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luscious sadie
02-16-2012, 05:14 PM
You should get an epilator. I love mine!!

what is it, does it work, and how expensive is it?

zivlet
02-16-2012, 06:30 PM
I hate my day job because it destroys my soul. I don't belong at a desk-I belong in the clubs but my finances are so fucked up that I need

charlie61
02-16-2012, 06:50 PM
what is it, does it work, and how expensive is it?

Yes, they work! http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B001EWFBLQ/ref=wms_ohs_product

They may be a bit more painful than waxing, but if you're used to that sort of pain, then these ROCK. Mine seems like it'll last forever, and it really does get every last hair. And it has a handy little light that shows you where you're epilating as you go! I love this thing. No messy waxes or anything, no prep required.

Vyanka
02-17-2012, 03:48 AM
I saw my ex last night. All the old feelings have welled up and I've been sitting here all day thinking about him. He said not a day goes by he doesn't think of me. The truth is he's never been far from my thoughts either. We've been going in circles for years. We were back together briefly for awhile 2 years ago... and I fucked it up. He's engaged. Neither of us know what to do now and I've no idea what to hope for... I just want to cry... and I've obviously got no desire to be a homewrecker.

Oh no. I'm sorry :(

Reading that reminded me of a situation too. Now I'm a sad drunken panda.

Vyanka
02-17-2012, 03:51 AM
Tonight at work showed to prove how much men broke free from miserable Valentine's day. Lol. Club was jam packed!

_Avery_
02-17-2012, 02:56 PM
So my manager from my club just messaged me after reading my status on FB and said, "Hey, we appreciate people more than any other club around here"
and I told him all the reason why that's not true...
from the insane cover charge during the slow season AND during the day
from the never ending fees and fines
From not being able to get ANYTHING from the club..them charging for smoke breaks, not being able to get happy hour prices on our drinks, not ever being given ANYTHING even if we're pulling double..
the insane house fees, tips outs and charges from our dances...EVEN on slow nights..never being given a break. Just fined if we can't pay for anything.

I told him there needed to be a meeting because I know I wasn't the only one who felt that way.

I said I referred a lot of guys to that club and brought in a lot of business from my camming and from the bar and they still had to pay a cover. Even long time regulars have to pay a cover and that's crazy...$10 is too much for a little club in the middle of a corn field..I'm sorry, but maybe for a bigger club, but not a dive bar.

He said to call him and text him because he wants to listen to what I have to say because I made the club good money and would love to hear what I have to say.

I said I'd be there Sunday to watch the pole competition and I'll talk to him then...

firemaiden04
02-17-2012, 05:25 PM
^ It's cool that your manager cares what you have to say.

My last club, if I had said anything even CLOSE to that, I would have gotten from the owner, "You're fired."

As a matter of fact...that's exactly what happened!!!

I hope that guy breaks his fucking hip falling down the stairs.

JayATee
02-17-2012, 09:59 PM
Oh no. I'm sorry :(

Reading that reminded me of a situation too. Now I'm a sad drunken panda.

Yeah I've been a sad clown for days... :(

Sorry to have done it to you though...

Vyanka
02-18-2012, 03:01 AM
Yeah I've been a sad clown for days... :(

Sorry to have done it to you though...

I'm in the same boat. For the last few weeks. No worries. Xoxo

anouk.oui
02-18-2012, 09:24 AM
hung with my fuckdoll last night. i told him about how my mum needs the cancer surgery and he opened up about his brother dying from leukemia recently. i feel like i know a different side to him other than the big hot rockstar. its a good feeling.

then he passed out and i considered it free life drawing so i sat around sketching till 7am. thats probably creepy but i found it very fulfilling.
coz the sex was a bit of a letdown surprise surprise

GlitterBexie
02-18-2012, 12:01 PM
Im enjoying the shoe being on the other foot for once.

mediocrity
02-18-2012, 02:06 PM
Yeah I've been a sad clown for days... :(

Sorry to have done it to you though...

I've been pretty disappointed lately too. I feel like there's nothing to do in Seattle, and people here are NOT easy to make friends with. Either I have nothing in common with them or they have no interest.

Other confession: Hubs and I are secretly kicking around the idea of going to Portland. Sssh.

Vyanka
02-18-2012, 02:12 PM
I'm attracting a lot of ugly dipshits lately. Ugh.

JayATee
02-18-2012, 02:18 PM
I think I need to leave him alone.... I think he needs to go live his life... I want him. And I want to tell him I'm a fool for ever walking away, and that I still love him so much... but I don't think it would be right or fair, so I think I need to just walk away...

_Avery_
02-18-2012, 04:34 PM
/venting

mediocrity
02-18-2012, 04:42 PM
Avery, I'm really sorry if this sounds judgmental or shitty.. but it sounds like your husband is a fucking jerk and needs a reality check. You deserve a night's sleep. You deserve to have assistance around the house. Do your sister and your oldest child have tasks to complete around the house? If not it sounds like it's time to implement that. There's no reason that Auntie can't occupy baby while you're doing these things. Your oldest kiddo can help you pick up and stuff, especially if you make it into a game. :) And there is absolutely no reason that your sister can't help with laundry, cook dinner 1 night a week, or help with dishes etc.

You sound spread so thin girl. Time to rally your troops- however reluctant they may be.

DesuvsDeath
02-18-2012, 04:59 PM
Avery = the most underappreciated woman I know.

Are you making enough at the bar yet to afford your own phone?
I mean... if there's extra money for him to go to auctions, there's surely enough sitting around that you can be like "Oops, you can't go to that auction, spent my money from work on a phone so our kids and I aren't left stranded somewhere in case of an emergency."

_Avery_
02-18-2012, 05:22 PM
Thanks ladies.
Sorry for venting and going off....I just didn't know where else to go cry at..lol
Sadly, my 4 year old is the one that helps me out the most! If I ask him to do something, he will do it. He actually enjoys helping me clean and loves dusting..lol
(It takes a little longer with his help, but at least he WANTS to help).

I do have to start giving my sister more chores. All she's required to do now is keep her room and bathroom clean and put the dishes away after they're done in the dishwasher. STILL, I have to TELL her to do those things. A list sounds like a good idea. :)
So does the bag thing!! :D

I'm making about $200 the 2 nights I work, so I do have money to go get a phone, but have been using the money for stuff around the house.
Clothes for the kids, for my sister. Stuff for her dance. Then putting some aside in case income taxes don't come through so we have rent money. :(
I think I just need to be selfish this week though and just go get a phone because my drive to and from work is 20-25 minutes. I don't work in the best area and leave alone in the dark...and it's scary. We don't have the best truck, so I just get worried I'll get stranded out there too.

Thanks again girls. You made me feel better. <3

Jessie_tinydancer
02-19-2012, 01:39 AM
I think I need to leave him alone.... I think he needs to go live his life... I want him. And I want to tell him I'm a fool for ever walking away, and that I still love him so much... but I don't think it would be right or fair, so I think I need to just walk away...

If you love something set it free? But it sucks... Ive done it before. :( *hugs*

Vyanka
02-19-2012, 03:52 AM
I think I need to leave him alone.... I think he needs to go live his life... I want him. And I want to tell him I'm a fool for ever walking away, and that I still love him so much... but I don't think it would be right or fair, so I think I need to just walk away...

But if he doesn't know what to do/hope for & hasn't stopped thinking of you....is he even 100% happy with his current situation?

JayATee
02-19-2012, 09:09 AM
If you love something set it free? But it sucks... Ive done it before. :( *hugs*


But if he doesn't know what to do/hope for & hasn't stopped thinking of you....is he even 100% happy with his current situation?

I just feel like I've got no business waltzing back into his life when he seems to be settled... sorta. The truth is that he's not 100% happy. We were swingers when we were together, and had a fabulous time. Neither of us are really capable of monogomy, so it negates the cheating claus. His fiance is not only not into it, she's extremely jealous... his answer is simply being discreet... but I don't think that means happiness really. I basically told him the other night that I wasn't trying to screw things up, but that I missed him... So I've already told him. Both of us are in relationships we'd have to end, but I would to be back with him. I mean, how can you run in circles around eachother for years and not have it mean something? He and I were together before I was even married... That's a long ass time! I feel so lost. :-\

Kellydancer
02-19-2012, 01:53 PM
Avery, you are such a sweet gal and you deserve better than your family is treating you. Everytime I read a post I am saddened that this is happening to you. Like mentioned you need to start putting your foot down.


I'm attracting a lot of ugly dipshits lately. Ugh.

Join my world. I am always surprised by how uglies some of these guys are. I mean we're talking 1's and guys not removed far from Darwinism, in fact some of them look like an uglier version of apes. I'm not saying I'm a 10 and when I go out I'm not always hot looking but at least I look decent. Some of these guys are really obese, no teeth (or a mouth full of yellow piss teeth), mullet with a bald head, etc. And usually much older than me too, one guy was older than my dad! Next time one of these uggos hits on me I'm going to ask if I can take his photo so I can post it. Then sometimes I feel bad going if I'm pretty why are these men hitting on me, then some hot 20something man hits on me and my faith is restored.

anouk.oui
02-19-2012, 05:50 PM
i confess im still shocked i have so many friends. not a day has gone by lately since i had a coffee/beach date, been out or had someone around. i never knew it could be like this before. im so happy

i hope i can maintain it during the school year as well

sananeko
02-19-2012, 06:12 PM
I need a good fuck.. but all the guys around me are not my type or really ugly in more ways than one.. I had two guys last night try to double team me trying to get in my pant by trying to mess with my head.. They didn't even get very far and tried to make it seem like I was running away cause I was leaving.. I was leaving cause my friends were impatient and wanted to go. The sad part I will be seeing them again... They run in the same group as my friends even in fact they hate each other..

anouk.oui
02-20-2012, 06:35 AM
whenever i see my fuckdoll its like were the boy and girl from a movie.
because i know we cant exist in real life
and the colours are brighter

charlie61
02-20-2012, 07:14 AM
Thanks ladies.
Sorry for venting and going off....I just didn't know where else to go cry at..lol
Sadly, my 4 year old is the one that helps me out the most! If I ask him to do something, he will do it. He actually enjoys helping me clean and loves dusting..lol
(It takes a little longer with his help, but at least he WANTS to help).

I do have to start giving my sister more chores. All she's required to do now is keep her room and bathroom clean and put the dishes away after they're done in the dishwasher. STILL, I have to TELL her to do those things. A list sounds like a good idea. :)
So does the bag thing!! :D

I'm making about $200 the 2 nights I work, so I do have money to go get a phone, but have been using the money for stuff around the house.
Clothes for the kids, for my sister. Stuff for her dance. Then putting some aside in case income taxes don't come through so we have rent money. :(
I think I just need to be selfish this week though and just go get a phone because my drive to and from work is 20-25 minutes. I don't work in the best area and leave alone in the dark...and it's scary. We don't have the best truck, so I just get worried I'll get stranded out there too.

Thanks again girls. You made me feel better. <3

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charlie61
02-20-2012, 07:19 AM
I've been pretty disappointed lately too. I feel like there's nothing to do in Seattle, and people here are NOT easy to make friends with. Either I have nothing in common with them or they have no interest.

Other confession: Hubs and I are secretly kicking around the idea of going to Portland. Sssh.

OMFG I am obsessed with Portland. My 5-10 year plan (after gaining some serious job experience here) is to move there permanently. I've only visited there once, for business, but it left a lasting impression. A gorgeous city that mixes the natural with the man-made and has both sophisticated and youthful elements.

GlitterBexie
02-20-2012, 10:10 AM
I am finding this whole learning to drive experience very stressful, i dont like driving and now that it is a complete necessity i do not find it fun or exciting.
Added to that the new club opening has meant that all exisiting girls in my club are being forced to re-audition for the "privelege" of working at both even if you want to stay where you are and im terrified im not going to make the cut or end up not making any money. My hair is falling out in clumps :( I could literally make my own hair extentions from the plug in the shower right now :(

Mindy Bares All
02-20-2012, 04:20 PM
I've been so fucking horny these past couple days and I can't stop masturbating! I'm loving every orgasm, but more than 3 times a day IS a bit excessive....

GlitterBexie
02-20-2012, 10:16 PM
I need to stop watching programmes like one born every minute and call the midwife because it makes me broody and there is no possible was i can get pregnant lol. I am enjoying dancing and living life, we are buying a house and i love my bf but i keep thinking to myself, maybe next year...but then i think, i want to get married first, and bless him, he hasnt even proposed, need to calm my emotions, cool my ovaries down and get a grip!!

anouk.oui
02-21-2012, 06:17 AM
after not having sex for almost a month and then suddenly doing it for an unsatisfying 5 mins my sex drive returned full-blown with bells on
i wonder how many years i have to wait till my next other person induced orgasm
doesnt 'come' easy for me as it is

charlie61
02-21-2012, 09:06 PM
I've been so fucking horny these past couple days and I can't stop masturbating! I'm loving every orgasm, but more than 3 times a day IS a bit excessive....

Psshh...guurl. I was sick with a fever last weekend, and yesterday I still got off like five times. Indulge! There are worse habits. ;)

<--still trying and failing to wean self off of Hitachi

mediocrity
02-22-2012, 04:06 AM
I confess that my autocorrect knows me really, really well and that this text to my husband made me hysterically laugh at myself for like, a good five minutes.Then here's a random one I got back. We're immature.

2916729168

Miss_McKenna
02-22-2012, 05:29 PM
I've been so fucking horny these past couple days and I can't stop masturbating! I'm loving every orgasm, but more than 3 times a day IS a bit excessive....

Pshht roll with it girl!

I had a sex dream last night about me and my girl crush and I woke up AFTER I came in my sleep ;D So then I grabbed my vibe and had more random fun times before I went back to sleep, and I don't care if my guy roomie heard my vibe, or me moaning a chicks name, coz it was soooo good *mwahaha*

Aslinn
02-22-2012, 06:50 PM
wrong thread.

mediocrity
02-23-2012, 03:53 AM
Tonight was the first night my husband has felt well enough to have sex with me since he took sick. Afterwards, I cried... For so many reasons, but all of them happy.

anouk.oui
02-23-2012, 08:43 AM
im really having a fun time flirting with one of my hot friends on chat. even though its like 3am. my best friend slept with him too [and my fuckdoll] she reckons ill be better off with him. hoping to get a good lay out of this

im also terrified and anxious about starting my 2nd year at uni. i hate that place and the people and everyone and everything it stands for

Kat w
02-23-2012, 09:38 AM
Lately I have been happiest when I am in a tanning bed or reading Wolverine fanfiction.

kitinboots
02-25-2012, 10:03 AM
I just ate a whole tub of cream cheese :S

_Avery_
02-25-2012, 03:39 PM
I might be getting addicted to these percosets.
I dunno, I don't have an addictive personality, like...I don't NEED them (or crave them), but I have been super stressed lately and every time I'm stressed (like about to pull my hair out), I pop one.
I no longer have pain, so don't need them for that...they've been my stress relief lately. Baby crying, kid whining...pop a pill. Instant happiness.

I know this is bad, but it's the only thing that calms me the fuck down lately.

Can not wait until Monday to spend the night at a hotel. Hopefully THAT is what I need, and THAT will help all this stress.

mediocrity
02-25-2012, 03:47 PM
I might be getting addicted to these percosets.
I dunno, I don't have an addictive personality, like...I don't NEED them (or crave them), but I have been super stressed lately and every time I'm stressed (like about to pull my hair out), I pop one.
I no longer have pain, so don't need them for that...they've been my stress relief lately. Baby crying, kid whining...pop a pill. Instant happiness.

I know this is bad, but it's the only thing that calms me the fuck down lately.

Can not wait until Monday to spend the night at a hotel. Hopefully THAT is what I need, and THAT will help all this stress.

I go on drug binges for a couple weeks (not oxycodone but something equally "dangerous"), maybe a month at a time and then have 6-8 months with nothing.. this time it's actually been almost a year since I've done anything. It usually cycles with times of stress for me. As long as you aren't having physical symptoms of withdrawal, are able to say when enough is enough (put it down for the day, week, month, whatever), it is not compromising your daily activities (you aren't laying around getting high instead of doing what you need to do, are still going to work, etc), you're not driving intoxicated, you're not mixing substances (pills and booze, pills and another substance, whatever) and isn't affecting your relationships negatively... then by all means do what needs to be done for the time being.

If you're still doing it after the hotel decompression night, then I'd be mildly concerned and start weaning off it.

caitlin1214
02-27-2012, 12:00 AM
I can see how people can get addicted to painkillers. After I had my spinal surgery they gave me Vicodin. At some point my orthopedist was like, "She's going to hate me, but she can't have another refill."

I remember bargaining with my parents: "Can't I just have one at night?" "No." "Can't I just have half a one?" "No."

anouk.oui
02-27-2012, 03:09 AM
first day back at uni. this really blows. i almost managed to forget how fucking dumb these people were. they made me wish i had more middle fingers.

at least my fuckdoll was on chat with me in class which made it bearable i guess. he talks to me all the time now and im worried this is gonna end badly and you guys on here are all gonna say I TOLD YOU SO and id deserve it.

DesuvsDeath
02-27-2012, 01:26 PM
I wish I knew how to get . I need it badly.
stupid hot manager in his well fitting suit.

hf487
02-27-2012, 01:44 PM
I wish i were like 17 Again...... I'm always wishing i was young again

charlie61
02-27-2012, 06:06 PM
I just removed my own IUD.

whirlerz
02-27-2012, 07:01 PM
I just removed my own IUD. What!? Is that safe?

whirlerz
02-27-2012, 07:04 PM
Lately I have been happiest when I am in a tanning bed or reading Wolverine fanfiction.
I used to love tanning, it made me feel great, relaxed my muscles, but not good for skin.

charlie61
02-27-2012, 07:05 PM
What!? Is that safe?

When you go to the doctor to get one removed, the first thing they do is tug on the string to see if it'll come out on its own. They use a speculum, but it's the same thing. I got a pair of rubber gloves, reached up, and pulled it out. No pain! I had a non-hormonal (ParaGard) IUD, but I am so glad to be rid of it. Super long periods, super heavy periods, cramping (I never cramped before getting an IUD). I can't even afford to keep losing this much iron, as a pescetarian!

Here's a thread with women's experiences of this: http://community.babycenter.com/post/a5600795/self_removal

Natalllia
02-27-2012, 07:12 PM
I might be getting addicted to these percosets.
I dunno, I don't have an addictive personality, like...I don't NEED them (or crave them), but I have been super stressed lately and every time I'm stressed (like about to pull my hair out), I pop one.
I no longer have pain, so don't need them for that...they've been my stress relief lately. Baby crying, kid whining...pop a pill. Instant happiness.

I know this is bad, but it's the only thing that calms me the fuck down lately.

Can not wait until Monday to spend the night at a hotel. Hopefully THAT is what I need, and THAT will help all this stress.

Tread carefully here!
The first time I ever got dopesick, it was from Vicodins. I knew that people could get addicted to them, but I didn't really take it seriously until I ran out and ended up sick as a dog. IDK if you've ever had to go through opiate withdrawal, but it is hellish - even when it's just from pills. I learned the hard way. :(

It doesn't really matter if you have an "addictive personality", b/c these things will physically addict you. Once you get to that point, you either have to go through the week of feeling awful, or keep taking them, and that is a shitty place to be.

If you feel like you can use them recreationally and in moderation, then rock on. Just... be careful.