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tuesdaymarie
07-10-2013, 01:27 PM
^Holy shit, YES. People at work think I'm all smiles and sweetness. People who actually know me know that the more I smile/act nice, the more I want to beat the person I'm interacting with. I haven't punched anyone in about two years, but I just want to take my stiletto off and go Quentin Tarantino on some customers' faces all fucking night.

CamQueen
07-10-2013, 01:45 PM
My confession is I am a big scare-dee cat! I LOVE Las Vegas so much. I've wanted to live there or New York my whole life. Well NY is a lot more expensive so I settled on Vegas. I have know 1 person living there and we a friends. I had found an apartment and everything and a job...but I was to scared to leave my small town. I was afraid of the loneliness and fear of only meeting tourists and making no friends. So here I am in Tennessee.... :/ Idk why maybe it's because I've lived here my entire life and know everyone but I just pictured myself with no friends and being alone for years. All the cool places I could go that they sure as hell don't have here in this tiny ass town lol.. and no one to go with. Ugh.

LaurenAus
07-10-2013, 02:57 PM
I feel like blacksheeps a bit whack...

Selina M
07-10-2013, 05:18 PM
^^^ OMG me too! Gah. I groan every time he starts a new thread... because it's the same shit about whining that he can't get girls despite how "i'm not saying i'm awesome.. but really, i'm pretty awesome" he is.

charlie61
07-10-2013, 05:41 PM
I feel ya. This too shall pass, ladies. Just ignore him and move on.

Kellydancer
07-10-2013, 08:41 PM
His thinking in many of his posts is strange but there are some men here that I think are stranger than him. There was one guy (I don't even remember his name)who would send me pm's and ask to meet me because he was going to be in Chicago. This guy seemed pretty cool so I said okay but then he started telling me he was fat and he knew I didn't like fat guys. I figured out he assumed by meeting we would be dating so I said no.

Anyway my confession is this and that was years ago I played a troll on an entertainment site. At the time it was a big joke to me to create a really creepy guy so I would troll this one site. This was probably about 15 years ago. I also had my normal name but the troll would start fights with people for no reason. I eventually "killed" the troll and posted his obit online (a fake). Long story short I became friends with several people on this site and from time to time they will mention this creepy guy that used to post there and "boy am I glad he's dead". The site is long gone too but I feel bad not being able to tell my friends it was me as a joke. So when we get together (not for a few years)and they mention him I feel so guilty not saying it was me.

Renton
07-10-2013, 08:56 PM
Sometimes i wish I could just stab stupid people especially customers that say fucked up shit "can I pay you 100 for fuck?" BIIIIItch no! *stab* I seriously wanna hurt these fucks some nights! Or some stupid new chick giving it all away for free ruining our game *stab*. this needs to become legal/ok asap. Or run over people who walk infront of me when they see I am driving, I mean really why are we wrong if we hit some stupid fuck who decides there not gunna stop for traffic, annoying, yield bitches I know u see me! Or a cheap fuck sitting at a stage show and doesnt tip, I wanna shove my heal in their eye. I secretly love to be violent when I can, like I look for the opportunity and if it presents itself I go from 0-60 right away, but I never do it for no reason or if not justified, ever, I am always attacked 1st but I go there. when I have sex w someone i think will like it, I choke them as hard as I can and I fuckin love it. I choked one guy so hard he said he almost passed out, haha, it was great, I wonder if beating them would be even more fun...hmmm.lol

haha I once had a fuckbuddy that was very submissive and I beat him during sex! He'd say things to piss me off so I'd slap him, but one time he took it too far (said "actually I have AIDS") and I hit him with my fist as hard as I could. He didn't like that. I loved it though. Idiot should've known when to stop. I broke it off because I'm not into submissive guys, although I'm very good at dominating them. He used to call me after that to beg me to come back and admitted he loved me laughing at him and playing him. Guess what clips I'll be making soon? lol.


I feel like blacksheeps a bit whack...

Same. He manages to annoy me with everything he posts. I ignore it because it's not worth the drama. Wish I could tell him to stfu but yeah.

cherryblossomsinspring
07-10-2013, 09:15 PM
I feel like blacksheeps a bit whack...

I was saying the same a few weeks ago. His threads scare me a bit.

charlie61
07-10-2013, 10:01 PM
I was trying to give a subtle clue to stop talking about it. SW members shouldn't gang up on other members.

And anyway, he's a mosquito, not a bear. So let it go. :)

ava$
07-11-2013, 02:30 AM
[QUOTE=Renton;2512053]haha I once had a fuckbuddy that was very submissive and I beat him during sex! He'd say things to piss me off so I'd slap him, but one time he took it too far (said "actually I have AIDS") and I hit him with my fist as hard as I could. He didn't like that. I loved it though. Idiot should've known when to stop. I broke it off because I'm not into submissive guys, although I'm very good at dominating them. He used to call me after that to beg me to come back and admitted he loved me laughing at him and playing him. Guess what clips I'll be making soon? lol.

OMG at the aids thing I woulda beat him too,eww. and I used to love dominant guys and hated submissive ones but IDK i think after my ex bf beat my ass I started likeing to be the dominant one and stopped liking being dominated.lbs. Now it turns me off, like I used to love for them to put hands behind bak and do all that stuff but now It just freaks me out. Dominatrix make a lot, maybe I should think about that, ha. U make videos dominating? HMMMm wonder if that pays good...
Originally Posted by LaurenAus
I feel like blacksheeps a bit whack...
This made me LMAO

Renton
07-11-2013, 06:16 AM
Ugh I'm so sorry your ex was abusive :/ I really prefer dominant men but I haven't had any of that shit happen to me, I'd probably be turned off too.

I haven't made any yet, but I plan to :)

whirlerz
07-11-2013, 06:28 AM
My confession is I am a big scare-dee cat! I LOVE Las Vegas so much. I've wanted to live there or New York my whole life. Well NY is a lot more expensive so I settled on Vegas. I have know 1 person living there and we a friends. I had found an apartment and everything and a job...but I was to scared to leave my small town. I was afraid of the loneliness and fear of only meeting tourists and making no friends. So here I am in Tennessee.... :/ Idk why maybe it's because I've lived here my entire life and know everyone but I just pictured myself with no friends and being alone for years. All the cool places I could go that they sure as hell don't have here in this tiny ass town lol.. and no one to go with. Ugh.

I so feel you..I'm in Chicago but ugh sick of it here, & dying to move..

tuesdaymarie
07-11-2013, 11:48 AM
I don't really have a life besides going to work and writing at home. I'm working on a screenplay right now because I was psyching myself out planning a novel, but it's kind of depressing because I really like the story for the screenplay, but the likelihood of it ever being skillfully made is, of course, slim. I often wish I had more people in my life who were... Idk, interesting? creative? intelligent? I stopped seeing most of my friends because they only ever wanted to get drunk and re-tell the same "remember when" stories, and I have a lame time when I see them. I've been considering going to film-related groups through meetup.com, but last time I hung out with the "art scene" people around here, they were just a bunch of hipsters trying to "challenge conventions" for the sake of being "different." I tried to get my SO to write with me since he used to like to write, but all he really wants to do is play EVE and Dota. So, yeah, I've been talking my screenplay out to my cat, because I work best by bouncing ideas and dialogue off other ears.

That is my confession: I am fruitlessly writing and talking to cats, and 90% of my social interaction is at work.

yinyang
07-13-2013, 09:15 PM
Big confession: I'm not sure what to do with myself right now. Except for make more money.

I feel like there are other important things to do (re: contribute meaningfully to society, find/create a loving intimate relationship, perhaps start a family, or take better care of the ones I got), but this week I'm feeling lost and overwhelmed, like I can't really wrap my mind around anything besides how can I make it to this next audition- which, on its own, continually evades me.

I get this nagging feeling that I'm straying from a path where I manifest my best self, but can't figure out A) exactly what I'm doing wrong, and B) how I can correct things.

Since the feeling is so vague and ambiguous, there's a good chance it might just be general depression/ anxiety/ PMS... but I also don't know how to really know for sure.

smeca
07-14-2013, 06:34 AM
loads of people are getting engaged/married lately so now i'm thinking about it a lot. Also bf worries me when he says jokingly he won't marry me because he wants to get married in a church and we can't because i wasn't christened. But I reallllllly do not want to get married in a church anyway, i quite actively dislike religion. I don't know how far he is joking and i feel like saying why would you want that, you're not even religious, you can't just do it there for the nice building. UGH.

Brilynne
07-14-2013, 06:44 AM
Wow after reading these confessions I feel I don't belong...like I should be confessing to a priest or a lawyer or seriously the damn president of the US..}:D:'(

GlamourRouge
07-14-2013, 09:30 AM
I'm getting a bidet and I'm excited about it.

Nina_
07-14-2013, 11:30 AM
I'm completely broke right now but still won't go into work!

Kellydancer
07-14-2013, 12:42 PM
I just read some of the posts in other sections and just have to say "ugh". I mean why do women stay with men who are abusive and/or controlling while defending them as the best they can do. Honestly if that is the best they can do, then your standards are very low. Sorry, but no woman should be listening to a husband or boyfriend about what they can or can't do. Stories like these remind me how much so many women infuriate me.

michele11
07-14-2013, 06:14 PM
Omg! Is my fucken mother crazy! The only guy I really loved I saw on facebook like 3 years ago. I messaged him last week and he messaged me back and lives by me now. He hasn't posted on facebook in a few years but was married and has 2 kids. I tell my mom and she freaken posts one of his old band pics when we were dating on my sisters page, her best friend. She writes on her friends page" Micheles old bf( heartthrob) she dated a long time ago" He's married and now divorced ( I never said that) and she just found him here and he messaged her. Look how good looking he was/ still is just has short hair now. WTF. I want his wife to see that! My mom is still embarrassing me at 40!

michele11
07-14-2013, 06:19 PM
^ I'm surprised she didn't also write" she'd have a 20 year old kid with him" can you believe that! YES....

PleasureVictim
07-17-2013, 08:46 PM
I have a question- I'm currently talking to a guy. He says he wants to date seriously down the road, after I move closer to him which I will be doing next month. The thing is, I'm staying with an Ex boyfriend for a few weeks until my license suspension is lifted. I could get my own apartment, but I'd still need my ex to take me places I need to go.

I really don't want to tell this guy what's going on exactly- do I have to? I'm thinking that since we aren't officially dating yet- is it really his business? No one would believe that I'm not still sleeping with my ex. I'm not- I'm paying my share of his rent while I'm there- and giving gas money, etc.

I just feel guilty- or maybe just nervous because I really like this guy and I'd hate for my situation to ruin our chances.

charlie61
07-17-2013, 08:49 PM
I have a question- I'm currently talking to a guy. He says he wants to date seriously down the road, after I move closer to him which I will be doing next month. The thing is, I'm staying with an Ex boyfriend for a few weeks until my license suspension is lifted. I could get my own apartment, but I'd still need my ex to take me places I need to go.

I really don't want to tell this guy what's going on exactly- do I have to? I'm thinking that since we aren't officially dating yet- is it really his business? No one would believe that I'm not still sleeping with my ex. I'm not- I'm paying my share of his rent while I'm there- and giving gas money, etc.

I just feel guilty- or maybe just nervous because I really like this guy and I'd hate for my situation to ruin our chances.

I'm a major communicator, and I say that you have no reason to tell your potentially-future-maybe boyfriend about your living situation. You guys have no obligations to each other yet. If you were dating, then I'd encourage you to tell him.

It's none of his business unless you decide to make it so. And I honestly think that if you were to bring it up, it'd seem prematurely overly informative. Like starting off a first date by saying "I've slept with 100 people in the last year!"

You should sleep guilt-free on this one.

tuesdaymarie
07-18-2013, 12:22 AM
I have suspected for a while now that I am not really "cut out" for stripping. Maybe a handful of shifts a month I'd be fine, but even three shifts a week completely drain me and turn me into a resentful, unhappy person. I think it would maybe be different if Houston weren't so fucking ridiculous with the extras. Customers are genuinely offended if they cannot suck my nipples or put their fingers in my thong. I moved one guy's hand out of my crotch when he slipped it between my thighs last week, and he threw up his hands as though I was being unreasonable and informed me I could stop wasting my time with him as he would not buy another dance from me. O...kay? These guys will tip me comparatively large amounts on stage and make me promise to come see them when I'm off rotation, then the second they realize they're not getting extras, they get pissed. Everyone is always looking to take as much as they can, and it's just so fucking draining.

charlotte_ai
07-18-2013, 07:17 PM
I definitely have bitchy resting face...

http://youtu.be/3v98CPXNiSk

Also... My stupid self managed to SIT on my GHD last night just after I unplugged it... I now have a burn on my ass.... :(

PleasureVictim
07-18-2013, 07:28 PM
I'm a major communicator, and I say that you have no reason to tell your potentially-future-maybe boyfriend about your living situation. You guys have no obligations to each other yet. If you were dating, then I'd encourage you to tell him.

It's none of his business unless you decide to make it so. And I honestly think that if you were to bring it up, it'd seem prematurely overly informative. Like starting off a first date by saying "I've slept with 100 people in the last year!"

You should sleep guilt-free on this one.

Thanks Charlie, that is great advice!

LaurenAus
07-21-2013, 03:49 AM
went to 4play tonight out in LA and got my first lapdance...Women are amazing...

ava$
07-21-2013, 06:07 AM
I definitely have bitchy resting face...

http://youtu.be/3v98CPXNiSk

Also... My stupid self managed to SIT on my GHD last night just after I unplugged it... I now have a burn on my ass.... :(
LMAO,I totally have bitchy resting face, a lot!

ava$
07-21-2013, 06:08 AM
I definitely have bitchy resting face...

http://youtu.be/3v98CPXNiSk

Also... My stupid self managed to SIT on my GHD last night just after I unplugged it... I now have a burn on my ass.... :(
LMAO,I totally have bitchy resting face, a lot!

Selina M
07-24-2013, 06:24 PM
Okay I need to vent about this fucking situation. It's really on my nerves lately.

My guy friend dated my best friend in high school. He was WHIPPED, even changed his college plans for her, going to university when he didn't want to. She dumped him one month in, then slept around (he even walked in on one of the guys). She also went psychotic on me during this phase and randomly stopped speaking to me over some guy she wanted to get with (because I was invited to a party at his place... she texted me "You continue to shock me" and that was the last she ever said to me). This girl is, as far as I can tell, a sociopath - in 5 years I saw her cry ONCE over a dog, and caught her in about 20 lies, and all she ever did was manipulate people. However, guy friend was so upset over her that he spent all year moping, drinking, then failed out and had to pay back all his scholarships to the tune of $10k. And who was picking up his pieces all this time? Moi.

Then suddenly she wanted to be friends again and he continued to follow her around like a puppy, driving an hour and a half to see her, ditching friends for her, etc. for 3 years. We share a birthday and he fucking skipped out on the idea of us going to Vegas with our group of friends... to go with her and her family.
Then she meets some guy, who was a carbon copy of him (same major, same hobbies, same hair style) and he buddied up to that guy to the point that he was a groomsman at their wedding this spring.

He confessed a month ago that he had always wanted to date me and loved me, and I was his "What if" girl, but had never acted on it because of her hatred for me... and that if "you ever break up with your boyfriend, I would love to be with you so you can talk to her and work something out" WTF?! :banghead:

Today was pretty much the last straw. His brother is moving to NYC and I asked if they were planning a going away party - he says "Uhh yeah but she is invited so I can't have you two in the same room." That started a huge fight and he starts telling me how they know they are not good for each other and they have moved on, but they have an "unspoken connection", families are good friends, yada yada.

Does anybody else see this situation ending well? I cannot get the impression out of my head that she is just leading him along for the power trip aspect of it. It's fucking creepy to me also that he is going on about "connections" and allowing a girl who is married to dictate who he dates.

ava$
07-24-2013, 07:23 PM
^^It doesnt sound like it will end good, he clearly likes bitches, he dont appreciate your being there for him, so don't.

charlie61
07-24-2013, 08:15 PM
Does anybody else see this situation ending well?

If you cut out what everyone has said and instead focus only on their actions, does that clarify the situation a bit?

Selina M
07-25-2013, 10:55 AM
Thanks Ava. It's a shitty decision to make cause I love the guy, but this is outta hand.

Charlie, not sure what you mean. Aside from nobody else thinking its kosher... My impression would still be that he's keeping close to pounce on her when the marriage breaks up, and this crap will never end. So it's still going to be a pain in the ass to be friends with him.

I will never understand chasing after people who treat you that badly.

smeca
07-26-2013, 11:47 AM
hmm... the girls on my course and i had a bit of a game of flirt-chicken all night with our tutor on the last night out... we almost all went to bed together, not sure if he thought we were being serious or just pushing to call his bluff. group spooning would have been fine but it would have been hard to stop going any further... we and he had SOs but we would have hit that if we could. Hmmmmm what an interesting night!

sophiesecrets
07-26-2013, 11:54 AM
I think i have a crush on the chick who brings me my green. Shes light skinned with slanted eyes, and wears wife beaters and is always puffing on a black and mild...

Guess im bi... who knew!

charlotte_ai
07-28-2013, 11:49 AM
I've started reading "why men love bitches" and I think I may be a man based on the patterns of male behavior mentioned in this book.

ava$
07-28-2013, 03:09 PM
I totally want the owner of my club to be my next boyfriend. I think he could do the job.

michele11
07-28-2013, 07:03 PM
^ haha!

fantasiarene
07-29-2013, 04:39 AM
Ugh I'm so in the need for some good dick! The guy I've dated over the past decade is not turning me on anymore (for so many freaking reasons it's driving me nuts but lets not go there right now). It's getting to the point my boss looks hot to me. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aslinn
07-29-2013, 11:32 PM
I forgot I was a fucking bitch. I lost my kind over some good sex and showed some pushy/clingy behavior not to mention I just straight up embarrassed myself by contacting a guy first which I have not done since I was 12. I forgot I am a sexy bitch and I see people on MY time. I forgot I deserve adoration and consistency even for no strings sex, well the world can kiss my ass I'm not a nice girl and I have spent to long pretending I'm humble and sweet when I'm cocky, bitchy, and demanding. I like that girl a whole lot better she's not a door mat and she doesn't take shit from anyone.

tuesdaymarie
07-31-2013, 02:21 PM
I think I look like Amanda Bynes in this wig, and it is pretty much the ugly icing on the shit cake that has been the past few weeks. I am going to go have a good cry and then try this whole thing again. Or maybe just continue crying, idk.

charlotte_ai
07-31-2013, 03:22 PM
I really need to start acting on some of my hustle suggestions. I have helped create some monsters of hustlers in my club by suggesting things for them to try. Girls have even said "you told me about that and now I always do it, or, I remember when you told me to..."

If only I could "man" up, approach and use all of these tactics for myself... I know for a fact an absolute monster is hiding in there, it escapes from time to time and makes me a couple of thousand in a night, then goes back into hiding. I have no stripper-conscience so I am not sure why it's so hard for me. It's not like I feel bad for anything....

I resolve I *must* hustle harder...

Selina M
07-31-2013, 11:43 PM
I think I look like Amanda Bynes in this wig, and it is pretty much the ugly icing on the shit cake that has been the past few weeks. I am going to go have a good cry and then try this whole thing again. Or maybe just continue crying, idk.

Hey, if you happen to look like pre-crazy Amanda Bynes then it's all good!

michele11
08-02-2013, 03:38 PM
I confess I've got to be the only chick ho doesn't think channing tatum ( or whatever his name is) is hot! I watched side effects and yuck! Now I'm sitting here and the dilemma's on and I think I desire Kevin James more.

GlamourRouge
08-02-2013, 05:18 PM
I confess I've got to be the only chick ho doesn't think channing tatum ( or whatever his name is) is hot! I watched side effects and yuck! Now I'm sitting here and the dilemma's on and I think I desire Kevin James more.

I find Channing and all men that look like him to be so gross. According to SweetPinkCupcake and sammii, I'm only attracted to men that look like Charles Manson or Jesus. lolol. I prefer to say Jim Morrison, hot metal heads, and black guys (especially North Africans!).

To each their own!

michele11
08-02-2013, 06:37 PM
^ HAHAHA! I love Jim Morrison for the record! When I first started dancing I was on this Morrison kick( yes I'm old) I'd dance to Gloria and fantasize about him when he'd scream at the end sounding like he was coming. Omg. I channeled him and in walked a dupe to him. Guitar player in a band. Sigh. I wrote about him in confessions earlier about my mom and the facebook thing! Only guy I think I really loved. I've dated pretty boys. my taste is all over the place but I looked up during dilemma( wasn't really watching) and was like is that , that tatum guy, yuck!

michele11
08-02-2013, 06:41 PM
Ooops cumming!

Selina M
08-03-2013, 03:34 PM
I need to go back to work next week and I am so nervous. I'm afraid I'm gonna have a random panic attack or something. Ugh.

michele11
08-03-2013, 04:12 PM
I need to go back to work next week and I am so nervous. I'm afraid I'm gonna have a random panic attack or something. Ugh.

I feel like this everytime I travel into a place my first night. You'll be ok!

charlie61
08-03-2013, 08:12 PM
I need to go back to work next week and I am so nervous. I'm afraid I'm gonna have a random panic attack or something. Ugh.

Did you ever end up going to Vegas? Or are you still trying to squeeze blood from turnips here in AZ?