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papillonluvr
08-21-2012, 05:43 AM
Darien I know what you mean about feeling bad about being lazy, and having to miss something you were looking forward to.

I hope your knee gets better quickly!

michele11
08-21-2012, 01:13 PM
i got laid for the first time since breaking off my 2 year relationship. i've been a prude and not interested in dating or fucking anyone because i was still sad but OMG it was so hot! i never have good one night stand sex either. there is hope for my dormant sluttiness! lol

annoyed as i was by all my friends telling me to fuck someone else to move on over and over again while i moped around, they were totally right...
Ha ha you are lucky. I think my ex doomed me. Since we broke up 3 years ago after an 8 year relationship I've had sex with 3 people, not because I haven't had a chance, because I'm picky as hell. I waited 11 months the first time...blah.....a year and 8 months the second time, he was sooooo hot but just couldn't stay hard and the last guy the last few weeks I waited a year for this. Lucky you but my ex keeps telling me I need to take him back to get fucked properly and have orgasams and I think he's right!

MyButter
08-21-2012, 01:56 PM
My daughter's first day of preschool is tomorrow. Im so full of strange emotions, lol. I think I may cry when I drop her off=(

michele11
08-21-2012, 02:24 PM
My daughter's first day of preschool is tomorrow. Im so full of strange emotions, lol. I think I may cry when I drop her off=(

Mine was so excited she got out of the car and hugged me and ran away.....as she did that she pulled my shorts down and I had no undies on. Haha. She also use to say she wanted to go every day. Ha ha. Oh I miss those days that was 13 years ago......

MyButter
08-21-2012, 03:55 PM
^ aww! That's so cute Michele!

Kat w
08-21-2012, 04:06 PM
I graduated from college and I am now living about 2 hours away from the friends that I had become so close with. I really want a friend to hang out with on the weekends or during "happy hour" now that I have a great job and I'm no longer dancing. I just replied to an ad for a board games group on CL ... oh god.

Kat w
08-21-2012, 04:17 PM
Also I think tonight I will make an OKCupid account although I think everyone is ugly and stupid.

Vyanka
08-21-2012, 07:49 PM
Tomorrow, I am going man hunting. Yup, that's right. LOL. My workaholic ass is taking a day off of work to meet normal men in normal settings. We shall see. Hmmm....

I have to say. I haven't done this in a really long time. It's kinda awkward for me. I don't know what the dating scene will be like as a stripper. I'm puting myself out there, finally.

I haven't dated anyone is almost two fkn years, Yikes! :-X Last year I didn't have time, I was working my ass off. This year, it's on. ;D

ETA - I sware. I better not turn this into "promo", instead of having a normal good time with my friend. I'm gonna have anxiety, looking at the men as human ATMs. I'm terrible. lol.

CuriousSeeker
08-22-2012, 10:08 PM
I suppose risking possible surgery or even worse is really not worth popping the perfect trick:-( Feel weird about being lazy. I guess it's ok now and then.

Feel bad about being lazy, but feel proud of healthy self-preservation instincts, which is what you have. When a knee is acting up that much, it needs love.

papillonluvr
08-24-2012, 05:52 AM
I graduated from college and I am now living about 2 hours away from the friends that I had become so close with. I really want a friend to hang out with on the weekends or during "happy hour" now that I have a great job and I'm no longer dancing. I just replied to an ad for a board games group on CL ... oh god.

I love board games! Games nights = best thing ever! Especially with alcohol. I'm such a nerd hahaha

Vyanka
08-24-2012, 01:33 PM
Tomorrow, I am going man hunting. Yup, that's right. LOL. My workaholic ass is taking a day off of work to meet normal men in normal settings. We shall see. Hmmm....

I have to say. I haven't done this in a really long time. It's kinda awkward for me. I don't know what the dating scene will be like as a stripper. I'm puting myself out there, finally.

I haven't dated anyone is almost two fkn years, Yikes! :-X Last year I didn't have time, I was working my ass off. This year, it's on. ;D

ETA - I sware. I better not turn this into "promo", instead of having a normal good time with my friend. I'm gonna have anxiety, looking at the men as human ATMs. I'm terrible. lol.

And I turned this shit into a promo!! LMAO. It's fine bc the town was dead and there were no hot men around. I got approached by one hottie, but he was too young & a typical lawyer that's full of shit.

Once the summer is done and ppl come back to town then i'll try this shit again.

Vyanka
08-24-2012, 01:38 PM
...........

glitzy
08-25-2012, 01:17 PM
^^^^^OMG Nuclear Martini I'm playing out a whole hypothetical porno scene in my head right now. lol

noelle
08-26-2012, 10:05 PM
Also I think tonight I will make an OKCupid account although I think everyone is ugly and stupid.

Hey, you never know. I made an account last week and have been amazed how many messages I'm getting, it's super overwhelming. But last night I went on a date with a SUPER hot guy and he was really sweet. Long story short, he made me an omelette this morning ;)

My roommate is also on OKCupid and she is out on a date right now, she texted me to check in and she's having an awesome time! It works sometimes and even if it doesnt you will have some interesting experiences and funny stories to tell.

sananeko
08-26-2012, 11:31 PM
I'm thinking of going on a trip and not really telling anyone close to me about it.. All I here is complaining about money and shit.. so I think I will take a trip down south for the winter.. not all winter but maybe a week or two.. I need a break and people are making me burnt out...

Kellydancer
08-31-2012, 12:07 PM
Hey, you never know. I made an account last week and have been amazed how many messages I'm getting, it's super overwhelming. But last night I went on a date with a SUPER hot guy and he was really sweet. Long story short, he made me an omelette this morning ;)

My roommate is also on OKCupid and she is out on a date right now, she texted me to check in and she's having an awesome time! It works sometimes and even if it doesnt you will have some interesting experiences and funny stories to tell.

I have an account on there but have only gotten a few messages (all from much older men). I do get a lot of men who vote me as hot but most of them don't send messages or send the "you're hot" ones. At least these guys aren't like the basement dwellers I seem to get at POF. I think it's either my age or my location or maybe because I don't think I completed my OKCupid profile.

I don't care now because I found someone I really hope I marry and he lives down the street. We share the same values and interests, he fits what I want, and we share mutual friends.

luscious sadie
09-05-2012, 09:26 AM
my ex - the super nice guy who I posted about last year and how I couldn't wait to be with him.... has turned out to be not such a great guy who I might have to get a restraining order against.

I really hope that he can just go away and get out of my life so I don't have to.

Jessie_tinydancer
09-05-2012, 03:25 PM
^ Oh dear that sounds scary! Be careful :(

Vyanka
09-08-2012, 12:41 PM
Mmmm... last night was my lucky night or something. Met two really hot ass men & both were tall with long hair(which I love). First one was blond with blue eyes, tarzan looking. Mmmm mmm mmm. Second was just as fine. Dark hair with hazel grey eyes & looked a bit like Christian Bale.

Kat w
09-08-2012, 01:05 PM
^ yay, I'm on a man hunt as well, but it not going well at all.

Vyanka
09-08-2012, 01:39 PM
^ yay, I'm on a man hunt as well, but it not going well at all.

It's of course, when you least expect it.

Kellydancer
09-08-2012, 02:00 PM
My man hunt is actually picking up steam. I have a much younger guy who wants to date me though he lives too far and too young (but I would consider if both of those changed). I met a few guys through other sites and not much happened. However in the strangest of ironies I found a man who lived nears my house and the more I get to know him I find myself being more attracted.When I first met him I was unimpressed by his looks but the more I find the more I think he's the one. He's shy though so I don't know whether he is interested or not. I strongly suspect he is because he is doing things that tell me he is. For one he is making an effort to really get to know my parents and he's wanting me and my parents to get to know his mother better. Also, at an event I told him I wanted to dance, he said he did too but was afraid to approach me. When we were playing darts a few weeks ago he handed me the darts but held my hand a bit and smiled at me. Every time I see him he comes up to me to talk and smiles. We are in several activities together and I find him just smiling at me. Oh and all our mutual friends tell me we should date and they think we will get married.

Hopefully I will see him tonight and I am going to make progress with him and I'm working up the guts to ask him out. The worst thing he will do is say no I figure but I know if nothing else he likes me as a person. As strange as it sounds I am thinking of asking him to attend church with me (yes he is a devout Catholic, childless and almost 100% he has never been married either).

Watch my luck he won't be there today or worse will be there with a woman.

The funny thing is around the time I met him I was starting to feel I wouldn't find anyone. I was striking out with singles groups and online dating and figured my time was done.

michele11
09-08-2012, 02:59 PM
Mmmm... last night was my lucky night or something. Met two really hot ass men & both were tall with long hair(which I love). First one was blond with blue eyes, tarzan looking. Mmmm mmm mmm. Second was just as fine. Dark hair with hazel grey eyes & looked a bit like Christian Bale.

Did you have a threesome? Do tell....jk. Send me the christian bale looking one.

Vyanka
09-08-2012, 03:28 PM
Did you have a threesome? Do tell....jk. Send me the christian bale looking one.

No. LOL. I met one at the first place I went to, then I went to another place and met the other one. ;)

_Avery_
09-08-2012, 05:33 PM
I don't usually smoke pot, but have been so on edge lately.
I just smoked a joint and I am so fucking calm right now.
My kids are asleep...and I'm watching best songs on the 00's and OMG, I love all these songs!!!
I need to make a playlist..they're bringing back some good memories.

However, omg, I just went grocery shopping today!!! and chips sound delicious.

I think I'll sleep good tonight and just want to be calm and carefree all the time.

_Avery_
09-08-2012, 05:58 PM
omfg, and that's exactly why I don't smoke pot.
A whole bag of chips..GOOONE...!! :(

Vyanka
09-09-2012, 01:40 PM
Guy number two is already asking me for pics and FB page. What a turn off. I just met you. He has no game at all either. Ugh. He's hot, but I like my men to take the lead. NO effort.

NEXT.....

Kellydancer
09-09-2012, 01:53 PM
Ugh I just found out the guy I am interested in has no confidence at all. He even said to me "why would a beautiful and smart woman want someone like me?". Don't get me wrong I'd prefer a guy like him because I am not worried he would cheat but I told him I found him attractive and kind hearted. He loves animals (works with them)and I have seen him with kids and he's wonderful. He also takes care of his mom and he is well liked by everyone he meets. I am going to talk to him this week and tell him I am very interested in him and yes I am taking the lead.

Kat w
09-10-2012, 04:56 PM
I wanna get laid tonight. I don't wantttt to masturbate, I WANT to get laid, damn.

_Avery_
09-11-2012, 08:01 AM
I confess, I could care less about 9/11...yes, I'm an "unpatriotic, unamerican, heartless bitch"....

mediocrity
09-11-2012, 10:41 AM
I confess, I could care less about 9/11...yes, I'm an "unpatriotic, unamerican, heartless bitch"....

It's ok. I'm not American, but I also don't give a rat's ass.

Kellydancer
09-11-2012, 12:24 PM
I think that as time goes one people will forget the impact it had on our lives good and bad. Now we have more security and the Patriot Act and that scares me. I actually forgot about it until I saw it mentioned and also the moment of silence. I do think it is a disgrace though that the Today Show bypassed the moment of silence to do an interview with Kris Jenner (who I consider little more than a talentless piece of trash).

mediocrity
09-11-2012, 04:53 PM
I had such a terrible episode with my body dysmorphia today that I broke out into a sweat and started shaking. Thank fuck I have great friends I met on this site who keep me down to earth. I really thought I was going to have a nuclear meltdown, but those girls saved my ass.

Who knew on SW you could make such good friends?

Jessie_tinydancer
09-12-2012, 08:47 AM
I confess, I could care less about 9/11...yes, I'm an "unpatriotic, unamerican, heartless bitch"....

Interestingly I felt that way when it actually happened. I was like "duhhhh you silly americans. Anyone coulda seen that coming a mile away. Boo fucking hoo you are not invisible" :-/ Not cool but thats how I thought at age 19. Now at 30 I see it totally differently. It was really fucked up. I went to the memorial and cried almost the whole time I was there. Just thinking about all those people minding their own business and game over :( I couldnt imagine losing someone like that. Then thinking of all the people who either survived and thought they didnt deserve to and now live half lives and the ones who couldnt go on after having their closest love ones taken away. Heck I thought about the pets that never got to see their owner again. Makes me cry now just thinking about it again. But if you tell me any story of hardship nowadays I cry. Damn empathy. I donno when the hell I picked it up.

Vyanka
09-12-2012, 09:49 AM
^ I feel the most for the children. Fkn sucks. Imagine getting that news about their parent(s) being in there, while in class and seeing it on live television. I've heard many stories like that.

My neighbor losing her son and hearing her loud screeching screams. :-/

Driving home to work & seeing this big black cloud knowing how many ppl have died/were dying, close to my home. I guess if anyone who lived where it happened or near by, it'd be different. I don't know anyone personally who got killed that day, but damn I have never experienced such big sadness/depression all around me like that. For many months.

I also use to live near the airport. I couldn't sleep every fkn time I heard a plane. I would get paranoid, thinking it was gonna crash.

smeca
09-12-2012, 02:08 PM
Interestingly I felt that way when it actually happened. I was like "duhhhh you silly americans. Anyone coulda seen that coming a mile away. Boo fucking hoo you are not invisible" :-/ Not cool but thats how I thought at age 19. Now at 30 I see it totally differently. It was really fucked up. I went to the memorial and cried almost the whole time I was there. Just thinking about all those people minding their own business and game over :( I couldnt imagine losing someone like that. Then thinking of all the people who either survived and thought they didnt deserve to and now live half lives and the ones who couldnt go on after having their closest love ones taken away. Heck I thought about the pets that never got to see their owner again. Makes me cry now just thinking about it again. But if you tell me any story of hardship nowadays I cry. Damn empathy. I donno when the hell I picked it up.


You've just made me think about how long ago it was. I was 12. I barely even blinked when it was on the news in the morning before school... i was so used ot seeing bad shit on the news, and I didn't know what the building was, i was weirdly under-whelmed. Now i just can't get my head round it. Weird kid.


Right now... i want to drink more of the win ei got to have with dinner to try to get into red, it's so good! But i also want to go to bed early... since starting my phd i am NOT used to getting up in the mornings and getting ready quickly... so having to get up even earlier to faff about for a few hours.

I'm also quite enjoying having the place to myself (bf has moved for work)... if only it was cheaper/quicker to visit each other at weekends, it could be quite a good setup. I don't stress about not having time together in the evening so i do a good workout or go to a club meet regularly. also i can hog the tv and play my music more often. Ad the flat is so tidy and clean. Boys make SO MUCH mess!

luscious sadie
09-12-2012, 02:52 PM
I'm getting my boobs done in a month! One month!

Jessie_tinydancer
09-13-2012, 12:28 AM
^excitement!

I think I am sick in the head. Even though I'm taken and I have no interest in other guys I get this sick satisfaction out of knowing I could steal someone else's man if I wanted to. Disguising eh? The world is a better place with me being taken lol.

Vyanka
09-20-2012, 07:15 PM
Lol.. Ok, I decided to give the Christian Bale looking guy(#2) a shot. I went to his place to see him. I was too damn horny. LOL. Yeah, I fucked him. My body was begging for sex. I went almost 2 years without it.

Anyway, the sex was eh. Not bad, but not great. I'll just use him when i'm bored, I guess. Meh, idk. I think I can go another long period without sex again.

I really want something serious though, with a connection. No connection with this guy. Too bad. He's gorgeous but kinda immature for his age too.

Vyanka
09-20-2012, 07:20 PM
Speaking of sex. Fkn A, i'm scared I wont find another good fuck again. The last guy I was dating(from 2 years ago) really fucked the hell out of me so good. He said I was the best too. I pray to the sex Gods I find another lover that fkn good again, or better. That man seriously filled my appetite, dammit. I can't stop thinking of him. :(

noelle
09-20-2012, 08:09 PM
Vyanka, you will! I felt the same way the first couple guys I slept with after my ex and I broke up. He is AMAZING in bed and knows just what I like, always has. I never had to explain anything to him. I was frustrated by these boring guys I had to tell what to do. Ugh I hate that. But I did sleep with one guy recently who was fantastic an restored my faith.

You're probably just bummed because its been so long since the last time you had sex and it didn't live up to your expectations. Keep dating and find someone you have an awesome connection with and you will find someone to rock your world!

Vyanka
09-20-2012, 08:15 PM
Vyanka, you will! I felt the same way the first couple guys I slept with after my ex and I broke up. He is AMAZING in bed and knows just what I like, always has. I never had to explain anything to him. I was frustrated by these boring guys I had to tell what to do. Ugh I hate that. But I did sleep with one guy recently who was fantastic an restored my faith.

You're probably just bummed because its been so long since the last time you had sex and it didn't live up to your expectations. Keep dating and find someone you have an awesome connection with and you will find someone to rock your world!

Thanks :)

I hope!!

michele11
09-20-2012, 08:31 PM
Speaking of sex. Fkn A, i'm scared I wont find another good fuck again. The last guy I was dating(from 2 years ago) really fucked the hell out of me so good. He said I was the best too. I pray to the sex Gods I find another lover that fkn good again, or better. That man seriously filled my appetite, dammit. I can't stop thinking of him. :(

I feel ya! The few guys I've been with since jason have pretty much sucked in bed. Haha Jason just offered to pay my ticket and give me 500 if I come visit him. I just may......

hf487
09-20-2012, 08:36 PM
This week i have spent entirely too much money i feel guilty but i never do it for myself.
I was able to save but still... Eeekkk It doesn't feel right. Not Spending a dime on any BS
for the rest of the month!

Vyanka
09-20-2012, 09:33 PM
I feel ya! The few guys I've been with since jason have pretty much sucked in bed. Haha Jason just offered to pay my ticket and give me 500 if I come visit him. I just may......

Damn, seriously... this is the first guy that has caught my attention good in a long time and he's mediocre in the sack. I'm gonna keep trying him and hopefully it's anxiety. lol. He is a bit shy.
ETA - I should make him watch porn flicks with Manuel Ferrara in it. Hint hint. LOL.


Ugh, just last guy made me feel like a Goddess. No one has ever made me feel like that. You would think fucking someone new would make you forget about the last lover, it's been the opposite for me.

michele11
09-21-2012, 09:49 AM
Damn, seriously... this is the first guy that has caught my attention good in a long time and he's mediocre in the sack. I'm gonna keep trying him and hopefully it's anxiety. lol. He is a bit shy.
ETA - I should make him watch porn flicks with Manuel Ferrara in it. Hint hint. LOL.


Ugh, just last guy made me feel like a Goddess. No one has ever made me feel like that. You would think fucking someone new would make you forget about the last lover, it's been the opposite for me.

Yeah this has been happening to me too! I gave the last guy 4 tries hoping it would get better but each time I was just left thinking....fuck what a waste of time and I was out of town for work and I'd think I could of rested instead of wasting my time. I told him too but he said the way I liked it basically made him want to fall asleep and the way he liked it hurt. Right buddy that's why you've never had a long term realationship!

Vyanka
09-21-2012, 09:55 AM
Yeah this has been happening to me too! I gave the last guy 4 tries hoping it would get better but each time I was just left thinking....fuck what a waste of time and I was out of town for work and I'd think I could of rested instead of wasting my time. I told him too but he said the way I liked it basically made him want to fall asleep and the way he liked it hurt. Right buddy that's why you've never had a long term realationship!

Sounds like he has no patience to please a woman. That's terrible.

Optimist
09-21-2012, 01:16 PM
^ I feel the most for the children. Fkn sucks. Imagine getting that news about their parent(s) being in there, while in class and seeing it on live television. I've heard many stories like that.

My neighbor losing her son and hearing her loud screeching screams. :-/

Driving home to work & seeing this big black cloud knowing how many ppl have died/were dying, close to my home. I guess if anyone who lived where it happened or near by, it'd be different. I don't know anyone personally who got killed that day, but damn I have never experienced such big sadness/depression all around me like that. For many months.

I also use to live near the airport. I couldn't sleep every fkn time I heard a plane. I would get paranoid, thinking it was gonna crash.

OMG, I'm late as hell reading this but.....you and me both! The day it happened and days afterward I was hiding out at my mom's place in a high rise on the Newark Airport flight plan and holy crap was that unnerving. I couldn't go home to Jersey City because that was where the smoke was and the bodies were taken to Liberty, frickin' ambulances and distraught neighbors everywhere. I moved the hell outta there and couldn't bear to go back for about a year.

I agree with you that I had to take a step back and stop watching the yearly coverage because it's too sad and there's nothing anyone can do about the people lost. I wish I could scrub most of it from my memory. I had to move on because it was only giving me nightmares and making me paranoid about being caught in a burning building.

Optimist
09-21-2012, 01:18 PM
Damn, seriously... this is the first guy that has caught my attention good in a long time and he's mediocre in the sack. I'm gonna keep trying him and hopefully it's anxiety. lol. He is a bit shy.
ETA - I should make him watch porn flicks with Manuel Ferrara in it. Hint hint. LOL.


Ugh, just last guy made me feel like a Goddess. No one has ever made me feel like that. You would think fucking someone new would make you forget about the last lover, it's been the opposite for me.

Maybe you should go out dancing or work out with him to get in sync physically. You can feel each other out (so to speak). I like to do that so I know if the parts will work together. :D If they don't, there's not much hope.

Optimist
09-21-2012, 01:18 PM
Damn, seriously... this is the first guy that has caught my attention good in a long time and he's mediocre in the sack. I'm gonna keep trying him and hopefully it's anxiety. lol. He is a bit shy.
ETA - I should make him watch porn flicks with Manuel Ferrara in it. Hint hint. LOL.


Ugh, just last guy made me feel like a Goddess. No one has ever made me feel like that. You would think fucking someone new would make you forget about the last lover, it's been the opposite for me.

Maybe you should go out dancing or work out with him to get in sync physically. You can feel each other out (so to speak). I like to do that so I know if the parts will work together. :D If they don't, there's not much hope.