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charlie61
07-10-2012, 02:34 PM
I am finally starting to get really sick of the technical problems on SW. For the first month, I was all "eh, it's a free site...I'm sure they're upgrading." Now it's really getting in the way of things. It's hardly usable. :(

I'm sure they're doing the best they can...but some of these bugs are just ridiculous. Trying to post something and then receiving an error that you can't post twice in 30 seconds (even though it did post), having to reload pages four times, photos not showing up, editing posts behaving oddly, duplicate posts etc.

luscious sadie
07-10-2012, 03:03 PM
I kind of want to break up with my boyfriend. He thinks that super tame things are a huge deal, we don't have good sex, and we have nothing in common.

At the same time, I need him to help me get around Florida when I get my BA done in October. Fml.

sammii
07-11-2012, 09:05 PM
I was watching the tv at the gym, and they had a story about really awful animal abuse. I started tearing up while I was still on the treadmill so I just went into the locker room shower and cried. I can't handle hearing about someone hurting an animal. It's really upsetting and just typing this is making me teary eyed. I'm so sad.

PleasureVictim
07-11-2012, 11:18 PM
I see quite a few dancers I know meeting customers, getting in relationships, then getting engaged. We joke about them being 'saved' out of the club. While I am happy for them, when I'm alone at night I find myself wishing it was me.

I have a feeling that it won't be so easy for me. I've accepted that, but it makes me sad often.

_Avery_
07-12-2012, 08:03 AM
omg, I'm so lame lollol

charlie61
07-12-2012, 06:17 PM
It runs a lot better if you use Firefox and disable java. I hate FF but am unwilling to turn off java in my main browser so that this ONE site works.

Mmmm...talk techy to me baby... :flirt:

:D

cherryblossomsinspring
07-13-2012, 03:09 PM
I see quite a few dancers I know meeting customers, getting in relationships, then getting engaged. We joke about them being 'saved' out of the club. While I am happy for them, when I'm alone at night I find myself wishing it was me.

I have a feeling that it won't be so easy for me. I've accepted that, but it makes me sad often.

I'm the same on cam . Save me from my dildos and hitachi... just umm don't forget to bring your wallet. Can't do that? Get off and get off!! Seriously sick of people trying to "get to know" me in free chat. Fuck you and die!! I miss the days when every guy that took me private was hot. Now it's the ugly ass men that take me private and I end up having to dream about Channing to just get me there. Actually any excuse to dream about Channing is a good thing. Not sure why I'm even complaining. lol

Kat w
07-14-2012, 02:30 PM
I sometimes feel like I'm waging a serious war against body hair. I'm obvs saving up for laser treatments and as I type this I have hair removing cream on the tops of my feet because I'm part hobbit. Stripping is so glamorous.

strippername
07-14-2012, 02:53 PM
^Look for a groupon for small areas. You can probably get six treatments for about 200 on your poor little feet. Or you can invest in an at home laser for small areas. I haven't looked into them though. Not too much.

I am generally a very happy, smily and considerate person, but lately people I don't even know have been really pissing me off. Like servers taking too long in restaurants or cab drivers not helping me with my bags until they see how much I tip them. I feel like going absolutely insane on them.

charlie61
07-14-2012, 06:13 PM
It really bothers me how people in general only talk about themselves. Even when you're talking to someone else, they're just waiting to talk more about themselves. They don't ask questions about you and actually care about the answers. It's fucking rare to find people who want to and do have egalitarian conversations with you.

This is definitely a generational issue, as well. People in my general age group (all the way up from 10-50) are so used to everything being about them in social media and whatnot that they carry these attitudes into normal conversations... It's like conversations have become one giant status update.

glitzy
07-14-2012, 11:02 PM
i confess that i am nervous about coming out of a brief retirement this week...
but i am feeling anxiety over my breakup and also want to save as much cash as possible before the fall when i will be working my other job on top of starting a master's degree.

noelle
07-15-2012, 09:59 AM
I am generally a very happy, smily and considerate person, but lately people I don't even know have been really pissing me off. Like servers taking too long in restaurants or cab drivers not helping me with my bags until they see how much I tip them. I feel like going absolutely insane on them.

Me too, though for me my annoyances are people totally oblivious of their surroundings (walking extremely slow, coming a dead stop in the middle of a busy sidewalk to mess with their phones, taling loudly or whistling). I have zero patience for people who don't realize there are other people in the world! This goes along with Charlie's post too.

lokikola
07-16-2012, 03:03 PM
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sunny,*
07-16-2012, 03:19 PM
I'm kinda scared that our social structure is going to start collapsing soon, and shit is gonna get crazy :-/

Twinkle Toes
07-16-2012, 04:24 PM
Why do u feel like that sunny?

sunny,*
07-16-2012, 05:03 PM
natural disasters (like the increasingly common solar flares, earthquakes, hurricanes) wiping out power grids, with no one able to support themselves for more than a couple of days... it's so scary. if you had no power for a few weeks, and you couldn't get food at the grocery store/restaurants, what would most people do?? panic :-/. i've been thinking about this lately. why do we depend on the "system" so much for our livelihood? when did that happen? most of us couldn't live a few weeks if there was social chaos, yet we continue to allow the insanity of major government and financial institutions to dictate our entire LIVES. and even if there were no natural disasters, what if the global hierarchy started to change and the united states lost power? we already see the beginnings of these changes.. the dollar seems to be fucked, basically.

i just feel like we're all inside the matrix, but there's cracks, you know? you can see outside sometimes and it's like, wow... this whole thing is so freaking mental.

idk, i'm not an expert meteorologist or economic analyst or anything like that. i just don't think the structure on which our society is built makes much sense.

things are precariously hanging in balance for now.

MyButter
07-16-2012, 05:17 PM
^interesting, Sunny! It is a scary topic. My mom (lives on a 5 acre farm in the so. Cal mtns) made me watch a series of taped lectures on the topic of genetically modified food, and tbh, it is so freaking scary! Have you ever read World War Z? Obviously, it is fictional but there is a chapter that talks about these survivors who have literally no survival skills. That seems relatively feasible to me considering survival skills really dont translate to income these days. That prospect scared me for some reason...i mean, i cant speak for others but if i were stuck in the wilderness without any tools, food, or water...i would die, lol.

*disclaimer: the above is only an opinion.

lokikola
07-16-2012, 05:19 PM
I would so survive. If success meant being savage my woes would disappear.

noelle
07-16-2012, 05:53 PM
If success meant being savage my woes would disappear.

Wow, this is one of my favorite things I have ever read! Fuck yeah.

anouk.oui
07-18-2012, 12:02 PM
i feel like something extraordinary is gonna happen to me soon.
soon as in it can take years
but its still close
i can feel it

_natasha
07-18-2012, 12:28 PM
I'm fucking my housemate. I think that's against pretty much all the rules of house sharing...

ChefKitty
07-18-2012, 12:41 PM
I'm fucking my housemate. I think that's against pretty much all the rules of house sharing...

This was me, starting january 2nd and I think it's kind of morphed into a relationship.

lokikola
07-18-2012, 04:05 PM
I had the most amazing sex I've had to date with my bf today. I never been much of a kisser, much less during sex. But we kissed for a while and I felt a little switch flip somewhere inside. Super hot, but super cuddly and shit. Awes.

sammii
07-18-2012, 09:08 PM
I'm really, really ... lonely.

I wish my mom would send me my puppy. I need her right now.

anouk.oui
07-18-2012, 10:25 PM
Don't worry ladies I used to be fwb with this guy for three months then became his housemate. If the sex was good I would fuck him still lol

strippername
07-18-2012, 11:36 PM
I had the most amazing sex I've had to date with my bf today. I never been much of a kisser, much less during sex. But we kissed for a while and I felt a little switch flip somewhere inside. Super hot, but super cuddly and shit. Awes.

OMG! Hearteyes. This happened with me and my boyfriend too. You are fucked. You are going to want to kiss him all the time now. The best! Is this the same guy you introduced your daughter to a while ago?


Mine: Madly in love but I don't say things like that and can't admit any emotion to anyone. Ted talk by Brene Brown made me cry because of this. I can't wait for her new book to come out. I will have to cover the book cover with a pretend book cover that says "Bad Bitches and How We Got To Be So Bad" or something stupid like that. "Dinosaurs and Their Erections"

lokikola
07-19-2012, 06:41 AM
OMG! Hearteyes. This happened with me and my boyfriend too. You are fucked. You are going to want to kiss him all the time now. The best! Is this the same guy you introduced your daughter to a while ago?


Mine: Madly in love but I don't say things like that and can't admit any emotion to anyone. Ted talk by Brene Brown made me cry because of this. I can't wait for her new book to come out. I will have to cover the book cover with a pretend book cover that says "Bad Bitches and How We Got To Be So Bad" or something stupid like that. "Dinosaurs and Their Erections"
Yup, same guy. I do love him. Nothing crazy going on, I just love him. I missed something? I'll look up the book.

Kat w
07-19-2012, 06:57 AM
The last time I visited my long distance bf I paid for the $400 plane tickets, whatevs. This time he didn't even offer to split the cost so I will stay put buy myself a new iPhone and pay for my GRE prep class.

Anastasia Foxx
07-20-2012, 10:44 AM
In re the massacre in Aurora, CO last night:

this guy is a TERRORIST. Period. End of conversation. He didn't do this because his mommie didn't hug him enough when he was a child. He didn't do this because he had no friends. He did this because he is a violent asshole.


SENDING PRAYERS AND LOVING THOUGHTS AND LIGHT AND ENERGY TO THE FAMILIES WHO'VE LOST LOVED ONES

Anastasia Foxx
07-20-2012, 10:44 AM
In re the massacre in Aurora, CO last night:

this guy is a TERRORIST. Period. End of conversation. He didn't do this because his mommie didn't hug him enough when he was a child. He didn't do this because he had no friends. He did this because he is a violent asshole.


SENDING PRAYERS AND LOVING THOUGHTS AND LIGHT AND ENERGY TO THE FAMILIES WHO'VE LOST LOVED ONES

anouk.oui
07-20-2012, 11:05 AM
fuck the world and all its shit
im staying in fuckin australiyaah

where i dont matter to the people i find important. meh.

_Avery_
07-20-2012, 11:57 AM
I can't stop eating today. I dunno what's wrong with me.
I just...can't get full. :/
FML!

sammii
07-20-2012, 12:00 PM
In re the massacre in Aurora, CO last night:

this guy is a TERRORIST. Period. End of conversation. He didn't do this because his mommie didn't hug him enough when he was a child. He didn't do this because he had no friends. He did this because he is a violent asshole.

SENDING PRAYERS AND LOVING THOUGHTS AND LIGHT AND ENERGY TO THE FAMILIES WHO'VE LOST LOVED ONES
OMG, wtf?? Aurora is where I grew up and my family/friends still live there ... I knew it's ghetto but this shit is really fucked up. My little grandma lives there. :(

I can't believe I had to find this out on StripperWeb, of all places ... but thanks for your thoughts. Families who lost loved ones are in my thoughts too.

mediocrity
07-21-2012, 03:50 AM
fuck the world and all its shit
im staying in fuckin australiyaah

where i dont matter to the people i find important. meh.

Want to come to Washington? I will HAPPILY trade you.

Anastasia Foxx
07-21-2012, 08:20 AM
OMG, wtf?? Aurora is where I grew up and my family/friends still live there ... I knew it's ghetto but this shit is really fucked up. My little grandma lives there. :(

I can't believe I had to find this out on StripperWeb, of all places ... but thanks for your thoughts. Families who lost loved ones are in my thoughts too.

Last night hubby and I were at a show with some friends in this super small bar and they had the news on, it was nothing but a loop about this asshole, NOTHING but this asshole. I can understand respecting the privacy of his victims, and I am all for allowing them the space to come to grips with what has happened. But really, plastering this terrorist's face ALL over every fucking news channel in the country for HOURS is most disrespectful to the dead and wounded and their grieving families.

I do hope and pray that everyone affected and the city of Aurora come together and share their strength and love to help the healing begin.

anouk.oui
07-21-2012, 01:04 PM
Want to come to Washington? I will HAPPILY trade you.

nah im diggin my life thanks lol. whats wrong with washington?
should come sometime, everybody, just to visit! im from overseas originally and i fucking love this country, honest!

also i somehow must be the only human who drunk dials their relatives at local time 5am. and its the best thing ive ever done, honest! i called my two grandmas and my godmother and i love them and they were so happy to hear from me! though i spent 10mins at least convincing my grandma that nothings wrong im just calling to see how she is and she sounded so happy! i really should show people i care more often. lucky when i get home from work and sit around doing fuck all its basically dinner time/early evening back home. it really made me happy to hear them so happy. CALL ALL THE LOVED ONES!!

Anastasia Foxx
07-21-2012, 07:29 PM
Hubby is having a guys night out. I want to make a sandwich and go crawl into bed, even though it's only 9:30pm here. I've had a very busy week . . .

MyButter
07-25-2012, 08:56 AM
I think it is slighty funny that my people have succesfully fucked themselves over. Lets make these rules to exclude people, then flip out when it fucks *us* over too. Sorry, theres a lot of bitching and griping going on about it on this other board im on, and I just think its pretty funny.

anouk.oui
07-29-2012, 01:04 PM
i want to fuck someone who means something to me
but im too afraid to feel

mediocrity
07-31-2012, 12:22 AM
i want to fuck someone who means something to me
but im too afraid to feel

In the nicest way possible, I suggest you get therapy. It sounds like you've got a lot of fucked up signals going on around you with your family and "friends". If I were you I'd have trouble sorting all this out.

smeca
07-31-2012, 03:53 PM
I confess I think I've found a new crush in another of the bf's acquaintances... But last time that happened we had a threesome! ::)

michele11
07-31-2012, 04:05 PM
I get laid for the first time in a year and he's a super nice guy (somewhat famous musician in Colorodo) but no I have to be a bitch like Iam to every guy. He even had magnums and my stupid ex wouldn't leave me alone, telling me no one willk make me cum like him. Probably true I gave this guy two chances and basically told him I should of went out with the 25 year old who asked me out earlier. Anyways why can't guys just fuck you like you like you ask. Now I just have a sore pussy and Idk I think I was a bitch because I didn't have that animal attraction to him . ugh I'm rambling and I guess I need to be nicer. Even though he'll probabaly never make me cum, he was just the coolest most down to earth, intellectual guy. I had 8 carmex in my purse and he was like " you're like the rain man of carmex." Opened doors for me, took me wherever I wanted to go. Oh why can't he fuck better! My ex called me shallow, guess Iam.

michele11
07-31-2012, 04:07 PM
Wow he just text me I really like you and want to keep hanging out. Wow..

mediocrity
07-31-2012, 09:44 PM
^^ That sounds like a mental block. Can't you explain to him what you like? I mean of course he isn't going to know what works for you right off the bat.

anouk.oui
08-01-2012, 09:59 AM
In the nicest way possible, I suggest you get therapy. It sounds like you've got a lot of fucked up signals going on around you with your family and "friends". If I were you I'd have trouble sorting all this out.

i agree. when i go back to my gp to pick up some blood test results [still trying to figure out that autoimmunity bullshit] ill ask for a referral. in the meantime i think ill keep hunting for a public mental health clinic. i somehow think $300-$500 per session for a psychiatrist is a little excessive.

at least theres a subculture on the internet who care <3
i dont know if that makes me feel loved
or pathetic that i dont see many 'friends' IRL caring.

also
i still wanna fuck
i wish i had a dungeon with hot sex slaves i could bring up, satisfy myself and send em back down :D

Jessie_tinydancer
08-01-2012, 10:06 AM
I ate a big mac mean after work... So much for my low sugar lifestyle. And it was emotional eating.

michele11
08-01-2012, 03:37 PM
^^ That sounds like a mental block. Can't you explain to him what you like? I mean of course he isn't going to know what works for you right off the bat.

Thank god he can't read this. He just texted " having fun reading stripperweb" because he saw me on here the other night......

michele11
08-01-2012, 03:43 PM
Yeah he told me he likes the lights on. Wants to see my gorgeous ace and body and that only ugly girls would cae about the lights. i've always been like that, I'm shy. Anyone else?

MyButter
08-01-2012, 04:13 PM
Damnit man, I want to fucking dance again. I could make absolutely no money every night and be happy. I just want to dance.

glitzy
08-01-2012, 04:20 PM
i ate a pot pie and peanut butter cookies and was in bed aaaalllllll daaaaaayyyyy. depression kicked in hard this week.

but then i got a job offer! w0000000t.
just when i thought everything had fallen apart (breakup, getting fired, drug/alcohol binge), something awesome filled in the void and gave me a reason to get the fuck up and brush my teeth (yes, i was feeling THAT pathetic).
don't give up, people!