View Full Version : The General Purpose "Camming Sucks Right Now" Thread
luvnrockets
09-11-2015, 10:53 AM
Joined Seeking Arrangement. So yeah, camming sucks.
anonymous camgirl
09-11-2015, 11:49 AM
Had to log off .. started crying .. depressed with this shit.. and everyone around me in my personal life is not doing well.. my youngest is 19 Type 1 Diabetic and losing his health insurance and I dunno whats going on cuz he is living with his dad.. and I am begging him to come home.. Worried.. he can't be without but his birthday is on Sunday and have no insurance in place to take over.. WTF.. No idea whats going on over there.. A diabetic can't be without insurance.. .. Had to log off .. to much stress going on right now... with everyone on top of no fucking shows or tips hardly.. $18 bucks in almost 4 hours!
SM_CamGirl
09-11-2015, 12:25 PM
Finally !!! i got a pvt again !!... since tuesday !! lol... im smiling nervously
IvyAdams
09-11-2015, 12:46 PM
Streamate is SLOW AS FUCK today for me.. and then the second I finally have some people in my room. BAM - disconnected. :( WHHHYYYYYYY!!?!?!?!
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-11-2015, 02:29 PM
Had to log off .. started crying .. depressed with this shit.. and everyone around me in my personal life is not doing well.. my youngest is 19 Type 1 Diabetic and losing his health insurance and I dunno whats going on cuz he is living with his dad.. and I am begging him to come home.. Worried.. he can't be without but his birthday is on Sunday and have no insurance in place to take over.. WTF.. No idea whats going on over there.. A diabetic can't be without insurance.. .. Had to log off .. to much stress going on right now... with everyone on top of no fucking shows or tips hardly.. $18 bucks in almost 4 hours!
I hope you're feeling better.
anonymous camgirl
09-11-2015, 02:52 PM
thanks! I really appreciate that.. has gotten better cuz I haven't logged on?..lol...drinking a bottle of wine in the doldrums and right now I just don't fee like giving a fuck.. I don't think it is better.. but I could be wrong
I hope you're feeling better.
SuperPookie
09-11-2015, 03:07 PM
Had to log off .. started crying .. depressed with this shit.. and everyone around me in my personal life is not doing well.. my youngest is 19 Type 1 Diabetic and losing his health insurance and I dunno whats going on cuz he is living with his dad.. and I am begging him to come home.. Worried.. he can't be without but his birthday is on Sunday and have no insurance in place to take over.. WTF.. No idea whats going on over there.. A diabetic can't be without insurance.. .. Had to log off .. to much stress going on right now... with everyone on top of no fucking shows or tips hardly.. $18 bucks in almost 4 hours! I'm really sorry about the situation with your son. Is there anyway he could qualify for Medicaid maybe?
1pandoradesire
09-11-2015, 03:34 PM
Had to log off .. started crying .. depressed with this shit.. and everyone around me in my personal life is not doing well.. my youngest is 19 Type 1 Diabetic and losing his health insurance and I dunno whats going on cuz he is living with his dad.. and I am begging him to come home.. Worried.. he can't be without but his birthday is on Sunday and have no insurance in place to take over.. WTF.. No idea whats going on over there.. A diabetic can't be without insurance.. .. Had to log off .. to much stress going on right now... with everyone on top of no fucking shows or tips hardly.. $18 bucks in almost 4 hours!
I feel for you!! Might want to check he might be able to be on his Dad's insurance. Two of my kids were on their Dad's until they were 24. My Son works at a big grocery chain down here but sometimes in the summer his hours drop so insurance becomes tricky. Good luck
webcamcutie
09-11-2015, 05:21 PM
Yep no regulars!.. the only regulars I seen were from like 2 yrs ago who don't spend on me anymore or maybe anybody
Legit think someone ate them all.
webcamcutie
09-11-2015, 05:33 PM
Had to log off .. started crying .. depressed with this shit.. and everyone around me in my personal life is not doing well.. my youngest is 19 Type 1 Diabetic and losing his health insurance and I dunno whats going on cuz he is living with his dad.. and I am begging him to come home.. Worried.. he can't be without but his birthday is on Sunday and have no insurance in place to take over.. WTF.. No idea whats going on over there.. A diabetic can't be without insurance.. .. Had to log off .. to much stress going on right now... with everyone on top of no fucking shows or tips hardly.. $18 bucks in almost 4 hours!
I'm so sorry sweetie, I feel you, it gets stressful. My dog has had episodes of him urinating blood again since April, I can't make enough to take him to the specialist. He's been back on his chinese herbal remedies I had him on last time he went through it. Last year I spent so much money and treatments and tests on him to try to find out what was wrong and they never did. Right after he got sick I went into the hospital to get my appendix removed and had 3 weeks off. So I've been busting ass lately to get all THOSE back bills paid from that time off and today he had an episode and was spinning in circles on my front deck with his eyes going back and forth. I just held him, pet him, begged him to stop and come out of it, and he seems okay now. The vet is stumped, no idea what is wrong with him, and a specialist is way too much. It hurts I can't give him the treatment he needs when we spent so much time and money on him last year to get him back to normal and now it's happening all over again. He almost died last time, I had to rush him to emergency where they diagnosed him as 'dying.' with a blood transfusion, many medicines, tests, chinese herbs, one day it just stopped... But it's back again and this time I put him back on his herbs immediately and it seems to be helping but that dizzy eye darting episode scared the crap out of me.
In the thick of things, it IS hard not to worry, or be stressed but we need to remember number 1 to take care of ourselves. Sometimes when we are losing sleep or stressing too much it shows and can impact earnings also. I'm truly a victim of this always.
Get some rest, try not to worry, positive thinking, positive vibes! Even if it feels like the end of the world, it always gets worse before it gets better, and there will always be highs and lows of camming, just try not to stress yourself out so much, and I truly hope things get better for you and everyone else for this matter. We WILL make it through this slump! And we WILL be stronger for doing so. The slow and dead times has gotten my lazy butt to sit on cam for 4-5 hours shifts at a time now and I hadn't been used to that since I was spoiled. If you ever need a friend, feel free to add and pm me, I'll be there for any advice or comfort or rage talk you need, and I'm sending you some good money vibes. Don't cry sweetie, it'll be okay. :-* I'd give you a huge internet hug right now if I could.
webcamcutie
09-11-2015, 05:36 PM
thanks! I really appreciate that.. has gotten better cuz I haven't logged on?..lol...drinking a bottle of wine in the doldrums and right now I just don't fee like giving a fuck.. I don't think it is better.. but I could be wrong
Drinking makes it disappear slightly..... I'm 3 years sober and have considered drinking again but then figured I'd have one hell of a nasty hangover later.... Lol
Want a drinking buddy? Sometimes some time off and not giving a fuck really does help. That's how I've been since I fell asleep last night then this morning after ares had his incident I said fuck it. Dying my hair pink and chilling... I'll try tomorrow.
Susperia
09-11-2015, 05:49 PM
Had to log off .. started crying .. depressed with this shit.. and everyone around me in my personal life is not doing well.. my youngest is 19 Type 1 Diabetic and losing his health insurance and I dunno whats going on cuz he is living with his dad.. and I am begging him to come home.. Worried.. he can't be without but his birthday is on Sunday and have no insurance in place to take over.. WTF.. No idea whats going on over there.. A diabetic can't be without insurance.. .. Had to log off .. to much stress going on right now... with everyone on top of no fucking shows or tips hardly.. $18 bucks in almost 4 hours!
Very sorry to hear that. I hate health insurance, they fuck you in every possible way. Its like they punish you for being sick or having accidents. I hope things get better for you and your son. Hugs to you.
Susperia
09-11-2015, 05:50 PM
BTW camming sucks today because I logged on late in the afternoon and it was dead as fuck....made $23 in two hours woop de fucking do.
seicento
09-11-2015, 09:29 PM
Ugh why do these idiots customers think that if you have a big ass you know how to/have to twerk ?4 stars rating for not twerking,seriously?Ask before private,idiots .From all the girls advertising twerking he had to choose me,the one not advertising twerking.Was a second pvt with this idiot ,I wonder why he rated me 5 for the first one if I only diserve 4?Mofo.
anonymous camgirl
09-12-2015, 10:00 AM
I have been using these youngevity products for a few months now and they are EXCEPTIONAL!.. They have a pets line as well..
https://buyygy.com/90forLifeStore/en/pet-products
I'm so sorry sweetie, I feel you, it gets stressful. My dog has had episodes of him urinating blood again since April, I can't make enough to take him to the specialist. He's been back on his chinese herbal remedies I had him on last time he went through it. Last year I spent so much money and treatments and tests on him to try to find out what was wrong and they never did. Right after he got sick I went into the hospital to get my appendix removed and had 3 weeks off. So I've been busting ass lately to get all THOSE back bills paid from that time off and today he had an episode and was spinning in circles on my front deck with his eyes going back and forth. I just held him, pet him, begged him to stop and come out of it, and he seems okay now. The vet is stumped, no idea what is wrong with him, and a specialist is way too much. It hurts I can't give him the treatment he needs when we spent so much time and money on him last year to get him back to normal and now it's happening all over again. He almost died last time, I had to rush him to emergency where they diagnosed him as 'dying.' with a blood transfusion, many medicines, tests, chinese herbs, one day it just stopped... But it's back again and this time I put him back on his herbs immediately and it seems to be helping but that dizzy eye darting episode scared the crap out of me.
In the thick of things, it IS hard not to worry, or be stressed but we need to remember number 1 to take care of ourselves. Sometimes when we are losing sleep or stressing too much it shows and can impact earnings also. I'm truly a victim of this always.
Get some rest, try not to worry, positive thinking, positive vibes! Even if it feels like the end of the world, it always gets worse before it gets better, and there will always be highs and lows of camming, just try not to stress yourself out so much, and I truly hope things get better for you and everyone else for this matter. We WILL make it through this slump! And we WILL be stronger for doing so. The slow and dead times has gotten my lazy butt to sit on cam for 4-5 hours shifts at a time now and I hadn't been used to that since I was spoiled. If you ever need a friend, feel free to add and pm me, I'll be there for any advice or comfort or rage talk you need, and I'm sending you some good money vibes. Don't cry sweetie, it'll be okay. :-* I'd give you a huge internet hug right now if I could.
anonymous camgirl
09-12-2015, 10:01 AM
Did cam get any better yesterday? all I did was drink a bottle of wine and throw up!...lol... and called my mom, dad , grandma, sister, friend and son..lol
Thanks for your support guys! that's what we are here for!
anonymous camgirl
09-12-2015, 12:14 PM
Fucking losers! I want to kill them all!.. That is all!
SweetJulia
09-12-2015, 02:26 PM
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SweetJulia
09-12-2015, 02:52 PM
Warning, long read: mods, please don't move to life support. The events are significant enough to, but male members can read this and considering one made a Forrest Gump joke when a pregnant girls said her abusive husband threw a box of chocolate at her face and caused enough injury to bleed, I feel like those in this forumn are the ones I'm closest to and would get the most support from, despite sharing an unpopular opinion and on the how much do you make thread. So, in order of least to most important, here's the last month of my life: 1) . A hormonal cream I was taking for the pain of endometriosis caused me to lactate for three months. Stopped taking it and should be done lactating Cuz........ 2). The twenty five pounds I've lost without effort, by not eating, through stress, and cuz of the meds I'm on have caused my periods to cease since June. 3). I got mugged twice. First time, no biggie, fifty bucks cash. Second time, by a "friend" with a gun who just got out of prison for .manslaughter, he says self defense. I gave him an old cell phone of mine with so.e service left on it and fifty bucks when we met for lunch-I paid-to hold him over until we hung out two days later. We were supposed to watch movies, I was gonna give him some furniture, an old laptop, set him up for cramming, and help him apply for jobs online. Instead, he tested his old phone from the one I gave him while we were out at lunch, saying I'd give him a few grand and a laptop that night, clearing him of any wrong doing when he showed up that night, pushed me out of the way, and combed my place inch by inch for every cent I had in my home. My life and those of my pets are worth more than a few thousand dollars, so I complied. He also took my keys and saved my address, in case I went to the cops. He'd kill and torture the animals first, saving me for last. "They wouldn't find any bodies, just blood and parts of cut up cats". He also took my three month supply of pain and anxiety meds, which was about three hundred to replace. So, I'm out $3,350 plus a laptop. Bringing me to 4). A friend of mine owns a business with his ex, she's supposed to give him a check every week for half profits and is usually a few weeks behind
I usually loan him some money like 2-3k the first or second week of every month. After explaining what happened, why I was out of money for a while, etc he got pissed and said if he didn't have it in ten days, he'd post my real name, number, and real pics in a backpage hooker ad, so he could get the money one way or another, that he was "owed" and used to getting for two years. So I worked a bunch, camming and fetish shoots, and got him his precious money, despite being in a horrible state to do anything sexual cuz of the last and most important number- 5). I was raped for a third time a few weeks ago. I live in a safe city where the elderly walk their dogs @ four am. Just went two blocks to a drugstore, sweats, no makeup, a hoodie. The cops were nice but honest in saying he likely won't be caught. Awesome. If you count actual rape events, it's the third. If you count guys involved, fourth. If you count each penetration til completion, including the second event where I was held hostage in a hotel room all weekend at gunpoint, maybe just under a dozen. I know I haven't posted on here much in the past month because of this. I turned half of you against me by voicing a surprisingly unpopular opinion in the "how much do you make" thread and then corrected grammatical errors in a post where the author called someone dumb. I apologized, in a post and in pm. If I knew doing this would get my head bit off , I would have just ignored the thread and posted on topics I have an interest in and tried to help people who have questions. If I have any friends left on here,some support would be nice. If not, I'll repost this on Life Support, despite the guaranteed three joke minimum from male members. PS-for those suggesting I drop the "Sweet" from my name, please re-read this thread and honestly ask yourself how sweet you'd be after a month like this. Oh, and despite all this, I still made $2,300 this week, so the mega hustlers should be proud. If you're still reading my long ads post, I appreciate it :)
^^^ You may want to edit ur post & arrange it in paragraphs, is easier to read than just the way it looks now, just a suggestion, ty for considering it xx
SweetJulia
09-12-2015, 03:01 PM
Moved to Life Support-don't feel obligated to explain why I was "moody" toward a top earner I've never heard of, just will put on ignore list in future.
SweetJulia
09-12-2015, 03:17 PM
^^^ You may want to edit ur post & arrange it in paragraphs, is easier to read than just the way it looks now, just a suggestion, ty for considering it xx
On a phone? Ok, I just put each main point in its' own even section.
seicento
09-12-2015, 05:00 PM
On a phone? Ok, I just put each main point in its' own even section.
I read it easily and I`m sure others could too,it takes a minimum of concentration.
Anyway,I`m not good at being supportive so I can only say that I`m sorry for what happened to you,sounds like you`ve been thru hell.If you didn`t already ,please look into therapy,going thru a rape or many is not a joke.Take good care of you and your pets.
As for here ,I don`t think anyone is against you,we all have different opinions and we all post them ,people just tend to get in polemics,that`s all.
P.S:you can correct me ,I don`t mind ,I learnt english by myself and is far from perfect but I do my best lol.
SimoneGray
09-13-2015, 02:16 AM
Holy moly SweetJulia...hugs and love and strength, I am so so sorry this happened to you. Stuff like this makes me want to take a machete to every man's dick.
webcamcutie
09-13-2015, 02:43 AM
If I had a dollar for every time I was asked to stand up tonight I would have hit my goal in the first hour online ;O
SweetJulia
09-13-2015, 02:53 AM
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I am soo very sorry for what happened to you Julia, i send u blessings & warm hugs, lots of love for you there! After i asked u for re-arranging ur original post i left the forum & focused on camming, i think many of us just work too while we surf the forum & cant always focus on a longer post, to read & reply right away. Just know u not alone, some of us do really care about others, i am :-*:heartbeat:smiley_lo
Unfortunately bad things happen to people, things that can change the course of our lives, i dont know why & how but we sometimes have bad luck i think, is not like we dont take care of ourselves or dont pay attention to things around us but it's just 'the happening' event coming our way & we cant do anything about it. All i can say is "Thank god u are alive", i wish u good luck & to heal ur traumas as soon as possible, what u been thru is a lot to handle indeed, i am speechless almost.
Regarding the comments in the other thread, yea, i had an unpopular opinion there too & i voiced my POV even people dont like it, i tend to have different opinions than most people here cause well, i am different lol & dont ever kiss ass or worship somebody for no reason, people tend to do this when they hear how much money somebody makes/ has, i always 'read between the lines' what people want when posting such things.
And now i'll piss off some people around here i know, but i dont care if so ;)
Thank god i decided to block PM's from everyone else except contacts otherwise my inbox would be full of messages from pissed off people looking for validation or the worshipers/ 'lieutenants' of these people ;), some people can only feel important when in the shadow of popular people ;)
Nevertheless, here are great people in here that deserve consideration & respect and i consider who is really successful & ok with themselves dont need validation in a forum but enjoy life with their beloved ones & are happy with the success & the money they make simply.
Take care sweetie, God bless you xxx
pinklemonade0
09-13-2015, 05:52 AM
I am really sorry to read this too :(.
i hope you can go to a women's centre or just anywhere to get some support with it if you want to.
xxxxxx
anonymous camgirl
09-13-2015, 09:28 AM
Ok first of all!.. These people you are calling friends? NOT friends!... I would suggest you MOVE.. the reason you are getting treated this way is you PROBABLY ARE SWEET!.. This is WHAT these kind of people do to NICE people.. I KNOW!.. I have been through similar experiences.. So your lesson is STOP being nice to people who are NOT your friends.. You feel hurt, you feel unsupported, you feel pain and you are acting out on the forums because of it.. Been there done that. Now it's time to take responsibility for your part.. #1 MOVE!.. Anyone who has hurt you do NOT ever speak to them .. EVER!.. do you understand? Because if you continue down this path more horror will come to you.. I promise it will.. Nice and sweet people get raped and abused ALL THE TIME.. This is know first hand honey... If you need advice please PM me!.. I have been there and came out the other side.. Stop being nice .. Who cares about that guy who came out of prison that you were trying to help... Steer Clear of these kinds. Wish I could be there for you in real life. Please don't take this post the wrong way... These are WARNING signs for you to turn your life around and get rid of these fucking losers in your life. AND CHANGE YOUR PHONE NUMBERS!
Warning, long read: mods, please don't move to life support.
The events are significant enough to, but male members can read this and considering one made a Forrest Gump joke when a pregnant girl said her abusive husband threw a box of chocolate at her face and caused enough injury to bleed, I feel like those in this forumn are the ones I'm closest to and would get the most support from, despite sharing an unpopular opinion and on the how much do you make thread.
So, in order of least to most important, here's the last month of my life:
1) . A hormonal cream I was taking for the pain of endometriosis caused me to lactate for three months. Stopped taking it and should be done lactating Cuz........
2). The twenty five pounds I've lost without effort, by not eating, through stress, and cuz of the meds I'm on have caused my periods to cease since June.
3). I got mugged twice. First time, no biggie, fifty bucks cash. Second time, by a "friend" with a gun who just got out of prison for manslaughter, he says self defense. I gave him an old cell phone of mine with some service left on it, REGISTERED IN MY NAME, and fifty bucks when we met for lunch-I paid-to hold him over until we hung out two days later. We were supposed to watch movies, I was gonna give him some furniture, an old laptop, set him up for camming, and help him apply for jobs online. Instead, he texted his old phone from the one I gave him while we were out at lunch, saying I'd give him a few grand and a laptop that night, clearing him of any wrong doing when he showed up that night, pushed me out of the way, gun in tow, and combed my place inch by inch for every cent I had in my home. My life and those of my pets are worth more than a few thousand dollars, so I complied. He also took my keys and saved my address, in case I went to the cops. He'd kill and torture the animals first, saving me for last. "They wouldn't find any bodies, just blood and parts of cut up cats". He also took my three month supply of pain and anxiety meds, which was about three hundred to replace. So, I'm out $3,350 plus a laptop. Bringing me to
4). A friend of mine owns a business with his ex, she's supposed to give him a check every week for half profits and is usually a few weeks behind.
I usually loan him some money like 2-3k the first or second week of every month. After explaining what happened, why I was out of money for a while, etc he got pissed and said if he didn't have it in ten days, he'd post my real name, number, and real pics in a backpage hooker ad, so he could get the money one way or another, that he was "owed" and used to getting for two years. So I worked a bunch, camming and fetish shoots, and got him his precious money, despite being in a horrible state to do anything sexual cuz of the last and most important number-
5). I was raped for a third time a few weeks ago. I live in a safe city where the elderly walk their dogs @ four am. Just went two blocks to a drugstore, sweats, no makeup, a hoodie. The cops were nice but honest in saying he likely won't be caught. Awesome. If you count actual rape events, it's the third. If you count guys involved, fourth. If you count each penetration til completion, including the second event where I was held hostage in a hotel room all weekend at gunpoint, maybe just under a dozen.
I know I haven't posted on here much in the past month because of this.
I turned half of you against me by voicing a surprisingly unpopular opinion in the "how much do you make" thread and then corrected grammatical errors in a post where the author called someone dumb. I apologized, in a post and in pm.
If I knew doing this would get my head bit off , I would have just ignored the thread and posted on topics I have an interest in and tried to help people who have questions.
If I have any friends left on here,some support would be nice. If not, I'll repost this on Life Support, despite the guaranteed three joke minimum from male members.
PS-for those suggesting I drop the "Sweet" from my name, please re-read this thread and honestly ask yourself how sweet you'd be after a month like this. Oh, and despite all this, I still made $2,300 this week, so the mega hustlers should be proud. If you're still reading my long ads post, I appreciate it :)
JaneBurgess
09-13-2015, 04:49 PM
Damn I am so sorry to read all of this. Have you considered moving away and making new friends? Those friends don't sound very much like friends, they seem to be using you for your money. You deserve better.
Warning, long read: mods, please don't move to life support.
The events are significant enough to, but male members can read this and considering one made a Forrest Gump joke when a pregnant girl said her abusive husband threw a box of chocolate at her face and caused enough injury to bleed, I feel like those in this forumn are the ones I'm closest to and would get the most support from, despite sharing an unpopular opinion and on the how much do you make thread.
So, in order of least to most important, here's the last month of my life:
1) . A hormonal cream I was taking for the pain of endometriosis caused me to lactate for three months. Stopped taking it and should be done lactating Cuz........
2). The twenty five pounds I've lost without effort, by not eating, through stress, and cuz of the meds I'm on have caused my periods to cease since June.
3). I got mugged twice. First time, no biggie, fifty bucks cash. Second time, by a "friend" with a gun who just got out of prison for manslaughter, he says self defense. I gave him an old cell phone of mine with some service left on it, REGISTERED IN MY NAME, and fifty bucks when we met for lunch-I paid-to hold him over until we hung out two days later. We were supposed to watch movies, I was gonna give him some furniture, an old laptop, set him up for camming, and help him apply for jobs online. Instead, he texted his old phone from the one I gave him while we were out at lunch, saying I'd give him a few grand and a laptop that night, clearing him of any wrong doing when he showed up that night, pushed me out of the way, gun in tow, and combed my place inch by inch for every cent I had in my home. My life and those of my pets are worth more than a few thousand dollars, so I complied. He also took my keys and saved my address, in case I went to the cops. He'd kill and torture the animals first, saving me for last. "They wouldn't find any bodies, just blood and parts of cut up cats". He also took my three month supply of pain and anxiety meds, which was about three hundred to replace. So, I'm out $3,350 plus a laptop. Bringing me to
4). A friend of mine owns a business with his ex, she's supposed to give him a check every week for half profits and is usually a few weeks behind.
I usually loan him some money like 2-3k the first or second week of every month. After explaining what happened, why I was out of money for a while, etc he got pissed and said if he didn't have it in ten days, he'd post my real name, number, and real pics in a backpage hooker ad, so he could get the money one way or another, that he was "owed" and used to getting for two years. So I worked a bunch, camming and fetish shoots, and got him his precious money, despite being in a horrible state to do anything sexual cuz of the last and most important number-
5). I was raped for a third time a few weeks ago. I live in a safe city where the elderly walk their dogs @ four am. Just went two blocks to a drugstore, sweats, no makeup, a hoodie. The cops were nice but honest in saying he likely won't be caught. Awesome. If you count actual rape events, it's the third. If you count guys involved, fourth. If you count each penetration til completion, including the second event where I was held hostage in a hotel room all weekend at gunpoint, maybe just under a dozen.
I know I haven't posted on here much in the past month because of this.
I turned half of you against me by voicing a surprisingly unpopular opinion in the "how much do you make" thread and then corrected grammatical errors in a post where the author called someone dumb. I apologized, in a post and in pm.
If I knew doing this would get my head bit off , I would have just ignored the thread and posted on topics I have an interest in and tried to help people who have questions.
If I have any friends left on here,some support would be nice. If not, I'll repost this on Life Support, despite the guaranteed three joke minimum from male members.
PS-for those suggesting I drop the "Sweet" from my name, please re-read this thread and honestly ask yourself how sweet you'd be after a month like this. Oh, and despite all this, I still made $2,300 this week, so the mega hustlers should be proud. If you're still reading my long ads post, I appreciate it :)
MissMoore
09-14-2015, 12:45 AM
Julia,
I don't even know what to say. What you wrote above is incomprehensible. Reading your post I literally felt sick to my stomach. I wish I was half as strong as you are. I don't think I could handle going through all of what you have and even be able to have the strength to write let alone work. I know you will make it through this. Nobody should ever have to go through what you did but you will come out stronger and wiser because of it.
I doubt you will ever talk to those people who hurt you again. They are disgusting excuses for human beings and like other posters said above they need to be cut out off your life forever. Whatever you allow will continue. I feel like it's almost impossible to be kind or just even friendly to people without it being dangerous anymore. I've been put in really odd situations because I was too accepting of people or have been in danger because I didn't think people could be so rotten. I got to the point where I was only giving people one chance. If I got a weird vibe or something was unsettling to me I gave people the boot immediately. Well, after a while I thought I was being too harsh. I started giving people second chances again... not a good idea. I finally learned my lesson that people will always take kindness for weakness. Like anonymous cam girl said, shitty people prey on those who are sweet.
I hope that your health improves very soon and that you can keep on hustling like a rock star. I don't where you are from but it sounds like you need to move very, very far away from there and find people who have a good heart like you do. I will keep you in my thoughts.
RedMeg
09-14-2015, 01:11 AM
It's ok not to feel ok right now. I admire your tenacity despite overwhelming odds.
I do not know you, sweetjulia, but I will be your internet friend and tell you that you're having an absolute shit month.
Sunnylexie
09-14-2015, 03:36 AM
Got my Streamate room shut with like $2500 I had in it. My own fault indeed (I had an old room with a studio (they won't close it) but under my maiden name). Hope that last payment sent out on Friday will still find me because otherwise I'm dead. Trying Chaturbate at the moment, but I'm damn clueless and just can't make them tip (been online for like 5 hours and only made $50). At the moment, I'm just sitting there like a lump on a log waiting for someone to say hi. There are 74 guys in the room, noone tipping or talking. FML.
Vlodina
09-14-2015, 06:08 AM
I don't think I could beee any more bored just now. Yesterday was great, but only because of AW. Unfortunately SM is shit yesterday and today.
EllieGold
09-14-2015, 09:40 AM
I started back on MFC yesterday and ended up getting some asshat rating me 1 star because I didn't reply to his pm's. Sigh. Now I am 4/5 stars there. I wish I could really know how to hustle that crowd.. ;-/
webcamcutie
09-14-2015, 10:19 AM
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Oh well thank you, I'll have to look into it if he pulls through.
We've had a touch and go weekend. He took a really bad turn for the worst on Saturday, and all day yesterday we were both miserable, today he is acting better and managing to go to the bathroom a bit and his medicine did come this morning and he took it an hour ago, as well as he is on antibiotics since last night, and he seems to have made a 50% turn around. He's been asking to go outside now, tries and manages to get a bit out, and the hard spot in his belly has decreased and I can feel things moving around. Ever since he took his meds an hour ago he is FINALLY sleeping soundly for the first time since Saturday at 6pm. Fingers crossed, I've spent the last 48 hours doing prayers for him and giving him home remedies to help him get things moving along, as well as lying with him with heat packs, the whole nine, I swear he's like a child to me, all my pets are, nothing I can do now but wait and hope.
EllieGold
09-14-2015, 10:23 AM
I keep getting these fat tags... "got fat" is a new one that showed up. I am due in late October... well duh? I am chubby and that's ok :) This weekend was meh... It was not the worst, but it certainly was not the best I've had. I averaged $20 or so an hour and that's really kinda low for me being a niche right now. I expect at least double that... Here's to another week.
CharlieTen
09-14-2015, 12:53 PM
Been on free chat flirting, greeting, stroking dat hot body for like 4 hours. 3 minutes in private. FML. Time for chillin and documentary. I guess mondays are slow!
gingerstripper
09-14-2015, 01:03 PM
keep on swimming bbs. just coming on here to shine some light.. be happy and nice to everyone youll make money! ive been making 350+ over the weekend one night i made 400 and didnt do a single show
CharlieTen
09-14-2015, 01:08 PM
You so lucky. This was my 3rd ever shift on SM so I thought it would be better. Last 2 shifts I made 117$ in 6 hours on cam. So I was all, fuck yeah streamate is amazing it's my new job I will live in a castle one day. And I didn't even have the mic on because I was in my mum's house! And now 4 fucking dollars in 4 hours with the mic on and acting like a horny lil fuck. Pssh. Ton of freeloaders. C'est la vie! Tomorrow will be better I guess!
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-14-2015, 01:23 PM
Oh well thank you, I'll have to look into it if he pulls through.
We've had a touch and go weekend. He took a really bad turn for the worst on Saturday, and all day yesterday we were both miserable, today he is acting better and managing to go to the bathroom a bit and his medicine did come this morning and he took it an hour ago, as well as he is on antibiotics since last night, and he seems to have made a 50% turn around. He's been asking to go outside now, tries and manages to get a bit out, and the hard spot in his belly has decreased and I can feel things moving around. Ever since he took his meds an hour ago he is FINALLY sleeping soundly for the first time since Saturday at 6pm. Fingers crossed, I've spent the last 48 hours doing prayers for him and giving him home remedies to help him get things moving along, as well as lying with him with heat packs, the whole nine, I swear he's like a child to me, all my pets are, nothing I can do now but wait and hope.
Canned pumpkin minus the sugar and seasoning is really good to give to dogs with intestinal problems. You can mix a little with mild food to keep his tummy calm. Pepto bismol is great too. My dog was sick recently and I mixed pepto with pedialyte to keep him hydrated. I crush one pepto tablet in about a cup of pedialyte and gave him drops of it every hour throughout the day. I used a medicine dropper. The pepto to help the upset stomach and the pedialyte to keep him hydrated. The can pumpkin helps with both constipation and diarrhea.
This is only treating the symptoms but it can help with his comfort while he naturally combats whatever this is thats got a hold of him. Hopefully it was an infection that will go away with the second round of antibiotics. Also its good to keep corn syrup or honey around. If his gums get too pale you can rub it on them to keep him from going into shock. Sorry for the thread jack but I can't walk away from a sick puppy.
Kitcatt
09-14-2015, 01:39 PM
keep on swimming bbs. just coming on here to shine some light.. be happy and nice to everyone youll make money! ive been making 350+ over the weekend one night i made 400 and didnt do a single show
Haha, thats funny, I was a total cunt rag on Saturday after being nice for hours and doubled my earnings. Guys are weird.
MissMoore
09-14-2015, 03:09 PM
Oh my god, Sunnylexie I would straight up be going into convulsions. if my room got shut down with that much money in my account. I don't know how you ladies handle it. I hope your issue is resolved quickly.
sovereignv
09-14-2015, 04:03 PM
My condolences to all women going through incredibly bad shit right now. Lexie, I hope you manage to get you account back somehow. Julia... I don't even know what to say to that level of pain but I sincerely hope things get better for you.
My rant is that my computer force updated itself (even though I have windows update turned off) and this update was apparently so goddamn important that installing it made my computer sit on the same loading screen for three hours without doing anything or starting up. I solved the issue by waking up at 11:45 PM and mumbling confusedly at some support guy (was trying to bond about our shared call centre experiences...) but! This rant has a silver lining as I was in a crazy bad state of mind and really did not want to work tonight.
Shame about not making any money though :O
SuperPookie
09-14-2015, 05:22 PM
Got my Streamate room shut with like $2500 I had in it. My own fault indeed (I had an old room with a studio (they won't close it) but under my maiden name). Hope that last payment sent out on Friday will still find me because otherwise I'm dead. Trying Chaturbate at the moment, but I'm damn clueless and just can't make them tip (been online for like 5 hours and only made $50). At the moment, I'm just sitting there like a lump on a log waiting for someone to say hi. There are 74 guys in the room, noone tipping or talking. FML. I'd be freaking the hell out. That's a lot of frigging money so I hope you ca get that straightened out fast! As for the 50$.. I had the nerve to try chatterbate once and made 14$ in 3 hours and it was a long ass 3 hours to. By the time I logged off I was crying because everyone was so mean. I hope you have a much better experience. Hugs :)
webcamcutie
09-14-2015, 06:00 PM
Canned pumpkin minus the sugar and seasoning is really good to give to dogs with intestinal problems. You can mix a little with mild food to keep his tummy calm. Pepto bismol is great too. My dog was sick recently and I mixed pepto with pedialyte to keep him hydrated. I crush one pepto tablet in about a cup of pedialyte and gave him drops of it every hour throughout the day. I used a medicine dropper. The pepto to help the upset stomach and the pedialyte to keep him hydrated. The can pumpkin helps with both constipation and diarrhea.
This is only treating the symptoms but it can help with his comfort while he naturally combats whatever this is thats got a hold of him. Hopefully it was an infection that will go away with the second round of antibiotics. Also its good to keep corn syrup or honey around. If his gums get too pale you can rub it on them to keep him from going into shock. Sorry for the thread jack but I can't walk away from a sick puppy.
Thank you for the advice. If he isn't showing any progressing signs (and can make it through the night) I will be taking him to the vet first thing in the morning. He's been unable to go to the bathroom since yesterday, was straining and trying, acted like he was in pain, today on the antibiotics he seems to be a lot more rested, still unable to go to the bathroom but finally not acting like he's in pain or scrunching up in his stomach like he was all day yesterday, but literally has zero interest in food all day today (ate very little yesterday) although I've been trying a lot and feeding him via syringe. Last time he had his medicine he was sick to his stomach an hour later. It really doesn't look good right now, reminds me of when his mom passed last year from kidney failure (she was a diabetic and her poor kidneys just gave out on her) but he still gets up and moves around and tries to go to the bathroom. I've been crying on and off all day, he's really been sick since last year when I almost lost him and they suspected he had An autoimmune disease which almost killed him, but they ruled that out as his blood platelets came back on their own once he was weaned from steroids. They never did find out what was wrong. I hope he can pull through and the vet can give me some answers! I'm frustrated at this point and feel completely helpless. Regardless of all this, fuck goals this week, I'm definitely in no mood to entertain any asshats while I'm dealing with a possibly dying dog. Ugh. Sorry for the hijack also guys. Thanks for your advice, I appreciate it.
Heather7679
09-14-2015, 08:15 PM
Sorry to hear about your puppy : ( I hope he does better . Hugs to you
caramelcraze
09-14-2015, 11:04 PM
why was it so dead tonight?! $40 in 3hrs on cb and not a single private! I'm pissed. I haven't had a night this bad in almost a year.
42590
I'm officially making a SM account because this up and down carnival is driving me nuts.
Vlodina
09-15-2015, 07:03 AM
$30 in 192 minutes on SM today.
42597
Terribly slow for me last nite as well...
By the way, i adore Nicholas Cage, i simply love him!