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unbeleavable
12-09-2011, 07:11 PM
I'm still walking....

lokikola
12-09-2011, 07:12 PM
god hates me. Any good deed I attempt I fail at. Any good deed I accomplish is punished. If I wanted to sell drugs, murder, steal or anything else considered sinful I'd probably be a success.

If I didn't have my daughter to worry about I think I'd be brave enough to end my pointless wretched life.

smeca
12-09-2011, 10:10 PM
I really need a fucking day job. I cannot keep dancing every week. I cant afford a break. I hate this cycle of bad start-> more stress to get bill/saving money -> worse night. Apparently i'm not capable of doing even simple jobs because i've been in education. Every job app is ignored or declined. Fuck :'(

Trem
12-10-2011, 07:10 AM
Why waste a million on Lindsay Lohan when all you are gonna show is an artist rendition of a vaguely Lindsay Lohan looking woman.

anacol
12-10-2011, 08:21 AM
I really need a fucking day job. I cannot keep dancing every week. I cant afford a break. I hate this cycle of bad start-> more stress to get bill/saving money -> worse night. Apparently i'm not capable of doing even simple jobs because i've been in education. Every job app is ignored or declined. Fuck :'(


Don't worry, it'll get better. Trouble don't last always! Cheer up.;)

anacol
12-10-2011, 08:25 AM
god hates me. Any good deed I attempt I fail at. Any good deed I accomplish is punished. If I wanted to sell drugs, murder, steal or anything else considered sinful I'd probably be a success.

If I didn't have my daughter to worry about I think I'd be brave enough to end my pointless wretched life.


You just need a friend to talk to.. Trust me that helps. I think at times we all feel unsuccessful when somethings not going right but trust me, there's children and people who will never get to see what this world truely has to offer. We are considered blessed each day we are here and you just have to make the most of it whille you're still here. We all have a purpose in life, you just have to find out what it is. I hope that helps.

Kelly_Lover
12-10-2011, 08:29 AM
Night 1 at the gay bar was interesting to say the least, money is great but omg the things they come up with to say is so so so funny for now, I see how you ladies feel now a little bit

bklynbombshell
12-10-2011, 04:03 PM
Moving out needs to happen afuckingsap for me. That and a car is all I want right now. Fuck school, fuck a boyfriend, fuck convenience and fuck family right now. The longer I stay here, the more I feel like I'll end up choking a motherfucker out. I just can't deal and I hate waiting for certain shit to happen.

I need a weed man. :( :( :(

Almost Jaded
12-10-2011, 09:44 PM
The only thing women hate more than being a sex object is not being a sex object.

TOO fucking funny (hehe), QFT, and fucking a' sigged.

lifetravelergirl
12-11-2011, 12:05 AM
god hates me. Any good deed I attempt I fail at. Any good deed I accomplish is punished. If I wanted to sell drugs, murder, steal or anything else considered sinful I'd probably be a success.

If I didn't have my daughter to worry about I think I'd be brave enough to end my pointless wretched life.


I used to think that if I had a child that at least my life would always be for a reason. I have never had a child, I know when I had my dog I always had to look out for him and be there for him (not kill myself etc.). And it was nice having someone who depended on me.

My impression of you is that you are a really warm, thoughtful, compassionate woman and if you are stripping no doubt you have your looks, your limbs and your health. Frequently I see the troops of handicapped people, out shopping or whatever and I am reminded that I do have things to be grateful for.

I have been through more than my share of difficult times and obstacles. It seems like god cursed me when I was born. I don't believe that anymore though, because I don't believe in god anymore. And to be honest I feel a lot better about life without him. I am willing to accept the possibility that there is an intelligence to the Universe but I don't pray to it. Life without god seems to have more purpose too. Instead of praying for things to change, I change things myself. It's empowering, and I call it taking responsibility. Whooda thunk?

Sometimes you gotta keep trying and sometimes you need to change your strategy and try something else. The only person you can change is you. Life won't change until you change your life.

You are an awesome, exceptional lady. Sometimes you need to look at yourself from across the room. Ask yourself, "If I was my own best friend what advice would I give myself right now?

kitinboots
12-11-2011, 06:22 AM
I want my bf's mate to get his act together and move off our sofa.
Its not quite You, Me and Dupree, but its been a month now....

charlie61
12-11-2011, 08:25 AM
Last Friday I presented something in front of 300 people at my company. No way could I have done that without having taken two Xanax (bummed off of someone I work with). I generally shake / shiver / cry when speaking in front of more than two people.

I'm getting an Rx for an anti-anxiety med next week, and I'm really afraid that I could end up abusing it. But my career is moving forward so quickly that I can't afford to not be able to give speeches / presentations and act like I'm comfortable doing it.

StripClubRegular
12-11-2011, 11:41 AM
Last Friday I presented something in front of 300 people at my company. No way could I have done that without having taken two Xanax (bummed off of someone I work with). I generally shake / shiver / cry when speaking in front of more than two people.

I'm getting an Rx for an anti-anxiety med next week, and I'm really afraid that I could end up abusing it. But my career is moving forward so quickly that I can't afford to not be able to give speeches / presentations and act like I'm comfortable doing it.

I was just doing some research on Xanax this past week for a friend. I was shocked to find out how fucked up this drug is. It's very addictive and has a long withdraw period that can last up to a year. Some people even claim that it's worse than heroin. The problem with this drug is that it's only effective for short-term use (like four weeks). Your body will build up tolerance for it and you'll need higher dosage to get the same affect. That's how it gets you hooked. What's worse is that it can exacerbate your original anxiety problem because it suppresses your body's natural calming agent.

If your job requires you to do lots of presentations, I really don't think it's a good idea for you to become dependent on prescription medications. I have issues with anxiety all my life and I have done presentations in conferences. I know it's nerve wrecking but I made it through. For me, I try not to make eye contact with anyone in the audience. Also, taking deep breaths also helps calm my body down.

Anyway, I would recommend that you do your own research and talk to your doctor so you can make an informed decision before going on Xanax.

charlie61
12-11-2011, 11:45 AM
I was just doing some research on Xanax this past week for a friend. I was shocked to find out how fucked up this drug is. It's very addictive and has a long withdraw period that can last up to a year. Some people even claim that it's worse than heroin. The problem with this drug is that it's only effective for short-term use (like four weeks). Your body will build up tolerance for it and you'll need higher dosage to get the same affect. That's how it gets you hooked. What's worse is that it can exacerbate your original anxiety problem because it suppresses your body's natural calming agent.

If your job requires you to do lots of presentations, I really don't think it's a good idea for you to become dependent on prescription medications. I have issues with anxiety all my life and I have done presentations in conferences. I know it's nerve wrecking but I made it through. For me, I try not to make eye contact with anyone in the audience. Also, taking deep breaths also helps calm my body down.

Anyway, I would recommend that you do your own research and talk to your doctor so you can make an informed decision before going on Xanax.

I appreciate the info. The job doesn't require me to do these sorts of things: these are things I'm volunteering to do because I'm ambitious and smart. I'm going to get very far in this company.

This is just something I would take once every couple of weeks (not even close to every day).

If I could do presentations / give speeches without totally losing my shit, I'd suck it up and just handle the anxiety. The problem is that I turn beet red, start sweating, shaking uncontrollably, etc. It's a professional weakness that could harm my career.

I'll keep your advice in mind.

MargaritaVillain
12-11-2011, 11:57 AM
^Hang in there Charlie... I hope the anti-anxiety meds work well for you.
Congrats on the rapidly-advancing career!

glitzy
12-11-2011, 01:19 PM
i binged on garbage the past 3 days because i'm going through a gnarly breakup...
am genuinely worried about myself for the first time. when i get hysterical i can't draw the line between long-term and short-term solutions. i have BPD and our biggest issue/fear is abandonment...this is setting off all my triggers...

StripClubRegular
12-11-2011, 01:25 PM
If I could do presentations / give speeches without totally losing my shit, I'd suck it up and just handle the anxiety. The problem is that I turn beet red, start sweating, shaking uncontrollably, etc. It's a professional weakness that could harm my career.

I'll keep your advice in mind.

It sounds like you are getting anxiety/panic attacks. I get those quite often. Trust me. I know how that feels. Even with that, I was still able to make it through presentations. Once you do a few, you'll get used to it. For me, taking anti-anxiety pills is not a solution but a temporary patch to your problem. If you think this is going to hinder your career, I think you are better off seeking behavior therapy and learning ways to cope with the problem.

One more thing, you are trying to conquer your fear by confronting it head on. It kind of defeats the purpose if you turn to anti-anxiety pills as a crutch.

Anyway, it sounds like you are an intelligent woman who is capable of making an informed decision. I wish you the best.

charlie61
12-11-2011, 02:14 PM
It sounds like you are getting anxiety/panic attacks. I get those quite often. Trust me. I know how that feels. Even with that, I was still able to make it through presentations. Once you do a few, you'll get used to it. For me, taking anti-anxiety pills is not a solution but a temporary patch to your problem. If you think this is going to hinder your career, I think you are better off seeking behavior therapy and learning ways to cope with the problem.

One more thing, you are trying to conquer your fear by confronting it head on. It kind of defeats the purpose if you turn to anti-anxiety pills as a crutch.

Anyway, it sounds like you are an intelligent woman who is capable of making an informed decision. I wish you the best.

Trust me...I took debate in high school in an attempt to get used to public speaking. Fail.

Public speaking is absolutely my biggest fear. I appreciate your advice, and I think we are different people.

Almost Jaded
12-11-2011, 02:23 PM
Not to be rude, just a stating the truth - I have met several dancers/former dancers with severe cases of this particular phobia. I have never stopped marveling at the irony.

Kellydancer
12-11-2011, 02:32 PM
I have severe anxiety myself so I figure this is more truth than not. People who meet me and know about my background are always amazed that a stripper could be this way but in my case I always separated my dancer persona and real life. This helped avoiding a lot of the pitfalls but hurt because I am by nature a very anxious person. I am also a severe perfectionist. I mean in grad school one semester I took 4 classes and got 3 A's and a B. To most people this sounds great but not to me. To me a B is bad.

Speaking of which I was going to post something that just annoyed me. I am taking a slew of online courses to get various certificates. I need these for various upcoming jobs but many of the classes are boring. Right now I am taking a class on project management and many of the assignments are not clear. On top of this the exam asks a few questions that are not asked in the lesson. Luckily I am not paying for this, nor am I getting any form of credit but still anoys me.

glitzy
12-11-2011, 02:33 PM
Not to be rude, just a stating the truth - I have met several dancers/former dancers with severe cases of this particular phobia. I have never stopped marveling at the irony.



lol right --
the other day my friend was talking about the dream where you're giving a speech in front of a group in nothing but your underwear and i was like...guess i'm kind of immune to that now. lol

when i give speeches i go into full-on actress mode and get so carried away that i forget anyone is watching. otherwise i freak out. i used to have really bad anxiety about public speaking too but now i actually enjoy it.

charlie61
12-11-2011, 02:33 PM
Not to be rude, just a stating the truth - I have met several dancers/former dancers with severe cases of this particular phobia. I have never stopped marveling at the irony.

There's a big difference between taking your clothes off in a near-dark club where guys are adoring your every move and standing up in front of a well-lit room of 100+ highly-intelligent people who are questioning your every word.

Almost Jaded
12-11-2011, 02:39 PM
On the one hand, yes - very different. On the other hand - not so much.

Many, MANY women - beautiful women even - would be far more terrified to be on a stage naked under harsh lighting with dozens or hundreds of men critiquing every detail of their physique; which is how they'd see it, regardless. Glitzy touches on something very true - the public appearance naked/in your undies is a very common nightmare - one that you've beaten in a very literal sense.

I wonder if that might not help you..?

Think about how many successful speakers would be willing to do what you've done, and how confident they might be - and know that you've done that, AND WELL. And WITHOUT FEAR. Remember that your first time on stage was a little scary too, and that you overcame that and ROCKED that shit for years - and know that you're gonna find your groove, and you'll ROCK THIS SHIT TOO!

;)

charlie61
12-11-2011, 02:49 PM
On the one hand, yes - very different. On the other hand - not so much.

Many, MANY women - beautiful women even - would be far more terrified to be on a stage naked under harsh lighting with dozens or hundreds of men critiquing every detail of their physique; which is how they'd see it, regardless. Glitzy touches on something very true - the public appearance naked/in your undies is a very common nightmare - one that you've beaten in a very literal sense.

I wonder if that might not help you..?

Think about how many successful speakers would be willing to do what you've done, and how confident they might be - and know that you've done that, AND WELL. And WITHOUT FEAR. Remember that your first time on stage was a little scary too, and that you overcame that and ROCKED that shit for years - and know that you're gonna find your groove, and you'll ROCK THIS SHIT TOO!

;)

Sounds exactly like public speaking on Xanax! ;)

In all seriousness, I see what you're saying. Quite the enigma, I suppose. :)

bklynbombshell
12-11-2011, 02:55 PM
Excited! Gonna try a new club this weekend. Hope all goes as planned. *crosses fingers*

charlie61
12-11-2011, 03:01 PM
On the one hand, yes - very different. On the other hand - not so much.

Many, MANY women - beautiful women even - would be far more terrified to be on a stage naked under harsh lighting with dozens or hundreds of men critiquing every detail of their physique; which is how they'd see it, regardless. Glitzy touches on something very true - the public appearance naked/in your undies is a very common nightmare - one that you've beaten in a very literal sense.

I wonder if that might not help you..?

Think about how many successful speakers would be willing to do what you've done, and how confident they might be - and know that you've done that, AND WELL. And WITHOUT FEAR. Remember that your first time on stage was a little scary too, and that you overcame that and ROCKED that shit for years - and know that you're gonna find your groove, and you'll ROCK THIS SHIT TOO!

;)

As a hyperrational person, I can assure you that if this were a rational fear, I'd have it beaten within the minute.

I do need behavioral therapy + extensive experience to beat this. But I just don't have the time for that right now.

I appreciate your words. :-*

Almost Jaded
12-11-2011, 03:56 PM
Thanks for taking my words as intended; I'm perpetually afraid of inadvertently offending people these days.

You are at the top of the "SW members I hope to meet IRL someday" list. Your "hyperrationality" and solid pragmatism combined with your motivation and drive lead me to believe a couple of hours over coffee would be amazing. :)

AmericanFlyer
12-12-2011, 06:03 AM
“According to most studies, people's number one fear is public speaking. Number two is death. Death is number two. Does that sound right? This means to the average person, if you go to a funeral, you're better off in the casket than doing the eulogy.” Jerry Seinfeld

anouk.oui
12-12-2011, 06:37 AM
ah fuck this im going vibrator shopping

tempest666
12-12-2011, 12:27 PM
Woot woot!!!!!! My birthday is in 2 weeks, my friends are coming from Albuquerque for a visit and douchebag is moving to florida!!!! (feel sorry for all of you in florida!) But he's out of my life!!!!! *fistpump*

Artema
12-12-2011, 12:59 PM
^Woot!!!

However just had a dream about an ex. /setback :( I havent even made breakfast yet and I'm on the rag. Mumbles

sananeko
12-12-2011, 01:28 PM
I need to put some music on.. I'm just not feeling today..

Kat w
12-12-2011, 02:19 PM
Woot woot!!!!!! My birthday is in 2 weeks, my friends are coming from Albuquerque for a visit and douchebag is moving to florida!!!! (feel sorry for all of you in florida!) But he's out of my life!!!!! *fistpump*

Whaaat? Need hug? What happened o.o

kaiarose
12-12-2011, 02:30 PM
So according to the Mayan Calendar, one year from today the world is going to end....
I'd rather I die with everyone I love. The thought of losing my mom, my husband or any really close family member makes me ill.

Kellydancer
12-12-2011, 03:07 PM
Ha I am watching Family Feud and the question was "name something a cheap guy puts in her g string"

1)Loose change
2) IOU
3)Nothing
4) Coupon
5)Dollar Bill
6)Monoploy Money

anouk.oui
12-12-2011, 03:27 PM
^ i find the concept difficult to grasp that the mayans could predict the end of the world but not their own extinction

_Avery_
12-12-2011, 03:28 PM
Omg, why am I such a super, moody, turbo bitch today?!!
I'm making people cry.... that's not like me!

Almost Jaded
12-12-2011, 04:13 PM
Got hit AGAIN in the new car last night. I have had the car 3 weeks and been hit twice already.

No injuries, not serious, sideswiped by a road raged driver, but DAMN - this car is a crash magnet!

Throw in GF taking the other car out & getting tagged in the front corner by a hit & run driver - 3 hits to my cars in as many weeks.

What. The. Fuck.

Trem
12-12-2011, 04:40 PM
You don't fuck with another mans vehicle (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VO48Vr4KIc8)

kaiarose
12-12-2011, 04:42 PM
My bad... it's 12-21-2012 that the world is coming to an end as we know it. Supposedly. This is the only "end of the world" prophecy that I'm actually somewhat believing.

All Good Things
12-12-2011, 04:54 PM
^ Our brains are programmed to find patterns in randomness. It's a way we seek order and comfort in a world of chaos.

The randomness and chaos actually exist. The patterns do not.

That also means that prophesies -- especially those based on a random sequence of numbers whose order is determined by arbitrary convention against equally arbitrary dates -- are complete fallacies.

So the world will be here tomorrow, and the next week and a month after that. :)

Trem
12-12-2011, 04:55 PM
My bad... it's 12-21-2012 that the world is coming to an end as we know it. Supposedly. This is the only "end of the world" prophecy that I'm actually somewhat believing.

We'll just have to get married before then i guess!

All Good Things
12-12-2011, 04:59 PM
^I'm pretty sure she married Minnow last October. (Right?)

It was a nice try, but a little late. :)

kaiarose
12-12-2011, 07:21 PM
Nope I didn't marry Minnow..lol

All Good Things
12-12-2011, 07:37 PM
^ But you did get married recently...right? Or am I just borderline insane?

(Suddenly I really feel sorry for Minnow). :)

kaiarose
12-12-2011, 07:39 PM
Yep I got married about a year ago :) Very observant ;)

All Good Things
12-12-2011, 07:49 PM
^ Apparently not observant enough! :)

Almost Jaded
12-12-2011, 10:58 PM
Actually, there is more than arbitrary crap behind the 2012 stuff, and more than just the Mayan calendar thing pointing to 2012 (not all specify dates) as being a bad, bad year for everyone on earth. Also note that the arbitrary dates aren't arbitrary in this case either - the fact that it lands on 12-21-12 has nothing to do with our calender at all - 12-21-12 happens to be the date on our arbitrary calender that lines up with their very NON arbitrary one.

Although in all fairness - contrary to what sensationalists like to promote, the Mayan thing does NOT say the world ends on that date; it marks that as the end of one of their major cycles; the Mayan prophecy states that the world will CHANGE at that time, not end. The fact that their calender shows nothing after that day is made out to be all ominous; the fact is, that's as far ahead as they calculated at the time, and were they still around today they would have updated that shit in the last century or two, lol.

Regardless of prophesies or calenders or anything else - one cannot deny that world events are already shaping up to 2012 being one helluva year... :(

Artema
12-13-2011, 12:41 AM
Stripperweb is more exciting than my facebook lamesfeed!

anouk.oui
12-13-2011, 01:52 AM
2011 has been a shit enough year i cannot possibly wait for it to end. wish the mayan calendar ended this year, it would have been a fitting end to the time ive been having lately.