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SweetJulia
11-10-2013, 06:39 PM
Earlier, I was posting ads for new cam models for the site I recruit for on a website for adult jobs and services. For shits and giggles, I clicked on the escort section and the first face I saw was the rudest, nastiest extras girls I'd ever worked with. I literally lost thousands of dollars because of her and would fume, because I have no problem with full service girls, but keep it out of the damn club! She had a really low rate posted, her real age-which I was dead on about when I met her, despite her telling people she was fifteen years younger, and a full menu of her services. I was so happy to finally see her be honest about something and was pretty smiley knowing she's no longer taking away strip club business from attractive girls who actually try to make a living off their looks, personality, and talent.

OliveJardin
11-11-2013, 05:09 PM
I drank a little too much at work with a regular on Saturday night-it doesn't happen often, so I'm not annoyed at myself over it (it was a good money night). But, I made BAD, hung over food choices the next day :(. I'd forgotten my hangover cravings-over eating cheesy carbs i.e. nachos, pizza, chips etc. I feel dirty inside after my Sunday binge session lol. I'm kicking myself over it...kicking myself all the way to the gym ;)!

misssincere
11-11-2013, 09:32 PM
I took like a 2 month break from dancing and all i did is eat and sleep. I feel like im gaining weight in the wrong places. I wish somone would text me and tell me to do 30 sit ups everyday.

ava$
11-11-2013, 11:12 PM
^^LOL, I do this all the time after I drink too much, which is often!

chanzep
11-12-2013, 09:19 AM
Craving cupcakes!

tuesdaymarie
11-12-2013, 11:41 AM
I just want to smoke a joint and pack up my apartment for moving. Alas, I don't know anyone who sells decent weed anymore, and I have never even had to buy my own before. My downstairs neighbors smoke a ton, as evidenced by the almost constant smell emanating from their doorway, but how does one approach strangers about buying weed? "Hello, dear neighbor. I noticed you have a Slipknot sticker on you vehicle. I too enjoy such musical stylings. Tell me, would you perhaps know where a girl could purchase some marijuana? And if not, may I just stand here a bit longer and get a secondhand high?"

michele11
11-17-2013, 05:55 PM
I may have kissed a hot bosnian soccer player in VIP last night.

sophiesecrets
11-17-2013, 06:36 PM
I just want to smoke a joint and pack up my apartment for moving. Alas, I don't know anyone who sells decent weed anymore, and I have never even had to buy my own before. My downstairs neighbors smoke a ton, as evidenced by the almost constant smell emanating from their doorway, but how does one approach strangers about buying weed? "Hello, dear neighbor. I noticed you have a Slipknot sticker on you vehicle. I too enjoy such musical stylings. Tell me, would you perhaps know where a girl could purchase some marijuana? And if not, may I just stand here a bit longer and get a secondhand high?"


having the same issues down here! ALL i can get is dirt weed... im like wtf!! Drivin me to [email protected]

LaurenAus
11-17-2013, 11:32 PM
I may have kissed a hot bosnian soccer player in VIP last night.


mmm bosnian? bet he was hot. consider me jelly

OliveJardin
11-18-2013, 12:27 AM
I bought soy cheese today, out of curiosity. I avoid soy like the plague, even though I've basically cut dairy out of my diet, but I had to try this. Anyway, it was kind of like those soft, packaged kids cheeses and it tasted like plastic cheese when melted...yes, I even melted it (think Mac Donald's burger cheese...the cheese that shouldn't be classed as cheese).

Also, I have been putting off a trip to the salon. Mostly because the longer I wait between dye jobs, the healthier my hair stays. And also because I haven't had any real reason to (the regrowth looks fine underneath the club lights). I have an interview (just found out gr) tomorrow and I'll have to do it with *drum roll*...3 months worth of re-growth :(.

michele11
11-18-2013, 05:19 AM
mmm bosnian? bet he was hot. consider me jelly

Yes they are so fucken cheap though. He makes 500,000 euros a month! He got benchrd for staying out past curfew! Lol
2 where in tonight and I told them the story and they asked who and I said I dismay want to out him but if they said his name I'd say. Lol
Was first name he said

michele11
11-18-2013, 05:29 AM
Oh and lol!Alen masonovic
I believe that's how you spell it. He's a sexy Scorpio like me
watch his YouTube vids.

tempest666
11-18-2013, 08:18 AM
My bf's friend decided to sleep over and found my pet alligators chilling in the tub. He screamed like a girl. :D (I keep them in the tub when it's tank cleaning day.)


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Genoveve
11-18-2013, 01:59 PM
I'm addicted to yelp and I want so badly to rip my last hairstylist a new one on there with pics included but I'm trying to hold off till tomorrow when I see a new hairdresser just IN CASE she tells me anything about my hair that might change my present wrathful feelings. :bomb:

AmethystLily
11-19-2013, 03:09 AM
I'm a vengeful bitch who holds grudges on the inside while smiling on the outside. Let's see...

Two years after I left my abusive ex husband, I drunk-dialed his extremely homophobic parents and left a massage on their answering machine (Yeah, they live in the dark ages.) and said, "Guess what! I'm a lesbian and I love to eat pussy. You better pray for my ass!"

A few months before that, while visiting one of my friends, not only did we prank my ex husband pretending to be the husband of some lady he supposedly ran off the road (My ex had been known to chase drivers down and yell at them for cutting him off on the road. It was terrible.) Then, we called a misogynistic, racist, and homophobic ex boyfriend I had and gave him a racist homophobe's worst nightmare. I won't repeat the details of the call, but I feel it was appropriate for an a-hole like him. BTW, my friend had voice-changing software and a talent for voice impersonations, which made both calls possible.

And finally...

I am still so angry with my girlfriend's abusive and manipulative ex girlfriend for all her head games, clinginess, and passive aggressive bullshit. I was too nice to her, and even though I don't wish her dead, I want to see her hurt. I want her to feel the way I felt while she was playing her little games, and I want to be there to watch. I already told her what I thought of her, but it was through a text message. I'll probably never see her again. I think realistically, I need to talk to my girlfriend about the details of why I feel this way, since I feel a little better posting it here.

noelle
11-21-2013, 08:45 PM
I've been on spironolactone for ~5 years for acne, and I've decided to stop taking it just so I can see how my skin is doing now that I'm 25. I'm super afraid to go off of it. I'm worried my skin is going to break out like crazy and destroy my self esteem. Eep! I'd love to be completely medication-free. Going off of hormonal birth control a few years ago was a bitch - hopefully it won't be quite as intense as that was!

Any update? I was on spiro for 2 years and it made my skin perfect, then I went off thinking I didn't need it. About a year and a half later I went back on because I had the worst breakout of my life! Now I've been back on for 6 months and its getting better.

I'm curious to hear how its going for you?

JenniferNorth
11-21-2013, 09:12 PM
I'm waiting for next week to arrive because I think I may be pregnant (didn't get the VCF in right away...fell asleep after...during my fertile period no less). Oddly I am not horribly worried about it?! LOL, it's a first for me!

charlie61
11-22-2013, 04:57 PM
Any update? I was on spiro for 2 years and it made my skin perfect, then I went off thinking I didn't need it. About a year and a half later I went back on because I had the worst breakout of my life! Now I've been back on for 6 months and its getting better.

I'm curious to hear how its going for you?

A question for you, too: how long ago did the major breakout happen after you stopped taking Spiro?

I'm going on two months of being off of it, and my skin is still very, very clear. I could break out tomorrow, or I may never have a major breakout. Who knows! But right now I'm just thankful that it's going well so far. I really didn't like the idea of being on something like Spiro for more than five years (since it messes with hormones and whatnot), so even if I do break out, I'm going to try to ride it through.

It's also possible that my skin is so clear because I'm taking extraordinarily good care of my body to ensure that I don't break out due to other factors. Things I do that may contribute to my lack of acne...

-I eat lots of sweet potatoes - generally one a day (which have lots of vitamin A for my skin: steam them, mash them, salt + pepper + olive oil + greek yogurt)
-I drink green smoothies often (two bananas + one apple + tons of spinach + water)
-I drink as much water and green tea as I can
-I exercise daily (even just a walk in the morning to keep circulation going)
-I do coffee enemas regularly (alternative health thing to flush the liver of toxins - I swear it makes my skin glow)
-I meditate
-I use Retin-A
-I avoid dairy and processed sugars like the plague
-I spot treat using Lavender (which has been working bizarrely well)
-I take vitamins (fish oil, Vitamin A, Vitamin E, CoQ10, iron, zinc)
-I do body brushing to flush lymph fluids and encourage circulation (everywhere except for my face)
-I only wash my face once a day, at night, with a gentle cleanser (like Philosophy's Purity Made Simple or Aveeno's Positively Radiant Cleanser). In the morning, I rinse my face with water.
-I exfoliate once a week with Olay Regenerist Thermal Mini-Peel
-I wash my pillow case weekly
-I try not to sleep on my face (I'm trying to break my stomach sleeping habit - it's bad for the face and even harder on the neck)
-I try to use only cool water on my face when I wash it - or at least not super hot water. I'm bad about that one because I love hot showers!
-Every now and then I take a Turkish shower: alternating hot and cold to flush the tissues of metabolic waste

Not sure if any of that is helpful. It sounds like a lot of stuff, but I really enjoy doing things mindfully to keep my skin healthy. Skin health is a major reflection of internal health. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that what I'm doing keeps me clear!

tempest666
11-22-2013, 05:15 PM
Albuquerque brings out the fat girl in me....omg so much good food!!!!

SweetJulia
11-23-2013, 03:02 PM
The only exercise I've gotten in the last year or so has been having sex.

Tsepmet1
11-23-2013, 03:16 PM
Albuquerque brings out the fat girl in me....omg so much good food!!!!

Ugh. I feel you! The whole time I was in Texas last week, all I did was eateateateat.

JenniferNorth
11-24-2013, 01:17 AM
Confession....I honestly think relationships are a big mindfuck. And I find myself questioning mine a lot. I'm not sure if I'm scared because of my past marriage or what my problem is. But honestly, there's a part of me that just doesn't like them. At all. And she just wants to be left alone. Or convert to being a lesbian (not that's its necessarily easier, but being mindfucked by three different men within the course of a year is a lot on a girl).

tuesdaymarie
11-24-2013, 05:46 PM
I think I might have quit stripping. I'm not sure. I am packing up my apartment for a move, and I got to my dance bag, and I just don't know what to do. I am probably just being dramatic and turning a really basic situation into some metaphorical event. I guess I will throw it in my trunk or something. I have been working in an office position for 1.5 weeks now, and my last shift dancing was just awful. I was put on stage for 23 songs with a cold and cramps. I ended up so desperate for money that I tried to look the other way while this old bastard licked my belly button. I am normally EXTREMELY opposed to people putting their mouths on me in any way, but I had had so few opportunities to make money from being put on stage every 20 minutes or so that I just tried to ignore it and dance farther away from him rather than verbally reestablishing my boundaries, which is usually my policy and makes me feel better/more "in control" of being touched/assaulted. I feel like not speaking up--even in a minor situation like the one I was in--was a huge red flag for what this city and its climate has done to me. Maybe I just need a break, and maybe I'll get back to it when I am feeling more stable/like I don't need the money. I don't know. But I guess I am on stripper sabbatical. Cheers?

tuesdaymarie
11-24-2013, 08:12 PM
^My last shift was about 2.5 weeks ago, so I'm not PMSing now, but I felt like complete shit then. It definitely contributed to me having a bad shift. So far, I miss the good nights. I miss stripping as it should be, but my city is so bad for dancing (and not prostituting) that my ratio of good nights to awful ones was wearing on my mental health. I will reevaluate my feelings in the spring, I think. I never liked going to the club in the cold anyway.

tempest666
11-25-2013, 07:49 PM
It's so much easier to stay skinny and avoid temptation in Philadelphia..the food sucks. (Mexican food anyways)

freckles
11-26-2013, 05:05 AM
^ I feel you on that one! I was born and raised in Texas & now live in the deepest of the deep South, home of the "qwest-a-DILL-ya". Decent Mexican or Tex-Mex is nearly impossible to locate here, but no matter... I've learned how to make most of it, except tamales... still gotta buy those off a truck whenever I go back to Tx. Kinda sucks that I love it so much, since it is probably one of the worst cuisines there is, health-wise... but, man, it feeds my soul. I think I have chili con queso running through my veins. (By the way, here, chili con queso is American cheese melted with milk & nothing else... no peppers, nothing... and it's called "cheeez diii-yup" :(

tempest666
11-26-2013, 10:06 PM
Ugh... so glad to be going back to Philly. I love Albuquerque but tbh there is nothing here do do except drink, eat and do drugs. This state isn't the Land of Enchantment, it's the land of entrapment.

tempest666
11-28-2013, 05:10 AM
I'm not gonna try Delilah's until I've thoroughly "purified" myself from my gluttony in Albuquerque. Ugh I'm shocked I didn't need to buy 2 seats on the plane.

Spinnerette
11-29-2013, 08:38 PM
This forum is such a double-edged sword for my work ethic. On one hand, it keeps me abreast of the latest industry innovations and changes (vital to stay relevant). On the other, watching ladies pull constant chicken littles about how certain sites aren't working for them/are slow and therefore must be going down the shitter kills my morale like nothing else.

Glad I'm mostly indy and glad I only skimmed the chaturbate thread for relevant info before I started because if I had read it in its entirety before I demoed the site for myself, I would have walked away with jack-shit for all my hustling this week. I'd rather be ignorant and have a fat wallet, honestly. :/ Can't afford to have someone else's perception shape my reality like this.

lynn2009
11-30-2013, 01:20 PM
i think my apartment has reached the point of biohazard meets going-to-be-on-hoarders-soon

Nina_
12-01-2013, 12:07 PM
I took a 3 week break from work and sat on my ass at home eating carryout and drinking beers. I stepped on a scale a few days ago, I gained 5 pounds in that 3 weeks. Lol. I knew I had gained weight!

luscious sadie
12-08-2013, 02:03 AM
you're so obsessed with your weight and it's fucking sad girl.

Spinnerette
12-08-2013, 02:55 AM
Don't read them, negativity is infectious. Just read the Camming Rocks thread! In any job there's gonna be people that do good and people that don't, and there's gonna be good days and bad days. Don't let it psych you out it has nothing to do with your experience if you don't let it. :meditate:

True. There's a reason I only pop on here like maybe once every other month or so. :)

luscious sadie
12-09-2013, 01:20 AM
read the "1k/day" thread for major motivation!!

Nina_
12-10-2013, 09:40 AM
I'm pretty sure I'm going to fail college Algebra this semester... for the second time.

chanzep
12-10-2013, 03:57 PM
I should of spent more time researching where to live because once again Im unhappy, damn this expensive city with shit stripclubs grr. Im looking again now.

OliveJardin
12-10-2013, 08:17 PM
I was being a couch potato, recovering from the flu and watching a crappy reality tv dating show last night (mini "bachelor" format kind of program). One of the girls was a lingerie waitress (and full time University student) and the guy (and other girls) were SO quick to judge her because of it. After their "one on one date", the guy looking for love was shocked that she, "wasn't a tacky, crazy party girl and had her head on her shoulders-because of her job" ::). I confess that their quick, unjustified judgement of this woman had steam coming out of my ears lol.

charlie61
12-10-2013, 08:18 PM
read the "1k/day" thread for major motivation!!

Would you link us to the thread? I couldn't find it! :(

luscious sadie
12-10-2013, 08:28 PM
https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/showthread.php?189265-1000-in-a-day-challenge

charlie61
12-10-2013, 08:31 PM
https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/showthread.php?189265-1000-in-a-day-challenge

Aaaaah, it's for camming. Still, girls making money is always inspiring. :)

ava$
12-11-2013, 11:11 AM
I may have kissed a hot bosnian soccer player in VIP last night.

Lmao!!

ava$
12-11-2013, 11:13 AM
I'm pretty sure I'm going to fail college Algebra this semester... for the second time.

I failed it once n barely passed 2nd time. It takes sooo much time to do the work it should count for 6 credit hours not 4!

ava$
12-11-2013, 11:14 AM
I'm pretty sure I'm going to fail college Algebra this semester... for the second time.

I failed it once n barely passed 2nd time. It takes sooo much time to do the work it should count for 6 credit hours not 4!

michele11
12-11-2013, 06:45 PM
Lmao!!

Shut up! Lmao!

misssincere
12-11-2013, 11:04 PM
http://s11.postimg.org/h3s05ulj3/image.jpg (http://postimg.org/image/h3s05ulj3/)


I'm torn....

michele11
12-12-2013, 08:03 AM
I'd just get both. But I live off cheezits and chocolate...

misssincere
12-12-2013, 04:53 PM
Lol I ate the salad first, then the little Debbie's lol.

Aniela
12-12-2013, 11:58 PM
Lol I ate the salad first, then the little Debbie's lol.

Isn't there sm loophole where the calories don't count if you have them w/ a salad?

OliveJardin
12-13-2013, 12:58 AM
I got my lips done today and I LOVE THEM! After "stabbing" me the nurse said, "You are brave" and I replied, "No, I'm not brave, I'm just vein ;)!" and she cracked up! I confess that I wish my boyfriend would notice. Last time I got them done (a little, 6 months ago) he kept saying, "blow job lips" and being really "affectionate"...so I know that he DID notice, even he didn't realise that their was a difference /:O. Men *rolls eyes* lol.

misssincere
12-13-2013, 03:48 AM
Isn't there sm loophole where the calories don't count if you have them w/ a salad?

I hope so. I'd feel soo much less guilty.