reminded of him. I really wished that we would have fucked. At least once. He wouldn't have been a bad guy to lose it to.
charlie61
06-17-2011, 06:18 PM
I just do not have the time to be on here anymore. Sigh.
4everresolutions
06-17-2011, 06:21 PM
^We miss you.
charlie61
06-17-2011, 06:27 PM
^We miss you.
It's sad. I miss you guys too.
There's just no way I can put much time into SW anymore. Yesterday I worked from 8am-10:30pm because we have a due date coming up. It's an amazing job, but I can't do everything. There are only so many hours in the day.
4everresolutions
06-17-2011, 06:38 PM
I understand that, I think we all do. I'm so happy that you have an awesome job that you love! I remember reading your posts back when you were burning out on dancing pretty bad; it's really great to see you doing well/better now, outside of stripping.
8am to 10:30 sounds exhausting though. Omg, I'm tired thinking about it.
Kellydancer
06-17-2011, 09:25 PM
Charlie is great and that is something we can all agree on!
I confess that I've been having very hot sex dreams. I need to find a guy asap.
DottieMay
06-17-2011, 10:32 PM
I'm so sick of being alone. Am I destined for a life of being completely and utterly alone? I wish I had one friend who could help and understand me. I just want to dig a grave and bury myself in it. Either that or just run away.
Mindy Bares All
06-17-2011, 10:42 PM
I'm so sick of being alone. Am I destined for a life of being completely and utterly alone? I wish I had one friend who could help and understand me. I just want to dig a grave and bury myself in it. Either that or just run away.
ME TOO!
You want to run away together? ;)
sananeko
06-17-2011, 10:51 PM
I confess I need to get back home and update (fix) my little indoor garden. I know my house sitter has been fucking with it when I told him not to touch it.. Now I have to remove and pot all the plants cause he broke the bottom panel.. That is going to take months to fix.. Will at least it makes me get back to work.. I have a climber to build and a mirror seat to fix.. I hope by the end of this year I will have more herbs, a blueberry bush, and two currents bushes in my little indoor garden. I want to get a dwarf tree but I need to make sure a few things..
kitinboots
06-18-2011, 06:47 AM
I'm homesick
charlie61
06-18-2011, 04:16 PM
I understand that, I think we all do. I'm so happy that you have an awesome job that you love! I remember reading your posts back when you were burning out on dancing pretty bad; it's really great to see you doing well/better now, outside of stripping.
8am to 10:30 sounds exhausting though. Omg, I'm tired thinking about it.
Yeah, my days there won't always be that long. We have a deadline coming up. But honestly, working long hours is nooo problem. Compared to the dread I'd experience before a night of work at the club, working a few extra hours for a guaranteed salary feels like heaven.
seashell
06-18-2011, 04:42 PM
I just got out of a dating situation where I was disrespected more than I think I've ever been by a guy in my life. I had my heart broken by my ex who dumped me just over a month ago. I'm realizing that I've been a doormat to men, and people in general, all my life, and I don't know how to change. I wish I could just be my loving caring self and be appreciated for it.
I met a custy OTC for the first time ever today. I met him at the mall and he bought me about $3000 worth of clothes, shoes, and jewellery. Crazy.
DottieMay
06-18-2011, 06:52 PM
ME TOO!
You want to run away together? ;)
Totally! We can drive off into the sunset with our hair blowing in the breeze. I'm so ready to leave Jersey it's not even funny.
4everresolutions
06-19-2011, 06:10 PM
I confess I kinda wish I was at the Much Music Video Awards right now, even though I feel like i'm too old for it. I just went out for a Coffee, and I'm actually so close to where the award show is happening I can hear the music right now.
Instead I'm back inside watching it on TV.
Jessie_tinydancer
06-20-2011, 04:38 AM
^hahaha when I was a kid I always dreamt of being on electric circus... now theres a confession. It was actually my grade 8 year book aspiration: To be on electric circus and to marry Adam Sandler... none of my damn dreams ever come true.
Jessie_tinydancer
06-20-2011, 04:38 AM
I met a custy OTC for the first time ever today. I met him at the mall and he bought me about $3000 worth of clothes, shoes, and jewellery. Crazy.
See they arent all so bad. So dudes just rich and generous.