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OliveJardin
12-13-2011, 05:49 AM
2011 has been a shit enough year i cannot possibly wait for it to end

^You read my mind (why doesn't that suprise me::))!

anouk.oui
12-13-2011, 06:28 AM
you want to move away and leave me here to start the new year off with. no sympathy.

i dont get it everytime i make a friend, they move city/country.
it must be the karma i generated living in 3 different countries when i was like 12. IM SORRY PAST FRIENDS. there i said it. now stay. YOU CLIMB POLE YOU STAY

OliveJardin
12-13-2011, 07:22 AM
i dont get it everytime i make a friend, they move city/country

Look, I didn't want to tell you this...but it's because you stink (jks)!

Aw *hugs*. I understand though, I've been moving around so much over the years that I don't have any close friends in this country (except your skanky ass lol). Anyway, you can always email/text me "Hey Pear". And-AT LEAST YOU HAVE A CAT:D!

...we will always have cheese;).

(Wow that started to sound like the show we had the other night lol)

_Avery_
12-13-2011, 09:41 AM
My friend is selling all her stripper stuff!
Very cheap!

Please take a look. She will ship too. :)

lemiwinks31
12-13-2011, 10:01 AM
As a hyperrational person, I can assure you that if this were a rational fear, I'd have it beaten within the minute.

I do need behavioral therapy + extensive experience to beat this. But I just don't have the time for that right now.

I appreciate your words. :-*


Very common....I have it also. The bad news is that it probably isnt going to go away.

But it does get a LITTLE easier. Knowing that there is an irrational side to this fear, you just have to concentrate on how you are going to get around the fear,(accept that it is going to be there) rather than focusing on the fear.

Have strategies for when you get flustered or lost. I write my outline and practice it over and over. And if I get a little lost on a point, or start rambling, have a phrase ready to wrap up that point. You can just summarize it(ie..repeat the opening sentence)..take a breath, or a sip of water, and go directly to the next one.

And the not looking into people eyes is good advice.....look directly at their foreheads, they think you are looking at them, but you arent.

lemiwinks31
12-13-2011, 10:10 AM
2011 has been a shit enough year i cannot possibly wait for it to end. wish the mayan calendar ended this year, it would have been a fitting end to the time ive been having lately.



Maybe starting the new year by dropping the 250 pound, weedsmoking, videogaming, money draining, unemployed boat anchor that you have been dragging around would help.

J.D.
12-13-2011, 11:26 AM
Maybe starting the new year by dropping the 250 pound, weedsmoking, videogaming, money draining, unemployed boat anchor that you have been dragging around would help.

I don't know if you anouk really has a deadbeat BF, but this description was funny!

Actually I'm riding out an upswing, everything keeps getting better and better for me! I hit my low point in 2008/2009....

Trem
12-13-2011, 12:23 PM
^I'm pretty sure she married Minnow last October. (Right?)

It was a nice try, but a little late. :)

That's ok! i think i'm wearing her down!

bklynbombshell
12-13-2011, 05:36 PM
Everything happens for a reason, man..so glad I checked the mail today. Saved me a lot of explaining and potential embarrassment from family. Seriously dodged a bullet and heaven knows I can't stand another minute of being scrutinized.

StripClubRegular
12-13-2011, 05:51 PM
Trust me...I took debate in high school in an attempt to get used to public speaking. Fail.

Public speaking is absolutely my biggest fear. I appreciate your advice, and I think we are different people.

For me, I remember I used to participate in speech competitions. I would always freeze midway and forget my lines. Later on, I realized that if I made eye contact with anyone in the audience, I would freak out. That's why I try not to look at anyone when I am speaking in front of a group of people.

Anyway, I wish you the best of luck. Whatever you do, just make sure you don't get addicted to Xanax.

DesuvsDeath
12-13-2011, 06:09 PM
Yesterday I married and then sacrificed 2 people to the Temple of Shadows, as well as 4 monks from the Temple of Light. Then I slaughtered everyone in Oakfield... Finally evil enough that my horns are starting to grow in... I'm very excited about this.

anouk.oui
12-13-2011, 07:20 PM
Maybe starting the new year by dropping the 250 pound, weedsmoking, videogaming, money draining, unemployed boat anchor that you have been dragging around would help.

hahaha thats hilarious!
to give you an idea, he has probably been the least of my problems this year. but still a problem nontheless.
SIGH

anouk.oui
12-13-2011, 07:23 PM
Aw *hugs*. I understand though, I've been moving around so much over the years that I don't have any close friends in this country (except your skanky ass lol).

maybe if you settled the fuck down you would

Trem
12-13-2011, 07:28 PM
Yesterday I married and then sacrificed 2 people to the Temple of Shadows, as well as 4 monks from the Temple of Light. Then I slaughtered everyone in Oakfield... Finally evil enough that my horns are starting to grow in... I'm very excited about this.

I have no idea what you are talking about but it gave me a boner anyways.

Kelly_Lover
12-13-2011, 08:27 PM
Ok so im working in all men bar. they have me wearing black pants rather tight white button down shirt n bow tieso my question is guys keep grabbing my but and tryin for my nip no joke im bartending but i clear tables too. Tips are insane buttt im going home sore... complain or take the money n run???? Yes im straight.

Natalllia
12-13-2011, 08:33 PM
^^^ Whether it's worth the money is really up to you. I can say that I doubt it matters if you are straight or gay. I am attracted to men, but that doesn't mean I love having them try to grope me all the time.

charlie61
12-13-2011, 08:33 PM
Ok so im working in all men bar. they have me wearing black pants rather tight white button down shirt n bow tieso my question is guys keep grabbing my but and tryin for my nip no joke im bartending but i clear tables too. Tips are insane buttt im going home sore... complain or take the money n run???? Yes im straight.

Does it cross personal boundaries for you? Could it fuck up your sex life? Or is it just a bit annoying that this is happening?

If the latter, and if it isn't illegal or considered an "extra" in the club, then I say take the money and run. Ain't no shame!

Natalllia
12-13-2011, 08:35 PM
Also - holy freaking crap! It just sunk in that I am finally (after 6 long years) GRADUATING FROM COLLEGE ON SATURDAY!!!!:O;D8)

I've been a student for so long (part time for some of it, but still a student) that it feels so weird knowing I won't be going back there in January.

charlie61
12-13-2011, 08:36 PM
For me, I remember I used to participate in speech competitions. I would always freeze midway and forget my lines. Later on, I realized that if I made eye contact with anyone in the audience, I would freak out. That's why I try not to look at anyone when I am speaking in front of a group of people.

Anyway, I wish you the best of luck. Whatever you do, just make sure you don't get addicted to Xanax.

Haha, yeah, okay, I'll make sure that doesn't happen. ::) :P

I think the better approach is to be aware that it's something that could happen and watch out for signs of addiction. The worst thing you can do in the face of addiction is to delude yourself into thinking you can control it.

I see what you're saying. Thanks for the well-wishes.

charlie61
12-13-2011, 08:42 PM
I just ate a lot of soup, and now I'm standing in front of the mirror with my belly pooched out so I look pregnant. I find this entertaining.

SO reacts by telling me how beautiful I'd look pregnant.

Natalllia
12-13-2011, 08:49 PM
Baby Charlies in the near future? :D

DesuvsDeath
12-13-2011, 08:52 PM
I have no idea what you are talking about but it gave me a boner anyways.

Fable. lol
I spent all day yesterday sick and playing it.

tempest666
12-13-2011, 09:25 PM
For any long term blues that manage to find me on FB please specify "this is so and so from SW" so I don't think you're another random pervert trying to purchase my soiled undergarments. Thanks :)

Artema
12-13-2011, 09:30 PM
I just vowed to not give a crap about what anybody thinks. I used to worry about what I say/post/comment on facebook. Now that I filtered out family to another account, I don't care anymore! This should be my resolution for the upcoming New Year..

Kellydancer
12-13-2011, 10:17 PM
Also - holy freaking crap! It just sunk in that I am finally (after 6 long years) GRADUATING FROM COLLEGE ON SATURDAY!!!!:O;D8)

I've been a student for so long (part time for some of it, but still a student) that it feels so weird knowing I won't be going back there in January.

Congrats! I was in college longer than I wanted to mainly because I dropped out for a few years and went part time a few semesters but once I finished it was a relief. My last week of college was so surreal. Grad school was much more fun but my last semester I was only doing my thesis master project so once it was over I was done but a different feeling than finishing college. Are you planning on graduate school? It felt pretty cool telling people I was a grad student, like I was cooler than just a college student.

lopaw
12-13-2011, 10:33 PM
Spanish peanuts.
I luv them so.


http://a323.yahoofs.com/coreid/49bbde05i2554z/twXLv1g2equSgwxmoimuv9mrzKVNng--/3/tn48.png?ciAa60QBONX59wI0

kitinboots
12-14-2011, 06:05 AM
I caved in and am now stuffing my face with chocolate, hoping my bf doesn't return and catch me doing so....

StaciJewels
12-14-2011, 12:24 PM
Why can't I shop online without seeing dumb reviews...like on walmart.com

Im looking for an electric heater for my cam room....so I find this outdoor lamp heater...out of curiosity I click and read.

Not understanding why a woman felt the need to rate 2 stars just because SHE decided to go outside in like 40 degree weather as the wind blew strongly...and actually think that this little lamp heater would warm up the outdoors. WTF is wrong with people.

I just want to shop online in peace, read honest reviews on products and purchase. Why do I have to scroll through unnecessary comments that don't help me decide if I should buy the product or not. :rant over:

sananeko
12-14-2011, 12:39 PM
How is it every time I'm working I get bothered by everyone but when I'm bored out of my mind no one is in sight...

anouk.oui
12-15-2011, 07:06 AM
cant stop listening to rest calm by nightwish and 99 problems by jay-z.
strange fucking combination, brain.

fantasiarene
12-15-2011, 09:28 AM
Ewww the Beagle jizzed on the comforter on the bed in his sleep. What's worse is I stuck my foot in the wet spot. Shiloh's fixed but good grief that's still gross.

Jessie_tinydancer
12-15-2011, 10:15 AM
So cool regular who I consider a great friend came in and spend good money tonight. It was a shit night so happy he did it when it counts. Timing. Thanks to the money gods.

Spinnerette
12-15-2011, 02:23 PM
I'm actually going to start stripping when I move and part of the benefit for me is to (hopefully) overcome my social anxiety (to fall into the old vein of conversation).

(just occurred to me that while people drop their masks in the club, most ladies put theirs on? trippy)

Moonlight Sonata always makes me way more excited than it should when I hear it.

Aaaannnndddd the red death is in town so now I have a guilt-free reason to inhale ice cream. Yessss. So much ice cream.

lokikola
12-15-2011, 06:53 PM
Stomach hurts feel queasy. Haven't worked in 2 months and I'm waiting to audition. Fuck this! I'm like a newbie again.

charlie61
12-15-2011, 08:41 PM
Yay! I saw my PCP today, and I am NOT being prescribed Xanax.

Turns out there's a drug for people with stage-fright: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Propranolol

It's non-addictive and basically just stops your adrenaline from escalating maniacally in moments of panic. So you don't feel differently until you're in a situation where you would otherwise panic, and the drug blocks that response. The drug only targets physical expressions of anxiety (shaking hands, tremor in voice, blushing, sweating) and leaves you mentally alert. Which is fantastic, because 99% of my issue with public speaking comes from the fact that my body gives me away.

I'm so excited to try this out! People seem to love it: http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f143/inderal-propranolol-beta-blocker-84121/

unbeleavable
12-15-2011, 08:51 PM
^^^Good job doctor...hope it works! Strength...

KS_Stevia
12-15-2011, 09:00 PM
Keep in mind that it takes about an hour for Propranolol to work. Its a beta blocker, so also used for people with hypertension, but I'm sure your doctor told you that.

Its good stuff and really helped me when I had PTSD...I was able to wean myself off of Klonopin using that instead.

The Jackal
12-15-2011, 09:35 PM
Yay! I saw my PCP today, and I am NOT being prescribed Xanax.

Turns out there's a drug for people with stage-fright:

It's non-addictive and basically just stops your adrenaline from escalating maniacally in moments of panic. So you don't feel differently until you're in a situation where you would otherwise panic, and the drug blocks that response. The drug only targets physical expressions of anxiety (shaking hands, tremor in voice, blushing, sweating) and leaves you mentally alert. Which is fantastic, because 99% of my issue with public speaking comes from the fact that my body gives me away.

I'm so excited to try this out! People seem to love it:

I think I will have to give one of these a try.

Kellydancer
12-15-2011, 09:55 PM
I was on another tv site and saw a conversation about America's Next Top Model. I don't watch it but was watching this drama unfold and saw these bizarre postings by this 44 year old guy. Really creepy stuff and this weirdo was talking about how he's been a fan since it started. Long story short it's my loser ex. Yes the one who dumped me and later unfriended me on Facebook after I saw his online profile. What kind of 44 year old men watches this? I have a feeling loser masturbates to it, or more likely to their feet (he's a foot fetishist). Either that or it's a fantasy of his to have a supermodel. Sorry loser, a top model will not want a 44 year old ugly, small penis, overweight, mama's boy who doesn't make a lot and thinks oral sex is gross. I'm not even sure why I liked him since none of that applies to me.

Jessie_tinydancer
12-16-2011, 01:26 AM
Yay! I saw my PCP today, and I am NOT being prescribed Xanax.

Turns out there's a drug for people with stage-fright: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Propranolol

It's non-addictive and basically just stops your adrenaline from escalating maniacally in moments of panic. So you don't feel differently until you're in a situation where you would otherwise panic, and the drug blocks that response. The drug only targets physical expressions of anxiety (shaking hands, tremor in voice, blushing, sweating) and leaves you mentally alert. Which is fantastic, because 99% of my issue with public speaking comes from the fact that my body gives me away.

I'm so excited to try this out! People seem to love it: http://www.socialanxietysupport.com/forum/f143/inderal-propranolol-beta-blocker-84121/

Wow Im interested. I have a genetic tremor all the time and it gets much worse when Im nervous. This is a bit of a problem while Im only learning surgery because Im nervous - my hands become a mess. I figured that eventually they would get better with confidence and practice but this drug sounds like it could help me too. THanks :)

snowcake
12-16-2011, 02:21 AM
I drink too much. Almost every time I work I'm totally hammered. I think I have a drinking problem. But I don't want to stop... so I'll ignore it until it gets really serious.

_Avery_
12-16-2011, 11:28 AM
because the majority of you are cool.... it would be cool to be FB friends too. :D
but just let me know who you are if you add me...

Trem
12-16-2011, 12:02 PM
Lol i think you unfriended me once already!

_Avery_
12-16-2011, 02:00 PM
LOL, I did??
Well, add me again, I won't unfriend you this time lol

charlie61
12-16-2011, 06:24 PM
Keep in mind that it takes about an hour for Propranolol to work. Its a beta blocker, so also used for people with hypertension, but I'm sure your doctor told you that.

Its good stuff and really helped me when I had PTSD...I was able to wean myself off of Klonopin using that instead.

Yes. I noticed effects within 30 minutes on 10mg; full effects around 1 hour. I'll have a better idea when I actually give a presentation while on it. I just tried it out in normal situations today.


I think I will have to give one of these a try.


Wow Im interested. I have a genetic tremor all the time and it gets much worse when Im nervous. This is a bit of a problem while Im only learning surgery because Im nervous - my hands become a mess. I figured that eventually they would get better with confidence and practice but this drug sounds like it could help me too. THanks :)

Yeah, this could be a miracle drug for me (oxymoron, I know, but we girls on Spiro know it's possible! ;)). I was in a few situations today that would've normally made me flush obnoxiously, and I didn't. I'll report back after I do a presentation on it. I'm excited!

MelissaBlade
12-16-2011, 07:14 PM
I just published my ebook on Amazon...all about being a camgirl and erotic masseuse. I hope it doesn't come back to haunt me.

Kelly_Lover
12-16-2011, 08:46 PM
Working Days is much better for me ahhh..

Kellydancer
12-16-2011, 09:50 PM
Ugh my stupid iPod decided to sync itself and deleted over 4000 files, including some movies. I. AM. PISSED.

Spinnerette
12-17-2011, 03:43 AM
Was advised to pursue legal action over something that happened to me yesterday. I was prepared to just simmer over it and let it go as a "fact of life", but reading stories by other people this type of thing has happened to has me riled up and ready for blood. On one hand, I can see it was a very foolish rookie mistake on the offenders part, but that doesn't make the trespass any less serious.

Going to discuss it with the hubs when he wakes up and see what wisdom he has to impart. He's the "good cop" in our duo.

_Avery_
12-17-2011, 06:37 AM
So I just woke up from dreaming about BOTM.
She was sitting in her Christmas office and I said, "Let's go to work". She stands up and is already ready for work...in stripper gear.
Then we go on a walk in the desert and some guy keeps pulling snakes out of his cowboy hat.
Then we're laughing saying, "There's a snake in my boot!"
I have no idea what the hell all that meant..lmao...it was weird.