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charlie61
04-26-2013, 08:06 PM
I confess that my spice addicted husband got fucked up the ass by the law, and the military. He called the cops lying on me to say that I hit him 5 days ago and that I was "going to jail". I've defended myself twice before and because he's a soldier, he's always had the upper hand. I am on a pretrial probation period in which I can't get in trouble or I will have charges and a criminal record. If I complete the program, I'm good to go with a clean slate (like before I met the fool). Anyway, this fool called the cops and ended up being arrested for paraphernalia. He's been a spice addict for over a year and I've warned him time and time again to quit because he WILL get found out, and kicked out. Last night his shit caught up to him. Now, I confess that instead of 4 months to save, I may only have 30 days lol.
I'm really happy to hear this - you've been under chronic stress for a long time living with an addict. You sound remarkably sane considering how much you've been through - strong lady! Good luck to you...
OliveJardin
04-28-2013, 03:27 AM
I'm eating ice cream out of the tub...with a fork :-[
That reminds me... confession: I have recently started watching The Bad Girls Club. So trashy that it's entertaining. It's my new guilty pleasure.
You should be ashamed of yourself!!
Like I am :).... I watch it too. I even pick favorites and scream at the TV for the ones I hate. Then I make up this holier than thou reason to get all worked up, like, "I hate bullies."
Silly...
tuesdaymarie
04-28-2013, 01:44 PM
I've been kind of bummed for the past few months about not having any of my old female friends in my life. Like, reminiscing and wanting to call some of them up for a drink, despite at least one of the friendships ending very badly. Then, I realized that if we were to become friends again, they'd be more people I couldn't tell about my whole life. Like, I could never tell them I've been inside a strip club, never mind that I work in them, as an unfortunately obvious example. And that's not really the type of friend I should work to get back.
So, yeah. I think I'm ready to just remember the good times, wish them well in my heart, and let it all go. It's kind of liberating.
Holly_V
04-29-2013, 06:32 AM
I've had a problem with codeine for a little while, over the past week I've gotten really depressed and have massively abused over the counter codeine pills and now my tummy hurts. I don't want to mess with my health but taking pills is the only thing that stops me feeling like I don't want to live.
OliveJardin
04-29-2013, 07:44 AM
I've had a problem with codeine for a little while, over the past week I've gotten really depressed and have massively abused over the counter codeine pills and now my tummy hurts. I don't want to mess with my health but taking pills is the only thing that stops me feeling like I don't want to live.
^I'm not judging, but codeine can be very damaging to your stomach and liver-take a probiotic to help your stomach ache and a liver detox type combo tablet (with milk thistle, turmeric etc). If the pain gets worse, it could be an ulcer :(. Can you seek help for the way you're feeling now:(? I hope you feel better soon.
Holly_V
04-29-2013, 08:01 AM
^I'm not judging, but codeine can be very damaging to your stomach and liver-take a probiotic to help your stomach ache and a liver detox type combo tablet (with milk thistle, turmeric etc). If the pain gets worse, it could be an ulcer :(. Can you seek help for the way you're feeling now:(? I hope you feel better soon.
Thanks for the support. I know its dangerous but I feel so low its worth it to make me feel better even for a short time. I don't really know who to see about this. I could go to the doctors I suppose but I don't think they'll be able to do much.
kortneykay
04-29-2013, 08:21 AM
I confess that my husband is FINALLY out my motha'fuckin' house! I'm so happy I don't know whether to shit or go blind :D
sophiesecrets
04-30-2013, 01:48 PM
Grats! whoo hoo! FREEDOM!^^
I confess that i havent gone outside in at least a month and a half. Im going to end up on an A&E Documentary about the crazy lady whose scared to go past her driveway.
charlie61
04-30-2013, 02:18 PM
Grats! whoo hoo! FREEDOM!^^
I confess that i havent gone outside in at least a month and a half. Im going to end up on an A&E Documentary about the crazy lady whose scared to go past her driveway.
I empathize with you! I make sure to get out of the house a few times a week (meaning, I actually go somewhere like to get groceries), but it's a struggle for me. It's like a muscle: if you don't exercise your ability to leave the house, it will atrophy.
charlotte_ai
04-30-2013, 02:29 PM
I've had a problem with codeine for a little while, over the past week I've gotten really depressed and have massively abused over the counter codeine pills and now my tummy hurts. I don't want to mess with my health but taking pills is the only thing that stops me feeling like I don't want to live.
Babe... I totally feel your pain. I have been dependent on codeine for a few years now. Got onto them for back pain, it's the only time I feel complete relief from pain, except immediately after my chiropractor adjusts my back, but the pills get you high and that gets tricky to limit.
Too much can make you constipated, so if you're not regular this week, that could be the source of your pain. Or if there is anti-inflammatory in them like Ibuprofen, etc, it can cause stomach irritation and ulcers. Both things worth taking note of.
What's worse is the way you are feeling. Can you do something nice with someone you really care for? A best friend or family or SO or someone? Go somewhere amazing for the day, or do something really fun? Just take time out for you?
Or perhaps get some support and counselling, a bit of fresh perspective? Or both.
Please, please take care of yourself...
kortneykay
04-30-2013, 02:51 PM
I confess that I'm fucking SEETHING. Why do all my confessions circle around my jerk asshole soon to be ex husband? He BANGS down my door (for the 3rd time in less than 4 days) so I wait 5 minutes then answer the door after they blow up my cell. I find it extremely rude that him and his boys aka SGTs come by unannounced expecting me to drop what I'm doing (making money) to cater to their every need. This fool and his stooges start searching my home. My irresponsible husband loses his wallet. Days before, he uses my MIL to try and get me to look for it, I tell her I do NOT know where his shit is, nor am I going to look for anything or do anything for him.
So they come in and they wanna search my personal bedroom. I first object but I let them. So he magically "finds" his wallet in his dresser drawer. Yeah fucking right! He says his shit is in there but his debit card is missing. They look at me and asking if I know where it is. I see him looking in my sheets and under my mattress and shit. This is when I start losing it. I told them this is ridiculous, I don't appreciate being set up, nor do I appreciate being accused of taking anyone's shit. They try and play it like they aren't accusing me. Then why the FUCK is he looking under my mattress and between my sheets? And why the hell didn't he find it in that very same dresser twice before? That mother fucker PLANTED that shit there. I may hate his guts, but I wouldn't wish starvation or broke-ness on my worst enemy (him). I may not have much money but I have enough to get myself by even though that fucker owes me $500. I wouldn't and won't steal from anyone. I'm so upset I want to fucking scream. And then they rummage through shit and don't even have the decency to actually clean it up. Like what the FUCK?
I heard him whisper that he "knows" I have his shit. Fucking lying bastard. Fuck him to fucking FUCK. He called me a fucking NIGGER and tried having me thrown in jail accusing me and my "imaginary" crazy party friends of smoking his spice when he and everyone knows he has a fucking addiction. How fucking dare he?! I'm glad they arrested his dumb ass and are doing an investigation. I gave him 3 long grueling emotionally scarring years of my life and he tries throwing me under the bus to save his ass. I hope he lost pay and rank. Fucking asshole. And you better believe that when I separate legally that fucker is paying alimony, I'm gonna milk that shit for a fucking year. Ugh! Rant over.
charlotte_ai
04-30-2013, 02:52 PM
I confess... I had a huge blow up with my boyfriend over the weekend while he was away. We never fight, so it was a big deal.
Instead of dealing with it I refused to talk to him on the phone, went to work instead, got a bit tipsy, slutted around the place, made a killing and then ended my night drunk on Moét (I NEVER get drunk at work) after a 2 1/2 hour VIP with 2 sexy football players, one of whom was teaching us to sing Happy Birthday in French.
I then did one more lap dance, and made $150 in 15 minutes (big tip- I must have given a reaaaaaally good dance)
I then went out on the street in this inappropriate-for-5am skirt:
http://i.ebayimg.com/t/Hustler-HOT-Women-Pink-School-Velcro-Mini-Skirt-Top-Clubwear-Club-Party-Dress-/00/s/OTczWDkwMA==/$T2eC16N,!%29cE9s4PsSNhBQYbj6sECw~~60_35.JPG
...much to the managers dismay.... and was lucky my friend came and got me and made sure I got home in a cab OK.
Admittedly, when I got home and counted my pile of cash, I had a fleeting moment where I thought "this is how dancing should be for me, maybe I should be single" (as I didn't think about my boyfriend most of the night-every time I did I ended up doing another shot of tequila) I really didn't hold back, and felt no shame with flirting... Then I felt bad and put that thought away and passed out.
whirlerz
04-30-2013, 02:54 PM
Grats! whoo hoo! FREEDOM!^^
I confess that i havent gone outside in at least a month and a half. Im going to end up on an A&E Documentary about the crazy lady whose scared to go past her driveway.
Yes, I am this too^! I like also what Charlie said..
my friend was an ass to me today, no right to talk down to me like I'm her kid or something really sick of ppl abusing me:'(>:(
Holly_V
04-30-2013, 03:42 PM
went to work instead, got a bit tipsy, slutted around the place, made a killing and then ended my night drunk on Moét
To be fair that sounds like a ton of fun.
Thanks for your advice about the codeine issue. I had taken loads that are mixed with Ibuprofen so it just fucked my stomach. But I know the real issue is that I'm really unhappy atm. I'm in the last month of my degree and it's exam period so it makes it difficult for me to find time to go out, but when I stay at home trying to study I just end up procrastinating/ crying/ taking a bunch of codeine lol (I know its not funny but you kinda have to laugh). Your right I do need to take some time to spend with some friends. I'm gonna make it my mission to get my nails done and hang out with at least one friend this week.
whirlerz
05-01-2013, 03:39 AM
I confess... I had a huge blow up with my boyfriend over the weekend while he was away. We never fight, so it was a big deal.
Instead of dealing with it I refused to talk to him on the phone, went to work instead, got a bit tipsy, slutted around the place, made a killing and then ended my night drunk on Moét (I NEVER get drunk at work) after a 2 1/2 hour VIP with 2 sexy football players, one of whom was teaching us to sing Happy Birthday in French.
I then did one more lap dance, and made $150 in 15 minutes (big tip- I must have given a reaaaaaally good dance)
I then went out on the street in this inappropriate-for-5am skirt:
http://i.ebayimg.com/t/Hustler-HOT-Women-Pink-School-Velcro-Mini-Skirt-Top-Clubwear-Club-Party-Dress-/00/s/OTczWDkwMA==/$T2eC16N,!%29cE9s4PsSNhBQYbj6sECw~~60_35.JPG
...much to the managers dismay.... and was lucky my friend came and got me and made sure I got home in a cab OK.
Admittedly, when I got home and counted my pile of cash, I had a fleeting moment where I thought "this is how dancing should be for me, maybe I should be single" (as I didn't think about my boyfriend most of the night-every time I did I ended up doing another shot of tequila) I really didn't hold back, and felt no shame with flirting... Then I felt bad and put that thought away and passed out.
That sounds like a BLAST!! (not the fight) Good for you hun, + you made $, Yay!
Deaddolly
05-01-2013, 03:56 AM
my friend was an ass to me today, no right to talk down to me like I'm her kid or something really sick of ppl abusing me:'(>:(
:[ What jerks. I hope things get better soon. I call people like that co-parents.lol In addition to my parents they think have the same privilege to fuss too. They'll get there's one day someone will bully them.
It's not always as simple as ignoring these mean people because sometimes there's an ongoing situation that involves them to be in proximity. I was once stuck living with bullies for quite awhile until I was able to leave. Stay strong. Everything will work out. It might not happen as quick as you would like but it will. Try to focus on yourself as much as possible.
Su Su
05-01-2013, 07:26 AM
After being with 2 boyfriends and getting some insights from friends, I've realised that my sister REALLY is a bitch.
She is jealous, gossips, insecure, lazy, and thinks she's entitled to some of my money because of my job.
I am frugal, and save every fucking penny I earn and she sees it as selfish, tight ass, and not giving.
She really infuriated me tonight. I asked her for a tape measure so I could measure the height of my ceiling, she asked if I was buying a pole. I said yes, and she says "Oh thanks".
I asked, "thanks for what?" She says, "thanks for buying the pole". I said to her "who said I was buying it for you?" and she says to me "fuck you, I'm going to use it as well".
EXCUSE ME???? Fuck NO you're not! Oh man I am so annoyed right now.
PrincessN
05-01-2013, 08:08 AM
My confession is pretty tamed
I slept with my cousins boyfriend at a drunken ass party
LaurenAus
05-01-2013, 08:12 AM
My confession is pretty tamed
I slept with my cousins boyfriend at a drunken ass party
lmao..
OliveJardin
05-02-2013, 01:17 AM
I just spent $200 on a pair of PJs for my Mum for Mother's day...and then bought myself a dressing gown at a near by shop for $10. I just found that kind of funny :P (it was a bargain...and it's bright pink with lil' hearts all over it :) ).
blkschoolgirl
05-02-2013, 07:03 AM
First time in the confessions thread...I confess that I haven't worked in a week and I've been spending money to make myself feel better. Anything to keep me from working like organizing all my makeup in a homemade z palette (http://www.zpalette.com), or walking outside.
I also confess that it makes me physically sick whenever my boyfriend wolfs down chips, cereal, etc. He's so fucking loud with it and he eats way too much. The crunching sounds drive me to absolute madness. It's like nutrition, what's that? I work out four or more days a week to keep myself in reasonable shape, cook healthily, read labels. I used to ask, "Are you sure you should be eating all that..." Now I just remove myself and go to my work room because I don't have the time to be checking a grown man's eating habits or fantasize about suddenly slapping the cereal bowl out his hands. I realize that it's his prerogative to eat however he wants, and I can't keep thinking about this!!
sophiesecrets
05-02-2013, 07:19 AM
I also confess that it makes me physically sick whenever my boyfriend wolfs down chips, cereal, etc. He's so fucking loud with it and he eats way too much. The crunching sounds drive me to absolute madness.!!
my husband is like that, but its a quark with him, lol... i have to eat like a quiet bunny lol.
OliveJardin
05-03-2013, 05:33 AM
I'm pretty much bed ridden atm and I confess that Stripper Web is helping to keep me sane :).
AvaLove
05-03-2013, 01:18 PM
I am about to break a promise for the first time. I told my family I will not cam again but I am about to break that promise next week. I will not feel bad about it nor apologize for paying my college expenses. It is my life.
PrincessN
05-03-2013, 06:19 PM
I am about to break a promise for the first time. I told my family I will not cam again but I am about to break that promise next week. I will not feel bad about it nor apologize for paying my college expenses. It is my life.
You have to make ends meet
Don't let family dictate your life babe
whirlerz
05-03-2013, 08:27 PM
I'm pretty much bed ridden atm and I confess that Stripper Web is helping to keep me sane :).
Aww, sorry, hope you feel better soon!
Selina M
05-04-2013, 04:25 PM
Sooo a close friend of mine just had a baby... born REALLY premature (I think they call him a "micropreemie" actually), and she is driving me BONKERS via Facebook.
Every single day, it's either a loooooooong rant about other irresponsible parents, everything from them not washing their hands to not using proper grammar, and how her son will be raised differently, or it's the usual slew of baby pictures. I'm like "Okay, she just had the kid, she's excited". But then today I get a frickin page request for her kid. I feel bad not "liking" it, but no freaking way. This Facebook shit is out of hand.
To make me feel even more bitchy, I was kind of upset with her for getting pregnant at all; she and her boyfriend can barely support themselves (to the point where they can NEVER go out for lack of funds), and she also had another baby that was born even more premature and died. Multiple doctors have told her since age 14 that she either couldn't get pregnant at all or carry to term. The first baby, she didn't even know she was pregnant, even with blood tests, and she was told that only proves their point, that she can't carry a child. But nope, she tries for the second one and sure enough, it's born 3 months premature and is fighting for its life.
I know it's none of my business at all, but I just feel it's kind of selfish to KNOW that you aren't going to be able to carry that child and are likely going to have it premature, which in itself can cause LOTS of health problems and mental deficiencies later, and to have any kid at all when you are making $200 a week.
I can't express any semblance of this feeling at all to anyone, because they are all of the opinion that he is a miracle child and how dare I be realistic about things like money and health problems, but it just grinds my gears and makes me sad for the child when she posts stuff >:[
sophiesecrets
05-04-2013, 04:42 PM
awesome we have SW to vent our frustrations =) While i know you cant actually express your true feelings to her, I think you are right. When my sister left her husband of 12 years to hook up with a gangbanger who ended up in jail for a couple years, right after she finds out shes preggos... Well i played the good sister, and and was there for her, and the baby is born with methadone withdrawals and has to stay in the hosp for a month afterwards, i dont show up one time and suddenly im dead to her...
I see your point is all... and why that shit is on ur last nerve <3
Selina M
05-04-2013, 04:49 PM
I'm so glad someone gets it.
I feel so bad sometimes, because I'm this logical, science-y personality and don't get all "miracle of life" gushy like they do... It's just how I was raised, my mom is not very girly and doesn't like babies either. We're both like "No, I don't want to hold your child, please get it a babysitter so we can go out to eat without spending 80% of the meal cooing over it".
Maybe I need some estrogen injections or something :P
sophiesecrets
05-04-2013, 04:58 PM
I dont wana offend any mommies, cus im not one, even tho im in my 30's. But ya... i get it. I have never felt comfortable around kids who aren't old enuf for video games...
And thst whole "Miracle of Life" thing... Reminds me of that "God has a Plan" crap they tried to stuff down down my husbands throat when his mom died of cancer... Really, that was His plan... r u srs?
Kellydancer
05-04-2013, 07:59 PM
Selina and Sophie, I get it. I have never understood this thing some women (some men too but more women)have about babies. Oh babies are cute and I suppose you can say a miracle of life (and really the process of birth scientifically is amazing)but the whole taking care of one is something I go back and forth on. At one point a couple of years ago I really wanted to have a baby but before then I was steadfast in never becoming pregnant. Now I figure what ever happens, happens but I am leaning more on adopting an older kid. The thing for me and why I never had a baby was the birth thing and my fear of the father not doing his fair share (or worse abandoning me). I have a deep seated fear of medical procedures to begin with and then all the after effects kind of scare me. Then of course the idea of doing all/most of the work while dad does little to nothing would really anger me. I could luck out and have a baby with a man who does his fair share but often you don't know until birth. Most of my ex boyfriend would not have been good dads (or good husbands either)so I knew I didn't want to become pregnant by any of them (and the decent boyfriends I had didn't believe in pre marital sex).
Then of course there are the instances where someone couldn't afford a baby but had one anyway. These drive me completely nuts (and I am often railing about them here). I am so tired of this happening, especially with women who knew the guy wouldn't stick around and she is now on welfare. It makes me sound like a hateful person but am just so tired of this because I have seen it so often. I have seen women repeatedly do this and I want to tell them how idiotic they are.
Speaking of babies and girly things, do either of you also dislike girl only bridal or baby showers? I HATE them. I have gotten into knock down drag out fights with relatives and friends because I never attend these. I hate the games, I hate the stories, I hate the gift opening and everything about them. I get the most annoyed when people tell me because I am a woman I enjoy talking about weddings and babies. If I ever get married or have a baby I would have a coed party with a BBQ and no games. I would rather talk about cars or sports or electronics instead of babies or weddings. Maybe I would feel differently if I had been married or been a mom but I have been neither.
Selina M
05-04-2013, 08:25 PM
I don't HATE the showers as much as I used to, because I had to get used to them. It irks me though that I'm not even 22 and I've been to so many baby showers for my effing friends. You're 22! You should be out having fun on Friday night, not changing a kid's diaper! Agh.
The showers my friends have are at least not as terrible as most women; my friends are either cowgirls or the punky girls that would rather ride dirtbikes and take shots, so the showers aren't quite as cheesy. They have been doing them co-ed as well, which really helps to tone it towards more of a get-together with baby gifts being given, rather than all the silly games and shit. I do hate family friends ones though; I feel uncomfortable at those, usually because I'm the youngest one and these women leer at me like "YOU'RE NEXT!"
I totally agree with your first paragraph too! My godson's mother (god, that makes me sound old) is "engaged" to a complete tool. Her son is actually afraid of him because he is bipolar and won't take his meds, and yells and calls mommy names... the kid hides when he comes home. She lives with her family still and is at least being smart about refusing to move in with him. He works in the mines down in BFE, so he is only home every 3rd week, thank God (but when he is home, he won't let her go out - we have been friends since 2nd grade and she missed my 21st birthday because he didn't want her to go). He is a terrible excuse for a father, but he gives her money, so she feels like she has to let him stick around. The whole thing sickens me and if he EVER starts yelling in front of me, I swear to God that I am going to pull a rope off the wall and tighten the lasso around his neck until he turns blue.
I get sick of being told by men "Aww, you'll change your mind!" Fuck off, no, I won't. I hate that there are doctors who won't tie my tubes because of that. It's so disrespectful, like "You're a woman, so you HAVE to want babies, this is just a silly phase." Thank God my boyfriend now does not want children - he is the same as Sophia, super uncomfortable around kids under around 12.... These little girls knocked on our door the other day and I actually left him to deal with them, just because his awkwardness was funny :D
sophiesecrets
05-04-2013, 08:34 PM
OMG I so know where you're coming from. Maybe that's why i have no real life Chick friends, and i don't even get along with my sister! Just the thought of a big wedding makes me want to vomit. I got married at the courthouse... and had a HUGE reception... Screw walking down an isle, id trip or fart or something!
And as far as cooing over babies, I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO HOLD THEM! Their lil heads are all wobbly, I'm afraid I will break em! Wedding and Baby showers are so awkward for me because i don't know how to connect with these women. Hell even before caming. I think i was just born without the girl bone that makes me give a shit about such things.
^^ AMEN SISTER On the whole men who expect us to want babies thing... Fuck off, when u want to push a watermelon out of ur butthole, come talk to me...
Kellydancer
05-04-2013, 09:05 PM
And this has happened to me: when guys expect you to not only want babies but expect you to stay at home and cater to them and him. UGH! When I was doing online dating I ran across quite a few men who wanted babies but then expected their wife to be stay at home moms. I might have a baby but stay at home? no way Jose. If someone wants that, go for it but I like making money. A few years ago my career was in the dumps and I considered it but realized I would hate it, not to mention I hate cooking and cleaning and only do those because I am single. When doing online dating I ran across a lot of men like this which scared me.
Weddings to me is a mixed bag. If I ever get married (and I really want to)I only want a large wedding with the church and reception. Not any of the other things like showers and parties just the church wedding because I am religious and the reception to drink and dance. Other people's weddings though I like so I can drink and dance. Yep that's what other people's weddings are for. I couldn't care less about flowers or any of the other things. The only thing that depresses me about weddings is that I am seeing much younger people getting married while I am single but I prefer single to some of the loser men out there that I would never date (and at my age the loser piece of shit men are the majority).
LaurenAus
05-04-2013, 10:56 PM
just found the crush of my life aka the one who got away on okcupid. He "replies frequently" and is an A list member. siiiiiiiiiiiiigh, why life why.
Kellydancer
05-05-2013, 12:07 PM
I have to confess (though this won't surprise anyone probably)but I think online dating is a cess pool of piece of shit men. I mean really, why would a man who is divorced with kids think I would want him, knowing I am staunchly anti divorce in most cases (and I list these on my profile). Why would a man with multiple baby mamas think he is some prize when he is nothing but a scum who should be castrated?
However, doesn't stop me from trolling the POF forum and telling people I think they are pieces of shit. Honestly I don't care because I am no longer doing online dating as the men on these sites leave a lot to be desired. I'd rather be single than date some of these losers. The funny thing is if these guys were hot or whatever that would be another thing but who wants to date a man with kids who is obese to boot? then there are the childless men (or they claim)who are also obese, and the old men seeking younger or the basement dwellers.
angelzimm
05-10-2013, 01:55 PM
my husband is like that, but its a quark with him, lol... i have to eat like a quiet bunny lol. Mine too, he eats like a sloth, all loud and breathing heavy. I tell him he reminds me of the nutty professor when he breathes like that, lol. He laughs I just roll my eyes and start back at my phone haha.
I confess, I do a lot of industry shit behind his back :o
smeca
05-12-2013, 01:46 PM
Bf and I have been exploring dom/sub sex and it is frickin awesome!
LaurenAus
05-12-2013, 05:07 PM
K I think I need to start choosing different guys...cuz well...ouch
tuesdaymarie
05-13-2013, 07:11 PM
I think I've decided to cut my waist-length hair to my chin.
Brb while I pee myself from sheer terror. I am so freaked out.
/wuss.
OliveJardin
05-14-2013, 04:24 PM
...I confess that I am BEYOND terrified about losing length off my hair today! After sporting a sandy blonde do for 5 weeks I’m finally going platinum-ish blonde :O. My hair is surprisingly healthy, despite going from black to a sandy blonde in one day-but that isn't calming my nerves lol. Short hair looks horrendously cute (in an underage gross way) on me so *fingers crossed*...
Kat w
05-19-2013, 08:09 AM
Hehe, you may pretend not to see me when I'm out with friends but I remember how you used to whimper like a little bitch when you were about to come.
charlie61
05-19-2013, 10:44 AM
^Loved that post on tumblr!!
LaurenAus
06-03-2013, 11:19 AM
hung out with the successful guy I had an awesome date with. We had sex. Smallest weiner I've ever seen. Game over :(
LaurenAus
06-06-2013, 03:17 PM
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO the irl sub I found off a sugar dating site is now way too needy and we haven't even had a first real session yet. I thought things were going okay, we discussed what we wanted out of an arrangement, he left me with a gift and now all of a sudden he's asking for a live in situation where he can be underneath my command at all times. EFF. Wondering if I just need to cut things off.
PleasureVictim
06-07-2013, 12:44 AM
I wish I could erase you from my memory.:-\:'(
ChefKitty
06-07-2013, 03:02 AM
I confess i had no friend to travel with so i brought my cat. And he happens to be the best travel buddy ever. I confess to laying in bed in my hotel room and cuddling up with him and crying into his furry little back because I'm pms'ing and he is there for me.
GlamourRouge
06-07-2013, 07:27 AM
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO the irl sub I found off a sugar dating site is now way too needy and we haven't even had a first real session yet. I thought things were going okay, we discussed what we wanted out of an arrangement, he left me with a gift and now all of a sudden he's asking for a live in situation where he can be underneath my command at all times. EFF. Wondering if I just need to cut things off.
That's when you tell him: WHAT!!! You have OFFENDED your Mistress!! Live-in subbing is an EARNED role, and you have not even proven yourself yet! It will take time!
GlamourRouge
06-07-2013, 07:29 AM
I wish I could erase you from my memory.:-:'(
I've had that same feeling for a few years now. Only way to replace good old memories, is with new better ones. Unfortunately, if the bar is set really high, its HARD as fuck to find a better replacement. I would pay for selective parts of my memory to be erased.