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kaninchen
05-06-2015, 10:18 PM
I'm googling pictures of Holly Madison for hair inspiration. It's making me so annoyed that I'm not platinum blonde with gorgeous bouncy implants. I could do all of these things if I weren't busy with school. Stupid college ruining my dreams of being a sex kitten!

Aniela
05-07-2015, 02:52 AM
Fkng vanilla job -- 40min drive + 10blk walk bc I don't have KW residency & so can park in maybe three places on the whole damn island. Normally I don't mind too much (tho hate getting up @ 0530) but the walk makes my injured feet hurt & they ache for most of the day once they start, even w/ ibuprofen.

Plus I slept really poorly last nite & just woke up feeling like my whole fkng day is going to be like this.

amberlly
05-07-2015, 07:15 AM
Im drinking energy drinks to survive my life right now. It leaves me feeling really edgy and difficulty sleeping.

I snapped at my group member during our assignment. They are just that irritating. No people skills. No writing skills. No concept of what is meant to be done. HUGE ego and insecurity. Needs to be praised and thanked every half an hour minimum. Runs to our teacher with complaints otherwise. Its my final subject - im passing it even if I have to suck up to idiot for a few weeks. It thinks we're friends. I focus on taking deep breaths and counting down how many minutes we have to spend in class together. It thinks it is right about everything. No matter what. Argues with me. I just delete its crap without telling and hand it in - sucker.

The owner at work stares at me (females in general) and rants about how ugly men are good in bed and attractive guys suck. Ugh ugly clients are the WORST. Totally insecure and think they are great plus they are ugly. Its a lose lose.
A few other put downs about working girls in general and then hints he is available. Barf - sorry honey ain't enough money in the world for that one.

I'm having a relapse of my eating issues. I want to claw my skin off. Over ten years of the same cycle. I am now on energy drinks and starve during day, binge at night. My family thinks I like this. Choose to do it. Have paid for so much therapy they have given up and its my fault. I get it. I do. I just want to scream and cry and have it let up. I am finishing school in a few weeks. Then I am going to get a nice low stress job that doesn't throw me off balance. My weight has gone up as a result and then my regular told me Im a heavier girl. No kidding fuckwit and do I like that? This whole prying into my life thing. Bad time. I clammed up. No kidding I can look in the mirror. I get it. I'm too fat. Thats why I see therapists and work on not giving in to the voice inside my head that tries to make me fat. Obviously its not working to well right now. Thanks for asking.

I just wanted to share. this happens everytime school gets hectic. Thankfully its over soon. Permantly.

zoezoebelle
05-07-2015, 08:37 AM
Finally managed to work three shifts in a week, and now I'm going to have to skip another two in a row. I really wish I could get an idea of how much money I'll make this year. So far it seems to be "somewhere between 20 and 100k" lol. I have no way of knowing whether I'll be incapacitated for 6 months out of the year, or simply for a few days every now and then. At this rate it will take me... somewhere between six months and ten years to save for college. xD

ScarletKitten
05-07-2015, 10:06 AM
I mean seriously if you don't want ot be a vegan then fine, but don't cherry pick your fucking moral code based on the CUTE factor of ONE ANIMAL. Thank you for saying this. This has always annoyed the hell out of me. People will get sad and go all SJW over the slaughter of horses for horse meat, yet they sit there and shrug off the torture/murder of cows, pigs, and chickens. I never understood that. What's even worse to me are the people who have a pig for a pet that they love so much, yet they will sit there and eat bacon. They could be eating their pet's cousin!

Glamourmilf
05-07-2015, 10:26 AM
Apartment left a notice today that they are sending people in tomorrow to 'inspect the stove'. If you have pets, you have to either be home or lock them up. Thanks for the 1 day notice, it's a good thing there's 2 of us. What if I was out of town or something? Or working? I'm not gonna lock my 60 lb dogs up in a 10x13 room all day.

Oh yeah, and bf isn't on the lease, and I'm always paranoid that they'll find his weed. He has a medical card, it's perfectly legal for him to have it, it's all in the original packaging with his name on it, but I always worry they'd try to say its mine since I'm the only one on the lease.

Ughh! The apartment I just moved out of did this kind of shit at least once a month! I lived there 5 years, and they would slip the notice that they were coming in in the middle of the night, never adhering to the 24 hr. notice law.
You're right, like what if i'm out of town, or I have to go to work, and leave my dogs in the tiny bathroom?
I used to have to cam 8-10 hrs. everyday when I lived there, just to pay a ridiculously high rent, so I lost a lot of time and money many a day.
Even when all my neighbors complained, they never cared.
When my roommate/landlord pulled that shit a couple of days after I moved in here, I shut that bs right down!
I know the law, I know my rights!

Selina M
05-07-2015, 11:37 AM
Ughh! The apartment I just moved out of did this kind of shit at least once a month! I lived there 5 years, and they would slip the notice that they were coming in in the middle of the night, never adhering to the 24 hr. notice law.
You're right, like what if i'm out of town, or I have to go to work, and leave my dogs in the tiny bathroom?
I used to have to cam 8-10 hrs. everyday when I lived there, just to pay a ridiculously high rent, so I lost a lot of time and money many a day.
Even when all my neighbors complained, they never cared.
When my roommate/landlord pulled that shit a couple of days after I moved in here, I shut that bs right down!
I know the law, I know my rights!

Seriously! I fucking hate it. I kept waking up all morning, thinking they might come banging on the door any second. It's now 11:30. I have to leave at 2 for a job interview. Bf needs to go somewhere on the way, but I can't drop him off on my way unless they've come and gone, because someone needs to be here. I have too much shit in here that I'd be worried about being stolen, or else worried that they'd let the dogs out or something, to just let them come in unattended.

This shit gives me anxiety. I hate apartments and that they have the right to waltz in whenever they please. I hate that someone else has a key to my house and could let themselves in.

KikiGem
05-07-2015, 11:57 AM
I tell my friend some good news I just received and he shrugs it off basically saying "yeah that's not such a big deal." Wow, way to piss on my parade. Thats the only sliver of good news I've heard in a long time. I'm your friend, and you know I've been having a really tough time lately, why can't you be happy for me? I just told him off thru a text. I don't need a 'friend' like that.

Naida
05-07-2015, 02:19 PM
Yeah, def not implantation. Woke up to a vibrant red puddle and a constant pressure from the cramps. Thankfully none of the super sharp, vomit-from-the-pain ones yet.

I'm still raging on a I-could-kick-puppies level of anger about the douchebag who made his contribution to my being concerned. At least he lucked out with me starting my period, because I'd have made the hour trip to tell him if I were pregnant just so I could punch him in the fucking face and blame it on hormones. Jeezus, he's such a sorry piece of shit...

kaninchen
05-07-2015, 02:25 PM
I tell my friend some good news I just received and he shrugs it off basically saying "yeah that's not such a big deal." Wow, way to piss on my parade. Thats the only sliver of good news I've heard in a long time. I'm your friend, and you know I've been having a really tough time lately, why can't you be happy for me? I just told him off thru a text. I don't need a 'friend' like that.

Sorry this person was a jerk. Congratulations on your good news! *throws confetti* :propeller

whirlerz
05-07-2015, 03:17 PM
I really hate hot weather.

michele11
05-07-2015, 03:45 PM
I swear my male hates me for bringing another kitten here. He cries at my daughters door and when she comes out he runs after her and my mom was just here because I can't leave the house and she's going to get me meds and he's been looking out the door for her for 15 min. I only got another kitten because he became aloof after 7 months of age and now he hates me. I remember when i got my first persian my sisters maincoon never liked me again. He lived to 18 and still remembered.

whirlerz
05-07-2015, 03:57 PM
I really hate, cheaply made, overpriced clothing. Put a thong on today, it snapped on 1 side, I had put my skin tight skinnies on over it, so I just cut the other side off & went commando.

zoezoebelle
05-07-2015, 04:14 PM
I think I've become shallow in several people's eyes. Stripping in itself was enough to annoy a few folks, but I think dating a rich older guy was the final straw and several people just seem to hate me now. I could understand if I started dressing myself up all the time and talking about cars and shoes, or if I became a total gold digger and had men paying for all my shit. But I'm just working hard, living my life and enjoying the perks of someone who I actually like doting on me. Maybe this is more an issue of jealousy. But I can't not talk about it... I mean that would be like keeping it a secret that you won the lottery or something. Right?

Naida
05-07-2015, 04:25 PM
Nevermind puppies and that asshat - my sister's face is starting to look more and more like a speedbag.

Glamourmilf
05-07-2015, 04:38 PM
Seriously! I fucking hate it. I kept waking up all morning, thinking they might come banging on the door any second. It's now 11:30. I have to leave at 2 for a job interview. Bf needs to go somewhere on the way, but I can't drop him off on my way unless they've come and gone, because someone needs to be here. I have too much shit in here that I'd be worried about being stolen, or else worried that they'd let the dogs out or something, to just let them come in unattended.

This shit gives me anxiety. I hate apartments and that they have the right to waltz in whenever they please. I hate that someone else has a key to my house and could let themselves in.

Can you change the locks, and just always be there whenever they need to come in?

Selina M
05-07-2015, 04:55 PM
^ If they ever tried to get in and couldn't, there'd be a huge issue with the office. The lease explicitly states no changing locks :/

They were here for all of 2 minutes >:[ "We need to install a bracket... *moves all my decor off the oven* Oh wait no you already have one. K bye!" Gah.

Glamourmilf
05-07-2015, 06:42 PM
^ If they ever tried to get in and couldn't, there'd be a huge issue with the office. The lease explicitly states no changing locks :/

They were here for all of 2 minutes >:[ "We need to install a bracket... *moves all my decor off the oven* Oh wait no you already have one. K bye!" Gah.

I totally get that. Its a rule that has been in all of my apt.rental leases for over 30 plus years of being a tenant. In certain situations, Ive always found it better to 'ask forgiveness rather than permission.'
Thankfully, Ive never been confronted about it.

kaninchen
05-07-2015, 07:14 PM
Every time I visit my parents, I want to shoot myself. They are so passive-aggressively antagonistic about everything. They hate each other and should have gotten divorced 20 years ago. I can't stand the way they talk shit about each other! WHY do they think I want to hear this?!

Shut up shut up shut up! So annoying. Get a damn divorce already if you hate each other so much!

Selina M
05-08-2015, 12:00 AM
The men on this board. Omg. I think all but 2 are basically your average douchebag clubgoer trying to either be cool by arguing with us (God forbid a stripper be right) or are the lonely kind wanting attention.

Aniela
05-08-2015, 02:57 AM
When I had my last vanilla job I was constantly dreaming abt it at nite. Now, as of last nite, same shit w/ this one. I woke up a couple times last nite & fell back into these damn retail dreams right where I left off. It was an improvement when my dreams sm how shifted to an Animal Planet style narrarive abt how Himalayan tree frogs shit up to 5kgs a day … then the fkng alarm went off. :weeping:

OliveJardin
05-08-2015, 10:34 AM
No wonder this club cannot keep girls, the customer base is the rudest and cheapest I've ever come across and I am in no way new to the industry. Argh!

kaninchen
05-08-2015, 11:41 AM
My boobs are pissing me off. Normally they get all fabulously swollen 4-5 days before my period, but for the last few months, they've started swelling, like, two weeks before. It keeps making me think I'm pregnant. Stop it boobs! God!

michele11
05-08-2015, 12:27 PM
Wow. The rental adgency I rented my condo from sent my gf a email saying they weren't rwnting to us anymore and they weren't refunding my 100 deposit. Um we py an 80 cleaning fee and 80 linen fee. One towel I used to clean makeup I spilled they claim was runed. they said there were crunbs in the kitchen and hair on the floor. What do we pay for? I took 7 bags of trash down. Mostly gallon water jugs. And scrubbed the counter and sink in my bathroom. Oh and they said the tiolet was dirty. Um Isn't that what we pay for. Fucken assholes. i'm about ready to call The lady from there.

michele11
05-08-2015, 12:28 PM
^ I need to add. When I was in M.B. working. And we were sleep deprived because we had drug dealers next door who had people constantly in and out.

Naida
05-08-2015, 05:26 PM
I want to go out tonight, but body is just like "nope, nope, nope!"

SnuffleUffleGrass
05-08-2015, 05:57 PM
I'm sick from my menstrual period & hating life. Then I feel bad for feeling bad when my life is good. A spiral of self hate and lameness...

Selina M
05-08-2015, 10:15 PM
Teaching applications... holy shit. No wonder they can't hire enough teachers. These things are fucking ridiculous. I've been working on 2 for like 1.5 hours and haven't been able to actually submit them, between needing to upload 6 different documents, write answers to bullshit essay questions, and take 'personality/situation' tests. Good to know there is a computer algorithm of some kind that decides who to interview based on their "disagree/agree/strongly either side/neutral" questions.

This is the point when I go "What the fuck am I thinking?" and just go back to the club. Le sigh.

whirlerz
05-08-2015, 11:29 PM
Reeeallly upset..I was layin down, some ASSHOLE was knocking on my door for 10 min. straight..I call down to the frnt desk & they said they'd have sec. stop by, which took awhile, meanwhile he's almost continuously knocking, btw this's around 1am..
Then they call me bk & say he's delivering booze, well not for me cause I don't drink. Really sick of this shit motel..saw a large rat downstairs earlier
This past Sun, some guy knocked on my door LOUD, I didn't answer, but he saw me look thru the window & he goes, "No Service"??!! Some hooker was several doors down but Ugh

zoezoebelle
05-08-2015, 11:33 PM
I'm not shallow... I'm in love. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Naida
05-09-2015, 05:22 AM
I would understand my vagina hurting if I did penetrative masturbation, but I don't. My real question is, why the fuck does my CLIT get painfully sensitive after clitoral masturbation?

whirlerz
05-09-2015, 10:12 AM
Ooh, f'n headache

Glamourmilf
05-09-2015, 10:30 AM
Reeeallly upset..I was layin down, some ASSHOLE was knocking on my door for 10 min. straight..I call down to the frnt desk & they said they'd have sec. stop by, which took awhile, meanwhile he's almost continuously knocking, btw this's around 1am..
Then they call me bk & say he's delivering booze, well not for me cause I don't drink. Really sick of this shit motel..saw a large rat downstairs earlier
This past Sun, some guy knocked on my door LOUD, I didn't answer, but he saw me look thru the window & he goes, "No Service"??!! Some hooker was several doors down but Ugh

Whirl, Your last few posts about scary stuff happing at that motel you're staying at makes me worry about your safety, and def. peace of mind.
Do You think it's time to move out of there?
Whatever happened to your idea of wanting to get an apt. of your own? Are you still considering that?
I have bad vibes about that place.
Stay safe.:-*

whirlerz
05-09-2015, 10:36 AM
Aww. Thank you Honey, hugs
Yes, there's a small, independent motel nearby, my friend stayed in it awhile bk she said it was ok. I am considering it, I may stop in there over the wk end. Apt.'s not in the cards right now, unless w/a roomie & I'm not goin' that route.

Aaand, the laundry room's a mess too, I was gonna do laundry today. Gonna rest up & decide though
Also, the rain continues..:(

Aurora_Sunset
05-09-2015, 10:37 AM
My car just died and I'm not sure how much it will cost to fix or what exactly is even wrong with it. It's getting up there in mileage and if the repairs are too much, I've been thinking of getting a new car soon anyway. But I have ZERO desire to learn how to car shop/buy a car. I can't even go online and search through ads because the second the terms "Chevy Impala" "Toyota Camry" or whateverthefuck else start showing up, my mind just shuts down. I don't know what any of that means to me, nor do I give a shit about learning that. To move beyond that into getting a loan or however you do it with cars, haggling, making a new monthly payment on something... just... ugh... no. I can't deal. Mind implosion.

whirlerz
05-09-2015, 10:40 AM
Aww.^ If it helps any, I love my Hyundai. 10yrs so far

Me: Ouch my arm again.

miss.a.p1600
05-09-2015, 11:20 AM
I would understand my vagina hurting if I did penetrative masturbation, but I don't. My real question is, why the fuck does my CLIT get painfully sensitive after clitoral masturbation?

Water based lube will work wonders! Unless I'm really horny, I get sore without it.

Speaking of masturbation - I've never found my gspot on my own and I wonder are my fingers too short? Am I massaging the right area? Do I just need a toy or a dick? Then if I can't find it how can I guide someone else down there? Ugh! I'm banking on an encounter with a skilled lover who has a magical penis to happen in my near future.

michele11
05-09-2015, 12:34 PM
My car just died and I'm not sure how much it will cost to fix or what exactly is even wrong with it. It's getting up there in mileage and if the repairs are too much, I've been thinking of getting a new car soon anyway. But I have ZERO desire to learn how to car shop/buy a car. I can't even go online and search through ads because the second the terms "Chevy Impala" "Toyota Camry" or whateverthefuck else start showing up, my mind just shuts down. I don't know what any of that means to me, nor do I give a shit about learning that. To move beyond that into getting a loan or however you do it with cars, haggling, making a new monthly payment on something... just... ugh... no. I can't deal. Mind implosion.

I can help you. I use to own a dealership.

KikiGem
05-09-2015, 07:55 PM
I hate how guys run the second I need any kind of emotional support. God forbid I act human and deviate from the unrealistic standards they've pushed upon me. When times are good, there they are laughing it up with me but when I'm struggling and alone they are nowhere to be found. Men are nothing but selfish, heartless cowards. Fuck them, fuck them all.

Selina M
05-09-2015, 10:53 PM
Bf is sick with something, not sure what. He woke up and puked twice, called off work, but didn't feel sick, just anxious. That happens sometimes. Now he says he's got a headache and feels feverish. I honestly don't mind getting sick with a cold, but FUCK vomiting. I hate it more than anything and will literally tell him to stay the fuck away from me if he has a stomach virus.

Also, fuck you "friend". Same person I posted about a few days ago. Literally breaks my heart that he can't even respond to my congratulations text today. I hate that he's such a fucking pussy he can't even tell his ex to deal with the fact that I exist. I hate that he gets all condescending when I get annoyed, saying shit like that they don't have time to worry about drama. It's not fucking drama dude! It's becoming drama because it's like we have to have a covert operation friendship.

I hope one day that bitch realizes what a cunt she is. The only thing that would ever ease my hatred of her/give me any satisfaction would be if she apologized and groveled at my feet, and then I still wouldn't forgive her.

xStacey
05-10-2015, 04:16 AM
Haven't had a pimple ever since I started and finished my Accutane treatment... I slept over at my FWB's place after work and didn't have make-up remover with me, so I slept with make-up on for the first time in years!! Woke up with my first pimple post-Accutane and a gray-ish tint :(

Aniela
05-10-2015, 08:14 AM
Haven't been able to find one of my favourite dancer bikinis, which doubles as my civilian swimsuit. Up-top it actually covers more than my 'real' civilian bikini, which is a bandeau-type thing w/ a strap around the neck & was unfortunately the most modest one in the damn store when I needed to buy it in a pinch.

Aurora_Sunset
05-10-2015, 11:31 AM
I am ungodly hungover. I attempted to go out to lunch with some friends and eventually made them take me home cuz I just wanted to throw up and pass out on the couch. But now the maintenance guy is finally fixing my AC which is right in the living room, and I would feel awkward disappearing to my room to sleep at 2:30 in the afternoon while he's here..... holy fuck, I just wanna sleep. Make him go awaaaaaaay

KikiGem
05-10-2015, 03:20 PM
I feel like a lunatic. Today I've gone from rage, to being a puddle of tears, to total numbness, to extreme anxiety. Can I just be a normal person?

SamanthaSugar
05-10-2015, 11:49 PM
Was at my parents today and my dad said something that really hurt my feelings. I broke up with my ex a little over a year ago and I still think about him love him and dream about him every night, which pisses me off!! So my mom asks me when was the last time I spoke to my ex and I said right before Christmas and then my Dad chimes in and says "oh yeah you've been replaced by now" I brushed it off like I could give a flying fuck but it stung partly b/c it's prob true and and partly b/c I haven't replaced him. When I think of him with another person it physically makes me sick. I hate how I can't just completey get over him and how he still lingers in my brain.

Naida
05-11-2015, 03:25 AM
Water based lube will work wonders! Unless I'm really horny, I get sore without it.

Speaking of masturbation - I've never found my gspot on my own and I wonder are my fingers too short? Am I massaging the right area? Do I just need a toy or a dick? Then if I can't find it how can I guide someone else down there? Ugh! I'm banking on an encounter with a skilled lover who has a magical penis to happen in my near future.

It's not a lube issue. I make sure I have plenty of that going on. As for your G spot issue, mine is a fickle bitch too! On the rare occasion that I try to stimulate it myself, it either doesn't produce any noticeable sensation compared to the rest of my vaginal wall or it's an unpleasant feeling of pressure. No idea why the fuck it sucks doing it myself but feels great with a partner. On that note, curved dicks suck to suck (lol) but are amazing to fuck.

Why can't I just fucking sleep?

zoezoebelle
05-11-2015, 08:41 AM
He keeps taking me out to really nice restaurants, and I'm kicking myself because I'm always so nervous I can barely eat. I end up feeling nauseous and dizzy and I can't even remember what it tasted like. I kind of want to curl up in a ball and disappear. I can't tell him that though... what a romantic statement. "You make me so happy I want to throw up and run away."

Glamourmilf
05-11-2015, 10:17 AM
Was at my parents today and my dad said something that really hurt my feelings. I broke up with my ex a little over a year ago and I still think about him love him and dream about him every night, which pisses me off!! So my mom asks me when was the last time I spoke to my ex and I said right before Christmas and then my Dad chimes in and says "oh yeah you've been replaced by now" I brushed it off like I could give a flying fuck but it stung partly b/c it's prob true and and partly b/c I haven't replaced him. When I think of him with another person it physically makes me sick. I hate how I can't just completey get over him and how he still lingers in my brain.

When My fiancé would go 'missing in action' for days, my Dad said the cruelest thing to me...."Well, You know, if he's not with You, he's with some other girl. You can be sure of that"
I hated him for saying that!>:(

Aniela
05-11-2015, 12:10 PM
-- Got up at 0530 this morning to go to work, got there & learnt it's my day off. Fk that, I came home & went back to sleep.

-- Eyeliner pencils are of the devil when you have nothing to sharpen them w/ but an electric pencil sharpener.

-- Fkng retail dreams & ex dreams GAAAAHH!!!

-- Wish we could consolidate a bunch of the Club Chat threads that keep asking abt the same areas.

Selina M
05-11-2015, 08:13 PM
I'm apparently sick with some kind of vague thing I can't shake. Probably the worst I've ever felt, aside from food poisoning episodes. Idk if it's a virus, or just my body being like "No fuck you, I'm done" from my shitty eating habits, or if it's some sinister disease I don't know about yet.

Bf was sick on Saturday morning, but he gets these random episodes of puking/anxiety, so I didn't think it was anything contagious. I worked 7 hours that night, knew I was gonna be sore the next day, didn't eat a full meal all day, and I just felt icky when I got home. No fever or anything though. Yesterday I was at my parents, could hardly eat, and felt so crappy I considered staying over instead of driving home. I was super alarmed to see that I only weighed 99 lbs according to their scale. Ended up hungry and eating all kinds of random food, though only a small portion at a time.
Today I still feel shitty. Taking the dogs for a walk was treacherous, everything was all spacey and I was hella out of breath and my heart pounding after the stairs. Pretty sure I'm dehydrated too, so drinking just Gatorade and water.

I think maybe I was just walking the line of not crashing, and working that long and exhausting myself just tipped me over. I SERIOUSLY need to alter my eating habits, but it's really difficult for me. I'm not a big eater, never have been, a) because I'm picky and b) because I'm lazy and hate cooking. Le sigh.