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_Avery_
12-21-2010, 04:03 PM
Can this day be over with?!!
This has to be the most boring day of my entire life.
I barely moved today. I feel like a giant bowl of jell-o..........omgggg

Kylea2
12-21-2010, 04:11 PM
Next year if my financial status is better I am buying gifts online much earlier.

Even online shopping is a pain sometimes. I've decided I'm going to create shopping lists on Amazon for everyone I need to buy for on a regular basis (birthdays & such), that way every once in awhile when I'm bored I can add things to there list, so when I'm busy & need a gift I'll just order whatever is at the top of the list.


Can this day be over with?!!
This has to be the most boring day of my entire life.
I barely moved today. I feel like a giant bowl of jell-o..........omgggg

What's going on?

thrillgirl
12-21-2010, 04:47 PM
Senna tea is the devil! The second I have the strength to get to my kitchen cupboard I am throwing it in the trash!

Kisca
12-22-2010, 02:14 AM
I finally feel tired and happy! I can get some good sleep wo-hoo.. maybe this time I wont have trouble like I always do.. today was a proactive day :)

pixierocksonthepole
12-22-2010, 05:09 AM
Today is day ten of work. Ten days straight so far in the salon dealing with a million things. And the others I work with have the nerve to complain about working the whole weeked and 6 days in a row and how "over it" they are. Please. Fuck you. I'm exhausted out to the pnoint that I haven't been able to keep my place clean and finish Christmas shopping or send out my cards yet. So go complain where I can't hear it.

livingdeadgirl
12-22-2010, 06:51 AM
soooooooo sleeeeeepppyyyyyyyyyyyyy

anouk.oui
12-22-2010, 08:20 AM
i want all these people to gtfo out of my apartment
i honestly dont even feel like an equal living here
like im just squatting or something

MistyRose
12-22-2010, 08:36 AM
Oh, yes, family, it's so like you to cause some big shit around the holidays. I'm so very happy. Now I need to make a choice between going home in 5 hours and risk huge fights, insults and you blackmailing me with the fact that you're supporting me, thus possibly leaving me without money for food if it suits you or staying here for Christmas, which guarantees a big fallout, my baby brothers hurt because sis didn't come home to see them for Christmas and God knows when will she be able to, because if I stay here, I don't know will I be welcome anymore at home. It also means that I'd need to bust my ass trying to make rent and food money to be able to get it in two weeks, and my experience with camming is so limited and I have no idea can I achieve that because I cammed so little hours and never made any serious money doing so.
Thank you, thank you SO much, mom.

kaiarose
12-22-2010, 02:40 PM
Not feeling sexy at all this week.. Haven't worked out, been eating like shit, haven't tanned... ugh.. And I don't feel like doing anything about it!!

anouk.oui
12-23-2010, 08:02 AM
i know i should not be saying this on baby jesus' birthday, but i do believe that universe and humanity has reached a new low, and i hate it and it sucks, anyway im sorry and happy birthday baby jesus and i will continue to cry myself to sleep now... its so humiliating that you technically have to beg drunk fuckers to give me a 2 dollar tip when im crawling around naked on stage in a room full of people and i can see the tipping dollars in their hand and theyre like nah dont have any.. come back later.... after i dance for them.... and then have to share a dressing room with some bitch whos been hitting on my bf and stealing my custies.........

have you noticed how small and superficial your problems seem once you write them out?

im sorry for wasting your time

i feel awful
and my cat is soft and purring and i will continue to hug him till i feel better...

AAHHHHHHHH i been trying to write the crying smiley but i cant find it!! cant find it! :((((

livingdeadgirl
12-23-2010, 08:50 AM
i have the flu! :( blah!

anouk.oui
12-23-2010, 08:53 AM
i feel a bit better now. tiny tiny bit. my purring little kitty's purrs relax me =]

tempest666
12-23-2010, 10:55 AM
Feel better now that my kitty is purring and filled with cream :D

Gotta get ready for work, but it's hard for me to drag myself away from Machete and From dusk til dawn. Hot chicks and lots of gore are awesome.

This one had never even heard of Robert Rodriguez and now he's hooked. "Are you a Mexi-CAN or a Mexi-CAN'T?" Motherfucker I am only half, and I'm not sure that you can refer to me as a Mexican. My family may have been chile pickers, but they have been American chile pickers since at least 1912. :D

tempest666
12-23-2010, 10:57 AM
Alot of my buddies back in NM always say "Viva la Raza!" and "Brown Pride" but where do I go? lol

Kisca
12-23-2010, 12:26 PM
Last day before close? Do.. I go or do I stay... My eyes are closing due to lack of sleep... but money makes me smile.. I guess the coffee will do it

anouk.oui
12-23-2010, 03:42 PM
YES beginning of 4 days of no work!
and acid trip with bf

squeeeeeeeeee =]

pixierocksonthepole
12-23-2010, 07:44 PM
I'm so tired but the overwhelming feeling of getting laid tonight is running my plans.

firemaiden04
12-23-2010, 10:04 PM
Warning: this is going to be a seriously long rant.

So Joe's mother sent him home with three boxes of gifts for us for Christmas. If you didn't know, this is the woman who made up a story about me calling one of Joe's younger sisters fat to her face, and tried to get Joe to dump me for it. He knew it was made up and called her out on it, and eventually she stopped bringing it up and just said she had "let it go" and was ready to move on. How magnanimous of her. Forgiving me for something I didn't do...what a perfect way to NOT admit you are full of shit. This woman also has had little tantrums where she will call Joe like 80 times in a day--or in the middle of the night--to scream at him and accuse him of stealing random "antiques" from her house. She is a severe hoarder, like at the point where it's a serious mental issue and she needs serious therapy. Her house is disgusting. She piles groceries on the floor in the kitchen, and she never cleans, so there's ants and roaches and what-not scuttling about everywhere. ON the food. She won't throw out food that is expired or gone bad. They have to tape the refrigerator and freezer shut. They use the dishwasher for storage. All through the house there are just piles of...junk. Serious junk. She takes Joe's sisters to shopping sprees at dollar stores at least once a week if not more. Last summer, she and her husband and Joe's three sisters went on their annual road trip where they drive down to Florida then up to Maine then back...they're gone for a month and a half. They made Joe stay there and watch their four useless lapdogs that they keep in cat carriers inside all the time except for 15 minutes twice a day, when they go into a cage in the yard to do their business. They did not pay Joe for watching these dogs, and they didn't want him to put them on a leash outside...only the 15 minutes in the cage. Because we didn't want to have to go out to eat every night, we cleaned the kitchen so I could cook. Joe threw out NINE garbage bags of expired and rotten food. And when the mom came back, she freaked out and continued to harass him for months. She was claiming he threw out these $200 plates, and these random gourmet pots and pans, and she started buying "replicas" of these on ebay. And every time she bought something, she would text him the auction pictures and results to try and make him feel guilty about all this stuff she had to replace because of him. Except that we had never seen anything CLOSE to these items, and they were very obviously junk. Like, these items were selling for CENTS. Cheap, cheap, cheap crap. And she literally expected him to believe they were all these valuable pieces.

Last summer his family had a couple of picnics, and I was around his mother. At one picnic, she started on this whole tangent about how it's the mother-in-law's job to manage her son's relationships, because no woman will ever be able to handle a man like his mother, and therefore whenever there's a problem the daughter-in-law has to come to the mother for the mother to fix it, rather than trying to work it out with the son. At another picnic, she started running her mouth about how much she hates her husband, and all she wants from him is for him to come home from work, give her his paycheck, and then she doesn't want to see him until the next paycheck. At the same time she was complaining about how the husband is never home. She is saying this in front of their three daughters (aged 12, 16, and 19) and me, and she's encouraging the daughters to shit talk him as well. He was on the other side of the yard with Joe.

Oh, and she's not really Joe's mother. She's actually his grandmother. She got knocked up when she was 14 by Joe's grandfather, who was 19, and they had a shotgun wedding. They'd had three kids by the time she was 18. And they've been married ever since. Out of those three kids, there were two boys and a girl. The girl ran away from home when she was 17 and went to Arizona with her boyfriend, who got her pregnant. She moved back and had Joe, then the grandmother (who Joe calls his mother) basically confiscated him from his biological mother (who he just calls Monica). Joe's mother has told him that he was a crack baby, even though there was never ANY test done, or report filed, saying that Monica did drugs during her pregnancy and Joe tested positive at birth. There's literally no reason for Joe's mother to say this; it's completely unfounded. Monica continued to have five children, including Joe: a brother who is my age, who Joe's mother wanted nothing to do with and refused to raise, forcing him to live with Monica and be neglected, and now the family has "disowned" him because he did drugs. Then Monica had three girls, Joe's half-sisters, who his mother also confiscated and raised. She is not any of their legal guardians. She told Joe that they'd legally adopted him; turns out, this is totally made-up. Among many other concerns, it must have sucked being Joe's brother, seeing his older brother and then three younger sisters taken by his grandmother to be raised in a "healthier" environment, and being left behind and neglected by all involved. Joe's mother has told his 12-year-old sister, who probably has some type of learning disorder, that she has fetal alcohol syndrome and she got it from her father. First of all, that's medically impossible. And secondly, once again, there were never any tests done to check for this; Joe's mother just likes making serious shit like this up.

Meanwhile Joe's father (biological grandfather; he has never met his biological father, and the family claims he's a felon in prison, which is probably actually not true) is an extremely sexist, chauvinistic bastard who has continually tried to convince Joe to break off the engagement, because a the only reason I want to marry him is so I can then divorce him and take half his shit. To which I say, first off, what shit? It's not like Joe is a trust fund baby. And Joe's dad really believes that everyone on this earth with a vagina only wants to screw over men for their money.

So, there's the background for you. And Joe just came home with three boxes of Christmas "gifts" from his mother. Numbered among these gifts are expired food, a notepad that was still damp from water-damage and USED (the pages in it were written on), soap in a box that had gotten wet to the point where the glycerin from the soap had leaked through the box, Q-tips, single-serving bags of coffee that she got from a hotel room or continental breakfast buffet, DIRTY washcloths and oven mitts, and various other pieces of TRASH. Serious, this is stuff that she bought from a dollar store maybe 10 years ago. And all these "gift baskets" were just cheap plastic bowls filled with all this crap that she then wrapped in cellophane with a nice bow.

I'm just...seriously...USED NOTEPADS? DIRTY WASHCLOTHS? EXPIRED FOOD? Q-TIPS?!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!! This is so incredibly insulting I can't get over it. And worst of all, Joe doesn't seem to understand what the big deal is. I mean, his mother literally gave me TRASH for Christmas. Three boxes of it. This is a deliberate slap in the face. Joe claims she's just trying to be nice. Let's use logic here. If MY son started dating a girl and I continuously acted very very badly and made a TERRIBLE impression on her, and they were engaged to be married, and my son told me how they were at the point where they didn't really want anything to do with me if I was to continue acting like that, and I wanted to try and fix the situation, I would buy her the most outlandishly expensive Christmas gift I could think of to try and start anew. I wouldn't give her three boxes of TRASH with nice little Christmas bows.

I'm obviously EXTREMELY pissed off, but I'm also worried. Joe doesn't seem to see this. I can't deal with these people for the rest of my life. I love Joe, but I can't deal with his family. I know from experience that it never gets better. My ex Kyle's parents were NUTS, and I gave them multiple chances, and all I got was threats from his father, termination from my job, and a whole lot of drama.

I don't like playing the "them or me" game. But I refuse to have to just take constant insults from them while Joe sits by and does nothing. I'm very afraid that he will never really step up to them, and that's a problem. That's a serious problem. He was doing so great, too. But all his life, his father has told him just to give in to his mother whenever she pulls any of her shit, because it's easier. It's less effort to just let everything go, so he does it every time. But I can't just "let things go." I don't WANT to "let things go." I am worth soooo much more than that. This is a serious concern to me, and I don't really know what to do with it.

Kylea2
12-23-2010, 10:50 PM
^^^^ Yuck! Regardless of what she said to you, I think I'd be contacting Social Services. I can't imagine those poor girls (Joe's sisters) living with her in that filth! He's lucky he made it out... Sound like all of you would be better to be done with the drama.

ArmySGT.
12-23-2010, 11:26 PM
I don't have to work tomorrow. What the fuck I am going to do I don't know. working though I am not. :)

Kisca
12-24-2010, 12:48 AM
waking up from a 12am nap... wtf? wow I must have been tired

tempest666
12-24-2010, 01:45 AM
We're turning in early tonight/this morning since he has to work at 7am.... @Kylea text me tomorrow same number. I miss you. :) I'll let you know ASAP

Kylea2
12-24-2010, 01:47 AM
I don't have to work tomorrow. What the fuck I am going to do I don't know. working though I am not. :)

Go see "Little Fockers"

See, there... I planned the highlight of your day! :P

livingdeadgirl
12-24-2010, 07:33 AM
oommmgg
thank god i feel better this morning!! i havent eating a thing in 2 days - i miss fooood! lol

Kisca
12-24-2010, 02:57 PM
What an irritating day....
Everyone is having dinner or something tomorrow and I have no plans.. not even with family as their doing non-xmas things.
A 12 hour headache, My car isn't running properly, and my school put me on hold and I cannot contact them till Jan.... Great with the semester paid already.. hope all goes well.

kaiarose
12-24-2010, 03:10 PM
Go see "Little Fockers"

See, there... I planned the highlight of your day! :P

LOL!

Yep, me and the hubby are FINALLY going to see Harry Potter tomorrow...W00t!!

tempest666
12-24-2010, 05:50 PM
I'm fucking hot!

tempest666
12-24-2010, 05:54 PM
I gotta go drop some friends off at the pool BRB ::)

tempest666
12-24-2010, 06:04 PM
no more wawa coffee :(

firemaiden04
12-24-2010, 06:47 PM
I'm sooooo lazy...I challenge any of you ladies to defeat me in laziness. Cause you can't.

_Avery_
12-24-2010, 06:59 PM
Sooooooo tired.

Kylea2
12-24-2010, 09:06 PM
I'm sooooo lazy...I challenge any of you ladies to defeat me in laziness. Cause you can't.

I would totally take you up on that bet if people weren't so darn determined to find excuses to get me out of the house.

Trem
12-24-2010, 09:23 PM
I'm sooooo lazy...I challenge any of you ladies to defeat me in laziness. Cause you can't.

Meh.... maybe later, don't really feel like it right now.

tempest666
12-24-2010, 09:51 PM
don't drink or eat too much citrus -_-

tempest666
12-24-2010, 09:51 PM
I have to take another dump brb

tempest666
12-24-2010, 09:53 PM
Oh, I forgot, we're selling a fantasy, we don't piss, shit, snore, shout or fart. We are decorative little objets d'art. -_-

ArmySGT.
12-24-2010, 10:01 PM
Go see "Little Fockers"

See, there... I planned the highlight of your day! :P

Can I do "Harry Potter" instead? I am not realy a Ben Stiller fan or a fan of the awkward, so dumb, its funny comedy style.

Pwetty pwease?

Kisca
12-24-2010, 10:49 PM
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Kylea2
12-25-2010, 05:33 AM
Can I do "Harry Potter" instead? I am not realy a Ben Stiller fan or a fan of the awkward, so dumb, its funny comedy style.

Pwetty pwease?

I suppose so... I really love it more because the character Barbra Striesand plays is what I think I'll end up being like at her age. :-)

Kellydancer
12-25-2010, 07:34 PM
Ok, I hate to be upset, but my mom made most of Christmas dinner and my grandma praised my uncle more because he cooked the ham. My mom also bought most of the dinner and my uncle didn't spend any money at all. I love the holidays but seems they often cause so much annoyance.

miss1dancypants
12-25-2010, 09:17 PM
ok question people, this didn't seem significant enough to post as its own thread but i feel like i have to ask...

do you ever go on facebook... and be like "oh i wonder how so and so is doing i haven't talked to them in months" then type their name in and click on their profile and then saw that they deleted you as friends...? this has happened to me like 3 times and it makes me feel really shitty :/ especially if its not someone who i ever had a problem with (or thought had a problem with me). what do you think?

Kellydancer
12-25-2010, 09:27 PM
ok question people, this didn't seem significant enough to post as its own thread but i feel like i have to ask...

do you ever go on facebook... and be like "oh i wonder how so and so is doing i haven't talked to them in months" then type their name in and click on their profile and then saw that they deleted you as friends...? this has happened to me like 3 times and it makes me feel really shitty :/ especially if its not someone who i ever had a problem with (or thought had a problem with me). what do you think?

Maybe they deleted you unintentionally? I had someone accidentally unfriend me when they went to block a spam profile. That would bother me if they didn't explain it. This would make a great thread). Never had that happen so far intentionally on Facebook (though an unemployment site on Facebook blocked me for calling the mod a left wing nut job, which she is). On MySpace I had a few unfriend me because they believed lies someone else said about me.

Kisca
12-26-2010, 01:43 AM
I am getting sick with some of the males on this forum whom post random crap and ADVICE.. Advice for us... Get the fuck away! They're coming from nowhere....

livingdeadgirl
12-26-2010, 07:04 AM
ok question people, this didn't seem significant enough to post as its own thread but i feel like i have to ask...

do you ever go on facebook... and be like "oh i wonder how so and so is doing i haven't talked to them in months" then type their name in and click on their profile and then saw that they deleted you as friends...? this has happened to me like 3 times and it makes me feel really shitty :/ especially if its not someone who i ever had a problem with (or thought had a problem with me). what do you think?

yep thats happend to me to. I (usually) dont try to re-add or say anything. FUCK EM :P although sometimes facebook is glitchy and Ive had people message me asking why Ive defriended them When I never did. So it couldve been something like that?


ahhh i got fucking awesome christmas presents this year! :D i freakin love bobbi brown so much!!

kaiarose
12-26-2010, 11:03 AM
Wow. I woke up on the WRONG side of the bed today, boy... RAWR >:( My daughter is home for Xmas break and she's up at the crack of dawn every morning, she's annoying the hell outta me! I hate to say that but, fuck.
I didn't work out at all last week, had our club's xmas party and ate everything in sight, had xmas at the in-laws and ate more shit, have been eating everything at home out of boredom... I see the beginning of a double chin and I haven't tanned since 2 weeks ago.. I is not a happy cat. I was about to go out the door to workout and my fucking Ipod wasn't charged...grrrrr..... I just want to scream!!! This is going to be a hardcore workout when I do finally make it there.

kaiarose
12-26-2010, 11:05 AM
I am getting sick with some of the males on this forum whom post random crap and ADVICE.. Advice for us... Get the fuck away! They're coming from nowhere....

That is why I proposed the idea of having certain parts of this forum private. I guess I will send a private msg to Pryce personally...

Kellydancer
12-26-2010, 11:11 AM
I am getting sick with some of the males on this forum whom post random crap and ADVICE.. Advice for us... Get the fuck away! They're coming from nowhere....

I've gotten some great advice from a few male posters and I think several are cool, but so many others are jerks. I especially dislike several of the sexist male posters who either think all stripper are whores or that men don't want to date women with careers (whether those careers are dancing, other sex industry jobs, or any career in generaL).

ArmySGT.
12-26-2010, 12:12 PM
That is why I proposed the idea of having certain parts of this forum private. I guess I will send a private msg to Pryce personally...

That's been back and forth for YEARS, if it was going to happen it would have.

This often turns into "I'm a more real than, your real" exclusivity game. Do you want to have to prove to Cabal of unknown persons your gender and Stripper skills?

Want to be ranked? Want to prove your worthiness? Want to others to accept you as as Stripper and into the graceful Arms of Dancer Nirvana?

That was the Locker Room an exclusive portion of this site that was Dancers only.

All it became was a exclusive group of posters, and fostered ill will among the Dancers. Only the Cool Strippers could be in the Locker room. Don't work the Champagne rooms in Las Vegas or NYC? Then your not LR Material.

Becareful what you wish for.

Kellydancer
12-26-2010, 12:18 PM
That's been back and forth for YEARS, if it was going to happen it would have.

This often turns into "I'm a more real thna your real" exclusivity game. Do you want to have to prove to Cabal of unknown persons your gender and Stripper skills.

Want to be ranked? Want to prove your worthiness? Want to others to accept you as as Stripper and into the graceful Arms of Dancer Nirvana?

That was the Locker Room and exclusive portion of this site that was Dancers only.

All it became was a exclusive group of posters, and fostered ill will among the Dancers.

Becareful what you wish for.

I think you are one of the cool male posters, and there's many male posters here who rock (and they know who they are so I won't name them by name) but I get where she's going with that. As you know, there are many male posters here who try to say they know more about dancers than dancers do. There's others that are only here to brag about their exploits (real or imagined) with strippers. These male posters are annoying. I actually had one male poster awhile back in pms (this was many months ago) tell me in a pm that he thought I was lying about being a clean dancer because "dancers are whores". I deleted the message and I believe the poster is gone, but this is still something some guys here believe.

kaiarose
12-26-2010, 12:24 PM
That's been back and forth for YEARS, if it was going to happen it would have.

This often turns into "I'm a more real than, your real" exclusivity game. Do you want to have to prove to Cabal of unknown persons your gender and Stripper skills?

Want to be ranked? Want to prove your worthiness? Want to others to accept you as as Stripper and into the graceful Arms of Dancer Nirvana?

That was the Locker Room an exclusive portion of this site that was Dancers only.

All it became was a exclusive group of posters, and fostered ill will among the Dancers. On the Cool Strippers could be in the Locker room. Don't work the Champagne rooms in Las Vegas or NYC? Then your not LC Material.

Becareful what you wish for.



The only parts that I think should be private are Ladies Only and Life Support... The boys shouldn't be posting in either one anyways, IMO... If someone does want a male perspective then perhaps she can post somewhere the blues can see... I come here for advice/support from my fellow dancers and sometimes I don't want blues to be able to see that I have a hemmroid (sp?) in my ass or I just miscarried (for example) Whether I'm supposed to or not, I do a little networking on this site and I don't want any prospects to get turned off and not come and see me.. Selfish, I know :P