View Full Version : I cried when i seen it...ive been recorded
amberose
01-31-2012, 06:52 PM
Hey OP, I hope things are looking up for you. I've been trying to prepare myself for when it happens to me before I even started, but I know I'll be upset when it actually happens. I think that watching my own videos helps, because at least I can get over *that* awkward factor. But, it's different when you have no control over what will be posted. That's the thing that really bothers me; I obviously don't mind being naked on the internet, but I would want my "published" stuff to at least be stuff that I like and find high quality, instead of some random session. Something to be aware of while being on cam.
How do you ladies find yourselves anyway...do you just google your name (I do this maybe once a week) or do you go on the major porn tube sites and look through the videos? I imagine not all the guys post your name along with the video.
And the guy has actually airbrushed/photoshopped my face so I look almost flawless
Damn, that's awesome!
TheBrownFox
02-02-2012, 12:16 AM
She said she understands the risks but was still shocked by it.
you can comprehend the risks involved and still be saddened when it happens. IDK I get you guys are trying to tell ppl the cold heart truth but she admitted she understood, she's just venting?
Venting = / = I need advice and to be told Im an idiot. It is kind of like when people go to the "Stupid annoying shit" or the "Diary of real camgirls" threads and rush to tell people what theyre doing wrong. If she was like "holy shit you get recorded?? I had no idea!! How did this happen?!" then yes, most of the responses in this thread make sense. She's just venting and wanted support to move on. She moved on already and said she is using it as a motivator - why are ppl using this as an opportunity to snark and lecture?
I think ppl are being very kneejerk reactionary in their responses and arent really reading what she wrote. OK we are all big bad toughguy camgirls ok, fine, good for us for being somewhere others arent - we can pat ourselves on the back in another thread. but in this case she was just looking to vent.
Come on
I love and agree with this post! I wish I had read this sooner.
I'm also getting tired of girls on here posting the same insensitive responses like "Well you shouldn't be a cam girl if this bothers you," etc. We all know it's a part of the job, but it doesn't mean we're not allowed to feel these emotions when realizing that it's happened. And OF COURSE it's gonna bother us!
We should be able to vent on this forum without fellow cam girls getting all snippy. We sure as hell can't vent to the guys in our public chats...they'll just say "Shut up and get naked." :P
jessicraines
03-22-2012, 03:52 PM
I was a cam girl or one month from Nov-Dec 2011. I was on Imlive and I quit because I didn't want to be recorded. Since then I've googled my screenname and found no videos but I did find a few sites advertising my imlive profile with a photo of me and my bio, but when I click on the "cam with me" links it took me to a broken link. And to be honest I contacted the webmaster of the three sites I found, one replied back and removed my bio, the other just removed it but the other hasn't responded or removed my photos. So I had luck with just contacting the site.
I was wondering how you ladies find your content? What do you think the probability is of me being recorded and on a tube site with just a month at Imlive? I at first did hardcore for about 3 weeks but then went to non nude and the photos of me on the web are actually in pants and a long sleeve shirt with no sex toys.
I have been worried that a future employer might find me but I used this name, which isn't my real name, and lied about all of my information. Plus I wore a wig. Has anyone had any issues with Imlive recording their shows and putting them on the web? When I was a member they said they did not do that to their members.
I'm so sorry this happened to someone. Again, this is why I stopped. I wish there was more that could be done to protect people from this.
Lovelyx
03-22-2012, 04:13 PM
Yes, there are guys who record us to upload our private to free porn sites....there's a 'regular' of mine on SM, which I had like kicked 3 times from pvt. He comes, pvt chat me, he doesn't ask me to masturbate or use toys or whatsoever, instead he start to request me to get full naked and make positions on bed (like lay down and open wide your legs...etc) when I do it and dont show my face on cam while doing it, he always said 'ohhh pls, also put your face too on cam while you open wide your legs let see all of you) he always insist me to put my face on cam while im all naked, he wants to see the whole body and face too (even though, he see my face plenty of time with clothes in free chat), so is obviously this member is recording me or taking pictures of me, so I always when he start with the show face stuff I close the pvt (Even if he always take me exclusive private's) but when I'm on the pvt he wants me to get naked Asap, and start with pose and 'show your face too'....so beware, i dont know why guys do this, but beware.