View Full Version : Feeling pissy today. Petty annoyances, what do you have?
Aurora_Sunset
04-25-2022, 02:45 PM
Manager had the audacity today to ask me why I was leaving at 12:30. It took everything I had not to just answer, "Because I don't want to be here all day?" Damn, dude, I've been in every day since Thursday. I covered the desk for you yesterday after you "accidentally let the person running shift go home early" - how the fuck does that even happen? And then did extra work for you today until I left. And I'll be back Wednesday... like... fuck... Leave me alone.
~Carmen~
04-25-2022, 07:56 PM
I am annoyed that some people just can't seem to answer a SPECIFIC question. I'm doing a fun "survey" so I've been asking people 'Do you prefer a nice face or hot body and why?'. It doesn't matter if you like men only, prefer girls or like men and women. Same question applies. You can only choose ONE.
Telling me you prefer Both or Personality or I don't know are not acceptable answers.
I'll accept 'I don't want to answer the question'. That's wonderful so we don't have to waste each other's time. It's not that deep.
A nice face 100%.
~Carmen~
04-25-2022, 08:00 PM
Ughhh. The guy who lives in the apartment above mine-he was gone for months. It was soooo quiet. Now he's moving some girl in and she is loud. This is why apartment living sucks. I had 3 months of peace and now this loud girl is moving in. I HOPE she works somewhere full-time lol.
There's always one. Maybe he will get tired of her loudness quickly.
I was trolled by an old man's loud tv and music at my old place 24/7. My new place is more peaceful, unless the woman downstairs goes into one of her screaming tantrums.
There is also a bird that chirps very loudly for three hours before dawn.
Marina Starr
04-26-2022, 08:00 AM
It was just brought to my attention that a Trans woman was bullied, harassed and belittled by some asshole at work because they figured out she was Trans. I am sad, angry and appalled. This is the reality that so many Trans people have to endure just for simply existing. I know this too well from first hand experience back when I was so beaten down that leads to depression, low-esteem and zero confidence.
I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks about Trans people. I am beyond needing approval and acceptance but the fact is Trans people are people too and are deserving of kindness, good treatment and respect.
I am beyond grateful that I now have the confidence and love for myself that when people see how I carry myself and exude that energy they know not to fuck with me.
It's truly is a wonderful feeling to live freely and be comfortable in one's own skin.
~Carmen~
04-26-2022, 10:10 AM
It was just brought to my attention that a Trans woman was bullied, harassed and belittled by some asshole at work because they figured out she was Trans. I am sad, angry and appalled. This is the reality that so many Trans people have to endure just for simply existing. I know this too well from first hand experience back when I was so beaten down that leads to depression, low-esteem and zero confidence.
I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks about Trans people. I am beyond needing approval and acceptance but the fact is Trans people are people too and are deserving of kindness, good treatment and respect.
I am beyond grateful that I now have the confidence and love for myself that when people see how I carry myself and exude that energy they know not to fuck with me.
It's truly is a wonderful feeling to live freely and be comfortable in one's own skin.
Why are people so cruel and violent to someone who did nothing to them? It infuriates me! Trans people are beautiful to me because of their courage to be who they are in a world full of judgemental people. It infuriates me!
Here is another trans girl teenager who was bullied and beat up. Imagine how frightened she must feel that it might happen again.
https://nypost.com/2022/03/24/brooklyn-hs-allowed-transgender-student-to-be-bullied-beat-up-lawsuit/
"Hinkson says the bullying has made M.B. more distrustful of people and made her “more of a loner”."
I'm proud of you that you have the strength and confidence to tell them to fuck off.
Marina Starr
04-26-2022, 12:42 PM
That's hilarious!
https://i.ibb.co/k6xCG5n/laughing-haha.gif (https://imgbb.com/)
There's always one. Maybe he will get tired of her loudness quickly.
I was trolled by an old man's loud tv and music at my old place 24/7. My new place is more peaceful, unless the woman downstairs goes into one of her screaming tantrums.
There is also a bird that chirps very loudly for three hours before dawn.
xxxGothBarbie
04-26-2022, 12:49 PM
No matter where I go, it seems I will ALWAYS seem to have to fight for kitchen use when I wanna use the damn thing *eyeroll*
I'm not ready to settle anywhere and have boring roots to a place otherwise I'd try to get my own place again. Only option it seems is to be broke and live in a furnished hotel with its own private kitchen, to avoid the hassle of sharing with ppl. How in the hell did it get so expensive just to live in America?!?
Marina Starr
04-26-2022, 01:11 PM
There are so many reasons but a few I could think of is people don't see Trans people as humans. That we "choose" to be this way so what do we expect when leaving the house.
People know that Trans people are minorities so that emboldens them as the video demonstrates so many times by bystanders cheering us being beaten.
What happened to this Trans girl was not her fault but Trans people need to learn to defend themselves because if that was me, it would have been Kill Bill 3. I've seen so many situations where Trans people are being beaten, disrespected and misgendered by cashiers and they would just stand there and take it. That is because so many are so battered and beaten down that they think they deserve it.
And another fucked up reason that ignorant ass people like to throw around is Trans people are mentally ill. WRONG! One have to be extremely strong and well adjusted to deal with being verbally and physically assaulted, abused and dehumanize on a daily basis just for simply fucking existing.
Not everyone is blessed to have my strength and confidence after so many years of being bullied. Being confident and loving yourself transcends gender.
People say what doesn't kill you make you stronger but a lot of time that isn't the case. It broke a lot of people.
Why are people so cruel and violent to someone who did nothing to them? It infuriates me! Trans people are beautiful to me because of their courage to be who they are in a world full of judgemental people. It infuriates me!
Here is another trans girl teenager who was bullied and beat up. Imagine how frightened she must feel that it might happen again.
https://nypost.com/2022/03/24/brooklyn-hs-allowed-transgender-student-to-be-bullied-beat-up-lawsuit/
"Hinkson says the bullying has made M.B. more distrustful of people and made her “more of a loner”."
I'm proud of you that you have the strength and confidence to tell them to fuck off.
carmen_b
04-26-2022, 02:12 PM
This essential to my job computer program won't open today .........
:/
Nice.
So I had to hire out someone to make a deadline that I could have easily done myself. Lovely.
~Carmen~
04-26-2022, 03:16 PM
That's hilarious!
https://i.ibb.co/k6xCG5n/laughing-haha.gif (https://imgbb.com/)
No it's not sis!
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~Carmen~
04-26-2022, 03:29 PM
There are so many reasons but a few I could think of is people don't see Trans people as humans. That we "choose" to be this way so what do we expect when leaving the house.
People know that Trans people are minorities so that emboldens them as the video demonstrates so many times by bystanders cheering us being beaten.
What happened to this Trans girl was not her fault but Trans people need to learn to defend themselves because if that was me, it would have been Kill Bill 3. I've seen so many situations where Trans people are being beaten, disrespected and misgendered by cashiers and they would just stand there and take it. That is because so many are so battered and beaten down that they think they deserve it.
And another fucked up reason that ignorant ass people like to throw around is Trans people are mentally ill. WRONG! One have to be extremely strong and well adjusted to deal with being verbally and physically assaulted, abused and dehumanize on a daily basis just for simply fucking existing.
Not everyone is blessed to have my strength and confidence after so many years of being bullied. Being confident and loving yourself transcends gender.
People say what doesn't kill you make you stronger but a lot of time that isn't the case. It broke a lot of people.
Some people are ignorant and mean. How would they like to be treated as subhuman?
It's inhumane to say the least. Anyone who is "different" is looked down upon.
God Bless those who have been broken from this kind of treatment.
Marina Starr
04-26-2022, 04:15 PM
They don't, I haven't met any bullies and horrible people that do. That's why I never feel bad or trying to be the bigger person and take it. I give it right back tenfold.
All I and lots of people that society and people have shunned just wanted to be left alone.
Some people are ignorant and mean. How would they like to be treated as subhuman?
It's inhumane to say the least. Anyone who is "different" is looked down upon.
God Bless those who have been broken from this kind of treatment.
whirlerz
04-26-2022, 04:37 PM
No matter where I go, it seems I will ALWAYS seem to have to fight for kitchen use when I wanna use the damn thing *eyeroll*
I'm not ready to settle anywhere and have boring roots to a place otherwise I'd try to get my own place again. Only option it seems is to be broke and live in a furnished hotel with its own private kitchen, to avoid the hassle of sharing with ppl. How in the hell did it get so expensive just to live in America?!?
Girl, I wish we were in the same area.. & this one couple here thinks they own the fucking kitchen, don't get me started...I don't like using it cause they're such Pigs.
The main reason I'm not in a hotel or extended stay, I have a hard wired connection, +my own entrance & bath.
I'm working on it tho.
xxxGothBarbie
04-26-2022, 07:24 PM
Girl, I wish we were in the same area.. & this one couple here thinks they own the fucking kitchen, don't get me started...I don't like using it cause they're such Pigs.
The main reason I'm not in a hotel or extended stay, I have a hard wired connection, +my own entrance & bath.
I'm working on it tho.
That's awesome! You could always just get a mini fridge and a double burner and cook in your room.
~Carmen~
04-27-2022, 12:48 AM
They don't, I haven't met any bullies and horrible people that do. That's why I never feel bad or trying to be the bigger person and take it. I give it right back tenfold.
All I and lots of people that society and people have shunned just wanted to be left alone.
You are an inspiration sis. I think that your attitude towards bullies will help others to deal with it better.
I understand why you want to be left alone. I'm glad you feel comfortable enough to come here to talk about it.
Dreamqueen
04-27-2022, 01:13 AM
57068
Speaking of the high rents/cost of living.
This 'shed' apt. in San Diego is listed on Zillow for $1100.
It's going for $1700.
It has a waitlist of 20 people last I checked.
The comments on Reddit, where I saw the post are hilarious.
Marina Starr
04-27-2022, 07:36 AM
Thank you, sis! That means a lot coming from you. You also are an inspiration to a lot of people, myself included. I want to be my own inspiration so that other people can be their own!
You are an inspiration sis. I think that your attitude towards bullies will help others to deal with it better.
I understand why you want to be left alone. I'm glad you feel comfortable enough to come here to talk about it.
Marina Starr
04-27-2022, 07:47 AM
Thank you for the video and your input. When I said I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks about Trans people, it's not a 'fuck you' to people who are allies and believe that Trans people deserve equal rights but I do not need approval or acceptance from anyone to approve of myself. However, for those that believe Trans people are subhumans, don't deserve equal rights and we deserve to die then FUCK 'EM!
I stopped trying to understand why people are so hateful toward Trans people just for simply existing but I say no whether if you're Trans or not, love and accept yourself and let your light shines so bright that it blinds those that want to shame, devalue and oppress you!
This is so true, at the end of the day no one should be required to get other people's approval just to have equal rights - they're called rights for a reason. They exist regardless of what other people may think. Your words remind me of these lines from a song I listened to a lot when it came out "Não sou nova aqui, não te peço licença, Sua permissão, nunca fez diferença" freely translated to "I'm not new here, I'm not asking for your permission, your permission never made any difference". The blade under the tongue (Navalha debaixo da língua, Tô pronta pra briga, "razor under the tongue, ready to fight") is a reference to the violence LGBTQ+ people face in Brazil, a lot of hate crimes towards trans people including murders, it's horrible that people can't just show basic respect towards each other. We all deserve the same rights. Things need to change.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_r83_ualtpM
WendiStarr
04-27-2022, 08:02 AM
My oldest daughter's school sent a letter via email that many students have tested positive for influenza and stomach flu. Yesterday I thought the sickness wasn't too bad once I took cold meds. It was sinus congestion, stuffy nose, and sinus headache feeling that went away after taking otc cold meds. Now this morning I have a stomach ache, diarrhea and body aches. I hate being sick! I'm over this cold weather too. I'm ready to move to a remote area in a warm climate with no walking germ factory people. I don't know what I'd do with my oldest though. I guess she'd have to go to school remotely which at this point would be fine.
carmen_b
04-27-2022, 08:04 AM
^ Even the smallest communities have schools !
I know what you mean. A large part of my life has been avoiding cold areas in winter ( 8 years of the last 10 accomplished ) !!
carmen_b
04-27-2022, 08:06 AM
Well ......
At least two day day customers are in the deciding and invoicing phase.
One has a $875 retainer and one has a $665 one.
If they both would book I'd be in a better mood ......
I'm really overall upset about the month but trying to move on .
whirlerz
04-27-2022, 11:07 AM
That's awesome! You could always just get a mini fridge and a double burner and cook in your room.
It's not awesome at all
I've had a mini fridge, it's ok but doesn't hold much, I just got a small rice/veg cooker
LoveyD
04-27-2022, 09:08 PM
57068
Speaking of the high rents/cost of living.
This 'shed' apt. in San Diego is listed on Zillow for $1100.
It's going for $1700.
It has a waitlist of 20 people last I checked.
The comments on Reddit, where I saw the post are hilarious.
And people wonder why I prefer living in my car for free.
Dreamqueen
04-28-2022, 01:03 AM
I always wait until after midnight to empty my trash/check my mailbox.
I'm all the way in the back in bungalow style apts.
Everything is out near the street, so I have to walk past 7 other units.
No sign of life, then BAM!
The neighbors RIGHT next to the mailbox come out just as I'm getting close to their door.
Dammit!
Thankfully they are a young couple who mind their business and don't try to talk to me.
I've had a raging migraine all day and not in the mood for pleasantries.
:duck::headache::spy:
indiegirl
04-28-2022, 01:41 AM
And people wonder why I prefer living in my car for free.
Almost seems lucrative to purchase a few sheds from home depot and an outhouse and rent your backyard out to multiple people LOL. I don't have the heart to do that to people at that price. That is legit absurd living conditions. They don't even have a kitchen.
xxxGothBarbie
04-28-2022, 07:46 AM
Almost seems lucrative to purchase a few sheds from home depot and an outhouse and rent your backyard out to multiple people LOL. I don't have the heart to do that to people at that price. That is legit absurd living conditions. They don't even have a kitchen.
I agree & unfortunatley people are so greedy that they know desperate folks will pay it to live in a desired area. I do take some comfort in the fact that it's not just CA & NY that the rents are becoming insane & difficult to live. Pretty soon even in the boring smaller towns will also get that way. I remember seeing a few "garages" that were being offered for rent when I was living in Santa Cruz years ago. I went to check one out bc I was desperate at the time & the younger college girls renting it out were like ,Oh ya we're asking $1000 a month plus deposit for this converted "room" that was essentially a damn garage.
xxxGothBarbie
04-28-2022, 07:47 AM
I haaaate street cleaning days blah!
I'm also highly annoyed that its still fucking chilly here in NYC, I miss CA weather so bad :(
Get warm already! This cold weather has already killed my car battery enough to where I'm most likely gonna need to replace it despite the fact it's only a year old ugh
Aurora_Sunset
04-28-2022, 08:14 AM
I agree & unfortunatley people are so greedy that they know desperate folks will pay it to live in a desired area. I do take some comfort in the fact that it's not just CA & NY that the rents are becoming insane & difficult to live. Pretty soon even in the boring smaller towns will also get that way. I remember seeing a few "garages" that were being offered for rent when I was living in Santa Cruz years ago. I went to check one out bc I was desperate at the time & the younger college girls renting it out were like ,Oh ya we're asking $1000 a month plus deposit for this converted "room" that was essentially a damn garage.
I just watched a TikTok the other day of a woman who lives in LA talking about this - people are amazed at the salary she manages to live off of and the rent/mortgages of places she and her friends have found to live recently, because the prices are basically what you'd find anywhere now, and everyone assumes that LA must be even worse. But it's not anymore. Even smaller towns in the midwest are becoming "overpriced cities" that no one can afford to live in.
xxxGothBarbie
04-28-2022, 08:18 AM
I just watched a TikTok the other day of a woman who lives in LA talking about this - people are amazed at the salary she manages to live off of and the rent/mortgages of places she and her friends have found to live recently, because the prices are basically what you'd find anywhere now, and everyone assumes that LA must be even worse. But it's not anymore. Even smaller towns in the midwest are becoming "overpriced cities" that no one can afford to live in.
I know right?! Which is why I laugh when people always try to tell me to move to a cheaper state /small town to have my own place again. Umm ya no thanks.
indiegirl
04-28-2022, 08:35 AM
I'm hoping my mom serves the roommates their new payments so the one I don't want here anymore is kicked out in a month since she won't be able to afford it. She takes over everything, made herself beyond at home, and I come into the kitchen to a random woman eating in my kitchen at midnight. LIKE hello?!?!?! HOW did we go through two rolls of toilet paper in a day? That's toilet paper usage level at a restaurant. Strangers using up my utilities and she works at stater bro's only so she's always home now. She always keeps her strangers in her room to hide them. I am fed up. What happened to taking your kids to school in the morning lady? She just doesn't. I feel like she lost custody of them to be honest. I even helped my mom and did her homework (she has to do more school requirements to continue teaching in the OR with students) to free up her schedule so she has time to teach me in Lab practice as well as get this woman out of the house LOLLLL.
carmen_b
04-28-2022, 09:44 AM
^ Get OUT crazy lady !! It's time !
Also .....isn't $900 for a room in your area VERY fair price wise ?
I would have been grateful to have an > $1k room and not been such an ass !
naomi_doll
04-28-2022, 10:59 AM
Apartment inspection tomorrow, just hate losing 2 days of work cleaning and completely having to take down the cam room. I think its random though so my luck they won't even see mine. I'm ok with that.
JGB2009
04-28-2022, 11:00 AM
When someone has the worst timing and wants a cam show when its time to log off or go on lunch break. Ugh.
Aurora_Sunset
04-28-2022, 11:37 AM
I hate when my creative ideas do not match my level of skill at all.
indiegirl
04-28-2022, 11:39 AM
^ Get OUT crazy lady !! It's time !
Also .....isn't $900 for a room in your area VERY fair price wise ?
I would have been grateful to have an > $1k room and not been such an ass !
Yep she doesn’t do shit around the house. I can hardly wait. Called my mom this morning and she’s going to give her the paperwork next week. Praise Jesus!
indiegirl
04-28-2022, 11:41 AM
I can only work today this week. *sigh* I have to memorize everything you learn in sterile processing in a fucking week. Then in clinicals I have to spend two weeks in SPD before the OR. I’m not pleased at how much crap they are cramming down our throat in a week.
WendiStarr
04-28-2022, 12:34 PM
Some bastard or cunt called me 23 times from a local number. I missed the first 5 because I was sleeping but when I woke up and saw all the missed calls..geez! I finally answered one of the times that they called and it was dead air and then they hung up. I called the number back and it said the number was out of service. Wtf? I've googled the number and came up with nothing. Weird and annoying.
Adding to this post since I don't want to make a new one. I ordered food an hour ago for pickup. Went to the restaurant at the time it said the food would be ready and they said they don't have the food ready because their printer is messed up. They said I could sit and wait in the restaurant or parking lot for 40 minutes for them to cook the food. Now I'm sitting here in parking lot waiting because I don't want to go all the way home just to go back out again.
ravenskyy
04-28-2022, 12:46 PM
I'm so exhausted of social media. I would delete everything if it wasn't for all the memes and funny videos. But other than that, it's just a bunch of shit. Just people being horrible to each other, mostly for no good reason. Social media has definitely negatively affected how I feel about other people. Ugh. Makes my head hurt reading comments these days. Why are people just so awful to each other? It doesn't take much effort to be a decent human being.
Aurora_Sunset
04-28-2022, 02:11 PM
I mobile-ordered Starbucks and asked my husband to pick it up on his way home. When he got home, my drink was wrong. I ordered a venti Pink Drink with light ice, and it was a grande with regular. Here's the thing - the name on the cup wasn't right. I have a name that can be spelled multiple ways, and the name on HIS drink was correct and said it was item 2/2 in our 2-drink order. The Pink Drink had a different version of my name on it and said it was item 1/1. We think someone with my same name ordered a grande Pink Drink and stole my venti before he got there to get our order. Maybe not on purpose, just wasn't paying attention and thought "oh they spelled my name wrong, but score! They made it a venti!" No, bitch, that was MY venti that *I* paid for... but, enjoy, I fucking guess. I should have told my husband what I ordered, but I didn't think something like that was gonna happen.
Aurora_Sunset
04-28-2022, 02:14 PM
I also discovered that my husband has been drinking my almond/cashew blend milk instead of going to the store and getting his own damn milk. Bitch, go buy your own cheap-ass gallon. My non-dairy stuff costs twice as much for half the amount! I told him he better replace it, he needs to go to Kroger because Walmart doesn't carry it, and he better pray it's in stock, because half the time, it isn't.
Aurora_Sunset
04-28-2022, 02:22 PM
I hid a $100 bill in my jewelry box, but it was in the bottom drawer, which 6 y/o always likes to nose through for whatever reason. I remember moving it a couple weeks ago to hide it from her so she wouldn't play with it/steal it/lose it. Annnnd I hid it so well, I hid it from myself. Fuck.
miss.a.p1600
04-28-2022, 02:51 PM
I also discovered that my husband has been drinking my almond/cashew blend milk instead of going to the store and getting his own damn milk. Bitch, go buy your own cheap-ass gallon. My non-dairy stuff costs twice as much for half the amount! I told him he better replace it, he needs to go to Kroger because Walmart doesn't carry it, and he better pray it's in stock, because half the time, it isn't.
LOL! My mom stayed with me for a bit and bought some expensive maple syrup.
She saw L pull it out and serve some to his kids.
Later on my mom was like NOoooooo!
Im like what?!?
She’s like do NOT give those kids that fancy expensive syrup. Give them the cheap $2 syrup
:rotfl:
Im like you should have hidden it better if you didn’t want him or his kids using it.
Hide your good stuff in the back of the fridge where most people too lazy to look
carmen_b
04-28-2022, 03:30 PM
I wonder if J is mad at me today because he is *very* precise with his schedule.
That last time we talked ( around Noon ) we both planned to wrap work by 4:30 to start our time together.
Now he seems like he's not ready until 5:45 ? It's not a huge change but it is making me nervous but he is so precise!
It is out of character ( for him ) to not mention a 75 minute change.
^ I can SO related to the almond milk thing above ! I use mine EVERY day.
I keep back ups ( those little 1/4 gallon one that don't need fridge ) in case the 1/2 gallon ones are ever low.
carmen_b
04-28-2022, 03:42 PM
I'd leave the biggest dongs out just for the occasion !
Apartment inspection tomorrow, just hate losing 2 days of work cleaning and completely having to take down the cam room. I think its random though so my luck they won't even see mine. I'm ok with that.
whirlerz
04-28-2022, 03:45 PM
I hid a $100 bill in my jewelry box, but it was in the bottom drawer, which 6 y/o always likes to nose through for whatever reason. I remember moving it a couple weeks ago to hide it from her so she wouldn't play with it/steal it/lose it. Annnnd I hid it so well, I hid it from myself. Fuck.
You'll find it, when you're not looking, or looking for something else..
Meanwhile, I'm missing the mates to 2 separate shoe pairs, I take stuff to my storage so I have to go look there
WonderWoman0642
04-28-2022, 04:04 PM
I'm so exhausted of social media. I would delete everything if it wasn't for all the memes and funny videos. But other than that, it's just a bunch of shit. Just people being horrible to each other, mostly for no good reason. Social media has definitely negatively affected how I feel about other people. Ugh. Makes my head hurt reading comments these days. Why are people just so awful to each other? It doesn't take much effort to be a decent human being.
I can relate to this so much. If I didn't need it for work I probably wouldn't use it at all.
whirlerz
04-28-2022, 04:35 PM
I'll say this: I'm horrified of some of the shit on there: young boys having a 'fight club' in the grade school bathroom forcing kids to fight their way out, then posting it on IG?
Lots of crimes live streamed on FB etc?
& lots of young criminals carjacking, robbing too.
Some kids were committing home robberies & filming, just to capture the upset reactions of their victims.
I started crying, a 10 yr old girl was raped & murdered by 14 yr old, he admitted he planned the whole thing..
An 8 yr old lit a tennis ball on fire, then threw it at a 6 yr old, causing 2nd/3rd degree burns
lynn2009
04-28-2022, 09:55 PM
We had one of those painful getting to know you things at work today and one woman's fun fact was loving animals. And she went on a lot about how she has a rescue dog (in addition to a pure bred dog), and she repeated that she had the rescued dog ten years. TEN years you guys!! Bitch do you want a prize for keeping your dog their whole life?
naomi_doll
04-29-2022, 06:29 AM
I'd leave the biggest dongs out just for the occasion !
I'll make sure to have one in each room! :D
carmen_b
04-29-2022, 02:34 PM
One paid .
Puts me up to $1250 ( embarrassing ) but there is hope.
Still that other invoice sitting there plus who knows someone fast could come in .
I know May will start strong ( $1400 will come in from a confirmed client at the beginning of the month ) .
I am just trying to salvage April and hope at least another 1k comes in .
Well ......
At least two day day customers are in the deciding and invoicing phase.
One has a $875 retainer and one has a $665 one.
If they both would book I'd be in a better mood ......
I'm really overall upset about the month but trying to move on .