View Full Version : Feeling pissy today. Petty annoyances, what do you have?
carmen_b
09-09-2020, 09:54 AM
^ Eh.
In regards to the relationship stuff and anger from 2018 ...... shit happens. I'm back to feeling more myself after a ton of sleep. I did everything I could with that partner honestly. At that time I really did the best I could and what more can you do ? I'm making an active choice to just keep moving on !
Also .... new J is better than old J in so many ways. Makes more $ . Doesn't WHINE . They are both great in bed lol because it's me we are talking about . If THAT was missing I would have cut and run within weeks hahaha.
whirlerz
09-09-2020, 10:40 AM
Fucking idiot roomie (KOOK) left garbage bag outside the door, I was going to throw it out, & forgot..this morning, it's torn wide open, from animals , fucking mess I had to pick up w/gloves.
I left a note on the door .
Over the holiday, he filled dumsters w/junk left from other tenants, I had to put garbage in a box (+ an extra day from pickup due to holiday) the animals still got to it, & the fucking B screamed at me.
Then he started bugging me about some potato salad he made, which I don't eat, & wouldn't anyway from him. Never saw a more CLUELESS, IGNORANT FUCK.
carmen_b
09-09-2020, 12:50 PM
^ Why didn’t HE pick it up since he was stupid enough to leave it out?
whirlerz
09-09-2020, 12:58 PM
^ Why didn’t HE pick it up since he was stupid enough to leave it out?
Right? Perfect!^
whirlerz
09-09-2020, 02:46 PM
Ugh..
This B is now over, in the kitchen here..
Her grandson lives upstairs, he & his gf are cooking, she's got insinuate herself here, sitting in the kitchen.. she has her own little house she rents, but she's bored. Her guy works 2nd shift, so he's at work now.
Super creepy feeling & uncomfortable. >:(
She said she wanted to work, but she gets social security so she can't make over a certain amount.
I said hi to her, she barely answered me, as did they, wh/ev bitches, just leave my mail alone. I put in a change of address, to go to my new PO Box in my area. I ordered a few things on ebay
GTGTFO. :(
chanzep
09-09-2020, 04:32 PM
Ugh your roomies and that woman are annoying!
My moods are terrible this week and work has been annoying too. My apartment complex is taking long to do my maintenance now. I got them to reduce the rent this year but so. They better come soon. My sink is block with waste disposal not working.
Work has finally slowed down im going to stuff my face with cookies and watch Teen Mom between calls
whirlerz
09-09-2020, 05:47 PM
Can you put some cola down your sink?
That helps w/clogs.
This one clown wanted to give me roller blades, yeah, right. It was a nice gesture, but no, & especially not w/my neck the way it is!
chanzep
09-09-2020, 06:42 PM
I already did baking soda and vinegar. Anyway it is apartment complex job in this over priced place.
yaya_cash
09-10-2020, 04:37 AM
I feel so exhausted. I believe that I am targeted because I'm a person of color, petite stature and attractive and people take advantage of my sweet nature cultivated from my upbringing. It's so tiring having to deal with predators or people trying to exploit you, it isn't in my nature.
It's like people seem to have this image of you that you are not, and that image keeps bringing you down- fuck.
WendiStarr
09-10-2020, 06:06 AM
I had random stomach pain, gas, and the runs out of nowhere and feel feverish and sick. I'm hoping it's just something I ate because I do have IBS. I'm paranoid because my brother said that my sister-in-law and nephew just started having a bad cough out of nowhere. I was just over their house on Monday. I hope it's just IBS or stomach flu. I'll take that over covid any day. I'm trying not to have anxiety about it.
miss.a.p1600
09-10-2020, 06:22 AM
^take a test and rule it out. Especially since you’re having symptoms. If you’re negative your test comes back in an hour (if you go to a place with rapid testing)
And as soon as people start coughing or say they have symptoms of an illness......LEAVE!!!
Just like how a stripper would leave a guy mid sentence if he says he has no money.
whirlerz
09-10-2020, 07:49 AM
I'm ready to purchase one of those no touch thermometers & just aim it @anyone who walks in here..
I know when I visit Lovers Lane store, they do that w/everyone that walks in there.
Waiting for my hair dye to process on my head, then quickly wash, try to wrangle a style, then go meet my friend for lunch.
Yesterday, I saw the PIA census taker (I was across the street).
I put a note inside the door to say we're already signed up
BambiCutie
09-10-2020, 08:05 AM
It's so tiring having to deal with predators or people trying to exploit you, it isn't in my nature.
It's like people seem to have this image of you that you are not, and that image keeps bringing you down- fuck.
To an extent I can entirely understand this! I've had random, strange men come up in public for various reasons. One came from the parking lot thinking they could play stupid and get my number by giving unsolicited advice even after saying no, when their intentions couldn't be more obvious. Really scary putting away groceries, keeping an eye on them in case they try to do something threatening and having these weird, predator type guys harass you for your information. Leaves you feeling exhausted, creeped out and just in general gross. I can't imagine how you are personally feeling with this, sorry this is happening to you. :(
whirlerz
09-10-2020, 02:17 PM
Today I saw my paying friend, he's been good to me..BUT
He has Aspergers, but some of the ignorant shit he says..
I told him about my neighbor scaring me, & had the balls to say, "maybe she thinks you're sleeping w/her boyfriend?
FUCK OUT OF HERE!
M/F, yea right, as she tracks /controls his every move, & even so, I don't stoop that fucking LOW, she looks like she'd want to kill.me.now. as it is!
She just now knocked on the door, to give the mail, glaring @ me the whole time!
Then he talking about moving out of state w/some old lady he knows, go for it.::)0
Ignoring his last text just now, "
talk soon, blah blah"
My fucking neck hurts like hell.
FUCK. ALL THESE PEOPLE!
whirlerz
09-10-2020, 03:17 PM
And, I got this POS face roller, which, it's NOT, it's for the eyes..big difference.
I already contacted the POS seller, & she refused, saying it's the face roller.. Bitch, what.>:(
I contacted PayPal, filed a dispute, cause f'n ebay already shot down my return, huh?:O
She had like 5 prospective buyers, (it was make an offer, there were 5 offers).
Damn, what a c***
BambiCutie
09-10-2020, 03:55 PM
Sorry this is happening to you whirlerz, hope things quickly get better! The woman giving you daggers needs to seriously pull the tampon from her ass.
I cannot begin to imagine how nuts she has made him as a result to tracking and controlling his every movement. She sounds like a miserable person..
Would even be tempted to get a retraining order against her, if you feel she might be capable of physically harm you. Bad enough she delivered the mail.
Shocked Ebay denied your return if the product is not as described or shown as the photos.
Would suggest contacting Paypal and sending them extra proof (Photos, messages, copy of the listing) to attach to your case.
They will give you an email to send this information to and will go over the documents with you before making a note on the case.
This way the seller cannot claim that they sent the right product, as you will have the evidence against them to prove otherwise.
Usually makes the case easy to decide and speeds up the process. Stay strong! :heartbeat
whirlerz
09-10-2020, 04:57 PM
Thanks, ebay dgaf. They already denied it.
I didn't copy the live listing.
But, I went on the company's site, showed PayPal the link, of the face roller vs. eye roller, then the pic of the idiot seller's listing.
Boy, these f'n sellers are some piece of work.. When I sold on ebay, I never had 1 case against me, never, in 400 + items sold. I had to 'eat' stuff when I had shitty buyers.
I
Now this one asshole is smoking his pipe in here again, PIG
carmen_b
09-10-2020, 08:11 PM
So .....
We managed to pull off this Montana thing it's looking like ! I won't count the eggs until they hatch haha - till we are there !
To do it we needed J's ex to take the daughter just two extra days ( next Thursday and Monday ) as his weekend off from child care is already Fri - Sunday.
Anyway ...... we did this schedule request weeks ago out of courtesy. I find it a little odd that she dealt with it by him keeping her 4 days in a row this whole week instead of banking the days. The extras could have given her the flex to go somewhere interesting or get out of town. Oh well ..... at least we got them.
whirlerz
09-11-2020, 07:50 AM
Montana?
That's where my hot roomie is from!
I stupidly bought this face roller from Ebay, & the cunt won't return it.
Fine, as I've already filed a PayPal case, I had to help do their job, & provide them a transaction #, since eBay also closed down the return.
Greedy f'n cunt, she had 5 offers.
I told them it's the wrong item, she tried to tell me it's the face roller, and it's NOT.
We'll see if I get my $ back, this's a trickier case.
JGB2009
09-11-2020, 11:39 AM
Every time I try to work a afternoon cam shift it storms. I hate working at night.
whirlerz
09-11-2020, 02:16 PM
I just now escalated my case. I could have taken an offer (less $), but the lowest one was half .. Don't think so, as originally I paid 127.00 including shipping. Once escalated, no more offers. I'll risk.
I swept the filthy disgusting kitchen floor, I know I shouldn't, but no one else will.. Plus I washed the nasty bathroom floor rugs/kitchen towels (I have my own bath, this's theirs).
The one guy kinda bitched @me for putting baking soda in his greasy pans, which at least he's washing now.::)
I was teary bc this morning a car almost ran me over, he had literally a huge empty lot, plus I moved out of his way..::O
I know the B texted me earlier, she had 2 Amazon pkgs by her door, which I left there, I was mad busy..
moneybags
09-11-2020, 11:05 PM
My friend randomly brings up her political views. Omg. I’m gonna tell her I no longer want to talk about race or sexuality with her. Period. Next time I’m gonna tell her she’s a good person and I love her, but I’m not discussing issues of race or sexuality with her. Nope. Not going there.
AChildOfBoredom
09-12-2020, 12:20 AM
I’m going into the club tomorrow night for the first time since the pandemic shut everything down. Not the least bit nervous about that. But a photo shoot tomorrow, and one with a 16 year-old? Losing my fucking mind here.
WendiStarr
09-12-2020, 10:00 AM
I hate that my narcissistic ex who was physically and emotionally abusive to me now has court-ordered visitation rights. Fuck the "Father's rights"stupid legal aid groups and lawyers! They claim that they don't think he'd be abusive to her. I call bullshit on that because I feel like since she is my mini me in physical appearance and personality, that'll make him treat her like crap even more. Why does she cry and tell me that she doesn't want to go, every time she has to leave with him then? Money talks and shit walks. The piece of shit comes from a wealthy, powerful family. I guess I'm going to go broke fighting him in court unless I can get enough evidence to work in my favor. I don't want to be dealing with him for the next 7 years until she is 18 and legally allowed to decide on her own where she wants to be. I have a feeling once she is older, she will realize what a piece of shit he is and not want anything to do with him and will be able to legally refuse to see him. I know I sound like a bitter bitch but this p.o.s. put me through hell. He tried pushing me down the stairs while I was pregnant with her in an attempt to get me to miscarry because he didn't want a baby. Why the hell would he suddenly act like he wants to be a dad and be in her life? Piece of shit bastard, pisses me off!
BambiCutie
09-12-2020, 01:16 PM
Love how my narcissistic Grandmother gets off taking a huge shit on my weekend. (Mood Killer)
Main reason why I hesitate answering her calls and she wonders why I never come over. :irked:
whirlerz
09-12-2020, 01:38 PM
OMG. I went outside, it's been raining for days, the rain stopped, finally..
I see koo-koo roomie, walk up, I guess he works near by. (no car)
He kind of startle me, I said, "U scared the fuck out of me", he said, "I'd like to":P:yikes::yuck: bitch, whaaat??!
I said, "don't say that" :worried:
FOH!.
I better watch this 1.
I'm soo sorry Wendi,!
moneybags
09-12-2020, 01:48 PM
I hate that my narcissistic ex who was physically and emotionally abusive to me now has court-ordered visitation rights. Fuck the "Father's rights"stupid legal aid groups and lawyers! They claim that they don't think he'd be abusive to her. I call bullshit on that because I feel like since she is my mini me in physical appearance and personality, that'll make him treat her like crap even more. Why does she cry and tell me that she doesn't want to go, every time she has to leave with him then? Money talks and shit walks. The piece of shit comes from a wealthy, powerful family. I guess I'm going to go broke fighting him in court unless I can get enough evidence to work in my favor. I don't want to be dealing with him for the next 7 years until she is 18 and legally allowed to decide on her own where she wants to be. I have a feeling once she is older, she will realize what a piece of shit he is and not want anything to do with him and will be able to legally refuse to see him. I know I sound like a bitter bitch but this p.o.s. put me through hell. He tried pushing me down the stairs while I was pregnant with her in an attempt to get me to miscarry because he didn't want a baby. Why the hell would he suddenly act like he wants to be a dad and be in her life? Piece of shit bastard, pisses me off!
my heart go out to you. Unfortunately, a lot of mothers and fathers have to co-parent with abusers.
lynn2009
09-12-2020, 06:31 PM
I know this is like a wah wah privledged problem but I originally ordered dinner for delivery at 8pm. Then it's pushed back to 8:30 then forty five minutes after that they tell me I'm being assigned a new driver. Then twenty minutes after that the entire order is cancelled because the store is now closed before the new driver picked up the food. I put in a new order somewhere else because I'm fucking hungry and I already moved my car into an overnight spot. At this point I'll be lucky to even start eating by 10.
yaya_cash
09-12-2020, 09:23 PM
I went to this interview that was pretty disappointing, and now my clothes fucking smell and the room, like I'm poor. Fucking ruined the fresh, clean scent of my place.
AChildOfBoredom
09-12-2020, 11:18 PM
I am being reminded once again of why I preferred to be the one doing the driving.
whirlerz
09-13-2020, 12:38 AM
Well.
This fucking roomie is getting out of hand again..>:(
Being way too fucking creepy, & especially after yesterday, when I told him he scared the fuck out of me, & he said he'd like to??
I see he's dying to fuck me, he's a big POS
FUCK.NO.
Im telling him he's to leave me alone or I'll stab the fuck out of him, or call the sheriff, whichever comes 1st.
Don't talk to me , don't give me stuff, just fuck off!>:(
*Yaya, get Ozium, it's great for removing smells, it's actually an air purifier spray. Auto supply stores or gas station have it
chanzep
09-13-2020, 12:12 PM
Oh no I thought he was leaving.
carmen_b
09-13-2020, 05:13 PM
I’m not sure what I was thinking but I trapped myself in town an extra 29 hours. A day and 5 hours.
I was trying to maximize profit on this job but I will only make an extra $140 leaving so much later. Oops.
whirlerz
09-13-2020, 05:40 PM
Oh no I thought he was leaving.
Right, he said was, doesn't look like it tho.
He's been paying, plus hes doing free work on the place. Also , he just brought in a new bed.
Next time he talks to me I'll set off my alarm.
The fuck, I have to pay a fortune to live here, & get screamed at?
I don't think so
All these people here can fuck right off
Edit: I wrote landlord an email about him.
For all the good it will do.Thats fine tho, see what happens the next time he pulls that shit. I'll scream so loud he'll go deaf, the panic button I have too
JGB2009
09-14-2020, 03:02 PM
Annoyed because I don't know how many calories I just ate.
moneybags
09-15-2020, 08:40 AM
I hate how everything is politics now n days. I was in a group trying to avoid the subject and got attacked by everyone. I literally said nothing political. They are just a bunch of toxic people. I got to see first hand why people don’t like this group that I previously was supporting. I think we have a problem with group think. People need to learn to think critically for themselves instead of just repeating whatever the group says. I’m done with politics. People can say whatever they want, but I’m not participating in toxic politics conversations with anyone.
kimbe
09-15-2020, 12:21 PM
^I rarely ever talk politics anymore, not that I have done much of earlier either. People just seems to always twist what you say and make a conflict out of nothing. It seems to me like people gets offended way too easy and almost waits for an opportunity to get into an argument.
SnuffleUffleGrass
09-15-2020, 12:24 PM
A truly petty and almost funny annoyance- I posted a bunch of items on a local sales site (moving and trying to get rid of things so I can have less to move.) This site lets people "LOVE" an item with an upvote-type score and a heart...It's annoying though because I'd rather they make an offer on the item. BTW people haggled whether I put "Or Best Offer" on the item or not.
I haven't worked retail that often so I don't really get to experience trying to sell things to people and hearing lots of weird things. Like I'm thrilled someone likes what I posted, but I'm trying to move it.
Other petty annoyance- my dog is doing "old dog" nonsense and it's hard to deal with. I also found an old paper from the vet's office..guesstimating off of their estimate of his age he is between 12 and 14 calendar years old. He looks good except for his eyes getting cataracts. I feel bad being annoyed with him but I realistically didn't expect him to live this long.
kamiliam
09-15-2020, 12:33 PM
I hate how everything is politics now n days. I was in a group trying to avoid the subject and got attacked by everyone. I literally said nothing political. They are just a bunch of toxic people. I got to see first hand why people don’t like this group that I previously was supporting. I think we have a problem with group think. People need to learn to think critically for themselves instead of just repeating whatever the group says. I’m done with politics. People can say whatever they want, but I’m not participating in toxic politics conversations with anyone.
I’m truly not trying to be preachy, but everything is politics. Even if you are a-political that is still a political statement and a benefit to some political actor. You become a pawn by removing yourself and allow others to dictate your life with no participation. You have every logical right to be annoyed by the discourse, but “politics” is inescapable.
chanzep
09-16-2020, 01:25 PM
Vanilla people women! And their stupid opinions . I was on Facebook and a guy I know posted about Card I B and Offset they were saying he should take her money!. But he has more so they were saying she shouldn't get anything and she deserves everything because she was a stripper! They are annoying and you know they sing her lyrics and copy her style etc. They annoy me so much.
whirlerz
09-16-2020, 01:52 PM
Well, here we fucking go again, w/Kook..
I wrote landlord an email, Look he calmed down somewhat, I avoid (as much as possible in the same house )
Hes been saying hi, I don't respond, he kinda backed off, but then comes back w/?'s.
Now, hes doing more free (for landlord) remodeling in kitchen, no one's home but me &, him, even the B's gone (not that she'd ever help)..
I went in the kitchen for a split sec, he said, "I know you're writing landlord emails about me", I said nothing, I went & locked up, I'm outside w/my 2 pepper sprays.
Then he went by my door, & asking if I want him to clean my windows?? Shook my head no.
I heard him screaming, "Oh, Fuck" super loud! IDK if he hit his hand w/a hammer , or is freaking out, or what, but scared AF RN!:O He's got a bad temper!
I guess I can ask my guy friend if I can live w/him, there's stuff I'm not going to talk about here, but, I can't up & move for several reasons (except w/my friend, that's a maybe).
I can say (to landlord) I want to leave, he won't gaf.
Not only he gets rent$, but free remodeling..
Shaking rn
Someone, (the B?) threw ink on my plant outside..
I went in the kitchen, he just asked me AGAIN?? The lady upstairs is here embarrassing/upsetting..
He was pissed off, the kitchen table broke, he's doing major work in kitchen..
Edit: left my friend a text, landlord a voicemail, nothing back yet.
WendiStarr
09-16-2020, 02:15 PM
^ whirlerz, you need to gtfo out of there so bad! Hopefully you can live with your guy friend. Hope he's a decent guy.
I'm beyond exhausted today. I want to take a nap but nobody will eat and nothing will get done unless I do it myself. I'm annoyed at my boyfriend for being gone for 2 extra days because he "needed a break". I'm operating in mombie mode here 24/7, dude. You needed a break? Pssh!
whirlerz
09-16-2020, 03:40 PM
Thank you, Wendi, you are so sweet!^
I think it'll be ok, provided he agrees, I've been telling him about all this crap.
Aw, I can imagine, it's hard on you, you need to rest.
whirlerz
09-16-2020, 06:01 PM
Well, here we fucking go again, w/Kook..
I wrote landlord an email, Look he calmed down somewhat, I avoid (as much as possible in the same house )
Hes been saying hi, I don't respond, he kinda backed off, but then comes back w/?'s.
Now, hes doing more free (for landlord) remodeling in kitchen, no one's home but me &, him, even the B's gone (not that she'd ever help)..
I went in the kitchen for a split sec, he said, "I know you're writing landlord emails about me", I said nothing, I went & locked up, I'm outside w/my 2 pepper sprays.
Then he went by my door, & asking if I want him to clean my windows?? Shook my head no.
I heard him screaming, "Oh, Fuck" super loud! IDK if he hit his hand w/a hammer , or is freaking out, or what, but scared AF RN!:O He's got a bad temper!
I guess I can ask my guy friend if I can live w/him, there's stuff I'm not going to talk about here, but, I can't up & move for several reasons (except w/my friend, that's a maybe).
I can say (to landlord) I want to leave, he won't gaf.
Not only he gets rent$, but free remodeling..
Shaking rn
Someone, (the B?) threw ink on my plant outside..
I went in the kitchen, he just asked me AGAIN?? The lady upstairs is here embarrassing/upsetting..
He was pissed off, the kitchen table broke, he's doing major work in kitchen..
Edit: left my friend a text, landlord a voicemail, nothing back yet.
So, landlord called me back on my other phone, I don't carry it around, it's on its last legs..
He said, "this'd probably about _____ (Kookoo), he's doing too much, he does do some good things ::)" I'll back him down , ::) Riiiight, got it>:(
I had to go by my storage, & p/u some pkgs..
I actually took a walk when I got home, there's an American Legion hall nearby, a Pub w/ outdoor parties going on, volleyball games going on, a baseball field w/ grammar school age kid playing.
I went everywhere but the Pub.
I need to find a legit, nice, bouncer-build guy to bring around..this M/F sees me alone all the time.
Sick to death of this>:(
Wearing my personal siren, carry phone everywhere
moneybags
09-16-2020, 07:46 PM
So, landlord called me back on my other phone, I don't carry it around, it's on its last legs..
He said, "this'd probably about _____ (Kookoo), he's doing too much, he does do some good things ::)" I'll back him down , ::) Riiiight, got it>:(
I had to go by my storage, & p/u some pkgs..
I actually took a walk when I got home, there's an American Legion hall nearby, a Pub w/ outdoor parties going on, volleyball games going on, a baseball field w/ grammar school age kid playing.
I went everywhere but the Pub.
I need to find a legit, nice, bouncer-build guy to bring around..this M/F sees me alone all the time.
Sick to death of this>:(
Wearing my personal siren, carry phone everywhere
They sound so toxic. Take care of yourself. I hope you can find a healthy environment. Take care of yourself and stay safe.
chanzep
09-16-2020, 08:14 PM
Sorry to hear that Whirlez, that guy is a fucking creep and your landlord a asshole. I hope you can get out of there.
whirlerz
09-16-2020, 08:31 PM
Thanks so much, ladies.
I didn't hear from my friend, I know he made a long trip by car today tho.
Was looking on some people search sites, spoken, etc, by not finding anything about him.
Edit: I was just talking to the guy upstairs (my crush). I went out for a snack, he was outside looking in his van for something.. there's a chair out front, I plopped down, I just wanted to be near him cause he's so sweet.:'(
I told him about this a/hole, he said to call, I have his #, we text sometimes..
He works a lot, he just now got home, almost midnight here, gone since 7am.
carmen_b
09-17-2020, 09:08 AM
Something about these new day job clients is smelling off to me.
Like ..... you know how you can just " sense " it. I guess I haven't given *too* much energy yet ( a 15 -20 minute call , 10 minutes writing a document ) .
I just *smell* it through little things ( like calling instead of texting even though my email phone both relay people to TEXT ) .
They are also asking some things the website covers ( I have referred them back to the site a couple times already ).
Anyway ...... I could potentially be investing 40 hours of so with them and I'm not sure the $1800 is worth it. ;/
I hate when things ride on the edge like that .
whirlerz
09-17-2020, 09:28 AM
Something about these new day job clients is smelling off to me.
Like ..... you know how you can just " sense " it. I guess I haven't given *too* much energy yet ( a 15 -20 minute call , 10 minutes writing a document ) .
I just *smell* it through little things ( like calling instead of texting even though my email phone both relay people to TEXT ) .
They are also asking some things the website covers ( I have referred them back to the site a couple times already ).
Anyway ...... I could potentially be investing 40 hours of so with them and I'm not sure the $1800 is worth it. ;/
I hate when things ride on the edge like that .
U know what, I always try to listen to my 'gut'(intuition).
Recently, (this's minor) I bought a mini fragrance from eBay..I buy a fair amount of things on there, was a seller too..
I go a bad feeling, but went ahead anyway.. turned out, it took forever (not the sellers fault) but I didn't want it after 3 weeks, it came from a southern state, so the scent probably was ruined.
I sent it back priority, she had a fit about that, I just wanted to expedite it, even so it took a couple extra days.
She was gonna report me too, bla bla.
Finally got my $ back after a month & making a case
ravenskyy
09-17-2020, 09:36 AM
I'm so fucking tired of racism! I'm tired of working in an industry where white men think it's ok to ask me if I would help them cum, while they call me the n word or any other disgusting racial slur. I'm so sick of it! I just want to be treated equally. Ask to see my tits or ass! Call me a dirty slut! Whatever. I'm so tired of men thinking that it's ok to call me a "monkey" or a "jungle savage". I just want to punch a fucking wall! Or a racist!
And I can't even tell my husband about some of the shit that I put up with, because he's white and these things make him sick. And it's embarrassing! I'm taking the rest of the day off from cam. I'm pretty sure that I'm gonna end up losing my shit on someone, if things don't start getting better.