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Kellydancer
05-16-2010, 11:12 AM
I've been through what you've been through so many times.
Keep your chin up hun, it hurts but time will heal it all!
Cry it out, listen to some moving songs, take a walk, have a chat with someone - what ever that's best for you.
Just leave it behind because he's already left/forgot about you.

There's always someone else out there! ;)

Thanks. As it turns out, he called me the other day (after I wrote that) and let me know that he's going to a counselor and dealing with his issues because he doesn't want to lose me. We spoke 3 hours (and he kept apologizing and telling me what a jerk he was) and he's come far, which gives me hope. I know I couldn't screw over a random guy in real life because I would be depressed.

JayATee
05-16-2010, 11:27 AM
I am totally in lust with a guy Ive barely known for a week. I went to bed with him on what was basically a first date (and it was phenomenal). We have talked every single day since then except on thurs he went away for a week with his fam and I haven't heard from him at all. I didn't really expect to (Im not the girlfriend, calls arent required) but it's driving me insane that I haven't. I feel like an idiot but I'm so scared of getting played... I don't wanna be one of those crazy girls... but I really like him!!!

Su Su
05-17-2010, 12:45 AM
Thanks. As it turns out, he called me the other day (after I wrote that) and let me know that he's going to a counselor and dealing with his issues because he doesn't want to lose me. We spoke 3 hours (and he kept apologizing and telling me what a jerk he was) and he's come far, which gives me hope. I know I couldn't screw over a random guy in real life because I would be depressed.

I hope all goes well :)

shasta
05-17-2010, 03:34 AM
Every time i go out partying i always feel mega guilty the next day. Like i have done something wrong. I wasnt even drunk last night yet i feel really guilty about something and i dont know what! It is starting to put me off going out :(

Do you feel guilty because you were not at work making money?

Glamgirl
05-17-2010, 04:08 AM
No i think its because ive been stupid in my hellraising days and keep thinkng im going back to that, even though im not like that anymore.


Another confession, i keep getting weird vibes from my newly married boss, i got them before he got married but now its getting worse. We always talk a lot anyway but i was sayin how i wanted a nice guy in my life and hes like "well when i get divorced look me up" and "i cant believe you are single, i dont understand how you get creeps and not good ones" and " you will find lots of guys want you but are too intimidated cos you are a good looking girl". He asked me how old i like guys and i said my cut off point was like 40 and hes likes "oh thats good then, im still in your sights".
Weird

Miss_McKenna
05-17-2010, 10:52 AM
^^ Glamgirl, I hear ya!! I was a wild, drunken teen before I got my shit together, and now whenever I have a rare, well-deserved night out with the girls, I feel guilty the next day. I wake up hungover and start the whole "I'm going back to what I was / I should know better / thought I was over this" etc. It's retarded.... we need to give ourselves a break. Hot dancers need a guilt-free wild time every now and then! :)

Su Su
05-18-2010, 05:45 AM
I confess today, that I have an annoying sister that noses into my personal stuff.

She likes to share her sex life and relationships, but I'm not the type to share very much about my sex life/relationships with her.
We're really close, I share about other things but just not so much of that.
I just find it something very personal I share with my partner only.

Anyway, I'm about to see this guy she used to know and she's driving me insane with all the crap talk about "you guys are gonna be soo compatible in the bedroom" and coaching me on what to do and what not to do when I go see him.
She even logs into my email to see what I say to him, what he says to me (that was until I changed my password)

She's too excited over me seeing some guy - more excited than me.

It's annoying, and I think she should chill the fuck out and stop nosing into my business.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

DirtyLittleSecret
05-18-2010, 09:00 AM
My first confessional so bear with me!

I never feel like i'm actually "in" my own body. Like i invaded this body and can't get out. But the me inside of person is literally clawing at the walls to do something "sexual". Not talking just taboo sex act w/ my SO or anything, i mean like become one of you wonderful strippers, even be a cam girl...something along those lines. I need, crave and just want to be lusted after all the damn time. I can't almost control it. I care to much on my appearance cause i want that "wow she's smokin" feeling. I need that attention and when i don't have it, i become very anxious and unsettled.
Since i'm a mom and my SO is a good ol stick in the mud, the only way i slightly smother this feeling is with a guy i'm friends with. He lets me unleash that part in bed and makes me feel wonderful. But its almost not enough anymore......

Lola_sinn
05-19-2010, 08:51 AM
Last night at the end of my shift a customer came into my club that I was actually attracted to. That's never happened to me before and I was ALL OVER that shit! LOL it was the first time I've ever said "I really don't want to stop dancing for you" and meant it. It was so great, I left the club with a smile on my face! I really hope he comes back soon.

charlie61
05-19-2010, 01:56 PM
^ I had a similar experience. Was dancing for a super hot older guy who was in insane shape. Smart. Good conversationalist. Very respectful during dances. Swoon!

mediocrity
05-24-2010, 11:35 PM
I stayed up all night, sleepover style- telling secrets, watching tv, acting like I was 12 again, laughing at stupid youtube videos.

With my husband. Hahaha. Dorks.

I'm a terrible influence. Every Tuesday I try coerce my girlfriends into going tubing on some bumfuck river in Mississippi I can't spell or remember how to say, even when they have to work. Despite my enthusiasm, I'm ok being naked, but a bikini makes me INCREDIBLY self conscious. Stupidest. hangup. ever. Seriously.

Surprise
05-25-2010, 12:11 AM
I stayed up all night, sleepover style- telling secrets, watching tv, acting like I was 12 again, laughing at stupid youtube videos.

With my husband. Hahaha. Dorks.

I'm a terrible influence. Every Tuesday I try coerce my girlfriends into going tubing on some bumfuck river in Mississippi I can't spell or remember how to say, even when they have to work. Despite my enthusiasm, I'm ok being naked, but a bikini makes me INCREDIBLY self conscious. Stupidest. hangup. ever. Seriously.


boyfriend and i do this all the time. only we play video games and talk to each other in silly accents. :D

and i hear you on the bikini thing. they just don't make bikinis for tiny boobies like mine.

J.D.
05-25-2010, 06:43 AM
I stayed up all night, sleepover style- telling secrets, watching tv, acting like I was 12 again, laughing at stupid youtube videos.

With my husband. Hahaha. Dorks.

I'm a terrible influence. Every Tuesday I try coerce my girlfriends into going tubing on some bumfuck river in Mississippi I can't spell or remember how to say, even when they have to work. Despite my enthusiasm, I'm ok being naked, but a bikini makes me INCREDIBLY self conscious. Stupidest. hangup. ever. Seriously.

Coerce me all day lady! I need a day off...... just be sure to dope me up on pain meds first! We can laugh at the toothless redneck Mississippi folk...Ok my confession..... Mediocrity never ceases to put a smile on my face!

We talk shit about customers together over the phone while I send her links to scenes from the movie "It's Pat" (the gender ambiguous person) while we laugh at stupid shit like that, and I hear her husband in the background sounding like a gay guy saying random shit, "Barbies have hair..." yeah, we're complete dorks. :D

Funny quote last night from Mediocrity (talking about guys with little winkies who wear magnum condoms): "that shit looked like his dick was swimming around in a ziploc sandwich baggie"

fantasiarene
05-25-2010, 09:36 PM
I've got another one. I kissed a customer Sunday night and didn't feel guilty about doing it. What's so bad about that...well...I've got a boyfriend. I dislike him lots and want out badly. I'll figure out how to leave eventually.

sananeko
05-26-2010, 08:07 AM
I feel like a loser now.. I have not done anything..

Laurisa
05-26-2010, 08:10 AM
What is "the other site"?

firemaiden04
05-26-2010, 12:04 PM
What is "the other site"?

Lol, we do not speak its name...

Laurisa
05-26-2010, 12:32 PM
Why not? Can someone PM me?

Lola_sinn
05-26-2010, 01:07 PM
I want to know about the other site too!

pixierocksonthepole
05-26-2010, 02:11 PM
I'm so confused ...I must confess!

Laurisa
05-26-2010, 02:12 PM
I have found out about it... we should stop with the threadjack.

PM Hockeybobby!

Glamgirl
05-27-2010, 12:14 PM
Do you mean the blue side?


I confess to fantasizing way too much lately and all i want right now is for someone to go down on me :(

mediocrity
05-27-2010, 02:12 PM
I thought I would miss alcohol once I gave up hardcore boozing. I was scared shitless, worried I wouldn't make money, etc etc etc.

The reality is now, I don't think about it at all and only have the occasional drink. I even went tubing with friends the other day and out of the whole cooler, I only had two beers. Win.

Kellydancer
05-27-2010, 02:44 PM
Do you mean the blue side?


I confess to fantasizing way too much lately and all i want right now is for someone to go down on me :(

Me too. This has been on my mind a lot. I told the guy I love that not to expect any sex until he goes down on me. I want desperately to sleep with him, but not without oral. He has come around on his other issues that he was more obsessed with, so I expect him either to eventually give in, or for us to have a strictly platonic friendship. I do not see me and him having a strictly platonic friendship again and since he did mention he could see him doing things to me he never did to other girlfriends, I think he will give in. Besides, he knows it would be easier for me to find a partner for sex (I know several guys who would gladly be FWB's) than him.

Glamgirl
05-28-2010, 10:15 AM
Me too. This has been on my mind a lot. I told the guy I love that not to expect any sex until he goes down on me. I want desperately to sleep with him, but not without oral. He has come around on his other issues that he was more obsessed with, so I expect him either to eventually give in, or for us to have a strictly platonic friendship. I do not see me and him having a strictly platonic friendship again and since he did mention he could see him doing things to me he never did to other girlfriends, I think he will give in. Besides, he knows it would be easier for me to find a partner for sex (I know several guys who would gladly be FWB's) than him.

Yea i know a few guys who i could call but i wouldnt go there with them, i need someone sexy to flirt with.

mediocrity
05-28-2010, 05:58 PM
Me too. This has been on my mind a lot. I told the guy I love that not to expect any sex until he goes down on me. I want desperately to sleep with him, but not without oral. He has come around on his other issues that he was more obsessed with, so I expect him either to eventually give in, or for us to have a strictly platonic friendship. I do not see me and him having a strictly platonic friendship again and since he did mention he could see him doing things to me he never did to other girlfriends, I think he will give in. Besides, he knows it would be easier for me to find a partner for sex (I know several guys who would gladly be FWB's) than him.

I'm really, really confused- is he anti-oral or something?

Kellydancer
05-28-2010, 06:48 PM
I'm really, really confused- is he anti-oral or something?

I thought it was the smell, of which he claims is "gross". I told him that before I give or receive oral, I expect to take a shower (usually together). I also said I shave. Now he says the area is gross. I don't know if this was because he was in a bad mood (he had tooth surgery today) or if he feels this way in addition to the smell. I think in general, it's because years ago he attempted to go down on an ex and she smelled bad (from what he said her hygiene was bad). This is something I'll talk to him again when/if we are ready to have sex.


Yea i know a few guys who i could call but i wouldnt go there with them, i need someone sexy to flirt with.

If he doesn't get his act together, I might find a FWB for this. It's funny, I want to wait for him to fall head over heels, yet could have a FWB without attachment with someone else. In reality I don't want a FWB, nor will I do that, but just an option.

shasta
05-28-2010, 07:28 PM
^^I have never heard of a grown man saying those things. I have never been able to stop a boyfriend from going down even on my period. Guys are supposed to like it and love the way it makes you feel.

I'm 32 btw.

Kellydancer
05-28-2010, 07:49 PM
^^I have never heard of a grown man saying those things. I have never been able to stop a boyfriend from going down even on my period. Guys are supposed to like it and love the way it makes you feel.

I'm 32 btw.

I've never had this issue before either. I'm going to drop it for now with him and see what happens. My hope is that he feels madly in love with me and changes his mind (I'm not sleeping with him until this happens either).

Miss Svea
05-29-2010, 02:52 PM
the man needs to love eating the pussy if it's gonna last with me. :D

M3wlove
05-29-2010, 06:47 PM
ive always been attracted to older men. i had sex with an acquaintance almost 20 years older than me. i confess it was awesome.

mediocrity
05-29-2010, 07:08 PM
I prefer not to make my own sandwich filling because his mayo to relish ratio is so much better than mine.

I secretly like sappy movies sometimes, and got caught watching The Story of Us tonight.

My house is a mess, and I kind of don't care.

_Avery_
05-29-2010, 07:29 PM
Deleted.

Firewall
05-29-2010, 11:10 PM
My husband thinks my now re-formatted computer got a virus from deviantart ... but it was really from redtube!

princessjas
05-31-2010, 04:32 PM
I thought it was the smell, of which he claims is "gross". I told him that before I give or receive oral, I expect to take a shower (usually together). I also said I shave. Now he says the area is gross. I don't know if this was because he was in a bad mood (he had tooth surgery today) or if he feels this way in addition to the smell. I think in general, it's because years ago he attempted to go down on an ex and she smelled bad (from what he said her hygiene was bad). This is something I'll talk to him again when/if we are ready to have sex.



If he doesn't get his act together, I might find a FWB for this. It's funny, I want to wait for him to fall head over heels, yet could have a FWB without attachment with someone else. In reality I don't want a FWB, nor will I do that, but just an option.

Man, this dude sounds a bit off, like his issues have issues. Definitely hold your ground here! You don't want a guy that is uptight about sex for certain! I know I could never tolerate a guy who was weird about or skeeved out by the smells/tastes/sounds of sex. ;)

My confession is that I'm sitting around right now with bleach on my asshole! :rotfl: The worst part is....I've already bleached, and am just doing monthly maintenance now! This is way itchy! haha

inThePine
05-31-2010, 06:44 PM
^Ha, I love that "his issues have issues!" Seriously though he needs to get over it already, who wants to be with a guy who despises your lady parts?

Do you use actual bleach on your ass? Eek!

My confession for the day is that even though I am sort of getting involved (again) with this girl I have history with, I still plan on fucking my ex bf when I visit my hometown. I know it's stupid of me to keep going back to this guy who I really don't have much in common with, but the sex is so good that it makes me temporarily forget that. I have trouble meeting new people, so I guess I'm just being lazy because I don't want to go through the whole screening process of finding a new interest.

princessjas
05-31-2010, 06:58 PM
^Ha, I love that "his issues have issues!" Seriously though he needs to get over it already, who wants to be with a guy who despises your lady parts?

Do you use actual bleach on your ass? Eek!

My confession for the day is that even though I am sort of getting involved (again) with this girl I have history with, I still plan on fucking my ex bf when I visit my hometown. I know it's stupid of me to keep going back to this guy who I really don't have much in common with, but the sex is so good that it makes me temporarily forget that. I have trouble meeting new people, so I guess I'm just being lazy because I don't want to go through the whole screening process of finding a new interest.

Nah! It's skin bleaching creme with Hydroquinone! I just can't believe I'm doing butthole beautification for a guy! ;D haha I should be too old to be such a dork!

Harleigh HellKat
06-01-2010, 11:43 AM
I have always wondered about asshole bleaching. Like... how well does it work? I'ma google that shit. That's my confession. I'ma google it.

My other confession: I tossed a cigarette butt in the floor at the club I worked at last night. It was my small revenge for the staff/management/house mom/DJ being so rude and uninformative and the club being so nasty.

rubyredlipsss
06-01-2010, 11:54 AM
my anxiety has been completely debilitating me. this is why i failed last quarter. and now i'm scared shitless that i'm letting all the hard work go down the drain. i can't seem to bring myself to do a simple write-up and do research for this huge final paper due on friday. i feel like i can't do it and i just want to give up. ive been procrastinating for the past four hours. i just wanna stay in bed and watch tv all day. i just want to hide in my bed forever :(

mediocrity
06-01-2010, 11:56 AM
I'm a spelling and grammar nazi., but I love the Louisiana accent here because it makes me laugh.

I spent the last 48 hours in bed. WIN.

rubyredlipsss
06-01-2010, 12:03 PM
new confession. i'm procrastinating so much i am now watching a soap opera. must. research. now. but first i'm gonna make a chai tea latte and smoke about four more cigs.

Glamgirl
06-01-2010, 01:46 PM
I just got an iphone and as i never had an ipod or anything, im really struggling with itunes, my sister has to come over to show me how to work it haha

mediocrity
06-01-2010, 07:27 PM
Ok, I'm bad today. I always whine and moan when my husband has to go to work, even though it makes it hard for him. I hate being home alone.

jennsweet
06-01-2010, 07:33 PM
^get urself a 24 year old pool boy!

pixierocksonthepole
06-01-2010, 08:05 PM
I have some really awesome news but I can't spill the beans just yet and its driving me nuts!! lol

rubyredlipsss
06-01-2010, 10:42 PM
i declare a rule in the confession thread. you can't say you have news and not share it!! ;)

also, confession: i drove around for about an hour because i was bored and didn't want to be at home with research haunting me. i also declare myself procrastination queen. the end.

pixierocksonthepole
06-02-2010, 12:21 AM
I can share the great news when my husband says its okay. We just don't want some people knowing just yet and I know how things leak around. I promise you will hear all about it! :D Very soon.

It's like I am confessing to keeping a secret from everyone lol yet they will know soon. ;)

rubyredlipsss
06-02-2010, 12:40 AM
damn you pixie. i hate suspense! but you still rock my world even though you won't share your secret now ;)

mediocrity
06-02-2010, 01:29 AM
Pixie, I can't wait to find out! I love a good secret.

I had chocolate chip cookies for supper. Muahahaha.

Simone NinaNin
06-02-2010, 09:10 AM
I have been drinking too much.