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CharlieTen
09-20-2015, 11:57 AM
This topic upsets me...I wish I could tell my dad, and be open about it with my whole family. Not the gory details just that I do webcam and phone sex.
My mum knows and she resents me for it. We've always been really close but she's always told me she thinks porn is damaging, and that even the non-violent stuff is inherently violent and misogynistic. I've watched porn several times a week since I discovered it in my childhood, and was always covering up for it, so that's why I love camming so much. I thought she'd accept it, since I'm making pornographic material on my own terms, but she thinks I'm degrading myself and is always asking me to get a 'real job' or 'think about going to university'. I don't even have the grades for university nor do I want to go so it makes me really sad. I'm kind of crying right now.
My parents are divorced. I am not close to my dad, I wish I was but he lives far away and I really don't want him to think that he's done something wrong. It would break my heart to have him disapprove of me as well. Neither of my parents are religious.
It sucks because every single one of my friends that I've told respects me for doing it. I love my parents and I wish I could be really open with what I do.

Thank you for posting this though. I was looking for somewhere on stripperweb I could talk about this openly. Love you bbs.

emma383
09-20-2015, 12:30 PM
My Kids are aware I do it. One is 30 and the younger one is 26. "With them doing it'? Humm... I think so. However as hypocritical as it sounds; as a parent, I have a natural instinct too protect that might put the stop on independent thinking. Parents tend to be afraid for the welfare of their kids most times no matter if they cam or even cross a street. So maybe telling them might not always be wise. Only b/c parents are not friends in the long run. But just that; Parents. And kids aren't either. I know they worry about me all the time.

anonymous camgirl
09-20-2015, 01:12 PM
my mom.. I didn't tell her but she kinda figured it out as I was making good money without an education...lol.. 13 yrs later she is just proud of how I raised my sons and how I conduct my life and help others.. that's all.. everyone I know pretty much knows..

emma383
09-20-2015, 01:23 PM
my mom.. I didn't tell her but she kinda figured it out as I was making good money without an education...lol.. 13 yrs later she is just proud of how I raised my sons and how I conduct my life and help others.. that's all.. everyone I know pretty much knows..

That's amazing..Good for you. I'd be proud of you too if you were my kid. 'Worried like a mom", but proud'. ;) Continued blessings your way!

anonymous camgirl
09-20-2015, 01:41 PM
Yea they even sent me a check for $100 to help me out yesterday..lol


That's amazing..Good for you. I'd be proud of you too if you were my kid. 'Worried like a mom", but proud'. ;) Continued blessings your way!

emma383
09-20-2015, 01:45 PM
Yea they even sent me a check for $100 to help me out yesterday..lol

Aww...see that's the kind of shit I do all the time. Most of my cam money goes to my kids and grand babies. I love your story. Right up my alleyway..

LittleSexBunny
09-20-2015, 06:20 PM
I told my parents (mom and stepdad) because I kind of had to. My ex was trying to use my job against me in court...(saying it made me a bad mother or something...) So in a panic, I let everyone know what was going down in case I lost... My mom hated it lol. She still does... but that doesn't stop us from talking to each other or hanging out. Every now in then she tries to do this, "intervention" thing to get to me to stop. All I have to do is ignore her for a few to days and she stops. She has to know she can't lecture me or tell me what to do anymore. I'm not a child and demand to be treated with respect-no matter what i do for a living. If she can't respect that then I don't need her negativity in my life lol. Like I said though, 99% of the time we're good. Sometimes she just pushes her opinions too far. I understand where she's coming from though... It's just her mother instincts.

Oh yeah..forgot to write about my dad.

One day my dad just up and deleted me from facebook lol. I can't help but think he found me on pornhub or something... He's still active, and though I've initiated a few conversations before...he's never added me back. I don't even bother asking why he did that...

I don't even talk to him anymore. He used to be a porn addict. I'm sure he still is too...but WHATEVER!! Maybe if he wasn't such a piece of shit father in the first place, I would have turned out different lmao! Maybe he just couldn't take it. Idk and I don't care. Loser knew when I got married and pregnant yet didn't even congratulate me on those things. So fuck him.

JaneBurgess
09-20-2015, 11:09 PM
Mine know and are fine with it. My mom's only request was to not shoot xxx video's which is fine since I didn't plan to anyway.

beauvoir
09-21-2015, 03:07 AM
Both my parents know. My mum even read my AW profile! They think I'm nuts, but they like that I'm financially independent and I have the time and money to study and volunteer and do what I like. x

justanothercamgirl
09-21-2015, 03:10 AM
My Roman Catholic mother prays for my soul daily over it and my father refuses to ever discuss it. My brother still doesn't know because we all agreed that with his temper that it is better not to tell him.

All my friends know though and could care less.

22amber
09-21-2015, 05:55 AM
I told my mom and she was interested in trying it herself. She did cam a little, until her husband got jealous. I always call her and tell her when I get an outrageous show: like the cam lickers or when a panty fetish had me put two thongs on my head lol. I can tell her these things because she understands. We laugh our asses off about the weirdos.

anonymous camgirl
09-21-2015, 08:29 AM
I just love the way you word things! You gave me a chuckle about your Roman Catholic mother! lol



My Roman Catholic mother prays for my soul daily over it and my father refuses to ever discuss it. My brother still doesn't know because we all agreed that with his temper that it is better not to tell him.

All my friends know though and could care less.

hyori
09-21-2015, 09:05 AM
Everyone knows because I was outed without my consent. I'm now known as "Auntie Whori". Whatever, I make more and I'm happier than most of them anyway.

seicento
09-21-2015, 09:16 AM
I was outed last week and I couldn't care less.I meant to tell my mother for so long but I just couldn't.I was outed and I almost want to thank my ex for making my life easier lol.My mother is okay with it.

Horny
09-21-2015, 10:23 AM
Thats brilliant that they didn't care what an idiot your ex must look now and how gutted!

audritwo
09-21-2015, 10:52 AM
My family doesn't know. And I'm okay with that. They'll probably be real angry at first, but I doubt they will disown their only daughter. I've never asked for handouts, and I've been working and paying my own bills since I was 17.

bigbootyjudy1
09-21-2015, 11:10 AM
Nope and they will never know.Not coming from me at least.I have 8 brothers and sister .All of them know except for one of my brothers.He's a lot older then me and a lil judmental well his wife isBut im pretty open to my friends.My parents would never accept it .NEVER.Their haitian.Enough said.LOL

Aurora14
09-21-2015, 02:08 PM
My mom knew I danced and made weird fetish videos. She babysat for me while I danced. Walked in on me once when I was filming a weird custom involving balloons. The look on her face was priceless. She didn't ask me about it because she didn't fully approve, but it paid my bills and she understood that. My whole side of the family knows. No one was surprised. My husband's friends know. My mother and brother in law know I dance. MIL is really understanding and I had to tell my BIL because he turned 21 and started going to strip clubs.

We aren't telling my husband's dad and step mom though. You would think they would be cool about it since their vacation house is in a gated nudist community, but they freaked out when we were all out for dinner and I got drunk and suggested we all go to a strip club. They know my friends own a strip club and think I fill in when they need an emergency bartender.

nolita_xoxo
09-21-2015, 09:51 PM
it's been a while since I've posted/cammed and I saw this thread and what a great place to start! I was outed to my mom when she found an old check for a large amount of money.. Since then, I've been called a prostitute, a whore, been told I'm 'being bought' and that I'm degrading myself. I'm not that close to any of my family but it's been really hurtful so got pressured into quitting camming for a minute and tried getting a 'vanilla' waitress job. I ended up getting fired because I needed to take a sick day. (I got way too used to making decent money and also realized I can't deal with the reality of putting up with 'regular' crazy bullshit for $7.25/hour.) Anyhow, it's been discouraging to believe camming isn't a "real job". It's hard to keep up with doing something you like that pays but isn't supported by the people around you so you don't really know if you're doing the right thing. :(

Aurora14
09-21-2015, 10:43 PM
it's been a while since I've posted/cammed and I saw this thread and what a great place to start! I was outed to my mom when she found an old check for a large amount of money.. Since then, I've been called a prostitute, a whore, been told I'm 'being bought' and that I'm degrading myself. I'm not that close to any of my family but it's been really hurtful so got pressured into quitting camming for a minute and tried getting a 'vanilla' waitress job. I ended up getting fired because I needed to take a sick day. (I got way too used to making decent money and also realized I can't deal with the reality of putting up with 'regular' crazy bullshit for $7.25/hour.) Anyhow, it's been discouraging to believe camming isn't a "real job". It's hard to keep up with doing something you like that pays but isn't supported by the people around you so you don't really know if you're doing the right thing. :(

That's the unfortunate realities that have been discussed in the pro and con threads. Right now, the people on this forum already have more than others in the industry. Your family may not support you, but there is a ton of support on this (and other) forums. With sex work you are just able to maximize money earned vs time spent working. At the end of the day, as long as you are making money to support yourself (and family, if applicable) it doesn't matter how you are making the money as long as you are comfortable with it and it doesn't cause anyone harm.

secretwebcamchick
09-22-2015, 06:02 AM
my mom knows... kinda.... I was trying to come out to her and started explaining what I do and she blurts out "Phone sex" and I said "yea" (phone sex with a webcam ) So then for a while she was curious about becoming a phone sex worker too.... my mom.. she's special though.. love her

evaxxx
09-24-2015, 02:32 AM
Hi

My mum knows, as does my brother,and my aunt. This may sound weird, but I've always had an affinity with anything sex-work related, one of my first memories was of being in awe of the "lady of the night "who lived near us, I'd watch her going out every night, PVC boots, black long hair, and bright red lipstick, she had red nails,and a bright red car. I loved her! I must of only been 5/6. I love anything to do with escorts,fetishes, etc.

Thats how I started camming, I watched a documentary on camming, with my mum, I immediately knew I wanted to do it. the next day, I joined MFC,and off I went.
I've had the same career since I was 16,I thought I loved that, until I started camming.

x

Bumble_BiiBii
09-24-2015, 03:06 AM
I came out and told my mom, just because I didn't want her finding out from someone else. She seemed uneasy about it and said "It's not something I would choose for myself or for you. But it's between you, your husband, and God.". I explained a little more about it, and my views on it. She kind of agreed with me that it was better than making half as much and not being able to get rid of people being mean/bothering me. We had a decent conversation about it after and she told me about the stuff she'd considered herself. Haven't talked about it since. I haven't told my dad, I really have no clue how he'd react. My sibling are 14, 4, and 1 soooo yeah ha. None of them know. I think my BIL might know. Not sure ha. My friends all know, and like hearing about weirder things. They really don't care though.

sovereignv
09-24-2015, 06:39 PM
I told my mum. She wasn't very happy at first but like the economist she is she eventually just wanted to know how it worked in a practical economic sense and after a few days she was like "I'll help you do your taxes!! SAVE YOUR RECEIPTS." I'll take that as acceptance.

My sister and brother and all my friends know and they really don't care. Even my colleagues at my vanilla job know... found out one of them used to work as a gay sex PSO that way.

My dad doesn't know and he doesn't need to, bless his heart. I don't think it's something he could ever comprehend or understand, his heart is still stuck in like 1964.

SweetLilyRaven
09-24-2015, 07:49 PM
My mom knows now that I cam, but for years she thought I was only doing PSO work. When I told her that I was thinking of doing phone sex work, her response was priceless: "Well, you do have a talent in that area. Go for it!" The backstory is that she moved in with me and my (now ex) husband and kids about 7 years ago and has overheard me having sex many MANY times...I'm a bit of a screamer and sound carries well in the old farmhouse we live in. When my husband left me and the kids, I had to move downstairs and rent out the upstairs floor, which meant that if I was doing a show that involved the kitchen or living room, I had to basically lock her into her in-law apartment to prevent her from walking out mid-show. She didn't quite grasp that I needed that level of privacy until the day I broke down ad told her that even if she said she was fine with it, I personally didn't want her walking in on me fucking a dildo in the middle of the kitchen floor. We've got a system in place now, thankfully. She knows I need to cam to support my family and supports me fully.

My dad...he died 7 years ago. He was rather conservative and I've always wondered what he would think of my risqué career path, considering how proud he was that I have three Bachelor degrees (all of which I use when camming!). I figured that because he was so conservative, he would have been a bit ashamed of me. I asked my mom one night what she thought his opinion would have been. She told me that he wouldn't have cared what job I took, whether it was stripping, lobbying, or farming...that he would have been extremely proud of me and how I've taken on the monumental task of supporting myself, my mother, and my two kids. That made me cry so much that night...and I'm teary-eyed right now thinking about it. My dad would have been proud to tell anyone who asked that I was a cam model.

Sunnylexie
09-26-2015, 08:00 AM
I actually asked my mom before I started camming for the first time. She shrugged and said: "If you are comfortable, go for it. Maybe you'll find a husband there". At the moment, I'm telling her I work as a translator - not so much because she's against camming, but rather because she thinks of it as a gig for students and not something a 30-year-old woman with a degree should do.

princessivy
09-26-2015, 08:42 AM
I just told them. I explained the money and the scheduling benefits and why I chose this rationally and not because I was in some sort of trouble. Now they aren't talking to me, but at least I feel a thousand times better not hiding anything from my family. It's not a permanent career choice for me, so they'll get over it eventually.

webcamcutie
09-26-2015, 08:57 AM
My whole family knows, has for a long time, my mom doesn't really seem to care, my dad HATES it, but he hates a lot of things, we only talk during important family crisis situations, exchange words on birthdays and holidays, and if I even think about bringing up something about work he just ignores it or goes quiet, so I know he can't stand it. I don't really care though, my life, my choice, if this is how I want to support myself, I will, and you think after almost 8 years of doing it he would just get over it, but he definitely likes to hold grudges. >:( We haven't ever really been that close anyways so this just drives the wedge even further, but I will say one thing, if I ever really need him for something, he always pulls through for me, even though I hate to ask him.

My sisters know too, they don't really comment on it, I don't think they care, and same with all of my extended family, the only person I really think I would care about knowing is my grandma, I mean she's so old school and JUST learnt how to type while on facebook this year (which shocked the hell out of me) so shes most definitely on a 'don't need to know basis.'

Bumble_BiiBii
10-13-2015, 11:04 PM
*update* My dad found out 2 weeks ago and hasn't said a word to me since. Everything I've heard from him has been through my mom. I guess he says that I am not allowed to give him(or any of my family members) presents because they might have came from my camming money. I tried explaining that my money goes to bills/savings/things I want for me, and it's my husband's money that goes to everything else... Ugh.

Bumble_BiiBii
10-13-2015, 11:07 PM
Oh and I told my little sister(who's 14) that I'm more or less a stripper(best way I could think without going into detail). Her big complaint was now she can't write her role model essay on me, because how well would "My Role Model; the Stripper" go over in school....(I don't think she really cares about what I do though)

EffyRose
10-13-2015, 11:58 PM
Her big complaint was now she can't write her role model essay on me, because how well would "My Role Model; the Stripper" go over in school....(I don't think she really cares about what I do though)

Don't let them bring you down. You're the same person your sister was going to write about in the first place. I'm sorry your in that position. *hugs*

CharlieTen
11-02-2015, 02:23 PM
Just got into an argument with my mother. She wants me to tell my dad I cam, and I was discussing trying to build up the courage to tell him and trying to explain to my mum what porn stigma is. She told me 'you're being so selfish. Imagine if it was your 20 year old daughter doing this!' (I would accept her no matter what and praise her because camming is awesome if you've got the guts and sense to do it) . Whenever the topic is brought up she tells me repeatedly that she 'will never accept what I do for a living' and that 'taking your pants off for dirty old men isn't a career'. I'm going into porn this month, thinking of training as a dominatrix after a year or so of porn gigs... and I don't think I'll tell anyone.

Stigma sucks yo.

I'm intending to buy this book of essays called Coming out like a porn star, in the hopes it'll give me more legs to stand on.

I love the way my adult career is heading but I can't pretend I don't care about the opinions of people I love.

BambiCutie
11-02-2015, 02:40 PM
Just got into an argument with my mother. She wants me to tell my dad I cam, and I was discussing trying to build up the courage to tell him and trying to explain to my mum what porn stigma is. She told me 'you're being so selfish. Imagine if it was your 20 year old daughter doing this!' (I would accept her no matter what and praise her because camming is awesome if you've got the guts and sense to do it) . Whenever the topic is brought up she tells me repeatedly that she 'will never accept what I do for a living' and that 'taking your pants off for dirty old men isn't a career'. I'm going into porn this month, thinking of training as a dominatrix after a year or so of porn gigs... and I don't think I'll tell anyone.

Stigma sucks yo.

I'm intending to buy this book of essays called Coming out like a porn star, in the hopes it'll give me more legs to stand on.

I love the way my adult career is heading but I can't pretend I don't care about the opinions of people I love.

Selfish? Because you want to make more, doing less work? If my 20 year old daughter came to me and said, "Mom, I am camming to make money." I would say, you are an adult and can make those choices for yourself, be safe about it! Of course, I would want them to proceed in doing something they love but..not to be labeled in society for their career choices that claim to define who they are. I would remind her that camming is not a way out of finding your passion and that having experience with work can be important however, its not everything! I would not discuss camming with her if she explains her feelings regarding not accepting it but, you shouldn't be forced to tell your Dad. This isn't a grand announcement for everyone to take part in, its honestly no one's business! Also, those dirty men may have pockets full of dirty cash and as far as my opinon goes with camming, its no different than watching porn. Pants go on, pants come off..I just get paid to do it!

ShyCamgirlBB
11-02-2015, 03:02 PM
Reading this thread reminds me of why I would never tell my parents about my camming. First of all its none of their business. And second I already know they will be disapproving so there's no reason to intentionally bring that kind of negativity into my life. Its hard to make money when you have someone in your ear saying you suck.

Sometimes its hard keeping a secret like that but its for the sake of keeping peace.

MissJu
11-02-2015, 03:44 PM
My father does not know, he does not use internet btw.
My mother does knows, and found it amusing that you can meet ppl online. She is not judgmental at all. To her my happiness and satisfaction is the most important fact. When i was a kid, i asked her what for her important in her life. She told me:
- i want my kids to be happy.
I was always very responsible, so she thinks i can only make the best decisions for myself.
My sister knows, and she thinks my job is not serious and i cant do it all my life. Hahah.say who? Well nothing last forever btw. Her husband is not judmental too.
My bro and his wife(she is just cossiper number one is the world) i dunno what they know. They suspected me in stripping, cuz my friends tall,and sexy and all model alike. They actually asked if i do a casting for my friends, why everyone is so sexy. Hahah
My cousins knows.Nobody's judgmental thought.
Some of my friends knows. Damn i cant keep secrets ahahah.

Arwen25
11-03-2019, 04:13 AM
Bumpity bump!

So, here goes. I’ve been canning on and off since 2014, never meeting my full potential as I’ve always worked it alongside a time consuming vanilla job. Basically, my parents are amazing, open minded and chilled people who are open sexually.. but I still haven’t been able to bring myself to tell them. I really want to now, I hate lying to them about this one thing, it just doesn’t sit right with me due to how close we are otherwise. I’m not saying this is the case for everyone, just for our relationship I mean. I think they will be proud but something is holding me back. These days I do 80% domination shows so I’m thinking of saying in an online domme? Not sure they’ll understand.

Anyone else told their parents into their camming career? Any other experiences people can share? Love reading your experiences even if some of them broke my heart. X

NitaBaby
11-03-2019, 04:58 AM
Anyone else told their parents into their camming career? Any other experiences people can share? Love reading your experiences even if some of them broke my heart. X


Yeah, my parents are never going to hear me say the words. My step-dad isn't someone I would talk to about the sexual part of my life anyway so telling him that a large part of it is sex work just feels weird to me. We aren't close enough to have conversations about our lives; if I call him at all it's because I'm in dire straits and seriously need something. That's just the level our relationship is on. He doesn't ask and I don't tell.

My mom has called me a whore for less. You tell that lady one thing and she'll act understanding and supportive about it up until you do something that irritates her. Then she's airing out all of your shit and basically coming for your throat using information you told her. I went 7 years without talking to my mom, finally made some sort of amends, and then watched her do the same shit all over again. Now we're going on 2 years without speaking but theirs no need to keep count since it'll be that way until the lady dies.

I've told my deepest friends (my cousins on my moms side, my aunts on my moms side, my bf, and my favorite sister). Who else needs to know?

gbjenna
11-03-2019, 05:24 AM
I told my mum and she was cool. She asked questions then she said she’s probably best off knowing as little as possible!

She’d probs prefer it if I didn’t do it if she had a choice in career for me I think. She said though as long as I’m happy, she’s happy and won’t judge. I’ve asked her not to tell my dad though as I don’t feel comfortable with him knowing. I don’t think he would approve.

It went miles better with my mum than I thought though. She’s not exactly open minded generally about this sort of stuff I’d say

AlexiaJacobs
11-03-2019, 05:49 AM
Here's my situation. I've been in school the past two years trying to finish my degree while simultaneously trying to build up a commercial cleaning business. During this, I decided to upgrade vehicles because I needed more room to haul all my cleaning supplies. Well, one bad move and it all came tumbling down on me. This SUV I bought was a nightmare. Two transmissions, a driveshaft and three months after I replaced the driveshaft, the engine blew and suddenly I was on foot. All the money I had is sitting under the hood of that fucking car. I had to take a break from school because I have no car and I was struggling to find rides to what cleaning jobs I did have. It was a pain in the ass so I said fuck this I gotta figure out another way to pull myself outta this situation.

This has all occurred since May and that's when I started camming on Bonga. My whole family knows what happened with my car and knows that Im not in school and I'm sure at this point they are all wondering what I'm doing to survive. My stepfather keeps saying "Don't you think it's time you find a job" and I just get annoyed because I am working but I can't bring myself to say what. I come from a super religious family. If I tell them it's kind of a toss up as to how they will react. I've always been the black sheep so it may not come as a surprise but it's not really about that. It's about the fact that I'm in quite the financial mess and I needed to sink or swim. What's more is if they knew, and understood why, then it might be easier to ask if they could take my son for the weekend so I could work. Its been hard to work this around his schedule lol. If I don't make money during the day then I gotta wait til after 8pm to jump back on. Usually by then Im ready for bed. And when he's home on the weekends I have to wait til 10pm to get on.

So I dunno, I want to tell my mom. I think if I explained to her all the why's she would get it that this was a decision based on my situation. But to be quite honest, even though I want to finish my degree, I'll most likely continue camming. I like being home when my son gets off the bus, I like being able to work when I want to work, and there aren't very many jobs that have the potential to make the kinda money you can make camming. I think this job is so ideal for struggling single moms and I just wanna do what I wanna do damnit. I'm kind of at the point in my life where I'm not here to appease anyone anymore. I'm living for me from now on. And if people don't like it then I guess just don't associate with me.

nattyfetish
11-03-2019, 06:02 AM
Here's my situation. I've been in school the past two years trying to finish my degree while simultaneously trying to build up a commercial cleaning business. During this, I decided to upgrade vehicles because I needed more room to haul all my cleaning supplies. Well, one bad move and it all came tumbling down on me. This SUV I bought was a nightmare. Two transmissions, a driveshaft and three months after I replaced the driveshaft, the engine blew and suddenly I was on foot. All the money I had is sitting under the hood of that fucking car. I had to take a break from school because I have no car and I was struggling to find rides to what cleaning jobs I did have. It was a pain in the ass so I said fuck this I gotta figure out another way to pull myself outta this situation.

This has all occurred since May and that's when I started camming on Bonga. My whole family knows what happened with my car and knows that Im not in school and I'm sure at this point they are all wondering what I'm doing to survive. My stepfather keeps saying "Don't you think it's time you find a job" and I just get annoyed because I am working but I can't bring myself to say what. I come from a super religious family. If I tell them it's kind of a toss up as to how they will react. I've always been the black sheep so it may not come as a surprise but it's not really about that. It's about the fact that I'm in quite the financial mess and I needed to sink or swim. What's more is if they knew, and understood why, then it might be easier to ask if they could take my son for the weekend so I could work. Its been hard to work this around his schedule lol. If I don't make money during the day then I gotta wait til after 8pm to jump back on. Usually by then Im ready for bed. And when he's home on the weekends I have to wait til 10pm to get on.

So I dunno, I want to tell my mom. I think if I explained to her all the why's she would get it that this was a decision based on my situation. But to be quite honest, even though I want to finish my degree, I'll most likely continue camming. I like being home when my son gets off the bus, I like being able to work when I want to work, and there aren't very many jobs that have the potential to make the kinda money you can make camming. I think this job is so ideal for struggling single moms and I just wanna do what I wanna do damnit. I'm kind of at the point in my life where I'm not here to appease anyone anymore. I'm living for me from now on. And if people don't like it then I guess just don't associate with me.

Can't you tell a white lie ? As in tell them you do have a job, you are workin on the internet doing some freelance customer support for x companies. Just so they could help you with the kid some weeekends or when you need to.

AlexiaJacobs
11-03-2019, 06:10 AM
^I've thought about that but I am such a shit liar. Even white lies, especially if they start asking more questions. Last weekend I HAD to make something up to avoid a family function so I could work and I know they know something is up. So at some point I'm just gonna come out with it. Fuck it haha

minniesoporno
11-03-2019, 06:47 AM
These days I am not speaking with my family, I am really about keeping my mental health stable.

When I started out camming it was complicated I wasn't living at home and I was camming. they knew they hated me, but dad was filing my taxes. Now I don't care who knows and I don't care what my family thinks, everything they think of me they see me as a failure. I really wish when I started out I cut off my family completely. I don't owe them anything.

The way I see it now is that if you are living on your own, and you want cam to you are making an adult decision. You do not need anyone's approval but your own to start it.

IF you decided you want to, then its make your money, file your taxes, live your life.


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The other day the old lady across the hall asked if I was working she went into saying she was worried about me. I told her not to worry I still work at QVC answering phones she got all excited and happy.

nattyfetish
11-03-2019, 07:13 AM
^I've thought about that but I am such a shit liar. Even white lies, especially if they start asking more questions. Last weekend I HAD to make something up to avoid a family function so I could work and I know they know something is up. So at some point I'm just gonna come out with it. Fuck it haha

They will probably know something is up as they are your parents. But you go like this :i got this online gig, can u take care of my kiddo ? *change subject imediately* LOL .
But yeah it is better if you do tell them eventually.

I am totally sure my mom knows something is up but she does not ask because she is sweet like that.

AlexiaJacobs
11-03-2019, 07:45 AM
They will probably know something is up as they are your parents. But you go like this :i got this online gig, can u take care of my kiddo ? *change subject imediately* LOL .
But yeah it is better if you do tell them eventually.

I am totally sure my mom knows something is up but she does not ask because she is sweet like that.

Yea I hate carrying on living a lie/being evasive. I just want to be who I am and I do think she might understand. She won't want details lol but I think she would get why. Not to go into my whole life story but I'm a recovering alcoholic; four years sober. I know this could be one of their concerns lol like 'did she fall off the wagon and she's too embarrassed to say so'. Which is not the case at all. Although, it's crossed my mind a time or two, I've been strong and just think of my kid. I like to think that jumping into camming blindly as I have lol to keep everything together, makes me resilient, as opposed to curling up into a ball and just letting life bend me over. And I hope they will see it this way too.

And like minniesoporno just said, "make your money, file your taxes, and live your life". That's what I'm gonna do regardless. <3

Marina Starr
11-03-2019, 08:00 AM
My family knew because I told them which I wish I didn't but that's another story that I don't want to get into nor have the time for.

I will say that be careful with people who say they are very open minded... study them, watch their action. Words may be how people speak but action is how they reveal themselves. A lot of times the two don't match.

For example, some lesbian on Facebook said that she is very liberal and open minded yet she finds sex work, adult work, sex workers, adult entertainers, etc OFF PUTTING. There are plenty of people like her. Their mouths say one thing but their actions say otherwise.

nattyfetish
11-03-2019, 08:28 AM
My family knew because I told them which I wish I didn't but that's another story that I don't want to get into nor have the time for.

I will say that be careful with people who say they are very open minded... study them, watch their action. Words may be how people speak but action is how they reveal themselves. A lot of times the two don't match.

For example, some lesbian on Facebook said that she is very liberal and open minded yet she finds sex work, adult work, sex workers, adult entertainers, etc OFF PUTTING. There are plenty of people like her. Their mouths say one thing but their actions say otherwise.

Exactly. I had something like this happen recently, I wrote it on whats on my mind thread in detail. But this instagram girl which seemed sweet was like: omg i am not a judgemental person but I would not be a cam girl evan if I didn't have water to drink . I was like WTFFFFFFFFF !

WendiStarr
11-03-2019, 08:34 AM
I wish my parents didn't know, particularly my mom. She's one of those super religious bible thumping, highly judgmental, and hypocritical types. She over exaggerated it to my entire family, making it seem like I was some big time porn star screwing everyone and anyone. In reality I sit my pregnant self there in my bedroom and cam, alone. I don't throw wild sex parties every night or have sex with anyone other than myself. My life isn't that exciting. Meanwhile she was trying to find out how she could become a cam model herself.

Marina Starr
11-03-2019, 08:34 AM
I saw your post! I cannot stand people like her. Don't stay something like 'i am not judgmental' 'i am not judging'. Don't even start or end your sentence with that bullshit. Just say it!

Plenty of girls on instagram, social medias and in real life say the exact same thing while they're parading themselves half naked and not getting paid for it but okuuuuuur LOOOOOOL. It ain't my business though ;D;D;D


Exactly. I had something like this happen recently, I wrote it on whats on my mind thread in detail. But this instagram girl which seemed sweet was like: omg i am not a judgemental person but I would not be a cam girl evan if I didn't have water to drink . I was like WTFFFFFFFFF !

izshadow
11-03-2019, 08:34 AM
My dad doesnt know I do webcam but he knows I have been a PSO for almost 20 years and has no issues with it. It pays the bills and I can live my life around my schedule. He even is listed with my phone sex companies that I have a boss with (not like NF or TTM but a couple other ones I'm with) as an emergency backup for my payment if a hurricane happens where all hell breaks loose and I need my checks to get up to him or he needs to call and tell them I'm okay or in the hospital, etc. He told me he even told my stepmom what I do and she doesnt care either. Its money, its work.

He does ask me how my day/night was. He doesnt want details, he just wants to make sure I'm making money. I guess webcam is the only thing in my life I dont tell people about (except if a potential relationship comes along) but I have the PSO work to kind of mask it and I tell everyone about that if they ask what I do. No one cares. I know thats not helpful to those who work just webcam but if you do PSO work, just know thats a perfect cover for everything.

Cutie101
11-03-2019, 08:41 AM
There is a shit ton of freelance work now, on the internet. Most of the people who work for companies, are moving to home work. Is easy to make up a while lie like: taking care and doing maintenance for online stores (I tell people that I do upload products on some several online stores, write descriptions, prices, take care of discounts, update prices, yada yada you name it ;D), accoutancy (but I left that aside when I had people asking me if I can help them with that), video/ photo editing, youtube content ( some random vloggers hired me to edit videos/ put subtitles for the clips, or I am taking care of the youtube and social media channels of whatever companies), customer support (wich is the closest to camming), online coaching (wich is also close to camming, there are a shit ton of skype life/ fitness coaches there) etc.