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LuckyLane
04-17-2011, 06:09 PM
<---Iz jealous! hehe ;)

sananeko
04-17-2011, 06:21 PM
I miss hard wood floors..

Almost Jaded
04-17-2011, 07:48 PM
I hate reading posts from awesome women going through shitty stuff, especially relationship stuff. After catching up on 4 pages of this thread, that's what's on my mind right now, lol.

Which makes me think of a couple of my most awesomest guy friends who are with shitty chicks and could do SO much better.

*sigh*

We need a way to match peoples shitty SO's with each other so the cool people can get together and have relationships as awesome as mine. :D

I realize how that sounded, but seriously - what I have with MM (and our GF, she's part of it) is so amazing that I look back on where I've been before and it all seems so... Silly. And then I hear about other people's relationship BS and I want to scream "WAKE THE FUCK UP! YOU DON'T HAVE TO SETTLE LIKE THAT!!". And then I hear from or read about amazing people dealing with shitty people and just think - I know so many people that could be so happy if they all knew each other...

Okay, I'll stop rambling now...

Kisca
04-17-2011, 08:05 PM
OMG!!! The guy Im seeing, told me his friend got shot thats why he didnt have time to answer my msgs...I thought he was making it up... BUT HOLY SHIT.. I just caught it on the news.... Scary stuff. The guy is dead... He tried to stop a fight where someone got robbed.

4everresolutions
04-17-2011, 08:16 PM
^I saw that on the news too! OMG! I can't believe that. Makes it seem much more real now. Weird.

I hope your guy is alright. That's rough.

JayATee
04-17-2011, 09:23 PM
Im having a miserable few days and second guessing everything. :'(

And ahh mint tea. I have finally found something that actually helps the nausea! Yay!

Almost Jaded
04-17-2011, 09:28 PM
My back hurts. Like, more than usual, which is a lot already. And then there was this weird tender as hell spot on the base of my lower left thumb near the wrist. Like, OOOUUUCCHH to the touch tender. So of course I pushed on it, and got weird twitches. So I looked up that pressure point. Lower back and or bladder. Big surprise. :rolleyes:

princessjas
04-17-2011, 09:35 PM
I hate reading posts from awesome women going through shitty stuff, especially relationship stuff. After catching up on 4 pages of this thread, that's what's on my mind right now, lol.

Which makes me think of a couple of my most awesomest guy friends who are with shitty chicks and could do SO much better.

*sigh*

We need a way to match peoples shitty SO's with each other so the cool people can get together and have relationships as awesome as mine. :D

I realize how that sounded, but seriously - what I have with MM (and our GF, she's part of it) is so amazing that I look back on where I've been before and it all seems so... Silly. And then I hear about other people's relationship BS and I want to scream "WAKE THE FUCK UP! YOU DON'T HAVE TO SETTLE LIKE THAT!!". And then I hear from or read about amazing people dealing with shitty people and just think - I know so many people that could be so happy if they all knew each other...

Okay, I'll stop rambling now...
Hmm, I recently met a local guy who was a pretty good match for me (if he could keep the emo stuff down he'd be perfect)....but he is sticking with the girl he got with while I was in rehab, even though she's pretty fugly and not as good a match. It's a loyalty issue to him. He may "wanna punch himself in the fucking face" for starting something while he thought I wasn't interested, but he'll see it through to the end....which has already included one break up and a four hour commute. People are just weird! I think I'll just stick with my gf and Daddy! GF drives me nuts enough! Can't handle more emo shit!

firemaiden04
04-17-2011, 09:37 PM
I love my fiancee so much :)
Joe is so perfect for me that it's like he was tailor made. Lol, I have a bespoke boyfriend. He's fantastic, and I can't imagine being happier in a relationship.

princessjas
04-17-2011, 09:42 PM
Im having a miserable few days and second guessing everything. :'(

And ahh mint tea. I have finally found something that actually helps the nausea! Yay!

Ginger tea is great too! Boil fresh ginger and some lemon slices. also sniffing lemon will help. I had extreme nausea and literally couldn't stop throwing up for the first 3 mos or so, after I weaned off the anti nausea stuff for chemo patients these kept me mostly from throwing up! They were like little miracles!

JayATee
04-17-2011, 10:39 PM
Ginger tea is great too! Boil fresh ginger and some lemon slices. also sniffing lemon will help. I had extreme nausea and literally couldn't stop throwing up for the first 3 mos or so, after I weaned off the anti nausea stuff for chemo patients these kept me mostly from throwing up! They were like little miracles!

Actual ginger root? I have to be honest, I half wish I was throwing up. That way I might feel better. This is somehow worse and I constantly have the worst taste in my mouth. I have to wonder how people do this more than once willingly. LoL.

anouk.oui
04-17-2011, 11:09 PM
im still fuming over last sat night.
we had a new dancer manager filling in who normally works behind the bar.
so the story is, all dancers working 7 hrs on sat night are guaranteed a 250 retainer incase they make less.
so this guy puts me on the stage like 15 min stage here, then 15 min break, then another 15 min stage and i do this ALL NIGHT.
he keeps going oh i dont have girls blah blah while he always put my friend n i up coz he only knows our names and the new bitches were free to roam.
then he told us we havent maid our retainer yet so we need to do MORE PODIUMS
im thinkin like muthafucka the reason why is coz were not gonna make that from 2 dollar tipping dollas obviously and we havnt had time to go around and ask for dances coz he would come up to us, come in to the bathroom, or when were talking to a customer and put us on stage.
i was so angry by the end of the night i had a bruise on one knee and the other was bleeding, i was really tired and angry and normally i make at least double the retainer but thanks to him i havent even made over it and i worked this fucken hard for whats supposed to be guaranteed contingency money
ANGRYYYY

Almost Jaded
04-17-2011, 11:26 PM
At some point did you point out to him that the other girls weren't going up? That you have to sell dances to make retainer? :???:

The new managers and dancers at a place with a name that rhymes with Bustler have gotten so bad that as of last night MM & GF#1 refuse to work there anymore. Amazing how somebody can dump $47M into a place and then run it that fucking badly. :rolleyes:

4everresolutions
04-17-2011, 11:59 PM
So upset.

tempest666
04-18-2011, 01:00 AM
I love my boyfriend I just wish he didn't freak out about driving into the city so much! and me driving to the city by myself, oooh forget it!

Jessie_tinydancer
04-18-2011, 01:30 AM
im still fuming over last sat night.
we had a new dancer manager filling in who normally works behind the bar.
so the story is, all dancers working 7 hrs on sat night are guaranteed a 250 retainer incase they make less.
so this guy puts me on the stage like 15 min stage here, then 15 min break, then another 15 min stage and i do this ALL NIGHT.
he keeps going oh i dont have girls blah blah while he always put my friend n i up coz he only knows our names and the new bitches were free to roam.
then he told us we havent maid our retainer yet so we need to do MORE PODIUMS
im thinkin like muthafucka the reason why is coz were not gonna make that from 2 dollar tipping dollas obviously and we havnt had time to go around and ask for dances coz he would come up to us, come in to the bathroom, or when were talking to a customer and put us on stage.
i was so angry by the end of the night i had a bruise on one knee and the other was bleeding, i was really tired and angry and normally i make at least double the retainer but thanks to him i havent even made over it and i worked this fucken hard for whats supposed to be guaranteed contingency money
ANGRYYYY

And thats why I dont work retainer shifts :( They dont bug the girls who are not on retainer to do podiums because they need to make sure they get the retainer girls over the line first. Although I probably did twice as many podiums as normal too. On sat I actually prefer to do tons of podiums tho since usually they are more what youd get from a 15 min dance. They were real asses on sat tho so I dont blame you for feeling poop!

Kisca
04-18-2011, 01:44 AM
So upset.

Whats wrong?! PM me or call me anytime if you need to talk. xox

luscious sadie
04-18-2011, 02:05 AM
the guy that I met in a club, whose number I got, who I have texted almost every day for the last month and who is in my bed at this moment...

he is someone I could fall in love with and settle down with happily. And he would never ask me to stop stripping. And he thinks that I'm the best thing in the world (and I think he's pretty great, too).

anouk.oui
04-18-2011, 02:31 AM
And thats why I dont work retainer shifts :( They dont bug the girls who are not on retainer to do podiums because they need to make sure they get the retainer girls over the line first. Although I probably did twice as many podiums as normal too. On sat I actually prefer to do tons of podiums tho since usually they are more what youd get from a 15 min dance. They were real asses on sat tho so I dont blame you for feeling poop!

yeah i know lol nikita says she doesnt do them either coz she dont wanna be bitched around for a lousy amount of money.
i dont know i find sat nights are usually a hit or miss for me coz its mostly bucks parties and i lack the patience for them so i try to seek out individuals but there arent that many. like last week i had a really good one but this was absolute shit, also coz i was feeling so tired and angry by the end of it i didnt even wanna stay the last hour to hustle coz i was scared hes gonna make me do podiums.
i tried to explain to him that i need to go sell dances and there are plenty of new girls sitting around doing nothing but he kept hunting me down and insisting i go dance.
i think its coz he kinda only knew our names and a few others but yeah talk about lack of understanding for our jobs.
apparently it was a full moon that night too that explains it

LuckyLane
04-18-2011, 02:43 AM
I've been so ridiculously hungry the last few days for no apparent reason. I've been good about not eating too much even though I feel like I'm starving, but I've still somehow put on a couple pounds. What the hell?!

Jessie_tinydancer
04-18-2011, 04:55 AM
^ I always feel like Im starving and its sooooo annoying. Because I eat too much as it is haha

kaiarose
04-18-2011, 06:32 AM
As of right now I'm planning on going back to work next Tuesday. I figured I'd start on a slow night and ease my way back into everything. I'm so nervous! I'm going to be extra boring onstage because now I can't even do floorwork. Basically I'm going to have to stand there and spin in circles. I have to re-learn what to do with my hands because I never had boobies before. Ugh, I'm just over-thinking things waaaay too much :( Plus, I hope I don't hurt myself doing lapdances. You never realize how much you use your pec muscles :/

Almost Jaded
04-18-2011, 07:07 AM
Have you already recovered to the point you can work again?!?! The girls I know that got implants spent weeks or even months before they were physically able to do much of anything!

I hope 4ever is okay... :(

I has a happy for luscious sadie - nice to hear something like that after all the things I ranted about earlier. :)

I hate hate hate hate hate our 2nd car. I bought it for MM 'cuz it was cute and fit her personality and was in the budget - overlooking all the things I knew about that particular make and model and a few other things that no self respecting car guy would overlook. I am paying for this indiscretion now while we have to rely on that fucking hunk of shit until things with the finance company and insurance company get worked out now that my baby has officially been totaled out. It realized last week that it was our sole mode of transportation, and fucking bitch that it is has broken down 3 times in 8 days. I want to destroy it but am forced to fix it instead. And it is a motherfucker of a car to work on. Grrr.

_Avery_
04-18-2011, 07:16 AM
I want to cry.
<---Jealous of everyone who is in nice, warm, short wearing weather.
Not use to this shit.
Snow in the middle of fucking April?!
I can't handle this.

kaiarose
04-18-2011, 07:22 AM
Have you already recovered to the point you can work again?!?! The girls I know that got implants spent weeks or even months before they were physically able to do much of anything!

I hope 4ever is okay... :(

I has a happy for luscious sadie - nice to hear something like that after all the things I ranted about earlier. :)

I hate hate hate hate hate our 2nd car. I bought it for MM 'cuz it was cute and fit her personality and was in the budget - overlooking all the things I knew about that particular make and model and a few other things that no self respecting car guy would overlook. I am paying for this indiscretion now while we have to rely on that fucking hunk of shit until things with the finance company and insurance company get worked out now that my baby has officially been totaled out. It realized last week that it was our sole mode of transportation, and fucking bitch that it is has broken down 3 times in 8 days. I want to destroy it but am forced to fix it instead. And it is a motherfucker of a car to work on. Grrr.


Mostly.. The dr. gave me the ok to go back to work if I felt up to it just no pole work or floor work. I don't do pole work anyways but getting down on the floor was the only thing going for me :-\ I wish I could afford to take a month or 2 off.. I mean, I could if I realllly scraped by for the next couple weeks but that's no fun. I'm actually really thinking about getting a different job like bartending or something for the next month or so just to have some pocket money and to heal p a bit. I think I'm going to go check out the classifieds..

princessjas
04-18-2011, 08:08 AM
Actual ginger root? I have to be honest, I half wish I was throwing up. That way I might feel better. This is somehow worse and I constantly have the worst taste in my mouth. I have to wonder how people do this more than once willingly. LoL.

Yep, slice it up pretty thin then throw in some lemon slices and boil it. Sipping it slowly was better than anything the Dr gave me. The lemon smell really helps too! I kept a half a cut lemon at my desk while I was preggo with my first.

firemaiden04
04-18-2011, 09:27 AM
Actual ginger root? I have to be honest, I half wish I was throwing up. That way I might feel better. This is somehow worse and I constantly have the worst taste in my mouth. I have to wonder how people do this more than once willingly. LoL.

When I was pregnant, I was constantly thirsty, and I also had that bad taste in my mouth all the time. I started making giant pitchers of purified water that had sliced lemon, sliced cucumber, sliced ginger root, and fresh mint leaves in it. I honestly could take or leave the ginger, but the rest of it was fantastic, and I could go through a pitcher of that a day. It was very refreshing and satisfied my thirst, and it also got rid of the bad taste in my mouth.

livingdeadgirl
04-18-2011, 10:12 AM
I dont wanna like 3oh!3

....but I cant help but bust a move to there songs whenever they come on.

The Contessa
04-18-2011, 10:37 AM
Today I'm going to sell scuzzy panties and all my living room furniture. I'm moving in with my BF at his beach apt soon, and until then my ungrateful messy asshole housemate won't have the pleasure of siting on all the living room furniture I provided. That's right bitches. I'm SELLING IT. Kiss my ass.
I'm also auditioning for a new club.
I will work a Monday night shift, either at my new club (maybe?) or my old club. I'll call up my cowboy custy and have him come in. I'm hoping I'll be able to pull the "only-hot-chick" card and make bank off all the customers that are there.

_Avery_
04-18-2011, 11:11 AM
I dont wanna like 3oh!3

....but I cant help but bust a move to there songs whenever they come on.

Aw, they're one of my top 3 favorite bands!! ;D

I <3 them!! :D

chanzep
04-18-2011, 11:18 AM
Enjoying a nice relaxing day off!, its gonna be warm tomorrow so going to the park, worked a hard weekend and managed to bank most of it because I did sunday aswell, i need to start working more!

penandink1019
04-18-2011, 12:20 PM
Happy Passover, kids. A nice holiday about freedom and endurance.

sananeko
04-18-2011, 01:36 PM
Grr they are having a fabric sale.. If I wasn't saving up for rent I would so have ten new outfits in the making.

chanzep
04-18-2011, 03:36 PM
^me too!

sananeko
04-18-2011, 06:43 PM
Well I finally tried one of those bag of dried mixed fruit from the store and it sucks.. He has no taste buds if he thinks this taste the same as mine...

miss1dancypants
04-18-2011, 07:10 PM
don't know how i'm going to make it through the rest of the semester :/

tempest666
04-18-2011, 08:29 PM
I wish I could find some nasty old man that can't get it up to give me lots and lots of $$$$

Mindy Bares All
04-18-2011, 10:37 PM
I love House. :)

4everresolutions
04-18-2011, 10:44 PM
^ Me too. Did you see tonights episode? I was really happy with the final decision. I wouldn't have been very happy if it was 'reversed'.

lestat1
04-18-2011, 11:09 PM
I wish love were less dream and more reality.

LuckyLane
04-18-2011, 11:51 PM
I love House. :)

Me too! I can't wait until this semester is over so I can catch up on the last season :)

Almost Jaded
04-18-2011, 11:52 PM
Best show ever.

Kisca
04-19-2011, 12:14 AM
I Agree ^^^ Cant wait to catch up on it!

The Contessa
04-19-2011, 02:46 AM
I miss Lost.

The Contessa
04-19-2011, 02:52 AM
I'm also still giggling that I did MJ moves in stripper heels for my last set on stage to a near empty house. So worth it.

sananeko
04-19-2011, 03:22 AM
I sometimes hate my creative side.. Its annoying me soo much that its 5 in the morning and I'm helping with a project cause he can't glue a stupid ribbon straight..

tempest666
04-19-2011, 03:48 AM
I can feel fat cells creeping on me bit by bit......ugh I didn't get to go to the gym tonight. I am gonna resemble that fat bitch if I don't work out soon.

_Avery_
04-19-2011, 07:43 AM
A little over 2 months, and then I can have a nice, cold, refreshing BEER!

kaiarose
04-19-2011, 08:29 AM
^ You can have a beer Avery! One beer. LOL

Kisca
04-19-2011, 09:28 AM
Bahhh.. I hate nights where I can barely sleep.. Now I know I'll be spenting most of my day sleeping!