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EmPea
09-27-2017, 10:02 PM
it's really hard to get disability...sex work is my disability check lol.
EricaErotica
09-27-2017, 11:13 PM
If you read instead of reacted. You would have seen how I said in a later post how social workers, legal case workers, and non-profit organizations exist to guide severely mentally and physically disabled individuals through the process. I worked for an organization in Los Angeles that did this work. California is a state that is known to be generous to people looking for government benefits. At the non-profit organization I worked for we had people who MOVED to California from other states just so that they could get better government benefits for themselves.
False. Many disabled people, mentally and physically, get turned down for SSI and similar programs. They dont just hand it out to people who apply for it, you have to have doctors fill out paperwork and prove you are disabled and cant work.
EricaErotica
09-27-2017, 11:22 PM
Is your disability covered under the Americans With Disabilities Act and medically recognized as a PERMANENT and not temporary disability? Did you have a lawyer, a legal case worker, social worker, AND a non-profit organization working on your behalf?
it's really hard to get disability...sex work is my disability check lol.
EmPea
09-27-2017, 11:26 PM
Is your disability covered under the Americans With Disabilities Act and medically recognized as a PERMANENT and not temporary disability? Did you have a lawyer, a legal case worker, social worker, AND a non-profit organization working on your behalf?
I gave up at the beginning of the process. The process was long and humialiating for little support.
EricaErotica
09-27-2017, 11:30 PM
How do you know it was little support? Did a lawyer, legal case worker, social worker, AND non-profit confirm this for you?
EmPea
09-28-2017, 04:20 AM
I didn't ask you for advice on this ericaerotica
pixiepower329
09-28-2017, 07:09 AM
My mother had an attorney, etc. etc. etc. and it still took her 3 attempts to actually get disability, despite the fact that she lost the use of her legs and partial use of her hands. Now mind you-- if you have the willingness to fight it, they do pay retroactively from the first filing.. but still. For someone with mental issues particularly-- its very taxing. The system is designed to deny. The majority of the people I know who are on disability were denied their first time around. Even those who are clearly disabled and are clearly not going to recover.
EricaErotica
09-28-2017, 07:26 AM
Yes, that is exactly the reason why there are non-profit organizations (at least in California) designed to provide the extra assistance necessary navigate the system. It is not as easy as just going to a doctor, filing a claim, winning a claim. It needs to be treated like a legal matter as well rather than just a medical matter to achieve success. The court system in is country is not known for being a speedy process.
EricaErotica
09-28-2017, 07:30 AM
I was not giving you advice. I was asking you questions. There is a difference. I was wondering how you came to the conclusion that you stated. Please read rather than react. People need to learn to do this more. People need to learn how not to be so sensitive. Peace and blessings.
I didn't ask you for advice on this ericaerotica
PinkPopcorn
09-28-2017, 07:47 AM
People come into this thread to vent that things are slow. All businesses, no matter what, go through slow periods that aren't always a reflection of their owner/employees/effort/over-all success and there can be many factors, not just a country's economy or a person's effort. The reason you are getting flak is because people are coming here just to vent frustrations to sympathetic ears, not get business advice that completely voids out any knowledge of their financial portfolio or business practices. The posts come off as judgmental and as if those who are struggling can only blame themselves, even if that isn't your intention.
Just my 2 cents.
EricaErotica
09-28-2017, 07:57 AM
@ PinkPopcorn point well taken. That was not my intention. I am not culturally American. My parents are immigrants. So my approach is different from Western culture where people seem to beat around the bush in the way they communicate. Our culture is very direct. Most of the older adults from my parents country who are in America now survived mass genocide and starvation in the late 1960s - early 1970s. The way we communicate is with the understanding that life is raw. Life is brutal. Nothing was ever sugar coated. Western society likes fairy tales.
ravenskyy
09-28-2017, 08:35 AM
Soooooo, I could really use a small loan of a million dollars right about now. Lmao Anyone else?
DahliaSimone
09-28-2017, 08:47 AM
Soooooo, I could really use a small loan of a million dollars right about now. Lmao Anyone else?
Ditto. Its been such an achingly dead week for me.
anonymous camgirl
09-28-2017, 09:55 AM
That would totally work!.. would even split it with ya! haha
Soooooo, I could really use a small loan of a million dollars right about now. Lmao Anyone else?
anonymous camgirl
09-28-2017, 10:03 AM
After scolding almost everyone you have talked to on this thread, Peace and Blessings? really? I agree with Pink Popcorn.. You are treating us like your dom customers.. sheesh! And when talking to you yesterday you cited NO sources whatsoever on whatever you said.. I looked you up on your threads and posts.. Almost every post you make you either demean people OR tell them about how you know it better than they do... Like we are all your minions.
oh and p.s. I know more than you think I know!... I have been a camgirl for 15 yrs AND I am almost 45 .. much older than you.... I will say I walked away from this thread yesterday shaking my head at you about how little you do know about real estate.. and I LAUGHED that you equated buying an expensive home for you and your husband to investing.
Also working MULTIPLE hours per day for $200-250 a day on cam is NOT good money
Also have fun working the rest of your life instead of retiring in 5-10 yrs or less
Also you spend $3000 per month on your bills and BRAG about living in a luxury apartment.. REALLY? where at? middle of nowhere?
All the things you say just don't add up .. stop bragging PLEASE .. you do NOT know everything.
I was not giving you advice. I was asking you questions. There is a difference. I was wondering how you came to the conclusion that you stated. Please read rather than react. People need to learn to do this more. People need to learn how not to be so sensitive. Peace and blessings.
LoraDoll
09-28-2017, 10:10 AM
Idk but today it s slow again, and more and more people complaining and telling in free, that they stalk on these sites forever, coz they can but it s not their intention to "ever spend on this shit". Now when u are surrounded with people like that only, what u blame? Economy? :D Wait untill 2019, and this thing that feeloaders have more and more nerve ll disappear completely? No, it s just pure luckiness or unluckiness sometimes.
anonymous camgirl
09-28-2017, 10:13 AM
When I run across men like that? BAN BAN BAN.. fuck em.. Burns me up!
Idk but today it s slow again, and more and more people complaining and telling in free, that they stalk on these sites forever, coz they can but it s not their intention to "ever spend on this shit". Now when u are surrounded with people like that only, what u blame? Ecomony? :D Wait untill 2019, and this thing that feeloaders have more and more nerve ll disappear completely? No, it s just pure luckiness or unluckiness sometimes.
EricaErotica
09-28-2017, 10:24 AM
Sweetie,
You obviously have problems in your life. I'm sorry for your struggles. I choose not to argue with you. Arguing with you (and anybody else on a forum) would be like arguing with Mickey Mouse, a cartoon character. That is why online arguments are pointless. You don't know me. I don't know you. Peace and blessings.
PS. Also being married to someone in finance, staying married for almost 20 years and having a dependable person who shares all expenses with you equally, having no children, not having credit card debt, having a 36 month residential lease - save $300 a month on that alone, not having student loans to pay back (my education was financed by my community), having a vanilla business where I get everything wholesale, and incorporating your businesses also greatly reduces one's expenses.
With the way my businesses are incorporated and the licenses I hold, I don't pay market rate for anything anymore - not my luxury apartment, not my luxury cars, not my custom made furniture, not my designer clothing, not my Italian shoes, not my European handbags, not my expensive gemstone jewelry, not my hair extensions, not my nail tips. Not a single thing. So maybe if I come across as a "bully" it is probably because I spend hours each day negotiating with men on the lowest price for inventory I carry in my businesses (and the inventory I want for myself).
There are even things I don't pay for. If I obtain a sample, use that sample item for a company photo shoot and return it in good condition it is completely free. So I'll use an evening gown for a photo shoot, wear it to a party or event, and return it in a week. Guess what? I just saved $500 - $1000. By doing this once a month, I save $6,000 - $12,000 annually. Your expenses are so high because you don't have these advantages or these relationships. You are going through the regular retail marketplace to obtain the things you need. You are giving a lot of your hard earned money to some type of middleman. I don't do this. I don't give my hard earned dollars to ANY middlemen. I even know how to buy most groceries wholesale. I save, save, and save some more. That is what I practice. That money which is saved is then invested in stocks or put into my retirement fund.
PPS. That is flattering that you think you are MUCH older than me. Thank you! I just exude youth. In actuality, you are only 3 years older than I am. I just do not look my age. I take better care of myself than most human beings. Never smoked. Never drank. Never done any drugs. Workout two hours a day. Eat right. My mother's background is in health, fitness, and beauty. I know how to make all the latest skincare and bodycare products myself. Save thousands a year on that alone. No one ever believes my real age. People mistake me for being 18 - 20 younger than my actual age. I stay blessed because I am not stressed.
After scolding almost everyone you have talked to on this thread, Peace and Blessings? really? I agree with Pink Popcorn.. You are treating us like your dom customers.. sheesh! And when talking to you yesterday you cited NO sources whatsoever on whatever you said.. I looked you up on your threads and posts.. Almost every post you make you either demean people OR tell them about how you know it better than they do... Like we are all your minions.
oh and p.s. I know more than you think I know!... I have been a camgirl for 15 yrs AND I am almost 45 .. much older than you.... I will say I walked away from this thread yesterday shaking my head at you about how little you do know about real estate.. and I LAUGHED that you equated buying an expensive home for you and your husband to investing.
Also working MULTIPLE hours per day for $200-250 a day on cam is NOT good money
Also have fun working the rest of your life instead of retiring in 5-10 yrs or less
Also you spend $3000 per month on your bills and BRAG about living in a luxury apartment.. REALLY? where at? middle of nowhere?
All the things you say just don't add up .. stop bragging PLEASE .. you do NOT know everything.
anonymous camgirl
09-28-2017, 10:32 AM
Oh sweetie.. BLESS YOUR HEART!.. I hope you know what that means here in the SOUTH!
I guess I am a better DOMME than you!
Sweetie,
You obviously have problems in your life. I'm sorry for your struggles. I choose not to argue with you. Peace and blessings.
EricaErotica
09-28-2017, 10:36 AM
Yes, I do. I currently live in the South. Bless your heart as well.
LoraDoll
09-28-2017, 11:21 AM
I was not giving you advice. I was asking you questions. There is a difference. I was wondering how you came to the conclusion that you stated. Please read rather than react. People need to learn to do this more. People need to learn how not to be so sensitive. Peace and blessings.
Bullshit. Act like u know everything, but however, Many things u say are ur own "speculations" and how u put things together for urself in your head. Based on that, U can t really have the right to tell others "what to learn" or if they are " too sensitive ". Sounds like to me, u are afraid, and try to protect urself. But here... from who? I d say, go and find someone else to fool around, if that s what u need.
And would be nice to see less posts from u , from now on.
EricaErotica
09-28-2017, 11:26 AM
Everything anyone says is an opinion. Right? So what is the argument for? You have your opinions. I have mine. Right? Seems like there are a lot of angry people out there. So sad...
LoraDoll
09-28-2017, 11:28 AM
U are just annoying. I hope a moderator ll come and shut u up, coz seems like, u just can t stop being toxic - with no reason.
EricaErotica
09-28-2017, 11:30 AM
I was respectful in my tone and the words I chose in my reply to you. You seem angry. I say that because you used a swear word against me. You also told me to shut up. I never did any of those things to you. I agreed with you that everything anyone of us says is basically ones own opinion. Where is the dispute if we agree on the same thing...
I never once called anyone a jerk, an asshole, a bully, etc. But those ANGRY words were used to address me. So yes, I feel very justified in labeling the people who have chosen to attack me as angry. They have used angry words throughout this dialogue. These angry words have been directed towards me specifically.
I have been civil with my choice of words. I have not uttered a swear word or called anyone a vulgar name. Both have been done to me. I do not engage in name calling. That is very hurtful and unnecessary. I have stated my opinions in a very calm and measured manner. I have not raised my voice at anyone who has verbally attacked me in this thread. Those of YOU who have chosen to reply to me in that manner are actually the ones who need to look inward. Reread your posts as well. That would be very enlightening.
anonymous camgirl
09-28-2017, 11:34 AM
Oh what's the use, Domming has really gone to her head.. she can't break character.
Honestly almost all of *your* posts have a very angry tone, and the fact that you chose the emotion of "anger" to label everyone else with says a lot to me about where you are emotionally. You might want to do some introspecting on the subject.
hyori
09-28-2017, 11:40 AM
I was respectful in my reply to you. You seem angry. I'm not sure what about though. I agreed with you that everything anyone of us says is basically ones own opinion...
Your posts are very condescending. I don't know if you are aware of your effect on others and how you seem to enjoy bullying your point across. It seems intentional, as if you are trying to prove that only your way is the best way and that anyone who disagrees who or has a different opinion is stupid. That's why the majority of us have issues with your posts and responses.
Having tact is a great skill in life. It takes you very far, much further than being an asshole who stomps on other people's opinions. It is something I work on everyday and it is a struggle for me too because I'm also a straight shooter, but I'm getting better at learning cues and adjusting. Listening is key.
Also, it's not a matter of you being from some other culture that encourages bluntness. I know many Eastern Europeans who are the most tactful and understanding human beings. I wouldn't pull them under the bus with you.
EricaErotica
09-28-2017, 11:44 AM
To read the exact tone and intent behind a post is virtually impossible. I'm going to leave this thread because my comments (and the back and forth comments from others) has prevented people who use this thread to vent about their struggles with camming from doing so. PinkPopcorn made an excellent point earlier. She was correct. My apologizes.
Contrary to popular belief, I have no qualms with admitting my own faults and errors. I have no problem with admitting when I am wrong. I have no problem with apologizing to anyone who might have been hurt or who might have felt judged by my words. My sincere apologizes. This thread needs to get back on track and serve the purpose it was meant to.
loveshooks
09-28-2017, 11:58 AM
we received a report on this thread but I haven't wanted to step in. I decided to after the issue kept up. In general though, if the rest of the internet would demonstrate even a ounce of the conflict resolution skills that go on here it would actually be a fun place. props to each of you
2 things I would like to say:
when I lived in Canada I volunteered with an anti-poverty group and a huge aspect of the mandate was to assist peeps in navigating the confusing and extremely difficult process of gaining access to benefits to which they were entitled. it's not easy and at every turn the system is designed to shut you down.
yes life can be brutal. makes it even more important that we treat each other with kindness and employ communication to facilitate understanding in spaces where we can. thanks to every member of the discussion above for doing that.
I don't want to hijack this thread so bowing out now. stay civil and drop this topic.
much love chicas, hope everyone is having a wicked, and wicked $$$$ day
And now back to your regularly programmed Camming Sucks thread.
anonymous camgirl
09-28-2017, 01:01 PM
Camming sucks because I had to log out , My son had an emergency fall in the bathtub and cut open his foot on the bathtub spout.. oh well it wasn't that great on cam.. to bad though.. I was talking to someone in FREE chat who kept tipping me $10 bills for being real..haha.. but wrong thread!
And now back to your regularly programmed Camming Sucks thread.
sweetandnaughty
09-28-2017, 09:39 PM
Wtf?? Traffic is gone!! I've never seen it soooo slow on both SM and ImLive during PRI e time....ughhhh!!!
SoloDesire
09-28-2017, 10:00 PM
Camming sucks because I had to log out , My son had an emergency fall in the bathtub and cut open his foot on the bathtub spout.. oh well it wasn't that great on cam.. to bad though.. I was talking to someone in FREE chat who kept tipping me $10 bills for being real..haha.. but wrong thread!
Oh no! I hope your son is okay!! You didn't miss much...the whole day was so dead.
anonymous camgirl
09-29-2017, 08:55 AM
Oh no! I hope your son is okay!! You didn't miss much...the whole day was so dead.
Thanks!.. It looks like he shaved a good layer of skin off.. I consulted my Mineral Practitioner and he said not much to do with getting stitches or anything so we opted not to.. you can't push the skin back together.. He is always getting hurt it seems... He just broke his ankle in April and is still recovering from that.. Taking a real long time as he has a raging calcium deficiency and not really being as compliant with his supplement protocol as he should be... I try!
Wow. Let me put on my shocked face. It's DEAD. Fuckity fuck fuck. Getting 30 fps NOT EVEN 24 like I was hoping for and sitting here perusing job leads. I just wish for a week we could all disappear and all the free tube sites too so guys would be like- we should have been there while we still had it.
On another note. AnonymousCamgirl Glad your boy will be ok.
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-29-2017, 12:28 PM
Thanks!.. It looks like he shaved a good layer of skin off.. I consulted my Mineral Practitioner and he said not much to do with getting stitches or anything so we opted not to.. you can't push the skin back together.. He is always getting hurt it seems... He just broke his ankle in April and is still recovering from that.. Taking a real long time as he has a raging calcium deficiency and not really being as compliant with his supplement protocol as he should be... I try!
Is a mineral practitioner something that can be covered by health insurance?
anonymous camgirl
09-29-2017, 01:00 PM
NO, unfortunately!.. Its a Hair Mineral Tissue Analysis Practitioner.. mine is highly knowledgeable and has experience beyond that.. He used to work for a supplement company and travels all over the world , Helping people.. Also is a business partner in clinics.. Yes it's kinda pricey.. but not that bad.. I pay over $200 per test every 3 months and then pay for the vitamins and minerals usually can be found on amazon and I have 24/7 support with everything I ask about for FREE.. totally worth it.
I find he is way more helpful than my health insurance haha... My doctor is not very much help.. I went there a week ago about my plantar fasciitis so she gives me the printout and tells me to go to foot locker for orthotics.. I came home and asked my mineral practitioner and he sent me a video of Plantar Fasciitis exercise posted by DR BERG.. the EXACT opposite of the other exercises and provided instant relief and I do it everyday .. I have had days I can walk pretty good and get out in the yard or do chores after ward.. and other days I am limping around..lol.... My Mineral practitioner told me it's the severe electrolyte imbalances that caused it.. Makes sense because I had started a IF/LOW CARB diet and shortly after I had this problem..
Is a mineral practitioner something that can be covered by health insurance?
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-29-2017, 01:42 PM
NO, unfortunately!.. Its a Hair Mineral Tissue Analysis Practitioner.. mine is highly knowledgeable and has experience beyond that.. He used to work for a supplement company and travels all over the world , Helping people.. Also is a business partner in clinics.. Yes it's kinda pricey.. but not that bad.. I pay over $200 per test every 3 months and then pay for the vitamins and minerals usually can be found on amazon and I have 24/7 support with everything I ask about for FREE.. totally worth it.
I find he is way more helpful than my health insurance haha... My doctor is not very much help.. I went there a week ago about my plantar fasciitis so she gives me the printout and tells me to go to foot locker for orthotics.. I came home and asked my mineral practitioner and he sent me a video of Plantar Fasciitis exercise posted by DR BERG.. the EXACT opposite of the other exercises and provided instant relief and I do it everyday .. I have had days I can walk pretty good and get out in the yard or do chores after ward.. and other days I am limping around..lol.... My Mineral practitioner told me it's the severe electrolyte imbalances that caused it.. Makes sense because I had started a IF/LOW CARB diet and shortly after I had this problem..
I think my aunt sees someone like this? She's in her 60's and struggled with weight issues all her life. And she had polio as a child leaving her slightly disabled. So before going to this person, physical exercise was very difficult for her. After three years of visiting this person she dropped 40 lbs and feels better than she's ever felt in her entire life. I'm so happy for her because post polio syndrome can be very debilitating and now it's like it never happened. She doesn't even need to use a cane anymore and most of the pain has subsided. I'm going to call her later and ask her what the exact title of the person she see's is.
anonymous camgirl
09-29-2017, 03:48 PM
I think my aunt sees someone like this? She's in her 60's and struggled with weight issues all her life. And she had polio as a child leaving her slightly disabled. So before going to this person, physical exercise was very difficult for her. After three years of visiting this person she dropped 40 lbs and feels better than she's ever felt in her entire life. I'm so happy for her because post polio syndrome can be very debilitating and now it's like it never happened. She doesn't even need to use a cane anymore and most of the pain has subsided. I'm going to call her later and ask her what the exact title of the person she see's is.
Ok cool.. It's a slow process.. I have been balancing my minerals for 18 months now.. My adrenals were healed in 6 months.. still working on the thyroid, liver and sugar imbalance, (my air hunger is almost pretty much gone.. that took the entire 18 months but it might come back as heavy metals get stirred up).. in the mean time I gained another 20 pounds and I have read articles stating that you can gain weight if it's to much detoxification for your liver to handle.. so it's been rough!.. I tried that diet (if/low carb and gained 4 pounds and tanked my adrenals for a lil bit) .. Now I am doing the Fat Flush Plan with Ann Louise Gittleman.. It's a great diet and been on it for a month but haven't lost any weight haha.. .. I wish I could fast but I can't.. so I am doing what I can do..
P.s. I started cutting back my minerals because I want to lose weight not gain weight!.. so I cut out my lunch minerals to slow things down a bit.
BubblyBlonde
09-30-2017, 11:11 AM
Back to camming sucks...
I went online at 7AM not a single show. Had someone leave me a rude tag on SM. Went back online at 10:30AM and got a Skype customer who is trying to get a discount on his show. No, I will not let them be cheap!
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-30-2017, 11:24 AM
Back to camming sucks...
I went online at 7AM not a single show. Had someone leave me a rude tag on SM. Went back online at 10:30AM and got a Skype customer who is trying to get a discount on his show. No, I will not let them be cheap!
I didn't even know people could still give tags? I can't remember the last time I got one? I think I'm going to take another hiatus from camsites until the holidays.
DancesWithSloths
10-01-2017, 10:42 AM
The quality of men on SM today is going to make me lose my ladylike demeanour.
anonymous camgirl
10-01-2017, 10:47 AM
I FEEL YA!.. Millions of freeloaders in and out and in and out.. no one!.. making half the hourly than I should be on a Sunday.. forget it!.. I am logging off to go get my Disaster Food Stamps I need them! hahaha.. No way in hell I can make up the money I lost during the hurricane with this shit.
The quality of men on SM today is going to make me lose my ladylike demeanour.
LoraDoll
10-01-2017, 02:30 PM
I reached goal yesterday in time, but on what way. Hours in free, it was crazy that again I saw only haters and assholes for so long.
When I became completely disappointed and fed up someone came in. He was there, long time ago. Asked me, how I am. So I told, him, that everything sucks. He was curious so I explained how much fun was this job, but now it s completely the opposite, basically I let off some steam I had. Not sure that was a good idea, but he was understanding. I know everyone have to deal with shit in his life, so I kinda felt bad to put this all on him.
Later he came back, and ... asked several questions like... about gym, or whatever he could. It was kinda obvious he sorry, and just want to waste time in pv, without asking anything. Help me out. Also he mentioned how good shows I did back in the time when he visited my room. Yea, it was so different a few yrs ago.
I worked my way up to better customers, and my shows was about creativity and sexyness... not vulgar porn scenes, what guys want today. I act good and natural when I have to be the "hot fun girl" however, when I have to be the "nasty bitch who who crave for cock so hard and instant" at that point, I just break. I can t stand that, and I think, this is why I spend so much time in free and no one talking to me. Or I dont know.
Getting ready to complete my 8 hours again, but idk... I dont want to deal with the crazy haters again, who just want to make me feel worthless and crap. For some time it was challenging to stay cool and patient but now I just really dont see the point of this nonsense... I dont know.
The other thing, that my bf have a job finally, and it s not a bad one. He works for a small programming company, the atmosphere there is good. He come home after 8 hours of work, and he is tired, but ... u know ... not depressed, not that drained as I am. Not that grumpy by far. No one humiliates or insults him and he is just fine in the end of the day. I wish I could tell the same. I wish more and more to have a normal life, and be able to feel like a human in the end of the day.
These guys I have to deal in these days make it impossible, they just ruin my mood so bad. And at this point even If i reach the goal, I dont feel it matters anymore.
However. I wish good luck for everyone - including myself. :D
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
10-01-2017, 02:53 PM
LoraDoll you are a precious angel and wish people weren't so cruel to you in freechat. I honestly cannot imagine what that must be like? How many sites are you on?
HollyJaydeXXX
10-01-2017, 02:58 PM
I reached goal yesterday in time, but on what way. Hours in free, it was crazy that again I saw only haters and assholes for so long.
When I became completely disappointed and fed up someone came in. He was there, long time ago. Asked me, how I am. So I told, him, that everything sucks. He was curious so I explained how much fun was this job, but now it s completely the opposite, basically I let off some steam I had. Not sure that was a good idea, but he was understanding. I know everyone have to deal with shit in his life, so I kinda felt bad to put this all on him.
Later he came back, and ... asked several questions like... about gym, or whatever he could. It was kinda obvious he sorry, and just want to waste time in pv, without asking anything. Help me out. Also he mentioned how good shows I did back in the time when he visited my room. Yea, it was so different a few yrs ago.
I worked my way up to better customers, and my shows was about creativity and sexyness... not vulgar porn scenes, what guys want today. I act good and natural when I have to be the "hot fun girl" however, when I have to be the "nasty bitch who who crave for cock so hard and instant" at that point, I just break. I can t stand that, and I think, this is why I spend so much time in free and no one talking to me. Or I dont know.
Getting ready to complete my 8 hours again, but idk... I dont want to deal with the crazy haters again, who just want to make me feel worthless and crap. For some time it was challenging to stay cool and patient but now I just really dont see the point of this nonsense... I dont know.
The other thing, that my bf have a job finally, and it s not a bad one. He works for a small programming company, the atmosphere there is good. He come home after 8 hours of work, and he is tired, but ... u know ... not depressed, not that drained as I am. Not that grumpy by far. No one humiliates or insults him and he is just fine in the end of the day. I wish I could tell the same. I wish more and more to have a normal life, and be able to feel like a human in the end of the day.
These guys I have to deal in these days make it impossible, they just ruin my mood so bad. And at this point even If i reach the goal, I dont feel it matters anymore.
However. I wish good luck for everyone - including myself. :D
Sorry babes! We've been talking about the same thing in the SM Venting thread all this week. It's like the work hasn't necessarily gotten harder, but it has gotten more psychologically draining. It's exhausting. We put up with a lot and if we were talked to at a normal job the way we are talked to on cams, we'd be filing Hostile Work Environment claims. Longer hours, more bullshit and less money. That is our world now.
Great news tho... we are all wonderful, intelligent, business-minded goddesses and can always move on. ;)
Genoveve
10-01-2017, 03:02 PM
Getting ready to complete my 8 hours again, but idk... I dont want to deal with the crazy haters again, who just want to make me feel worthless and crap.
Honestly you can't take it personally because it happens to EVERYONE. Everyone gets trolls, it's a part of having an online presence unfortunately----and that means *any* kind of online presence, not just camming. Trolls are an unfortunate part of the digital age that everyone has to deal with. Whatever insult a troll gives you, they've given it to countless other chicks in countless other rooms.
HollyJaydeXXX
10-01-2017, 03:34 PM
80+ 'Potential Members' and 0 in my room during a $4 GS countdown... shoot me.
LoraDoll
10-01-2017, 05:02 PM
LoraDoll you are a precious angel and wish people weren't so cruel to you in freechat. I honestly cannot imagine what that must be like? How many sites are you on?
i m on Jasmin, and only here now. I tried multi tasking. However, it worked the best for me, if i focused only here. Thankfully the money is still okay. However, I think I changed during the years. Things was important to me before, are less important now. What i mean... my desire now, to do something what make sense. A little sense at least, a little fun. U know.
Camming made a little sense to me some time ago... but now, I dont feel it anymore. I Think it s time to stop crying about myself... :D
What i want, to say thank you, for all of you who replied. I Aint expected anything.
It helped me to figure out what my next step should be. I think I got "comfortable " with camming on some way during the years. But things change, just like ourselves. Just can t wait forever and expect that camming ll be satisfying for me later.. better to take our life in our hands again, and move into a direction what we like.
LoraDoll
10-01-2017, 05:17 PM
edging4ursxyfeet : Just like my teen daughter... Barefoot?? X
martinsjoao: show me tour legs
edging4ursxyfeet : When i fuck my wife up the arse later i will think of you xxx
edging4ursxyfeet : Pretty shoes on for daddy????
guest18: she lovES money
guest70: shake boobs
guest0312 : boobs
guest11 : Can I see your legs babe? Think you're so fit
guest69: wanna show us that magnificent booty of yours???
guest70: show ass
edging4ursxyfeet : We all want to cum on you
edging4ursxyfeet : I think they have to work for the pvt....
guest43 : Twerk please
edging4ursxyfeet : Were all wanking now
darkem11: im so bored tonight :(
micka29: see you body baby
micka29: i will pv
ohhhooo : boobs
jlouds: do u want my 9
jlouds: i only have 9 credits but would love to cum on your tits bb
jamd10: STAND UP PLEASE
guest2: kick me out now u fucking cunt --> probably a sit and stare forever moron, who came back as a guest, just to say this.
This is a straight copy from free chat, 30 min. Now, how would u put up with this. nothing make sense, all just beggars and haters, and lowlife people. Can I fish out something from this garbage? Somehow I cant. Basically what s happening, hours passing by with audience like this, if i ask for pv, these morons just laugh into my face. I dont know if it s this bad on other sites. On jasmin, it s never been this bad.
and since i m bored af, u can imagine, i take a look on other rooms sometimes. Exactly the same thing happening on first pages in top girls room. Everyone sit here for long, sometimes for hours like this. So if u need a report about Jasmin, in these days: it s like this.
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Splendid
10-01-2017, 06:22 PM
edging4ursxyfeet : I think they have to work for the pvt....
Everything happening in the chat you copy and pasted was gross but this sentiment makes me so irrationally angry? Like why do these guys think we WANT to go private with them??