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anouk.oui
10-24-2011, 05:25 AM
also confess
i like to lie in bed naked on a 40 degree day

roast
10-24-2011, 06:02 AM
so I signed up as a customer to SM to see what it was like. I got home from work and went on, browsed cams and ended up spending 90$ on one girl. Damn time goes fast :-X

I totally didn't realise that I had spent that much. Thank god for spending limits! She was worth it though :P

sooo yeah. Basically my (incredibly shitty / left early / bullshit) night's work was spent on a camgirl <3 I absolutely CANNOT tell my boyfriend about this...

lol I love this.

Ive spent about [wayyy too much] on one girl in one especially fruitful month. I made a point of treating her like how I like being treated as well. She is also super hot (to me at least) so it was awesome. I did not reveal my gender though.

I wonder about the very pleasant super-polite customers sometimes. There is one customer who I am almost positive.... she has to be a she & considering entering the sex industry. All we do is talk about camming, boyfriends, porn, and makeup. If I ask even vaguely personal questions (like are you male or female) she gets flustered.

Basically Im super glad more women do this.



also, we spent the whole time talking. I treated her how I wish that every guy in the club treated me. I always want to go to clubs and just sit and talk with the girls in the back... let them take their hair down and relax. But whenever I go to a club I just want to work so cam girls seem like a nice inbetween, y know?

Maybe Ill return the favor and do the same thing at a club sometime. you know what, that is my commitment before the end of 2012. Girls make me blush but Ill do it.

Cam_chick
10-24-2011, 07:56 AM
My confession...

I just don't want to think right now. I don't want to do my hair or makeup, I don't want to get on cam, I don't want to flirt and pretend to give a shit about anyone on MFC, and I certainly don't want to deal with the assholes. Right now, I really want a fucking roxy.

Spinnerette
10-24-2011, 01:44 PM
My primary and incredibly bland kinky fantasy is being a secretary. That's why I'm applying for positions in that vein as sashaying around in pencil skirts and horn-rimmed glasses is something I do anyway...I should get paid for it. Yeah.

(no kinky office sex though)

Definitely not as glamorous as my brain is trying to convince me, but oh well. ^_^

Mindy Bares All
10-24-2011, 01:48 PM
I really fucking hate online dating. Or the lack thereof.

sananeko
10-24-2011, 02:07 PM
I'm nervous..

Spinnerette
10-24-2011, 07:01 PM
He gets on my last damn nerve sometimes and I feel bad because he's not really doing anything wrong. But I hate being interrupted for idle chit-chat. You're 15 minutes away. Talk to me when you get home. Damn.

sananeko
10-24-2011, 07:10 PM
I need a drink....

anouk.oui
10-25-2011, 01:09 AM
im angry mums angry
i wanna go to the store and buy some brie and crackers
but i have to make this 100 last till fri
and its raining outside

anouk.oui
10-25-2011, 04:48 AM
havent had a good run with men in the last few years in any aspect really.
i love my boyfriend. i dont want to hate men.
but im afraid if it wasnt for him, i would. mercilessly and forever.

:(

Miss_McKenna
10-28-2011, 01:46 AM
From an outside perspective, I can see that the guy I'm seeing right now is such a bad idea. He's that guy your parents warn you about when you're a teenager. But I still think I'm falling for him *le sigh*

kitinboots
10-28-2011, 02:14 AM
I woke up in a bad mood this morning because my bf was whacking me in the head all night while sleeping so I didn't sleep well (I didn't want to wake him up and tell him to stop because he had to work first thing and he needed to sleep more than me)
So being in a bad mood, I just pretended to still be asleep and not say bye to him.
But then part of me thinks he doesn't care if I do or not. It's me that likes a kiss from him when he leaves.

mediocrity
10-29-2011, 04:03 AM
Tonight was a goddamn nightmare, which surprised me because last night was amazing. On top of douchebag customers, a few crying girls, and my poor GM being swamped all night, my financials came up short. I ran through the receipts what feels like 100 times, and can't find the mistake. My ADD was ridiculously bad tonight, and I have to wait a week to find a GP so I can get back on medication.

So I came home and got buzzed on three glasses of wine and am sitting here feeling sorry for myself. I'm worried this financial mistake is going to impede my training, even though my GM really likes me.

missjzone
10-29-2011, 06:12 AM
i confess im going thorugh a period where i find people boring.. they talk.. i go to another zone

Kat w
10-29-2011, 07:23 PM
It is Saturday night, I am 21 years old. I have been invited to several parties. I am going to stay in and eat the brownies I made earlier today and read Harry Potter fanfic. Wow, I am not normal, I thought I was growing out of this, oh well. As long as I'm happy =]

charlie61
10-29-2011, 08:05 PM
It is Saturday night, I am 21 years old. I have been invited to several parties. I am going to stay in and eat the brownies I made earlier today and read Harry Potter fanfic. Wow, I am not normal, I thought I was growing out of this, oh well. As long as I'm happy =]

I'm in a similar position. I commented to my SO that I act like an 80 yr-old woman sometimes. Once it hits 9:30, I'm yawning...

I did get a little crazy tonight though. Stayed in and made sushi...read some of my book. Hard to keep up with myself sometimes. 8)

Susan-Va
10-30-2011, 04:53 AM
Really want to kill someone right now. My car got broken into tonight and my dance bag was stolen, Probably around $800 worth of stuff. And I'm moving on tuesday, have no extra $$ to get stuff. And my soon to be ex-husband and I got physical about it. I hate my life right now.

Spinnerette
10-30-2011, 09:21 AM
I confess that if it weren't for my husband, I'd hate men indefinitely. Like most people, they can prove themselves "innocent" on a case by case basis, but from the git-go, I'm just going to assume they're all horny sexist bigots. Safer that way.

Susan-Va
10-30-2011, 07:14 PM
After an amazing night out with friends last night I get to my car at 5 am to discover that someone had smashed in my back window and stole my purse and dance bag, total loss around 2 grand. This was in a well lit parking lot across from the bar I hang out in all the time, hell I've left my car there for three days with no problem before.

Now instead of finishing up packing to move I have to spend tomorrow going to the bank and getting my window replaced. All my stuff is gone for work except for two outfits I had at home. FML



* so totally forgot that I posted about it earlier, my mind is so not here now. Plus what I thought was an $800 loss is now at about $2000 once I made a list.

*Jade*Love
10-31-2011, 01:55 AM
^ I'm really sorry that happened to you :( I've had my car broken into before, it made me feel so violated. It's a terrible feeling.

People that damage and take what others have worked so hard to have make me sick. Karma will catch up to them.

kitinboots
10-31-2011, 02:52 AM
I ate 5 of the 6 doughnuts we bought the other day. Oops. I feel like a pig.

Susan-Va
10-31-2011, 07:20 PM
Things must be starting to go right. The ex called me today and told me that he had my dance bag and purse that were stolen from my car! It was in the alley a block and a half away from where it was stolen, near where he works. The only thing missing is my wallet, all my dance gear is there!!!!! I'm soooo happy!!!

Jessie_tinydancer
11-01-2011, 08:25 PM
^ dont you find it suspicious that someone you know found the bag? What were the chances of that?

velvet
11-01-2011, 08:26 PM
Things must be starting to go right. The ex called me today and told me that he had my dance bag and purse that were stolen from my car! It was in the alley a block and a half away from where it was stolen, near where he works. The only thing missing is my wallet, all my dance gear is there!!!!! I'm soooo happy!!!

You sure he, or someone he knows, didn't do it in a fit of rage? That sounds so fishy to me.
Especially since you have left your car there often at a regular hangout.

kitinboots
11-02-2011, 03:53 AM
I'm in a horrible mood, and have been yelling at the dog for getting in the bin, but I'm also concerned because he found the chicken wing bones which he's not supposed to eat...

Susan-Va
11-02-2011, 05:01 AM
^ dont you find it suspicious that someone you know found the bag? What were the chances of that?


You sure he, or someone he knows, didn't do it in a fit of rage? That sounds so fishy to me.
Especially since you have left your car there often at a regular hangout.

Do I think he had something to do with it, no. No matter how bad we fight he would never do that. Do I find it suspicious, highly. I'm Just grateful that I have my stuff back.

kaiarose
11-02-2011, 05:42 AM
So I'm kind of in love with my hubby's bff.. He'd never do anything because he's in love with this chick who doesn't love him back. I'd 99% most likely never pursue anything with him. I had a dream about him though and now I can't get him outta my head.. :(

MrsHollyDDD
11-02-2011, 06:09 AM
I woke up yesterday at 2 pm... I haven't cammed in like, forever. I feel lazy : (
My damn ex-husband won't sign annulment papers and I am about to drive an hour to his parents house and beat the shit out of him.
I think I am going to try polyphasic sleeping... 4 30-minute naps throughout the day (one every 6 hours)... too much shit & not enough time.
I just want to cuddle with my dog and watch Spongebob

MrsHollyDDD
11-02-2011, 06:11 AM
BTW... I want EVERYTHING from this site http://www.spicylingerie.com/ promise I am not affiliating... its all just so damn sexy and I can't afford it; depressed now.

Aslinn
11-02-2011, 08:40 AM
Ever since I got pregnant I have been having these weird sex dreams involving rape/dead bodies/kidnapping. I seriously woke up having an orgasm this morning after dreaming about me killing someone as a vampire. I'm so creeped out I can't have sex with my fiance and I think he's starting to get his feelings hurt but I feel awkward telling him my dreams cuz they even creep me out.

sananeko
11-02-2011, 01:59 PM
Ever since I got pregnant I have been having these weird sex dreams involving rape/dead bodies/kidnapping. I seriously woke up having an orgasm this morning after dreaming about me killing someone as a vampire. I'm so creeped out I can't have sex with my fiance and I think he's starting to get his feelings hurt but I feel awkward telling him my dreams cuz they even creep me out.
This might be a weird question but how much and what type of meat you been eating?

charlie61
11-02-2011, 07:03 PM
I woke up yesterday at 2 pm... I haven't cammed in like, forever. I feel lazy : (
My damn ex-husband won't sign annulment papers and I am about to drive an hour to his parents house and beat the shit out of him.
I think I am going to try polyphasic sleeping... 4 30-minute naps throughout the day (one every 6 hours)... too much shit & not enough time.
I just want to cuddle with my dog and watch Spongebob

http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/2005/10/polyphasic-sleep/

Have you seen this blog on polyphasic sleep? Steve Pavlina does some pretty cool experiments on himself. His blog got me into raw foodism.

Aslinn
11-02-2011, 08:19 PM
This might be a weird question but how much and what type of meat you been eating?

Mostly just ground beef, but pork chops and steaks too. Dinner involves some type of meat unless its all I can stomach is salads.

sananeko
11-03-2011, 02:17 PM
Mostly just ground beef, but pork chops and steaks too. Dinner involves some type of meat unless its all I can stomach is salads.
Have you tried ribs or chicken on the bone? The baby is even at a young stage is can join in dream wanting the weirdest things.. I have had many friends that had violent sex dreams and it seems the baby is besides certain foods is looking for a emotion created by what you eat. And by my friends food you can tear by teeth seems to help.

kitinboots
11-04-2011, 05:43 AM
Have you tried ribs or chicken on the bone? The baby is even at a young stage is can join in dream wanting the weirdest things.. I have had many friends that had violent sex dreams and it seems the baby is besides certain foods is looking for a emotion created by what you eat. And by my friends food you can tear by teeth seems to help.


Am I the only one having trouble reading this?

sananeko
11-04-2011, 11:08 AM
Am I the only one having trouble reading this?
Is it cause of my english and grammar or the topic?

kaiarose
11-04-2011, 02:43 PM
^I have to agree with kitinboots... I can't understand that post. It just makes no sense :/

sananeko
11-05-2011, 05:01 PM
The mother and the baby can join in dreams.. The mother creates the base dream while the baby add hints to full on change depending on the needs of the child.

Now on the food.. Eating certain foods cause different effects on the brain that aids in the baby's growth. Eating healthy is the best, but you also need to have certain effects in the process. Chocolate affects our mood and the food and our mood affects the baby.

I really can't get any clearer on this.. I been there to aid in growth to birth of over 30 mothers. I'm use to talking in person not on a forum.

Susan-Va
11-06-2011, 06:42 AM
Moved into my very own apartment Tuesday and I've never been happier! it's just me and my two dogs. I'm loving being single and on my own again!

Jessie_tinydancer
11-06-2011, 12:07 PM
So the exam I have today is a prereq for 4 of my classes next semester and they are prereqs for 3 classes the following semester... I confess Ive been daydreaming about all the freedom Ill have if I fail and Im only doing 1 class next semester and 2 the following semester. I seriously need to stop doing that because I might sabotage myself just for a break. But then again I really don't feel like adding another year to my 9 years... Ive come 6 without fucking it up... please please please don't fuck this up.

kaiarose
11-06-2011, 12:50 PM
So I have this thing on my lip that is terrifying me. First it was like a blister or wart :/ So I tried putting compound w on it and that somewhat worked...for a few hrs, and now it's gotten bigger and redder and rounder and kinda dry. I'm automatically thinking skin cancer and it's freaking me the fuck out!! I don't know how I would get a wart on my lip. I'm married and haven't had sexual relations with anyone but him for many years so wtf is this thing?! OMG, freak out!!! :(

Aslinn
11-06-2011, 08:56 PM
Have you tried ribs or chicken on the bone? The baby is even at a young stage is can join in dream wanting the weirdest things.. I have had many friends that had violent sex dreams and it seems the baby is besides certain foods is looking for a emotion created by what you eat. And by my friends food you can tear by teeth seems to help.

Ill try making some ribs, that might actually help. Idk my dreams are just something else. I'm starting to think I'm having the Antichrist because I dreamed I had sex with Satan lol

Crustyz
11-07-2011, 06:11 AM
So I have this thing on my lip that is terrifying me. First it was like a blister or wart :/ So I tried putting compound w on it and that somewhat worked...for a few hrs, and now it's gotten bigger and redder and rounder and kinda dry. I'm automatically thinking skin cancer and it's freaking me the fuck out!! I don't know how I would get a wart on my lip. I'm married and haven't had sexual relations with anyone but him for many years so wtf is this thing?! OMG, freak out!!! :(
It's a cold-sore. Look it up.

Eva Rose
11-07-2011, 07:55 AM
I confess that tonight a gentleman came into the club who is the spitting image of my current man, only perhaps 5-7 years older and german. I don't believe I've ever been so tempted.

My man and I have been fighting a lot lately, and quite honestly, the sex has been terrible over the past few weeks, hence the fighting. I brought it up the other day that just because he's cum there's nothing stopping him from finishing me off once he's done. It's not so much terrible.. more so complacent. Of course that went down well. There's also the issue that I feel like I'm over functioning in the relationship, I feel like I'm always the one who's asking to spend time with him, calling him, making the moves. It's just... well tiring.

This guy at the club was gorgeous, intelligent and funny. I ended up restraining myself and not going there. I really don't know what to do.... I know that I could easily find someone who adores me and would spoil me rotten and would give me the kind of attention that I need and crave, but I really want to make this relationship work. It's just so difficult when it's so obviously one sided. :(

charlie61
11-07-2011, 08:49 AM
^ Guys like that are rare in the club, but when they come along...well...they even get my li'l asexual heart racing!!

Eva Rose
11-07-2011, 08:59 AM
I don't think I've ever been so torn before! I can honestly say that that's the first time I've ever been immensely aroused dancing for a customer in nearly two years of dancing. Really not too sure what to make of it to be honest!

charlie61
11-07-2011, 09:05 AM
I don't think I've ever been so torn before! I can honestly say that that's the first time I've ever been immensely aroused dancing for a customer in nearly two years of dancing. Really not too sure what to make of it to be honest!

Giiiiirl, I hear ya. I think in four years of dancing, this happened to me once. I didn't pursue anything, and I don't regret it. Sometimes fantasy is better than reality.

Only you know what's right for you though! :-*

Smurfette
11-07-2011, 10:33 AM
In the past few months I think I've developed a bit of a fetish for guys cumming & shooting their loads. Watching a guy cum on cam2cam actually turns me on! Plus I love bukkake in porn...

I dunno, I've always been indifferent to it before. I think my pregnancy hormones have put my sexuality in overdrive, I mean I have all sorts of weird fantasies, I cam 3-6 hours a day, usually have sex at least once or twice a day... and sometimes still masturbate when I'm alone! I hope my sex drive doesn't take a huge nosedive after the baby is born.

Jessie_tinydancer
11-07-2011, 02:48 PM
So I have this thing on my lip that is terrifying me. First it was like a blister or wart :/ So I tried putting compound w on it and that somewhat worked...for a few hrs, and now it's gotten bigger and redder and rounder and kinda dry. I'm automatically thinking skin cancer and it's freaking me the fuck out!! I don't know how I would get a wart on my lip. I'm married and haven't had sexual relations with anyone but him for many years so wtf is this thing?! OMG, freak out!!! :(

sounds like a cold sore and you also don't need to have sexual relations with anyone to get a cold sore or a wart. They are both viruses. You almost definitely already have human papilloma virus - we pretty much all get it as a kid so a wart can turn up anywhere anytime on your body. And you can get the virus indirectly on towels and fabrics too :(

Cold sores same thing. You can get a cold sore from a fork! Its less likely but possible. Also you could have a virus your whole life and never get one and then suddenly one appears.

Id get some blistex anti viral on it asap :)

mediocrity
11-07-2011, 09:59 PM
^^ Jessie beat me to it. :)

I start floor managing tomorrow (not the same as shift managing) and I am SO FUCKING NERVOUS.