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Miss_McKenna
03-22-2012, 02:47 AM
My roommate, aka the bane of my life right now, got fired from her job when she went into her office yesterday morning. The reason I hate living with her? Her shitty attitude. The reason her boss gave her for firing her? Her shitty attitude ;D
She walked in the door and started crying about how she doesn't know how she'll pay her bills, and I guess I'm going to hell coz I was so gleeful that I was practically dancing. We sat at the breakfast bar in the kitchen and while she was wailing about how unfair it was, I apologized for having to be on my phone to reply to a text from my boss. But MWAHAHA I wasn't texting my boss, I was texting my friend saying "L got fired because of her crappy attitude lolololol"
I know, I suck. But it made my day. }:D
sananeko
03-23-2012, 09:57 AM
I want to kill myself.. I been exercising alot and I just found out I can't fit any of my pants... Please kill me now...
sammii
03-23-2012, 05:46 PM
I know how you feel BringOnTheMen. This used to be me in the 1st picture. *sigh*
A year and 30 pounds later, I'm looking like the 3rd girl in the 2nd picture.
JayATee
03-23-2012, 06:30 PM
I hated my "huge" pregnant boobs when I had them, and now I feel like I have tiny boobs. I want them back!!!! *looks into re-do*
mediocrity
03-23-2012, 08:55 PM
I threw a chicken carcass out of my fifth story window. It smacked the property manager's car. I then scraped out a macaroni pot out the same window.
That's what you get for being a dick, fuckface.
Vyanka
03-23-2012, 09:39 PM
I recently broke my 1 yr & 5 month dry spell and got laid this week.
***drum-roll***
With a woman! Lol. First time I've ever fucked a girl. Funny thing is, she said I was good at it and would've never guessed she was my first female.
Vyanka
03-23-2012, 09:48 PM
Idk how it lead to that, but it did.
I still want a damn big fat sausage. Dammit!
LaurenAus
03-23-2012, 10:03 PM
no deets on the girl?!
Vyanka
03-23-2012, 10:19 PM
no deets on the girl?!
She was blond with a perfect boob job. Not a stripper, but looked like one. she looked like this famous porn star from the 90s. I forgot her name, its not Jenna Jamenson. Older than me too. I wanna say about ten years. I'm not saying any more. I was a little bad girl that night. }:D Haha
I don't think its something i'll be doing again though, but it was interesting experimenting. I love sex with men.
sammii
03-23-2012, 10:30 PM
Aw you poor thing. Mine is only a 15 lb gain because I was never super skinny to begin with but 15 lbs still sounds daunting and it looks extremely bad on me. Especially since I already had fat on me when I was 125, now that I'm basically 140 it's just gross. My thighs are looking close to that 3rd pic too although my stomach is still relatively small. I don't think it's small but since everyone else has a bigger stomach than me, I suppose it's still "small." even though it's bordering on heart disease-level fat.
Mine goes straight to my love handles and thighs. My boobs are a lot bigger, but I'd take small boobs over being a fat ass. My arms are still really skinny, which looks kind of strange. You can probably tell from the picture, but even when I was smaller, my waist always been really disproportional and wider than the rest of my body, so my love handles look awful right now. I wouldn't say I was super skinny to begin with either, at least not compared to a lot of people, but I did wear an XS/0 in most stores. I'm pretty determined to lose the flab. It's just taking sooo long and I'm impatient.
sammii
03-24-2012, 05:13 PM
Rant rant.
Also, this ephedrine is making me feel dizzy and shit, but I'm not hungry at all. I just hate the way it makes me feel.
MyButter
03-24-2012, 08:22 PM
*sighs* I confess, I should've waited for you, D. I'll probably live with that regret for the rest of my life.
sammii
03-24-2012, 08:45 PM
have you tried oxy elite pro? It's the only pill I've tried that significantly decreased my appetite (1 pill keeps me full for a minimum 5, usually 8 hours and no crash and overeating afterwards) without any negative side effects.
I haven't, but thanks for the recommendation. I saw a post about it in a different thread last night so I read a bunch of reviews.
You should update your results on the OEP. I'm really curious how it'll work for you. I think I'm going to switch to OEP because I can't handle the jitters from the EC stack.
_Avery_
03-24-2012, 09:12 PM
I confess:
I'm drunk.
I'm typing with one eye. Like a pirate...ARGGGHHH MATEY!!!!
sananeko
03-24-2012, 10:53 PM
I'm really thinking of doing a belly dancing class. I know I would love it cause my friend teaches the class but can I make the time.
Miss_McKenna
03-25-2012, 04:32 AM
I think I'm going to switch to OEP because I can't handle the jitters from the EC stack.
*le sigh* The EC stack did nothing for me, I didn't even get jitters, it was like my body didn't even notice I was taking it. After all the trying to be sly at the pharmacy buying the highest strength or whatever that I could get, I took it for a while - no effects whatsoever.
aussiebelle
03-25-2012, 04:59 AM
I feel so bad being the "bearer of bad news" but my brother is convinced that if he wears ice on his head, he can avoid losing his hair during chemotherapy. I told him he's going to lose his hair no matter what, and now everyone thinks I'm a negative bitch. I feel so bad for him, but I'm just being real. I would buy him a wig but he told me "a wig would look stupid."
Also, this ephedrine is making me feel dizzy and shit, but I'm not hungry at all. I just hate the way it makes me feel.
You're just being realistic babe. It sucks but being unrealistically positive wouldn't be good for anybody. You sound like you're being a great support in a difficult time anyways.
smeca
03-25-2012, 06:57 AM
I went to a show with friends last night and bought a bottle for the table, but they didn't want to drink so I had it all myself.
Miss_McKenna
03-25-2012, 04:37 PM
So last night I ate the most delicious pizza ever, but then afterwards I got sick and I'm pretty sure the pizza must have been the cause. But the pizza looks so good and tempting that I totally just had two more slices even though I'll probably get sick. Wtf me?
GlitterBexie
03-25-2012, 04:50 PM
I am becoming addicted to saving money. Im getting excited because i can go deposit my earnings tommorow and im miffed because i know at some point in the next week ill have to pay rent and i dont want the money meter to drop! Its ridiculous, im not even saving for anything in particular, i just want to save! And whenever my SO asks i say "Ive got no money! I cant have/buy that" unless its something completely necessary!
Jessie_tinydancer
03-25-2012, 08:49 PM
^yaaaaa I'm in the same mode hit $10k today. Woot! Too bad I have to pay tuition and a big work trip flight :( I really desparately need to get my hair done - it was last done in nov!! But I
too cheap haha. Might have to crack tho :(
sammii
03-25-2012, 10:06 PM
*le sigh* The EC stack did nothing for me, I didn't even get jitters, it was like my body didn't even notice I was taking it. After all the trying to be sly at the pharmacy buying the highest strength or whatever that I could get, I took it for a while - no effects whatsoever.
Really?? Weird. It's really effective for me. No appetite at all. Now that's it worn off, I'm starving, lol.
You're just being realistic babe. It sucks but being unrealistically positive wouldn't be good for anybody. You sound like you're being a great support in a difficult time anyways.
Thanks, hun. I'm trying to be as supportive as I can. :)
firemaiden04
03-26-2012, 01:05 AM
Last night, I had a REALLY hot sex dream starring a couple from here.
chibii
03-26-2012, 01:12 PM
I decided to visit my home state for a vacation...its been almost 3 weeks now and Im eating a TON, feels great. Also, a good friend-turned-bitch started talking shit about me over fb...How wonderful we run in the same circles because when I see her in public Im totally spilling my drink on her, by accident, of course.
sammii
03-26-2012, 09:36 PM
I'm fighting with a girl I don't like on Facebook (I'm so mature, right), and she told me I looked anorexic as an insult. My FB pictures are from about a year ago when I was pretty thin, but I definitely didn't look anorexic. Still, I just about died and went to heaven. Telling me that I look anorexic is the best compliment someone could ever give me. I told her I'd rather be anorexic than a fat cow like her (as I said before, I'm so mature, haha).
Anyways, it was enough motivation for me to look like my old-self and I spent most of the day jogging, and I'm completely worn out. I'm probably moving to California which means beaches and bikinis, so I must lose weight fast. I'm not stepping anywhere near a bikini until I feel skinny enough.
kortneykay
03-27-2012, 08:22 AM
I confess. I love my DH with all my heart, but it's been two years and I've been feeling the itch to end things and just move away on my own again. I feel nuts because I'm in a pretty good relationship, but he's military so I have to play by their rules. I don't have many bills. No car payment, no house/mortgage/rent, no food bills, no kids,it's all taken care of. But why do I have this itch to want to get back into things before I met him. I look at these forums and boards and apart of me wants to run away and get my own appartment, start camming again, get in shape to be a stripper, go back to being a sugar baby and it's freaking me out. I want to divorce my husband, move to England, and live on my own again and be a cam/pso FULL time. So frickin' weird!
DesuvsDeath
03-27-2012, 11:20 AM
I've been getting drunk and nailing this kid from my local bar.
He's a total asshole. I'd never date him. But damn. What a great fuck.
Vyanka
03-27-2012, 12:03 PM
Would be easier to get over someone quicker if there were some hot motherfkn men around me!! Shit, where are they???
I'm glad i'm almost done with paying off taxes, now I get to plan more trips and do fun stuff without feeling financially tight. :-) I was paying tons last year, OMG. I owe very little this year...YAY!!
GlitterBexie
03-27-2012, 02:13 PM
I confess. I love my DH with all my heart, but it's been two years and I've been feeling the itch to end things and just move away on my own again. I feel nuts because I'm in a pretty good relationship, but he's military so I have to play by their rules. I don't have many bills. No car payment, no house/mortgage/rent, no food bills, no kids,it's all taken care of. But why do I have this itch to want to get back into things before I met him. I look at these forums and boards and apart of me wants to run away and get my own appartment, start camming again, get in shape to be a stripper, go back to being a sugar baby and it's freaking me out. I want to divorce my husband, move to England, and live on my own again and be a cam/pso FULL time. So frickin' weird!
You appear to be mirroring my own ideas at the minute (except the part about the military and im already dancing) But hell, book a flight, ill get us an apartment and you can move in with me!!
Su Su
03-27-2012, 02:21 PM
I confess I want to live alone. Sorry sis, but your constant nagging and constant coming into my room leaves me with no privacy.
anouk.oui
03-28-2012, 03:00 AM
i havent quite missed him this whole month like i do now the week before hes back. its driving me insane.
plus im really curious where our relationship will go next. i cant wait to find out! stupid rockstars going on tours in countries far away from you :(
Miss_McKenna
03-28-2012, 01:52 PM
*wrong thread*
_Avery_
03-29-2012, 07:00 PM
I confess:
I want the "beautiful face thread" to go to the next page. I'm tired of logging into it and seeing that girl on page 17 at the top.
She's not cute to me.
charlie61
03-29-2012, 07:01 PM
^ Lol, right? Hahaha!
sammii
03-29-2012, 07:07 PM
I confess:
I want the "beautiful face thread" to go to the next page. I'm tired of logging into it and seeing that girl on page 17 at the top.
She's not cute to me.
Haha, same here.
sananeko
03-29-2012, 07:48 PM
I feel really good today. I have a date with someone that catches my attention and I was lucky enough to get the last outfit on sale.
Genoveve
03-30-2012, 07:47 AM
Is OxyElite Pro the one in the white bottle with purple writing?
anouk.oui
03-30-2012, 09:08 AM
ahh for some reason whenever i hit $250 at work after 4 hrs i always lose motivation to work more and do shit! i always clock out with the same money for the same hours! BAH damn self why cant i just stay for a lil bit longer and double it??
in other news today on my stage there was this guy who looked exactly like my recent ex. i had to do a double take. and he kept giving me 'the look' when i was dancing for him, the same look my ex did when he was in awe of something. first instinct was to run. was so caught off guard!
*Jade*Love
03-30-2012, 04:47 PM
Is OxyElite Pro the one in the white bottle with purple writing?
Yup!
I am so disgusted with myself. I ate a california burrito, instantly regretted it, so I made myself throw it up. :/
sananeko
03-30-2012, 04:50 PM
I'm thinking of making a great change but i really don't know how to go about it...
Genoveve
03-30-2012, 06:22 PM
Yup!
I hate OEP then! Makes me super jittery, and I am someone who loves and can handle all kinds of uppers.
I am so disgusted with myself. I ate a california burrito, instantly regretted it, so I made myself throw it up. :/
Oh man, sorry to hear that! :( Can definitely relate though. :frown:
anouk.oui
03-30-2012, 06:47 PM
I'm thinking of making a great change but i really don't know how to go about it...
do it do it do it!
evaluate all the possibilities then take a deep breath and jump....
sammii
03-31-2012, 12:11 AM
Yup!
I am so disgusted with myself. I ate a california burrito, instantly regretted it, so I made myself throw it up. :/
I completely relate. I made myself throw up for the first time in a really long time last week, and I had an addiction to it in High School. I just hope it's just a one-time thing for you and doesn't turn into an addiction, because it's an awful thing to go through.
mediocrity
03-31-2012, 03:23 AM
I miss my dad. Damn.
tempest666
03-31-2012, 04:39 AM
I think I pushed it at the gym. I only ate carrot sticks today after seeing this bitch @ work with a cottage cheese ass and thunder thighs. EW
smeca
03-31-2012, 09:12 AM
...I'm really enjoying the old songs playing from things i got when i was like, 13. Currently papa roach- between angels and insects. I would so go to a gig like we had in school, to go listen to things like this ! :S
Genoveve
03-31-2012, 09:48 AM
I miss my dad. Damn.
Ditto. I'm estranged from mine and I always have dreams about him where we're doing things like catching up on the lost time.
..........
My confession is that I almost went off on my neighbor just now but she was wise and didn't answer her door when I was banging on it.
mediocrity
03-31-2012, 04:05 PM
Ditto. I'm estranged from mine and I always have dreams about him where we're doing things like catching up on the lost time.
..........
My confession is that I almost went off on my neighbor just now but she was wise and didn't answer her door when I was banging on it.
I'm not estranged from mine, but he lives far away and I only see him like once every two years. We talk on the phone a few times a month, but he's always out of the country for his job. I wish I could see him more.
Kellydancer
03-31-2012, 10:18 PM
I sound like a douche for saying this but I am only dating guys with the hope of having a child before it's too late. I am opposed to having a kid on my own but am seeking marriage as well because I want to be married. However being honest and that is if I found out tomorrow I couldn't have kids I wouldn't bother dating some of these guys. I am a cynic, but after what I went through last with a loser ex I will not allow myself to fall for a guy unless I know he is seeking the same thing. When I find myself starting to fall for a guy I just remind myself of my loser ex and remind myself that I am not seeking love really. If it happens great, but if not, great too. I am a realist and know what my goals are. Then again this could all be coming from yet another bummer date with a loser guy who was not what he said.
kortneykay
04-01-2012, 02:10 PM
I still find myself wanting to divorce my DH and get my own place even though we're coming up on our one year wedding anniversary in a few months. He's been very sweet to me lately, shopping, new hair style, etc but fuck, I just feel like I'm over being a housewife only after 4 months. I kind of get sick of cooking and cleaning while he works. I daydream about living in a new state and caming for cash, going independent, etc. Shamefull! Also, I've been trying to lose weight but my bday passed and I've been smashing on cake and ice cream like a mad woman. I wish I could stop being miss piggy and get serious about this weight loss. fml.