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deedee at the beach
11-08-2010, 08:44 PM
I was watching tv and this commercial from Kay Jewelers came on. Basically the commercial was this husband woke up his wife and baby for their "first Christmas as a family". I started bawling because I never realized how much I want a family. I'm going to have to start looking for a guy to have a family with because it looks like Flakey isn't coming back. This commercial didn't bother me a few years ago, in fact I thought it was corny.

This is exactly why I don't watch TV, as a matter of fact I despise it cuz I loathe the stupid-ass commercials so much!

Kellydancer
11-08-2010, 08:49 PM
This is exactly why I don't watch TV, as a matter of fact I despise it cuz I loathe the stupid-ass commercials so much!

I hate these jewelry commercials because it shows all women as being materialistic and men lucky to have them so they need to spend money on overpriced jewelry. Normally they annoy me but this one really got to me because this is something I didn't realize I wanted until now. Oddly, I am not into jewelry at all and would prefer a guy buy me CDs over jewelry.

This is my future jewelry commercial: Christmas morning. Me: Here kitty, here's your gift. Cat opens up cat collar and old lady (this is me in many years) puts collar on cat. Commercial ends. I am only being partly facetious. Well at least my cat will have a nice diamond studded collar. :)

Kylea2
11-08-2010, 08:54 PM
Got hired at pumptown

Congrats!



I was watching tv and this commercial from Kay Jewelers came on. Basically the commercial was this husband woke up his wife and baby for their "first Christmas as a family". I started bawling because I never realized how much I want a family. I'm going to have to start looking for a guy to have a family with because it looks like Flakey isn't coming back. This commercial didn't bother me a few years ago, in fact I thought it was corny.

LOL Okay, I'm trying not to laugh, but I want you to know that I do it out of finally knowing that someone is going through the same thing as me! I can't listen to KOSI 101 when Dehlilah (http://www.delilah.com/main.html) is on as the radio DJ. I'm not sure if you know of her but she's syndicated in a ton of different states (http://www.delilah.com/pages/stations.html). She always has these people on telling stories of their families, how much they love each other, blah blah blah. They are really touching stories & then she plays some sappy slow love song for them. It always puts me into tears (especially during the holiday season) because I feel like I got totally ripped off on having a family, & don't think I'll ever have one. Sigh... I can't tell you how many times I have gotten out of the the car just totally bawling. The worst part is that it's like a really bad accident, you know you shouldn't look, but you can't resist. Some days I wish there was a way to block certain radio stations... that or just get rid of all the estrogen that must cause these emotional hurricanes.

tempest666
11-08-2010, 09:00 PM
What the hell is with the 2 of them going for fat bitches?

deedee at the beach
11-08-2010, 09:06 PM
Congrats!




LOL Okay, I'm trying not to laugh, but I want you to know that I do it out of finally knowing that someone is going through the same thing as me! I can't listen to KOSI 101 when Dehlilah (http://www.delilah.com/main.html) is on as the radio DJ. I'm not sure if you know of her but she's syndicated in a ton of different states (http://www.delilah.com/pages/stations.html). She always has these people on telling stories of their families, how much they love each other, blah blah blah. They are really touching stories & then she plays some sappy slow love song for them. It always puts me into tears (especially during the holiday season) because I feel like I got totally ripped off on having a family, & don't think I'll ever have one. Sigh... I can't tell you how many times I have gotten out of the the car just totally bawling. The worst part is that it's like a really bad accident, you know you shouldn't look, but you can't resist. Some days I wish there was a way to block certain radio stations... that or just get rid of all the estrogen that must cause these emotional hurricanes.


OMG! I totally know who Dehlilah is!!!! I can't help but automatically change the station to something more upbeat.:D

ArmySGT.
11-08-2010, 09:26 PM
Ouch, hurt just reading that.

ArmySGT.
11-08-2010, 09:30 PM
This is too awesome.........

DirtyLittleSecret
11-08-2010, 09:37 PM
With the growing hatred of my SO and the confusing love for someone else....
Being a lesbian doesn't sound to bad....

charlie61
11-08-2010, 09:39 PM
I do not understand the winky sad face. What is it supposed to be doing? ---> ;(

charlie61
11-08-2010, 09:40 PM
With the growing hatred of my SO and the confusing love for someone else....
Being a lesbian doesn't sound to bad....

I must add here that being a lesbian doesn't have much, if anything, to do with hating men. It's about desiring women (emotionally and physically).

I'm sure you know that and you were just using that as a sort of expression, but I needed to clarify that :)

Kylea2
11-08-2010, 09:46 PM
Ouch, hurt just reading that.


? I'm confused... blame it on the hair color. What?

DirtyLittleSecret
11-08-2010, 10:00 PM
I must add here that being a lesbian doesn't have much, if anything, to do with hating men. It's about desiring women (emotionally and physically).

I'm sure you know that and you were just using that as a sort of expression, but I needed to clarify that :)

I know. It just makes me appreciate women more i guess.
So maybe "act on female oriented acts" would have been better phrasing.
:-* u Charlie!

charlie61
11-08-2010, 10:07 PM
I know. It just makes me appreciate women more i guess.
So maybe "act on female oriented acts" would have been better phrasing.
:-* u Charlie!

Ahh, I hear ya. Sexy new profile pic you got there li'l lady... :-*

DirtyLittleSecret
11-08-2010, 10:11 PM
Ahh, I hear ya. Sexy new profile pic you got there li'l lady... :-*

Thank ya kindly!

_Avery_
11-08-2010, 10:14 PM
I do not understand the winky sad face. What is it supposed to be doing? ---> ;(

lmfao!
It's like he's sad because he got squirted in the eye with a grapefruit. LOL


Thank ya kindly!


and your new profile pic = HOT!

_Avery_
11-08-2010, 10:21 PM
Also, I would really like this dog...k, thanks!

http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1121.snc4/148395_1652583884693_1539917199_31573803_791970_n. jpg

Kellydancer
11-08-2010, 10:41 PM
LOL Okay, I'm trying not to laugh, but I want you to know that I do it out of finally knowing that someone is going through the same thing as me! I can't listen to KOSI 101 when is on as the radio DJ. I'm not sure if you know of her but she's . She always has these people on telling stories of their families, how much they love each other, blah blah blah. They are really touching stories & then she plays some sappy slow love song for them. It always puts me into tears (especially during the holiday season) because I feel like I got totally ripped off on having a family, & don't think I'll ever have one. Sigh... I can't tell you how many times I have gotten out of the the car just totally bawling. The worst part is that it's like a really bad accident, you know you shouldn't look, but you can't resist. Some days I wish there was a way to block certain radio stations... that or just get rid of all the estrogen that must cause these emotional hurricanes.

She's on the lite station here (it's the Christmas station soon) and I feel the same way. I just can't listen to her either because it's so depressing. I too get worse before the holidays too. It's really bad now especially since last year I reconnected with Flakey and my mom was so sure that "next Christmas we'll be planning a wedding". That certainly won't be happening at least this year (probably ever but I'll try to be somewhat positive). Being single is usually something I can deal with except during the holidays and when families (who often tell me I'll be the spinster everyone will feel sorry for). And then Christmas means winter comes, which means ever more depressing and in January I turn 40. So yeah it's all spiraling out of control. It's ironic that something I never wanted is something I want bad now.

Kylea2
11-08-2010, 10:48 PM
She's on the lite station here (it's the Christmas station soon) and I feel the same way. I just can't listen to her either because it's so depressing. I too get worse before the holidays too. It's really bad now especially since last year I reconnected with Flakey and my mom was so sure that "next Christmas we'll be planning a wedding". That certainly won't be happening at least this year (probably ever but I'll try to be somewhat positive). Being single is usually something I can deal with except during the holidays and when families (who often tell me I'll be the spinster everyone will feel sorry for). And then Christmas means winter comes, which means ever more depressing and in January I turn 40. So yeah it's all spiraling out of control. It's ironic that something I never wanted is something I want bad now.

:hug: You are another Capricorn aren't you? What day? I'm the 6th. Capricorns always seem to be family people.

So, on the bright side I'll be working on Thanksgiving day & making money, how about you? ;D

tempest666
11-08-2010, 10:50 PM
God I miss home!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9d1ntuNJI9Q

Kellydancer
11-08-2010, 10:53 PM
:hug: You are another Capricorn aren't you? What day? I'm the 6th. Capricorns always seem to be family people.

So, on the bright side I'll be working on Thanksgiving day & making money, how about you? ;D

An Aquarian actually, but just barely (25th). Luckily at Thanksgiving I only have to deal with my grandparents and parents, though my grandparents do often make comments about me getting married before they die. This Thanksgiving though the concentration will be on my uncle who just lost his wife to cancer (she was only 45).

tempest666
11-08-2010, 11:01 PM
Alright off to the gym, ppls! I can't bitch about America's obesity problem and then sit on my ass at home without looking like a hypocrite now can I?

Kylea2
11-08-2010, 11:16 PM
^^^ LOL No, you can't. However, if you all want to rag on me for never going to the gym... well, I understand. ;-)

tempest666
11-08-2010, 11:18 PM
^^^ LOL No, you can't. However, if you all want to rag on me for never going to the gym... well, I understand. ;-)

You're not fat -_-...wanna see what he stuck his dick in before me?

tempest666
11-08-2010, 11:27 PM
Ok now I really am leaving for the gym....only one Gibbons brother is going to be dating a heifer!!!! ::)

Kylea2
11-08-2010, 11:34 PM
An Aquarian actually, but just barely (25th). Luckily at Thanksgiving I only have to deal with my grandparents and parents, though my grandparents do often make comments about me getting married before they die. This Thanksgiving though the concentration will be on my uncle who just lost his wife to cancer (she was only 45).

You are on the cusp, that still makes sense, especially because Aquarius is a water sign.

Ugh, cancer is horrible! My favourite uncle passed away last spring, which was difficult for me especially since going to the funeral would have caused havoc with my mother. Luckily I got to see him the year before, tell him how much I'd always admired him for everything he'd done, & give him a big hug.

tempest666
11-09-2010, 01:16 AM
Spandex and lycra are not good, but on anyone over 150 llbs, that's just gross -_-

tempest666
11-09-2010, 01:27 AM
And speaking of clothing (or lack thereof)
http://guyism.com/humor/video-naked-russian-man-hops-on-cars-yells-at-people.html

tempest666
11-09-2010, 03:46 AM
G'night everyone! pooky and I are going night night :D

pixierocksonthepole
11-09-2010, 07:29 AM
I have a friend in Chicago that thinks he isn't good enough for anyone. It's driving me nuts. He is a great guy. Has his own place, works, is friendly, great with conversation and is a gentleman. He just doesn't socialize too much outside of a small circle I guess. I keep telling him there is nothing wrong with him. He's older than me and I think he is just so set in his ways because of the crap his last two ex's put him through. It's like a bad habit and I can't figure out how to get him to break it. He just wants a partner equally committed to the relationship as he is. Makes me sad he feels so alone even with friends. :(

princessjas
11-09-2010, 09:09 AM
I need to take new naked pics now that I have dark hair and am not all bloaty. I also need to whiten my teeth and use some fake tanner (although if I go through with the red haircolor I wanna be as milky white as I am right now and will need to scrub it all off, decisions, decisions, lol).

Why do I despise whitening my teeth so much? I love doing all other beauty maintenance. I think it's cause I can't talk when I have the thingie on my teeth and my phone always rings off the hook as soon as I put those strips on and they always halfway slide off my teeth and they taste nasty and I can't drink coffee when I'm wearing them.

I'm in a hyper, talkative mood and there is no one around to talk to!! Boo!! Oh, and I'm dancing around my apt in my new heels and pink and black striped lingerie. I miss stripping sometimes.

Being sober has given me way to much energy! haha Once again, I feel like I'm 15....I never really hit that feeling old thingie all my friends talk about, wonder why? I think it's like 15 days sober today too!! Gooooo me!!

I should probably lay off the coffee!

tempest666
11-09-2010, 12:23 PM
This chicken biryani is awesome but I'm gonna be shitting out my intestines later....

Kellydancer
11-09-2010, 01:27 PM
You are on the cusp, that still makes sense, especially because Aquarius is a water sign.

Ugh, cancer is horrible! My favourite uncle passed away last spring, which was difficult for me especially since going to the funeral would have caused havoc with my mother. Luckily I got to see him the year before, tell him how much I'd always admired him for everything he'd done, & give him a big hug.

Sorry to hear about your uncle. My aunt was with my uncle 10 years and until she got sick he refused to marry her. He was the most staunchly anti marriage person I ever knew because he got stung by his first wife. He would tell women upfront he never wanted a relationship, but as time went on he changed. Then he would tell all his girlfriends he would become engaged, but never marry them. That is until she got sick and he realized he loved her. He regrets waiting now because she's gone. The sad thing is she knew she had cancer for years (melanoma) but couldn't afford to go to the doctor. If she had afforded it she'd probably still be alive today.

It's funny because today I'm feeling better about the marriage issue. I ran into a guy friend at the store with his wife. This was a guy who was very anti career women (he's a religious wackjob) and would only marry a submissive housewife. Neither one looked especially happy and I hear stories that they are miserable. Because they are staunchly anti divorce they will never divorce but will be miserable. Since he got married he's been sending me emails saying how he misses our 'friendship'. We used to talk often before he got married then he disappeared after a major fight. I've since found out he disappeared because he was dating her. Because of their religion (they are fundies) she has to obey everything he says and does and that include giving birth every year and never having a job. I'd rather be alone than date a guy like this. In fact one guy told me to choose between my career (I was a marketing director then) or him and I chose the career. I have friends who chose the men and ended up in miserable marriages where their husbands cheats or abuses them.

kaiarose
11-09-2010, 01:29 PM
Mmmmm.... strawberry applesauce...

Kylea2
11-09-2010, 03:22 PM
Kelly, you just hit the nail on the head! That second paragraph is why some people don't settle I guess. I mean I can be miserable with some guy or miserable on my own. I'm not 100% positive but I think most of the time I'd rather be on my own. Besides, if you are miserable with the person then the only time I can think that you'd want them around is to take care of you when your sick. When you consider that most women marry men their age or older then it's not like the guy is going to be taking care of you when you're old (maybe the kids if you have any), so what's the point?

Okay, the fostering or adoption thing is sounding better & better.

Kellydancer
11-09-2010, 03:27 PM
Yeah I sometimes think I'd rather adopt or foster instead of giving birth. I often wonder if this will be the case and I'd be perfectly happy in this situation. I would not be happy having settled for someone who treats me like garbage and who cheats or abuses me (I've seen these cases). I'd rather be miserable alone than miserable with a partner who might make me more miserable.

deedee at the beach
11-09-2010, 04:00 PM
I have a friend in Chicago that thinks he isn't good enough for anyone. It's driving me nuts. He is a great guy. Has his own place, works, is friendly, great with conversation and is a gentleman. He just doesn't socialize too much outside of a small circle I guess. I keep telling him there is nothing wrong with him. He's older than me and I think he is just so set in his ways because of the crap his last two ex's put him through. It's like a bad habit and I can't figure out how to get him to break it. He just wants a partner equally committed to the relationship as he is. Makes me sad he feels so alone even with friends. :(

It sounds to me that with your friend that there's some deeply hidden issues that he's not telling you about?
My guess is that he might be recovering from some sort of abuse or addiction or ???
It's sad cuz I have a friend who sounds that same way and he chooses to be alone too! He spent the holidays alone last year and it was his choice to do so. But he is also a recovering alcoholic of one year.
When I asked him why he choose to be alone, he said because he didn't want to be around pp boozing it up for the holidays.

pixierocksonthepole
11-09-2010, 04:43 PM
It sounds to me that with your friend that there's some deeply hidden issues that he's not telling you about?
My guess is that he might be recovering from some sort of abuse or addiction or ???
It's sad cuz I have a friend who sounds that same way and he chooses to be alone too! He spent the holidays alone last year and it was his choice to do so. But he is also a recovering alcoholic of one year.
When I asked him why he choose to be alone, he said because he didn't want to be around pp boozing it up for the holidays.

The last two girls he was with the first one was a very mean woman and messed with his head for 6 years I believe. The second one let a cult brainwash her and she left him for some other guy and cheated on him. I believe both cheated on him. So he has lost this trust for a real relationship. He rarely ever drinks and has never done any kind of drug. :O So I'm not sure.

Kellydancer
11-09-2010, 04:51 PM
The last two girls he was with the first one was a very mean woman and messed with his head for 6 years I believe. The second one let a cult brainwash her and she left him for some other guy and cheated on him. I believe both cheated on him. So he has lost this trust for a real relationship. He rarely ever drinks and has never done any kind of drug. :O So I'm not sure.

He sounds like a nice guy and it's a shame that happened. That actually reminds me of Flakey who let women use him and is now afraid of a relationship. I could never be that cruel to someone.

ArmySGT.
11-09-2010, 04:58 PM
? I'm confused... blame it on the hair color. What?

You and KellyDancers reactions to Delillahs radio show.

_Avery_
11-09-2010, 06:17 PM
Ohhh...it's almost BAD GIRLS CLUB time!!!
I'm so sad it's the season finale. :*(

ArmySGT.
11-09-2010, 06:22 PM
Spandex and lycra are not good, but on anyone over 150 llbs, that's just gross -_-


"Spandex. It's a priviledge, not a right." - Cereal Killer , Hackers.

Damn Angelina Jolie looks good in that movie.

anouk.oui
11-09-2010, 06:53 PM
i hate procrastinating moving house. its like a huge inconveniece and you have to start rearranging you shit and never find anything for months. but at least ill be out of home again, thus balance would be restored.

i had a great night last night finally, just heaps not keen on cab drivers pretending to know where they going then BAM youre lost an its 3am............

now i actually look forward going to work

_Avery_
11-09-2010, 08:22 PM
OMG, Bad Girls Club pissed me off...wtf is wrong with bitches?
They can't handle their own shit? But wanna jump a chick, 3 against 1?!! OMG...that shit PISSES ME OFF!!

Can't wait until the reunion! :D

Kylea2
11-09-2010, 08:23 PM
i hate procrastinating moving house. its like a huge inconveniece and you have to start rearranging you shit and never find anything for months. but at least ill be out of home again, thus balance would be restored.

Agreed! I'm helping someone else move right now which only serves to remind me how I hate moving. Oh, & now it's snow... which reminds me that even worse is that I hate moving during cold weather!

DirtyLittleSecret
11-09-2010, 08:23 PM
...Complain that i'm "always" on SW at night, but wait who's going out on Saturday for hours to play airsoft with his friends AGAIN....oh wait YOU. Sorry if talking and reading on SW is such an inconvenience to you but i have no real life friends or hobbies and if i choose to spend my nighttime with a laptop on my legs chilling on a site i enjoy after a long day of toddler control then FUCK YOU. You play your video games most night anyway so who the fuck are you to complain.
OH, and stop saying i'm not "loving" cause i dont jump to command every time you want a your back scratched or rub your muscles. You can't even give me a hug without trying to scam something else from it. I'm not affectionate in general and you know this. STOP BEING A WHINY SELFISH BITCH.

Hating men has continued...../vent.

charlie61
11-09-2010, 08:27 PM
^ Giiiirl, you need to get da fuck outta there. I know it's not that easy, but damn...

DirtyLittleSecret
11-09-2010, 08:36 PM
^ Giiiirl, you need to get da fuck outta there. I know it's not that easy, but damn...

Its getting to the point where i'm ready to. If Averi wasnt here, it wouldn't even be a question.....

He's trying to make me feel guilty right now. Not talking to me, huffing and puffing.....going up in his room. GOD. What the hell does he want me to do?! Sit and coddle him like a baby? We never spend night time together, we have 2 different interests. I go on here, he plays his game. Occasionally we catch the Office or a movie on netflix. That's it. After 7yrs together wtf else is there to do?

Another thing on his list he doesn't want me to do. ::) Like really? I could be out being a loser mother right now getting drunk and shit but NO i sit here and enjoy some "me time" with something as harmless as this.
He's in his room now trying to make feel bad. Whatever.
I think i'll visit my parents tomorrow but this time not come home.....

charlie61
11-09-2010, 08:39 PM
^ At the end of the day, if either one of you doesn't want to make it work, there's pretty much nothing that can be done. And it sounds like he's certainly not putting much effort into making it work. :(

DesuvsDeath
11-09-2010, 08:51 PM
I can't believe I gained three pounds in a week while I was sick.
I look like such a fat fucking cow. D:<

deedee at the beach
11-09-2010, 09:06 PM
Its getting to the point where i'm ready to. If Averi wasnt here, it wouldn't even be a question.....

He's trying to make me feel guilty right now. Not talking to me, huffing and puffing.....going up in his room. GOD. What the hell does he want me to do?! Sit and coddle him like a baby? We never spend night time together, we have 2 different interests. I go on here, he plays his game. Occasionally we catch the Office or a movie on netflix. That's it. After 7yrs together wtf else is there to do?

Another thing on his list he doesn't want me to do. ::) Like really? I could be out being a loser mother right now getting drunk and shit but NO i sit here and enjoy some "me time" with something as harmless as this.
He's in his room now trying to make feel bad. Whatever.
I think i'll visit my parents tomorrow but this time not come home.....


After 7 years???? Can you imagine what it's going to be like in another 7??? Really???!!!