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BigTittayHo
05-16-2011, 11:08 PM
Men are assholes!
tempest666
05-17-2011, 12:21 AM
>:( I love you pookie but I am not "your Mexican" MEXICANS are from MEXICO!!!! I was born in TX and my father is Irish dammit!
Lady Xplicit18
05-17-2011, 12:23 AM
Boyfriend, why the fuck don't you want our move-out date sooner? 5 weeks is too long of a wait damnit!!! >:(
sammii
05-17-2011, 01:02 AM
This is always where I go when free chat is slow, lol.
kaiarose
05-17-2011, 06:45 AM
Did you actually file an injured spouse form?
Yes ma'am!
whirlerz
05-17-2011, 07:58 AM
To all the neighbor f*cks & prop. mgr: Don't even try to fuck w/me, regardless of the circumstances. It's not my fault, & you know it. Trust me, I have a LOT of dirt on you all that I haven't used yet, not to mention a long memory, & you absolutely do not know who you're f*cking with.
You'd be very suprised to know the level I've been up against in the past, & won.
To the other a*hole: Hey, enjoy your new ride, & living situation. You think you've gotten away scott free, nope. Hey, you'll have some great memories to look back on, when you're sitting there in prison.
Mindy Bares All
05-17-2011, 06:21 PM
I just got my hair cut again, and I seriously look like Bart Simpson. :)
mediocrity
05-17-2011, 06:27 PM
I am so bored. Today is my day off but hubs is working, and unfortunately the company didn't put us up in a hotel where it's very walkable.
In other news I spoke to my superior about my impending training for promotion: looks like everything has been green lit, and starts Tuesday!
_Avery_
05-17-2011, 06:43 PM
I ate a Philly Cheese Steak and too much chocolate today.
I am not feeling good about myself. I always seem to indulge like that after a DR appointment.
Today is the last time that's happening...the guilt sucks.
sananeko
05-17-2011, 07:27 PM
grr.. I really need to make another work bench for me.. I'm really getting sick of flaky helpers.. But I really don't want to add a new bench to a place I'm never going to come back to in a few months..
chanzep
05-18-2011, 04:19 AM
just me in the house yay!
sammii
05-18-2011, 04:20 AM
Thank goddddd that my internet is back on. Talk about withdrawals.
whirlerz
05-18-2011, 08:18 AM
Gawd, whata B*tch you are..& I was a damn jerk for not seeing it/blowing you off previously..
You're beyond full of it, & full of yourself..btw your advice usualy BLOWS, why don't you take it sometime
You had real BALLS to say what you did the other day, you 'would've_____'. Uh-huh, sure::)
_Avery_
05-18-2011, 11:31 AM
It's the little things that make me realize how lucky I am.
Sometimes certain situations arise where it seems like my life is doomed, but I have the most amazing kid in the world (and another here soon), and I realize, shit isn't that bad.
I'm a lucky and genuinely happy person. :)
penandink1019
05-18-2011, 12:18 PM
This horrendous weather--albeit no flooding--is making me crazy. It's overcast, windy and goin' to rain. Grrrrrrrrr.
kaiarose
05-18-2011, 12:29 PM
Looking forward to dinner tonight... pot roast, mashed potatoes, biscuits..mmmmm... Perfect food for this shitty weather.
_Avery_
05-18-2011, 01:13 PM
Venting.
Mindy Bares All
05-18-2011, 01:24 PM
I am ridiculously bored.
NEVER. NEVER. Have I been this bored in my entire life.
Of this I am convinced.
lemiwinks31
05-18-2011, 01:26 PM
It's NOT okay to watch barely legal girls on cam....sorry, it's not. Not while I'm like this.
Thanks, once again, for making me feel like fucking shit.
no no no........go back up to to your previous post........read it again....
Mindy Bares All
05-18-2011, 01:31 PM
I do believe she was referring to her SO, and her current state of non-barely-legal-pregnant-ness.
Avery, you're smokin' hot no matter what. You could be dressed up like a clown and still be fucking sexy as hell. Don't let anyone else decide on your happiness. :)
princessjas
05-18-2011, 01:45 PM
I do believe she was referring to her SO, and her current state of non-barely-legal-pregnant-ness.
Avery, you're smokin' hot no matter what. You could be dressed up like a clown and still be fucking sexy as hell. Don't let anyone else decide on your happiness. :)
I agree! Also, pls consider leaving as soon as you are able! hubs seems to do nothing but make you feel terrible about yourself. Not cool at all!
(((hugs)))
sananeko
05-18-2011, 02:07 PM
Well I am close to finishing the frame. Tomorrow is going to be the make or break points.. I really don't trust the machines here.. so I'm hoping they will mess with those...
DesuvsDeath
05-18-2011, 02:49 PM
*sigh* It's all such bullshit.
I don't know WHY I put myself in these situations. LOL
sammii
05-18-2011, 02:52 PM
I just had the yummiest Subway sandwich ever. Now I just need to get my lazy ass to do something productive.
4everresolutions
05-18-2011, 03:15 PM
I can't bring myself to go into work because I hate the conditions. I swear I'm not faint-at-heart and I don't expect a lot of ritz, but clean restrooms and a non-piss covered toilet seat to sit my ass on while I change my tampon isn't a lot to ask.
Some of these fucking girls are animals. Worse than animals. Animals know to piss in the corner at least.
sammii
05-18-2011, 03:20 PM
This REALLY old creepy guy c2c with me, and kept saying "spread those lips, yeah baby." I'm scared to go back ... omg, I've never felt so creeped out. I lied in free chat and said I was in High School, and he kept saying "mm, I love High School girls." Omg, omg. Future pedophile.
Note to self: If you don't want creepy guys to c2c with you, don't say you're in High School. I swear I'm traumatized, lol. I'm scared to go back ... don't make me.
mediocrity
05-18-2011, 03:50 PM
I agree! Also, pls consider leaving as soon as you are able! hubs seems to do nothing but make you feel terrible about yourself. Not cool at all!
(((hugs)))
That seems a little extreme don't you think?
Avery, I know you feel terrible about the cam girls, I would too. But cheer up- he loves YOU, and is probably excited as hell about your new baby. I bet he's a good father. Plus you look like you took really good care of yourself during your pregnancy, so you'll be back to pre-baby state in no time at all! Things will be back to normal soon! *hugs!*
mediocrity
05-18-2011, 03:51 PM
I love giving my hubs pre-work blow jobs. That is all.
princessjas
05-18-2011, 04:30 PM
That seems a little extreme don't you think?
Avery, I know you feel terrible about the cam girls, I would too. But cheer up- he loves YOU, and is probably excited as hell about your new baby. I bet he's a good father. Plus you look like you took really good care of yourself during your pregnancy, so you'll be back to pre-baby state in no time at all! Things will be back to normal soon! *hugs!*
It just seems like there has been a history of him making a very postive person feel very awful. BTDT ended up with the low self esteem that comes with it, so I worry about someone else in a similar situation.
_Avery_
05-18-2011, 04:44 PM
Thanks ladies. Sometimes I just really need to vent, and sometimes I really do need to hear kind words and e-hugs always help. :)
I know for a fact he DOES love me, just wish he was attracted to me now, but soon...he will be again (HOPEFULLY! LOL).
He is definitely a GREAT dad, and am supppperrrr grateful for that.
I'm just being really hormonal right now too, I'm sure.
LOL, my previous post before my venting post was all happy, and a few hours later, I'm crying..lol
but thank you all. It's really awesome to have a place to go and have great people for an awesome support system. <3 <3 Thank you. :)
mediocrity
05-18-2011, 05:51 PM
Thanks ladies. Sometimes I just really need to vent, and sometimes I really do need to hear kind words and e-hugs always help. :)
I know for a fact he DOES love me, just wish he was attracted to me now, but soon...he will be again (HOPEFULLY! LOL).
He is definitely a GREAT dad, and am supppperrrr grateful for that.
I'm just being really hormonal right now too, I'm sure.
LOL, my previous post before my venting post was all happy, and a few hours later, I'm crying..lol
but thank you all. It's really awesome to have a place to go and have great people for an awesome support system. <3 <3 Thank you. :)
A lot of guys get weird when their wife or girlfriend is pregnant, especially in the later months. He will totally be like a teenage boy again once you have that baby- I bet he will be all OH HAI SEXY WIFEY!!
I'm glad you feel better, and hope things continue to improve. :)
NeedsHelp123
05-18-2011, 06:00 PM
A lot of guys get weird when their wife or girlfriend is pregnant, especially in the later months.
and a lot of guys, myself included find their woman sexier when they are pregnant and cannot keep their hands off of them and also realize that she can become self concious when pregnant so we make her feel even more desirable, how can you not find the woman carrying your baby sexy as hell?
Me and my exs' sex life was off of the charts insane when she was pregnant! she was hornier than ever, of course I had no problems accommodating that but sometimes too much so I couldn't keep up with her! :P I wanted to have another baby just so we could get it on like that again.. LOL
mediocrity
05-18-2011, 06:44 PM
^^ Different strokes, per usual. I would say it's 50-50. But no matter what, Avery is beautiful, pregnant or not!
tempest666
05-19-2011, 01:30 AM
:paperbag: Apparently I accidentally posted a VERY naughty picture on FB and had no idea it was there! :OI'm a little embarrassed and shocked nobody reported it
chanzep
05-19-2011, 11:36 AM
I wonder what my soup will taste like, day shift 50 quid boo!, going club tonight!
chanzep
05-19-2011, 12:03 PM
My pea and mint soup was good yum!, work time.
Anastasia Foxx
05-19-2011, 12:08 PM
UGH, all the rain & crappy weather has now transformed into MOSQUITOS
WTH is this? Exodus redeaux?
lemiwinks31
05-19-2011, 12:18 PM
:paperbag: Apparently I accidentally posted a VERY naughty picture on FB and had no idea it was there! :OI'm a little embarrassed and shocked nobody reported it
"Accidentally?"
yeah right......
unbeleavable
05-19-2011, 12:32 PM
I just want to hug a fat girl & tell her it's OK....
lemiwinks31
05-19-2011, 12:47 PM
In Vancouver last night, go to the 59 second point of the vid.
Ben Eager......Cool or Gay?
http://deadspin.com/5803485/ben-eager-was-the-most-interesting-man-in-the-world-last-night
penandink1019
05-19-2011, 12:49 PM
Gal pal drinks WAYYYYY too much, and is putting on a shocking amount of weight. What to do?
Almost Jaded
05-19-2011, 12:55 PM
Tell her. It won't help, but do it anyway.
Damn I'm tired. More stupid appointments, more pointless BS. I would so much rather be sleeping.
lemiwinks31
05-19-2011, 01:00 PM
Gal pal drinks WAYYYYY too much, and is putting on a shocking amount of weight. What to do?
you seem to have been around long enough to know what is going to happen......(ie not going to get better and probably going to get worse until she decides to get help.....etc)
give her a heads up...then extricate yourself from the relationship if it doesnt get better.
At least thats what naked grandma on the trampoline thinks.
miss1dancypants
05-19-2011, 02:34 PM
having SUCH a bad day :(
literally EVERYTHING is going wrong... here is my latest example from 5 mins ago..
was soaking my feet in vinegar to try to get rid of my toenail fungus (which i have to do every night for 30 minutes for 6 months to get rid of it) and was trying to cheer myself up so i was sitting on the edge of my bathtub doing my fingernails with a glass of water with lemon, trying to keep a positive attitude after such a shitty day. i go to reach for something and accidently knock over my glass of water and the glass shatters into a billion pieces into my bathtub :( so my nails are wet and i'm trying to clean it all out, there were litterally a ton of TINY pieces that kept stabbing me in my hands even though i was wearing gloves :( spent about 20 minutes trying to clean that up, i hope i got it all out, im gonna let my bf know when he gets home so he can check it...
so after all that, my manicure is ruined, and im sitting here crying. i still have to write 3 cover letters by tonight and figure out who i'm going to use for references for my internship. i don't know how i can write a whole cover letter page about why someone should hire me when i just feel SO crappy right now.
was supposed to do an amateur night tonight but i don't know... i can't decide... i would have to leave in an hour and a half and my bf wont be home for another 30 minutes and i need him to help me with my fake bake.
PLUS we are losing our apt and moving in with his mom since i don't have a job and i'm broke.
it just seems like everything is going wrong... don't know what to do :( i tried SO hard to make it a good day and it felt like the harder i tried the worse things got...
it's just one of those days where i just want to go to bed and start over tomorrow. i can't take any more of today.
kaiarose
05-19-2011, 02:41 PM
To missdancypants:
I'm sorry you're having a bad day :( I'd say hold off on going to the club tonight. All this negativity will probably just carried over into tonight and that's not the way to start a night. You can go in this weekend right?? That way you can fix your mani and just chill and relax tonight...
On my mind: Let the flaming begin! ;D
4everresolutions
05-19-2011, 02:49 PM
having SUCH a bad day :(
literally EVERYTHING is going wrong... here is my latest example from 5 mins ago..
was soaking my feet in vinegar to try to get rid of my toenail fungus (which i have to do every night for 30 minutes for 6 months to get rid of it) and was trying to cheer myself up so i was sitting on the edge of my bathtub doing my fingernails with a glass of water with lemon, trying to keep a positive attitude after such a shitty day. i go to reach for something and accidently knock over my glass of water and the glass shatters into a billion pieces into my bathtub :( so my nails are wet and i'm trying to clean it all out, there were litterally a ton of TINY pieces that kept stabbing me in my hands even though i was wearing gloves :( spent about 20 minutes trying to clean that up, i hope i got it all out, im gonna let my bf know when he gets home so he can check it...
so after all that, my manicure is ruined, and im sitting here crying. i still have to write 3 cover letters by tonight and figure out who i'm going to use for references for my internship. i don't know how i can write a whole cover letter page about why someone should hire me when i just feel SO crappy right now.
was supposed to do an amateur night tonight but i don't know... i can't decide... i would have to leave in an hour and a half and my bf wont be home for another 30 minutes and i need him to help me with my fake bake.
PLUS we are losing our apt and moving in with his mom since i don't have a job and i'm broke.
it just seems like everything is going wrong... don't know what to do :( i tried SO hard to make it a good day and it felt like the harder i tried the worse things got...
it's just one of those days where i just want to go to bed and start over tomorrow. i can't take any more of today.
Aw babygirl! I've been there too, we all have! You try and do something nice for yourself to make your situation better, and the world just shits all over it.
Remember that the most important things in the world are the people you love, and loving yourself. So, you lose your apartment for a bit - and that sucks - but it's not forever and things will get better. The important thing is just having a roof over your head.
Remember you are a smart, sexy, capable women who still in the starting phases of life. You're in your early 20's (right?) and things are really tumultuous in those years. Apartments are lost and gained and lost again. Lol. I've been there too. Sometimes you're too broke to buy groceries, sometimes you've got extra to spend. Things will get better.
Focus on those cover letters for that internship - that's really important. If you're not feeling up to bragging about yourself just sort of adopt your stripper persona for a while (The "I'm hot shit and worth all your money!" one) and put an academic spin on it. You can do it. Once you get going and start typing you'll be on a roll.
Forget amatur night for tonight, sounds like you have enough to do
So grab some nail polish remover to clean up your nails, get yourself another glass of water and have at it.
Try and keep your chin up! ;D
DesuvsDeath
05-19-2011, 03:26 PM
I better just be bloated because I'm about to start bleeding. D:<
Oh, nm, looked it up... it's a side effect of something else I'm doing. Haha.
miss1dancypants
05-19-2011, 04:48 PM
To missdancypants:
I'm sorry you're having a bad day :( I'd say hold off on going to the club tonight. All this negativity will probably just carried over into tonight and that's not the way to start a night. You can go in this weekend right?? That way you can fix your mani and just chill and relax tonight...
On my mind: Let the flaming begin! ;D
Aw babygirl! I've been there too, we all have! You try and do something nice for yourself to make your situation better, and the world just shits all over it.
Remember that the most important things in the world are the people you love, and loving yourself. So, you lose your apartment for a bit - and that sucks - but it's not forever and things will get better. The important thing is just having a roof over your head.
Remember you are a smart, sexy, capable women who still in the starting phases of life. You're in your early 20's (right?) and things are really tumultuous in those years. Apartments are lost and gained and lost again. Lol. I've been there too. Sometimes you're too broke to buy groceries, sometimes you've got extra to spend. Things will get better.
Focus on those cover letters for that internship - that's really important. If you're not feeling up to bragging about yourself just sort of adopt your stripper persona for a while (The "I'm hot shit and worth all your money!" one) and put an academic spin on it. You can do it. Once you get going and start typing you'll be on a roll.
Forget amatur night for tonight, sounds like you have enough to do
So grab some nail polish remover to clean up your nails, get yourself another glass of water and have at it.
Try and keep your chin up! ;D
thank you ladies, i really appreciate the advice & encouragement... i had my bf review my resume and cover letters and send in all my applications so i'm relieved that that is done and over with. i just turned 21, my bf is older, so he has good experience with those things. we are just relaxing and taking it easy tonight. i will try to keep positive again tomorrow and go in to the club tomorrow night and see how that goes. maybe spend the day just pampering myself and watching floorwork videos on youtube. i can do spins on the pole, but i don't know the actual "stage" dancing and putting on a performance... i will make it work.
on a POSITIVE note, i have lost 3 pounds in the past week and a half and can feel myself really toning up and my stomach is basically flat and tighter and my waist is smaller! been fat blasting on the elliptical for 40 mins a day and doing intense strength training every other day, and eating healthy balanced meals.
charlie61
05-19-2011, 07:40 PM
In Vancouver last night, go to the 59 second point of the vid.
Ben Eager......Cool or Gay?
http://deadspin.com/5803485/ben-eager-was-the-most-interesting-man-in-the-world-last-night
What does being gay have anything to do with being cool or not cool? /:O
mediocrity
05-19-2011, 10:50 PM
Gal pal drinks WAYYYYY too much, and is putting on a shocking amount of weight. What to do?
How invested are you?
In other news, supposedly the Rapture is Saturday.. WHO'S GOING LOOTING WITH ME?!