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The Contessa
04-06-2011, 06:00 PM
No, I'm not going to date you just because your imdb is longer than Ron Jeremy's dick. And no, you AREN'T identical to Patrick Dempsey. You just play him on TV.
penandink1019
04-06-2011, 06:34 PM
My lower back is killing me. Ironically, I spent the better part of the day driving the new gal pal to her chiropractor for her own back troubles. :(
Kellydancer
04-06-2011, 08:43 PM
I have on tv and they are talking about the royal wedding. Even though I am part British (my paternal grandmother was an English war bride and my dad was almost born there) I have zero interest in it. Oh and I am distantly related to the British royals and I still don't care about this royal wedding. Maybe I would if I lived in England and maybe then I would be attending. Otherwise it's not interesting to me.
DesuvsDeath
04-06-2011, 09:54 PM
Some fat girl is harassing me because I mentioned organ donation being against my religion.
I didn't know fat, ignorant rednecks even know HOW to use the internet.
Kisca
04-07-2011, 02:16 AM
I need to get myself in better state.. Wake up feeling great, go down feeling worse. Why is my mind so screwed ? Why cant I just worry about normal things people worry about .. Instead im playing games with my mind.. One thought that is messing with me is that I keep on thinking my ex and I will get back together. When I truely know, its not good for me, its not going to happen, and its unheathly for me in the long run. While he walks around like nothing happened. I need to think more logically than emotionally.
livingdeadgirl
04-07-2011, 05:33 AM
kisca,
Your ex is probably alot better at hiding his emotions than you are. I bet hes not as over it as he says he is..hes just better at pretending to be.
Also the fact that you are aknowledging your emotions and starting to deal with them is the first step to making you happy. Stay strong gurl.
LOL,
so this morning Im walking through the safeway parking lot after getting coffee and this woman stops me. Explains she has two kids and is stuck here from co springs or something and needs gas...
I tell her I can give her 5 bucks. She goes "um, can you give me a twenty and I can mail it back to you?" UMM? nope! and now your not getting that five either! (She didnt even have any damn kids with her)
person
04-07-2011, 05:52 AM
Made my small contribution to the stripper economy for the week. But then sleep started feeling more attractive. D'oh.
chanzep
04-07-2011, 06:26 AM
I have on tv and they are talking about the royal wedding. Even though I am part British (my paternal grandmother was an English war bride and my dad was almost born there) I have zero interest in it. Oh and I am distantly related to the British royals and I still don't care about this royal wedding. Maybe I would if I lived in England and maybe then I would be attending. Otherwise it's not interesting to me.
I live here in London and Im not interested in it, Londons gonna be a nightmare, if I was not saving right now, I would be jetting out of here that weekend trust me!
Also work was crap last night really bad, I shoulda stayed at home and not missed Kaiaroses new boobies!
kaiarose
04-07-2011, 10:41 AM
Last night at work was AMAZING for me!!! :D I still can't get over it. Nights like that make me love working and far outnumber and outweigh the nights where it feels like I'm pulling teeth.
I only had to go up on stage twice the whole night (yay!) and every guy I talked to got at least 2 dances and tipped me really well without me even asking. Everyone I spoke to was soooo sweet, not a single grabby asshole. And I spent the last 2 hours in a CR with the nicest guy who clicked very well with my personality so time seemed to fly by!
So close too though... one of these nights I'm gonna break $1k!
Yay!! good for you :) I can't wait to go back to work and finally possibly make 1K. I've worked 8 years and have only broken the 1K mark like 4 times :/
Kellydancer
04-07-2011, 12:22 PM
I need to get myself in better state.. Wake up feeling great, go down feeling worse. Why is my mind so screwed ? Why cant I just worry about normal things people worry about .. Instead im playing games with my mind.. One thought that is messing with me is that I keep on thinking my ex and I will get back together. When I truely know, its not good for me, its not going to happen, and its unheathly for me in the long run. While he walks around like nothing happened. I need to think more logically than emotionally.
I went through the same thing with the last guy I went out with, only I don't know why. I've never gotten obsessed with any guy I dumped or was dumped but with this guy I was over obsessed. We didn't even date long (though I've known him years). I kept thinking we'd get back together, that he'd realize how special I was, etc. However, since July I've called him twice, sent him a Christmas card, sent him a heartfelt email, even confronted him when I found his online profile and emailed/called him when he unfriended and blocked me on Facebook. He hasn't contacted me ONCE. He didn't even call me for Christmas or even my birthday. For the longest time I had so many horrible thoughts of screwing over an innocent man to "get even" only it wouldn't hurt him, it would hurt someone else. I still have these thoughts from time to time but they are subsiding. However, I do know I won't let myself get hurt so I will take my time with someone else, and date several guys until I find a guy who won't hurt me. The thing is I knew this guy was a bad choice from the beginning but overlooked the warnings. I know people who started dating after he broke my heart who are now engaged. If I had moved on the first time he dumped me I may have found a better man.
kaiarose
04-07-2011, 01:03 PM
I'm gonna head into work early tonight since the manager thinks it's gonna be really busy today. I guess there's some sporting game going on? So we'll see how tonight goes!
I'm gonna take some pics in the dressing room with my new dress. I wore it last night and everybody seemed to definitely love it. And I must confess I love stripper clothes, it's like a guilty pleasure for me... stripper fashion haha.
Anddd I got my new Victoria's Secret bikini in the mail today... it's gorgeous... can't wait to wear it on my mini vacation :drool:...
I'm going to hunt you down and steal allllll your stripper clothes!!! Mwahahahaha!!
_Avery_
04-07-2011, 01:37 PM
3OH3 is so gangsta!
Happy to only have gained 14lbs so far....considering I had gained 23lbs already with Gage and I was only 6 months then!!! Definitely not going to gain 50lbs with this one...I'm thinking around 25.....as long as I continue to eat healthy and exercise. :)
MistyRose
04-07-2011, 01:54 PM
I just read an article about a woman who lost 250 pounds. How come I'm too lazy to lose 25?? *sigh*
Ashly06
04-07-2011, 04:05 PM
^^You're not alone!!
Mindy Bares All
04-07-2011, 07:53 PM
My boss is fucking crazy. He said that he wants the world to end like in 2012. Seriously. When I mentioned that the world is a crazy screwed up place, but I perfer alive to dead, he called me a baby and said that I don't know anything about life and think that life is so easy. He told me to go to college and then talk to him in 20 years.
Yeah, you know what? Life is so easy for me. I get everything I want, whenever I want it. Because the Universe loves me, and gives me what I want. I love the law of attraction.
ArmySGT.
04-07-2011, 10:09 PM
I needed a laugh and I found one. ;D
CaramelLeche
04-07-2011, 10:39 PM
Being at the mall reminds me of minimum wage. I walk through proudly knowing I make more in 1 day then they make in a week. Or two. I use to work there when I was 17, living at home with my parents. So it was literally pocket change. So glad I will never have to work there again :)
chanzep
04-08-2011, 02:50 AM
work is still blah but whatever, im going shopping, spa and dinner today whoo!8)
The Contessa
04-08-2011, 04:41 AM
It's really funny how the Mexicans here suddenly "learn" english as they are pleading to save their balls from the wrath of my stripper heel after they try and tongue my asshole in a dance.
Similarly, I have officially given someone a black eye.
Also interesting to note that though I am planning on leaving my crappy club, the management really took care of me. Not only did they kick him out on my command, but as it was the end of my shift they detained him outside until I had LONG gone.
Redwolf
04-08-2011, 05:53 AM
I live here in London and Im not interested in it, Londons gonna be a nightmare, if I was not saving right now, I would be jetting out of here that weekend trust me!
Also work was crap last night really bad, I shoulda stayed at home and not missed Kaiaroses new boobies!
I am thinking that Kaiarose's new boobs are more exciting and enjoyable than the royal wedding. Certainly, they are more not-to-be-missed.
deedee at the beach
04-08-2011, 06:40 AM
EEWWWWW! Please, please. someone tell me why the fuck do men do that???
Somebody just sent me another unsolicited dick pick with nasty grey pubes LMAO!!!!
kaiarose
04-08-2011, 07:07 AM
So many things on my mind today and it's only 8:58 a.m.
Woke up late and had to drive my daughter to school. Thank god it's literally 3 mins from our house because I'm not suppose to be driving yet. I could actually feel my implant move a little when I made a turn. *shudder*
These meds make me feel like I do when I'm coming down from X, you know that depressed kinda out of place feeling, and I really hate it. I feel almost homesick even though I'm home. It's so hard to explain :/
My hubby left his phone here on accident when he went to work so I was curious and read his text msgs. One of his msgs was to his guy friend saying that he wants his life back because since my surgery he's been doing everything. Well I am so fucking sorry!!! Of course I won't mention finding that to him..
Ohhh what else... My mom's sister (my aunt) has been in the ICU since the day before my surgery because she is an extreme alcoholic and was found unconscious on her bathroom floor after drinking rubbing alcohol. Her liver is pretty much depleted, as are her kidneys,lungs and heart. She's on life support and her hubby wants to pull the plug Saturday. My mom is a wreck, I'm on these meds and trying to heal and so all of this is just piled on and making everything ten times worse! Anyways, that's it...
penandink1019
04-08-2011, 09:28 AM
An extremely nice white guy I know just received a heartbreaking diagnosis of Stage 3 melanoma. I can't help but thinking that his choice of moving his family to an equatorial island a dozen years ago was part of this sad story. Worse, his young son, who grew up on the island, has Albino traits, so I hope he's been staying out of the sun. I love the tropics, but there's an evolutionary reason why dark-skinned people have flourished in these regions and lighter-skinned folks (like me) are stuck in the colder, overcast climes.
MistyRose
04-08-2011, 09:29 AM
^^You're not alone!!
I hear you! I even LIKE healthy food, I just need to organize myself and that is my weak side. Blah. Now I'm getting depressed looking at the pretty sundresses that I can afford to buy, but can't afford to wear, lol.
What's on my mind: For fucks sake, I don't want to fall asleep at 9 am and sleep till 5 pm. I don't want to. Why does my brain refuse to listen? And why does it not awake to a million alarms ringing like crazy?
penandink1019
04-08-2011, 09:30 AM
I'm on these meds and trying to heal and so all of this is just piled on and making everything ten times worse! Anyways, that's it...
Awwww. Feel better. Go find a bathroom mirror and admire those beautiful new boobies! That'll cheer you up. (Cheered me up.) }:D
JayATee
04-08-2011, 10:06 AM
I have had nothing but sex dreams all night. If this is what being pregnant is going to be I am in for a long obnoxious 8 months. I haven't had a sex dream since I was 14...
kaiarose
04-08-2011, 10:25 AM
Wow. Just had a knock down, blow out fight with my bff over the phone. We got our boobs done together and I have sent her pics of mine and she won't send me any of hers. So I got pissed off. We are suppose to be recovering and going through this together, ya know?! So I told her "Whatever. That's bullshit. Have a happy recovery." So it was a bit snippy but nothing to make her reply with the things she said. I mean she dug deep. She asked me if my husband knows that my regular paid for my boobs (which obviously she knows that he doesn't, and it's not sexual I'm paying this guy back. He was suppose to co-sign for me at first but decided he didn't want to take a chance of his wife seeing something in the mail etc...) and then she throws it in my face that this was her idea first and I only did it because she did, blah blah blah... This is semi-true. We talked about getting them done together back in November, I backed out because I couldn't afford it but she was going to go ahead with it. A few months later I got my regular to help me and I was back in the game. This whole time she and I were excited about having someone to go through this with and recovering together and coming back together and banking, etc... So for her to throw all that in my face because I was peeved that she got to see mine but not vice versa, is beyond bullshit. I called her a cunt, a bitch, a low blowing, cold hearted bitch.
My heart is beating outta my chest, adrenaline going, I want to cry, these meds are making me crazy, I lost my bff and I'm losing my mind! I hate SW for being so readily available for me to sound like a fucking nutcase!!!!!!!! I need to go away. Lay down. Cry.
You know there is probably a good reason she didn't want to show you. Yours turned out great. Not all of them do.
kaiarose
04-08-2011, 10:59 AM
You know there is probably a good reason she didn't want to show you. Yours turned out great. Not all of them do.
First off, thank you :)
Second, that may be true but this is what the whole "we're recovering together" thing was all about. I just wanted a pic, she could've said the reason she didn't want to show me but instead took 2 very low blows at me. It really hurt :'( It's not often you find friends in this business (I really don't have any, well except for her and now who knows) and to be insulted like that really knocked the wind outta me. And yes I said some mean things but she hit some sore spots.
JayATee
04-08-2011, 11:00 AM
^ When I had my surgery I was on an emotional roller coaster for months after. May have nothing to do with you honey.
First off, thank you :)
Second, that may be true but this is what the whole "we're recovering together" thing was all about. I just wanted a pic, she could've said the reason she didn't want to show me but instead took 2 very low blows at me. It really hurt :'( It's not often you find friends in this business (I really don't have any, well except for her and now who knows) and to be insulted like that really knocked the wind outta me. And yes I said some mean things but she hit some sore spots.
I'm not saying what she did was justified, but i'm sure you can understand how she might feel if hers didn't turn out that good. Specially after seeing yours.
kaiarose
04-08-2011, 11:02 AM
That's probably true... since we are both on that ride it's like double whammy :( I want to cry. I'm weaning off these things. I don't like this at all.
JayATee
04-08-2011, 11:04 AM
That's probably true... since we are both on that ride it's like double whammy :( I want to cry. I'm weaning off these things. I don't like this at all.
Aww honey, it gets better and they're so worth it. Take a deep breath. Everything will be ok and I'm sure she'll call and apologize. :hug:
kaiarose
04-08-2011, 11:05 AM
I'm not saying what she did was justified, but i'm sure you can understand how she might feel if hers didn't turn out that good. Specially after seeing yours.
I know, know... People weren't lying when they said the medicine depresses you. I'm gonna look back on my posts here and feel so foolish. *sigh*
I know, know... People weren't lying when they said the medicine depresses you. I'm gonna look back on my posts here and feel so foolish. *sigh*
It's not foolish, you were depending on her to get through this and now it feels like she turned on you. It's a perfectly understandable and valid reaction.
Ashly06
04-08-2011, 11:11 AM
Ahhhh work last night was just as good as Wednesday night for me!!! ;D My goal was to make my 3 months rent and estimated utilities for those months in 2 shifts and I DID IT!!! I wrote my goals on a sticky note and posted it on my bedroom wall and read it everyday (even when I wasn't going into work that night LOL). Guess it worked!
Now whatever I make the rest of this month AND in the next 3 months is strictly for groceries and savings. Yay!
This makes me soooo ready to become a dancer!!! If I could just get over my stage freight...
JayATee
04-08-2011, 11:12 AM
This makes me soooo ready to become a dancer!!! If I could just get over my stage freight...
Deep breath babe. You can do it. ;)
Kellydancer
04-08-2011, 12:29 PM
I'm reading this and hoping Kaiarose gets better soon. I've never had my boobs done but have had surgery and surgery hurts for weeks afterwards. I had my knee fixed in 2005 and for weeks I was in pain. The pain will pass and you'll be happy you had it done.
Kellydancer
04-08-2011, 12:30 PM
EEWWWWW! Please, please. someone tell me why the fuck do men do that???
When I did online dating I had many guys do that. Why they do it I have no idea because that automatically puts them in the no way in hell am I even meeting them.
_Avery_
04-08-2011, 12:58 PM
You wish you were my sweater?
BWA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA omg...and I've thought I heard it all
LuckyLane
04-08-2011, 01:18 PM
Hope you are feeling better kaiarose...and don't feel foolish at all! All those meds really do make you feel off for awhile. You'll start feeling like yourself again soon and it will all be worth it!
I just got my new shoes! I LOVE them! ;D
Mindy Bares All
04-08-2011, 01:35 PM
Last night, I was on stripclublist.com and SW when my mom came in the room. So, to hide SW, I clicked on the tab for strip club list, and pulled up skype. It didn't dawn on me until that there was an ad for porn with a chick holding/sucking cocks on it just sitting there in view, until she said something. "WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT?!"
THAT. Was the most embarrassing moment of my life.
kaiarose
04-08-2011, 01:52 PM
Thanks everyone for the kind words... A good cry does do wonders sometimes :)
pixierocksonthepole
04-08-2011, 02:07 PM
I become giddy as all hell when my husband calls! I love hearing that mans voice!!
Mindy Bares All
04-08-2011, 03:11 PM
^^^^^ That made me "awwwww."
ArmySGT.
04-08-2011, 03:56 PM
Last night, I was on stripclublist.com and SW when my mom came in the room. So, to hide SW, I clicked on the tab for strip club list, and pulled up skype. It didn't dawn on me until that there was an ad for porn with a chick holding/sucking cocks on it just sitting there in view, until she said something. "WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT?!"
THAT. Was the most embarrassing moment of my life.
Next time have another browser open with CNN or something open too.
There are some apps like "kill them all" that shutdown all your browsers at the same time.
Ashly06
04-08-2011, 04:12 PM
So frustrated right now!! :'( :(
JayATee
04-09-2011, 01:03 AM
Why am I not sleeping?! :'(
chanzep
04-09-2011, 05:30 AM
I had a amazing day yesterday, wonderful spa, amazing restaurant and the best company ever, Im so glad my friend moved back to England I missed her so much x, now back to reality!
unbeleavable
04-09-2011, 07:50 AM
I need to sell something...2 weeks into April & no sales!