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_Avery_
05-08-2012, 02:06 PM
Yes, no crying goddamn it! Are we still going rummaging?? I'll drive :)
Yes, I can't remember the last time I went out alone, without kids or an asshole..lol :D
slowpoke
05-08-2012, 03:05 PM
Constable accused of sexual harassment.
http://blog.chron.com/newswatch/2012/05/galveston-constable-accused-of-pressing-man%e2%80%99s-head-into-her-breasts/
LaurenAus
05-08-2012, 05:18 PM
Therapy this week...I'm so lost...
charlie61
05-08-2012, 06:07 PM
Dear *Jade Love,
You take forever to get ready.
Shameless bragging!
:P
kortneykay
05-08-2012, 06:25 PM
Things are going great with my husband and myself but I just got back from vacation and still have $600 to pay on my credit card. I can't believe my broke ass spent $900 in like, 3 days on hotel fees and food. Also, I'm trying to start a vanilla company and I have to wait to pay for insurance and bonding because all my cash will be going towards the credit card payments. I hope it only takes me a little over a month to pay it off. Then, I can pay for the insurance, start making some real money, advertise, and then save up! Also, I don't see how you escorts do it! My husband has banged me for the 3rd time today and my pussy feels tired and swollen. Ugh!
The_Adict
05-08-2012, 09:41 PM
Shameless bragging!
:P
Haha
When I saw her (finally) she goes "I don't take forever!"
Siddarth
05-08-2012, 09:46 PM
Time to call it a day. I hope all of you had a pleasant day.
Almost Jaded
05-09-2012, 02:27 AM
Finally met with the owner/investor today, unless a lot of things fall through (possible but unlikely) it looks like I have a new job at a respectable salary starting in 3 weeks! I hope this works out; I am SO done with being broke and out of work!
anouk.oui
05-09-2012, 11:02 AM
Chickity China the Chinese chicken
You have a drumstick and your brain stops tickin'
DesuvsDeath
05-09-2012, 11:04 AM
Finally met with the owner/investor today, unless a lot of things fall through (possible but unlikely) it looks like I have a new job at a respectable salary starting in 3 weeks! I hope this works out; I am SO done with being broke and out of work!
Yayyy! Congrats!!!!
lemiwinks31
05-09-2012, 12:09 PM
Yes, I can't remember the last time I went out alone, without kids or an asshole..lol :D
I imagine you really had to watch what you ate.
smeca
05-09-2012, 12:12 PM
Ah business will be better tomorrow when it's not raining right? Bf's being so lovely and i'm tired so will work tomorrow instead... i wanted to fix my schedule lol but it is raining a lot tonight...
kaiarose
05-09-2012, 12:13 PM
Seriously, cannot get a hold of Avery right now!! Starting to freak the fuck out!
Almost Jaded
05-09-2012, 02:39 PM
Lawyers - plural - finally got back to me today to confirm that yes, I'm fucked. People keep running into ME in traffic, and I'M the one getting screwed over. What. The. Fuck.
_natasha
05-09-2012, 02:42 PM
^ Really hope she's ok!
Totally confused right now.... A guy who sort of dumped me but didn't 'officially', (I said 'get in contact or I'll take the hint...') just texted me. Saying he's sorry he wasn't in touch but his dad had just been diagnosed with Alzheimer's and stuff is difficult at home, that he wasn't ignoring me. I know how close he is to his family... I just don't know how to respond. I totally fell for him and I've been hating on him for a couple of weeks over all this, but now I feel terrible, I know his dad is his world. I can't even begin to imagine how he must be feeling.
I would pretty much give a leg to be with this guy but I still feel like if he really cared he could have said he had family trouble and needed some space two weeks ago when he disappeared on me. I've pretty much repeated his 'cons' as a mantra for the past two weeks. But I also feel really guilty and selfish for demanding attention when he was going through all this. And I want the guy so much, he's everything I want in a man. But I don't want to get hurt again, I've only just stopped crying when I see something that reminds me of him. Dilemma.
_natasha
05-09-2012, 02:54 PM
Ordered a pizza. Husband was getting ready to go put in a few hours at the lab and then I made a joke about the pizza guy being a potential rapist. Now he's sticking around. Gallant fool. ::)
So cute though! Aw!
chanzep
05-09-2012, 05:41 PM
tired but stuck online
*Jade*Love
05-09-2012, 08:10 PM
*more shameless bragging*
Yesterday I was sick in bed and The_Adict brought me soup. Naked.
Okay, the naked part is a lie.. but the rest is true ^_^
Amylatise
05-09-2012, 09:19 PM
On my mind...right now.....
A short while ago I was getting set to start escorting for real and even talked with a wonderful escort here on the board who I seriously admired and wanted to meet. I was shy still but (at least I thought) my will was strong. I was supposed to call her back to meet but because of the type of phone I used to call her with I spent $50 I didnt have for minutes though we didnt talk for long. The same day an old SD asked if we could get together again and I said yes because I trusted him....Turns out he was stalking me and knew about my escort site amongst other things and was trying to "save me" from what he thought was "the dark side". He promised me so much and even gave me a new phone on a plan and gave me back the money I spent on the call. But my life was hell after that, he was domineering and controlling (wasn't like that before) and what was worst was when I left him he had a friend of his respond to an ad that I had up and the friend and I met twice and the second time we met he said he'd give me 1K but all he did was pull me into the staircase of his office, bend me over the rail, screw me for 2 min because he had premature ejaculation and stuff $200 in my bra and left...I only recently learned of the connection between the two....I can't believe I trusted him....
I did everything that I did because I have Ivy League Priced loans to pay back as well as a new semester of debts coming. I had to beg the financial aid office today to clear blocks on my account so I could register for classes. I never felt so helpless...or broke...
I'm done with sugar dating and its problems, I always liked my money upfront and personal anyway. I'm hesitant to call back that other escort because I feel like she's probably written me off as a time waster but none the less I have my unchanged escort in/out plan and as soon as I go back to school, my ads will be up and I'll be in business....
Sorry its long, but you did ask what was on my mind.......Midnight Rantings ftw........
Siddarth
05-09-2012, 09:20 PM
My right index finger hurts. I think I got to lay off mouse for a while.
Elektra Luxx
05-10-2012, 05:22 AM
...I still feel like if he really cared he could have said he had family trouble and needed some space two weeks ago when he disappeared on me. ...
i think you have every right to feel angry and hurt, but you should be supportive now because of what he's going through. when things get more back to normal with you and him you can ask him why he didn't contact you and how you felt. if he cares he will understand. i hope thing go well for you both.
_natasha
05-10-2012, 06:21 AM
i think you have every right to feel angry and hurt, but you should be supportive now because of what he's going through. when things get more back to normal with you and him you can ask him why he didn't contact you and how you felt. if he cares he will understand. i hope thing go well for you both.
Thanks... I'm going to take the plunge but take a bit more care this time. Just trying to find the right things to say and wondering how I can help him.
Kisca
05-10-2012, 09:39 AM
I cant wait to see Dark Shadows, such a big fan of Tim Burton :D
Debating whether just to stay home today and clean the whole place spotless or to go to work.
Too excited for friday and the weekend to start! Turning 21 and I know boyfriend is planning something expensive heh
funismymiddlename
05-10-2012, 03:01 PM
I don't understand why men tell butterface women they are pretty. Seriously. Implants don't equal a pretty face it's not the same. Life isn't fair. Work (I'm a cam girl) has been slow. FML. Time to hit the gym so I can compete with the butterfaces. I'm not even fat.
_natasha
05-10-2012, 03:29 PM
So I got back in touch and then curiosity got the better of me and I asked him asked him if he saw us going anywhere or if it was just a good fuck.
And now back to radio silence. What an absolute twat, I could kill someone right now.
Djoser
05-10-2012, 03:55 PM
Therapy this week...I'm so lost...
Look, I don't know your situation--for all I know you don't need therapy and that's why you feel lost.
But odds are you were lost without knowing it before you started. So even if you possibly feel more confused now, it's a positive step you are taking. Now you are on your way to finding yourself. And that is a very good thing.
Djoser
05-10-2012, 04:01 PM
I've pretty much repeated his 'cons' as a mantra for the past two weeks...But I don't want to get hurt again, I've only just stopped crying when I see something that reminds me of him. Dilemma.
Keep repeating the mantra. Even if he is so anguished by his father's illness that he can't be bothered to call you, it will not hurt you to think as a very independent woman who needs no man at all for her self-esteem.
Speaking from past experience...
chanzep
05-10-2012, 04:22 PM
Just had dinner with my ex from a few years ago fail, he still has not grown up!, oh well free yummy indian food and him bragging about living in Londons most expensive postcode whatever, I don't know why he was shocked when I turned down his late night drinks at his, as if!
Djoser
05-10-2012, 04:29 PM
Just had dinner with my ex from a few years ago fail, he still has not grown up!, oh well free yummy indian food and him bragging about living in Londons most expensive postcode whatever, I don't know why he was shocked when I turned down his late night drinks at his, as if!
OK I have officially been spending too much time on Facebook, because I was going to 'Like' this post.
;D
_natasha
05-10-2012, 04:51 PM
Keep repeating the mantra. Even if he is so anguished by his father's illness that he can't be bothered to call you, it will not hurt you to think as a very independent woman who needs no man at all for her self-esteem.
Speaking from past experience...
Thanks. I basically poured my heart out tonight about how I felt about him and got no response. So he can go fuck himself.... I wish him well and I hope his father's condition doesn't worsen.
But he really does deserve some serious bad karma. I'm glad I'm already 50% over him before I sent that text. It just shows what a bastard he really is... To say 'I don't feel the same' is fine, I'm a big girl, I can take it. But to not reply is cheap and nasty.
tynan
05-10-2012, 05:22 PM
Interesting site here. I just joined today and had a look, and there is a lot of good stuff. This appears to be the most active Forum for exotic dancing that I can find, so it looks like I'm here to stay.
unbeleavable
05-10-2012, 06:16 PM
You find out who your friends are when its storming, people are such a disappointment....
anouk.oui
05-10-2012, 06:28 PM
so excited to go out tonight!! its been awhile since ive been to a nightclub environment where only 'real world' rules apply e.g. dont dance on the bar or steal shit. its gonna be so refreshing to be out of the SC! look forward to being a drunken mess, catfights, making out with cute boys and taking their number if i feel like it!
so sick of limiting myself.
i def need some time off work. i dont know whats real anymore
Almost Jaded
05-10-2012, 07:11 PM
I always shoo away salespeople at my door, but Winder Farms just stopped by - I didn't know they were selling in Vegas! I have missed them for 10 years since leaving Utah. Total difference in cost vs our usual grocery store is less than $30 a month for fresh, organic milk, poultry, eggs, and veggies... SO EXCITED to have REAL FOOD again!!
mediocrity
05-10-2012, 07:38 PM
FUUUUUUUUUUUCK I AM SO BORED. Only two more days til hubs has the day off again. WTF am I going to do all night?! /dies
Nuclear Martini
05-10-2012, 08:52 PM
^^^some people would kill to have that free time.
I'm really not looking forward to work tomorrow night. I hate this fucking bar so much, it's the worst bar I have ever worked in, the only reason I work there is because it's close to home. The day I graduate from college I will burst into tears because:
1. I will never bartend again
2. I will finally be done with college after 6 years of confusion and uncertainty
3. I will never have to work in another shitty bar with the insular people who work in bars in this town. Maybe its just my bar but I have never worked with such ignorant, new england red necks in my life FML
Besides that, my gpa is 3.7...down from 3.8. Still waiting on my last two grades.
LaurenAus
05-10-2012, 08:57 PM
Look, I don't know your situation--for all I know you don't need therapy and that's why you feel lost.
But odds are you were lost without knowing it before you started. So even if you possibly feel more confused now, it's a positive step you are taking. Now you are on your way to finding yourself. And that is a very good thing.
enjoyed your perspective and that's what im in need of--some perspective!! thanku
I hate that dancing has prevented me from going to parties and on adventures with my friends. :/
I wonder if the women I work with are as awesome outside of the club as ya'll seem and I wish that we could get along inside the club...I wonder if any of you are girls i work with, lol.
Thanks. I basically poured my heart out tonight about how I felt about him and got no response. So he can go fuck himself.... I wish him well and I hope his father's condition doesn't worsen.
But he really does deserve some serious bad karma. I'm glad I'm already 50% over him before I sent that text. It just shows what a bastard he really is... To say 'I don't feel the same' is fine, I'm a big girl, I can take it. But to not reply is cheap and nasty.
I feel the same way!? Why do men feel the need to leave a woman in the dark. Like they think if they string us along we will be there just in case they decide they want us! Grow a pair and own what your feeling NOW!Gah!
I just had to tell off an ex. I feel better now :) thanks for sharing, less alone now.
_natasha
05-11-2012, 09:17 AM
I feel the same way!? Why do men feel the need to leave a woman in the dark. Like they think if they string us along we will be there just in case they decide they want us! Grow a pair and own what your feeling NOW!Gah!
I just had to tell off an ex. I feel better now :) thanks for sharing, less alone now.
Ha, this guy is such a dickhead. Just think of the think that pisses you off the most about him and repeat it. I swear it works. My personal fave for this right now is the moment where we were talking in bed and he put his finger to my lips when I was talking and said "shush now, you're too pretty to say clever things." I have no idea why I put up with him saying shit like that. I have a much better degree than he does! I should have got up and left right then... But no, I giggled like a stupid bint and did as I was told.
I swear, I will NEVER think with my vagina ever again because it's weirdly connected to my heart and then I end up missing and wanting pigs like that.
Djoser
05-11-2012, 11:47 AM
"shush now, you're too pretty to say clever things."
Where's a smiley getting smacked in the face when you need one?
This guy is a tool. Thank all the gods you figured it out before it went any further.
Djoser
05-11-2012, 11:55 AM
Last night I saw one of the hottest things in 12 years working and partying in the clubs.
My good friend China literally crawled across 4 people sitting on the VIP couch to get to the center where I was sitting. But she did it very slowly, in time to the music--a mobile lapdance heading my way--and she kept looking in my eyes the whole time so I knew she was coming. This girl knows how to move.
sananeko
05-11-2012, 04:16 PM
bla....
*Jade*Love
05-11-2012, 04:25 PM
Urghh trying to convince myself to go to work tonight. I hate weekends, but at least I know I won't get assaulted this time because my favorite bouncer is working and he doesn't put up with that bullshit . It's sad that I even have to worry about which days of the week are safer to work....
Almost Jaded
05-11-2012, 04:49 PM
RIP Carroll Shelby; every car guy in the world will miss you. :-(
Siddarth
05-11-2012, 06:02 PM
It is the beginning of a beautiful evening. I am going to go for a very long walk.
*Jade*Love
05-11-2012, 07:53 PM
I hate when I get distracted talking to my roommate while doing my makeup and getting ready to hang out with a friend, because by the time I realize what I'm doing my face is all stripper-fied!
anouk.oui
05-11-2012, 11:06 PM
The awkward moment when you wake up naked next to your ex....
Calbear
05-12-2012, 02:35 PM
Urghh trying to convince myself to go to work tonight. I hate weekends, but at least I know I won't get assaulted this time because my favorite bouncer is working and he doesn't put up with that bullshit . It's sad that I even have to worry about which days of the week are safer to work....
Hope you went. I don't know what its like, but is it like the hitting the gym? Sometimes excited to go, sometimes you have to mentally prep for it, sometimes you dread it, but at the end you're happy you went.
Hmm... I guess its not if you are worried about getting assaulted though. That sucks you have to schedule around that, nothing management can do?