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luscious sadie
02-24-2013, 06:53 PM
choose the club.
PleasureVictim
02-24-2013, 08:30 PM
sex with sugardaddy is :/ oh wellz at least I've become a better actress !
Why couldn't it be good, right? I feel you- I've been there.
sammii
02-25-2013, 05:36 AM
Had wine. I feel better now.
chanzep
02-27-2013, 05:38 PM
LOl Sugarmouse.
Kellydancer
02-28-2013, 01:15 AM
Ex's profile came up in a fb search, wasn't sure if we were still friends so i had a look. It's weird looking at pics of someone you used to know well. also his current gf (seems serious) is nothing special. Without trying to sound bitchy... i know i didn't look great compared to now when we were together. But he is fit, and will be a success at whatever he does. I know love is blind. But should i feel pleased or weird? haha.
I suppose it all matters whether you wanted to break up or not. I have two exboyfriends on FB, one of which is married. Sometimes I feel a twinge of jealousy wondering if that could be me, but then I realize that while we broke up amicably the reasons we broke up were serious ones we couldn't have changed and so I am happy for him (and his wife seems nice). My other ex keeps pressuring me to give him a chance after 20 years (and him having been married 3 times with 4 kids)to which I always say hell no. Oddly I have a male friend who often posts how happy his marriage is while emailing me saying he wishes we had dated. I will often look at photos of his wife and think "moo" or "oink" because she is extremely homely and extremely fat and I suspect he married her because she would be the submissive wife he wanted (why we didn't date). Now if I had seen photos of my last ex and he had a new girlfriend I would probably be devastated due to the way we broke up with him saying he didn't want a relationship but so far haven't seen photos of him like that (though haven't looked lately).
hollywood6
02-28-2013, 01:52 AM
My close friend just got fired from a job and I got an offer to replace her ): It's a job I would love, but I would feel way too guilty doing it. I had to turn it down for the sake of our friendship.
Selina M
02-28-2013, 01:17 PM
I have a shitty one day a week serving job. The owners are $1 mil in debt from 2 prior businesses and associated lawsuits, and got their family to finance this one. They don't know how to run a restaurant, are condescending and rude, and violate a shitload of health laws and labor laws. They get drunk at the bar every night, make servers pay for walkouts, our paychecks are late because they don't have the money (they make up lies about the "backed up post office from Presidents Day" making our Wednesday checks show up Saturday... riiiiight), etc.
I'm pretty sure I'm on one day a week because they didn't like that I started texting in to see if I was needed, because I was sick of driving 16 miles each way to get cut after 45 minutes with no tables, and because I refuse to also drive that distance to come in for an hour in the morning to clean up after the previous night (most restaurants hire professional cleaning crews, these cheapskates make a server do it for $7.35 an hour). They flipped shit on me last weekend for not busting my ass to light a candle on a table when I had 3 or 4 other things to tend to, like food coming out and credit cards to run for people, while they sat on their asses at the bar. That was the end of me even semi-tolerating the place.
Instead of just quitting, I'm fully attempting to help drive them into the ground (though they've only been open a month and seem to be doing a great job themselves). I have been flagging any positive reviews they get on Yelp, not that they get many, so that they get taken down. I'm voting them down on UrbanSpoon daily, and am writing the Department of Labor a letter right now about all those violations.
I don't want to quit because then it's like they've won ("we put her at one day a week to get her to quit and it worked!") I think this is also kind of my own twisted revenge on all the shitty restaurant managers I've had over the years; someone's going to pay for it finally, and who better than this jerkoff who apparently owes a lot of people a lot of money from his last 2 ventures (he never paid half the contractors or advertising people).
I feel better :)
tuesdaymarie
03-06-2013, 05:57 PM
So, this girl who hated (probably still hates) me from high school moved to my area. Like, we may be in the same apartment complex. Best part: she's an ex, possibly current, stripper. She likes to publicize what a ~*~~~*BeAuTiFuL DiSaStEr*~~~*~ she is by telling people about how she made a ton of money by losing her self-respect (yes, her words), amongst other things. If we were to run into each other at the club, she'd have no problem re-outing herself to out me, and I'm not ready for that. I don't really have any friends from those days anymore, so it's whatever, but It would get to my sister/mother in no time, and my family is screwed up enough without having this to harp on about. Motherfucker.
In better news: silicone Friday approaches.
jf;dsffkd;jsa.
carmen_b
03-07-2013, 12:51 AM
^ Hahaha. People who have issues with their own sex work I find amusing. It should just be about getting money. If you didn't get enough or feel like you are sliding into something you don't want to be.... just quit. Done. Solved. I know it's really not that simple , but I just think it's hard enough without any drama's after you are done working.
tuesdaymarie
03-07-2013, 08:00 AM
^...? Pretty sure the issue's with people being cunts, not my work, but glad you're amused?
aperfectseal
03-09-2013, 10:17 AM
I used to live with this girl I worked with at a salon and it was rocky from the get go. She was messy, inconsiderate, an alcoholic who drove drunk and knocked down a driveway pillar and just said Oops when I noticed it....she was awful! We split the rent halfway and we were both poor all the time. Well a few months into the lease, I decided to start dancing and she got even more awful towards me because of my decision to dance. She said I was filthy and nasty and the worst thing is that she just STOPPED paying rent! I guess she just assumed that since I was making more money, that it was cool for her to not pay her share. She would just play games like "Oh, the money's in my car, I'll get it for you later" or "I get paid tomorrow and I can give you money," shit like that. I finally asked her to leave because this wasn't working out but that I still expected her to pay me back. First of all, she stayed an entire month longer, rent-free, continuing to leave messes everywhere. She was even doing people's hair in the house and spilled BLACK color on the hardwood floor during this time. She said her new apartment was "still getting set up." I told her that at this point, she was essentially a guest in my house since she decided she wasn't going to pay for anything and she should try to act like it instead of being such a POS slob. Then she fucking moved out while I was at work and tried to sneak away without paying me back! Of course, I never saw any money.
Since then, she has never officially changed her address, and I knew that she was in trouble with many different agencies for failure to pay (leases, cars, etc). (Also, yes I am really stupid for going in on a lease with her!) Well, this morning a detective showed up at my door looking for her because she missed court and do you know what?! I told him exactly where she works now, and that she is probably there right now! I hope that she has a bench warrant and that she gets arrested at work in front of everyone! I even hope that she does find out that I told them where to find her...karma's a bitch!
Sorry I just am really happy right now, wanted to share my story...I hope she gets what she deserves!
tuesdaymarie
03-15-2013, 09:49 PM
I want my boobs to heal already so I can bang my boyfriend and go back to work and be debt-free and buy a Volvo.
LaurenAus
03-15-2013, 10:22 PM
the hot and cold treatment sucks
Kat w
03-16-2013, 09:52 AM
I haven't stripped since I got my day job. I went to school for it and I love it but I miss my stripper self.
charlie61
03-16-2013, 02:15 PM
^inorite?
OliveJardin
03-17-2013, 01:19 AM
...I just fell asleep on my squishy yoga mat doing Pilates :-[ lol! *downs coffee before work and soldiers on*
michele11
03-17-2013, 02:11 AM
Not helping anyone pout anymore/ or taking anyone under my wing. sick of helping girls out and thet havbe zero respect for you when you take then to clubs where they would've never made over 500 a night much lss 1000. Have respect, if 20 other girls say the same thing it must be true( especially bouncers who aren't my faves). Get some dancer ettiquue! If it Wasn't for me yuo'd be amking 1OOO a week working 5 days but Make that know working 2. Love you but Have some damn respect sice if it wasn't for me you'd be making jack!
michele11
03-17-2013, 02:12 AM
WHOOO sorry for all they typos! I've had 4 hpurs of sleep the last week!!!!
LaurenAus
03-17-2013, 11:25 AM
im sexually frustrated and without boyfriend. Who on SW girl or guy wants to come over and do me right now. Any takers?
Nina_
03-17-2013, 03:40 PM
I haven't had sex in almost six months :(
I went last year for about 9 months with no sex but never again!
Nina_
03-17-2013, 05:28 PM
I went over a year and a half once... I was dating a guy who went to prison and staying faithful to him. Then I broke up with him lol.
I need to break my no-sex streak.
Lol. I was faithful to my ex who went to jail for 8 mo of it but didnt last after that. we also didn't work in the end.
Nina_
03-17-2013, 07:57 PM
^ I can definitely relate to that :)
whirlerz
03-18-2013, 09:33 PM
Not helping anyone pout anymore/ or taking anyone under my wing. sick of helping girls out and thet havbe zero respect for you when you take then to clubs where they would've never made over 500 a night much lss 1000. Have respect, if 20 other girls say the same thing it must be true( especially bouncers who aren't my faves). Get some dancer ettiquue! If it Wasn't for me yuo'd be amking 1OOO a week working 5 days but Make that know working 2. Love you but Have some damn respect sice if it wasn't for me you'd be making jack!
Wow, sorry that happened! No one ever really helped me (except on here) I would surely show some gratitude along w/$! :)
Kellydancer
03-20-2013, 01:25 PM
I hate to confess this, but so many posters here make me want to bang my head against the wall. I am not talking the older women or even the men but the women who KEEP making horrible choices with men. It seems every post in Life Support is something along the lines of "I had a baby with him but he dumped me like he did his other baby mamas", or "we have babies together and he should get three jobs but I'm not working". I want to grab them by the neck and scream WAKE UP, DON'T HAVE BABIES UNLESS YOU ARE TOGETHER (I strongly prefer marriage as I am very old fashioned and conservative)and don't expect him to take the full financial burden (and make sure you can support yourself).
Now I remember why I disliked so many of the dancers I worked with because so many were doing things like this, or leaving dancing because he promised to support them (and more often than not he lied)or just so many other things.
smeca
03-24-2013, 04:43 PM
Proper confession, I totally wrote a fanfiction today. :/
chanzep
03-25-2013, 07:53 PM
Not helping anyone pout anymore/ or taking anyone under my wing. sick of helping girls out and thet havbe zero respect for you when you take then to clubs where they would've never made over 500 a night much lss 1000. Have respect, if 20 other girls say the same thing it must be true( especially bouncers who aren't my faves). Get some dancer ettiquue! If it Wasn't for me yuo'd be amking 1OOO a week working 5 days but Make that know working 2. Love you but Have some damn respect sice if it wasn't for me you'd be making jack!
I feel ya on this one, soo annoying.
summerbre
03-26-2013, 08:49 PM
Proper confession, I totally wrote a fanfiction today. :/
:heartbeat: :heartbeat: :heartbeat:
miss.a.p1600
03-26-2013, 09:19 PM
Im not a violent person but i have dreams that I want to slap my baby's daddy in the face with a stiff stack of money. And tell him to keep the change. He's been such a douche over the years he totally deserves it lol.
OliveJardin
03-27-2013, 11:46 PM
...I may have put a nip of Baileys into my coffee before my vanilla job interview:-[. Idk why because I wasn't even nervous, I think it was just an excuse to treat myself :P.
ChefKitty
03-29-2013, 04:00 PM
I pick hypothetical stage names based on people I'd like to spite.
LaurenAus
03-30-2013, 01:29 PM
okay I have a very swollen labia, that's rough, itchy and a bit red. It's been like this for six days. Any ideas on what it could be? No odor, no discharge. I'm scurred.
luscious sadie
03-31-2013, 12:21 AM
you're hardly thin, you're hardly not fat, you're definitely thick, so shut the fuck up about how thin is like, the best thing ever, and how everything else is the worst thing ever and how you're so thin and how you're so fucking proud of that.
because really. you need to shut the fuck up.
check yourself.
kortneykay
04-01-2013, 09:26 PM
Fuckkkk I'm still with the hubby, I still occasionally fuck him though I NEVER initiate it and I'm still wanting out of my marriage. Why the fuck can't I get my shit together and move out? Oh, that's because I'd need to save up $10k just to get my own vehicle and an apartment in this area. I just need to put on my hustling panties, twerk these customers and flip a middle finger to the GOV'MENT, fuck I only like a few perks of being a mili wife.
strippername
04-01-2013, 10:51 PM
I stalk my boyfriend of almost 1 1/2 years ex wife's Instagram. :( It makes me angry at him. I don't know why.
OliveJardin
04-02-2013, 10:51 PM
...I almost bought a huge, bright yellow, china French Bulldog Statue today...I'm still thinking about! It cost more than the washing machine I was at the shop to buy lol :-[
strippername
04-02-2013, 11:31 PM
...I almost bought a huge, bright yellow, china French Bulldog Statue today...I'm still thinking about! It cost more than the washing machine I was at the shop to buy lol :-[
I got a tiny one the other day. I call it my cat.
Selina M
04-03-2013, 01:08 AM
Sorry for the forthcoming long rants accompanying the confessions.. feel free to just read the numbered points :D
1) I fucking hate most girls that are not either my childhood friends or strippers.
I lost all my friends at school (which sucks because it's a very small satellite campus where everyone knows everyone) for no discernible reason other than that I called out another girl they had begun hanging out with. This bitch had never met me, yet sat in class staring at me and whispering about me. The minute I said something, she whined that she didn't know what I was talking about, and then the rest of my "friends" ditched me as well. They then all took over a club everyone in my major is expected to join (you know, to kiss ass of people by attending workshops, seminars, etc), simply by being really nice to the new president.... who they have spent the last 2 years making fun of and referring to as "Fat Alaskan". They also refer to one of our grad student TAs as "the annoying stuck up *state agency* guy", just because he said that's where he used to work. I want to tell these two guys this stuff every day but I bite my tongue.
2) I'm getting really, really bad at not losing my temper at people, and I also just want to be left the fuck alone by anyone who is not customer/boyfriend/family/animal. I think I'm going to end up like House, where I'm an asshole but nobody can say anything because I know my shit and do my job.
This would be directed at that I'm leasing-to-own a horse right now, and I'm about to hand what I owe over and just take him to another barn, one without other boarders (they look like they just opened but only have about 10 stalls and a HUGE property... hence little interaction with other people). My horse has a nasty reputation (he was abandoned by his owner; the stable's had him 4 years and not been able to make him behave at a level less than "psychotic nutjob"), and I am sick of people talking to me about how he's doing every day, or crowding around to watch me ride, or pointing us out to visitors. The ironic part is that he's improved 1000% since I got him, follows me around like a dog, and is on his way to becoming a fine competition barrel horse, yet people still seem to be hoping he throws me or something just for some drama and 'I told you you couldn't train him'.
In addition, I don't go to school aside from exams. I don't want to chat with the Starbucks barista. I'll take my dog to the dog park and sit in a corner without speaking to anyone, except to snap at people who try to give him treats or water from their own bowls (I'm paranoid of poison... I read about that shit all the time in the news, it's scary). It takes the jaws of life to drag me to a nightclub or any bar that's not a country or dive bar, because of all the douchebag idiot guys we encounter.
I think this is all just being tired of undergrad and not used to living in the city and will go away, but I'm kind of okay with it actually... my life is much less stressful and dramatic when I'm left alone.
Also, this girl is pissing me off currently on my Facebook, talking shit about strippers who start at lower tier clubs and that she "ain't got nothing but quarters for their ass"... yet she has been in pornos she booked on Craigslist and runs her "modeling business" through Model Mayhem. Right. That's not the pot calling the kettle black at all. And I'm sure those "low tier girls" are clearing several hundred a night, when her ass is lucky to make $100.
tempest666
04-03-2013, 01:22 AM
I got tired of my hair growing into a mullet so I got a full on mohawk. I'm not gonna sport it @ work though. It's just easier with PC "Disney Princess" hair.
OliveJardin
04-03-2013, 02:51 AM
I got a tiny one the other day. I call it my cat.
^I love it :D! I have one similar to that-it's black lol. I'm obsessed with Frenchies (unfortunately my apartment isn't pet friendly :( ).
caitir
04-03-2013, 12:09 PM
I hate girls. I apologize, cuz this of course excludes everyone on SW- what I mean is, I hate girls... in person. lol. No other way to put it.
I don't understand them. I don't get the drama, I hate gossiping, I despise the small talk, fake smiles, and backstabbing.
Like, if we're gonna be friends, you gotta talk about more than shoes and clothes and your b/f. And I don't wanna hear about how terrible your life is, cuz everyone goes through shit. ^that's really insensitive, I get that. I'm not saying that what you go through isn't important or that it doesn't impact you, I'm saying that yah, it happened, but I don't need to mourn with you over it every day for 2 years straight.
I also don't get the whole fakey thing with girls- why do you say you're gonna do something or that you like something when you really won't/don't? I. don't. get. it. What does that DO for you?
Sorry for the rant- may be wayy off base, but the OP did say anything. :P
princessjas
04-03-2013, 02:55 PM
I confess I fell head over heels for someone and let it nearly destroy my life. I think I am almost back to normal. It's been a few years, the first was BRUTAL! I could barely muster the energy to care about anything. Everything went toward my boys and it still wasn't enough. I'm ashamed.
kortneykay
04-03-2013, 03:26 PM
I confess I'm still living with my spice addicted husband and it's driving me to madness. Never in my adult life have I had to go through something this hard and I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I resent him so much, he disgusts me half the time and I'm also extremely sad that I will have to walk away from my marriage. I have so many feelings, more anger than anything and yet I'm frustrated because I can't leave until I save up enough to move out. I still love him but I know there is no future with him. He's a functioning drug addict who refuses to go to treatment because of his pride. He has yet to hit his bottom and me being here is only making it easier for him. I'm sick of sleeping alone in this King sized bed, I'm sick of being isolated in my own home yet I'm almost afraid to make money because he hates phone sex and camming. It's like I'm stuck, but I am quickly starting to realize that I shouldn't have patience for him. I need to be hustling so I can get the fuck out and move on with my life. Three months of consecutive $500+ weeks and I'll be Scott free. Fuck his feelings because mine are 3rd to his. A drug addict will always have a true love and it won't be his spouse. Drugs are the only things that can make an addict feel good, people and items let them down, but drugs continue to give them pleasure. Unfortunately the wrong kind of drug can also destroy lives and they will always cause it's host to spiral until death. It kills me inside that his addiction will most likely kill him and I can't do anything to stop it.
GlamourRouge
04-03-2013, 03:44 PM
you're hardly thin, you're hardly not fat, you're definitely thick, so shut the fuck up about how thin is like, the best thing ever, and how everything else is the worst thing ever and how you're so thin and how you're so fucking proud of that.
because really. you need to shut the fuck up.
check yourself.
I feel that. Many people who think they're thin would be in for a rude, rude, rude, awakening dancing in many areas of the U.S.
luscious sadie
04-03-2013, 06:49 PM
she has a super long history of body shaming on these boards and it's fucking sad because I have found that people who body shame are usually the ones who are most self conscious and insecure. Working on your body non-stop doesn't mean that you are secure. The funny thing about it all to me is that person still fits the aesthetic of what they don't want / hate so much. So ultimately they hate themselves.
oh well. Go for it, girl. Spend more and more hours dieting and working out while the rest of us enjoy and embrace ourselves.
tuesdaymarie
04-03-2013, 07:14 PM
A drug addict will always have a true love and it won't be his spouse. Drugs are the only things that can make an addict feel good, people and items let them down, but drugs continue to give them pleasure. Unfortunately the wrong kind of drug can also destroy lives and they will always cause it's host to spiral until death. It kills me inside that his addiction will most likely kill him and I can't do anything to stop it.
I wasn't married to my ex, but I completely feel you on this. Best of luck.
LaurenAus
04-03-2013, 08:10 PM
you guys are just meeting the wrong girls...They can make for pretty good company sometimes..Maybe you're not meeting "girls girls" like the Jen Aniston, Chelsea Handler type ;p
luscious sadie
04-03-2013, 08:25 PM
man, fuck Chelsea Handler. Mysoginistic as fuck. But cool because it's ~edgy~
fuck that.
Kellydancer
04-03-2013, 08:44 PM
I confess that I do fear a lot about the future as of late. I had a dream the other night about being about 80 years old and it was creepy. I found a guy I really like but fear the what if as if what if we never become serious? I know then I might be alone and it scares me, but getting married then becoming widowed also scares me, and so does the idea that I'll be divorced and alone (though this is one is the least likely in my scenario). Actually being 80 scares me.