View Full Version : Feeling pissy today. Petty annoyances, what do you have?
simone87
09-02-2014, 06:00 AM
Audrey and Simone, I don't know your situations but if you want to get off the suboxone have you tried smoking weed? My bf is a recovering heroin junkie and is planning to get off his subs this weekend. He says smoking pot is the only thing that makes the withdrawals tolerable, along with weaning down to like 1 mg.
i've been wanting to taper down on them, just had so much going on and it takes some time..withdrawing is such a turbulent personal process, takes a lot of energy and dedication, i really should though. i wouldn't be albe to just go off them though, sub withdrawals are really nasty and they last a very long time cause it stays in your system so long but pot definitely helps if you are just tapering!
audrey_k
09-02-2014, 06:14 AM
^I would have to taper... the problem for me is that I start to get cravings when my dose is lowered. I never get them otherwise, like maybe if I got dumped or my mom was sick or I was about to evicted I would think oh I would like to use, but when I lowered my dose when I first got to the UK I would be watching TV and think 'hmm I think go score..."
simone87
09-02-2014, 06:31 AM
I'm not sure why he would ask you to do that, it's a bit odd-- the reason I had to come off of the suboxone is because the naltrexone or naloxone, forget which, binds to your opiate receptors and stops them from being able to flood through your brain.. it's part of the purpose of the medication, to act as a block from the heroin and stop people from using. It takes about 48 hours for the nalreoxone to completely leave your body, I've used before within the 24 hour mark but you have to use soooo much more and it's a really faded high. I've known people who have actually Oded from taking too much too early cause they didn't undertand why they couldn't feel it.
You can go immediately on to the pain meds, but if you have too much of the opiate in your system when you go back onto the suboxone, you will go into PWs-- precipitated withdrawals, which is basically the suboxone interacting with the opiate in your system and it will make you want to die, so you have to wait about 24 hours, sometimes longer if you are a really heavy user. I've relapsed a few times and spent the first year I was on it going back and forth that doing 24 hours is not really pleasant but isn't that big a deal to me, it's just mixing early withdrawal symptoms with my breast aug-- early symptoms being muscle pain, joint pain, fatigue, excessive yawning, irritability, etc-- and the two don't go well together.
@Sweet Julia-- they don't prescribe Percocet in the UK for some reason, I dunno why. But its an opiate so it would be the same process as the morphine.
oh yeah i've gone through PWs before, i had to wait 3-4 days when i came off methadone to use sub, and that was apparently too early because i started projectile vomiting and getting diarrhea at the same time. so maybe my system just hangs onto stuff longer, idk..i can't picture having to go through that again though noooo way
audrey_k
09-02-2014, 08:03 AM
^it's cause methadone has a longer half-life than heroin, it usually takes 30 days to get it completely out of your system, whereas opiates are like 5. so you would have to wait a lot longer to go on the suboxone. Most doctors would have transitioned you onto opiates and then onto the suboxone.
I know way too much about this stuff.
simone87
09-02-2014, 09:14 AM
i wanted him to put me on subutex because it has no naloxone, or blocker, i would have been golden but nooooo :/
SweetJulia
09-02-2014, 09:47 AM
You doing ok post-op, Audrey_K? I hope you're getting lots of rest and staying well hydrated, you being so young and healthy are really going to benefit you in your recovery.
audrey_k
09-02-2014, 11:09 AM
You doing ok post-op, Audrey_K? I hope you're getting lots of rest and staying well hydrated, you being so young and healthy are really going to benefit you in your recovery.
I'm feeling OK today, a lot better, just very sore, bloated, and my chest feels super tight. I walked a mile today and it was stupid but I thought some exercise would be good, a little too much!
i wanted him to put me on subutex because it has no naloxone, or blocker, i would have been golden but nooooo :/
Nah, I'm on Subutex now cause they don't do suboxone here-- I hate subutex so they put me on morphine when I got here but I hated that even more, I won't go on methadone so they put me back on the Subutex... I waited 24 hours and I still had some light PW symptoms, I know them so well! I spent first year going back and forth on them... I so don't miss that! Having to lie in the bath for hours because your body temp is switching back and forth from hot to cold, and when it switches back to cold you're FREEZING cause you're so sweaty...but there's still the period in-between where you have to wait.
simone87
09-02-2014, 11:24 AM
really? i always loved subutex way more. so yeah, another reason i'm very reticent to have my boobs done, i just don't wanna have to go back and forth on pain killers and sub, it sounds awful
audrey_k
09-02-2014, 11:31 AM
no it affects me way more, it makes me so sleepy sometimes! It's really annoying I'll get so tired after even a couple glasses of wine.
Honestly it's not super pleasant, but my boobs are more than worth it! My doctor was fine with me staying on the morphine for another week so I'll just switch back to subs next week, I'll have 10 hours of slightly uncomforable-ness and that's it.
Vackra
09-02-2014, 01:11 PM
My niece has mild autism, and can not have gluten. So I found a GF bakery in NYC and sent her 6 cupcakes for her birthday this week.
THEY WERE $73 FUCKING DOLLARS.
I need to go lie down now.
TransdimensionalPrincess
09-02-2014, 04:08 PM
The nape of my neck gets disgustingly sweaty from my hair... I used to keep in in buns all the time, but it started breaking off mid-length, so I twist it up in a clip a lot of the time. I hate it, though. I love my hair down :p
My hair is past my breasts, but its my fetish, and I stopped wearing my hair up in buns because SOOO much damage (and its thick that everyone thinks the bun is a clip on or a sock under my hair lol). My hair breaks so easy, but those clips break super easy too. I just deal with the sweat at this point, or pull it into a lowww pony tail when I need it out of my face. I want to cut my hair every single day, but the one time I did I lost sooo much income, not worth it. I wish I could grow mine to my waist, but i'm not sure if my sanity is worth the money it would bring.
chanzep
09-03-2014, 08:56 AM
Days off like this are so tiring, so been at the college all day sorting out course, then grocery shopping followed by cleaning and cooking great!, taking a break now on here!
chanzep
09-03-2014, 09:00 AM
My only day off this week too!, working 6 days all this month apart from 1 week.
whirlerz
09-03-2014, 09:09 AM
I use a wooden stick to bun my hair, & not too tightly, it helps w/out damage..
Trying to find a decent place to live
audrey_k
09-03-2014, 02:56 PM
This guy I have been dating has been annoying me yesterday and today, normally we text back and forth all day but he's been much less responsive. I think he's just busy but he also annoyed me because we were supposed to see each other this weekend but then he said that his parents are going away after this weekend so he needs to spend it with them, so he's going to come over on Thursday to see me instead. I was really looking forward to getting out of my flat this weekend and getting to spend the night with him.
I have nothing to do all day and I'm basically just sitting alone in bed, not even very mobile so I can't go outside, and it's making me super paranoid and crazy... like maybe the reason he is coming over tomorrow instead is because he doesn't want to see me anymore and that's why he's been unresponsive? And why have we been dating a month now and he hasn't asked me to be exclusive? I'm pissed at myself for driving myself crazy with these thoughts but you can only watch so much TV.
edit: I'm reading this and realizing how crazy I sound. I really need to get my shit together or I'm going to blow up this relationship all by my damn self.
tuesdaymarie
09-03-2014, 04:16 PM
I have to go to a wedding in a few weeks. Note that I'm not saying I've been "invited" to a wedding in a few weeks. My boyfriend's mother took the liberty of RSVPing on our behalf without asking and only mentioned it in passing yesterday. :) *twitch*
I now get to purchase a new dress and a wedding gift. JUST WHAT I REALLY FUCKING WANTED TO DO WITH MY LIFE. YAY. I hate weddings and have said maybe 15 words to the bride in my life, while the extent of my relationship with the groom is that I once threw his hat into a pool and later walked in on him passed out on the bathroom floor with vomit all over his face. I'm not even sure they know my name...
whirlerz
09-03-2014, 04:38 PM
OMG! Just..wow, & you have to attend the nuptuals?
Anyway me: I found a decent extended stay place, (w/great Intenet, so I can cam) BUT. I have an interview tomorrow, so..I can't just hop over there. Also I have tons 'o stuff in my room I need to start moving out. In bunches. :(
SweetJulia
09-03-2014, 04:53 PM
I either burnt my asshole or injured it camming, it's kind of sad I don't know, but it hurts.
kaninchen
09-03-2014, 04:56 PM
^ I'm so sorry! ... Burnt, though? Be careful with yourself!
SweetJulia
09-03-2014, 04:59 PM
Yeah, I've been tanning a lot lately. Well, not lately, for a decade,
Selina M
09-03-2014, 07:41 PM
The A/C in my apartment is noisy as fuck. It sounds like a jet turbine; we can barely talk over it. I have been avoiding calling maintenance because I haaaaaate strangers coming into my apartment, and also we have a cat we are not supposed to have, as well as my boyfriend living here. I mean I highly doubt maintenance goes back down and reports everything they see to the office, nor do they have any reason to know he is here (they don't need to go in our room for the a/c)... but still. I would put him on the lease but this place is super strict about criminal history and he has a misdemeanor :/
SexedUpCat2
09-03-2014, 08:53 PM
I'm horny. I want sex. It's been three months, and I'm just not meeting any potential dating material or even fling material. It's so pathetic I almost reached out to my ex because I know he'd go for it. That'd be such a disaster though! Lol I guess I'll just hone my discipline and self-control.
audrey_k
09-04-2014, 03:51 PM
This guy I have been dating has been annoying me yesterday and today, normally we text back and forth all day but he's been much less responsive. I think he's just busy but he also annoyed me because we were supposed to see each other this weekend but then he said that his parents are going away after this weekend so he needs to spend it with them, so he's going to come over on Thursday to see me instead. I was really looking forward to getting out of my flat this weekend and getting to spend the night with him.
I have nothing to do all day and I'm basically just sitting alone in bed, not even very mobile so I can't go outside, and it's making me super paranoid and crazy... like maybe the reason he is coming over tomorrow instead is because he doesn't want to see me anymore and that's why he's been unresponsive? And why have we been dating a month now and he hasn't asked me to be exclusive? I'm pissed at myself for driving myself crazy with these thoughts but you can only watch so much TV.
edit: I'm reading this and realizing how crazy I sound. I really need to get my shit together or I'm going to blow up this relationship all by my damn self.
Needless to say he did not end things with me... I'm already planning next week packing it with things for me to do in the hopes I'll be more mobile and not just sitting around in bed, obsessing and becoming paranoid like a goddamn crazy person.
Anyway I HATE living with my flatmates, I miss my incall flat. My room, which already the size of a closet, is so packed with all the shit I bought for my incall flat that I can barely take three steps without walking into something. And I'm reminded of how much I hate my flatmates. Seriously, I've lived here 6 months and I have NEVER commandeered the living room today, today was the first day, and they were giving my death states. Fuck ya'll, I basically haven't lived here for 3 months and am still paying the gas and electricity bills which are not cheap so I can use the fucking living room if I feel need to!
The soonest I can move to my new place is the 20th... I told my mum she could stay there when she visits
to avoid not having to pay for a hotel since I technically have my flat share until the 10th of October, but now I'm really hoping she picks the hotel so I can get the fuck out of here.
whirlerz
09-04-2014, 08:52 PM
Damn about those flies! Ugh! Are you afraid of spiders? Otherwise, I'd brng in 1 or two & they might help..just an idea. Or, how about a Venus flytrap plant? They eat flies. :)
Aniela
09-04-2014, 09:54 PM
^^^^ or geckos!
audrey_k
09-06-2014, 04:50 PM
If I leave a cup or a fork out by the sink my flatmates flip out... but then they could these huge, extravagant meals for themselves and leave pots and pans, plates, cups, utensils, and all kinds of shit by the sink for days. It's like they think because they put so much effort into cooking they're allowed to be messy and gross, but because I eat mostly take out I can't leave a thing out. I'm normally pretty good about dishes because both my dad and my mom are freaks about that so it's ingrained in me, but occasionally I will forget or, right now, it hurts a bit to wash things in the sink cause it's kind of high up. And I would cook more if they didn't commander the kitchen so much! I can't wait to move out, less than two weeks.
Aniela
09-06-2014, 05:10 PM
You know what, I actually had a venus fly trap once but it wouldn't eat even when I put bugs in its mouth. :( I think the ones they were selling were dying. I would love to have a windowbox of carnivorous plants.
I went to buy fly paper today but there was none at Albertson's. :-< Luckily there haven't been any flies in here today or yesterday.
Can you get sm glue board? It is a similar product that you place against the walls along the floor, meant more for trapping spiders, roaches, etc. But laying out sm of that like you would fly paper might help
kaninchen
09-06-2014, 05:16 PM
Genoveve, Venus fly traps are sooo hard to grow so don't feel bad! They need a ton of humidity and sandy soil. I think their native habitat is like, a 50-mile square of swamp or something. I tried growing them too, only to have them wither and die. They're just so darn pretty and cool, though.
MyButter
09-06-2014, 06:22 PM
Ugh
I've been so down in the dumps lately. I was going to go to Guam over the summer, and my husband who never ever interjects didn't want me to go. His stance wasn't unfounded because I'm pretty sure I would've just stayed out there since I love that place so much. But I've just been so depressed since I decided not to go.
Somebody please call the whambulance :(
And not only that, but I think being sad a lot is making me have frequent headaches.
whirlerz
09-06-2014, 08:23 PM
Aww, hope you feel better soon, MB! & Hugs!^
Ok Me: Bleh..was so excited to get out of my crap motel, & went over to the extended stay..only to find it's worse! They gave me a 'smoking' room (which I didn't ask for & didn't want>:( not to mention I didn't know it was smoking, or I wouldn't have bothered). It majorly stunk! + the property looked run down, the desk clerk was a bitch to me too.
I went to the library, which had big time wi fi issues it took all damn day to find a hotel.
Finally got a hotel (Hyatt) more than I want to pay but damn I was stressed/aggravated today:( At least I went for a nice swim here.
michele11
09-07-2014, 07:17 PM
Wow! My daughters boyfriend took it upon himself to get in the middle of OUR argument! He's a quiet geeky guy and he comes out and is all" alright! this is wrong, it makes me feel unfomfortable.". Well she kicked me and he's like you called her a bitch. Um yes. She disowned her father 4 years ago and I've pretty much taken care of her myself her whole life. Like it was kinda funny because he came out and was like "ok" flailing his arms. He went to far though when I said I could call the police on her and he said I can call on you. She tells his family lies to get her way. His mother ( whom I had it out with a few weeks ago) well we realized they minipulate to get their way. But when he said I leave her with no food! seriously, I buy her food before I leave and my mother takes her( I'm only gone 9 days). I told him get your things your going home! He kept raising his voice ( which I barely talk to this kid because my daughter says I make him un comfotrtable. I was going to call his mom but I couldn't find her number. I was so pissed! Then he came over and tried to smooth it out. Ugh, I work hard and am sick of this shit.
michele11
09-07-2014, 07:22 PM
Oh and she just turned 18 so she needs to do for herself. He is the same way. He goes to college and has a job but their both gifted and lazy. Gifted kids are lazy because school comes easy. Well time to grow up! I"m sick of paying for her too! I had a job at 15 and bought my parents car and never asked for anything after that! She needs to learn work ethic! I'm not going to just buy her a car like my mom says. She didn't buy me one!
PinkiePie
09-08-2014, 06:00 PM
I have the worst cold. I can hardly breathe and my doctor won't give me another inhaler unless I actually go in to see him. And I finally found a club to work in that has decent money and I'm too ill to work!
SkyeSabrina
09-08-2014, 08:42 PM
There's just so much to be pissy about and so little I can do about it at the moment. Had to post-pone moving out of my house because my job is now a BYOB for the next year and our client base has been dropping like flies. Hoping that it picks up, but I'm giving it another month and if I don't see improvement I'm going to travel dance I guess.
Also, messed up my hair today while I was touching up my roots with bleach and simultaneously mixing my purple toner together. I knocked over the bowl of toner (the only toner I had bought... UGH), so I had to clean it up before I stained my bathroom tile, and now my roots are yellow. Beautiful brassy YELLOW. -_-
can't do anything about it until tomorrow. Also have a bruised hand from smacking it on the corner of a table. And my 9 inch heels still aren't here yet.
Please Stripper Gods, let this week be a hell of a lot better than last week! PLEASE!
Aniela
09-08-2014, 09:30 PM
Trying to order a gift for my mother from Diamond Candles & the checkout page is refusing to accept both the simple & complete forms of my zip code! Ugh Idc if it takes a few days since she will be pretty out of sorts for sm time post-op, enough that she might find it hard to enjoy them right away, but dammit I want those candles for her!
Emailed customer service abt it so we shall see :smiley_en
ETA: just woke up to a call from my CC protection asking abt the ^^^^ CHARGES! The company dinged my card twice for $1.00 each & I was not even able to complete the order :mad: I am going to deny any & all charges from them since that zip code shit last nite just has alarm bells going off & the company customer service reviews are terrible.
Re-ETA: Diamond Candles emailed me back saying maybe I moved recently & the bank just does not have my current address on file? Bullshit. I moved three months ago & know they have my shit on file. Also, if there is really such a processing problem, how were they able to ding me these two $1.00 charges? I just got off the phone w/ my CC ppl & they are getting it fixed & will block any other charges from this company.
One of the girls on here recommended them & I have been looking for an excuse to try out their stuff but this is all just too shady, I would not recommend them at all.
miss cleo
09-09-2014, 08:41 AM
My neighbour is having new double glazing and a new kitchen fitted this week, workmen have been drillinh, hammering and playing the radio since 8.30am, my dog is very aggitated and the stink of glue is coming into my appartment. Grrr!!
SweetJulia
09-09-2014, 12:20 PM
I've gotta stop trying to cook, I keep giving myself food poisoning. I'll be 30 in March, it's just embarrassing at this point.
chanzep
09-11-2014, 04:27 PM
Somebody else took the place I went to view the other day it was so nice, I'm finding it so hard to find a decent place to move, I really want out of this place, I can't stand to hear my flatmates at all argh!
PinkiePie
09-12-2014, 06:27 AM
I bought a really beautiful cage bra that I want to wear to work, but it has four hooks at the back and I cannot get the damn thing off without twisting it round and fiddling with it for about five minutes.
I'm such a bra n00b.
audrey_k
09-12-2014, 09:01 AM
Somebody else took the place I went to view the other day it was so nice, I'm finding it so hard to find a decent place to move, I really want out of this place, I can't stand to hear my flatmates at all argh!
You should wait until October to look, they told me prices will go down then, September is the worst time to look.
kaninchen
09-12-2014, 01:16 PM
I finally got my period after 7 weeks and my cramps are AWFUL. I took 1500mgs of Tylenol and I'm still bedridden. Normally, like, whatever, I don't mind staying in bed with Idris Elba to keep me company, but I really need to work.
At least now I know why I was getting "inexplicably" fatter this past week.
... I wish my weed dealer delivered.
Selina M
09-12-2014, 02:19 PM
It's STILL 102* here.
I never complain all throughout June, July, August, but partway through September I start to get really pissy about the heat... like ENOUGH already.
Also, the asshole bus driver blew past us AGAIN while we were at the frickin' stop, so I didn't get to calculus on time, so I wasn't allowed to turn in my homework >:[ I was all excited about how convenient it was to have a bus stop 3 minutes from our apartment that drops you basically on campus, but it's SO not convenient at all. It's making me about ready to drop $200 on a parking permit for school.
michele11
09-12-2014, 03:44 PM
My wacko family. I un friended my sister on facebook like a week ago because I gained 4 pounds and I put on some short and was stretching and I squated and my quads looked good so I posted a pic. And she is like well you dance. I"m like only 8 shifts every other month. Then she's like well you did the treadmill yesterday, I'm like yeah I've worked out 8 times in the last 4 months. And my other friend was like , I;ve always been jealous you can eat what you want and still be skinny and have an awesome body and she was like" see amanda". That is her friend whom I friended because we've both owned persians all our lives. So I just deleted her and out hater. Well she messaged me some stickers with a cat laughing( or some shit) ans put " hater". LOl. I'm sick of her every time i post a pic it's " you look like the mask in the purge". So today I wake up amd she's called , my mom. So I listen to her message and I guess she thought I deleted her because of her friend. Np I told my mom because She was talking about me to her. So she tells me the girls no good and I chose her over her " my sister" and she got her hooked back on pain pills. Yes because she shoved them down her throat. And I'm a cunt! Lol. I messaged her and said" um you already messaged me lol bout hater so you know I deleted you".Maybe you need to lay off shit( because she called that girl a druggie) and I said I deleted you because I'm sick of your stupid comments not because of your friend. Then I have my mom saying how could I do that and that girl is bad and that's my sister?!? Really? I told her , were adults in our 40's mind your own business( my mom forgets i'm not my sister and have taken care of myself since I was 15. Fucken ridiculous and imature coming form a 40 and 70 yr old. My sisters like I just want my movie and quit snorting cocaine at work. lolol. I told her she shouldn't come with me where I work in the summer because it is a huge cocaine place and she use to be a crack addict. What a joke.
Tourdefranzia
09-12-2014, 03:53 PM
My attitude sucked today. It got worse when I arrived at the club and there were just a couple of handsy cheapskates hanging around the bar and over 20 dancers. Fuck that noise. It is probably time to find a new place to work. :-(
whirlerz
09-12-2014, 04:10 PM
Freezing in this shit motel, I guess I will have to buy my own heater? &, coffee maker, & fridge? Sure they will love that, lol. My mouth was ok til I used this awful flossing tool by Listerine, which snapped/bumped against my newly done root canal.
& my 'friend' @ lunch, explaining in detail what root canal is, how it may not work, & possibility of extraction. Thank you very much, NOT, ugh.
audrey_k
09-13-2014, 07:50 AM
seriously how complicated is it to deliver nipple pasties???
I ordered nipple pasties on Monday because my nipples are SO sensitive right now, even a sports bra brushing up against them hurts... and Amazon has delivered everything else I ordered.... headphones... cat carrier... new surgical strap cause mine is smelly... all of which could have pretty much come whenever... but nipple pasties... nope...
and they're all next day prime delivery so I don't understand?
chanzep
09-14-2014, 05:08 PM
seriously how complicated is it to deliver nipple pasties???
I ordered nipple pasties on Monday because my nipples are SO sensitive right now, even a sports bra brushing up against them hurts... and Amazon has delivered everything else I ordered.... headphones... cat carrier... new surgical strap cause mine is smelly... all of which could have pretty much come whenever... but nipple pasties... nope...
and they're all next day prime delivery so I don't understand?
My prime stuff rarely comes the next day.
audrey_k
09-14-2014, 10:42 PM
My prime stuff rarely comes the next day.
Mine doesn't either, but this shit is almost a week late now. I would just go buy them somewhere in London, I just don't know where sells them?
They told me they attempted delivery and no one answered, but since then they've delivered two more things! My headphones came the day after they attempted delivery, and Max's bed, carrier, and litter box both arrived today.
Glamourmilf
09-14-2014, 11:38 PM
Genoveve,, I hear ya! I deal with the same kind of street, and neighbor noises!
I am never bored, because all I have to do is look out my window, to the street below, for the never ending parade of insanities! Helicopters, sirens, car accidents, screaming crazy people, fighting people. It's a wealthy but busy neighborhood, but, still, .. I just don't get it. It only bothers me if I've had a stressful day. Then I start thinking that if I don't move to the country, I'm going to lose it!:seesaw:
There is one homeless guy who shouts out that the world is coming to an end, to repent, starts reciting scripture, yada yada,...People just walk by him as if nothing. Ahh, City living,,,, Gotta love it!:-\
Glamourmilf
09-15-2014, 04:26 PM
^^ I might be in in your neighborhood.
Has Your neighborhood been sooo hot lately, like 90 degrees, and hotter?:hot:
I've been dying in the never ending heat for months now! I can't stand it anymore!
I'm sooo over it!>:(