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Djoser
06-14-2011, 08:14 PM
Wow it feels good to tell someone you are tired of their bullshit.

RoxyHart
06-14-2011, 08:28 PM
Oh!!! Im manic too and my meds have caused severe depression. If you dont mind I ask, how long did it take of of em to feel better again? Or are you manic when medicated? Mine started at puberty and never stopped....ARRR!!! To fall asleep one night without someone petting my head to put me to sleep! :O

I take St. Johns Wort to "calm" my bipolar cause i refuse to see a doctor who will just give me one of those overly addictive drugs {aka STUBBORN}.

It kicks in quick with my metabolism so its day 3 and i'm already ;D. Its sposta make you "even" and stable but for me it just makes me closer to "manic". Its hard for other people to notice it, they just think i'm happy. But i know inside that i'm "manic". I become appearance obsessed, cocky, overly affectionate and tend to want to do things i know i'm not suppose to {like wanting to seduce my neighbor...}. I feel the "shift" basically.

If i stop taking it i slide right back into angry/depressed/hopeless me within a week. I get horrible anxiety and bouts of bad thoughts.

I hate the thought of having to take medication to act "normal" but I've come to learn that "manic me" is a hell of lot better then the alternative. My SO agrees with this as well.

Brigham
06-14-2011, 08:34 PM
A stripper in an evening gown is on my mind.

Mindy Bares All
06-14-2011, 08:50 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eXnfD2VhTv4&feature=relmfu

I found this actually rather stupid. It sounds like they're trying to explain sexy to an 8 year old...

Vyanka
06-14-2011, 10:31 PM
I love being a woman. I can't imagine life not being a woman. I can take advantage of a lot of shit.

Life is good.

_Avery_
06-15-2011, 07:03 AM
Full moon tonight.
More babies are born on full moons. We shall see if the gravitational pull will pull this baby out.
HOPE SO! LOL

princessjas
06-15-2011, 07:53 AM
I take St. Johns Wort to "calm" my bipolar cause i refuse to see a doctor who will just give me one of those overly addictive drugs {aka STUBBORN}.

It kicks in quick with my metabolism so its day 3 and i'm already ;D. Its sposta make you "even" and stable but for me it just makes me closer to "manic". Its hard for other people to notice it, they just think i'm happy. But i know inside that i'm "manic". I become appearance obsessed, cocky, overly affectionate and tend to want to do things i know i'm not suppose to {like wanting to seduce my neighbor...}. I feel the "shift" basically.

If i stop taking it i slide right back into angry/depressed/hopeless me within a week. I get horrible anxiety and bouts of bad thoughts.

I hate the thought of having to take medication to act "normal" but I've come to learn that "manic me" is a hell of lot better then the alternative. My SO agrees with this as well.

Maybe I will try this! Im one of those really rare cases of non-bipolar hypomania.....just meaning Im manic even if I do occasionally have a mild depression and hypo because I am functional. Prescription meds have sent me into a terrible depression tho and I cant function like this! I miss my insane sex drive, incredible happiness, craziness about my appearance and unimaginable energy!

RoxyHart
06-15-2011, 08:04 AM
Maybe I will try this! Im one of those really rare cases of non-bipolar hypomania.....just meaning Im manic even if I do occasionally have a mild depression and hypo because I am functional. Prescription meds have sent me into a terrible depression tho and I cant function like this! I miss my insane sex drive, incredible happiness, craziness about my appearance and unimaginable energy!

Give St.Johns wort a shot. I mean its a natural substance found in any drug store. The side effects are very little if anything maybe a headache and a upset tummy if its empty. It might take longer to kick in, just depends on your body so give it a week before stopping. Also some brands are more effective then others so if one doesn't seem to work, try another brand.
I take 3 and all at once every morning. But they say take 2, one in the morning and one at night. I upped it cause 2 does nothing for me.

Oh and it will give you some f_cked up dreams though. Only thing i hate about it. PM me if you need anymore info or want to keep in touch about it.

kaiarose
06-15-2011, 11:12 AM
Going to look at a house to rent today. There are a few problems though... #1 My husband and I both don't have check stubs. He gets paid under the table and I'm a dancer and get paid in cash (obviously) #2 I'm a dancer. #3 I'm a dancer...LOL... I was thinking that I'm going to go to the bank take out what they're asking for rent and sec deposit and take out an extra $100 for incentive. What do ya'll think?? Money talks, right?!

DottieMay
06-15-2011, 11:32 AM
I know some people are going to hate me for this but I was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder when I Was a teenager and was on meds for about half of my teenage years. They did nothing but make me depressed and fat. Plus, most of the meds I was on, I see on commercials for law suits now for people developing serious problems or even killing themselves. One of them I was even on when I tried to kill myself! So when I was about 15 or so I started smoking pot and honestly it is the best medicine I've ever been on. I don't smoke crazy amounts or go crazy if I can't have it but it keeps my moods generally stable. Usually my lows last longer than the mania, don't know if that makes a difference. But seriously, I'm a hippie at heart and I don't believe in pot being the gateway drug or really any worse than alcohol. It's about self control. All these doctors are giving you these pills on a hope that they will work, but really they don't even know if they will or not. Don't let them treat you like a guinea pig. Sorry I hate doctors and their bullshit.

_Avery_
06-15-2011, 02:09 PM
Would like to scrap book right now, but I used all my pictures.
I have SOOO many I need to print out. I just need a damn photo printer.
When my money comes in August, that is what I am treating myself to.

DesuvsDeath
06-15-2011, 02:41 PM
Going to look at a house to rent today. There are a few problems though... #1 My husband and I both don't have check stubs. He gets paid under the table and I'm a dancer and get paid in cash (obviously) #2 I'm a dancer. #3 I'm a dancer...LOL... I was thinking that I'm going to go to the bank take out what they're asking for rent and sec deposit and take out an extra $100 for incentive. What do ya'll think?? Money talks, right?!

Sounds like you guys must make regular deposits in the bank, right?
Idk about up there... but out here, printouts showing your regular deposits are an acceptable substitute for pay stubs.

kaiarose
06-15-2011, 02:49 PM
^ hmmm... I never thought of that.. thank you :)

kaiarose
06-15-2011, 02:50 PM
Going to see Super 8 tonight... hope it's good!

Mindy Bares All
06-15-2011, 05:10 PM
Give me first names that are similar to Steven and Austin, and last names that are similar to Stevenson and Anderson....

I'm going through a character renaming crisis...

4everresolutions
06-15-2011, 05:13 PM
Gavin and Dustin.

Jacobson and Wellington.

Lolz, Steven Stevenson.

I knew a Matthew Matthews!

Mindy Bares All
06-15-2011, 05:16 PM
Gavin and Dustin.

Jacobson and Wellington.

Lolz, Steven Stevenson.

I knew a Matthew Matthews!

Yeah, I had a character (30yo male teacher) named "Steven Anderson." But I just watched "Daydream Nation" and there is a "Mr. Anderson/ Barry Anderson" in that. And it's all too similar, the story, the name, so I really feel compelled to change my character's name DESPITE how PERFECT I think it is....

Lame, right?

4everresolutions
06-15-2011, 05:48 PM
Not at all.

Dude, Daydream Nation is my lyyyyfeeeeeeeee!!!!! Well, not completely, but there are similarities.

sananeko
06-15-2011, 05:59 PM
Why does everyone keep buying me chips.. what is with people thinking I'm crazy for wanting a apple...

Mindy Bares All
06-15-2011, 06:11 PM
Not at all.

Dude, Daydream Nation is my lyyyyfeeeeeeeee!!!!! Well, not completely, but there are similarities.

Ditto-ish.

There are similarities. And I am writing a movie about that. It's much less sticky-meledramatic-over-complicated. It's more intricately complex only on an emotional level.

I COULD GO ON FOR HOURS ABOUT THIS. But I won't.

Mindy Bares All
06-15-2011, 06:13 PM
Cannot believe the awesome sale at Victoria's Secret today!!! Got 2 amazing smelling perfumes (normally $45-52 each)... for 75% off! Picked up a bronzer and a blush too at 75% off as well.

I have enough bras and underwear so I didn't get anymore of those, LOL.

Haha. Lemme guess, Very Sexy Now and Love Rocks? (Or Very Sexy Now and Love Me Noir?)

Dude, you weren't in a 25 mile radius of Philly, were you?:O

DesuvsDeath
06-15-2011, 06:45 PM
^I need to head out for some new panties!
I think there's a panty troll living in my house and stealing all of mine.

princessjas
06-15-2011, 07:11 PM
^^Yea when I was my tiniest their stuff just fell off my ass and I had to shop at Fredricks instead.

As for Desus panty troll.... I thought I had one of those about 10 yrs ago, when I used to wear nothing but insanely sexy g-strings, see through stuff etc. Well, I visited my parents once (which I did often) and my Dad had to clear out the dryer vent to outside.....it was clogged with about a dozen pairs of my sexiest panties! I just about died!! We were both soooo embarrassed! Still have no clue how they made it past the lint trap!

ArmySGT.
06-15-2011, 07:12 PM
Steven and Austin,
Stephen, Stephan, Stefan, Stefano.

Osborn "Ozzy". Dallas, Houston, Boone, ...........


Stevenson and Anderson....

The naming convention for your request is built right in. This comes from Nord and Slavic naming conventions of "Son of Steven, Son of Anders"

Paulson, Johnson, Gustafson, Ericson, ad nauseum.

Don't see many Dottirs " Daughter of " Olgasdottir, SvetasDottir.

DesuvsDeath
06-15-2011, 07:26 PM
Brb watching toddlers and tiara's. Lololololololololol

Kellydancer
06-15-2011, 08:49 PM
Ok, I am old because when I saw a mention of Daydream Nation I thought people were talking about the excellent Sonic Youth album.

DesuvsDeath
06-15-2011, 10:31 PM
Next up...."Toddlers and Titanium" the new, completely non-sexual, pole dancing show about kids. Lol.

Scarlett, you're amazing and I love you. <3

Mindy Bares All
06-15-2011, 10:34 PM
Ok, I am old because when I saw a mention of Daydream Nation I thought people were talking about the excellent Sonic Youth album.

Haha. No. You're not old. ;)

I still don't see how that movie got its name. I don't even recall a Sonic Youth song being in there....

Qadesh
06-15-2011, 10:34 PM
I'm irritated by one of my boyfriend's female friends... I think she's a rude ass bitch! Grrrr.....

Mindy Bares All
06-15-2011, 10:39 PM
I'm irritated by one of my boyfriend's female friends... I think she's a rude ass bitch! Grrrr.....

Catfight, catfight, catfight! }:D

Corey
06-15-2011, 11:20 PM
Been working out hard and I'm too tired to do laundry. But clean clothes are needed.:P

RoxyHart
06-16-2011, 08:40 AM
Ok. So my neighbor's brother saw me walk up the basement steps in my underwear.
Mind you I did not know this until last night as we all sit around a bonfire drinking {a little too much of course}. We have a window by our washer/dryer and apparently you can see straight in from my neighbors porch. Well on the day i decided to change pants, he happened to look.... yeah, note to self, changing on the steps is not a safe area.

I oddly don't mind and now i'm kinda motivated to really work out more. Not that he complained one bit about what he saw and basically hit on me all night about it.
Is it wrong i'm getting a narcissistic thrill out of it? Not even 4 months in and i'm dubbed the "hottie of the block". Sweet!

_Avery_
06-16-2011, 10:52 AM
Ah, I've been very lucky to not have bad stretch marks, but the longer this pregnancy goes on the more seem to start popping up...right around my belly button. They're not those deep red/purple ones, they're super light, but...they're just bugging me because they are coming out of nowhere and I'm so close to the end. :( :( :*(

Hopefully progress is being made at my DR appointment tomorrow.

Kisca
06-16-2011, 10:53 AM
I like cookies...........

Kisca
06-16-2011, 02:19 PM
and... money

Almost Jaded
06-16-2011, 03:08 PM
Time for work - Fuck men.

Kisca! I never took you for the extras type... :P

JayATee
06-16-2011, 06:44 PM
Is melting over baby stuff. Now I totally can't wait and I'm so excited!

baldric
06-16-2011, 07:21 PM
^It gets worse...

Kellydancer
06-16-2011, 07:41 PM
OMMMMMGGGG!

I found my EX on the dating site WE met.

TIME TO FUCK SHIT UP :D:D:D:D

..He looks depressed and sad.. makes me miss him, but fuck that!

When I found my ex on Match.com It sent me back into depression. I didn't meet him there (met him at a club I was dancing at)but still sad to see that. I will admit I still am angry things happened the way it did, especially after I get message after message from a guy on an online dating I have no interest in dating (namely he's way too old or has kids).

Kellydancer
06-16-2011, 07:45 PM
I had a bizarre dream last night. I dreamt I was at a movie with an ex friend who I dumped because he got weird. In front of us in the theater was Drew Peterson, the cop from the town a half hour away accused of killing his last two wives (I believe he is guilty). But it gets weirder. I decided to go buy popcorn and the movie theater told me they didn't have any because it "wasn't a big seller". However, this theater had full course dinners. Then I went to the bathroom and there was a hole on the floor where you went bathroom (ick). Then I got back to my seat and there was a preview for "Bill and Ted Part 3".

From this guess which part I woke up thinking? I woke up wishing there really was an another Bill and Ted movie.

Djoser
06-16-2011, 08:01 PM
Gah.. I miss HIM.. I miss my NOW boyfriend.. I miss being cuddled and loved....

.....Time to think money money money money... Time for work - Fuck men.

In the past couple years I have been trying to dissuade this man hatred and bitterness we see so much of here sometimes--not that I blame the women of the industry for getting pissed off at so many of these assholes in the clubs (but I see the bad side of the women in the clubs, trust me lol--the ratios are about the same).

In your case, I'm going to egg you on. Fuck men. Fuck 'em all. Or rather, don't fuck them...

;D


...We have a window by our washer/dryer and apparently you can see straight in from my neighbors porch. Well on the day i decided to change pants, he happened to look...

Haha I will never forget one day at an old ex's house, we were fucking standing up in the bathtub, getting into it pretty seriously, and apparently the older couple who lived upstairs were bringing home their groceries and caught a good eyeful through the window that opened onto the stairs. We were oblivious, but they bitched like hell to the owner of the house the next day.

A little different from your situation, but I took it as a compliment too. :D

DesuvsDeath
06-16-2011, 10:16 PM
Do not have a proper bread pan... have only a 9x13...

I will be SO PISSED OFF if this blueberry bread doesn't bake through in the center. D:<

sananeko
06-16-2011, 11:25 PM
Once home.. I'm going shopping for something cute..

_Avery_
06-17-2011, 09:16 AM
Maybe indulging in some chocolate right now will make me feel better.

If not, then I'll clean. Cleaning usually puts me in a better mood.

penandink1019
06-17-2011, 10:56 AM
Green Lantern= Looks like crap
Captain America= Looks interesting

_Avery_
06-17-2011, 12:46 PM
Would really like to e-choke her.
Sick of her commenting on my shit like she's some medical professional.
Then not even being able to put together paragraphs, sentences, spell words...it just hurts my head to read her comments.
I can already see that she and I are going to get into it AGAIN. If she doesn't like my complaining (which, sorry, it's my FB...I have every right to bitch and moan)...then delete me.

Then again, I could take my own advice and delete her....but arguing and bitching with her gives me something to do. That's sad...I know. :/

(p.s. - Lisa, this isn't directed at you, but the other girl who commented on my note) :P

lfr
06-17-2011, 07:45 PM
Not that he complained one bit about what he saw and basically hit on me all night about it.
Is it wrong i'm getting a narcissistic thrill out of it? Not even 4 months in and i'm dubbed the "hottie of the block". Sweet!
sweet! :) Enjoy!



Haha I will never forget one day at an old ex's house, we were fucking standing up in the bathtub, getting into it pretty seriously, and apparently the older couple who lived upstairs were bringing home their groceries and caught a good eyeful through the window that opened onto the stairs.

haha, never liked to admit to it, but I'm kinda bashful about sex things and all, but I had one gf who was very NOT bashful about it and would moan loud and bang all around and stuff so that roomates or her friends or fam would hear or something, trying to get me in trouble all the time and all.

So many times, she tried to (sometimes successfully) have sex where others would see or whatnot. I have to say a time on the beach with her in public was kinda romantic. *blush*

Mindy Bares All
06-17-2011, 08:16 PM
I'm auditioning at an upscale club tonight and I'm so nervous! I'm also very late...FML!

YOU'LL DO GREAT! :D Best of luck!

Mindy Bares All
06-17-2011, 10:37 PM
I got hired and I start working tonight! No more brothel with high payout for me, this new club doesn't even have a house fee!!

But I'm definitely the fat one...I wish I could hit pause and do 3 weeks of crash dieting and bootcamp and THEN start my first night. Lol.

I'm super excited, this club actually has RULES! lol! NO STAGE DIVERS! NO WHORES (hopefully)! And every girl carries the same glittery pink box! I can't wait to get mine!

Congrats! Way to go! ;D You are not fat. >:(

Keep us posted as to how your first night goes. :D

sananeko
06-17-2011, 10:55 PM
Yay I got a cookie!