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Miss_McKenna
06-11-2010, 11:53 AM
I've come to hate my club and I go in only when I really have to money-wise, so on my many days off I tell myself I will look for the "real" job I've been thinking about since graduating college 6 months ago. But like most days for the last 6 months, I wind up playing online on the couch instead. And now I have to move out my apartment in 7 weeks and I don't know what to do, because all the leases in this college town are annual leases and I sure as shit don't want a job anywhere near here. So basically I fucked up for 6 months and have nothing to show for it but a nice groove on the couch. Oh, and no savings with which to make a big move. WTF me? :'( :'(
Kellydancer
06-11-2010, 01:56 PM
My confession: every year I help out my parents at their garage sale. I figure as much as they've done for me, this is my payback. They always make hundreds of dollars because my dad is a garbage picker and finds the best things in the garbage (including the coolest CD rack ever that I always use). Normally I dread it because it's a lot of work and not much payoff for me. This year though I cleaned out my rooms and found things I never thought I'd get rid of, but since I hope to move by the guy I love within a year, I don't want to take this stuff with. So this year I am actually looking forward to the garage sale! If I get rid of half the things, nt only will I make money, but less items to take with me. It'll be nice not to be a packrat like before.
_Avery_
06-12-2010, 02:57 PM
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Glamgirl
06-13-2010, 09:42 AM
I'm secretly pissd at my mate. I was supposed to be going to hers last night for drinks and girly chatter but i couldnt get hold f her all day and evening, then she txts saying they had car trouble and were stuck. Fair enough so i call her this morning saying i have to bring over some presents for her daughter's bday. She took ages to answer as she was in the bath, so an hour later i go round and her bf says shes in the bath so i just give him the presents. She hasnt even goten in touch with me to say than you or even acknolwege me. And she mustve had a long bath!
_Avery_
06-13-2010, 02:39 PM
I must confess that I'm more excited about my son pooping in the potty than over the money I made last night. :D
I never thought poop would make my day. :P
sananeko
06-13-2010, 02:57 PM
One more month til I move out and lately its starting to look good.. Once I'm fully moved in I will start looking at the local clubs.
Su Su
06-14-2010, 03:18 AM
I must confess that I'm more excited about my son pooping in the potty than over the money I made last night. :D
I never thought poop would make my day. :P
LOL!!!!!!
Glamgirl
06-14-2010, 12:59 PM
So now my dad is in hospital with a suspected clot on his lung. It seems like everything that can happen will happen. To make matters worse none of my friends have even acknolwdged my txts.
wanderlust08
06-14-2010, 02:42 PM
My confession:
My boyfriend and I haven't had sex in almost two months, and we've only been together for four. He went away on a PMC and when he came back he told me sex before marriage is against God's plan. We don't make out, we don't cuddle, he rarely kisses me and when he does it's just a peck. He never pays any attention to me, he just plays video games. He doesn't look at me anymore. Since he's gotten back, he's become withdrawn, apathetic, judgemental, and cold. He goes on these religious tyraids that make me want to stab myself in the eardrum.
I am completely attention and affection starved, and everytime I try to talk to him about it, he tells me I'm too dramatic. He makes me feel disgusting.
This whole thing has re-triggered my eating disorder.
I tried for the last time talking to him about it earlier. I feel so fucking bad now I am making a huge bowl of pasta with the sole intent of throwing it up afterwards because I don't want to gain weight from it. I haven't made myself throw up in over three years.
charlie61
06-14-2010, 03:00 PM
^ So what part of him is worth all of that????? My god woman, get out!!!!!!!!!!!!
pixierocksonthepole
06-14-2010, 03:16 PM
Gotta agree with Charlie....get the heck out of there. You have needs like everyone does, no reason to shun them to the back burner because of what you had with him. He isn't the same and isn't willing to give what you need. Move on. It would be much healthier for you instead of throwing up things you eat. Please take care of yourself. :)
jennsweet
06-14-2010, 05:27 PM
(um duh) ~MOVE ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no sex, gods plan, vomit?? there MUST be something better
joyount
06-14-2010, 06:11 PM
making you happy is the nicest thing in this world.
Harleigh HellKat
06-14-2010, 08:36 PM
Happy chair is happy.
fantasiarene
06-15-2010, 12:28 AM
To Wander--that's just cold! I'm sorry he's treating you this way. Personally, I would have waited till marriage for sex but to those who can wait, more power to them. It seems very strange that all of a sudden he's on this tirade about no sex till marriage after having sex. Telling you you're being over-dramatic about it is stupid. He should consider your feelings. He's being an ass and definetly un-Christian like if he is supposed to be a Christian. You need to dump him ASAP! Your health is not worth his jerkiness.
4everresolutions
06-15-2010, 12:35 AM
Hold on people, don't encourage the break up outright.
@ Wander: I remember you posting about this guy right before/after he left. Was he like this before he went away? Did he change while he was gone? If so, thats not a good thing...did he experence something super traumatic while he was gone? Did he become ill?
If he was like that BEFORE he went away then I'm questioning why you fell for him in the first place, and I encourage you to leave the relationship. You're a woman, you NEED intimacy at some level.
mediocrity
06-16-2010, 02:45 AM
Granny porn grosses me out. After hearing some conversation about it tonight, the gross out factor has only been solidified.
Harleigh HellKat
06-16-2010, 12:44 PM
My bf has a really strong tolerance for grossness and he said Granny porn (with the exception of obviously wrong porn that he wouldn't watch anyway) is the only porn he just. can't. watch.
pixierocksonthepole
06-16-2010, 04:03 PM
I love eating my mac and cheese with salt and vinegar chips mixed in. it's tasty. ;D
And yes it was random but it's my confession for now. lol
princessjas
06-17-2010, 11:38 AM
I love eating my mac and cheese with salt and vinegar chips mixed in. it's tasty. ;D
And yes it was random but it's my confession for now. lol
Oh, I put chips in my soup sometimes! People think it's so weird, but it's really good! I mix some tomato and vegetable together, add a boatload of hot sauce and a ton of black pepper, then float a few potato chips in it, Nummy, nummy!
pixierocksonthepole
06-17-2010, 11:54 AM
I think it is the difference in the textures at the same time that I love lol. Soooo good!
Harleigh HellKat
06-17-2010, 08:09 PM
Potato chip sandwiches= middle school goodness. :D Win.
pixierocksonthepole
06-17-2010, 08:27 PM
Hell yeah!!
_Avery_
06-17-2010, 08:30 PM
You guys are making me hungry.
Harleigh HellKat
06-17-2010, 09:07 PM
My confession. I'm about to eat my second slice of strawberry custard pie. Homemade.
pixierocksonthepole
06-17-2010, 09:38 PM
You guys are making me hungry.
I eat often...Food Network has that affect on people lol. So I eat and then proceed to talk about it with you guys ;D
mediocrity
06-19-2010, 02:22 PM
I'm going back tonight for the first time in two weeks and quite honestly I'd rather blow my brains out. I hate dancing, I hate shaking my tits for guys for money, and I hate that everyone thinks I should be "held to a higher standard" just because of who I married. Oh, I'm late? Tsk tsk you should know better! Let me pull you aside in the club in front of everyone and say something about it to you.
UGH I am SO ordering copies of my marriage license this week and going to get a new ID. I'm sick and tired of this bullshit.
charlie61
06-20-2010, 08:27 AM
I'm going back tonight for the first time in two weeks and quite honestly I'd rather blow my brains out. I hate dancing, I hate shaking my tits for guys for money, and I hate that everyone thinks I should be "held to a higher standard" just because of who I married. Oh, I'm late? Tsk tsk you should know better! Let me pull you aside in the club in front of everyone and say something about it to you.
UGH I am SO ordering copies of my marriage license this week and going to get a new ID. I'm sick and tired of this bullshit.
Going back even after a 2 week break is reaaallly difficult for me too. It's like I get a breath of fresh air when not stripping...and returning to the club is like returning to some demon dungeon in hell.
Luckily, if I can drag myself in for that first night back, it's worth it...and I get back into the groove pretty quickly.
Kellydancer
06-21-2010, 12:02 AM
My confession? I am surfing the web looking for wedding gowns. Not just that but I am thinking of the music I'll play at my wedding, as well as the type of ceremony (Catholic) and reception (lots of booze and dancing). It's been a strange obsession lately. The only problem is I am not planning a wedding, nor am I engaged. In fact I'm not officially with the guy I want to be, though neither of us are seeing anyone else. We aren't even sleeping together, or have plans to do that or move in together or anything. Ironically, I've always been the anti wedding type who loathed traditions (and will not have a women only bridal shower). I've never been into weddings at all and rarely attended them unless I had to. For some odd reason I feel in my heart he's the "one". I've dated a lot, even lived with two guys (and been proposed to) but never wanted to marry. For some reason since we reconnected I wanted to marry him. The night we first spoke I even dreamt I married him, and that was the very first time I ever had a wedding dream. A sign? There are also other strange coincidences that have happened since we reconnected.
I'm not the only one who feels this either. My mother is already saving money for my wedding. She's already talking about shopping for my wedding gown, and she's convinced I will be married within 2 years. She even mentioned to my sister in law that I'll ask her to be a bridesmaid, my niece as a flower girl and my brother will be a groomsman. What makes this even creepier is my mother has very weird psychic vibes and most of the time she says something it comes true. Friends will ask her questions about things in the future, and she'll predict what will happen (and she's usually right). No, she's not an actual psychic, but her predictions are uncanny (no, she can't predict lottery numbers, lol).
Strangely, I think that if this doesn't happen, I will never marry. I really never expected to and my family had given up on me marrying anyway.
pixierocksonthepole
06-21-2010, 12:15 AM
Why don't you two go on a date? ^_^ Get the ball rolling!
Every day I wake up I feel happier...... I love my life and I love being single. I am planning my trips this Summer, and it is SO nice not to have a guy to plan things around or even take into consideration. I have become completely selfish and self absorbed. I am currently working on setting up a guy or two in each city I frequent. The only men I let into my life are ones that are going to improve my life in some way, financially, emotionally, physically, whatever, but ultimately I am the most important person in my life, and my goals, needs, wants come first. If a guy is not contributing in any way, he's gone....
malayataylor
06-21-2010, 07:58 AM
I don't want to be a nurse. That's why it's taking me so long to finish school.. because I'm not going. It was never something I wanted to do. My parents wanted me to do this and so I did to make them happy. I would really love to go to law school but how do i tell them? They're so closed minded.
I don't want to be a nurse. That's why it's taking me so long to finish school.. because I'm not going. It was never something I wanted to do. My parents wanted me to do this and so I did to make them happy. I would really love to go to law school but how do i tell them? They're so closed minded.
You just tell them. It's your life to live, not theirs, you have to make you happy. My parents hate 99.9% of the decisions I've made in my life, but oh well.
sananeko
06-21-2010, 08:38 AM
I don't want to be a nurse. That's why it's taking me so long to finish school.. because I'm not going. It was never something I wanted to do. My parents wanted me to do this and so I did to make them happy. I would really love to go to law school but how do i tell them? They're so closed minded.
I don't see this as closed minded.. I see this as tunnel vision. You want to go to law school then go, being a nurse isn't a life I put on anyone.. And I had it easy.. Just talk them.
mediocrity
06-21-2010, 08:42 AM
I don't want to be a nurse. That's why it's taking me so long to finish school.. because I'm not going. It was never something I wanted to do. My parents wanted me to do this and so I did to make them happy. I would really love to go to law school but how do i tell them? They're so closed minded.
It's ok, fuck it. Do what you want. I'm about to make some serious waves and upset a shitload of people because I have made the executive decision not to finish school.
Whatever. Make yourself happy. It's ok to be selfish.
It's ok, fuck it. Do what you want. I'm about to make some serious waves and upset a shitload of people because I have made the executive decision not to finish school.
Whatever. Make yourself happy. It's ok to be selfish.
You know, I was thinking about you the other day..... I think your true calling is to be a writer, you are really gifted in that department. If you wrote a book about your life experiences, I would totally buy it. I love reading things you write! You are amazing! :)
Harleigh HellKat
06-21-2010, 11:18 AM
Don't be afraid to tell them!! In my opinion you'll be way happier in law than nursing... my mom has been a nurse for 35 years and hates her job, has nothing to show for it except varicose veins and arthritis. But oddly enough, she wants me to go into nursing. -__- I don't see why your family would have an issue with law school, I would think they'd be proud of you!
Kellydancer
06-21-2010, 12:18 PM
Why don't you two go on a date? ^_^ Get the ball rolling!
We are, just taking things slow (due to his issues and my money troubles).
mediocrity
06-21-2010, 03:25 PM
Today I had the best, dirtiest sex I have ever had in my life and everything for my new life plan fell into place.
I plan on some more dirty, nasty sex tonight. I finally feel liberated!
jennsweet
06-21-2010, 04:18 PM
i have dirty nasty sex almost every night! and each night it always seems like the best~ lucky gurl i guess!
;)
kitinboots
06-21-2010, 04:49 PM
I just brushed my teeth and had a poo at the same time
Don't be afraid to tell them!! In my opinion you'll be way happier in law than nursing... my mom has been a nurse for 35 years and hates her job, has nothing to show for it except varicose veins and arthritis. But oddly enough, she wants me to go into nursing. -__- I don't see why your family would have an issue with law school, I would think they'd be proud of you!
I finished 2 out of 4 years of Nursing then I quit. I absolutely hated clinical, and there was no way in hell I was going to spend my life in a career that made me miserable.
You only live once....I agree with mediocrity that it is totally okay to be selfish sometimes!
mediocrity
06-21-2010, 09:52 PM
i have dirty nasty sex almost every night! and each night it always seems like the best~ lucky gurl i guess!
;)
This was the best by QUITE a margin, and it'd been like four days- likely because work schedules, arthritis and my identity crisis got in the way.
Harleigh HellKat
06-21-2010, 10:07 PM
Absolutely... I came up with a neat little quote today. I'd rather be a starving artist than a starving burger flipper! (insert other undesirable career option.)
sananeko
06-21-2010, 10:08 PM
I'm moving out next month.. Back to the hell I never wanted to go back to... The only reason this is happening is cause I waited too long to start dancing.. I stopped taking care of myself.. All cause it bothers him.. I'm done.. I will try to get back to exercising as soon as I'm better this week.. And I'm going to break it off with him once I get everything back.. sadly that will take a few months without the cops involved.
Harleigh HellKat
06-21-2010, 10:10 PM
Absolutely... I came up with a neat little quote today. I'd rather be a starving artist than a starving burger flipper! (insert other undesirable career option.)
MsChaos
06-21-2010, 10:57 PM
I havent had sex since before my surgery. About a month. I'm dying. And of course, I'm recently single and I'm not really quick to run to a rebound. It usually takes me a while.
But. I'm seriously thinking about it.
Fresh batteries tonight.
/facepalm.
pixierocksonthepole
06-22-2010, 10:09 AM
A friend of mine is driving me nuts here and there. They seem so selfish and they are making it more and more obvious lately.
jennsweet
06-22-2010, 11:37 AM
This was the best by QUITE a margin, and it'd been like four days- likely because work schedules, arthritis and my identity crisis got in the way.
then honey keep raisin' the BAR!!! don't you just feel so good the next day. i get like that after a long night of submissive, squirting, multiple orgasms, anal, facial (rinse and repeat like 3 times)
the problem is finding a guy who knows how and can sustain this night after night:) :)
looks like u found urs though!!!!
Glamgirl
06-22-2010, 02:35 PM
I have a crush on Nathan Fillion