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DesuvsDeath
09-29-2011, 08:16 PM
^There's a serious flaw in my thinking in that my facebook profile picture... isn't me 75% of the time. Lol.
But somehow... I'm like "No, they must not like me, that's why they haven't requested I be their friend" :D

Kellydancer
09-29-2011, 08:22 PM
That's probably not that at all. Like I said I am bad about adding people. I don't go to FB as much as I have in the past but mainly because it's so depressing seeing people have lives I want.

Kisca
09-29-2011, 09:33 PM
On another note:
I confess that whenever I see a SW member on someone else's facebook that I'm not friends with... I feel sort of stalkery.


I did that too someone as well from SW to FB, wrote them a note stating its me. If like the Sw member - I think its fine, they can always ignore you too.

Miss_McKenna
09-30-2011, 01:03 AM
I walked out on my shift tonight, and the worst part is that I don't even care.

The drug addicts, and the no money, and the manager bullshit and the girls fighting and the stealing... I'd had enough. I just got up out my seat at the bar, went to the dressing room and got dressed, and walked out the door. I figure at some point they probably realized I was gone when I didn't show for stage and no-one could find me. That club is a thorn in my side lately and I could care less, even a few hours later.

Jessie_tinydancer
09-30-2011, 10:31 AM
^There's a serious flaw in my thinking in that my facebook profile picture... isn't me 75% of the time. Lol.
But somehow... I'm like "No, they must not like me, that's why they haven't requested I be their friend" :D


That's probably not that at all. Like I said I am bad about adding people. I don't go to FB as much as I have in the past but mainly because it's so depressing seeing people have lives I want.


I did that too someone as well from SW to FB, wrote them a note stating its me. If like the Sw member - I think its fine, they can always ignore you too.

haha anyone feel free to add me :) Although Im not much fun for stalking all pics of me and my dogs = lame haha Ive never even noticed other SW... I think I only have 2 SW members on my FB off the top of my head.

Kat w
09-30-2011, 01:04 PM
I caught Avery's episode last night by sheer good luck!

Avery - you are adoreable yet still smoking hot in your knee socks and pigtails and ohmygod are your children gorgeous.

MistyRose
10-01-2011, 06:44 PM
I confess I'm watching Spice Girls - Wannabe on youtube. It's making me feel like a preteen again, leafing through the magazines and cutting out Backstreet Boys photos to put into my BSB dedicated notebook. :D

anouk.oui
10-02-2011, 02:24 AM
I feel numb most of the time. It's like I don't have any emotions anymore.

ditto

when im at the SC on a saturday night i like to imagine im at a zoo, a kindergarten or a psych ward.

i dont know how long can my imagination keep me going

anouk.oui
10-02-2011, 09:57 PM
i confess i spent half my monies to buy shit to make me happy.
hope i can figure out how to make this feeling last before it wears off again...

luscious sadie
10-02-2011, 09:58 PM
I did the same! I thought I was going to make almost double what I made this month. So imagine my shock....

sananeko
10-03-2011, 04:12 AM
Not to keep public..

anouk.oui
10-03-2011, 07:38 PM
I did the same! I thought I was going to make almost double what I made this month. So imagine my shock....

mine wasnt that heaps, i still have enough for a dance class tonight and till work tomorrow and still have some left over.

i still feel so much better. i need to spend more time infront of a mirror rubbing lotion in my skin instead of therapy it seems...

luscious sadie
10-03-2011, 07:54 PM
well I did 7k so it's not like I'm crying... I just wanted 10 min.

anouk.oui
10-04-2011, 06:06 AM
7k? nice. on what?
[sex toys i hope, with lots of shoes and cosmetics?]


i confess on our 2nd year anniversary night i had a dream where he got me a diamond ring and said 'nothing would make me happier than to see you wear it' and i almost died when i woke up and realised it was just a dream :\

was a big diamond too

luscious sadie
10-04-2011, 06:59 AM
7k? nice. on what?
[sex toys i hope, with lots of shoes and cosmetics?]


i confess on our 2nd year anniversary night i had a dream where he got me a diamond ring and said 'nothing would make me happier than to see you wear it' and i almost died when i woke up and realised it was just a dream :\

was a big diamond too

hahah no I MADE 7k. That's a lot less than I have been these last few months though. I wasn't really expecting to make that little this month. I probably spent like, 3k. However, I hardly even spend money on myself so it's like all the money I haven't spent on myself in MONTHS exploding at once.

anouk.oui
10-04-2011, 05:04 PM
ahhhhhhh. that must be nice

DesuvsDeath
10-04-2011, 11:36 PM
I'm so sick of having such a huge fat ass. I hate that everything I wear looks over-sexualized and I'm constantly getting leered at and hit on. I can walk around in a long sleeved, high collared shirt and sweat pants... and men treat me like I'm in my stripper gear.

ScarlettJanuary
10-04-2011, 11:39 PM
I've started hanging out with my ex again and I'm totally hooked. He's an amazing guy: sweet, fun, exciting...now if only he didn't have that nasty drug problem ::)

luscious sadie
10-05-2011, 01:32 AM
ahhhhhhh. that must be nice

it is and it isn't. I invest / put away the majority of what I make so it was nice to spend a little on myself. It's not great because making that much money requires constant pushing and it burnt. me. out.

kitinboots
10-05-2011, 05:23 AM
I got back with my ex and now I have this constant worry that he's gonna change his mind and break it off again. And even though I know it wouldn't be the end of the world and it may not work out this time either, Im not comfortable with this anxious feeling.
We only got back together a week ago so it'll take a little time for everything to feel normal again, but it's strange. I've never gone back with an ex before. Its like jumping in at the deep dnd even though I think we're on the same page regarding what we want now.

kitinboots
10-05-2011, 05:24 AM
I've started hanging out with my ex again and I'm totally hooked. He's an amazing guy: sweet, fun, exciting...now if only he didn't have that nasty drug problem ::)

How long is it since you broke up?

luscious sadie
10-05-2011, 06:41 AM
I've started hanging out with my ex again and I'm totally hooked. He's an amazing guy: sweet, fun, exciting...now if only he didn't have that nasty drug problem ::)

Girl beeee careful. Drug addicts have a habit of leaving a trail of broken hearts and angry women.

ScarlettJanuary
10-05-2011, 09:53 AM
Girl beeee careful. Drug addicts have a habit of leaving a trail of broken hearts and angry women.

Oh, I know, it's why we broke up the first time. I am an ex-user myself and I know all about that world, sadly. He's not using drugs now....but relapse rates are so high....it's definitely a risk. :-\

ScarlettJanuary
10-05-2011, 09:56 AM
How long is it since you broke up?

It's been about a year....I wouldn't be with him while he was using drugs.

Kellydancer
10-05-2011, 11:07 AM
I thought in this day and age I would find more equality minded men. I thought the amount of men who wanted a stay at home moms were not many. Yet I'm finding a lot of them. I despise these guys. I am sad that these losers don't think much about me getting a Masters, just rather that hopefully I can have kids. Every single friend I know who was a housewife hated it and it hurt them returning to the workforce.

Honestly, I can see why many women I know either gave up on men or were lesbians. If all my choices are better chauvinist pigs, and divorced dads I am better off alone. Oddly, I am fine with this.

Miss_McKenna
10-06-2011, 01:16 AM
I started seeing this guy, and it's only been 3 weeks but already I feel like I'm falling for him. Sometimes he's sweet; holding my hand in the car and kissing my hair, but then he blows it by saying things like "when did we start hooking up, I forgot?" and I'm like :-\ .

Oh yeah, and he also wants to move across the country. Fabulous! *Sigh*

anouk.oui
10-06-2011, 01:49 AM
i made mine quit drugs if we wanted to continue seeing me. its all nice n dandy.

i confess im enjoying this new fast internet testing with SW too much when i should be researching my speech.

i cant rat on about 40s fashion for 20 mins with 4 other people. i can sum it up in two sentences. it was shit coz all the money went to war effort. no pantyhose for you bitches.

kitinboots
10-06-2011, 05:37 AM
Horrible anxious feeling disappeared, at least for the time being. I like being a 'we' especially when it's not me that says it :)

sananeko
10-06-2011, 05:48 AM
I'm alittle worried today but I think it cause I can't seem to get myself up to work anymore.. The sad part is I don't think the burnout is at the club.. its what keeps waiting for me to come home and what keeps annoying me there..

Maybe it time for a hiding home spa day.. just go all out and see how I feel at the end of the day.

anouk.oui
10-06-2011, 07:59 AM
i hate how he put slipknot posters in his bedroom. the last thing i wanna look at when im preparing to fuck or sleep.

DesuvsDeath
10-06-2011, 02:43 PM
My ex is a ridiculous cunt.
Last night he got pissed off and jealous that I was Skyping with a straight woman who lives 2,000 miles away in another country. ::)

I've been sticking around because I couldn't find a suitable place to move for the winter and didn't want to spent $6k on an apartment until the snow clears in areas I'd like to relocate to... but I think plans have definitely changed after THAT nonsense.

firemaiden04
10-06-2011, 05:10 PM
I can't stand bitter women.

noelle
10-06-2011, 07:59 PM
I had sex ten times in 24 hours last weekend. New personal best!

Also, best sex EVER!!!

Kellydancer
10-06-2011, 08:45 PM
I wish real life had filters like online. On online sites when fat and ugly men contact me, I ignore them, delete and block them. In real life when they approach me I don't have that option so I just tell them off. Might sound cruel but I'm not one to be nice when it comes to dating.

I think I'll get together with my FWB sometime this week. I love hot younger men. Even if it's just for lunch that's cool. I love looking 25 at 40.

luscious sadie
10-07-2011, 01:08 AM
I don't think that's cruel at all. Honestly, people put up with so much annoying shit all the time because we feel the need to be polite. Why would you put up with stupid shit and be annoyed all the time when instead you can just live how you want to live.

kaiarose
10-07-2011, 06:14 AM
I admit that alot of times I will write out long posts in reply to a thread and delete it because A. It's taking too long to finish it and B. I'll think that it sounds stupid..lol. But mostly because there's just too much to say and I'm a lazy beotch.

Kellydancer
10-07-2011, 12:46 PM
I don't think that's cruel at all. Honestly, people put up with so much annoying shit all the time because we feel the need to be polite. Why would you put up with stupid shit and be annoyed all the time when instead you can just live how you want to live.

Yeah I often feel I should be polite not to hurt their feelings, but if it was reversed the guys would tell me off.

Spinnerette
10-07-2011, 07:07 PM
I admit that alot of times I will write out long posts in reply to a thread and delete it because A. It's taking too long to finish it and B. I'll think that it sounds stupid..lol. But mostly because there's just too much to say and I'm a lazy beotch.

Me too. I also wait for other people to reply to see if they manage to sum it up better than I can. :-X

Spinnerette
10-07-2011, 07:10 PM
Ah, and my real confession: I cried at the end of South Park the other night. I'm super emo like that. Honestly though, it summed up exactly how I've felt for years now. There is no point and everything is shit. Self-medicate to deal.

I feel better today, but it's only a matter of time before I go back to staring at the wall. :(

anouk.oui
10-07-2011, 10:06 PM
i used to be polite too kelly. then i started dancing. LOL
i personally like to yell on the top of my lungs in a crowded area when i get approached to embarass them so they go away.

mostly for my own amusement. of course they will all come over for free to bother me on the street, but in the club nooooo

Kellydancer
10-07-2011, 10:43 PM
i used to be polite too kelly. then i started dancing. LOL
i personally like to yell on the top of my lungs in a crowded area when i get approached to embarass them so they go away.

mostly for my own amusement. of course they will all come over for free to bother me on the street, but in the club nooooo

The funny thing is my stripper persona is a bitch and will tell of men. My non stripping persona hates hurting feelings. I need to bring up my stripper persona more often when it comes to men and think of them like I do customers.

kitinboots
10-08-2011, 06:47 AM
I had pizza for breakfast. Again.

firemaiden04
10-08-2011, 12:18 PM
I finally got my new priest to level 68 and took her to Northrend. Thank GOD, I am so fucking sick of Outland. I haven't had a character in Northrend since my DK when Lich King first came out.

Miss_McKenna
10-08-2011, 04:20 PM
Yesterday I weighed myself and I'd put on 3lbs since I weighed myself last week, and I was really :( because I want to look good for my guy.

Then today on the way home from dinner, I came up with the bright idea to stop at the grocery store for dessert, and now we're both munching on a cheesecake. Weight loss fail

sananeko
10-08-2011, 04:46 PM
Yesterday I weighed myself and I'd put on 3lbs since I weighed myself last week, and I was really :( because I want to look good for my guy.

Then today on the way home from dinner, I came up with the bright idea to stop at the grocery store for dessert, and now we're both munching on a cheesecake. Weight loss fail
Sex.. lots of it.. its only a fail if you don't do anything about it.

Kellydancer
10-08-2011, 08:35 PM
I think my period is coming soon. How do I know? because I get over emotional about a week before. I am getting teary watching an episode of the Brady Bunch (yes you read that right).

I was supposed to have a date but it was cancelled. This is fine though because I am overemotional and don't need to get sappy with a new guy.

anouk.oui
10-09-2011, 02:34 AM
The funny thing is my stripper persona is a bitch and will tell of men. My non stripping persona hates hurting feelings. I need to bring up my stripper persona more often when it comes to men and think of them like I do customers.

lol consider the fact that approaching you in the street to hit on you is a very inside the club situation so they deserve to see your inside the club persona :D

anouk.oui
10-09-2011, 02:38 AM
im terrified of being unsuccessful. i wish someone is my family could serve as a career role model to show me that if you study and work hard good things will happen to you. im just severely discouraged. what if i never make it?

Eva Rose
10-09-2011, 04:37 AM
So in the last two weeks my boobs have jumped up and grown from a B cup to a D cup.

What the fuck.

I'm a little worried it may be a symptom of early pregnancy. Will be getting a test tomorrow morning asap.

If it isn't, well, fuck yeah! I FINALLY HAVE BOOBIES!

anouk.oui
10-09-2011, 05:37 AM
^ PICS or it didnt happen lol