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Demonia
04-16-2012, 03:31 PM
You want to show your family you can be successful by doing Porn????

Yes. My family is so weird. Well for instance, my mother would be fine if I was on the cover of playboy magazine. She would be fine if I own a strip club. She would be fine as long as I am making tons of money off it (success doesn't correlate with money to me... it does in my family).

Now, if I just have sex like 98% of porn stars, who aren't stars, but just do porn then I am a dime in a dozen... then I would be shameful.

But if I bring home the money, have fame, fortune, what-not, then they would probably brag about it.

BringOnTheMen
04-16-2012, 05:08 PM
Yeah I'm pretty sure most families will react completely opposite. While they will eventually accept what you do, they still probably won't be happy or proud and won't tell anyone about it. In fact, they'll probably refuse to talk about it.

I grew up near this diner where the father of one of the most famous female rock legends of the last 30 years would go all the time. He had completely disowned her. He hated whenever someone brought her up. And she was a legit rock star. Not a porn star.

GlamourRouge
04-16-2012, 07:12 PM
Yes. My family is so weird. Well for instance, my mother would be fine if I was on the cover of playboy magazine. She would be fine if I own a strip club. She would be fine as long as I am making tons of money off it (success doesn't correlate with money to me... it does in my family).

Now, if I just have sex like 98% of porn stars, who aren't stars, but just do porn then I am a dime in a dozen... then I would be shameful.

But if I bring home the money, have fame, fortune, what-not, then they would probably brag about it.

Pornstars don't make a lot of money though. Even the top ones are lucky to break 100k a year. Like, really lucky. There are only a handful of pornstars with more than 1 million. There just isn't money in porn these days. Its in other things. Like dancing.

JayATee
04-17-2012, 07:20 AM
^ It's ok, we don't have to worry about reality here. She's not on planet earth.

crystalize
04-17-2012, 10:27 AM
just go try to be a stripper first and then reevaluate your plan.

camille27
04-17-2012, 05:35 PM
i am rarely at a loss for words.

lokikola
04-17-2012, 05:56 PM
Dude I've read your other posts and I'm just going to break it down. Based on your lack of common sense you are going to crash and burn. Seriously. Its that simple. You will fail at stripping, camming, or porn. You lack common sense and you are out of touch with reality. If you are not witty in this business people will take advantage of you and you are totally going to get taken advantage of, used and thrown out. I'm not predicting the future, I'm just putting 2 and 2 together for you since you can't do it for yourself.

The best advice I can give you is to keep day dreaming.

Demonia
04-17-2012, 08:12 PM
Dude I've read your other posts and I'm just going to break it down. Based on your lack of common sense you are going to crash and burn. Seriously. Its that simple. You will fail at stripping, camming, or porn. You lack common sense and you are out of touch with reality. If you are not witty in this business people will take advantage of you and you are totally going to get taken advantage of, used and thrown out. I'm not predicting the future, I'm just putting 2 and 2 together for you since you can't do it for yourself.

The best advice I can give you is to keep day dreaming.

Why would I fail at stripping? And camming? I know how to use men(and women if I have to) and hustle. That's practically the only thing I am an expert at the present moment.

And porno too? What can they do to me, that would make me feel burn/used? I am the driver of my life, no one else is putting me in front of a camera, or on a pole. If I am following something I love to do, have a passion for, then the more power to me.

glitzy
04-17-2012, 08:36 PM
You need to go and DO any of these things before you say you will be an expert at it.
And I don't see how you can be a pro at hustling men if you're concerned about paying a guy $40 for a phone! lol

jekka
04-17-2012, 08:49 PM
And porno too? What can they do to me, that would make me feel burn/used?

Put you in unsafe situations, pull a bait and switch, pimp you out, not pay you, pretend to be your friends and allies then stab you in the back, kick you when you're down...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0NnzChrd0S4

camille27
04-17-2012, 11:10 PM
#jesuswept

JayATee
04-18-2012, 05:26 AM
If I am following something I love to do, have a passion for, then the more power to me.

In order for it to be something you love to do you have to have done it, at least once. You're infatuated with an idea, you've no clue of the reality, and frankly, the ladies here (myself included) are wasting their breath talking to you. You have no idea what you're talking about. You've no idea what you're doing, you're trying to see in the dark while wearing sunglasses. You've no common sense, you're not experienced in anything, and you're obviously not street smart. Good luck to you, because Loki is right. As a matter of fact, I hope you just crash and burn, and don't wind up seriously hurt or dead because you trusted the wrong people.

Flickdreams
04-18-2012, 05:42 AM
Yeah that's one of my goals in life, but that's not the end of all goals, it's just the beginning. It's a side business, as well as stripping. Everything I do is a side business, which branches off from my image.

Porno is almost dead, so is any entertainment industry. But porno is a marketing tool I could use, I may not become rich off it, but I can get a huge fanbase (people still look at it, more than ever) So I am not going to put all my eggs in one basket, but a bunch of eggs in every basket of the entertainment industry.

Kind of like Sasha Grey's career, she stop doing porn after she was well-known. Now she's doing mainstream stuff.

Is Porn something you just want to try? OR, do you have a definite goal you believe porn will help you achieve?

Flickdreams
04-18-2012, 05:50 AM
Yeah... that's a good question. Plastic surgery really, maybe for me, to like have all my checks marks off. It's kind of like security that... "I can make it now that I am super perfect".

The reality is... either I have it or I don't. It would take much more than a few simple procedures to make me into the biggest porn star of the 2010s-2020s. It would take a body change. I have it all within me.... just my insecurities taken the better of me.

I really look at myself in the mirror lately, and thought, "There's nothing that is wrong with you". I have a larger size nose, but it kind of "fits". It's not distracting large, but it's not small and perfect. I should had jump into porn when I was 18-19 yrs old, but I let college be one of my distractions. It really sucks you in when.... lol when I was trying to become a medical student, get that perfect GPA, get that MCAT, study study study... then I realize... this isn't me, I want to become a sex symbol, not a doctor. I am just doing this for my family.

I am not today's standard of beautiful. I would be PERFECTION if this was 1915. I kind of look like Mary Pickford and Theda Bara. Especially Mary's mouth.

I better just jump into it right after my body is slim and healthy. There's no better time than the present... for porn that is.

Thank you, that question change my logic about this. I am going to do it this yr, before I turn 21. I just have to serious get on the ball of things, and get my body in gear. Actually I am going to do it 6 months from now. October 1st.

Who? LOL

JayATee
04-18-2012, 05:57 AM
Is Porn something you just want to try? OR, do you have a definite goal you believe porn will help you achieve?

http://www.stripperweb.com/forum/showthread.php?171856-Planning-to-become-a-Stripper-in-May

Sophia_Starina
04-18-2012, 11:32 AM
All things considered, this thread is really entertaining.

One young girls hopeful naievete was met with measured concern. In response, an onslaught of delusion and obliviousness erupted. Frustration and disbelief led to minds being blown, hands being thrown into the air, and disappointed head-shakes all around... the echo of "tisk, tisk, tisk" was faintly heard for days.

Now it's just funny.

LOL.

KatRocks
04-18-2012, 12:06 PM
If you don't get it, you don't get it.

All Good Things
04-18-2012, 01:12 PM
One young girls hopeful naievete was met with measured concern.

If this is "one young girl," I'll pay for her 10K of plastic surgery. Cash, right now. Let's see if she can prove it. I swear to God, I'll wire it to "her" by Western Union.

But "she" can't, because "she's" just an old guy with zero imagination trying to have some fun at the expense of well-meaning dancers trying to give "her" advice.

I kept getting tripped up by "her" use of the word "porno" as a mass noun. "Doing porno," "what's wrong with porno," etc. The only problem is that "porno" hasn't been used as a mass noun in about 40 years in the U.S., Canada or the U.K., and nobody under the age of about 50 has even heard it used that way. In the 1960s, however, it was used that way all the time. The word "porn" didn't come into common use where it replaced "porno" as a collective noun until decades later.

Notice that every time "she" uses the word "porno," everybody else, no matter where they are from, answers with the word "porn."

A person using "porno" like that is at least 50 years old.

Then there's the whole thing with Mary Picford and Theda Bara. Who except a much older man is going to remember silent film stars?

Also, "her" comparing her "big nose" and "Mary Picford" mouth obviously referring to her avatar is hilariously absurd because as everybody knows that's a pic of the Canadian musician Lights, whose real name is Lights Poxleitner.

So how about it, "young lady?" Ten thousand cash, plus I'll fly you to Cali and introduce you to real "porno" stars. Get you set right up. LOL

tempest666
04-18-2012, 02:57 PM
If this is "one young girl," I'll pay for her 10K of plastic surgery. Cash, right now. Let's see if she can prove it. I swear to God, I'll wire it to "her" by Western Union.

But "she" can't, because "she's" just an old guy with zero imagination trying to have some fun at the expense of well-meaning dancers trying to give "her" advice.

I kept getting tripped up by "her" use of the word "porno" as a mass noun. "Doing porno," "what's wrong with porno," etc. The only problem is that "porno" hasn't been used as a mass noun in about 40 years in the U.S., Canada or the U.K., and nobody under the age of about 50 has even heard it used that way. In the 1960s, however, it was used that way all the time. The word "porn" didn't come into common use where it replaced "porno" as a collective noun until decades later.

Notice that every time "she" uses the word "porno," everybody else, no matter where they are from, answers with the word "porn."

A person using "porno" like that is at least 50 years old.

Then there's the whole thing with Mary Picford and Theda Bara. Who except a much older man is going to remember silent film stars?

Also, "her" comparing her "big nose" and "Mary Picford" mouth obviously referring to her avatar is hilariously absurd because as everybody knows that's a pic of the Canadian musician Lights, whose real name is Lights Poxleitner.

So how about it, "young lady?" Ten thousand cash, plus I'll fly you to Cali and introduce you to real "porno" stars. Get you set right up. LOL

Hey I'm not a DOM and I know who Mary Pickford and Theda Bara are! One was "America's Sweetheart" the other was supposedly a "vamp" but she was just a lot of PR and black eyeliner.

All Good Things
04-18-2012, 03:21 PM
^ True, but you knew Alexander the Great was King of Macedon by the age of 20, which makes you awesome and all that, so that changes the rules.

GlamourRouge
04-18-2012, 04:17 PM
So many trolls, so little time.

On a side note, I'm infatuated with the 1920s, but yes, troll.

Demonia
04-19-2012, 01:05 AM
Oh yes. I am an old very old man born in 1934 *coughs coughs*. I know ragtime, flappers, and the bee's knees. And that's Lights, one of my recent favorite singers, and I never said that was me.You don't need to be old to be obsess with fame, but anything related to celebrity I read. "One of us one of us!"

Seriously, I can't stop laughing. Yes, I am an elderly man! I am going to strip on the poles, ohh, look at my saggy arms and hairy*but grey* body. Yes,,*cough cough*. Remember the Everly Brothers? They were great.

Well I take that as a compliment.

---
this was a serious thread, too. Thanks everyone for the help.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ELkZ72QXjms

camille27
04-19-2012, 10:17 AM
this post is not helping you disprove the accusation. at all.
Oh yes. I am an old very old man born in 1934 *coughs coughs*. I know ragtime, flappers, and the bee's knees. And that's Lights, one of my recent favorite singers, and I never said that was me.You don't need to be old to be obsess with fame, but anything related to celebrity I read. "One of us one of us!"

Seriously, I can't stop laughing. Yes, I am an elderly man! I am going to strip on the poles, ohh, look at my saggy arms and hairy*but grey* body. Yes,,*cough cough*. Remember the Everly Brothers? They were great.

Well I take that as a compliment.

---
this was a serious thread, too. Thanks everyone for the help.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ELkZ72QXjms

camille27
04-19-2012, 10:18 AM
let's pause for a second. is this offer available to anyone or just the troll?
If this is "one young girl," I'll pay for her 10K of plastic surgery. Cash, right now. Let's see if she can prove it. I swear to God, I'll wire it to "her" by Western Union.

But "she" can't, because "she's" just an old guy with zero imagination trying to have some fun at the expense of well-meaning dancers trying to give "her" advice.

I kept getting tripped up by "her" use of the word "porno" as a mass noun. "Doing porno," "what's wrong with porno," etc. The only problem is that "porno" hasn't been used as a mass noun in about 40 years in the U.S., Canada or the U.K., and nobody under the age of about 50 has even heard it used that way. In the 1960s, however, it was used that way all the time. The word "porn" didn't come into common use where it replaced "porno" as a collective noun until decades later.

Notice that every time "she" uses the word "porno," everybody else, no matter where they are from, answers with the word "porn."

A person using "porno" like that is at least 50 years old.

Then there's the whole thing with Mary Picford and Theda Bara. Who except a much older man is going to remember silent film stars?

Also, "her" comparing her "big nose" and "Mary Picford" mouth obviously referring to her avatar is hilariously absurd because as everybody knows that's a pic of the Canadian musician Lights, whose real name is Lights Poxleitner.

So how about it, "young lady?" Ten thousand cash, plus I'll fly you to Cali and introduce you to real "porno" stars. Get you set right up. LOL

All Good Things
04-19-2012, 10:32 AM
Wow, you are so totally busted. So you changed your avatar, like every single busted troll in the world, and carefully tip-toed around the language that gave you away, careful not to say anything about it.

And then after all that you wrote, "I am going to strip on the poles?" Really? "Strip on the poles?"

You're stuck in some sort of ancient linguistic hell and no matter what, can't seem to find your way out.

So on a more serious note, could you please stop posting puerile dopey crap all over the site? The fact that you suddenly ended the thread here without yet another inane brainless comeback shows you're capable of being shocked out of Trolldom and into some form of consciousness.

Please use that consciousness and Step Away From the Keyboard.

The whole rest of the sentient world thanks you.


let's pause for a second. is this offer available to anyone or just the troll?

Sorry, it was just available to the troll. It’s what demonstrated so clearly that he was a troll after all, because he didn’t even see the offer of the $10,000 that he was pretending to want all along – he just ignored it completely.

Any person who actually believed any of that inane crap would have seen the $10,000 first and ignored everything else. Didn’t happen.

Anyway, nothing personal, but sending cash like that around to dancers got me into way too much trouble once upon a time on this site, so now I only offer it to scare off trolls. Sorry, it’s a case where the 5% ruin it for the other 95%, but it's a pretty bad "ruin," so we’ve agreed to not do that anymore.

JayATee
04-19-2012, 10:34 AM
let's pause for a second. is this offer available to anyone or just the troll?

I was thinking the same thing! I want! I want! LoL


Wow, you are so totally busted. So you changed your avatar, like every other single busted troll in the world, and carefully tip-toed around the language that gave you away, careful not to say anything about it.

And then after all that you wrote, "I am going to strip on the poles?" Really? "Strip on the poles?"

You're stuck in some sort of ancient linguistic hell and no matter what, can't seem to find your way out.

So on a more serious note, could you please stop posting puerile dopey crap all over the site? The fact that you suddenly ended the thread here without yet another inane brainless comeback shows you're capable of being shocked out of Trolldom and into some form of consciousness.

Please use that consciousness and Step Away From the Keyboard.

The whole rest of the sentient world thanks you.

I'm adoring your posts in this thread. It's put me in a good mood today. Maybe I'll have a good night tonight. :D

Demonia
04-19-2012, 10:00 PM
Wow, you are so totally busted. So you changed your avatar, like every single busted troll in the world, and carefully tip-toed around the language that gave you away, careful not to say anything about it.

And then after all that you wrote, "I am going to strip on the poles?" Really? "Strip on the poles?"

You're stuck in some sort of ancient linguistic hell and no matter what, can't seem to find your way out.

So on a more serious note, could you please stop posting puerile dopey crap all over the site? The fact that you suddenly ended the thread here without yet another inane brainless comeback shows you're capable of being shocked out of Trolldom and into some form of consciousness.

Please use that consciousness and Step Away From the Keyboard.

The whole rest of the sentient world thanks you.



Sorry, it was just available to the troll. It’s what demonstrated so clearly that he was a troll after all, because he didn’t even see the offer of the $10,000 that he was pretending to want all along – he just ignored it completely.

Any person who actually believed any of that inane crap would have seen the $10,000 first and ignored everything else. Didn’t happen.

Anyway, nothing personal, but sending cash like that around to dancers got me into way too much trouble once upon a time on this site, so now I only offer it to scare off trolls. Sorry, it’s a case where the 5% ruin it for the other 95%, but it's a pretty bad "ruin," so we’ve agreed to not do that anymore.

I am not a troll...
I will prove myself (also a fan of Lights... so that was no surprise, had nothing to do with my avatar) Check out the date I join this site.

http://www.thefastlaneforum.com/off-topic-discussion/38048-taking-gap-year-millionaire-26-a.html

The forum is not an adult entertainment forum so I left info out. .

Also, going back into my past... proving I want to do porno (it's the same way I speak)
http://forums.philosophyforums.com/comments.php?id=45493


then there's the anorexic "period" of my life...
http://www.whyeat.net/forum/threads/11289-Gogo-Dancing

(looking back it's been 2 yrs with the same aspiration... how pathetic!)
--

and I hate to ruin my image on this site.... since I am reputable member of this forum
but here it goes... this was when I was browsing the stripper web so I mention that on the forum
http://www.skincaretalk.com/t/33039/claim-it-6-9-months-from-now

----------------------

If you read through all that, and still think of me as a troll then I don't know.

Demonia
04-19-2012, 10:13 PM
Or... maybe it would been better if I was a troll? That could be a good thing in this situation lmao.

I do not know how to take the "ancient linguistic hell" since no one has told me that before, since I'm 20.

.well here's a snapshot right before I dropped out of my math course this yr.
http://procrastinators-anonymous.org/node/4050

BringOnTheMen
04-19-2012, 10:20 PM
I knew you were Vatasha! I totally called it....did I actually call it earlier? Damn it, I totally should have called it earlier.

We all missed you BB. How was Red Lobster?

Demonia
04-19-2012, 10:26 PM
I knew you were Vatasha! I totally called it....did I actually call it earlier? Damn it, I totally should have called it earlier.

We all missed you BB.

Thanks. I am a long-time lurker... but, yeah finally got serious about things so I join again. I did let things slide for way too long, it's scary how time flies and you realize you just been dreaming thinking about the life (for 2 yrs... going through my threads; geez), as you are studying for college crap/working a menial labor job, then give up on your dreams. Right now is the highest moment of my life actually, so I am so excited. I am going to leave my job and my state next month, and really do the work that needs to be done.

BringOnTheMen
04-19-2012, 10:39 PM
Thanks. I am a long-time lurker... but, yeah finally got serious about things so I join again. I did let things slide for way too long, it's scary how time flies and you realize you just been dreaming thinking about the life (for 2 yrs... going through my threads; geez), as you are studying for college crap/working a menial labor job, then give up on your dreams. Right now is the highest moment of my life actually, so I am so excited. I am going to leave my job and my state next month, and really do the work that needs to be done.

BB, did you finally lose your virginity? Have you made any progress on your revolutionary Gaga porn? Did your law student bf get his inheritance and take you shopping? I've been dying to know what has been happening in your life!

Please let me know what you had at Red Lobster and if you recommend it or not. My anniversary is coming up and I'd like to do some fine dining.

Demonia
04-19-2012, 10:40 PM
lol

.... I have so much to catch up on my life, Red Lobster didn't happen.

ok I remember I made a thread "who owns my heart", well... I found a guy in Maryland, went to him, and found out he had his mother living in house... so it didn't work out, (after he shaved my head; so I couldn't go back home!... never shave your hair it's the worst thing ever!! I was out of my mind, since I was like "he's going to pay for my college, so I better do this. He's a pre-law student...marry him") . It just didn't work out, I could had force it, but I didn't want to be a bdsm slave. I don't know I was really upset about my hair, so I guess I let my body/looks go, since I felt ugly inside.

So on the bus ride to home, I contact a guy on my cell phone from the dating website. I wasn't going to sleep on the streets lol, at least then, I am more open minded to that.

here's me describing it (omit the Maryland boyfriend part) I was writing this on my laptop at starbucks
http://www.thefastlaneforum.com/general-business-discussion/32324-homeless-much-better-than-slow-lane.html

He picked me up a couple of days, as I went homeless, it was awesome! Homelessness rocks. Then I enroll at the community college, and now it's been a yr so (that's the boyfriend who gave me the cell phone). I feel like a settle woman, and from the first moment I knew I was going to dump this guy as soon as I can.... oh wow, time flies.

Between then and now; I was all about going to med school, just studying all night long, and I hated it all. Depression, misery, and all that.... I felt horribly depress in November, like "what's the purpose of all this".

read my depression here,
http://www.skincaretalk.com/t/27789/i-let-my-life-became-a-disaster

So, I was kind of like, "should be a doctor... or just quit this" I decided to quit all of this since it's not worth it... not for me, I gave college a chance, and then thought, "you're getting old, you better do your dream now before it's too late". So working and saving my money, I have an egg nest, since I have been so frugal. This month it's been planning researching places, and how to get this goal of mine accomplish.

I wonder what I can say about my life next yr, lol.

tuesdaymarie
04-19-2012, 10:48 PM
...I have decided that your niche is in reality television. Seriously. Do it.

Demonia
04-19-2012, 10:54 PM
...I have decided that your niche is in reality television. Seriously. Do it.

I never thought of that... wow.

I am pretty boring in person... kind of tame and lame.

lokikola
04-20-2012, 12:47 AM
Omg I'm dying. Rolling around in my bed laughing so much my tits hurt.

missykrissy
04-20-2012, 02:56 AM
well this thread cured my depression.
Demonia yes I think you should get involved in porn.

All Good Things
04-20-2012, 12:10 PM
If you read through all that, and still think of me as a troll then I don't know.

Sure, you’re a troll. I know you’re not big on definitions – it appears that you’ve never been anywhere near an English class you decided was not worth your time – but you are the very definition of a troll.

You have been masquerading under a fake identity (troll). You post inflammatory bullshit (troll) and respond to well-meaning advice with supremely batshit-crazy posts (troll) designed to get you attention and stir up the community (troll).

You keep changing your avatar (troll).

You post links to other sites where you are a troll (troll).

I would give you a link to where you can read the definition of a troll – where surely they would feature one of your ever-changing avatars as a prime example – but you’d never read it. That takes too long. After all, you’re rushing to become a world famous entrepreneurial show-biz “porno” star billionaire medical doctor to impress your family – you know, those people who you despise, reject, demonize and wish would die some horrible, grueling public death so you could gloat over their blood-stained bones scattered over the barren terrain.

This dream of yours makes perfect sense to me, since you are, by your own description, a Red-Lobster-reject, bus-riding, head-shaven train-wrecked virgin drop-out who tries to body-tackle loser law-student residents of their mother’s basement and force them into boyfriend status – and to take you shopping with their imaginary inheritances – while madly texting the creepy protozoan slime on dating sites pleading with them to rescue you from your homeless, penniless, bus-riding existence, all of which fails, and after which you actually end up on the street and homeless.

Then you decide homelessness is “awesome.”

So even though you’re a troll, I’m pleased to see that my posts have at least driven you to acknowledge who you are. You know, to disclose your previous posts and identity on this site – so that the dancers here can now bat you around like a stray mouse. A wildly psychotically deranged mouse, for sure, but a mouse nonetheless.

P.S. I'm obviously playing along with your identities, but don't think for a minute that I don't know that there is still old-dude masquerading going on here. There are about a dozen logical impossibilities in your various "stories," a persistent lexicon of an older, clueless and frustrated writer, and a rank stubbornness about acknowledging a reality that is not somehow tragically and woefully insane.

All Good Things
04-20-2012, 01:01 PM
I'm adoring your posts in this thread. It's put me in a good mood today. Maybe I'll have a good night tonight. :D

What a gracious and charming thing to say. Thank you! So did you have a good night?

I could always drop in to your club next time I'm in your area, but honestly I think the best gift anyone could give you at this point would be a week of uninterrupted sleep. :)

crystalize
04-20-2012, 04:38 PM
Omg I'm dying. Rolling around in my bed laughing so much my tits hurt.

me too!!!! this page has made the thread even better! This is hands down the funniest thread I've ever read.

crystalize
04-20-2012, 04:39 PM
lol

.... I have so much to catch up on my life, Red Lobster didn't happen.

ok I remember I made a thread "who owns my heart", well... I found a guy in Maryland, went to him, and found out he had his mother living in house... so it didn't work out, (after he shaved my head; so I couldn't go back home!... never shave your hair it's the worst thing ever!! I was out of my mind, since I was like "he's going to pay for my college, so I better do this. He's a pre-law student...marry him") . It just didn't work out, I could had force it, but I didn't want to be a bdsm slave. I don't know I was really upset about my hair, so I guess I let my body/looks go, since I felt ugly inside.

So on the bus ride to home, I contact a guy on my cell phone from the dating website. I wasn't going to sleep on the streets lol, at least then, I am more open minded to that.

here's me describing it (omit the Maryland boyfriend part) I was writing this on my laptop at starbucks
http://www.thefastlaneforum.com/general-business-discussion/32324-homeless-much-better-than-slow-lane.html

He picked me up a couple of days, as I went homeless, it was awesome! Homelessness rocks. Then I enroll at the community college, and now it's been a yr so (that's the boyfriend who gave me the cell phone). I feel like a settle woman, and from the first moment I knew I was going to dump this guy as soon as I can.... oh wow, time flies.

Between then and now; I was all about going to med school, just studying all night long, and I hated it all. Depression, misery, and all that.... I felt horribly depress in November, like "what's the purpose of all this".

read my depression here,
http://www.skincaretalk.com/t/27789/i-let-my-life-became-a-disaster

So, I was kind of like, "should be a doctor... or just quit this" I decided to quit all of this since it's not worth it... not for me, I gave college a chance, and then thought, "you're getting old, you better do your dream now before it's too late". So working and saving my money, I have an egg nest, since I have been so frugal. This month it's been planning researching places, and how to get this goal of mine accomplish.

I wonder what I can say about my life next yr, lol.


I want to meet you.

Demonia
04-20-2012, 08:51 PM
I want to meet you.

I'll be visiting a club near you.

:)

Demonia
04-20-2012, 08:54 PM
Sure, you’re a troll. I know you’re not big on definitions – it appears that you’ve never been anywhere near an English class you decided was not worth your time – but you are the very definition of a troll.

You have been masquerading under a fake identity (troll). You post inflammatory bullshit (troll) and respond to well-meaning advice with supremely batshit-crazy posts (troll) designed to get you attention and stir up the community (troll).

You keep changing your avatar (troll).

You post links to other sites where you are a troll (troll).

I would give you a link to where you can read the definition of a troll – where surely they would feature one of your ever-changing avatars as a prime example – but you’d never read it. That takes too long. After all, you’re rushing to become a world famous entrepreneurial show-biz “porno” star billionaire medical doctor to impress your family – you know, those people who you despise, reject, demonize and wish would die some horrible, grueling public death so you could gloat over their blood-stained bones scattered over the barren terrain.

This dream of yours makes perfect sense to me, since you are, by your own description, a Red-Lobster-reject, bus-riding, head-shaven train-wrecked virgin drop-out who tries to body-tackle loser law-student residents of their mother’s basement and force them into boyfriend status – and to take you shopping with their imaginary inheritances – while madly texting the creepy protozoan slime on dating sites pleading with them to rescue you from your homeless, penniless, bus-riding existence, all of which fails, and after which you actually end up on the street and homeless.

Then you decide homelessness is “awesome.”

So even though you’re a troll, I’m pleased to see that my posts have at least driven you to acknowledge who you are. You know, to disclose your previous posts and identity on this site – so that the dancers here can now bat you around like a stray mouse. A wildly psychotically deranged mouse, for sure, but a mouse nonetheless.

P.S. I'm obviously playing along with your identities, but don't think for a minute that I don't know that there is still old-dude masquerading going on here. There are about a dozen logical impossibilities in your various "stories," a persistent lexicon of an older, clueless and frustrated writer, and a rank stubbornness about acknowledging a reality that is not somehow tragically and woefully insane.

You'll be here probably for a few more yrs, so even if half the forum is gone, you'll still remember me. I'm guessing based on your profile date.

In 2014, I will post a video of me... winning an adult entertainment video award, of only the age of 22. I will say something on the video like, "thanks to all blah blah blah, and the people who thought I was a troll". Proving that I made it in the adult industry, that I became a stripper, and everything I said came into a reality.

If you're going to keep a promise like that, then I hope Western Union check comes in lol. If not, then I won't say that on the air.

LexyNYC
04-21-2012, 05:58 PM
Vatasha, this is a serious question. Why not become a famous... *drumroll* troll? If you stick with the same screen name across all of these random forums that you spew your stupidity on, you could gather like a cult following... of people that wish someone would take away your computer. You could walk all the cyber red carpets, the cyber paparazzi would be taking screen shots of you left and right, maybe your parents would be proud that their kid has finally found his niche, you wouldn't have to lose weight or move to Chicago to go to that really nice gym you heard about there. Think of the possibilities. The internet would be your oyster. If you give me your address I'll mail you (overnight FedEx cause nothing but the best for stars like you) a super prestigious 2012 Trolling Award and a camera so you can record your acceptance speech to upload for our entertainment. I'll also include a gift card to Red Lobster so you can finally order the 'Ultimate Feast' and dine like the winner you are. I've always believed in your trolling ways and for what it's worth, I think you're really good at it (I want a shout out in the speech for that).

ROCKAPOTIMUS
04-21-2012, 11:33 PM
Wait, wtf just happened?!?!? I have read this whole thread, and dare I say my mind has been fucked? I mean.....my gawd...

Flickdreams
04-22-2012, 12:05 AM
^^^^ oh now that is a fantastic name!