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sammii
03-09-2012, 01:52 AM
Thanks. I hate boys.

sammii
03-09-2012, 03:36 AM
Thanks, I really needed to hear that. Breaking up is easier said than done. He was kind of all I had. All of my (now) ex friends hate me and I can't talk to my parents about it either. I'm just so traumatized that I'm almost numb. He claims alcohol withdrawal could kill him, but I don't believe him, so I'm giving him an ultimatum. If I'm important to him, he'll stop drinking and treat me like a princess 100% of the time. If drinking is more important, then I just need to move on. I do really care about him and I've been with him for a very long time.

mediocrity
03-09-2012, 04:55 AM
My in laws annoy the shit out of me.

mediocrity
03-09-2012, 04:57 AM
Sammii if he scares you, you need to leave him. Delirium tremens (severe alcohol withdrawal) CAN kill you, but only if you're an extremely heavy user... I mean like wake up and drink all day every day user.

DesuvsDeath
03-09-2012, 05:13 AM
..my ass and inner thighs are tender and red.
May be bruised in the morning, too.

What a fucking great night.

sammii
03-09-2012, 06:17 AM
Sammii if he scares you, you need to leave him. Delirium tremens (severe alcohol withdrawal) CAN kill you, but only if you're an extremely heavy user... I mean like wake up and drink all day every day user.
Oh, I know it can kill you, but he doesn't drink enough to die from the withdrawals. On most days, he only drinks 2-4 beers (tonight was different), so he can't use Delirium Tremens as an excuse. He has to stop cold turkey if he wants me to stay. I'm putting my foot down this time.

Btw, I completely relate to your in-law situation. I'm not married but I've known my bf and his mom for 6 years ... and she's the most annoying human being I've ever met.

_Avery_
03-09-2012, 08:15 AM
I'm just gonna wait..

anouk.oui
03-09-2012, 09:04 AM
i dont know why i do this to myself. i must be a fuckin machocist.
i just want to sleep around without feelings.
all too complicated and i just knew he was gonna be a prick

_Avery_
03-10-2012, 08:06 PM
ah, drank a whole bottle of wine last night..was being stupid lol

charlie61
03-11-2012, 07:45 AM
I'm really itching to take a month off of my corporate job and strip for the whole time. Make some serious money, and then I can pay for rent in cash again for the next year. While keeping all of my straight job money in the bank.

Kat w
03-11-2012, 11:53 AM
I want to feel less disconnected from certain friends in my life so I was considering coming out of the stripper closet to them but at the end of the day I just don't know if I can trust them.

anouk.oui
03-12-2012, 12:35 AM
im sad he left to go on tour today
but at the same time im totally jealous that he gets to be a fuckin rockstar and party in LA with free drugs and hot groupies and i get to stay in sydney and attend hellhole of establishment also known as university and face the daily grind with surpressed homicidal thoughts towards well... everyone.

sammii
03-12-2012, 12:07 PM
I want to feel less disconnected from certain friends in my life so I was considering coming out of the stripper closet to them but at the end of the day I just don't know if I can trust them.
If you're not sure, then don't. Unless your friends are really open-minded, I'm not sure if it would turn out too well. Even so, they might be jealous if you're more successful than them and resent you.


I have $1005 right now and now I don't want to tip anyone out and have to go home with less than a G.


ETA: nvm, just got another VIP so yayyyyy to finally making a grand! It's been so long...
$1000 on a fucking Sunday??? Fuck yes!!! Hope this week is just as good!!!!
Congrats!!

DesuvsDeath
03-13-2012, 12:58 AM
There's a guy who is into me.
He's attractive. He's into the same kink as me. He has a good job. He had a huge dick. He's funny. He's discrete. He's into whatever level of casual or serious I am.
When I first saw him I thought he was cute... Wanted him to pay me attention.

...why am I not into him?
Is it just because he gave in too easily?

DesuvsDeath
03-13-2012, 12:39 PM
Has* phone typo. You know how it goes. Lol

anouk.oui
03-13-2012, 01:06 PM
^ ive had that. if you hang out with him and youre that suited to each other feelings will inevitably happen dont worry

4everresolutions
03-13-2012, 10:59 PM
I REALLY like being unemployed.

sammii
03-15-2012, 01:06 AM
Aw, I love my dog. I was really upset earlier and I know she could tell. It's hard to explain, but it's almost like she was hugging me. She was like putting her paws on my shoulders and standing on her tip-toes (she's really small) like she was trying to put her arms around me. She was probably putting her arms around me so I'd pick her up, but it felt and looked like she was giving me a hug. I love her so much. I'll admit, I'm kind of jealous because she loves my mom more than she loves me.

She has a human name, so when I move I'll probably bawl my eyes out everytime I hear her name mentioned. I'll probably buy a mini Maltese as soon as I move, but it won't ever replace her. *sheds a tear*

sammii
03-15-2012, 03:32 AM
OMG, I totally regret dissing on The Postal Service. I was pissed because my precious Owl City was being accused of copying them, so I was like "fuck Postal Service," but I'm eating my words. Their music is fucking amazing.

Postal Service fans, please forgive me, for I have sinned (lol).

kaiarose
03-15-2012, 09:58 AM
I want her off the top thanked... So sick of seeing her screen name every freakin time I log onto SW. I'm gonna start thanking the other people on there so she gets pushed dowwwwn. I don't care how much great advice she gave. She was a vile individual.... (this is confessions and I can say stuff like that, right?! lol)

luscious sadie
03-15-2012, 11:40 AM
I want her off the top thanked... So sick of seeing her screen name every freakin time I log onto SW. I'm gonna start thanking the other people on there so she gets pushed dowwwwn. I don't care how much great advice she gave. She was a vile individual.... (this is confessions and I can say stuff like that, right?! lol)

oh my god which one? I'll start voting the others up! Just say what number if you don't want to name names :D

kaiarose
03-15-2012, 11:45 AM
Well it's def not DesuvsDeath or roast or laurielegs... And it's definitely not MargaritaVillian........

luscious sadie
03-15-2012, 11:53 AM
hahah okay that's who I thought it was. Do you know who is next with how many thanks?

kaiarose
03-15-2012, 12:03 PM
No, I don't know :/ I'll just have to be patient...sigh...lol..

Kellydancer
03-15-2012, 12:05 PM
I had to go and see who you are talking about. I remember awhile back one of the top thanked posters was someone now banned who seemed to alternate between giving great advice and being a bitch.

sananeko
03-15-2012, 01:51 PM
I don't know what is wrong with me... I was given flowers a day ago and then given a pineapple.. I'm more interested in the the pineapple than the flowers.. But I don't think I ever been a flower person.. I like growing things.. not getting things I can't keep for a long time.

Genoveve
03-15-2012, 10:57 PM
^^^Oh dear are you absolutely sure?

mediocrity
03-15-2012, 11:05 PM
I'm breaking down and writing a CL ad trying to find a girl to join us. None of my other techniques have worked since last July.

Don't judge me! :)

Vyanka
03-16-2012, 02:21 AM
YAY. Omgggg. Great night. Got diamond earrings and a bracelet from a random customer. I'm a happy camper
:-D

Vyanka
03-16-2012, 03:36 AM
Btw. How fkn embarrassing.... I got so shit faced tonight, only bc I was with two good customers. I got so drunk with one of them, I started crying on him. I'm mega embarrassed. At least he was very respectable about it.

luscious sadie
03-16-2012, 04:35 AM
No, I don't know :/ I'll just have to be patient...sigh...lol..

just start thanking mediocrity all the time. She's at 2520... only 300 away from bumping __ off the list.

sammii
03-16-2012, 07:30 PM
Between my dog and my boyfriend, I think I baby talk more often than I talk in a normal voice. It's nauseating to listen to but I don't care.

Jessie_tinydancer
03-16-2012, 09:03 PM
I'm so embarrassed. I have a cold and I was out last night doing some coke and I ran into people who used to work for me in my previous life. I was at my work but not working. I told them I was there because my best friend works there and when I got home because my cold I had 2 massive rings of coke residue on each nostril. I'm mortified. I really hope they werent there when I was talking to them. None of my friends who is was with noticed. Eeeeeek!

Kellydancer
03-16-2012, 09:27 PM
I just got rejected from a guy and am bummed. Granted he wasn't the type I nornally like and he was short and balding but he seemed so much better than the losers I am meeting doing online dating. This guy has a great job (teacher)looking to get married, and most importantly never married and no kids. He emailed me to say he didn't think we had chemistry aka "you're not pretty enough for me". I am pretty I shouldn't have to date slobs or men with kids or much older men yet the majority on the sites contacting me fit into this. Or the hot guys who just want sex. I have a few other guys wanting to meet me who sound decent and fitting what I want but now I am afraid they won't like me either. What sucks is this guy asked for my phone number and talked about future activities like hiking and running.

_natasha
03-17-2012, 02:15 AM
I'm in bed with someone I really like and I really need to fart but obviously have to hold it in... Paranoia about it is stopping me sleeping while he's sleeping like a baby. Bit of an ewww confession!

aussiebelle
03-17-2012, 02:41 AM
I'm in bed with someone I really like and I really need to fart but obviously have to hold it in... Paranoia about it is stopping me sleeping while he's sleeping like a baby. Bit of an ewww confession!

That's the worst! Probably not what you want to hear but now you can't sleep because the moment you do your muscles will relax and you'll probably fart in your sleep.

mediocrity
03-17-2012, 02:51 AM
^^ Oh come on. Any guy who judges you for farting in your sleep is just dumb. Just do it if he's sleeping. He won't even notice.

_natasha
03-17-2012, 03:21 AM
You guys have just made me have to leave the room so I didn't wake him up laughing! Also 'did the deed' and confession 2 of the day, had a little nosy about in his bathroom and in his medicine cabinet. He has more grooming products than me... Surely no man should out-product a stripper?!?

_Avery_
03-17-2012, 06:53 AM
paranoid..

mediocrity
03-17-2012, 06:57 AM
^^ Here's the million dollar question: Are you still in love with him?

_Avery_
03-17-2012, 07:21 AM
:( .. l;jlkj k

anouk.oui
03-17-2012, 09:11 AM
well that was one hell of an LSD trip...
gouche is my new obsession <3

Genoveve
03-17-2012, 03:29 PM
Omg I was camming and got the HOTTEST Australian guy. He was so cool all we did was talk and his fave Metallica song is For Whom the Bell Tolls just like me! My first cam crush evarrrr.

LaurenAus
03-17-2012, 03:31 PM
^ it's always a pleasant surprise when there's a hottie wanting to cam2cam :D

Miss_McKenna
03-18-2012, 12:43 AM
OMG I hate my roommate so much... I hate the sound of her voice, her laughing, even the way she walks pisses me off now. I hate hate HATE her. I can't wait until July comes around and our lease is up, and she's all cutesy wanting me to go look at new apartments with her so we can keep being roomies, and at the last minute, when someone else has already taken over our lease for this current apartment, I'll be like "Suck it bitch, I've found my own place and you're on your own with nowhere to live mwahahaha!!" < this is the thought that gets me through the day.

She actually makes me angry to the point where I downloaded a bunch of zen relaxing music just to put on the minute I hear her talking.

_natasha
03-18-2012, 04:53 AM
I just spent another night with someone who I really shouldn't have, but he makes me so so happy. My excuse is that because he's Irish with the accent and all, I was just doing my bit for Anglo-Irish relations on St Patrick's day... When Irish eyes are smiling!

GlitterBexie
03-18-2012, 08:15 AM
Im having a cry cause i feel like ive not earned well this week, but i know its my brain tricking me cause ive already put some in the bank some on a day when i wouldnt usually have cashed it, and im over-tired and now i have to go to work tonight as well which is gonna b a fucking waste of time cause it will be dead as shit, im gonna gt pissy when they try taking money from me cause i feel lik iv been raped by the house fee bollox all week with their "top ups" add into this the massage girls and the polish/foreign girls who come down for one night when its a big night, dirty dance and dont have to put up with the rest of the shit in the week even though i have to work 3 shifts min, and i dont want to have to pay out any more when im trying so hard to save, im literally going to sit and cry for a while, then smoke, then get ready for fucking work, again...didnt take me long to burn out after a tough week. I used to be satisfied with making average money, but now im not, and i cant seem to break through the barrier :(

Jessie_tinydancer
03-19-2012, 08:03 PM
^awww :( hugs at least ur PS admits it. Mine still says everything is normal. But I know exactly what you mean the implant in my slight bottomed one actually seems to sit right into the skin. It's actually mega soft and moves nicely, it just annoys me the nip is slightly too high. I don't think mine had ever gotten worse though in almost 2 years. I spoke to Dr. Revis on JBI and he said they usually do get worse but I swear mine has not changed at all since prob week 12. Hopefully the underwire will slow it down. Do you think you might switch to a smaller implant if it's a weight issue? Before you do anything ask to see pics of his work fixing bottoming out. I found most docs pics of redos end up looking worse than mine anyway because mine is so mild... So I'm scared it will look worse if I mess with it. No one seems to notice or if they do, they don't seem to care.

luscious sadie
03-20-2012, 06:00 AM
you DON'T need granny bras! Only in the US are those breast sizes considered to be massive and women are told that no matter how big your tits are they're definitely a 36DD. Look at European brands. Freya, Fleur of England, Bravissimo, etc.

Jessie_tinydancer
03-20-2012, 06:57 AM
I wouldn't mind going a little smaller. I think mine are a really good size right now, absolute perfect size for me, but I am annoyed that I have to buy granny bras (size 30F/32E ugh!) and I'm scared once I lose 20 lbs my boobs will look ridiculous compared to the rest of my body. So if I had to, I would definitely go smaller by 25-75 cs.I wouldn't mind it mine were "technically" bottomed out but still round but I hate that the crease is so undefined and lopsided :(. I also sent my pics to Dr. Revis and he also said he thought it was in the early stages of bottoming out. My PS is open to doing surgery but not any time soon because to do an internal bra you need really hard scar tissue which happens at 3 months minimum, but ideally closer to 1 year :(. I will definitely look at his pics and have some second opinions in a few months when the tissue starts to harden because although it would be great if he could just fix me up for free and easy (recovery was so easy the first time around), I obviously want the most perfect boobs ever and I don't mind paying an extra $6,000 or whatever. It'll probably be less anyway because my warranty on the implants would cover the cost plus $3,500 of surgery costs so I'm really not worried about $$. I just want pretty boobies :(.Hang tight girlie. Hopefully they won't drastically changed from here, but I hear ya. There's times when I get mega self conscious about mine but then I just look at some glamour shots as realise no ones are identical... Sisters not twins right? Keep that underwire on and eventuality it will all be fixed up. You have your health that's most important and I'm sure custies will only notice sexy huge cans not a little imperfection. We are our own worst critics xxx