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michele11
08-31-2013, 05:30 PM
:O:Omg! My ex boyfriend is calling me again. Wtf. He was my first love( took my viginity) he cheated all the time. He got in contact with me around a year ago and kept telling me how sorry he treated me. Like I would ride my bike over and he would sneak out the back with his asshole friend back then. We've been broken up 21 years and he has a cute 24 year old girlfriend he says he cares about sooo much. He works for a towing company and towed my car the other day( he's notorious for saying he'll do something and not) so I wrote on his facebook page because his phone was disconnected and he told me to call some other number, then an hour later said oh call me at this number and it was his girfriends:O and now he calls like every other day. wtf.
michele11
08-31-2013, 05:32 PM
Man I suck with smileys. My most recent ex called me today too weird.( He use to call all the time but now it's like every few months) instead of 3 times a week!
Aslinn
09-04-2013, 12:23 PM
So I'm trying to get my affairs in order like money,cars, school before my failed marriage goes to the next stagen however I'm spending a great deal of time obsessing about a guy who is on the other side of the country and I have no chance/energy/time to be with. Its getting pretty bad I can't stop visiting his Facebook page ect. I'm just like fuck why am I acting like I'm 12 when I have real shit going on.
ChefKitty
09-04-2013, 01:00 PM
grrrrrrr
Nina_
09-04-2013, 01:28 PM
^ aw, I'm sorry girl, that's tough!
Nina_
09-04-2013, 01:30 PM
I broke my rule of not seeing custies OTC! I was at the casino (drunk) and couldn't stop losing my money by betting it in games I don't have experience with (not a casino goer) so I called up a reg who's a good gambler and had him meet me at the casino so I could spend his money! Grrr... now I have to explain to him that it'll never happen again & that he can only see me ITC.
^^ dont we all do stupid shit when we are drunk! The worst part of it is waking up in the morning and having to strain your brain to remember just how bad it really was..LMAO, I can relate, things just seem like such a good idea when drunk...
summerbre
09-04-2013, 01:46 PM
Summer has finally broken me. I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever make consistently good money ever again, or if this industry is doomed... Are we all doomed?!?! Is this how it's going to be from now on?! 50 girls and an empty club for the 10000000000th time. I'm over it.
:banghead: :banghead: :banghead:
Nina_
09-04-2013, 01:55 PM
Summer has finally broken me. I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever make consistently good money ever again, or if this industry is doomed... Are we all doomed?!?! Is this how it's going to be from now on?! 50 girls and an empty club for the 10000000000th time. I'm over it.
:banghead: :banghead: :banghead:
Don't be discouraged, summers are bad in a LOT of places. Summers are horrible here in Detroit, I recently started at a new club here that's naturally slow and my first night I made like nothing! I even told my manager there that I felt like I was in a serious slump... Then I very luckily snagged a couple big spenders and now business is a-boomin' for me! Keep your head up. :)
MyButter
09-04-2013, 02:53 PM
I saw the sexiest bum EVER earlier today. I was smoking my E-Ciggy, and he walked up to me and asked me if i had a lighter or some matches so he could smoke, and I planned on explaining to him that my cigarette was fake and I thereby didn't have any matches, but as soon as I looked up at his face I literally lost the ability to speak. He looked like a freaking Dolce &Gabanna model, wow. Underneath the unfortunate clothing that had been reduced to rags over time was this beautiful, chislee body. Omg.
He walked away and I sat there and just stared at him until my bus arrived. My mind actually wandered into dark territory at one point, which involved kidnapping him oO.
michele11
09-04-2013, 03:41 PM
Summer has finally broken me. I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever make consistently good money ever again, or if this industry is doomed... Are we all doomed?!?! Is this how it's going to be from now on?! 50 girls and an empty club for the 10000000000th time. I'm over it.
:banghead: :banghead: :banghead:
Travel. I've been doing very well all summer at a club that's big on baseball....
michele11
09-04-2013, 03:42 PM
I mean a city...
summerbre
09-04-2013, 05:00 PM
I mean a city...
Which is where?
michele11
09-04-2013, 05:32 PM
Pm me if you'd like to know....
michele11
09-04-2013, 05:33 PM
Also if you look in club chat there's been talk in there about decent summer cities. I've also posted in there about WHERE...
Also if you look in club chat there's been talk in there about decent summer cities. I've also posted in there about WHERE...
Word on this club has really gotten around, a girl from here just told me last week she will be going down there.lol. Everywhere I go I hear about it..
Also if you look in club chat there's been talk in there about decent summer cities. I've also posted in there about WHERE...
Word on this club has really gotten around, a girl from here just told me last week she will be going down there.lol. Everywhere I go I hear about it..
Kellydancer
09-04-2013, 08:06 PM
I saw the sexiest bum EVER earlier today. I was smoking my E-Ciggy, and he walked up to me and asked me if i had a lighter or some matches so he could smoke, and I planned on explaining to him that my cigarette was fake and I thereby didn't have any matches, but as soon as I looked up at his face I literally lost the ability to speak. He looked like a freaking Dolce &Gabanna model, wow. Underneath the unfortunate clothing that had been reduced to rags over time was this beautiful, chislee body. Omg.
He walked away and I sat there and just stared at him until my bus arrived. My mind actually wandered into dark territory at one point, which involved kidnapping him oO.
For some reason this sounds like it would make a great Lifetime movie. You take the bum home, clean him up and you fall in love. He becomes a successful model but stays true to you but someone from his past comes back.
michele11
09-05-2013, 07:09 AM
Word on this club has really gotten around, a girl from here just told me last week she will be going down there.lol. Everywhere I go I hear about it..
Yeah I got a few emails from girls here and they couldn't get hired. They really don't want traveling girls who are only going to be there a week or 2 and never come back hence why I;ve been going for 10 days each month and they love me because I make them a lot of money selling suiites. This will be my last trip in, you know why....
michele11
09-05-2013, 07:11 AM
I should rephrase, my last trip til next year. Lol.
Nina_
09-05-2013, 06:11 PM
I'm sitting in the dressing room right now getting ready and all the girls around me are chatting noisily! I can't relate so I'm just sitting her awkward and quiet. Haha! That's me!
Genoveve
09-05-2013, 10:06 PM
I confess that I have been making my eyebrows purple.
I'm sitting in the dressing room right now getting ready and all the girls around me are chatting noisily! I can't relate so I'm just sitting her awkward and quiet. Haha! That's me!
Ha, thats me like all the time! Whenever I do get friendly and talk the girls look at me all funny so I just dont say shit, f*ck it!
I'm sitting in the dressing room right now getting ready and all the girls around me are chatting noisily! I can't relate so I'm just sitting her awkward and quiet. Haha! That's me!
Ha, thats me like all the time! Whenever I do get friendly and talk the girls look at me all funny so I just dont say shit, f*ck it!
I work a regular day-time vanilla job now and last night I drunkenly spent a whole week's pay on a piece of art.
Selina M
09-09-2013, 04:54 PM
If my POS ex calls me a cunt one more time, I'm going to go ballistic.
I haven't seen this piece of work in a year, and he still felt the need to call me "a cee you next tuesday with her tampon in a twist" on a mutual friend's facebook post. What the fuck is his problem, I will never know. Rrrrrrgh.
Edit: Oh and he just added that it was deserved because I "stalked" him. All shit that his mother planted into his head when she got mad at me one day. Dysfunctional ass family.
summerbre
09-09-2013, 06:42 PM
The more frequently I work, the lazier I am on my days off. My recent 4 shifts in 8 days is extremely abnormal for me, as I usually work twice/wk, tops. The 4 days I had off in between, I literally did nothing but lay around and watch movies, read books & random internet shit and sleep for the duration of the average American's work week. Now my period is about to start, so I am eating my body weight in chocolate and salty kettle corn, to compound how disgusting I feel. I *REALLY* need to get my ass to the gym in the next 24 hours.
Nina_
09-09-2013, 06:59 PM
I need a joint.
tuesdaymarie
09-13-2013, 12:07 AM
I have a mostly secret desire to act in film. I've always been a behind-the-scenes sort, mostly interested in developing characters for novels and screenplays and the like, but I think it would be really cool to embody a character as well and explore the creation of a story in that respect, because I think the person who plays a part can change a story so much. I have been thinking of looking into some student films in my city to try it out, but I am kind of afraid I will completely freeze, or just plain suck.
whirlerz
09-13-2013, 12:22 AM
Nah, I think you'd be great! Give it a try!^
tuesdaymarie
09-13-2013, 07:40 PM
^Omg, that's so funny. I will admit I have done something similar a few times, but I also like to use accents. I texted a guy I used to hang out with every now and then about whether he still does photography for head shots and the like, so maybe I will be brave and try it out...
smeca
09-13-2013, 10:35 PM
I confess i'm only just getting by. it's definitely bad in teh club but i don't know if it's just me doing so bad. like i just clear rent and house fees i can't buy anything or pay off stuff , really feeling stuck in this lame town
whirlerz
09-14-2013, 03:57 AM
I confess i'm only just getting by. it's definitely bad in teh club but i don't know if it's just me doing so bad. like i just clear rent and house fees i can't buy anything or pay off stuff , really feeling stuck in this lame town
I feel you!
tuesdaymarie
09-14-2013, 04:52 AM
I confess i'm only just getting by. it's definitely bad in teh club but i don't know if it's just me doing so bad. like i just clear rent and house fees i can't buy anything or pay off stuff , really feeling stuck in this lame town
I feel you. It seems like every time I have a good night, it's followed by a terrible one, and it's not just me. $700+ nights don't feel as good when I know they're barely balancing out the $300 I made the night before. Not to mention all the cigarette smoke in my club makes me sick for a full day after I go in. I have been looking into doing my teaching certs instead.
smeca
09-14-2013, 06:13 AM
^just so many 2 figure nights. :'( i've got to get bossy or get out of here, i want to try london / find a paying job / share a house again
tuesdaymarie
09-14-2013, 06:20 AM
^I've had those before too. Hell, back when I was really anxious/shy, I walked away with $0 after paying for a hotel and everything. I just couldn't do it that night, and I took a long break after. You can pull out of this though! Maybe your time with stripping is up, or maybe your time with the city you're in is instead. There's no shame in either of those or anything in between. I am counting down the days till I have a different job. (And then I will probably go back to thinking stripping was the best, but I am fickle and a little dumb sometimes.) Even when I have great nights at work, I still feel too insecure with what next week will bring, whether it's vice or a cheap crowd, to enjoy it.
smeca
09-14-2013, 06:31 AM
i have qualified for a new field but to do it self employed i need to pay for a bunch more stuff so til i make some spare cash i'm still stuck! might try a club in the town over after next week, a change might help. gonna call around for paid jobs too when i dont feel so crappy
OliveJardin
09-14-2013, 08:36 PM
I confess that my hair is fried like a bowl of crispy, golden French fries gr. It was healthy, it hadn't been dyed for two months...then I went to get more foils to hide the regrowth and now somehow it's now platinum blonde on top and copper on the ends /:O. Hairdresser fail! The worst part is that I will have to wait 5 weeks to re-do it, so that my hair can recover. I look like a stripper OTC now lol *sigh*.
OliveJardin
09-14-2013, 08:43 PM
I have a mostly secret desire to act in film.
^Why not try an acting short course to see if it's for you or not? Then definitely get some head shots, join StarNow/other websites to look for work i.e. student films, non paid work etc. It's a great way to gain material for a show reel (which you'll need to get an agent, if you are serious about acting as a career). Not all agents require show reels, you could probably get TVC work with headshots/a modelling portfolio :) x
chanzep
09-14-2013, 09:37 PM
^just so many 2 figure nights. :'( i've got to get bossy or get out of here, i want to try london / find a paying job / share a house again
I feel you, It has been like this for me alot since I came back from the USA. I went back to my old club and was making next to nothing, I had to switch and live closer to new place even tho its in a area I hate, I would not try London tho its really bad, I hope you find something, pm me where you are maybe I can help as I have worked most places in the Uk.
chanzep
09-14-2013, 09:39 PM
Im glad I have stopped drinking at work but now I can't sleep argh!
Genoveve
09-14-2013, 09:57 PM
I confess that my hair is fried like a bowl of crispy, golden French fries gr. It was healthy, it hadn't been dyed for two months...then I went to get more foils to hide the regrowth and now somehow it's now platinum blonde on top and copper on the ends /:O. Hairdresser fail! The worst part is that I will have to wait 5 weeks to re-do it, so that my hair can recover. I look like a stripper OTC now lol *sigh*.
I have had 2 different hairdressers do my blonde over the years and with each of them my blonde is coppery at the end. Each time I have gone blonde it was over my natural un-dyed hair too so I don't get it. My current hairdresser dyes her own hair blonde and she doesn't have coppery ends. ?? :confused:
OliveJardin
09-15-2013, 05:33 PM
My current hairdresser dyes her own hair blonde and she doesn't have coppery ends. ?? :confused:
^Mine too ::)! Maybe it's because they peroxide the crap out of their own hair and then just lop the coppery ends off? I guess they can't responsibly do that to a client in the salon ::). Well, after a treatment, protein, and dousing my tresses in coconut oil/ a Moroccan argan oil hair mask overnight, it's looking/feeling better. It's just depressing-I went from having natural looking ash blonde hair with warmer highlights-to having something really out there (which will probably look great ITC, but it's not going to be an advantage for my vanilla job lol). What did you do to correct your hair (I know I have to wait a while, avoid heat/over washing. I guess I'll try to dull the brass with some purple shampoo in the mean time :()?
Genoveve
09-15-2013, 06:32 PM
^^^My haidresser has super long one-length hair, way longer than mine so I know she ain't cutting her copper off. I go back in 2 weeks I am gonna hold the bottom of my hair up to the top for comparison and ask her wtf is up.
OliveJardin
09-15-2013, 06:47 PM
^Mine put more cool, ashy tones in to try to balance out the copper, but it still looks terrible lol. Let me know how it goes for you and what she does to fix it :)!
^^I have found that the expensive salons are the only ones who can get the blonde right and your lucky if they even do it right. Also, extensions can help give you the color you need.
summerbre
09-17-2013, 03:53 PM
I get really annoyed with the late 50s, 60-something divorcees that claim to want fulfilling, romantic relationships in their lives with women who desire them for more than just their money, but refuse to stop chasing stripper tail and supposedly hate all women in their attainable age bracket. They're like these grotesque, whiny grown man-children. Either buy yourself a trophy wife or learn how to bring value to the life of a mature, experienced woman - don't hang out in limbo and complain about how none of these 20-something strippers are falling in love with your wrinkly, cynical ass.
charlie61
09-17-2013, 06:55 PM
I get really annoyed with the late 50s, 60-something divorcees that claim to want fulfilling, romantic relationships in their lives with women who desire them for more than just their money, but refuse to stop chasing stripper tail and supposedly hate all women in their attainable age bracket. They're like these grotesque, whiny grown man-children. Either buy yourself a trophy wife or learn how to bring value to the life of a mature, experienced woman - don't hang out in limbo and complain about how none of these 20-something strippers are falling in love with your wrinkly, cynical ass.
This post is like poetry.
lynn2009
09-17-2013, 07:19 PM
I messaged this guy who seemed SO great on a dating website. He replied back and ended his message with "What are you looking for?" Which like...really?? Can't we even get past the pleasantries first? I hate when online dating feels desperate but I just moved cities and I don't know how to meet people in real life :( And this guy is super cute, successful and has an adorable picture with him and his puppy up! Why the need to ruin dating by forcing things from the start?
whirlerz
09-17-2013, 07:35 PM
The more frequently I work, the lazier I am on my days off. My recent 4 shifts in 8 days is extremely abnormal for me, as I usually work twice/wk, tops. The 4 days I had off in between, I literally did nothing but lay around and watch movies, read books & random internet shit and sleep for the duration of the average American's work week. Now my period is about to start, so I am eating my body weight in chocolate and salty kettle corn, to compound how disgusting I feel. I *REALLY* need to get my ass to the gym in the next 24 hours.
I LOVE this!
I Loove all you ladies!!! So many good, interesting comments..I want to multi quote everything!
&, I sent in a headshot for a spot in a video it's on craig's, we'll see..::) Once I got picked for a small film, only to find out it was unpaid & far away
I walked in Goodwill today & bought a cute, black vinyl to the knee coat, something to throw on to audition so I don't look like a dog's ass in my ratty parka..
Tonight I will read. more. Hustle Hut & prepare to audition
I HOPE everyone gets their hair fixed right..if it's one thing that makes me insane, it's my hair not looking right