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Smurfette
12-13-2010, 11:18 AM
Yesterday started out extremely shitty... I made like $20 in 2 1/2 hours on AW. I was just about to log off and try Streamate when someone booked a show that ended up lasting 3 hours. Longest private yet!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MEEEE! ;D

MistyRose
12-13-2010, 11:23 AM
Woo, 3 hours private, congrats Smurfette! ;D

Smurfette
12-13-2010, 11:30 AM
Thanks! It was pretty easy too. The guy wanted to roleplay but didn't have sound so we typed the whole time... honestly it was probably 60% chatting & 40% actual webcam show. He says he wants to do this regularly, too! *happy dance*

snowC
12-13-2010, 11:59 AM
ooh 3 hrs is nice!

I'm ranting at myself lol. I need to put in some serious camming hours this week, but I'm feeling so lethargic today. I'm still getting over a bad relationship and have days where it still gets to me, and I get to feeling sorry for myself, like today.
I've got to quit being lazy and self conscious and GET ON THAT CAM!!! RAWR

snowC
12-13-2010, 12:03 PM
The customer bought my skype ids, presumably to set up a Niteflirt call. This is how the conversation went... And why I'm so glad there is no free chat option on Niteflirt.


[1:33:57 AM] joe johnson: Hi babe
[1:36:32 AM] joe johnson: U there?
[1:52:51 AM]me: im here
[1:58:47 AM] joe johnson: Any way u can send me a couple mins babe?
[2:02:31 AM] joe johnson: ???
[2:03:18 AM]me: no
[2:03:58 AM] joe johnson: Why not babe? In the spirit of Christmas
[2:04:03 AM] joe johnson: Pls
[2:04:12 AM] me: lol yeah right. sorry dude.
[2:04:54 AM] joe johnson: What color are your toes baby?
[2:05:28 AM] me: you are being extremely annoying **blocked member**


Whenever anyone says anything like that I just say "And do restaurants give away free meals?"

I mean f'real, I'm not giving free boners unless I'm getting free food and bills paid. You wouldnt walk into a store and ask for free stuff, this is no different.

MistyRose
12-13-2010, 12:07 PM
ooh 3 hrs is nice!

I'm ranting at myself lol. I need to put in some serious camming hours this week, but I'm feeling so lethargic today. I'm still getting over a bad relationship and have days where it still gets to me, and I get to feeling sorry for myself, like today.
I've got to quit being lazy and self conscious and GET ON THAT CAM!!! RAWR

I so know this feeling... I have a ton of personal problems right now, and most of the time I feel so freaking tired and lethargic, I can't get myself to work. And money would help with half of the issues I have, really. ::)

Smurfette, I hope he turns into a weekly regular. ;D

BeautifulDisaster
12-13-2010, 12:25 PM
My Rant:I start an old regular job I had today, but I owe the IRS & my mom $900 (which I dont have yet!) before Thursday. I really wanted to cam less, because I've been doing this for 3 years and I am over it. Now that I'm in this ordeal, I think I might have to not show up to my regular job and just cam my ass off for the next few days. Im honestly really upset about it, but I gotta do what I gotta do to make money. I never want to be in this situation again. I am ready to work my ass off and pay back all this money I owe and get my life on track so I can go back to school & have a better life for my fiance and I. He is about to graduate from college, and can barely work his job so funds are super low for us right now.

snowC
12-13-2010, 12:53 PM
My Rant:I start an old regular job I had today, but I owe the IRS & my mom $900 (which I dont have yet!) before Thursday. I really wanted to cam less, because I've been doing this for 3 years and I am over it. Now that I'm in this ordeal, I think I might have to not show up to my regular job and just cam my ass off for the next few days. Im honestly really upset about it, but I gotta do what I gotta do to make money. I never want to be in this situation again. I am ready to work my ass off and pay back all this money I owe and get my life on track so I can go back to school & have a better life for my fiance and I. He is about to graduate from college, and can barely work his job so funds are super low for us right now.

Is there 1 site that you feel better about working on than the others?
If you have to do it, hopefully it'll only be for a few days, you don't have to go back into camming regularly after that :) Did you just get burnt out by it?
I'm somewhere like that, if I can't construct a disciplined and productive system of camming in the next few months, I'm looking at changing it to part time or might move on. But I've just joined AW, so who knows maybe that will be a good site for me. I've been camming a few yrs too. It's kinda hard if you've been doing it for that long, cause you can remember when free chat was a rare thing and the money was eeeeasy lol

BeautifulDisaster
12-13-2010, 01:02 PM
Is there 1 site that you feel better about working on than the others?
If you have to do it, hopefully it'll only be for a few days, you don't have to go back into camming regularly after that :) Did you just get burnt out by it?
I'm somewhere like that, if I can't construct a disciplined and productive system of camming in the next few months, I'm looking at changing it to part time or might move on. But I've just joined AW, so who knows maybe that will be a good site for me. I've been camming a few yrs too. It's kinda hard if you've been doing it for that long, cause you can remember when free chat was a rare thing and the money was eeeeasy lol

I have 2 sites that I love, and I am still pretty new to AW but I dont think I've given it much of a chance yet although I did really like AW when I was on it. I'm dealing with depression, I lost someone extremely close to me less then a year ago and now that its around the holidays my depression has gotten worse. And then yeah, being burnt out also. I just need to make some money, pay off my bills, stick to a schedule and just buy a whole new wardrobe & everything to hopefully revive my persona. I started my fitness & eating clean regime today so I'm hoping by getting back into shape and everything that that will help me since I'll be feeling better about myself. AND OMG YES! hahaha. The days of free chat being rare and money being ridiculously easy were the best days of my camming life. My fiance promised me once he graduates and finds a good job that I won't have to cam anymore and I can just go to school and work a pt job. So thats something for me to look forward to.

Smurfette
12-13-2010, 01:44 PM
^^ Can you ask your mom to wait a bit longer for payment? I understand you have to pay the IRS right away but perhaps your mom could give you some leeway.

I hate hate HATE worrying about money. I've been working really hard for the past two weeks and making decent money but we're in such a hole financially that I feel like we're going nowhere! Every payment from AW & SM immediately goes to something, whether it's bills or food or diapers... and transfers to my bank from Paypal are very erratic. Sometimes it takes 1 day, other times it takes 5, which gives me a lot of anxiety if something needs to be paid right away.

I'm freaking out today in particular because if our rent goes through before we get our next Paypal transfer (which I'm hoping will come in sometime this afternoon), it will bounce because it's short 0.75 CENTS!! My dumbass boyfriend spent $50 this weekend when I told him repeatedly that we could only afford $40... so I sent him to the bank this morning to deposit a $10 bill but he went to the ATM instead of the bank teller so there's an automatic hold on it. ::) I ask him about it and he's like, "Oh it'll be fine, I saw the balance and it said $600-something."

600-SOMETHING?! That "something" part is what is what's going to screw us over! I don't understand how someone can be so oblivious... >:(

I really hope everything works out today. I need to stop obsessively refreshing our bank account to see if anything's changed... lol.

Dreamofluxie
12-13-2010, 08:53 PM
mini rant...

Please do not give me 'friendly advice' about how I will definitely make money if I show a little more skin in free, while not giving me any money yourself and don't follow this by asking me for my phone number because you 'work for the site' and help me get some GREAT tippers. Has this ever worked on ANYBODY? i actually feel sorry for guys, I don't know how they think sometimes. Do they pretty much assume we have no brain power whatsoever?

ShellyConnors
12-13-2010, 11:07 PM
Just out of curiosity what did you do for three hours? It always amazes me when I hear of girls getting such long privates! It's so exciting, the prospect, but was it one of those things where the guy was really chill and you just kinda talked and flirted with some masturbation thrown in? I'm just so curious!
Yesterday started out extremely shitty... I made like $20 in 2 1/2 hours on AW. I was just about to log off and try Streamate when someone booked a show that ended up lasting 3 hours. Longest private yet!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MEEEE! ;D

ShellyConnors
12-13-2010, 11:09 PM
Making money for being sexy and funny and just all around the great girl you are is hands down one of the best cures for bad relationship blues I think... good luck babe I sincerely feel for you. ::hugs::


ooh 3 hrs is nice!

I'm ranting at myself lol. I need to put in some serious camming hours this week, but I'm feeling so lethargic today. I'm still getting over a bad relationship and have days where it still gets to me, and I get to feeling sorry for myself, like today.
I've got to quit being lazy and self conscious and GET ON THAT CAM!!! RAWR

Smurfette
12-14-2010, 02:42 PM
Just out of curiosity what did you do for three hours? It always amazes me when I hear of girls getting such long privates! It's so exciting, the prospect, but was it one of those things where the guy was really chill and you just kinda talked and flirted with some masturbation thrown in? I'm just so curious!

We roleplayed. First I was a naughty bratty teenager, then later I was his sexy secretary. There was a looooong build-up, lots of flirting and chatting before any nudity/masturbation took place.

That private was waaayyyy longer than any other I'd had, but on AW it's pretty common for me to have 30-50 minute privates. A lot of those involve a lot of chatting and "getting to know each other" with only a bit of masturbation towards the end, so I think it's a trend with guys... some of the big spenders like to take their time and pay for company rather than just pussy/tits.