View Full Version : Confessions Thread!
DesuvsDeath
09-20-2011, 07:10 PM
Avery -
When you're ON SW while he's around scroll to the bottom of the page and select 'lite stealth' from the drop down menu.
No pictures, no avatars... nothing for him to try and leer over your shoulder at.
_Avery_
09-20-2011, 07:12 PM
omfg...that is awesome!!! THANK YOU!!
firemaiden04
09-20-2011, 09:55 PM
I confess...
I totally skipped class today because I wanted to nap and cuddle with my dog.
I confess...
I totally skipped class today because I wanted to nap and cuddle with my dog.
Me too! I'm horrible for going to class. Bed is so much more appealing.
Spinnerette
09-20-2011, 11:11 PM
I look at things that used to stimulate me sexually and I feel NOTHING. Like I'm mentally intrigued, but there's no response from the lady bits. It's been like this for years. Should be used to it by now and yet I'm still pissed off and confused. My libido used to get me in trouble because I'd settle for mediocre craziness just to get laid. Now I have penis on tap and don't want it. :(((
Tired of the "It's all in your head" dismissal. Being uninterested in intimacy with my mate and just not wanting sex at all are two very different things. I'm experiencing the latter and it's infuriating.
sananeko
09-20-2011, 11:30 PM
I confess I'm just trying to annoy this guy.. he wants to meet me late today for coffee.. I have no interest in him and told him I'm only looking for a old-fashion sugar daddy. I know he doesn't understand cause he thinks it helps that hes well hung... I agree with my friends that I shouldn't agree to a meetup with him so I keep saying no. I have a friend that would watch me if I need it cause sadly I'm being bored enough to try meet at a very well lit and crowded place.
luscious sadie
09-20-2011, 11:37 PM
Thank you for sharing. I'm so sorry that happened to you. :( It sounds like you got the CC for a good reason, so I don't think you're stupid. I'm wanting one for a stupid reason. I just have 0 common sense and a shopping addiction.
Anyways, I'm just going to hold off on it for as long as I can because I know I'd buy things I don't need. After moving away from my SO, shopping has been the only thing thats made me happy, but I'm going to try to find something else to occupy my time. Thanks again. After reading your post, I realised how stupid it is to get a credit card for things I don't need.
girl, start painting your nails. When you need something to do, paint them. After they're dry and you start needing something else to do, take off the polish and redo it. I don't know why but nothing brings me the same calmness of painting my nails.
Jessie_tinydancer
09-21-2011, 12:31 AM
I confess...
I totally skipped class today because I wanted to nap and cuddle with my dog.
Jealous.
Kisca
09-21-2011, 12:34 AM
Avery, sorry you have to deal with that.. Give it a week to 2 weeks tops and then OUT!!! I cant stand random ppl staying with me either.. Its just creepy and weird. My dads friends stayed... erhm lived with us for 4 MONTHS, I couldnt sit in my girl boxers or even get outta my room without feeling weird!
Give it a time limit and make sure he doesnt leech!!!
DominoDiva
09-21-2011, 11:24 AM
i confess im desperate to have a g/g experience, youchie, an ive been given permission, now i just gotta figure out ho wthe hell i go about it, knowing me ill prob never get to doin it haha, im such a shy person :( sorta weird since i get my clothes off for money haha
xx
kaiarose
09-21-2011, 11:31 AM
^ You should probably tidy up the house first :P LOL, I'm not stalking you, I swear!!
DominoDiva
09-21-2011, 11:40 AM
^lmao, stalk me any time ;-)
and yes the house is still a tip, but, not as much as it was 6 hours ago (yes thats how long its takin me coz i got distracted by sw and fb haha)
x
kaiarose
09-21-2011, 11:42 AM
That's ok, I keep flipping back and forth myself ;)
Kellydancer
09-21-2011, 01:10 PM
I have been thinking of long ago exes. I had a dream last night that was pretty sexual about an ex. He sucked in bed but in this dream he was good. This was one of my poor choices for boyfriends and I haven't seen him in 12 years and hope I never do again.
Avery, sorry you have to deal with that.. Give it a week to 2 weeks tops and then OUT!!! I cant stand random ppl staying with me either.. Its just creepy and weird. My dads friends stayed... erhm lived with us for 4 MONTHS, I couldnt sit in my girl boxers or even get outta my room without feeling weird!
Give it a time limit and make sure he doesnt leech!!!
Years ago my parents had a long time friend move in. He was an alcoholic and drug addict. I was I think in my late teens or so and working (before dancing), going to college and helping around the house. He did nothing, not even give them rent money. He would come in, eat dinner, then hide the rest of the night and we later found out he was doing drugs in the basement. One night my dad caught him bringing a hooker over and threatened to kick him out but he begged for a second chance. My dad gave him another chance and he did it again so my dad kicked him out. However, in the process he stole some many things from me. My parents after that refused to let anyone else move in again.
DesuvsDeath
09-21-2011, 02:43 PM
I had a dream last night that was pretty sexual about an ex. He sucked in bed but in this dream he was good.
Holy shit! Me too!
What a weird coincidence!
Kellydancer
09-21-2011, 04:13 PM
Must be the same ex, lol. I wish I had a photo of him (why I don't know since we lived together for a year)to show how repulsive he was. I've heard that the reason people dream about exes has to do with making things "right" in the dream. Makes no sense to me. I do regret living with him, but that was so many years ago.
Mindy Bares All
09-22-2011, 07:20 PM
^^^ Dreams are supposed to be your brain's way of processing the events of the day.
Maybe it's just as simple as you saw someone kissing his girlfriend, and he and your ex had the same shirt and you didn't realize it.
I wouldn't worry about it. It's always strange when that happens, but it's no cause for concern.
Kellydancer
09-22-2011, 09:19 PM
^^^ Dreams are supposed to be your brain's way of processing the events of the day.
Maybe it's just as simple as you saw someone kissing his girlfriend, and he and your ex had the same shirt and you didn't realize it.
I wouldn't worry about it. It's always strange when that happens, but it's no cause for concern.
Maybe, but then last night I dreamt I was about to have a threesome with Kathy Bates and Ronald McDonald. Is that my mind's way of telling me I need to lower my standards and have sex with men that wear makeup and older, fatter women? ;D
But seriously, sometimes I'll be somewhere and something will remind me of things from years ago. I've been doing a lot of soul searching about my life and things from my past are resurfacing. Plus, in the last year I've had guys from my past reappear from my ex who I reconnected with last year, only to have him break my heart, to my first boyfriend from high school reappear, to another ex who reappeared after 21 years.
firemaiden04
09-22-2011, 10:11 PM
I had a very strange but very hot sex dream last night about Thor (as played by Chris Hemsworth). It was very sexy and I woke up horny as hell. And since Joe is away for the next couple of months, the only solution is masturbation, and that's just not what I'm in the mood for :( I miss Joe.
ScarlettJanuary
09-22-2011, 11:09 PM
I'm gonna drive to the corner store and buy a chocolate bar right now....and then I'm gonna come home, eat it and go to bed.
Mindy Bares All
09-23-2011, 08:30 AM
Oh, I wish we had like buttons on here. The thanks button just isn't the same.
ScarlettJanuary
09-23-2011, 01:01 PM
Oh, I wish we had like buttons on here. The thanks button just isn't the same.
I know what you mean! I basically use the "thanks" button as a "like" button.
sananeko
09-23-2011, 01:48 PM
I confess I feeling really fat lately... I am doing things but it never feels enough...
luscious sadie
09-28-2011, 12:09 AM
so I signed up as a customer to SM to see what it was like. I got home from work and went on, browsed cams and ended up spending 90$ on one girl. Damn time goes fast :-X
I totally didn't realise that I had spent that much. Thank god for spending limits! She was worth it though :P
sooo yeah. Basically my (incredibly shitty / left early / bullshit) night's work was spent on a camgirl <3 I absolutely CANNOT tell my boyfriend about this...
also, we spent the whole time talking. I treated her how I wish that every guy in the club treated me. I always want to go to clubs and just sit and talk with the girls in the back... let them take their hair down and relax. But whenever I go to a club I just want to work so cam girls seem like a nice inbetween, y know?
DesuvsDeath
09-28-2011, 02:54 PM
^^I've done that, too.
But it was someone from this site. Haha.
luscious sadie
09-28-2011, 02:57 PM
I was trying to find someone who looked like they were from this site but couldn't :/
camgirls who want to just chit chat with me and get paid let me know.
MistyRose
09-28-2011, 03:21 PM
I was trying to find someone who looked like they were from this site but couldn't :/
camgirls who want to just chit chat with me and get paid let me know.
...You couldn't find a camgirl from this site who wants to get paid to spend time with you? O_O Please, by all means, come visit! I'm still eagerly awaiting for a gorgeous female customer.
DesuvsDeath
09-28-2011, 03:25 PM
Do it Sadie! Misty is RIDICULOUSLY hot on cam. ;D
MistyRose
09-28-2011, 03:27 PM
Do it Sadie! Misty is RIDICULOUSLY hot on cam. ;D
No, you'll oversell me! I'll never fulfill expectations! ;D
kaiarose
09-28-2011, 04:13 PM
I'm stoned and I love it :) Weed is my miracle drug.
noelle
09-28-2011, 06:10 PM
Me too Kaia! I'm gonna burn one down in your honor riiiiight now <3
luscious sadie
09-28-2011, 11:29 PM
...You couldn't find a camgirl from this site who wants to get paid to spend time with you? O_O Please, by all means, come visit! I'm still eagerly awaiting for a gorgeous female customer.
can my boyfriend "hang out" with us too? I don't want you to have to "play" or whatever... just laugh and talk about weird shit that happens to us with customers or whatever else. When I brought it up with my boyfriend he was like "that sounds... awesome. It could go somewhere fun!"
PM me a link or something if you feel comfortable with that. I'm cool... I won't share anything with anyone.
anouk.oui
09-29-2011, 05:16 AM
is it wrong to rejoice over the minor misfortune of those who wronged me?
or time to shout out
KarMa i$ a bITch and s0 R yU ! !!!111!!111!!
anouk.oui
09-29-2011, 05:17 AM
omg the lythe sleath is amazing thnx
kaiarose
09-29-2011, 06:11 AM
I confess that when someone at work, whether I'm friends with them or not, does good I'm NOT happy for them. I get all mean in my head and start thinking negatively about that person. Like, "why did SHE make $1000?!! She's not even that cute, smart, funny, interesting, etc..", "It should've been me!", "Why didn't I work last night?! I would've gotten that money instead of her!" But on the outside I'm all like, "Good job! OMG, I'm soo happy for you!"*shaky fake smile* Sigh..
Mindy Bares All
09-29-2011, 07:44 AM
I feel numb most of the time. It's like I don't have any emotions anymore.
xoAnnaBanana
09-29-2011, 01:21 PM
I confess I fucking HATE my cellulite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so self conscious about it and no matter what I do, it won't go away. Working out has diminished it slightly but it's still definitely visible! I go to the gym every fucking day and I eat right, drink a shitload of water, everything right. Hell I have a fucking 6-pack! When it's fucking hot outside I limit myself to only wear shorts that are a few inches above my knee because I feel so embarrassed. And forget sundresses. Ugh. And then when I see clearly overweight chicks walking around in short shorts with zero cellulite it just makes me feel that much worse. I fucking hate not being able to get this under control. I feel like I'm stuck in a disgusting body. What I wouldn't give to have smooth backs of my thighs... I've tried to not give a fuck but deep down I do.
To sum it all up: >:( :-[ :'(
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH. I'm in one of those moods where you just want to kick/scream/punch a wall.
Also, I was going to post pics of me on here since I haven't in ages but I feel too gross to do it. So I deleted them off my camera.
ScarlettJanuary
09-29-2011, 01:33 PM
I confess I fucking HATE my cellulite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so self conscious about it and no matter what I do, it won't go away.
I know what you mean....including only wearing longish shorts (and dresses in my case) in the summer! But this year I decided to say "Fuck it" and just wear what I want to wear...for exactly the reasons you describe in your post. I'm fit dammit! I have a super-flat, toned stomach and a nice figure and I shouldn't have to hide it cuz of some stupid cellulite I have no control over!
luscious sadie
09-29-2011, 01:39 PM
I want breast implants.
kaiarose
09-29-2011, 01:47 PM
^ get them! LOL.. I got mine in April and it was the best investment I've ever made. Of course I've wanted them since I knew I was never going to be more than a 34AA :/
tempest666
09-29-2011, 02:28 PM
^^^^^ I love mine but at the same time I'm not sure what to think. Some customers are now intimidated by me but it's alot easier selling dances and collecting tips lol.
DesuvsDeath
09-29-2011, 02:53 PM
I confess I fucking HATE my cellulite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've seen your pics before.
You're so ridiculously hot that believe me when I say that no one is looking at your cellulite. Hell. No one probably even notices it and if they do... they're probably thinking something obscene like how it'd look while they're banging you.
But if it bugs you that much... you COULD look into thermage/one of the other cellulite removal procedures out there now.
Also, I sympathize. I recently developed cellulite for the first time ever and it's quite horrifying.
On another note:
I confess that whenever I see a SW member on someone else's facebook that I'm not friends with... I feel sort of stalkery.
noelle
09-29-2011, 05:46 PM
My husband (soon to be ex) just accused me of being addicted to marijuana. LOL
Mindy Bares All
09-29-2011, 05:52 PM
My husband (soon to be ex) just accused me of being addicted to marijuana. LOL
FAIL.
Kisca
09-29-2011, 06:21 PM
I want breast implants.
Get them if you want!! Im not sure if you saw me at work after my BA but I can recommend my PS if you want any pics or info, he did a great job for half the price of what it is in our city!
stripperMBA
09-29-2011, 07:16 PM
I'm stoned and I love it :) Weed is my miracle drug.
hell yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!:cloud9:
Kellydancer
09-29-2011, 07:25 PM
On another note:
I confess that whenever I see a SW member on someone else's facebook that I'm not friends with... I feel sort of stalkery.
Why not add them, unless they are people you don't care for. I do Facebook stalking myself to people I knew in high school but would feel funny adding (meaning we weren't friends).
sananeko
09-29-2011, 07:31 PM
I should be use to it but it sometimes feels weird to know everything while everyone around me only know their side of the story...
DesuvsDeath
09-29-2011, 07:49 PM
Why not add them, unless they are people you don't care for. I do Facebook stalking myself to people I knew in high school but would feel funny adding (meaning we weren't friends).
I always just assume they see and recognize me and don't want to add me. Haha.
Kellydancer
09-29-2011, 08:00 PM
Not always. I'm bad about adding people and will generally not ask to be added. I see many people I would consider school friends on Facebook and are friends of other friends and I still feel funny adding a few. I do add a few but generally wait for them to add me.