View Full Version : Confessions Thread!
chanzep
11-23-2012, 02:50 PM
this morning put toothpaste in my bikini area because i thought it was hair remover cream, im not made for the mornings lol
Tsepmet1
11-23-2012, 06:24 PM
I want to leave my husband in Cleveland and go live/dance in Philly. I'll see him every other week, maybe?
Kat w
11-25-2012, 08:26 AM
I had a huge crush on this guy like sophomore year in high school and now, after graduating college, we just got back in touch, I WILL sleep with him! I have to do this for my awkward sophomore in high school self. I'll probably post about this again, haha.
MyButter
11-25-2012, 03:02 PM
I'm freaking exhausted, man. Stage only clubs = HARD freaking work.
tuesdaymarie
11-26-2012, 09:23 PM
I've got boobies on my brain. Someone just make the decision for me and book me sometime mid-January, thanks. I wanted to do December, but my SO says we have to see his parents for his birthday, and he doesn't want his mother to notice/freak out. I don't get that. I mean, one family member already married a stripper. It'll just be like a shit-talking review if they find out. Like, "Hey guys, we already covered this with so-and-so, but personally, I feel like more of a woman because I've never made money off of my body. Who else feels superior, and would y'all like white wine or red with your condescension?" At least I wouldn't have to contribute to Christmas dinner conversation.
Kat w
11-27-2012, 11:35 AM
I had a huge crush on this guy like sophomore year in high school and now, after graduating college, we just got back in touch, I WILL sleep with him! I have to do this for my awkward sophomore in high school self. I'll probably post about this again, haha.
I totally hit that, high five to my awkward sophomore in high school self. He was pretty damn good in bed and I think I'll see him again.
OliveJardin
12-01-2012, 02:33 AM
My bf's at Sexpo and I'm at home on the couch watching Antique Roadshow :(
LaurenAus
12-12-2012, 08:21 PM
so it's shark week...but i was supposed to hang out with a guy tomorrow. He hasn't confirmed though..does his penis have a sixth sense? I'm going to have to tempt him into doing me anyway, although he doesn't strike me as being very kinky...
kitinboots
12-16-2012, 11:29 AM
So after everything, I'm fully single now. I went on one date with a hot Italian because I needed a boost to my self esteem, but I'm pretty much swearing off guys until further notice. As a precaution to make sure I don't do anything I'd regret while drunk (and since im no longer dancing) I'm growing a bush. Neat and tidy but still a furry kitty.
summerbre
12-16-2012, 11:43 AM
Last night a guy I've been friends with since high school, that I've had sex with off and on for the last several months told me he "loved me" but wasn't "in love," and didn't feel that extra..."something." I told him that was OK, and that he didn't need to, and we decided since we are both just lonely right now to try it anyway. He came over and we had some amazing, all-over-the-house glorious sex last night and this morning. We went to breakfast. Now I'm home and I feel sad about it. It sucks when someone doesn't feel that extra spark, and you do. He doesn't know I'm stripping again and I plan on lying to him about it. It's weird, because I've known him and his family for nearly a decade, and I also feel like I hardly know him at all. There are a few things I really don't like about his personality, but somehow that just makes me more attracted to him, and I don't even get how that makes sense. I just had to get that off my chest.
FamousRabbit
12-16-2012, 12:35 PM
I'm sick. I need money. I know better than to work while contagious, but having woken up and immediately set to work and fallen asleep delightfully exhausted and feeling accomplished for the past few weeks... off time does not suit me. I used to not have time to watch all my shows, now I've run out of seasons to watch over the past few days. The only pro to this sickness: no weight gain. :/
smeca
12-18-2012, 02:59 PM
i've had some sex-ish dreams involving someone from dayjob and i have no idea why, but it's offputting when i have to work around them lol.
also i'm not used to interacting with older men in a way that isn't being a stripper, i feel awkward always in the dayjob :/
tuesdaymarie
12-18-2012, 08:30 PM
I am rather sure I, in part, took a day job in an effort to prove to myself that I don't need to go to therapy for my anxiety. This can only go well, right?
smeca
12-19-2012, 03:16 PM
I want to dance to this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mqNgAlMLjhk
...I could pull it off.
PleasureVictim
12-24-2012, 09:22 PM
I wish I was the type of woman who didn't get obsessed when she has a crush. The type of woman whose day doesn't get ruined by not hearing his voice.
Tsepmet1
12-28-2012, 10:25 PM
Seasonal affective disorder has hit me like a ton of bricks. I swear that the sun never fucking shines in Ohio. I went to a new club last night that requires scheduling. I was scheduled for today. Too tired to go to work. Fml. I've worked 3 days total since Halloween. I just can't bring myself to go.
*blahnegativityblah*
tuesdaymarie
12-30-2012, 01:37 PM
As I've posted before, I have a lot of issues within my family, most of them centered around my mother. She was recently diagnosed with breast cancer, and she has a good chance of recovery from what we know so far, if she gets on the ball. However, she keeps threatening to "let it take its course." This is bad enough in itself, seeing as I've already watched my father die from cancer, as well as several grandparents. But there is the added complication of my little brother, who is 19, has Down's and autistic tendencies, is almost completely nonverbal, and cannot so much as put his own socks on. My mother has taken to trying to guilt me into accepting guardianship of him, despite me being the youngest of my siblings, the only one without a house or the current means to buy one (my other brother is 38 with a career and home, and my sister is 26 with a law degree and living at my mother's home so she has almost no bills, while I'm in college in a small apartment with my SO), and the one diagnosed with anxiety and bipolar disorder. I realized a long time ago that I do not want and probably could not take care of a child. I stay unmedicated because I've found that other means of treatment have given me a better quality of life. I cannot keep myself sane and well and take care of a special-needs child who is only three years younger than me, and much stronger. On top of all this, my family does not know that I am beginning the process of hopefully ruling out multiple sclerosis this coming year. I can't feel part of my right leg, and my left one keeps feeling like hot water is going down it. I also fall over if I close my eyes in the shower, and get so dizzy I can hardly stand if I ride elevators. Add daily migraines to that, and shit's not looking too good. I feel like a bad person, but I am the least equipped to take care of my brother, despite loving him very much. I have so much guilt, though part of me knows that it's unfounded.
In sum: blah.
ChefKitty
01-04-2013, 05:39 AM
I confess: My newest stage name, is my stepsister's name. Because she's a spoiled cunt that gets everything handed to her.
summerbre
01-04-2013, 08:58 AM
As I've posted before, I have a lot of issues within my family, most of them centered around my mother. She was recently diagnosed with breast cancer, and she has a good chance of recovery from what we know so far, if she gets on the ball. However, she keeps threatening to "let it take its course." This is bad enough in itself, seeing as I've already watched my father die from cancer, as well as several grandparents. But there is the added complication of my little brother, who is 19, has Down's and autistic tendencies, is almost completely nonverbal, and cannot so much as put his own socks on. My mother has taken to trying to guilt me into accepting guardianship of him, despite me being the youngest of my siblings, the only one without a house or the current means to buy one (my other brother is 38 with a career and home, and my sister is 26 with a law degree and living at my mother's home so she has almost no bills, while I'm in college in a small apartment with my SO), and the one diagnosed with anxiety and bipolar disorder. I realized a long time ago that I do not want and probably could not take care of a child. I stay unmedicated because I've found that other means of treatment have given me a better quality of life. I cannot keep myself sane and well and take care of a special-needs child who is only three years younger than me, and much stronger. On top of all this, my family does not know that I am beginning the process of hopefully ruling out multiple sclerosis this coming year. I can't feel part of my right leg, and my left one keeps feeling like hot water is going down it. I also fall over if I close my eyes in the shower, and get so dizzy I can hardly stand if I ride elevators. Add daily migraines to that, and shit's not looking too good. I feel like a bad person, but I am the least equipped to take care of my brother, despite loving him very much. I have so much guilt, though part of me knows that it's unfounded.
In sum: blah.
:hug:
Addison
01-22-2013, 09:06 AM
I had my first orgasm ever from oral.. ;D I honestly didn't think it was possible! Nice job, hunni.
Addison
01-22-2013, 02:26 PM
oops, i meant "first from oral ever," not "first ever from oral" lol
summerbre
01-27-2013, 11:26 AM
Yesterday I ran into two guys I knew in my teenage years that I always had crushes on but never hooked up with. They double teamed me on the dance floor and then later in the bedroom... I am a happy fucking girl today... Can't stop smiling!!
CupCake
01-28-2013, 10:22 AM
As I've gotten older, I've realiezed the saying "sometimes love isn't enough" may just be true. I love my boyfriend, but his mother has caused such struggle between the two of us that I don't know if I can deal with her long term. I know it's not about "his" family, but really when it comes down to it; it's a package deal.
jadey23
01-28-2013, 12:20 PM
As I've posted before, I have a lot of issues within my family, most of them centered around my mother. She was recently diagnosed with breast cancer, and she has a good chance of recovery from what we know so far, if she gets on the ball. However, she keeps threatening to "let it take its course." This is bad enough in itself, seeing as I've already watched my father die from cancer, as well as several grandparents. But there is the added complication of my little brother, who is 19, has Down's and autistic tendencies, is almost completely nonverbal, and cannot so much as put his own socks on. My mother has taken to trying to guilt me into accepting guardianship of him, despite me being the youngest of my siblings, the only one without a house or the current means to buy one (my other brother is 38 with a career and home, and my sister is 26 with a law degree and living at my mother's home so she has almost no bills, while I'm in college in a small apartment with my SO), and the one diagnosed with anxiety and bipolar disorder. I realized a long time ago that I do not want and probably could not take care of a child. I stay unmedicated because I've found that other means of treatment have given me a better quality of life. I cannot keep myself sane and well and take care of a special-needs child who is only three years younger than me, and much stronger. On top of all this, my family does not know that I am beginning the process of hopefully ruling out multiple sclerosis this coming year. I can't feel part of my right leg, and my left one keeps feeling like hot water is going down it. I also fall over if I close my eyes in the shower, and get so dizzy I can hardly stand if I ride elevators. Add daily migraines to that, and shit's not looking too good. I feel like a bad person, but I am the least equipped to take care of my brother, despite loving him very much. I have so much guilt, though part of me knows that it's unfounded.
In sum: blah.
my heart goes out to you girl that is the hardest situation. Dont feel guilty for being unable to take custody of your brother, if youre unfit to be his primary then youre simply unfit and taking him up would worsen both yours and his quality of life. Have you spoken with your other siblings about the future? If anythjng you all can arrange at least a financial plan to maybe hire an outside caregiver for him once your mom goes thru treatment .. youd still be able to be there without the enormous time consuming responsibility of being his primary especially when you have your own med condition to deal with
tuesdaymarie
01-28-2013, 07:09 PM
^Thank you. My sister has voiced that she would be willing to be his guardian, but it's just the way my mother is to still see me as being selfish/heartless/whatever else in this situation. I've learned how to enforce a lot of boundaries, emotional/psychological/physical, with my family so far, but my little brother is still a huge point of weakness for me, and my mother knows it, unfortunately :/
She has, at least, begun treatment, so things are a bit better.
MissSassyPickles
02-01-2013, 07:23 PM
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tuesdaymarie
02-03-2013, 01:31 PM
I'm mean. I just scared the shit out of kids at my apartment complex by saying I was videoing them popping balloons, yelling curse words, and talking about masturbation as loudly as possible. One kid tried to hide under a bush, and all but three ran when I started walking to the managerial building, because their logic was that I had the tape, so it'd be easier on them to just stay and face justice.
In my defense, I asked them two hours ago to please stop screaming outside my window. They were just converged on the sidewalk, yelling and popping shit, and they're all under 12. I suppose their parents kicked them out so they can drink through football in peace.
papillonluvr
02-06-2013, 06:50 PM
Haha Tuesday! That's awesome.
Here on the Air Force base so many parents just send their kids outside without supervision and there are a lot of problems developing-like vandalism and graffiti. Military brats are brats for a reason, it seems.
PleasureVictim
02-09-2013, 10:46 PM
nm....
MissSassyPickles
02-09-2013, 11:22 PM
PleasureVictim, there are counselors that work over skype, maybe that could work temporarily? Especially if they are located in the city you will be in next, that way you can have "in person" sessions when you move there. I know my therapist was willing to do Skype sessions with me once I moved and I believe most are open to the idea.
PleasureVictim
02-10-2013, 05:27 PM
MissSassyPickles....thanks for the suggestion. I'm just going to join a group therapy out here for sexual trauma victims, it's free and maybe the feeling of being in group of other women would help.
MissSassyPickles
02-10-2013, 07:09 PM
Hope everything works out for you!
I hate st. louis with an every fiber of my being.
LOL. I do too!! Its so boring and the dudes there...ugh is all I have to say!
I met this guy years ago while I was in a relationship, we flirted and even kissed while I was in my relationship (he was in one too) then we lost touch because I felt bad for what I was doing to my boyfriend at the time. Me and the guy I was with at the time have since broken up. NOw this guy has gotten in touch with me again and we have been talking but he now is still with the same girl he was with years ago, they have a kid and there getting married. But I am still attracted to him, I think about having sex with him sometimes.
summerbre
02-12-2013, 06:42 PM
My doctor has me on all of these supplements to help me rebalance my hormones for some health issues I've been having.
I have been SO HORNY because of this!!!!!
I just went to dinner with a friend of mine, and she goes "Are you a little...tense? You've used the words 'hot' and 'sexy' like eight times and we're not even through appetizers yet."
I *need* a new fuck buddy. Need.
Tsepmet1
02-17-2013, 11:26 PM
I've been on the road since 1/30 and I miss my husband terribly. Our wedding anniversary is next week and we have a trip planned, but I feel guilty because even though I am still going on the trip, I will not be going home for more than a few days.
On one hand, I'm making money and focusing on my health (I have terrible S.A.D. issues and Cleveland is one of the cloudiest cities in the USA), but on the other end I feel inadequate and like I'm being a bad wife.
It really doesn't help that everyone keeps assuming that our marriage is in trouble because I'm not home, including my own grandmother. I told her that we were fine and I was just out working (she's an awesome hippie and is totally cool with what I do), but all she said was, "Well, doesn't he miss you?" Then all of a sudden there's a damn target on my back for the perviest of pervs trying to take me out because they assume I'm rebounding or something. Ugh.
*sigh*
tempest666
02-18-2013, 07:30 AM
I never thought I'd say this but I'm burned out on "the life". I want out. Not today but soon.
smeca
02-18-2013, 02:50 PM
My doctor has me on all of these supplements to help me rebalance my hormones for some health issues I've been having.
I have been SO HORNY because of this!!!!!
I just went to dinner with a friend of mine, and she goes "Are you a little...tense? You've used the words 'hot' and 'sexy' like eight times and we're not even through appetizers yet."
I *need* a new fuck buddy. Need.
Damn, I need those supplements!
simone87
02-18-2013, 03:58 PM
i can't orgasm anymore. idk what's going on, i just can't get turned on! i am usually a sex fiend so im very troubled :(
tuesdaymarie
02-21-2013, 08:56 AM
Aaaaah I'm getting my boobs done in 15 days and I don't know if I want to do up to 550cc (silicone mod+ unders). On one hand, I definitely have the hips/ass to balance it out. But on the other, I have no idea how to visualize this. I did my pre-op yesterday and my nurse called me this morning after the surgeon reviewed my photos and he said going bigger would be fine with my measurements. Most of his before/after photos are conservative and look proportional, so I think he would tell me if I'm going to look too big...
Okay, yeah, I should do 550. Right?
Arianna419
02-21-2013, 05:13 PM
^ Height? Weight? Starting size? Mine are 525cc and I ended up a big D, sometimes DD.
tuesdaymarie
02-21-2013, 05:30 PM
^5'7", 135, starting at large a/small b. I talked to my surgeon about my hypoglycemia making me gain weight this past year, and he said with an expected loss of 15lbs, I should still be okay...
Arianna419
02-21-2013, 09:53 PM
I think you'll be fine. I started out a B cup. I'm 5'9 so they look big if I want them to, but not super huge. Go with the 550, I don't think you'll regret it.
whirlerz
02-21-2013, 10:48 PM
going thru som PTSD here
PleasureVictim
02-22-2013, 06:21 PM
This is what I want.
To be in a relationship
Loved
Wanted
Desired
Fucked well
Adored
Spoiled
Made to feel attractive
Made to feel smart
Engaged
Appts at Kleinfeld
Taken care of
Supported when in doubt
Held
Married
Danced with
Kissed
Embraced
Hand held
Made love to
Caressed
Loved
Bigger place shopping
Baths after long days
Opening little presents
Driving more than one car
Shopping trips
To buy you gifts
Saying I love you
Hearing I love you more
Forgetting about the insignificants
Feeling like my dreams came true
Feelings like it's all behind me
Forgiven for mistakes
Loved
Nicole_oh
02-22-2013, 09:40 PM
Aaaaah I'm getting my boobs done in 15 days and I don't know if I want to do up to 550cc (silicone mod+ unders). On one hand, I definitely have the hips/ass to balance it out. But on the other, I have no idea how to visualize this. I did my pre-op yesterday and my nurse called me this morning after the surgeon reviewed my photos and he said going bigger would be fine with my measurements. Most of his before/after photos are conservative and look proportional, so I think he would tell me if I'm going to look too big...
Okay, yeah, I should do 550. Right?
Do it! I maxed out at 450 high profile unders (5'6" & 100lbs) and some days I just wish 550s would've fit
Nicole_oh
02-22-2013, 09:41 PM
Aaaaah I'm getting my boobs done in 15 days and I don't know if I want to do up to 550cc (silicone mod+ unders). On one hand, I definitely have the hips/ass to balance it out. But on the other, I have no idea how to visualize this. I did my pre-op yesterday and my nurse called me this morning after the surgeon reviewed my photos and he said going bigger would be fine with my measurements. Most of his before/after photos are conservative and look proportional, so I think he would tell me if I'm going to look too big...
Okay, yeah, I should do 550. Right?
Do it! I maxed out at 450 high profile unders (5'6" & 100lbs) and some days I just wish 550s would've fit
LaurenAus
02-22-2013, 09:48 PM
sex with sugardaddy is :/ oh wellz at least I've become a better actress !
sammii
02-23-2013, 07:54 PM
This is what I want.
To be in a relationship
Loved
Wanted
Desired
Fucked well
Adored
Spoiled
Made to feel attractive
Made to feel smart
Engaged
Appts at Kleinfeld
Taken care of
Supported when in doubt
Held
Married
Danced with
Kissed
Embraced
Hand held
Made love to
Caressed
Loved
Bigger place shopping
Baths after long days
Opening little presents
Driving more than one car
Shopping trips
To buy you gifts
Saying I love you
Hearing I love you more
Forgetting about the insignificants
Feeling like my dreams came true
Feelings like it's all behind me
Forgiven for mistakes
Loved
Don't we all ... *sigh*
Sqrlbby
02-24-2013, 04:00 PM
Last week I started dating the manager of my club.....I never wanted to be that girl! . . . . Now I have to choose him or the club!