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CamGirlJessie
06-25-2012, 01:56 AM
I confess that today was my first day not smoking weed in so many years I can't tell you how many. I'm quitting. I'm too old to be a pothead, it costs too much to smoke everyday and I'm an all-or-nothing kind of person, which means either I smoke all the time or not at all. cold turkey.

also..

Just because it's on my mind after reading some of this thread, I'll confess that I think cheating on someone and/or fucking around with someone you know is involved in a relationship are both things that define you as an evil, selfish cunt with no integrity, self respect or respect for others. Go die in a fire.

CamGirlJessie
06-25-2012, 04:26 PM
She's not saying that you can't have your reactions and make your judgements or saying that she endorses cheating and you should too, she's saying you need to do that in *private*, not in this thread. This is the confessions thread, where people come to feel safe about confessing things that they probably feel bad about, not the confessions thread where people come to be judged and made to feel shitty about things they probably already feel bad about.

Judge all you want, just leave it at the door.

Fair enough. I don't care what the hell people do unless its hurting someone or fucking someone over... I get really heated over deceit or blatant cruelty. This world/life is hard enough, why not spread pleasure, not pain? I'm allllllll about pleasure baby! woo! :D

HandSanitizer
06-27-2012, 03:58 AM
I hate that i was forced to grow up too fast. Childhood is something that i will never have the chance to be able to experience again

anouk.oui
06-28-2012, 09:12 AM
sometimes i feel like i know exactly what i want, where im going and how im getting there.
today is not one of those days. ive been feeling powerless and lost for some time now whilst i shake off the what ifs and negative thoughts. my business is everything to me what happens if i fail??

im falling into circles of completely freaking out about my life, not achieving anything [be it financial, business or personal gain] and being a failure. i want to be confident 24/7 that i am good enough, hard working and deserving of being a successful business owner but im still terrified of the mental image of being on welfare or a very old stripper living in a ghetto flatshare thinking wheres my life gone and where have i fucked up! i dont even want to give it a chance! and i dont want to live feeling terrified about my future without any kind of safety net.

anouk.oui
06-28-2012, 09:50 AM
this sounds crazy but history books give me a sense of comfort during my eval present mental crisis outbreaks ive been having lately.
its comforting to know people have been around and have achieved greatness of epicepic proportions so many times before in the past. probably the only reason i havent lost complete faith in the human race yet. but im sure that wont last long and im just gonna live in the wilderness in a treehouse surrounded by cats of every size, shape and colour.

any day now

ChefKitty
06-28-2012, 01:24 PM
I have an eating disorder.

sammii
06-28-2012, 08:10 PM
I don't know wtf happened last night. I was laying in bed, my eyes closed, but I wasn't asleep. I could hear someone breathing behind me, then I see a long black sleeve and I feel someone touch my back. I opened my eyes and everything was back to normal, but my eyes kept wanting to shut and everytime I closed my eyes I would feel and see the "person" touch me. It doesn't sound scary at all, but it was so fucking real and terrifying. I don't know if it was a hallucination, but it definitely wasn't a dream. I'm scared to go to sleep tonight ... really weird things have been happening in my sleep lately. I've had chronic nightmares for as long as I can remember, but lately it's been worse, and whatever happened last night ... it was different.

sananeko
06-28-2012, 08:52 PM
^^ It might be strange but try lighting a scent stick of your liking and have a small amount of mint chocolate. Your mind might be trying to say the place doesn't feel like yours anymore and wants you to nest yourself back in. The mint chocolate help calm and perk up the mind before bed. just don't eat too much or the sugar kicks in.



As for me... I feel really lazy.. I just redid the whole house and I feel lazy.. I think i need to get a gym membership or something.. the problem is I like working at really odd hours..

sammii
06-28-2012, 09:09 PM
Thanks. You're right. I live with my bf's mom, and right away her house reminded me of this Ferris Beuller quote "The place is like a museum. It's very beautiful and very cold, and you're not allowed to touch anything."

Actually, you just reminded me that I have mint chocolate flavored tea. Any excuse to eat chocolate works for me, lol. And I actually do have some scent sticks.

mediocrity
06-28-2012, 10:04 PM
Sammii, google "hypnogogic hallucinations". Sounds like you might be having them. Good news: they're pretty normal, and happen to almost everyone a few times in their lives. They are also aggravated by stress.

CamGirlJessie
06-28-2012, 10:07 PM
Um...should I be weirded out that my bf is out on a date with someone else? I'm super annoyed, it's just so weird.

First he asked me a few days ago if he could use my car today and I told him it was finals so he asked me if another day would be better and I said it didn't matter, it's finals WEEK so every day would piss me off equally. He said he was using it because his friend was in town.

So this chick comes over at 9:30 am, wtf! She brought sandwiches for them and they discussed their plans for the day while I'm trying to concentrate on studying. Their plans: drive up to napa to go to a winery and then have a picnic in the park. Wtf.

I text him a few hours ago asking when he'll be home so I can use the car and he says not till midnight because they are going to dinner and a movie. Wtf.

Wtf. Like...just wtf. I'm so weirded out and annoyed right now. This chick is hella ugly so it's not like I'm having jealousy issues...but maybe I am. Because you are taking my bf out to a winery, picnic, dinner and a movie while driving my fucking car. How in any way is this appropriate?

My bf never does anything nice for me. He is nice to me in a general way every day but he never buys me things or goes out of his way for me. I'm so irritated right now. Ill most likely passive aggressively ignore him for a few days until he is forced to do something nice for me.

unless you're in an open relationship.. it sounds like you're being seriously disrespected :( I'd be pretty upset!

sammii
06-28-2012, 10:14 PM
Sammii, google "hypnogogic hallucinations". Sounds like you might be having them. Good news: they're pretty normal, and happen to almost everyone a few times in their lives. They are also aggravated by stress.
Omg, thanks! I just googled it and it sounds exactly like what's been happening. I've been very stressed lately, so it makes sense.

Good to know I'm not crazy, lol! Sleeping with the lights on tonight for sure.

mediocrity
06-28-2012, 10:48 PM
I keep my husband's old hospital bracelet in my jewelry box. Looking at it reminds me to not get irritated about little things, like the fact that he drapes his suits over every chair in whatever room he takes them off in. At least the suits are there. It sounds creepy, I know. But it really is a tangible reminder to always be good to each other.

tempest666
06-29-2012, 02:37 AM
I went off my diet and used one of my open meal "cheat days" and ate a hoagie. :( My period is raging and I REALLY crave starchy carbs. I feel the llbs packing on.

Kisca
06-29-2012, 10:16 AM
^ BOTM, wow I would be hella pissed! WTF is that?!!? Winery, dinner, movie.. erkk what? WTF is wrong with men when they have a beautiful girl infront of them and they just "forget". Focus on your finals, those are more important than any man now :) and will be more useful if needed

Twinkle Toes
06-29-2012, 05:08 PM
Yea botm that is not appropriate behavior. I'm all for having friends but there need to be boundaries. Dinner and Movie dates alone are not cool. You should tell him how you feel and not try to play the silent treatment game, that won't really get you anywhere and help your relationship grow. Good luck I know it's hard to talk to ones partner sometimes but imagine if the roles were reversed. Dont you think he would be upset if you were in his place...

charlie61
06-29-2012, 10:16 PM
Um...should I be weirded out that my bf is out on a date with someone else? I'm super annoyed, it's just so weird.

First he asked me a few days ago if he could use my car today and I told him it was finals so he asked me if another day would be better and I said it didn't matter, it's finals WEEK so every day would piss me off equally. He said he was using it because his friend was in town.

So this chick comes over at 9:30 am, wtf! She brought sandwiches for them and they discussed their plans for the day while I'm trying to concentrate on studying. Their plans: drive up to napa to go to a winery and then have a picnic in the park. Wtf.

I text him a few hours ago asking when he'll be home so I can use the car and he says not till midnight because they are going to dinner and a movie. Wtf.

Wtf. Like...just wtf. I'm so weirded out and annoyed right now. This chick is hella ugly so it's not like I'm having jealousy issues...but maybe I am. Because you are taking my bf out to a winery, picnic, dinner and a movie while driving my fucking car. How in any way is this appropriate?

My bf never does anything nice for me. He is nice to me in a general way every day but he never buys me things or goes out of his way for me. I'm so irritated right now. Ill most likely passive aggressively ignore him for a few days until he is forced to do something nice for me.

Love ya doll, but...why the heelllllll are you with him? Sure, he's acting like an asshole. But that's his right. What I don't understand is why you're choosing to date an asshole.

tuesdaymarie
06-29-2012, 10:26 PM
Today, I realized I don't even know how the fuck to get a normal adult job. I'm smart as hell, have always done well in school, have experience freelancing as a young adult (which takes way more ability and drive than any other jobs people my age I know have had, but it's also very tiring and I just want something steady), but... I just don't know where to begin. I live on the outskirts of Houston, so there are job opportunities somewhere... but everyone I know has had some sort of connection and I don't have that... yet? I guess I could start with an internship lead or something, idfk.

charlie61
06-30-2012, 07:03 AM
^Yes. Getting a job these days is ALL about making connections. Something like 60%+ of jobs are never even posted because they're filled through connections.

tuesdaymarie
06-30-2012, 12:41 PM
^My SO has multiple job options from men in my family after he finishes his degree, but it's because he's a genius with technology and sales, so he could go into business or IT. I'm not horribly upset because my "ultimate" goal is to write professionally (just began outlining a series yesterday!), but it'd be nice to have a normal income. Despite the popular notion, starving really doesn't help one become an artist. Rather, I like knowing I have dinner waiting for me after I finish the next chapter...

CamGirlJessie
06-30-2012, 02:49 PM
ughhhhhhh we've been together for over 2 years and barely ever fight, we have a really stable relationship with no problems like cheating or control issues and he's nice to me on a day to day basis but he never goes out of his way for me! Like last year, he didn't get me anything for my birthday and this year he got me a gym membership. Wtf!

So it bothers me that he's doing all of these "special" things with some random girl he knew in high school but never does those things with me. Even though it's just platonic and she's just in town for the weekend...it still bothers me.


Why don't you just tell him this word for word? honesty and openness and being straight forward. not much can come from hoping someone someone can read your mind :)

charlie61
06-30-2012, 05:13 PM
ughhhhhhh we've been together for over 2 years and barely ever fight, we have a really stable relationship with no problems like cheating or control issues and he's nice to me on a day to day basis but he never goes out of his way for me! Like last year, he didn't get me anything for my birthday and this year he got me a gym membership. Wtf!

So it bothers me that he's doing all of these "special" things with some random girl he knew in high school but never does those things with me. Even though it's just platonic and she's just in town for the weekend...it still bothers me.

We'll most likely break up in a year. I'll be transferring schools then and he's not willing to relocate to 2/3 schools I'm applying to. He's also applying to law schools only on the East coast so if he gets in, he'll be gone. Which is fine with me tbh. Once I transfer I really want to be focused on school to bring my GPA up.

If you know he's not The One (or one of The Ones), then aren't you just wasting your and his time by staying? Who knows, you could be missing opportunities to meet the real thing since you're with the wrong thing right now. Just tough love friendly advice - I have been in convenience relationships before, so I totally get where you're coming from.

anouk.oui
07-01-2012, 11:36 AM
im drunk, tired and bored and want my ex in bed with me. even if its just to spoon. i wanna feel loved...

strippername
07-02-2012, 03:03 AM
I keep my husband's old hospital bracelet in my jewelry box. Looking at it reminds me to not get irritated about little things, like the fact that he drapes his suits over every chair in whatever room he takes them off in. At least the suits are there. It sounds creepy, I know. But it really is a tangible reminder to always be good to each other.

That is the sweetest thing. I do the same. When I am feeling shitty about something a tiny thing reminding me of how special my SOs existence is can almost make me cry...usually does.

I struggle with politics and working in the adult industry. I find myself agreeing with a lot of extreme conservative views and I feel like such a hypocrite--am.

anouk.oui
07-03-2012, 05:17 AM
ive been slacking off with my label a bit. i need to stop sleeping in and get back on track! soo tired though..... oh well three bikini straps to sew then its sex and the city time!

anouk.oui
07-03-2012, 10:27 AM
every now and then something triggers me to get emotional about my past and my alliance with my poor mother.
im sometimes still struggling to come to terms with why so many bad things have happened to us in the past and why we couldntve had a less inflammatory life. it couldve been worse. were here now. i dont want to go into much detail.

i just
-wish these 'flashbacks' were easier repressed or stopped completely
-however am extremely grateful to have seen so much, suffered so much, been able to stand up as many times as i did, because everytime i do think about it, i have this unrepressed urge and wish that transcends everything thats happening in my life at the moment to create a really truely sparkly extraordinary life for us which inspires me to be the best and hardest working designer i possibly can be. ill do it if it kills me! i have nothing to prove. we deserve greatness. i wish i could give her more.

missjzone
07-03-2012, 10:46 AM
I struggle with politics and working in the adult industry. I find myself agreeing with a lot of extreme conservative views and I feel like such a hypocrite--am.

dont. I have no problem with deciding my stance case by case not by what im suppossed to act/think like

ChefKitty
07-03-2012, 02:19 PM
I feel so helpless and out of control. I'm finally able to get in better shape and healthier since I've started dancing and then I have boyfriend drama completely unrelated to that and I fall back into my eating disorder mayhem. This can't be right for my reaction to his mind games to be "if I throw up I will feel better" but I have nobody to talk to and lean on, my one friend that even knows about it has been distant and unavailable. I just want to cry and cry and cry and the more I cry the more I get worked up over everything. It's tiring.

melany
07-03-2012, 03:22 PM
I feel so helpless and out of control. I'm finally able to get in better shape and healthier since I've started dancing and then I have boyfriend drama completely unrelated to that and I fall back into my eating disorder mayhem. This can't be right for my reaction to his mind games to be "if I throw up I will feel better" but I have nobody to talk to and lean on, my one friend that even knows about it has been distant and unavailable. I just want to cry and cry and cry and the more I cry the more I get worked up over everything. It's tiring.
Sorry about what you are going through, hon. *hugs*

Remember, your health is number 1. Your BF's advice sucks donkey balls.

ChefKitty
07-03-2012, 03:25 PM
He has no advice. We got in a fight this morning because I didn't feel like having sex and he told me he doesn't want to have sex with me anymore.

anouk.oui
07-04-2012, 10:35 AM
nobody is worth physically hurting yourself over. find a guy who puts YOU first.

yes we all stand alone in this world and pick up connections here and there but at the end of the day its you. people will come and go. always be on your side first.

anouk.oui
07-04-2012, 11:08 AM
i think my ex-bff ruined unicorns for me forever and that makes me sad.
i also want nothing more than my ex-bf to contact me again so we can work things out. weve been seeing each other but im sick of being the one to always call him first. maybe coz him contacting me will send the statement he has actually been thinking about me and willing to get off his nuts and do something...

_Avery_
07-05-2012, 03:10 PM
/vent

michele11
07-05-2012, 04:53 PM
Avery have you thought of counseling for her? You could go with her, or maybe putting her in a juvie home might straighten her out? I don't know I have an angry teen I'm dealing with right now and she's not at that level ( just talks to me very badly) like your husband talks to you guys. Well I hope everything woks out for you but don't blame yourself since you are going above and beyond to help her.

michele11
07-05-2012, 06:05 PM
I confess I wanna know what this dude wants... after my ex and I broke up I only fucked 3 guys the last one last year it had been a year and a half. He was a hot dj/ male dancer I worked with at a club I don't usually work when I'm out of town. I was so fucken attracted to him ( I never find guys I'm attracted to) we fucked for the month I was there He had some issues, at work I didn't talk to him he left at 10-11 and I was busy from the time I waled in.I'm sure that's never happened to hihave m and I don't check my phone until the end of the night and he would text....hun if you can't talk at work don't text or call anymore. He would always say oh you have other guys you see and all this insecure shit even though he's probably one of the hottest guys I've ever seen. It was apparent that he was into me through things that happened etc. I was looking at it as hey I haven't been attracted to anyone like this since my fiancee and it was fun. Well I left for 2 weeks and he was texting everyday but just stupid shit about how he loves my tight pussy and how he wished he could make me come and then would say insecure shit like you know how hard it is to fuck your tight pussy all night and not come. I'd say no and he'd be well you should just uck your exes that make you come so good. Well when I got back he basically ignored me. Which was weird since he kept asking when are you coming back. Anyways I got sick of him and the scorpio in me sent him a 5 page text telling him he needed viagra and he always said I was plying him I added what wa I playing you for, for what your a daytime loser dj washed up male dancer. Just a bunch of shit because I was pissed at the way he acted after he basically begged me to get back. I never heard anything after that( a year ago) until I get up this morning to a text . I'm just curious if it was a drunken mistake it just said " hey hun. Or he was being nondescript so if I didn't respond it could be an accident? I wanna fuck with him and see what the hell he wants after all this time. My gf said I should text back " I thought you were dead'. My mom said text screw off of what do you want limp dick Lol. What could I text to see if he meant to text, see what the fuck he wants, I can't believe after all the hurtful things I said he would contact me. I know I'm bored I've been off too long....6 weeks. Lol.

Kat w
07-05-2012, 06:24 PM
Avery I am giving you a giant hug and I know it's hard because my sister has had lesser but similar issues. I recall reading some posts about your sister and I think it's time to draw a line. Her behavior has influenced your children and in my opinion that means it's time for the tough love. Not name calling, although I can understand how your husband might have been tempted, but definite tough love. I'm not sure about the laws and procedures in your state but I would look into your options. Call the cops on her, have her put in a facility. I know you can't afford Hollywood rehab but she needs to go somewhere (IMO) that is not your house or your parent's floor. She could refuse and "run away" she could claim to "hate" you but if god forbid something happens you will know you did everything you could for her and made a smart choice for your boys.

anouk.oui
07-05-2012, 11:34 PM
oh avery dudee
seriously i dont have female siblings but all my female friends who do have massive dramas and go months without talking due to some fight. i used to be sad i didnt get a baby sister i guess im better? i dont even know how to help.... but i can say i had my extended family fuck out so many things for my family and our lives we moved countries and cut them out completely and only talk to them once a year over the phone. some relationships are just better with a big distance kept

kortneykay
07-06-2012, 07:52 AM
I confess...I snuck off to see Majic Mike with my buddies and DH found out and was sooooo insecure and pissed off! Why do some mean do that?! I mean, it got to the point where he was too insecure to have sex because he thought I'd be day dreaming about Channing...Ugh! But I don't feel bad...Channing did his thang baby!

Anastasia Foxx
07-06-2012, 08:00 AM
We FINALLY got moved to Nashville! YAY! We've been here a week and already been out with friends for drinks, bbq and Sunday night cards FOUR times, going out to the Fetish Ball tonight as well. I am so happy we made this move, hubby is already covered in work building guitar rigs (which is super awesome) and I'm getting my studio space set up for both my design business and my camming space. My little sister is coming onboard the design business with me as well.

The only thing that has chapped my ass is that I have a friend back in the Carolinas who brought stuff down for us and she crammed most of it into a microwave (including one of our wedding pictures and the keyboard for the desk top I do my photo and video editing on and a can of lemon Pledge) and now we can't find the CPU for the editing computer, and all that stuff was already packed into a box. We're still looking for the CPU but I'm gonna be pissed if it's not found, since there are 10 edited videos, 18 unedited videos and about 3500 pictures of me on there, including the ones used in my Hustler shoot.

Anastasia Foxx
07-06-2012, 08:01 AM
We FINALLY got moved to Nashville! YAY! We've been here a week and already been out with friends for drinks, bbq and Sunday night cards FOUR times, going out to the Fetish Ball tonight as well. I am so happy we made this move, hubby is already covered in work building guitar rigs (which is super awesome) and I'm getting my studio space set up for both my design business and my camming space. My little sister is coming onboard the design business with me as well.

The only thing that has chapped my ass is that I have a friend back in the Carolinas who brought stuff down for us and she crammed most of it into a microwave (including one of our wedding pictures and the keyboard for the desk top I do my photo and video editing on and a can of lemon Pledge) and now we can't find the CPU for the editing computer, and all that stuff was already packed into a box. We're still looking for the CPU but I'm gonna be pissed if it's not found, since there are 10 edited videos, 18 unedited videos and about 3500 pictures of me on there, including the ones used in my Hustler shoot.

junigirl
07-07-2012, 10:09 PM
I confess...I snuck off to see Majic Mike with my buddies and DH found out and was sooooo insecure and pissed off! Why do some mean do that?! I mean, it got to the point where he was too insecure to have sex because he thought I'd be day dreaming about Channing...Ugh! But I don't feel bad...Channing did his thang baby!
Ugh oh lol. Well he should use that as his fuel to work out more and be sexy!! :) Not jealous. Use it as a tool for self-improvement. Maybe you can tell him that or then he'll get even more weird? :/

aussiebelle
07-07-2012, 10:59 PM
Sitting in my bed drinking pink milk and eating white chocolate and macadamia cookies.

Kat w
07-08-2012, 04:14 PM
After having (very good) phone sex with my boyfriend last night I fell asleep and had a sex dream about his college roommate ... oops, hehe.

Miss_McKenna
07-09-2012, 01:50 AM
Just got in from visiting my old club (and quite a few drinks)...

OMG Spice World is on TV. That'll be me not going to bed for a while... forgot how much I loved this movie as a kid *no shame haha*

tempest666
07-09-2012, 05:42 PM
I was looking at pictures of me before my BA and I got depressed. Can't have it all I suppose. I got great tits I gained weight. :-/ FML. Not much I can do but keep on pushing.

Twinkle Toes
07-09-2012, 06:03 PM
Tempest, I think fake boobs make u feel and look bigger than u really are. I had my 1000-1200ccs popped for the past three weeks before my surgery on Wednesday so the skin would shrink and I've been completely flat chested. It's such a difference, I feel like I look so much skinnier it's crazy! Even tho that parts nice I'm excited to get my boobs back.

crystalize
07-09-2012, 07:24 PM
Tempest, I think fake boobs make u feel and look bigger than u really are. I had my 1000-1200ccs popped for the past three weeks before my surgery on Wednesday so the skin would shrink and I've been completely flat chested. It's such a difference, I feel like I look so much skinnier it's crazy! Even tho that parts nice I'm excited to get my boobs back.

LOL that sounds so freaky! I can't imagine my boobs ever being like they were before my BAs.. I don't even remember what they looked like

tempest666
07-09-2012, 07:42 PM
LOL that sounds so freaky! I can't imagine my boobs ever being like they were before my BAs.. I don't even remember what they looked like

Neither do I. I tried looking some old pics up but I can't find any.

ExoticBeauty4U
07-09-2012, 08:38 PM
I confess I have an issue with "the grass is greener" syndrome. Ive moved so many times in my life and I just cant get it right or rather find that happiness that Im seeking. Yet I still keep trying. Im now up in the air bw FL and GA arghh. I do the same with men I always think there someting better when they all seem to be the same or in fact have gotten worse for me. Im almost 30 and still confused about everything:( Just want to find place where I can be stable, settle down, and be somewhat happy there. Money is awesome but truly not everything...

Twinkle Toes
07-10-2012, 06:14 AM
LOL that sounds so freaky! I can't imagine my boobs ever being like they were before my BAs.. I don't even remember what they looked like

Yea it is creepy! The first couple days were scary. I've had my boobs for 4 years and they were really heavy so it was a totally different feeling. I felt like I could move my arms lol. Though I haven't really left the house this whole time I'd hate to run into someone then have to explain the whole process every time.